For four years I've known you, for three I've helped you through everything you've come to me with. I've helped you through your darkest times and been with you through some of your best, and when I proposed to you that night on the fourth of December I vowed to help you through every single problem, hiccup, annoyance and negative experience you have. I'm sorry for annoying you, I know what I do can come across as extremely annoying sometimes and I couldn't agree more, mainly because I get it from my dad and by god I know how annoying he can be. But through that annoyance there's a man that cares more about his family than any single thing in this universe and will stop at nothing to make sure their the best they can be and there's nothing that can put them down. Nobody is perfect, especially me and you know that, I let you help me with everything I have because I know how it can make the people around me feel and I'd never want anyone I love to be hurt or annoyed by anything I do. Please understand that annoying you was never my intent, but a byproduct of only the best of intentions because of how much I love you. If there's one thing my dad has taught me it's that perseverance is key and do not let anything get in the way of the people you hold dearest's happiness, no matter how annoying it may seem. I would never tell you how to deal with what you've gone through in the last and I'd never rubbish the amount of effort you put in to changing yourself, but what I would and will do is leave suggestions on how to change for the better and to be there for you as you do so, and if I'll let you do the same for me. I don't know if you were expecting me to run back to you when you returned from not speaking, but I wasn't prepared to do that as it seems each time you don't get what you want you ignore me until I say it was my fault which is unfair. If I've done something that's wrong I will always admit that and apologise, just as I did tonight by apologising for my actions, I wanted you to realise that by leaving things that annoy you that doesn't sort anything and I want to show you much better ways to deal with these situations as I have learned over the past 8 years due to the experiences I've gone through. No its not an easy process, no its not all fun and games, but what it is is realising that not only you but I do have the potential to change for the better of each other and our loved ones. I understand that the way in which I put forward my concerns may not have appeared to you to be in the most gracious manner but I'm thankful I have voiced them. I tried to approach the situation in a manner where it did not look like an "I'm the bigger person" contest as I know how much you hate that, and I hate it too. As a firm believer against the use of hypocrisy, I will try to see things from your view as I hope you will mine in a weeks time when we are both sure that everything has calmed down, I will write my thoughts after reflecting on your side below this main message. I love you Megan, this is the last message I'll send to you as I'm going to sleep. When you want to, you can message or call me whenever you feel you want to, no matter when that is whether it be a minute or a year, I'll always have my arms wide open for my one and only angel.

After giving it some time and seeing things from your point of view, I have decided to add more to the below;
I understand how my points and concerns could have been mistaken as forceful, hurtful, and dismissive of your attempts at changing but please know that was not my intent, my only intention is to provide help and support for you and to give pointers on how to change for the better as I myself have done over the past 8 years and counting. Perhaps I came across as potentially forceful with my points and views; again this was not in malicious intent as I have already explained I care about you more than anything in the world and will stop at nothing to help you flourish and grow in to an even greater personal, as I'm sure you will with me. Having said this, I would appreciate very much if you give me a chance at helping you and suggesting some points as I am sure you will find it beneficial, as annoying as it may seem to be at this moment in time. As I have stated before I am not a fan of hypocrisy, so I will listen to anything you have to say or suggestions you'd like to make with me  as I know I am far for perfect, and I'm always striving to change for the better for the greater good of everyone I care and love most, especially you.