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Bobby?

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Mom

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Mom?

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Bobby?

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Don’t.

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Richard?

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-Don’t open the door, Kristen.

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I love them, like I love you.

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I really wish…

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…that I could bring them back.

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I could have…

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but I couldn’t…

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help myself.

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And I tried this time. I really did try.

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This doesn’t work.

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-And I wish that it did.
-Uh, no.

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You should go before it’s too late.

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-Go!

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I’m sorry.

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I’ve roared through my family,

21
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so they don’t want me around no more.

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My friends,
they don’t want me around no more.

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Shit, there are times
when I don’t want me around no more.

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I’ve lived in alleyways,

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under bridges, and then…

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I found this… this cool park…

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so big that I can get lost in it
when I want to.

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Then one day,

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I saw these weirdos walking
into the building across the street.

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I saw it through this tunnel,

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like it was magical and shit.

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I wanted to know
what was going on in there,

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and if there was any food…

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or maybe drugs.

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So, here I am.

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I wasn’t expecting any of this.

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But, um, maybe this is some of that
“act of God” type shit,

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that I found this place
and all of you people…

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and all that food over there.

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My name is Eddie, and I’m an addict.

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-Thank you.
-Thanks, Eddie.

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My name is Ellie, and I’m an addict.

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-Welcome, Ellie.
-Hi, Ellie.

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Sorry, I’ve, um…

45
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It’s hard doing this all over again
in a new place.

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It’s okay.

47
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It’s just that I just moved here.

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So here goes. Um…

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It started with one drink.

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And then that one went into another,
and then a whole hell of a lot more.

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I was an addict, but I thought,

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“It’s no big deal. Everyone is, kind of.”

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But, um…

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I thought, “This is…

55
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I can handle this. This is easy.”

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But then I… I hurt my back.

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And they gave me these pills,

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these goddamn pills.

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And they took the edge off
like nothing else.

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Sorry, I know I’m not supposed to say
what drug, sorry.

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But they took the life out of life,
which was exactly what I wanted.

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And…

63
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my husband left me…

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which, to be honest,
wasn’t such a bad thing.

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But I lost my kids.

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And, uh…

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at first, I didn’t really care,

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because I wanted the pills
more than I wanted them.

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I can’t believe I’m saying that right now.

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Anyway, I got my kids back.

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And we have a new home…

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and hopefully some new friends.

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My Lola don’t like the smell of smoke
inside the house.

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-We just moved here.
-I heard all the noise.

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There’s been a lot around here lately.

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Screws, nails, sharp edges.

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And they say they’re trying
to make this neighborhood safer.

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-Okay.
-I’m not leaving.

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You’re not buying me out.

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We’re just renting.

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We just moved into our new house.
It’s huge.

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Yeah.

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It’s not in the best of neighborhoods.
Little sketchy.

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Um, I just wanted to tell you
thank you so much for this opportunity.

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I… I couldn’t… No, I really couldn’t
have done it without you.

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I really appreciate it.

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Yeah, the kids are doing well.

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Up. Come on. Hurry.

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Amy.

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Amy.

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Come on. There could be a fire.

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There’s no fire.
It’s just my stupid brother.

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I called your mother.

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This has been
a pretty eventful first few days, Kyle.

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You got into a fight…

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defaced school property,

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and then another fight.

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-I didn’t tag the bulletin board.

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In order to stay here,
you have to want to be here.

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-I don’t wanna be here.
-Well, you won’t be.

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Not this week.

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Wait outside for your mother.

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Meegan, get in here.

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Meegan.

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You get suspended?

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Yeah. Yeah.

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-He’s an asshole.
-Yeah.

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He’s a huge asshole.

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The second fight wasn’t really a fight.

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It was just you getting the shit
beat out of you type of thing.

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Yeah.

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What’d you do?

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Tagged a bulletin board.

114
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What?

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I like your work.

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Can I see?

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Ah, come on. You saw my work.

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Wow.

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“Wow” like they suck “wow,” or “wow” what?

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“Wow” like you might be
a serial killer, Kyle.

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In a good way.

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Mom

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Mom?

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Kyle?

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Mom

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Have you talked to Dad yet?
He’s gonna be so pissed.

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I tried to call a few times
since we’ve gotten here,

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but he hasn’t answered.

129
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He’s traveling.

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-He’s always traveling.
-For work.

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Okay.

132
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Why haven’t you unpacked yet?

133
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You know,
you can at least try cheering up a bit.

134
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Kyle, you’re being a child.

135
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Can you just get the hell out of my room?

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Kyle.

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Don’t.

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Look, I know
you don’t ever want to listen to me,

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and I know I don’t deserve
to say anything to you,

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but please don’t screw up your life
because you’re mad at me.

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Please?

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I promise this time it’ll be different.

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You say that every time.

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Hey.

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-I’m going for a run.
-You don’t have to call it that.

146
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I know.

147
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Why do you always go for a run so late?

148
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-It’s not that late.
-Kyle said it’s a bad neighborhood.

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It’s not bad.

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Maybe it once was,
but it’s being gentrified, which means…

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I know what it means.

152
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Rich white people move in
and kick everyone else out.

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You’re my little girl.

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Mom, I’m 13.
I’m gonna be 14 in two months.

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I know, I know. Don’t remind me.

156
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So, first off,

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is there anyone
who’s at their first meeting

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or from out of town?

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Uh, yeah.

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I don’t know whether to sit or stand,
but they always stand in the movies, so…

161
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You can do
whatever makes you feel comfortable.

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Thanks. Um…

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I’m Christopher,
and I’m not sure what I am.

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-Welcome, Christopher.
-Hello, Christopher.

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Thank you for being so welcoming.

166
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Yeah, I guess I am an addict. I just…

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I never thought about it that way.

168
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And I’ve…

169
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I’ve just torn through so many people…

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and I can’t stop myself.

171
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So I guess that is an addiction.

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And I need help.

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I don’t want to be alone anymore.

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-Thanks, Christopher.
-Thanks, Christopher.

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-My name is Ellie, and I’m an addict.
-Hi, Ellie.

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I got a new job.

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My friend, she’s a tenured professor.

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She’s my age, and she got me it.

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But sometimes it’s a little hard, because…

180
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-I should be where she is right now.

181
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But anyway, I’m not supposed to be
thinking about stuff like that, right? So…

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Uh…

183
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Shit, I’m really trying, but…
I swear to God, I’m trying.

184
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My name’s Ellie, and I’m an addict.

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-Thanks, Ellie.
-Thanks, Ellie.

186
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Hey.

187
00:23:44,422 --> 00:23:46,716
Eddie. You weren’t at the meeting.

188
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Are you okay

189
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Okay, well, uh…

190
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I’ll see you at the next meeting, okay?

191
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-You take care of yourself.

192
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What?

193
00:24:11,449 --> 00:24:14,828
In there. You said that you do pills.

194
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I…

195
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I said I used to.

196
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Fuck you.

197
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This is better
than your suburban housewife shit.

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-Ohh!

199
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Come on, Mom. Time to go.

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-Mom.

201
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I’m up. I’m up, baby.
Just go get ready for school.

202
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I am ready to go to school.

203
00:30:13,686 --> 00:30:15,021
What happened to your head?

204
00:30:17,232 --> 00:30:18,525
I, uh…

205
00:30:28,243 --> 00:30:29,077
I…

206
00:30:30,161 --> 00:30:32,163
I tripped while walking to the car.

207
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Can I see?

208
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Okay, well,
it’s not as bad as it looks, right?

209
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-I don’t see anything.

210
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I guess I didn’t hurt myself
as bad as I thought.

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-It was dark.
-Okay.

212
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I used to watch this with my mom.

213
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Admit to God, ourselves,
and others our wrongs.

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Ready for God to remove
defects of character.

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Ask him to remove our shortcomings.

216
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Made a list of harmed
and willing to make amends.

217
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Then make amends.

218
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Be accountable and admit when wrong.

219
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Pray for the knowledge of his will
and the power to carry it out.

220
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Then be awakened through these steps,

221
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and practice them
throughout everything in our lives.

222
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My name is Ellie, and I’m an addict.

223
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-Hello.
-Hi, Ellie.

224
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I don’t deserve this.

225
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Careful. Mug’s hot.

226
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Anything else?

227
00:33:26,546 --> 00:33:27,964
No, we’re good. Thanks.

228
00:33:32,927 --> 00:33:34,721
Thanks for getting coffee with me.

229
00:33:34,804 --> 00:33:36,347
I…

230
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I don’t think I’m the best person
to talk to about this.

231
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You might be the only person
to talk to about this.

232
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I don’t know,
I just needed somebody to talk to whose…

233
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life is only slightly less screwed up
than mine.

234
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I’m sorry.

235
00:33:57,368 --> 00:34:01,289
-No, that’s okay.
-I mean, I don’t know.

236
00:34:01,372 --> 00:34:03,666
I probably wouldn’t have
believed you otherwise.

237
00:34:10,590 --> 00:34:12,925
Well, the program works…

238
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and people fall.

239
00:34:17,930 --> 00:34:22,060
But you just keep getting up again.

240
00:34:22,143 --> 00:34:25,271
Sometimes you just wish
that there was one thing in the world

241
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that you didn’t have to put
all of your effort into controlling.

242
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And that would make all the difference.

243
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-I hope you find it.

244
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That one thing.

245
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Cheers to that, right?

246
00:34:47,460 --> 00:34:48,294
You all right?

247
00:34:53,591 --> 00:34:56,094
-Oh, my gosh. I’m so sorry.
-No, don’t be sorry.

248
00:34:56,677 --> 00:34:59,263
-No, I’m fine.

249
00:35:23,579 --> 00:35:26,374
-It’s not the pills, baby.

250
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Did you find anything?

251
00:35:42,890 --> 00:35:44,559
Just go get ready for school.

252
00:36:40,448 --> 00:36:42,450
You know, you didn’t find any pills.

253
00:36:42,533 --> 00:36:45,411
-So maybe that means…
-She can get them from anywhere, Amy.

254
00:36:46,746 --> 00:36:49,665
So, what

255
00:36:51,209 --> 00:36:55,463
Look, Amy,
I’m not going through this shit again.

256
00:36:59,258 --> 00:37:01,177
You know what I like about your sketches?

257
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They make me feel like I’m at home…

258
00:37:12,772 --> 00:37:14,357
no matter where we live.

259
00:37:31,666 --> 00:37:32,792
Ahh.

260
00:40:30,761 --> 00:40:32,721
You didn’t come to the meeting.
I got worried.

261
00:40:43,357 --> 00:40:45,025
I know what you’re going through.

262
00:40:50,698 --> 00:40:54,577
No, you don’t understand.
I know exactly what you’re going through.

263
00:40:55,286 --> 00:40:59,331
When I saw you on that swing in the park,
you looked so peaceful…

264
00:41:01,375 --> 00:41:02,376
but troubled.

265
00:41:03,669 --> 00:41:05,463
I just wanted to protect you.

266
00:41:08,716 --> 00:41:11,510
I made sure that no one can ever hurt you.

267
00:41:16,891 --> 00:41:17,933
How?

268
00:41:18,017 --> 00:41:21,020
Because I turned you
into whatever it is that I am.

269
00:41:44,585 --> 00:41:47,171
It gets easier,
but you don’t want to do it alone.

270
00:41:54,887 --> 00:41:57,348
Do you want to invite me inside
so we can talk about this?

271
00:41:57,431 --> 00:41:59,391
I want you to leave me alone.

272
00:42:18,077 --> 00:42:19,119
It’s too late.

273
00:44:42,221 --> 00:44:44,306
She’s so screwed up
she can’t say anything about it.

274
00:44:45,516 --> 00:44:49,978
You ever thought that maybe
it was something else other than drugs?

275
00:44:50,062 --> 00:44:51,146
Like what?

276
00:44:56,276 --> 00:44:59,780
I would take the el
and come here with my mom.

277
00:44:59,863 --> 00:45:01,740
She was the art history teacher
at the college,

278
00:45:01,824 --> 00:45:06,495
so whenever she got done with class,
she’d come find me, and she’d get me out.

279
00:45:06,578 --> 00:45:12,501
And we’d sit here and look at it,
try to figure it out.

280
00:45:13,919 --> 00:45:17,714
Well, you know
it says right next to it, right?

281
00:45:17,798 --> 00:45:20,384
We never read it. It felt like cheating.

282
00:45:20,884 --> 00:45:23,554
Well, you know, a little help never hurts.

283
00:45:28,976 --> 00:45:31,103
She never told us she was sick.

284
00:45:32,563 --> 00:45:34,565
I guess she thought
she could handle it on her own

285
00:45:34,648 --> 00:45:36,400
without worrying us about it.

286
00:45:36,984 --> 00:45:41,029
And I-I knew. I knew something was wrong.

287
00:45:43,198 --> 00:45:45,659
I would ask her
if she wanted to talk about it.

288
00:45:50,873 --> 00:45:52,166
And we’d just sit here,

289
00:45:52,833 --> 00:45:54,877
talking about this instead.

290
00:45:57,171 --> 00:45:58,422
You know, and…

291
00:45:59,465 --> 00:46:02,551
I wish I pushed her
till she told me what it was.

292
00:46:09,183 --> 00:46:10,893
And by the time she told us,

293
00:46:11,602 --> 00:46:13,270
it was too late.

294
00:46:19,026 --> 00:46:22,529
Just do yourself a favor
and talk to her while you still can.

295
00:46:36,001 --> 00:46:38,754
-No.

296
00:46:38,837 --> 00:46:41,298
I want to keep guessing
until you tell me I’m right,

297
00:46:41,381 --> 00:46:43,717
no matter how many times
we have to come back here.

298
00:46:52,017 --> 00:46:54,394
God grant me the serenity

299
00:46:54,478 --> 00:46:57,189
to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can,

300
00:47:00,067 --> 00:47:02,736
and wisdom to tell the difference.

301
00:47:02,819 --> 00:47:06,573
Accepting hardships
as the pathway to peace,

302
00:47:06,657 --> 00:47:08,909
living one day at a time,

303
00:47:08,992 --> 00:47:11,411
enjoying one moment at a time.

304
00:47:12,162 --> 00:47:12,996
Amen.

305
00:49:11,990 --> 00:49:12,949
Mom?

306
00:49:51,238 --> 00:49:52,072
Mom?

307
00:50:06,962 --> 00:50:08,004
Uhh!

308
00:50:32,112 --> 00:50:33,029
Mom?

309
00:51:04,352 --> 00:51:07,189
-I heard something.

310
00:51:07,272 --> 00:51:08,857
-I don’t know.

311
00:51:10,317 --> 00:51:11,359
Go to your room.

312
00:51:12,569 --> 00:51:13,570
Mom?

313
00:51:15,655 --> 00:51:16,531
Mom?

314
00:51:37,636 --> 00:51:38,512
Mom.

315
00:51:39,429 --> 00:51:41,765
Uh, wha…

316
00:51:42,641 --> 00:51:43,975
I’m fine. I just…

317
00:51:45,435 --> 00:51:47,479
I just need a moment to myself, okay?

318
00:51:48,563 --> 00:51:49,731
Let me help you.

319
00:51:49,815 --> 00:51:54,027
No, just, I’m fine, all right?
Just-Just leave me alone for a bit.

320
00:51:55,612 --> 00:51:56,947
I don’t need your help.

321
00:51:57,030 --> 00:52:00,033
Mom, I’m not going anywhere
until you tell me what’s wrong.

322
00:52:00,116 --> 00:52:01,535
You can’t help me!

323
00:53:34,294 --> 00:53:36,338
Mom

324
00:53:38,298 --> 00:53:39,299
Mom!

325
00:53:52,145 --> 00:53:53,188
Get in the car.

326
00:53:53,271 --> 00:53:55,523
-To Dad’s.

327
00:54:43,488 --> 00:54:44,489
What do you want?

328
00:54:45,824 --> 00:54:47,283
Have you seen Lola?

329
00:54:47,367 --> 00:54:48,743
She hasn’t come back all night.

330
00:54:48,827 --> 00:54:51,079
-She always comes back.
-No, I haven’t.

331
00:54:52,330 --> 00:54:54,541
Can I check your basement?

332
00:54:57,252 --> 00:54:58,545
Lola.

333
00:55:06,761 --> 00:55:07,762
Lola.

334
00:55:10,098 --> 00:55:12,851
Lola. Lola, where are you?

335
00:55:16,187 --> 00:55:17,230
Lola.

336
00:55:18,523 --> 00:55:21,443
Come on, baby. Come on. Come on, sugar.

337
00:55:27,574 --> 00:55:28,783
Lola.

338
00:55:33,872 --> 00:55:34,873
Eleanor?

339
00:55:37,792 --> 00:55:39,252
What the hell’s wrong with you?

340
00:55:41,337 --> 00:55:42,172
A lot.

341
00:55:43,089 --> 00:55:44,549
Are you feeling all right?

342
00:55:57,937 --> 00:56:00,940
I told you he’s not home.
He isn’t traveling.

343
00:56:01,941 --> 00:56:04,694
He just says that because
he doesn’t want to deal with the shit.

344
00:56:04,778 --> 00:56:06,905
So we’re part of “the shit”?

345
00:56:12,160 --> 00:56:14,579
She’s never gonna get better, is she?

346
00:56:25,590 --> 00:56:26,633
It’s Dad.

347
00:56:27,634 --> 00:56:28,468
Told you.

348
00:56:29,803 --> 00:56:31,304
At least Mom wants us.

349
00:56:38,019 --> 00:56:39,145
I’m going back.

350
00:57:14,139 --> 00:57:15,056
Mom.

351
00:57:24,357 --> 00:57:25,275
Mom.

352
00:57:40,290 --> 00:57:42,709
-Go upstairs.

353
00:57:42,792 --> 00:57:43,668
Now!

354
00:58:07,525 --> 00:58:08,568
Turn it off, Kyle.

355
00:58:12,280 --> 00:58:14,032
Please. I don’t want you to see.

356
00:58:14,115 --> 00:58:16,117
-Just turn it off!

357
00:58:19,954 --> 00:58:22,207
Mom, why did you kill her?

358
00:58:24,667 --> 00:58:25,960
For her blood.

359
00:58:29,881 --> 00:58:31,966
Someone turned me into this.

360
00:58:32,967 --> 00:58:33,885
Who?

361
00:58:35,470 --> 00:58:37,222
I don’t know what he was.

362
00:58:40,016 --> 00:58:41,601
You should leave right now.

363
00:58:42,352 --> 00:58:43,853
That knife’s not gonna help you.

364
00:58:45,563 --> 00:58:49,025
Just call the police. Do whatever it is
you need to do, but do it now.

365
00:58:50,777 --> 00:58:51,945
Go!

366
01:00:09,981 --> 01:00:11,107
Did you kill anyone else?

367
01:00:12,942 --> 01:00:14,319
Did you call the police yet?

368
01:00:16,946 --> 01:00:18,114
Not yet.

369
01:00:22,910 --> 01:00:23,828
Maybe you should.

370
01:01:21,386 --> 01:01:24,138
-Yeah. I’m a friend of your mother’s…

371
01:01:25,682 --> 01:01:26,933
from her meetings. Christopher.

372
01:01:34,649 --> 01:01:36,234
Look, now’s not really a good time.

373
01:01:36,901 --> 01:01:39,445
Is everything all right?
You can let him in.

374
01:01:41,447 --> 01:01:42,865
He’s the one, Kyle.

375
01:01:45,493 --> 01:01:48,496
If you let me inside,
we can talk about this.

376
01:01:49,080 --> 01:01:50,248
-You’re a…
-Shh.

377
01:01:50,790 --> 01:01:53,960
No. Don’t say it. It’s made up anyway.

378
01:01:54,043 --> 01:01:55,712
Are you gonna let me inside?

379
01:01:58,548 --> 01:02:01,676
-You can only come in if I invite you in.
-No, I was just being polite.

380
01:02:05,012 --> 01:02:06,514
-Easy.
-Let him go!

381
01:02:09,684 --> 01:02:11,102
Why would you do this to her?

382
01:02:11,185 --> 01:02:13,438
Because I care about her, Kyle.

383
01:02:14,230 --> 01:02:15,273
Is it curable?

384
01:02:17,608 --> 01:02:19,360
-No.

385
01:02:22,113 --> 01:02:24,615
It’s just like any other addiction.
It’s manageable.

386
01:02:26,325 --> 01:02:28,369
But this part will pass.

387
01:02:31,706 --> 01:02:32,874
God! Just go!

388
01:02:33,374 --> 01:02:35,126
-Kyle…
-Leave!

389
01:02:35,209 --> 01:02:37,920
No, it’s okay. It’s all right.

390
01:03:52,703 --> 01:03:53,538
Hello?

391
01:04:09,262 --> 01:04:10,096
Hello?

392
01:05:41,228 --> 01:05:42,229
Sit down, Kyle.

393
01:05:48,569 --> 01:05:49,445
Okay.

394
01:05:58,913 --> 01:06:00,915
“Ten Ways to Kill a Vampire.” That’s cute.

395
01:06:01,791 --> 01:06:03,876
No. No.

396
01:06:04,877 --> 01:06:08,005
Yes, but no. No.

397
01:06:14,804 --> 01:06:17,890
Your mother wants me to stay.

398
01:06:21,686 --> 01:06:23,270
That was on the list, by the way.

399
01:06:37,743 --> 01:06:39,161
It’s all gonna be okay.

400
01:07:15,364 --> 01:07:16,490
You stayed.

401
01:07:58,324 --> 01:08:00,076
She’s sleeping, Kyle.

402
01:08:00,159 --> 01:08:01,327
She’s tired.

403
01:08:02,661 --> 01:08:03,662
We all are.

404
01:08:05,206 --> 01:08:07,041
The daylight is just another myth.

405
01:08:08,042 --> 01:08:09,335
Just give her some time.

406
01:08:10,753 --> 01:08:12,129
She’ll seem more normal…

407
01:08:14,215 --> 01:08:15,883
maybe even better than before.

408
01:08:21,764 --> 01:08:23,015
You know those pills…

409
01:08:24,350 --> 01:08:26,268
that tore apart your family?

410
01:08:27,812 --> 01:08:29,605
She’ll never use them again.

411
01:08:31,440 --> 01:08:32,399
She can’t.

412
01:08:45,955 --> 01:08:48,833
You know, I saw that gargoyle
in your sketchbook.

413
01:08:49,708 --> 01:08:51,335
Did you know that people

414
01:08:51,418 --> 01:08:54,672
put gargoyles above their entrances
to keep out the evil?

415
01:08:57,007 --> 01:08:59,301
What first appears as a monster…

416
01:09:01,929 --> 01:09:03,722
is only there to keep you safe.

417
01:09:16,402 --> 01:09:18,404
There’s a lot of bad in the world.

418
01:09:22,867 --> 01:09:25,286
I’m talking about real evil.

419
01:09:37,882 --> 01:09:38,757
Kyle?

420
01:09:43,929 --> 01:09:46,891
For future reference, Kyle, the knife…

421
01:09:49,143 --> 01:09:50,227
doesn’t work.

422
01:10:12,208 --> 01:10:13,209
Kyle.

423
01:10:14,627 --> 01:10:17,546
-I don’t have time to talk right now.

424
01:10:18,255 --> 01:10:20,549
What happened?
-Don’t worry about me.

425
01:10:20,633 --> 01:10:22,718
-I have to go.

426
01:10:22,801 --> 01:10:24,803
I’m sorry, okay? It was bad advice.

427
01:10:24,887 --> 01:10:25,888
I have to go.

428
01:10:46,659 --> 01:10:47,493
Mom?

429
01:11:22,444 --> 01:11:23,362
Mama?

430
01:11:24,905 --> 01:11:26,031
Hey, baby.

431
01:11:26,865 --> 01:11:28,367
What are you doing here? I’ve come to take you home.

432
01:11:35,541 --> 01:11:37,126
Does Dad know you’re here?

433
01:11:59,690 --> 01:12:00,733
Amy?

434
01:12:13,996 --> 01:12:14,913
Garlic.

435
01:12:32,181 --> 01:12:33,807
I’m gonna be right outside the door.

436
01:12:56,163 --> 01:12:58,874
Hi, you’ve reached Tom.
We can’t come to the phone right now.

437
01:12:58,957 --> 01:13:00,751
Leave a message. I’ll call you back.

438
01:13:21,438 --> 01:13:22,314
Amy.

439
01:13:24,274 --> 01:13:26,693
Don’t open this door,
no matter what you hear, okay?

440
01:13:29,488 --> 01:13:30,364
Amy.  Okay.

441
01:14:34,761 --> 01:14:36,346
Stay away from my son.

442
01:14:46,773 --> 01:14:48,984
Kyle, leave us alone.

443
01:14:50,944 --> 01:14:51,778
Kyle.

444
01:14:53,322 --> 01:14:56,074
Christopher and I need to talk.
Please leave us alone.

445
01:15:01,413 --> 01:15:02,414
Close the door.

446
01:15:11,757 --> 01:15:13,217
It doesn’t get easier.

447
01:15:20,849 --> 01:15:21,850
No. It doesn’t.

448
01:15:26,021 --> 01:15:27,397
But at least we’re together.

449
01:16:26,665 --> 01:16:27,833
A stake works.

450
01:18:38,964 --> 01:18:40,173
Where’s Kyle?

451
01:18:43,885 --> 01:18:44,761
Kyle!

452
01:18:51,810 --> 01:18:52,811
Mom.

453
01:18:54,020 --> 01:18:56,523
Kyle

454
01:18:57,691 --> 01:18:59,901
Meegan, go.

455
01:19:01,069 --> 01:19:02,237
Kyle.

456
01:19:02,988 --> 01:19:04,448
Mom, please.

457
01:19:07,701 --> 01:19:08,702
Mom.

458
01:19:09,453 --> 01:19:11,621
Please don’t hurt her. Please. Stop.

459
01:19:12,789 --> 01:19:14,124
Stop!

460
01:19:18,920 --> 01:19:21,089
Please. No!

461
01:19:47,282 --> 01:19:50,619
I can save her, but she’ll,
she’ll be like me.

462
01:19:57,334 --> 01:19:58,376
What do you want me to do?

463
01:20:16,061 --> 01:20:17,354
No one should be like this.

464
01:20:22,442 --> 01:20:23,568
Mom?

465
01:20:24,444 --> 01:20:25,779
I called the police.

466
01:21:04,484 --> 01:21:06,736
Let’s go. Let’s go. Go.

467
01:21:10,615 --> 01:21:11,825
Go to the basement.

468
01:21:12,409 --> 01:21:13,869
Kyle, go!

469
01:21:13,952 --> 01:21:17,080
-Go to the basement. I said go.
-Go. Go. Go.

470
01:21:21,042 --> 01:21:21,960
Please.

471
01:21:22,961 --> 01:21:23,962
Don’t leave me.

472
01:21:27,173 --> 01:21:28,383
You’re my little girl.

473
01:21:34,347 --> 01:21:35,515
Kyle.

474
01:21:36,558 --> 01:21:39,352
Please just get in the basement. Please.

475
01:21:39,936 --> 01:21:40,937
Get in the basement.

476
01:21:44,733 --> 01:21:45,609
Go.

477
01:21:58,330 --> 01:21:59,331
We have blood.

478
01:22:03,501 --> 01:22:05,211
-I’ll check downstairs.
-Got it.

479
01:22:11,259 --> 01:22:13,011
-Kyle.
-Go. Come on.

480
01:22:16,139 --> 01:22:18,141
I don’t think I can fit. What do I do?

481
01:22:18,224 --> 01:22:20,143
-Amy, push.
-I’m trying.

482
01:22:23,438 --> 01:22:24,689
Kyle.

483
01:22:29,861 --> 01:22:31,404
Hey, we got blood up here.

484
01:22:34,366 --> 01:22:36,910
-No bodies.
-Shit.

485
01:22:40,121 --> 01:22:41,206
I’m gonna radio dispatch.

486
01:22:44,834 --> 01:22:46,127
Amy, run.

487
01:22:49,839 --> 01:22:52,133
Kyle, I don’t want to leave you.

488
01:22:54,177 --> 01:22:56,680
Go. Amy, run.

489
01:22:57,180 --> 01:22:58,348
Run, Amy!

490
01:23:40,140 --> 01:23:41,016
Where’s Amy?

491
01:23:43,518 --> 01:23:44,519
She’s gone.

492
01:23:48,023 --> 01:23:49,315
Maybe you should go too.

493
01:24:03,997 --> 01:24:04,831
No.

494
01:24:07,959 --> 01:24:08,835
No.

495
01:24:11,421 --> 01:24:13,548
I think I’m gonna… I think I’m gonna stay.

496
01:24:14,591 --> 01:24:15,759
Here, with you.

497
01:24:21,973 --> 01:24:22,974
No matter what. I love you.

498
01:24:36,446 --> 01:24:39,365
-I love you.
-I love you too.

499
01:24:47,791 --> 01:24:48,625
Mom.

500
01:24:50,376 --> 01:24:51,836
Please let go of me.

501
01:24:52,921 --> 01:24:54,964
Let… Mom?

502
01:25:00,595 --> 01:25:01,721
-No.
-Amy.

503
01:25:03,014 --> 01:25:04,599
No, no, no, no.

504
01:25:05,934 --> 01:25:06,935
Oh, my God.

505
01:25:24,369 --> 01:25:25,370
Do it, Kyle!

506
01:25:35,505 --> 01:25:37,340
Here. Here. Have it.

507
01:25:39,884 --> 01:25:41,553
-No, no.
-Mom.

508
01:25:44,597 --> 01:25:45,431
Stop!

509
01:25:50,812 --> 01:25:52,772
Oh, my God, Kyle. Kyle.

510
01:25:54,065 --> 01:25:55,984
Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

511
01:25:57,944 --> 01:26:01,239
No. Please. Don’t go away too.

512
01:26:02,740 --> 01:26:03,825
Oh, my God.

513
01:26:08,705 --> 01:26:11,791
-Let me help.
-No! Just go away!

514
01:26:11,875 --> 01:26:13,251
Just leave!

515
01:26:17,964 --> 01:26:22,218
Please don’t leave me.
Please. Kyle, I need you.

516
01:26:23,052 --> 01:26:23,970
Please stay.

517
01:26:39,402 --> 01:26:40,236
No.

518
01:26:58,254 --> 01:26:59,756
I hit rock bottom.

519
01:27:00,632 --> 01:27:02,717
I thought I hit it many times, but…

520
01:27:04,344 --> 01:27:06,179
then when I finally did, I knew. ’Cause all I had to do was look up…

521
01:27:10,892 --> 01:27:12,227
from the hole I dug.

522
01:27:14,979 --> 01:27:19,484
And I could barely see my kids from there.
They were so small.

523
01:27:25,657 --> 01:27:28,910
And now with every day that goes by,
they’re getting bigger and bigger.

524
01:27:29,994 --> 01:27:30,995
And I just…

525
01:27:31,663 --> 01:27:34,415
I hope that one day I can bring
our family back together again.

526
01:27:37,835 --> 01:27:39,629
My name is Christine, and I’m an addict.