@Alvehu#5712, @Anuhea#8351, @Bella#5025,

@crazylad#6922
Hi bro, how is everything? During the past year you have become so professional at this game, and with so many maxed chars. I cant even tell you how much I appreciate that you are leading these leveling parties and helping the ppls, sure they appreciate you too. It is always nice when you help ppls, and they return the favor. One day, they will be helping you too, and that is the spirit we are looking for. Also I want to congratulate you on your relationship with Ehlaine, you have come a long way and your bound is still growing. Hope next year it will get even better, you are both my bestest friends and I am happy to see it happening.

Unfortunately, this is my farewell message to you, and everything about me on RO has come to an end. The decision was already made 1-2 weeks ago, and I am sorry I didnt let most of you know ahead of time, but it is final and theres nothing anyone can do. I dont feel that I am still capable of leading this community/friend circle, I've tried many things to make things better but for some reason I sense that I am powerless to change many things I hope to improve. I hope I can find a way for you guys/gals to have more fun, but for some reason I am running out of ideas. I may be a good friend and caretaker of some ppls, but a leader needs to be strong, energetic and full of creativity. I've failed many of you, I aint nowhere near as good as I hoped.

I still remember the old days when we first met in mid TI, and then Nogg/Juperos, eventually the old Team Seal Guild. It was good old days, at that time I never imagined that we would be able to reach a stage where we are now. We had lots of joy and memories, I am grateful we would be able to create a community/friend circle together. Some of you feel it like home, and thats among my greatest achievement and happiness in my RO life. I dont wish anything to end like this but, unfortunately lately I've been experiencing too much stress, depression and loss of confidence due to my inability to make this place fun for our ppls, and the dispute among certain ppls especially from WOE. I have to leave RO before it starts to affect my health badly, or perhaps it already does...

I am sorry it has to be this way, but I hope you understand and respect my decision. Thanks bro, and if possible, I hope you can keep the friend circle going, together with Jayce, Nullam and Alvehu. I dont want to see it collapse following my departure, I'd be sad if this happens. If the 4 of you can co-lead Mysidia or form a new community however you call it, it will be less burden and shared responsibilities that wont overwhelm anyone of you. Dont be like me, taking all to myself and then get mentally destroyed... I hope you and Ehlaine will work out in the end, and me and my gf too. I will quit Discord too, but you can keep me updated of your status by writing to my email at lordyggdrasilll@gmail.com, hope we can keep in touch still.


@ehlaiehlai#6310
Hello there Sis, hope you had a wonderful Christmas so far. How is Midori doing? At time like this you should be taking some rests and have fun with family and friends. I kinda worry about your health and well-being. Life is short, we gotta enjoy it while we can, dont you agree? Perhaps after the new year, you will be able to spend more time on RO, and hang out with your friends and guildmates more. It was nice when we were doing instances together, the memories we share and the bonds we build will never disappear, however busy we may become of in future. I am also glad to know that you dont feel stressed over RO and WOE now, you have a really positive mindset and it makes everyone around you feel happy and motivated. You have become such an amazing guild leader.

The unfortunate truth is that, my time on RO has come to an end, I have made up my mind to quit RO and theres nothing anyone can do. I know you do not expect this, though when we did during last instance I sorta hinted this to you, and you dismissed it by telling me that I would never have bad things happening to me. The reality is that, I am no longer able to hold on. I cant make my guild fun and exciting for our ppls, nor can I make everyone get along and like each other. I try to spread the feeling of love, appreciation and positivity in my guild, and yet my vision seems to be nothing but utopia. I have stopped believing, I feel my heart is dead.

I've lost every confidence I have, I am no longer capable of leading my guild/friend circle, they need new leadership and ppls who can take them there... On top of all these I am starting to feel that Bella became distant, and I am no longer capable of providing her what she needs. Yes she seems more cheerful and carefree, but I feel it was all because of Corgi, theres nothing from Mysidia that can give her happiness and fun anymore. All the issues lead me to sadness, emptiness and depression. It has started to affect my real life, and even my gf has noticed this. I feel my body is collapsing, and earlier I even fell from a treadmill because of a brief blackout. At that point, it became obvious that, I had to kiss RO goodbye to save myself...

I am sorry I sounded like a coward, I've been strong and always tried to be strong at least, but I've finally reached the point that I can no longer carry on. I hope you wont hate me for leaving without telling you earlier, I want you to be able to enjoy life and RO without worrying about what you cannot change. I hope you wont hate Bella either, I only want her to be happy and carefree, it is always been what I wanted, and Bella is our dearest friend. I also hope you will treasure Kenny more, hes a really nice guy and he cares about you a lot. I will quit Discord today, but we can stay in touch and send each other emails from time to time, my email is: lordyggdrasilll@gmail.com. Thank you for being here with me till the very end sis, you are a very special friend of mine, and I will always remember and appreciate you.


@Isha#4440
Hi Isha, how was Christmas for you? I am glad you are feeling better and more comfortable everyday. You've begun to socialize again on the Discord, and after a long hiatus you were in game again. I was really happy when I saw Stheart online and you two were having a good time together. Sure you've missed the old friends, and they will be back to you one day. Everything is going in the right directions for you, and I feel relieved. I waited too long to fix the lingering issue between you and Jayce, but in the end it was settled. When he asked me, if you were up for a bio 5 run, I felt my effort wasnt in vain. It gives me smile of the day.

However, my time on RO has come to an end. From the moment when you receive this message, you know that I've quit RO and it is near guaranteed that I am gone for good. I am very sorry, you probably dont expect this, but theres nothing anyone can do about it. The fact is that, I become overwhelmed by the stress, depression and anxiety over the recent events. Among all these Bella hit me the hardest, whenever I hear her suspecting our ppls being two faced or trying to force 'positivity' on you guys/gals, I feel that my heart is dead. I had a vision that we would build a friendly, fun and caring community, that everyone will be like brothers/sisters, its our home and family. But my vision is nothing but Utopia, Bella stops believing, and now even I have stopped believing...

A few days ago, you noticed I aint as confident as I used to, and you told me to regain it. I've tried my best, but yet I can only feel my confidence getting worse everyday. I dont know if ppls were having fun, I don know if I can fix disputes about WOE, I dont know if I can give Bella and you guys/gals the happiness and comfort you need. The loss of confidence even hits me in real life, when I took my parents to buy clothes and they didnt find anything, I quickly started to blame myself that it was my fault and I was sorry. I wasnt like that before, I would've told them 'I am sure you will find much better clothes in another store' in the past. Now I become apologetic, I take the blames but I feel I am helpless, theres nothing much I can do to improve bad situations.

The unfortunate truth is that, I have to quit RO, and hopefully in real life I can find the answer, to have my confidence back. I am sorry I let you down, I wish I was stronger, but right now I cant even feel my heart... Though I have 2 selfish requests: 1. Dont hate Bella under any conditions; 2. Dont quit RO because of me. Bella still cares about and want to be your friend, shes just not making efforts to understand you, hope one day she will. You will have more fun with other friends like Leeboy, Stheart, Deo and Kita even without me, I'd be even more sad if anyone leaves because of me. I will quit Discord today, but you can keep me updated of your status and how everyone is treating you by writing me an email at lordyggdrasilll@gmail.com. Thank you for being here with me till the very end, I aint worthy... I let everyone down, my friends, my guildmates and my own wifey too...


@Jayce#8532
What's up Kayce? Having fun in bio 4 and bio 5? I think you already know what this means when you get my long private message on discord, yes this is the last of me... I am sorry I was giving you hopes until the BB event was over, in fact the decision was already made way before that. I hope you wont be saddened by this, you already knew it ahead of time and what is happening is inevitable. I wish I could go back in time and make everything right from the beginning, but all is too late now... Though you promised me, not to hate Bella under any conditions, I know you will fulfill your promise bro, and you have my thanks for this.

I think you understand the reason for my quitting very well, yes I just cant seem to find a way that everyone can be happy. I want my wifey to have fun, I want my guildies to have fun too, but I also want everyone to get along and be friends. I cannot take care of everyone separately, if you all can enjoy each other's company and hang out together, then I will be able to handle it. Unfortunately, it doesnt seem to work out. If things continue the way they are, I will eventually be forced to choose a side, and I am incapable of making this choice. The only choice for me, is to disappear myself...

I know you appreciate the time we spent together, and what I did for you to come this far on WL. Give yourself more credits bro, I only did the bare minimum. I simply inspired you and showed you there was a way, but I aint your mentor. You did all the hard work by yourself, you have the talent and characters to make it this far. Here you are, a consensus top 10 WL on the server and arguably top 5, and yet you can make it even better. I'd be glad to witness you surpassing the top 3 WLs one by one, too bad I wont have this chance anymore but at least you can contact me and show me how you get there.

Thank you for being here with me till the very end bro, I am not as good a leader as some of you give me credits for... If possible, I hope you, Nullam, Kenny and Alvehu can co-lead new Mysidia, or make a new community however you call it, to keep the left-over friends/guildies going. It may be a selfish request, but I dont want to see the friend circle collapse after I leave, also I believe things will be easier if the 4 of you share responsibilities/burdens instead of having one leader taking them for all. Your big bro will also be here, but I feel its better to be you since his identity has to be protected. I will quit Discord today, but you can keep me updated of your status and how everyone is doing by writing to my email at lordyggdrasilll@gmail.com. We will stay in touch.

@Nullam-El#5589
Hello there bro, hope you and Eanne are both doing well. How was Christmas for you? You must have been busy with Eanne, family, or other things in your life, since I do not see you in Kenny's bio 4 parties lately. I still remember the first days when we came to know each other, we were in Mid TI, Nogg and Juperos, with Kenny, Anuhea, Jen and Criswina. It was good old time, and we became guildies and friends. I am also surprised to know we were born on the same day, guess there is some kind of bond we share together that cannot be denied.

Unfortunately, this is my farewell message to you, and everything about me on RO has come to an end. It may appear to you as a shocking news, but in fact I've made up my mind since 1-2 weeks ago. If you've read the announcement messages on the guild discord, you'd understand that I have been long struggling keeping the guild in tact. I have to make balance of pro-Bris and anti-Bris ppls, I have to settle WOE Disputes amount our ppls, I have to find different ways to make guildies have fun since this is a game after all, and I need to spend quality time with my in-game wifey. And there are many more things I have to do, as well...

I've been trying to take all the responsibilities to myself, not because I dont trust you guys/gals, but that I understand the burden and stress and how I dont wish any of these on my friends/guildies. Nonetheless, I overestimated my own capacity of handling these things. Lately I've been experiencing varying degrees of sadness, depression, anxiety and even loss of confidence, I start to become over-concerned with even minor things that can go wrong. Moreover, it starts to affect my real life, my body feels weak, my head hurts, and even my fall from the threadmill was partially a result of all these. I recall you told me that, my real life and my girlfriend are the utmost important in my life. You are right bro, and now I feel that its time for me to quit RO, since the recent events are plaguing my real life.

I am sorry it has to be this way, but I hope you understand and respect my decision. Thanks bro, and if possible, I hope you can keep the friend circle going, together with Jayce, Kenny and Alvehu. I dont want to see it collapse following my departure, I'd be sad if this happens. If the 4 of you can co-lead Mysidia or form a new community however you call it, it will be less burden and shared responsibilities that wont overwhelm anyone of you. Dont be like me, taking all to myself and then get mentally destroyed... I hope you and Eanne will work out in the end, and me and my gf too. I will quit Discord too, but you can keep me updated of your status by writing to my email at lordyggdrasilll@gmail.com, hope we can keep in touch still.


@Wina#1672
Honey, how have you been? I am sorry to hear that you aunt passed away. I've been trying to reach out to you and give you the comfort you need, but seems you have not been online lately. I hope all is well with you, and may your aunt rest in peace. She must be a wonderful woman, I understand this feeling myself when I lost 3 of my beloved grandparents. I want to hug you, and give you everything you need, and grant your every wish.

Unfortunately, my time on RO has come to an end. I have to quit today, and theres nothing anyone can do to change it. I've been trying to make a hard balance between happiness of my in-game wifey, and my guildmates. It proves to be too hard for me, and I end up screwing up and failing everyone. The worst part is, it creates sadness, depression and loss of confidence for me that has begun to affect my real life. Its all my fault, I aint a good hubby, I aint a good guild leader, though at least I hope I've been a good friend for some of you.

I wont explain the entire story, since it will be way too long. But promise me one thing, please do not quit RO because of me. You still have mommy Bella, and a new younger sister Sarab in the RO family. They will love to hang out with you, and cheer you up when you need them. My friend Leeboy will mentor you on GX, you know hes the ankols guild leader and he is a man of his words. If I was the only reason why you play RO, I'd feel sad and guilty. But you are one of my bestest friends here, and I will do everything in my power to make you feel good and special.

Thank you for being here with me till the very end, Wina. You are beautiful, kind, cheerful and sometimes a little clumsy, but you are such a lovable person. I hope all will be good with you, and keep me updated on your status and what you will do in future. I will quit Discord too, but you can write to my email at lordyggdrasilll@gmail.com. I read it a few times a day and I will respond to you when I am not busy. Merry Christmas and happy new year, my lovely Wina, I am so happy to have you in my RO life.