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  3. Subtitles by <font color="#ff0000">explosiveskull</font>
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  8. Jared.
  9.  
  10. 3
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  12. Why are you upset, honey?
  13.  
  14. 4
  15. 00:00:40,601 --> 00:00:42,133
  16. I want my jersey.
  17.  
  18. 5
  19. 00:00:42,135 --> 00:00:45,071
  20. - Well, it's because it's dirty.
  21. - I want it.
  22.  
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  24. 00:00:49,243 --> 00:00:52,578
  25. You know, today is
  26. your first day of school.
  27.  
  28. 7
  29. 00:00:52,580 --> 00:00:55,748
  30. What?
  31.  
  32. 8
  33. 00:00:55,750 --> 00:00:58,084
  34. You like to play
  35. something in particular?
  36.  
  37. 9
  38. 00:00:58,086 --> 00:01:01,521
  39. - Uh, soccer!
  40. - You like to play soccer. And?
  41.  
  42. 10
  43. 00:01:01,523 --> 00:01:03,524
  44. And basketball!
  45.  
  46. 11
  47. 00:01:03,526 --> 00:01:05,760
  48. What's your favorite color?
  49.  
  50. 12
  51. 00:01:05,762 --> 00:01:07,762
  52. Uh...
  53.  
  54. 13
  55. 00:01:07,764 --> 00:01:09,764
  56. Uh, blue and yellow.
  57.  
  58. 14
  59. 00:01:09,766 --> 00:01:11,499
  60. - Blue...
  61. - And yellow.
  62.  
  63. 15
  64. 00:01:11,501 --> 00:01:13,868
  65. - and... yellow.
  66. - Yellow.
  67.  
  68. 16
  69. 00:01:13,870 --> 00:01:16,605
  70. What would you like to be
  71. when you grow up?
  72.  
  73. 17
  74. 00:01:16,607 --> 00:01:18,607
  75. Motorcycle driver!
  76.  
  77. 18
  78. 00:01:24,616 --> 00:01:26,683
  79. Bye! Hi!
  80.  
  81. 19
  82. 00:01:34,194 --> 00:01:36,360
  83. Jared?
  84.  
  85. 20
  86. 00:01:36,362 --> 00:01:39,299
  87. You should come down
  88. for breakfast.
  89.  
  90. 21
  91. 00:01:48,008 --> 00:01:51,345
  92. <i>I wish none of this
  93. had ever happened.</i>
  94.  
  95. 22
  96. 00:01:53,416 --> 00:01:56,819
  97. <i>But sometimes
  98. I thank God that it did.</i>
  99.  
  100. 23
  101. 00:03:07,098 --> 00:03:09,098
  102. <i>Just repeat after me.</i>
  103.  
  104. 24
  105. 00:03:09,100 --> 00:03:10,633
  106. <i>Let your light shine.</i>
  107.  
  108. 25
  109. 00:03:10,635 --> 00:03:12,168
  110. Let your light shine.
  111.  
  112. 26
  113. 00:03:12,170 --> 00:03:14,939
  114. Now, let me see a show of hands
  115. of those of you
  116.  
  117. 27
  118. 00:03:14,941 --> 00:03:16,841
  119. in this room who are imperfect.
  120.  
  121. 28
  122. 00:03:16,843 --> 00:03:19,276
  123. Everybody.
  124.  
  125. 29
  126. 00:03:19,278 --> 00:03:21,980
  127. That's right.
  128. And a show of hands
  129.  
  130. 30
  131. 00:03:21,982 --> 00:03:24,916
  132. for everybody in this room
  133. who is perfect.
  134.  
  135. 31
  136. 00:03:24,918 --> 00:03:27,954
  137. - Nobody.
  138. - Amen.
  139.  
  140. 32
  141. 00:03:27,956 --> 00:03:29,522
  142. I am blessed
  143.  
  144. 33
  145. 00:03:29,524 --> 00:03:33,426
  146. with a beautiful
  147. and deeply soulful wife,
  148.  
  149. 34
  150. 00:03:33,428 --> 00:03:37,465
  151. and with a fine...
  152. upstanding...
  153.  
  154. 35
  155. 00:03:38,667 --> 00:03:40,668
  156. ...and honest son.
  157.  
  158. 36
  159. 00:03:40,670 --> 00:03:42,971
  160. I'm a lucky man,
  161.  
  162. 37
  163. 00:03:42,973 --> 00:03:46,175
  164. and I'm grateful
  165. for those blessings.
  166.  
  167. 38
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  169. Please don't do that.
  170. You know that makes me nervous.
  171.  
  172. 39
  173. 00:04:00,859 --> 00:04:02,525
  174. What if a truck comes along
  175.  
  176. 40
  177. 00:04:02,527 --> 00:04:04,729
  178. - and hits your arm?
  179. - It's never gonna happen.
  180.  
  181. 41
  182. 00:04:04,731 --> 00:04:06,797
  183. It's happened before.
  184.  
  185. 42
  186. 00:04:06,799 --> 00:04:09,167
  187. It has. It has.
  188.  
  189. 43
  190. 00:04:39,670 --> 00:04:42,370
  191. Morning.
  192. Welcome to Love in Action.
  193.  
  194. 44
  195. 00:04:42,372 --> 00:04:44,272
  196. Hi.
  197.  
  198. 45
  199. 00:04:44,274 --> 00:04:48,711
  200. - Name?
  201. - Uh, Nancy Eamons.
  202.  
  203. 46
  204. 00:04:48,713 --> 00:04:50,846
  205. Oh, um... the boy, I mean.
  206.  
  207. 47
  208. 00:04:50,848 --> 00:04:53,050
  209. - Unless you're the one checking in.
  210. - Oh.
  211.  
  212. 48
  213. 00:04:53,052 --> 00:04:55,252
  214. - Jared Eamons.
  215. - Jared Eamons.
  216.  
  217. 49
  218. 00:04:55,254 --> 00:04:57,189
  219. Jared. Got you right here.
  220.  
  221. 50
  222. 00:05:03,362 --> 00:05:05,596
  223. Great.
  224.  
  225. 51
  226. 00:05:05,598 --> 00:05:07,532
  227. Do you want to say
  228. your good-byes?
  229.  
  230. 52
  231. 00:05:07,534 --> 00:05:09,601
  232. - Can I see the place?
  233. - I'm afraid you won't be allowed
  234.  
  235. 53
  236. 00:05:09,603 --> 00:05:11,603
  237. - beyond the reception area, Mrs. Eamons.
  238. - Oh.
  239.  
  240. 54
  241. 00:05:11,605 --> 00:05:15,376
  242. - But you can pick him up at 5:00 p.m.
  243. - Okay.
  244.  
  245. 55
  246. 00:05:17,045 --> 00:05:19,548
  247. - It's okay, Mom.
  248. - Mm.
  249.  
  250. 56
  251. 00:05:22,818 --> 00:05:24,617
  252. Well, call me anytime.
  253.  
  254. 57
  255. 00:05:24,619 --> 00:05:27,054
  256. I'll be at the hotel
  257. on my cell phone.
  258.  
  259. 58
  260. 00:05:27,056 --> 00:05:28,957
  261. Uh, we will be holding
  262. his cell phone.
  263.  
  264. 59
  265. 00:05:28,959 --> 00:05:31,893
  266. If there are any emergencies,
  267. we will contact you,
  268.  
  269. 60
  270. 00:05:31,895 --> 00:05:34,263
  271. but otherwise, 5:00 p.m.
  272.  
  273. 61
  274. 00:05:36,934 --> 00:05:38,736
  275. Mm.
  276.  
  277. 62
  278. 00:05:40,472 --> 00:05:42,774
  279. You'll do great.
  280.  
  281. 63
  282. 00:05:44,944 --> 00:05:46,644
  283. Love you.
  284.  
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  286. 00:05:48,413 --> 00:05:50,582
  287. <i>Newbie. Eamons.</i>
  288.  
  289. 65
  290. 00:05:52,619 --> 00:05:54,420
  291. Empty your pockets.
  292.  
  293. 66
  294. 00:06:03,330 --> 00:06:04,597
  295. Do you have
  296. any numbers or photos
  297.  
  298. 67
  299. 00:06:04,599 --> 00:06:06,967
  300. we should be concerned about?
  301.  
  302. 68
  303. 00:06:06,969 --> 00:06:10,336
  304. We'll check it daily
  305. and call any number at random,
  306.  
  307. 69
  308. 00:06:10,338 --> 00:06:12,672
  309. so you best be straight
  310. with us on that.
  311.  
  312. 70
  313. 00:06:12,674 --> 00:06:14,674
  314. There's nothing. And, yeah,
  315. call whatever numbers,
  316.  
  317. 71
  318. 00:06:14,676 --> 00:06:15,779
  319. if you need to.
  320.  
  321. 72
  322. 00:06:17,781 --> 00:06:19,279
  323. "Sobriety...
  324.  
  325. 73
  326. 00:06:19,281 --> 00:06:21,616
  327. no smoking,
  328. no alcohol or drugs."
  329.  
  330. 74
  331. 00:06:21,618 --> 00:06:24,318
  332. "Off hours...
  333. all clients to remain
  334.  
  335. 75
  336. 00:06:24,320 --> 00:06:26,854
  337. within a safe zone area
  338. as designated."
  339.  
  340. 76
  341. 00:06:26,856 --> 00:06:30,526
  342. "Attire...
  343. women's skirts must extend
  344.  
  345. 77
  346. 00:06:30,528 --> 00:06:32,996
  347. below the knee, and bras are
  348. to be worn at all times."
  349.  
  350. 78
  351. 00:06:32,998 --> 00:06:34,030
  352. <i>What's that?</i>
  353.  
  354. 79
  355. 00:06:34,032 --> 00:06:36,833
  356. Oh, it-it's, um, I...
  357.  
  358. 80
  359. 00:06:36,835 --> 00:06:39,537
  360. I write, I write stories.
  361. Uh, I'm studying it at college.
  362.  
  363. 81
  364. 00:06:39,539 --> 00:06:42,206
  365. No journaling.
  366. We're gonna have to read that.
  367.  
  368. 82
  369. 00:06:42,208 --> 00:06:43,474
  370. <i>"Confidentiality...</i>
  371.  
  372. 83
  373. 00:06:43,476 --> 00:06:45,910
  374. "all m-matters
  375. discussed in therapy
  376.  
  377. 84
  378. 00:06:45,912 --> 00:06:47,511
  379. are to remain private."
  380.  
  381. 85
  382. 00:06:47,513 --> 00:06:50,982
  383. "Restrooms... members
  384. must be supervised by staff
  385.  
  386. 86
  387. 00:06:50,984 --> 00:06:52,584
  388. during restroom visits."
  389.  
  390. 87
  391. 00:06:52,586 --> 00:06:55,156
  392. <i>- Your handbook.
  393. - Oh. Yeah.</i>
  394.  
  395. 88
  396. 00:06:56,490 --> 00:06:59,058
  397. - Good luck.
  398. - Thank you.
  399.  
  400. 89
  401. 00:06:59,060 --> 00:07:01,260
  402. <i>"No viewing
  403. of pornographic material,</i>
  404.  
  405. 90
  406. 00:07:01,262 --> 00:07:04,865
  407. "no masturbation,
  408. no physical contact
  409.  
  410. 91
  411. 00:07:04,867 --> 00:07:06,233
  412. "with any member at any time
  413.  
  414. 92
  415. 00:07:06,235 --> 00:07:09,172
  416. apart from the briefest
  417. of handshakes."
  418.  
  419. 93
  420. 00:07:38,071 --> 00:07:40,272
  421. Michael for Aaron.
  422.  
  423. 94
  424. 00:07:40,274 --> 00:07:42,607
  425. How many clients
  426. are we expecting today?
  427.  
  428. 95
  429. 00:07:42,609 --> 00:07:44,475
  430. Copy, Michael. Hold, please.
  431.  
  432. 96
  433. 00:07:44,477 --> 00:07:47,112
  434. Uh, just one second, Jared.
  435.  
  436. 97
  437. 00:07:47,114 --> 00:07:49,315
  438. We should have 11 today.
  439.  
  440. 98
  441. 00:07:49,317 --> 00:07:51,216
  442. Well, we have
  443. more in the lobby.
  444.  
  445. 99
  446. 00:07:51,218 --> 00:07:53,386
  447. It's okay. We should
  448. have another five minutes.
  449.  
  450. 100
  451. 00:07:53,388 --> 00:07:54,420
  452. - All right.
  453. - Copy.
  454.  
  455. 101
  456. 00:07:54,422 --> 00:07:56,056
  457. Jared, if you just want to go
  458.  
  459. 102
  460. 00:07:56,058 --> 00:07:58,259
  461. find yourself a seat and, uh,
  462. make yourself comfortable.
  463.  
  464. 103
  465. 00:07:58,261 --> 00:08:00,261
  466. We'll get started soon.
  467.  
  468. 104
  469. 00:08:05,802 --> 00:08:07,804
  470. - Hi.
  471. - Hi.
  472.  
  473. 105
  474. 00:08:15,480 --> 00:08:18,282
  475. - Morning.
  476. - Hi.
  477.  
  478. 106
  479. 00:08:18,284 --> 00:08:20,284
  480. <i>"...sinful, salacious,</i>
  481.  
  482. 107
  483. 00:08:20,286 --> 00:08:22,085
  484. <i>"and extraneous materials.</i>
  485.  
  486. 108
  487. 00:08:22,087 --> 00:08:24,654
  488. "All reading material
  489. and films and television
  490.  
  491. 109
  492. 00:08:24,656 --> 00:08:27,090
  493. are off limits
  494. while inside the program."
  495.  
  496. 110
  497. 00:08:29,262 --> 00:08:32,530
  498. <i>I am using sexual sin</i>
  499.  
  500. 111
  501. 00:08:32,532 --> 00:08:34,333
  502. and homosexuality
  503.  
  504. 112
  505. 00:08:34,335 --> 00:08:37,502
  506. to fill a God-shaped void
  507. in my life.
  508.  
  509. 113
  510. 00:08:37,504 --> 00:08:39,672
  511. I am using sexual sin
  512.  
  513. 114
  514. 00:08:39,674 --> 00:08:43,877
  515. and homosexuality to fill
  516. a God-shaped void in my life.
  517.  
  518. 115
  519. 00:08:43,879 --> 00:08:48,315
  520. But I am not broken,
  521. and God loves me.
  522.  
  523. 116
  524. 00:08:48,317 --> 00:08:49,883
  525. But I am not broken,
  526.  
  527. 117
  528. 00:08:49,885 --> 00:08:52,820
  529. - and God loves me.
  530. - Good. That is very true.
  531.  
  532. 118
  533. 00:08:52,822 --> 00:08:56,626
  534. Now, somebody tell me
  535. what this is.
  536.  
  537. 119
  538. 00:08:57,860 --> 00:08:59,328
  539. Dollar.
  540.  
  541. 120
  542. 00:08:59,330 --> 00:09:02,630
  543. A dollar.
  544. Now, no matter how much
  545.  
  546. 121
  547. 00:09:02,632 --> 00:09:04,866
  548. you crumple up a dollar bill...
  549.  
  550. 122
  551. 00:09:04,868 --> 00:09:07,471
  552. you can never take away
  553. its value.
  554.  
  555. 123
  556. 00:09:08,505 --> 00:09:11,641
  557. Now, even if you were
  558. to rip it...
  559.  
  560. 124
  561. 00:09:11,643 --> 00:09:14,310
  562. which would represent
  563. our being severed from Christ...
  564.  
  565. 125
  566. 00:09:14,312 --> 00:09:16,714
  567. well, guess what?
  568.  
  569. 126
  570. 00:09:16,716 --> 00:09:19,483
  571. You can always
  572. tape it back together.
  573.  
  574. 127
  575. 00:09:19,485 --> 00:09:21,819
  576. Jesus puts us back together.
  577.  
  578. 128
  579. 00:09:21,821 --> 00:09:24,488
  580. And even though
  581. there is a scar,
  582.  
  583. 129
  584. 00:09:24,490 --> 00:09:26,824
  585. our value does not change.
  586.  
  587. 130
  588. 00:09:26,826 --> 00:09:29,761
  589. - You are somebody.
  590. - Sorry.
  591.  
  592. 131
  593. 00:09:29,763 --> 00:09:32,331
  594. You are worth something.
  595. That's okay, Jon. Sit down.
  596.  
  597. 132
  598. 00:09:32,333 --> 00:09:33,666
  599. And that is a fact.
  600.  
  601. 133
  602. 00:09:33,668 --> 00:09:35,768
  603. Don't spend it
  604. all at once, Phillip.
  605.  
  606. 134
  607. 00:09:35,770 --> 00:09:37,737
  608. Now, this may be the toughest
  609.  
  610. 135
  611. 00:09:37,739 --> 00:09:41,575
  612. but most rewarding 12 days that
  613. many of you will ever face.
  614.  
  615. 136
  616. 00:09:41,577 --> 00:09:43,577
  617. But we have just one task:
  618.  
  619. 137
  620. 00:09:43,579 --> 00:09:47,948
  621. to bring ourselves back to God.
  622.  
  623. 138
  624. 00:09:47,950 --> 00:09:49,750
  625. To invite him back in.
  626.  
  627. 139
  628. 00:09:49,752 --> 00:09:51,753
  629. To understand how
  630. he truly meant to create us
  631.  
  632. 140
  633. 00:09:51,755 --> 00:09:54,223
  634. before all those pieces
  635. got torn away.
  636.  
  637. 141
  638. 00:09:54,225 --> 00:09:57,126
  639. Now, look, I know
  640. the road here wasn't easy
  641.  
  642. 142
  643. 00:09:57,128 --> 00:09:58,861
  644. for many of you.
  645.  
  646. 143
  647. 00:09:58,863 --> 00:10:01,630
  648. But I promise a smoother ride
  649. now that you're here,
  650.  
  651. 144
  652. 00:10:01,632 --> 00:10:08,038
  653. because we are about to go
  654. on an amazing journey together.
  655.  
  656. 145
  657. 00:10:08,040 --> 00:10:09,908
  658. So who's ready?
  659.  
  660. 146
  661. 00:10:11,411 --> 00:10:14,778
  662. That was a question.
  663. Who's ready? Say "amen."
  664.  
  665. 147
  666. 00:10:14,780 --> 00:10:16,547
  667. - Amen.
  668. - Amen.
  669.  
  670. 148
  671. 00:10:16,549 --> 00:10:19,217
  672. If you know you're worth
  673. a dollar, say "amen."
  674.  
  675. 149
  676. 00:10:19,219 --> 00:10:21,420
  677. Amen.
  678.  
  679. 150
  680. 00:10:21,422 --> 00:10:23,423
  681. Welcome to the Refuge program!
  682.  
  683. 151
  684. 00:10:23,425 --> 00:10:26,224
  685. Come on!
  686.  
  687. 152
  688. 00:10:26,226 --> 00:10:28,228
  689. <i>That's right, great souls!</i>
  690.  
  691. 153
  692. 00:10:28,230 --> 00:10:29,962
  693. <i>Great!</i>
  694.  
  695. 154
  696. 00:10:38,908 --> 00:10:40,909
  697. <i>Now, I'm gonna tell you
  698. something that's</i>
  699.  
  700. 155
  701. 00:10:40,911 --> 00:10:44,079
  702. <i>gonna make you immediately
  703. feel a little better.</i>
  704.  
  705. 156
  706. 00:10:44,081 --> 00:10:47,015
  707. People tell you you can be
  708. born gay; that's not true.
  709.  
  710. 157
  711. 00:10:47,017 --> 00:10:50,419
  712. You cannot be born
  713. a homosexual; this is a lie.
  714.  
  715. 158
  716. 00:10:50,421 --> 00:10:53,356
  717. Now, I'm a counselor
  718. and a pastor,
  719.  
  720. 159
  721. 00:10:53,358 --> 00:10:55,492
  722. but was I born that way?
  723.  
  724. 160
  725. 00:10:55,494 --> 00:10:57,360
  726. No.
  727.  
  728. 161
  729. 00:10:57,362 --> 00:11:01,098
  730. It's behavioral. It's a choice.
  731.  
  732. 162
  733. 00:11:01,100 --> 00:11:05,103
  734. Cameron, you-you, uh,
  735. play football?
  736.  
  737. 163
  738. 00:11:05,105 --> 00:11:06,604
  739. - Yeah?
  740. - Yeah.
  741.  
  742. 164
  743. 00:11:06,606 --> 00:11:08,306
  744. Were you born that way?
  745.  
  746. 165
  747. 00:11:08,308 --> 00:11:09,941
  748. - No.
  749. - No.
  750.  
  751. 166
  752. 00:11:09,943 --> 00:11:13,278
  753. Now, you chose to be
  754. a football player, right?
  755.  
  756. 167
  757. 00:11:13,280 --> 00:11:14,779
  758. It's behavior.
  759.  
  760. 168
  761. 00:11:14,781 --> 00:11:16,815
  762. Now, if you... if Cameron
  763. stops playing football,
  764.  
  765. 169
  766. 00:11:16,817 --> 00:11:18,518
  767. he no longer is
  768. a football player.
  769.  
  770. 170
  771. 00:11:18,520 --> 00:11:21,788
  772. We got to learn for ourselves
  773. where behavior comes from,
  774.  
  775. 171
  776. 00:11:21,790 --> 00:11:23,289
  777. so we can cut it out,
  778.  
  779. 172
  780. 00:11:23,291 --> 00:11:26,626
  781. and then we can no longer
  782. be labeled that way.
  783.  
  784. 173
  785. 00:11:26,628 --> 00:11:29,396
  786. Now, who could tell us
  787. what a genogram is?
  788.  
  789. 174
  790. 00:11:29,398 --> 00:11:30,798
  791. Phillip.
  792.  
  793. 175
  794. 00:11:30,800 --> 00:11:33,167
  795. Well, a genogram's
  796. like a family tree,
  797.  
  798. 176
  799. 00:11:33,169 --> 00:11:36,538
  800. only one that shows patterns
  801. of family behavior as well.
  802.  
  803. 177
  804. 00:11:36,540 --> 00:11:38,306
  805. Sort of like
  806. an illustrated one.
  807.  
  808. 178
  809. 00:11:38,308 --> 00:11:42,644
  810. Yes. Now, we are going to draw
  811. our family tree,
  812.  
  813. 179
  814. 00:11:42,646 --> 00:11:45,214
  815. and we're gonna list
  816. next to these people
  817.  
  818. 180
  819. 00:11:45,216 --> 00:11:47,216
  820. their behavioral sin.
  821.  
  822. 181
  823. 00:11:47,218 --> 00:11:50,019
  824. So, they made us...
  825.  
  826. 182
  827. 00:11:50,021 --> 00:11:52,656
  828. and they labeled us,
  829. so we're gonna label them.
  830.  
  831. 183
  832. 00:11:52,658 --> 00:11:55,694
  833. Michael, can you read
  834. the behavioral sins?
  835.  
  836. 184
  837. 00:11:57,330 --> 00:12:00,697
  838. We use the letters "SSA" or "H"
  839.  
  840. 185
  841. 00:12:00,699 --> 00:12:05,371
  842. to label same sex attraction
  843. or homosexuality.
  844.  
  845. 186
  846. 00:12:05,373 --> 00:12:07,506
  847. "D" for drugs.
  848.  
  849. 187
  850. 00:12:07,508 --> 00:12:10,276
  851. A dollar sign for gambling.
  852.  
  853. 188
  854. 00:12:10,278 --> 00:12:12,778
  855. "A," alcoholism.
  856.  
  857. 189
  858. 00:12:12,780 --> 00:12:15,382
  859. "P," promiscuity.
  860.  
  861. 190
  862. 00:12:15,384 --> 00:12:18,084
  863. "M," mental illness.
  864.  
  865. 191
  866. 00:12:18,086 --> 00:12:21,255
  867. Capital "A" lowercase "B"
  868. for abortion.
  869.  
  870. 192
  871. 00:12:21,257 --> 00:12:24,292
  872. Capital "P" lowercase "O"
  873. for pornography.
  874.  
  875. 193
  876. 00:12:24,294 --> 00:12:27,728
  877. And "C" or "G,"
  878. criminal or gang affiliation.
  879.  
  880. 194
  881. 00:12:27,730 --> 00:12:30,265
  882. Forgetting "DV,"
  883. domestic violence.
  884.  
  885. 195
  886. 00:12:30,267 --> 00:12:33,969
  887. Capital "D" lowercase
  888. "V," domestic violence.
  889.  
  890. 196
  891. 00:12:33,971 --> 00:12:36,238
  892. Okay, guys,
  893. let's dive right in.
  894.  
  895. 197
  896. 00:12:36,240 --> 00:12:39,443
  897. Let's grab some cards
  898. and some markers.
  899.  
  900. 198
  901. 00:12:39,445 --> 00:12:42,246
  902. I want you to write 'em down...
  903.  
  904. 199
  905. 00:12:42,248 --> 00:12:44,881
  906. and put the letters
  907. next to their name.
  908.  
  909. 200
  910. 00:12:44,883 --> 00:12:46,916
  911. I know they're family,
  912.  
  913. 201
  914. 00:12:46,918 --> 00:12:50,387
  915. but I can guarantee that one
  916. or some of these people
  917.  
  918. 202
  919. 00:12:50,389 --> 00:12:53,727
  920. are the reason that
  921. you're at Love in Action.
  922.  
  923. 203
  924. 00:12:55,162 --> 00:12:58,897
  925. So, Jared, you must be
  926. the preacher's son.
  927.  
  928. 204
  929. 00:12:58,899 --> 00:13:01,833
  930. You know or you don't know.
  931.  
  932. 205
  933. 00:13:01,835 --> 00:13:04,571
  934. What's the question mark for?
  935.  
  936. 206
  937. 00:13:04,573 --> 00:13:07,309
  938. Uncle Chris is an alcoholic.
  939.  
  940. 207
  941. 00:13:09,645 --> 00:13:11,278
  942. Hmm.
  943.  
  944. 208
  945. 00:13:11,280 --> 00:13:15,015
  946. Well, this must be pretty tough
  947. on your family, hmm?
  948.  
  949. 209
  950. 00:13:15,017 --> 00:13:18,753
  951. "Give ear,
  952. O my people, to my law.
  953.  
  954. 210
  955. 00:13:18,755 --> 00:13:21,322
  956. "Incline your ears
  957. to the words of my mouth.
  958.  
  959. 211
  960. 00:13:21,324 --> 00:13:24,158
  961. "I will open my mouth
  962. in a parable.
  963.  
  964. 212
  965. 00:13:24,160 --> 00:13:27,497
  966. I will utter dark sayings
  967. which we have heard."
  968.  
  969. 213
  970. 00:13:27,499 --> 00:13:30,799
  971. - No.
  972. - Sounds good, Dad.
  973.  
  974. 214
  975. 00:13:30,801 --> 00:13:32,669
  976. Are you ready?
  977. We got to get going.
  978.  
  979. 215
  980. 00:13:32,671 --> 00:13:34,938
  981. Why are we going
  982. to Dallas tomorrow?
  983.  
  984. 216
  985. 00:13:34,940 --> 00:13:37,941
  986. Architect's updated the, uh,
  987. remodel plans for the ministry,
  988.  
  989. 217
  990. 00:13:37,943 --> 00:13:39,944
  991. and we're gonna take a tour
  992.  
  993. 218
  994. 00:13:39,946 --> 00:13:42,949
  995. of two similar churches
  996. right there.
  997.  
  998. 219
  999. 00:13:44,217 --> 00:13:46,784
  1000. Do you think
  1001. I could stay at Chloe's
  1002.  
  1003. 220
  1004. 00:13:46,786 --> 00:13:48,955
  1005. when you go, instead?
  1006.  
  1007. 221
  1008. 00:13:52,026 --> 00:13:53,459
  1009. It's okay,
  1010. I can stay at Wayne's.
  1011.  
  1012. 222
  1013. 00:13:53,461 --> 00:13:55,561
  1014. - Or-or I'll just...
  1015. - I am okay with that.
  1016.  
  1017. 223
  1018. 00:13:55,563 --> 00:13:58,331
  1019. In fact, I think
  1020. it is a great idea.
  1021.  
  1022. 224
  1023. 00:13:58,333 --> 00:14:00,199
  1024. You're both mature kids
  1025.  
  1026. 225
  1027. 00:14:00,201 --> 00:14:02,302
  1028. who know how
  1029. to conduct themselves,
  1030.  
  1031. 226
  1032. 00:14:02,304 --> 00:14:05,039
  1033. and who, by now,
  1034. know how the world works.
  1035.  
  1036. 227
  1037. 00:14:06,208 --> 00:14:10,712
  1038. You know, son,
  1039. small steps toward manhood.
  1040.  
  1041. 228
  1042. 00:14:10,714 --> 00:14:12,547
  1043. That's the way to learn.
  1044.  
  1045. 229
  1046. 00:14:12,549 --> 00:14:14,649
  1047. That way you don't
  1048. get all panicky
  1049.  
  1050. 230
  1051. 00:14:14,651 --> 00:14:17,920
  1052. when it suddenly arrives.
  1053.  
  1054. 231
  1055. 00:14:17,922 --> 00:14:19,989
  1056. You do know
  1057. what I'm saying, Romeo?
  1058.  
  1059. 232
  1060. 00:14:19,991 --> 00:14:21,991
  1061. - Yes, sir.
  1062. - Okay. Let's go. We're late.
  1063.  
  1064. 233
  1065. 00:14:21,993 --> 00:14:23,694
  1066. <i>Dear Heavenly Father,</i>
  1067.  
  1068. 234
  1069. 00:14:23,696 --> 00:14:25,662
  1070. <i>we thank you
  1071. for this beautiful day.</i>
  1072.  
  1073. 235
  1074. 00:14:25,664 --> 00:14:28,065
  1075. <i>And, Lord, we pray
  1076. that you look over our shoulder</i>
  1077.  
  1078. 236
  1079. 00:14:28,067 --> 00:14:30,568
  1080. <i>as we march out onto the floor,</i>
  1081.  
  1082. 237
  1083. 00:14:30,570 --> 00:14:33,003
  1084. <i>and that we show our customers
  1085. the love and kindness</i>
  1086.  
  1087. 238
  1088. 00:14:33,005 --> 00:14:34,905
  1089. <i>that you show us.</i>
  1090.  
  1091. 239
  1092. 00:14:34,907 --> 00:14:36,873
  1093. <i>In Jesus Christ's name,
  1094. and for his sake...</i>
  1095.  
  1096. 240
  1097. 00:14:36,875 --> 00:14:38,710
  1098. Morning! Let your light shine!
  1099.  
  1100. 241
  1101. 00:14:38,712 --> 00:14:40,045
  1102. - Amen.
  1103. - Amen.
  1104.  
  1105. 242
  1106. 00:14:40,047 --> 00:14:41,580
  1107. - All right!
  1108. - Have a great day.
  1109.  
  1110. 243
  1111. 00:14:50,191 --> 00:14:52,460
  1112. "Rebels" on three!
  1113. On three! One, two, three!
  1114.  
  1115. 244
  1116. 00:14:52,462 --> 00:14:54,027
  1117. Rebels!
  1118.  
  1119. 245
  1120. 00:14:57,367 --> 00:14:59,367
  1121. You did so good.
  1122.  
  1123. 246
  1124. 00:15:00,803 --> 00:15:02,269
  1125. Right, buddy? Assists,
  1126.  
  1127. 247
  1128. 00:15:02,271 --> 00:15:04,873
  1129. one of the most underrated
  1130. components of the game.
  1131.  
  1132. 248
  1133. 00:15:04,875 --> 00:15:05,874
  1134. - Congratulations.
  1135. - I saw you
  1136.  
  1137. 249
  1138. 00:15:05,876 --> 00:15:07,376
  1139. setting up all the points.
  1140.  
  1141. 250
  1142. 00:15:07,378 --> 00:15:09,444
  1143. - Oh! That's victory sweat.
  1144. - Dad, I... - Yeah.
  1145.  
  1146. 251
  1147. 00:15:09,446 --> 00:15:11,113
  1148. I-I played, like, five minutes.
  1149.  
  1150. 252
  1151. 00:15:11,115 --> 00:15:13,081
  1152. - I think you did more than that. How about you?
  1153. - Hey!
  1154.  
  1155. 253
  1156. 00:15:13,083 --> 00:15:15,284
  1157. - Another underrated component of the game.
  1158. - Thank you.
  1159.  
  1160. 254
  1161. 00:15:15,286 --> 00:15:17,153
  1162. - How are you?
  1163. - Congratulations, beautiful girl.
  1164.  
  1165. 255
  1166. 00:15:17,155 --> 00:15:18,921
  1167. I was worried about you.
  1168. I thought they were
  1169.  
  1170. 256
  1171. 00:15:18,923 --> 00:15:20,457
  1172. - gonna drop you. Oh.
  1173. - Oh, no, don't worry.
  1174.  
  1175. 257
  1176. 00:15:20,459 --> 00:15:22,559
  1177. - Are you kids gonna go celebrate?
  1178. - Yeah, some of us,
  1179.  
  1180. 258
  1181. 00:15:22,561 --> 00:15:24,061
  1182. - I think we're gonna go to the lake.
  1183. - Yeah.
  1184.  
  1185. 259
  1186. 00:15:24,063 --> 00:15:27,599
  1187. All right. The lake.
  1188.  
  1189. 260
  1190. 00:15:27,601 --> 00:15:29,234
  1191. All right.
  1192.  
  1193. 261
  1194. 00:15:29,236 --> 00:15:31,403
  1195. Dealership's gonna put me
  1196. in an Expedition,
  1197.  
  1198. 262
  1199. 00:15:31,405 --> 00:15:33,405
  1200. so it's yours.
  1201.  
  1202. 263
  1203. 00:15:33,407 --> 00:15:35,273
  1204. Wow. Dad.
  1205.  
  1206. 264
  1207. 00:15:35,275 --> 00:15:36,742
  1208. All right. All right.
  1209. It was gonna be
  1210.  
  1211. 265
  1212. 00:15:36,744 --> 00:15:39,078
  1213. for your birthday, but, you
  1214. know, tonight's a good night,
  1215.  
  1216. 266
  1217. 00:15:39,080 --> 00:15:40,414
  1218. - so congratulations.
  1219. - Thank you so much.
  1220.  
  1221. 267
  1222. 00:15:40,416 --> 00:15:42,948
  1223. - Thank you.
  1224. - Go and have fun.
  1225.  
  1226. 268
  1227. 00:15:42,950 --> 00:15:44,950
  1228. I want to see if your mama
  1229. wants to go to the lake.
  1230.  
  1231. 269
  1232. 00:16:22,128 --> 00:16:23,662
  1233. They're still up.
  1234.  
  1235. 270
  1236. 00:16:41,551 --> 00:16:43,052
  1237. What?
  1238.  
  1239. 271
  1240. 00:16:48,057 --> 00:16:50,758
  1241. I-If it's not hard,
  1242. I can make it hard.
  1243.  
  1244. 272
  1245. 00:16:50,760 --> 00:16:54,029
  1246. Don't you think
  1247. we should wait until,
  1248.  
  1249. 273
  1250. 00:16:54,031 --> 00:16:56,432
  1251. - you know...
  1252. - Until...
  1253.  
  1254. 274
  1255. 00:16:56,434 --> 00:17:00,503
  1256. - You know?
  1257. - Until what? We get married?
  1258.  
  1259. 275
  1260. 00:17:02,541 --> 00:17:06,744
  1261. That's what my parents
  1262. think we should do.
  1263.  
  1264. 276
  1265. 00:17:06,746 --> 00:17:09,849
  1266. To keep us together
  1267. through college.
  1268.  
  1269. 277
  1270. 00:17:15,723 --> 00:17:17,424
  1271. Hey.
  1272.  
  1273. 278
  1274. 00:17:19,861 --> 00:17:22,227
  1275. Is something wrong?
  1276.  
  1277. 279
  1278. 00:17:22,229 --> 00:17:24,365
  1279. No.
  1280.  
  1281. 280
  1282. 00:17:26,701 --> 00:17:29,202
  1283. Jared.
  1284.  
  1285. 281
  1286. 00:17:29,204 --> 00:17:32,038
  1287. Ready to pack it up?
  1288. We're about done for the day.
  1289.  
  1290. 282
  1291. 00:17:32,040 --> 00:17:34,708
  1292. Looks nice.
  1293.  
  1294. 283
  1295. 00:17:34,710 --> 00:17:37,311
  1296. 5:00, everyone.
  1297. It's home time.
  1298.  
  1299. 284
  1300. 00:17:37,313 --> 00:17:40,551
  1301. - Bye.
  1302. - 5:00. Let's go.
  1303.  
  1304. 285
  1305. 00:17:43,387 --> 00:17:45,588
  1306. All right, everybody,
  1307.  
  1308. 286
  1309. 00:17:45,590 --> 00:17:47,489
  1310. pack it up.
  1311.  
  1312. 287
  1313. 00:17:47,491 --> 00:17:50,091
  1314. Name tag.
  1315.  
  1316. 288
  1317. 00:17:50,093 --> 00:17:53,265
  1318. - Thanks.
  1319. - 9:00 a.m. tomorrow.
  1320.  
  1321. 289
  1322. 00:18:00,239 --> 00:18:02,006
  1323. Uh...
  1324.  
  1325. 290
  1326. 00:18:02,008 --> 00:18:04,910
  1327. hey, y-you tore out the pages.
  1328.  
  1329. 291
  1330. 00:18:04,912 --> 00:18:07,178
  1331. - Mm.
  1332. - They're just stories.
  1333.  
  1334. 292
  1335. 00:18:07,180 --> 00:18:08,747
  1336. Mr. Sykes will decide that.
  1337.  
  1338. 293
  1339. 00:18:08,749 --> 00:18:11,584
  1340. ...to Michael.
  1341.  
  1342. 294
  1343. 00:18:11,586 --> 00:18:15,524
  1344. - Go for Michael.
  1345. - Are you still in the office?
  1346.  
  1347. 295
  1348. 00:18:35,813 --> 00:18:37,613
  1349. Are you, are you a soldier?
  1350.  
  1351. 296
  1352. 00:18:37,615 --> 00:18:39,616
  1353. Were you in the military,
  1354. or some...?
  1355.  
  1356. 297
  1357. 00:18:39,618 --> 00:18:42,318
  1358. - I saw you salute earlier. I thought...
  1359. - No.
  1360.  
  1361. 298
  1362. 00:18:42,320 --> 00:18:45,788
  1363. I'm trying zero contact
  1364. whatsoever.
  1365.  
  1366. 299
  1367. 00:18:45,790 --> 00:18:49,059
  1368. - Mm.
  1369. - 23 days now.
  1370.  
  1371. 300
  1372. 00:18:49,061 --> 00:18:53,033
  1373. So... I salute instead.
  1374.  
  1375. 301
  1376. 00:18:54,568 --> 00:18:58,135
  1377. This group seems good.
  1378.  
  1379. 302
  1380. 00:18:58,137 --> 00:18:59,471
  1381. Have you been here before?
  1382.  
  1383. 303
  1384. 00:18:59,473 --> 00:19:02,674
  1385. Yeah, it's my second time
  1386. in the Refuge program.
  1387.  
  1388. 304
  1389. 00:19:02,676 --> 00:19:04,644
  1390. I started a couple days late
  1391. last time,
  1392.  
  1393. 305
  1394. 00:19:04,646 --> 00:19:06,980
  1395. and actually I'm waiting
  1396. for a place to open
  1397.  
  1398. 306
  1399. 00:19:06,982 --> 00:19:08,982
  1400. in one of the houses.
  1401.  
  1402. 307
  1403. 00:19:08,984 --> 00:19:11,550
  1404. - What houses?
  1405. - The-the houses. The...
  1406.  
  1407. 308
  1408. 00:19:11,552 --> 00:19:13,820
  1409. They have a few houses
  1410. behind the property
  1411.  
  1412. 309
  1413. 00:19:13,822 --> 00:19:15,489
  1414. for the long stayers.
  1415.  
  1416. 310
  1417. 00:19:15,491 --> 00:19:18,325
  1418. Meanwhile,
  1419. I'm stuck at the Baybrook
  1420.  
  1421. 311
  1422. 00:19:18,327 --> 00:19:21,364
  1423. with my dad,
  1424. which is interesting.
  1425.  
  1426. 312
  1427. 00:19:23,533 --> 00:19:27,002
  1428. Are you in one of
  1429. the local hotels, too?
  1430.  
  1431. 313
  1432. 00:19:27,004 --> 00:19:28,673
  1433. Yeah.
  1434.  
  1435. 314
  1436. 00:19:30,508 --> 00:19:33,511
  1437. So, like, how-how long
  1438. will you stay for?
  1439.  
  1440. 315
  1441. 00:19:35,113 --> 00:19:37,113
  1442. It's not really up to me.
  1443.  
  1444. 316
  1445. 00:19:37,115 --> 00:19:39,517
  1446. Mr. Sykes decides.
  1447.  
  1448. 317
  1449. 00:19:39,519 --> 00:19:43,286
  1450. - No one explained that to you?
  1451. - No, no.
  1452.  
  1453. 318
  1454. 00:19:43,288 --> 00:19:45,923
  1455. This is just
  1456. an assessment program,
  1457.  
  1458. 319
  1459. 00:19:45,925 --> 00:19:49,694
  1460. until they know
  1461. what to do with you.
  1462.  
  1463. 320
  1464. 00:19:49,696 --> 00:19:51,863
  1465. Hey. Listen.
  1466.  
  1467. 321
  1468. 00:19:51,865 --> 00:19:53,866
  1469. Just lean into it, man.
  1470.  
  1471. 322
  1472. 00:19:53,868 --> 00:19:55,467
  1473. Yeah.
  1474.  
  1475. 323
  1476. 00:19:55,469 --> 00:19:58,938
  1477. Do the work,
  1478. and trust me, man...
  1479.  
  1480. 324
  1481. 00:19:58,940 --> 00:20:01,473
  1482. you're gonna love it here.
  1483.  
  1484. 325
  1485. 00:20:01,475 --> 00:20:04,310
  1486. <i>Aren't you gonna tell me
  1487. about your day?</i>
  1488.  
  1489. 326
  1490. 00:20:04,312 --> 00:20:07,781
  1491. We're not meant to talk
  1492. about it outside of group.
  1493.  
  1494. 327
  1495. 00:20:07,783 --> 00:20:09,116
  1496. I don't need gossip.
  1497.  
  1498. 328
  1499. 00:20:09,118 --> 00:20:12,953
  1500. I just...
  1501. I just mean generally.
  1502.  
  1503. 329
  1504. 00:20:12,955 --> 00:20:14,957
  1505. I'm gonna lean into it.
  1506.  
  1507. 330
  1508. 00:20:14,959 --> 00:20:17,059
  1509. And there are some good people.
  1510.  
  1511. 331
  1512. 00:20:17,061 --> 00:20:19,729
  1513. And, yeah, I like it.
  1514.  
  1515. 332
  1516. 00:20:19,731 --> 00:20:21,664
  1517. I'm excited to be here.
  1518.  
  1519. 333
  1520. 00:20:21,666 --> 00:20:24,102
  1521. That's good.
  1522.  
  1523. 334
  1524. 00:20:30,142 --> 00:20:32,609
  1525. Do we have people in the family
  1526.  
  1527. 335
  1528. 00:20:32,611 --> 00:20:35,814
  1529. who had issues
  1530. with any of this stuff?
  1531.  
  1532. 336
  1533. 00:20:46,861 --> 00:20:48,861
  1534. Pornography?
  1535.  
  1536. 337
  1537. 00:20:48,863 --> 00:20:51,433
  1538. Mom.
  1539.  
  1540. 338
  1541. 00:20:55,937 --> 00:20:57,804
  1542. Drugs?
  1543.  
  1544. 339
  1545. 00:20:57,806 --> 00:20:59,006
  1546. Gang affiliat...
  1547.  
  1548. 340
  1549. 00:20:59,008 --> 00:21:01,274
  1550. Gang affiliations?
  1551. What is this?
  1552.  
  1553. 341
  1554. 00:21:01,276 --> 00:21:03,145
  1555. I need to know for homework.
  1556.  
  1557. 342
  1558. 00:21:03,147 --> 00:21:06,148
  1559. Why do they need to know
  1560. about the family?
  1561.  
  1562. 343
  1563. 00:21:06,150 --> 00:21:08,819
  1564. Our family is so normal.
  1565.  
  1566. 344
  1567. 00:21:35,816 --> 00:21:39,084
  1568. Big day tomorrow, hmm?
  1569.  
  1570. 345
  1571. 00:21:39,086 --> 00:21:41,556
  1572. You get some good sleep, now.
  1573.  
  1574. 346
  1575. 00:21:45,560 --> 00:21:48,663
  1576. Oh, um, I filled out
  1577. your homework for you.
  1578.  
  1579. 347
  1580. 00:21:51,835 --> 00:21:55,503
  1581. I was only in a gang
  1582. for a year or so, until I...
  1583.  
  1584. 348
  1585. 00:21:55,505 --> 00:22:00,242
  1586. went down for drugs,
  1587. got sent to prison.
  1588.  
  1589. 349
  1590. 00:22:00,244 --> 00:22:01,709
  1591. Ha-ha.
  1592.  
  1593. 350
  1594. 00:22:07,685 --> 00:22:10,619
  1595. I put your Uncle Vincent
  1596. down there.
  1597.  
  1598. 351
  1599. 00:22:10,621 --> 00:22:13,555
  1600. You've never met him, 'cause
  1601. he, uh, moved to Louisiana
  1602.  
  1603. 352
  1604. 00:22:13,557 --> 00:22:17,962
  1605. when you were little, so...
  1606. we just never see him.
  1607.  
  1608. 353
  1609. 00:22:17,964 --> 00:22:20,600
  1610. We always figured that he...
  1611.  
  1612. 354
  1613. 00:22:26,707 --> 00:22:31,043
  1614. He was very feminine-like,
  1615. you might say.
  1616.  
  1617. 355
  1618. 00:22:31,045 --> 00:22:33,478
  1619. All right.
  1620.  
  1621. 356
  1622. 00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:36,317
  1623. Oh. I'm tired.
  1624.  
  1625. 357
  1626. 00:22:37,552 --> 00:22:39,722
  1627. - Night-night.
  1628. - Good night.
  1629.  
  1630. 358
  1631. 00:22:47,330 --> 00:22:50,665
  1632. <i>What is... a real man?</i>
  1633.  
  1634. 359
  1635. 00:22:50,667 --> 00:22:54,236
  1636. <i>And what does
  1637. a real man look like?</i>
  1638.  
  1639. 360
  1640. 00:22:54,238 --> 00:22:56,406
  1641. <i>Does anybody know?</i>
  1642.  
  1643. 361
  1644. 00:22:57,942 --> 00:22:59,909
  1645. Guys, uncross your legs.
  1646.  
  1647. 362
  1648. 00:22:59,911 --> 00:23:01,510
  1649. Posture. Come on.
  1650.  
  1651. 363
  1652. 00:23:01,512 --> 00:23:04,447
  1653. Now, perhaps being close
  1654.  
  1655. 364
  1656. 00:23:04,449 --> 00:23:08,919
  1657. to the flames of hell
  1658. and finding your way back
  1659.  
  1660. 365
  1661. 00:23:08,921 --> 00:23:11,088
  1662. shows a great strength.
  1663.  
  1664. 366
  1665. 00:23:11,090 --> 00:23:15,160
  1666. And if that were so, then...
  1667. if this isn't a real man,
  1668.  
  1669. 367
  1670. 00:23:15,162 --> 00:23:17,162
  1671. then I don't know what is.
  1672.  
  1673. 368
  1674. 00:23:17,164 --> 00:23:18,462
  1675. This is Brandon Ellis, guys.
  1676.  
  1677. 369
  1678. 00:23:18,464 --> 00:23:20,332
  1679. - I want you to say hello.
  1680. - Thanks, Sykes.
  1681.  
  1682. 370
  1683. 00:23:20,334 --> 00:23:22,267
  1684. Make him welcome.
  1685. Over to you, Brandon.
  1686.  
  1687. 371
  1688. 00:23:22,269 --> 00:23:23,604
  1689. Thank you.
  1690.  
  1691. 372
  1692. 00:23:24,538 --> 00:23:27,440
  1693. God bless. God bless.
  1694.  
  1695. 373
  1696. 00:23:27,442 --> 00:23:28,942
  1697. A real man, to me,
  1698.  
  1699. 374
  1700. 00:23:28,944 --> 00:23:31,678
  1701. is a man of God,
  1702. first and foremost.
  1703.  
  1704. 375
  1705. 00:23:31,680 --> 00:23:34,681
  1706. And I'm a man of God, no doubt.
  1707.  
  1708. 376
  1709. 00:23:34,683 --> 00:23:37,952
  1710. I guess that counts me in.
  1711.  
  1712. 377
  1713. 00:23:37,954 --> 00:23:40,121
  1714. But I wasn't once.
  1715.  
  1716. 378
  1717. 00:23:40,123 --> 00:23:43,524
  1718. If I was ever listed
  1719. on my own son's genograms,
  1720.  
  1721. 379
  1722. 00:23:43,526 --> 00:23:45,961
  1723. there'd be so many of these
  1724. letters next to my name,
  1725.  
  1726. 380
  1727. 00:23:45,963 --> 00:23:48,331
  1728. it would look
  1729. like qualifications
  1730.  
  1731. 381
  1732. 00:23:48,333 --> 00:23:50,633
  1733. for some fancy university.
  1734.  
  1735. 382
  1736. 00:23:50,635 --> 00:23:53,002
  1737. Drugs, violence, gang crime,
  1738.  
  1739. 383
  1740. 00:23:53,004 --> 00:23:55,205
  1741. prison time,
  1742. but I actually believe
  1743.  
  1744. 384
  1745. 00:23:55,207 --> 00:23:57,007
  1746. I'm qualified to be here.
  1747.  
  1748. 385
  1749. 00:23:57,009 --> 00:24:00,210
  1750. Not because I've ever had the
  1751. types of thoughts and feelings
  1752.  
  1753. 386
  1754. 00:24:00,212 --> 00:24:01,912
  1755. that y'all are wrestling with
  1756.  
  1757. 387
  1758. 00:24:01,914 --> 00:24:03,547
  1759. or that your other
  1760. guidance counselors
  1761.  
  1762. 388
  1763. 00:24:03,549 --> 00:24:05,515
  1764. have overcome righteously.
  1765.  
  1766. 389
  1767. 00:24:05,517 --> 00:24:07,752
  1768. But I've had all sorts
  1769. of my own trials
  1770.  
  1771. 390
  1772. 00:24:07,754 --> 00:24:10,321
  1773. that took me so far away
  1774. from the Lord
  1775.  
  1776. 391
  1777. 00:24:10,323 --> 00:24:12,424
  1778. that it is a true miracle
  1779.  
  1780. 392
  1781. 00:24:12,426 --> 00:24:14,996
  1782. that I'm standing here
  1783. before you today.
  1784.  
  1785. 393
  1786. 00:24:16,331 --> 00:24:18,231
  1787. But I am.
  1788.  
  1789. 394
  1790. 00:24:18,233 --> 00:24:20,335
  1791. I am.
  1792.  
  1793. 395
  1794. 00:24:24,840 --> 00:24:28,342
  1795. <i>Standing, leaning, sitting.</i>
  1796.  
  1797. 396
  1798. 00:24:28,344 --> 00:24:30,044
  1799. <i>All the same idea.</i>
  1800.  
  1801. 397
  1802. 00:24:30,046 --> 00:24:33,514
  1803. Triangles are
  1804. the strongest shape.
  1805.  
  1806. 398
  1807. 00:24:33,516 --> 00:24:36,451
  1808. Hand or hands on hips. Go!
  1809.  
  1810. 399
  1811. 00:24:36,453 --> 00:24:38,889
  1812. Save yourself.
  1813.  
  1814. 400
  1815. 00:24:40,724 --> 00:24:43,525
  1816. Fingers forward, not back.
  1817.  
  1818. 401
  1819. 00:24:43,527 --> 00:24:45,228
  1820. Just the way it is.
  1821.  
  1822. 402
  1823. 00:24:45,230 --> 00:24:49,065
  1824. Think of the shapes
  1825. you're making and ask yourself:
  1826.  
  1827. 403
  1828. 00:24:49,067 --> 00:24:51,602
  1829. Is this a manly shape
  1830. I'm making,
  1831.  
  1832. 404
  1833. 00:24:51,604 --> 00:24:55,373
  1834. or is it a girly
  1835. or feminine shape?
  1836.  
  1837. 405
  1838. 00:24:55,375 --> 00:24:56,907
  1839. Sarah, come on up here.
  1840.  
  1841. 406
  1842. 00:24:56,909 --> 00:25:00,111
  1843. Come on,
  1844. you delicate flower, you.
  1845.  
  1846. 407
  1847. 00:25:00,113 --> 00:25:01,545
  1848. Okay.
  1849.  
  1850. 408
  1851. 00:25:01,547 --> 00:25:05,384
  1852. I want you to arrange
  1853. these guys into a line
  1854.  
  1855. 409
  1856. 00:25:05,386 --> 00:25:08,089
  1857. in terms of masculinity,
  1858. if you will.
  1859.  
  1860. 410
  1861. 00:25:09,290 --> 00:25:11,589
  1862. Go on, you can do it.
  1863.  
  1864. 411
  1865. 00:25:11,591 --> 00:25:13,928
  1866. Follow your instincts.
  1867.  
  1868. 412
  1869. 00:25:16,298 --> 00:25:18,632
  1870. Myself and other addicts
  1871. and alcoholics
  1872.  
  1873. 413
  1874. 00:25:18,634 --> 00:25:20,734
  1875. put our faith in AA.
  1876.  
  1877. 414
  1878. 00:25:20,736 --> 00:25:23,237
  1879. - Get familiar with this phrase:
  1880. <i>- Knees up!</i>
  1881.  
  1882. 415
  1883. 00:25:23,239 --> 00:25:26,140
  1884. <i>- Fake it till you make it.</i>
  1885. - Knees up! Body up! Push!
  1886.  
  1887. 416
  1888. 00:25:26,142 --> 00:25:30,145
  1889. <i>And y'all folks and kids, being
  1890. what you're afflicted with,</i>
  1891.  
  1892. 417
  1893. 00:25:30,147 --> 00:25:31,747
  1894. better learn how to survive.
  1895.  
  1896. 418
  1897. 00:25:31,749 --> 00:25:33,916
  1898. <i>When you're in prison,</i>
  1899.  
  1900. 419
  1901. 00:25:33,918 --> 00:25:37,152
  1902. <i>you'd surprise yourself
  1903. what you could do to fit in.</i>
  1904.  
  1905. 420
  1906. 00:25:37,154 --> 00:25:38,320
  1907. Come on, Phillip.
  1908.  
  1909. 421
  1910. 00:25:38,322 --> 00:25:40,491
  1911. Eye on the ball.
  1912.  
  1913. 422
  1914. 00:25:40,493 --> 00:25:41,858
  1915. Come on! Okay, next!
  1916.  
  1917. 423
  1918. 00:25:41,860 --> 00:25:44,295
  1919. <i>Fake it till you make it.</i>
  1920.  
  1921. 424
  1922. 00:25:44,297 --> 00:25:45,529
  1923. Become the man you are not.
  1924.  
  1925. 425
  1926. 00:25:45,531 --> 00:25:46,629
  1927. So you think Cameron here
  1928.  
  1929. 426
  1930. 00:25:46,631 --> 00:25:48,832
  1931. <i>is the big winner, huh?</i>
  1932.  
  1933. 427
  1934. 00:25:48,834 --> 00:25:51,369
  1935. You think being big and tall
  1936.  
  1937. 428
  1938. 00:25:51,371 --> 00:25:53,939
  1939. and overeating
  1940.  
  1941. 429
  1942. 00:25:53,941 --> 00:25:56,274
  1943. immediately puts a guy
  1944. at the front of the line.
  1945.  
  1946. 430
  1947. 00:25:56,276 --> 00:25:58,643
  1948. <i>But it's more than triangles
  1949. or postures</i>
  1950.  
  1951. 431
  1952. 00:25:58,645 --> 00:26:00,278
  1953. and genetics.
  1954.  
  1955. 432
  1956. 00:26:00,280 --> 00:26:01,980
  1957. Firm handshake!
  1958.  
  1959. 433
  1960. 00:26:01,982 --> 00:26:04,485
  1961. Let's go! Do it!
  1962.  
  1963. 434
  1964. 00:26:04,487 --> 00:26:06,054
  1965. You got to pick up the bat.
  1966.  
  1967. 435
  1968. 00:26:07,055 --> 00:26:08,455
  1969. Hold the bat up!
  1970.  
  1971. 436
  1972. 00:26:08,457 --> 00:26:09,822
  1973. - Ow!
  1974. - Ooh! -
  1975.  
  1976. 437
  1977. 00:26:09,824 --> 00:26:12,126
  1978. Get back up on that horse!
  1979.  
  1980. 438
  1981. 00:26:12,128 --> 00:26:15,029
  1982. All right,
  1983. just get him out of there.
  1984.  
  1985. 439
  1986. 00:26:15,031 --> 00:26:17,799
  1987. - Lee, you're gonna be okay.
  1988. - Come on.
  1989.  
  1990. 440
  1991. 00:26:17,801 --> 00:26:20,971
  1992. Jared, you're up next.
  1993.  
  1994. 441
  1995. 00:26:22,005 --> 00:26:23,707
  1996. That's good.
  1997.  
  1998. 442
  1999. 00:26:28,380 --> 00:26:30,045
  2000. Military man.
  2001.  
  2002. 443
  2003. 00:26:30,047 --> 00:26:31,814
  2004. God bless, son.
  2005.  
  2006. 444
  2007. 00:26:31,816 --> 00:26:35,818
  2008. Who you are on the inside
  2009. can be affected by the outside.
  2010.  
  2011. 445
  2012. 00:26:35,820 --> 00:26:39,323
  2013. Outside in.
  2014. Fake it till you make it.
  2015.  
  2016. 446
  2017. 00:26:39,325 --> 00:26:40,491
  2018. Adapt to survive.
  2019.  
  2020. 447
  2021. 00:26:40,493 --> 00:26:43,327
  2022. Ah, see,
  2023. that's a batting stance.
  2024.  
  2025. 448
  2026. 00:26:43,329 --> 00:26:44,563
  2027. That's what I'm talking about.
  2028.  
  2029. 449
  2030. 00:26:44,565 --> 00:26:46,500
  2031. Boom!
  2032.  
  2033. 450
  2034. 00:26:57,846 --> 00:27:00,747
  2035. <i>Lesbian, gay, bisexual,</i>
  2036.  
  2037. 451
  2038. 00:27:00,749 --> 00:27:02,883
  2039. transsexual...
  2040. whatever that is...
  2041.  
  2042. 452
  2043. 00:27:02,885 --> 00:27:05,953
  2044. multisexual,
  2045. intellectual sexual.
  2046.  
  2047. 453
  2048. 00:27:05,955 --> 00:27:07,955
  2049. I mean, what else do you want?
  2050.  
  2051. 454
  2052. 00:27:07,957 --> 00:27:10,024
  2053. Unicorns? Squirrels?
  2054.  
  2055. 455
  2056. 00:27:10,026 --> 00:27:12,594
  2057. Cupcakes? I mean, rainbows?
  2058.  
  2059. 456
  2060. 00:27:12,596 --> 00:27:15,864
  2061. There's so much choice
  2062. in this group,
  2063.  
  2064. 457
  2065. 00:27:15,866 --> 00:27:18,034
  2066. but, hey, think about this.
  2067.  
  2068. 458
  2069. 00:27:18,036 --> 00:27:23,539
  2070. What are the consequences
  2071. to those choices?
  2072.  
  2073. 459
  2074. 00:27:23,541 --> 00:27:25,408
  2075. Have a look at this.
  2076.  
  2077. 460
  2078. 00:27:25,410 --> 00:27:27,778
  2079. Rape, abuse, AIDS.
  2080.  
  2081. 461
  2082. 00:27:27,780 --> 00:27:31,884
  2083. What sinful things
  2084. have y'all done?
  2085.  
  2086. 462
  2087. 00:27:36,223 --> 00:27:38,256
  2088. <i>Moral inventory.</i>
  2089.  
  2090. 463
  2091. 00:27:38,258 --> 00:27:43,730
  2092. <i>Catalog your sins
  2093. and ask God's forgiveness.</i>
  2094.  
  2095. 464
  2096. 00:27:46,167 --> 00:27:48,570
  2097. Who is ready?
  2098.  
  2099. 465
  2100. 00:27:51,240 --> 00:27:53,242
  2101. Sarah.
  2102.  
  2103. 466
  2104. 00:28:06,090 --> 00:28:07,823
  2105. "I would look at other girls
  2106.  
  2107. 467
  2108. 00:28:07,825 --> 00:28:10,259
  2109. "in the changing rooms
  2110. before gym
  2111.  
  2112. 468
  2113. 00:28:10,261 --> 00:28:11,927
  2114. "and in the showers.
  2115.  
  2116. 469
  2117. 00:28:11,929 --> 00:28:15,164
  2118. "My biggest sin is one
  2119. that I am also thankful for,
  2120.  
  2121. 470
  2122. 00:28:15,166 --> 00:28:19,002
  2123. because it has led me
  2124. to Love in Action."
  2125.  
  2126. 471
  2127. 00:28:19,004 --> 00:28:21,674
  2128. Doing well, Sarah. Carry on.
  2129.  
  2130. 472
  2131. 00:28:24,710 --> 00:28:27,279
  2132. "I had run away
  2133. from my uncle's house
  2134.  
  2135. 473
  2136. 00:28:27,281 --> 00:28:29,614
  2137. "and stayed
  2138. with some girls I knew
  2139.  
  2140. 474
  2141. 00:28:29,616 --> 00:28:31,950
  2142. "whose parents were away.
  2143.  
  2144. 475
  2145. 00:28:31,952 --> 00:28:33,952
  2146. "It was there
  2147. that I finally acted
  2148.  
  2149. 476
  2150. 00:28:33,954 --> 00:28:36,724
  2151. on my homosexual thoughts."
  2152.  
  2153. 477
  2154. 00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:41,127
  2155. Come on, Sarah.
  2156.  
  2157. 478
  2158. 00:28:41,129 --> 00:28:43,796
  2159. "I let a girl touch my...
  2160.  
  2161. 479
  2162. 00:28:43,798 --> 00:28:45,532
  2163. "kiss m-my...
  2164.  
  2165. 480
  2166. 00:28:47,069 --> 00:28:50,003
  2167. ...my vagina..."
  2168.  
  2169. 481
  2170. 00:28:50,005 --> 00:28:52,140
  2171. Nobody's judging. Come on.
  2172.  
  2173. 482
  2174. 00:28:52,142 --> 00:28:55,376
  2175. "...and put
  2176. her fingers inside me,
  2177.  
  2178. 483
  2179. 00:28:55,378 --> 00:28:58,179
  2180. "and I did the same.
  2181.  
  2182. 484
  2183. 00:28:58,181 --> 00:29:01,082
  2184. "I renounce these
  2185. sinful thoughts and actions,
  2186.  
  2187. 485
  2188. 00:29:01,084 --> 00:29:04,989
  2189. and ask God to forgive me
  2190. all these things."
  2191.  
  2192. 486
  2193. 00:29:05,990 --> 00:29:07,990
  2194. Very good.
  2195.  
  2196. 487
  2197. 00:29:07,992 --> 00:29:09,892
  2198. We love you, Sarah.
  2199.  
  2200. 488
  2201. 00:29:09,894 --> 00:29:12,495
  2202. All right, repeat after me.
  2203. We love you, Sarah.
  2204.  
  2205. 489
  2206. 00:29:12,497 --> 00:29:14,665
  2207. We love you, Sarah.
  2208.  
  2209. 490
  2210. 00:29:14,667 --> 00:29:16,336
  2211. Very good.
  2212.  
  2213. 491
  2214. 00:29:35,557 --> 00:29:37,557
  2215. Do you want some water?
  2216.  
  2217. 492
  2218. 00:29:37,559 --> 00:29:40,562
  2219. I'm fine, thanks.
  2220.  
  2221. 493
  2222. 00:29:40,564 --> 00:29:45,265
  2223. - Can I get you anything else?
  2224. - I'm... I'm fine, thank you.
  2225.  
  2226. 494
  2227. 00:29:45,267 --> 00:29:48,403
  2228. How dare you
  2229. humiliate a child like that?!
  2230.  
  2231. 495
  2232. 00:29:48,405 --> 00:29:51,039
  2233. Is that what you guys...
  2234. you like that?
  2235.  
  2236. 496
  2237. 00:29:51,041 --> 00:29:52,541
  2238. Do you like doing that?!
  2239.  
  2240. 497
  2241. 00:29:52,543 --> 00:29:54,543
  2242. You like humiliating
  2243. and abusing children?!
  2244.  
  2245. 498
  2246. 00:29:54,545 --> 00:29:57,613
  2247. - It's not easy...
  2248. - What do you mean it's not easy?!
  2249.  
  2250. 499
  2251. 00:29:57,615 --> 00:29:59,548
  2252. - Lee's parents.
  2253. - His parents are here.
  2254.  
  2255. 500
  2256. 00:29:59,550 --> 00:30:01,718
  2257. - Listen to yourself!
  2258. - With respect,
  2259.  
  2260. 501
  2261. 00:30:01,720 --> 00:30:05,422
  2262. - we are not running a holiday camp here.
  2263. - We paid you $3,000.
  2264.  
  2265. 502
  2266. 00:30:05,424 --> 00:30:07,991
  2267. I should report you. You could
  2268. have given him a concussion!
  2269.  
  2270. 503
  2271. 00:30:07,993 --> 00:30:09,293
  2272. David, let's go.
  2273.  
  2274. 504
  2275. 00:30:09,295 --> 00:30:11,462
  2276. That change doesn't come easy.
  2277.  
  2278. 505
  2279. 00:30:11,464 --> 00:30:13,464
  2280. Unbelievable!
  2281.  
  2282. 506
  2283. 00:30:26,013 --> 00:30:28,416
  2284. <i>Y'all find the reason</i>
  2285.  
  2286. 507
  2287. 00:30:28,418 --> 00:30:30,751
  2288. y'all are here is funny?
  2289.  
  2290. 508
  2291. 00:30:30,753 --> 00:30:32,586
  2292. Look at y'all!
  2293.  
  2294. 509
  2295. 00:30:32,588 --> 00:30:34,588
  2296. People!
  2297.  
  2298. 510
  2299. 00:30:34,590 --> 00:30:36,690
  2300. I'm trying to help you.
  2301.  
  2302. 511
  2303. 00:30:36,692 --> 00:30:38,427
  2304. So do not waste my time.
  2305.  
  2306. 512
  2307. 00:30:38,429 --> 00:30:41,663
  2308. Nobody is to discuss the
  2309. therapy outside these walls!
  2310.  
  2311. 513
  2312. 00:30:41,665 --> 00:30:43,532
  2313. Do I make myself clear?!
  2314.  
  2315. 514
  2316. 00:31:35,325 --> 00:31:37,826
  2317. Yo, I got your back. Whoa!
  2318.  
  2319. 515
  2320. 00:31:37,828 --> 00:31:39,329
  2321. - Oh, sorry, sorry.
  2322. - I got that.
  2323.  
  2324. 516
  2325. 00:31:39,331 --> 00:31:40,763
  2326. Thank you so much.
  2327.  
  2328. 517
  2329. 00:31:40,765 --> 00:31:43,399
  2330. Which, uh, which room you in?
  2331.  
  2332. 518
  2333. 00:31:43,401 --> 00:31:45,702
  2334. I'm in, uh, 317.
  2335.  
  2336. 519
  2337. 00:31:45,704 --> 00:31:47,403
  2338. Oh, I'm in 237.
  2339.  
  2340. 520
  2341. 00:31:47,405 --> 00:31:48,839
  2342. You run?
  2343.  
  2344. 521
  2345. 00:31:48,841 --> 00:31:50,174
  2346. - Yeah.
  2347. - I figure.
  2348.  
  2349. 522
  2350. 00:31:50,176 --> 00:31:52,042
  2351. People who run
  2352. know about ASICS, right?
  2353.  
  2354. 523
  2355. 00:31:52,044 --> 00:31:53,678
  2356. Oh, yeah.
  2357.  
  2358. 524
  2359. 00:31:53,680 --> 00:31:55,414
  2360. Here, this is me.
  2361.  
  2362. 525
  2363. 00:32:04,526 --> 00:32:07,760
  2364. First one in gets to choose.
  2365.  
  2366. 526
  2367. 00:32:10,866 --> 00:32:12,900
  2368. You got a girl?
  2369.  
  2370. 527
  2371. 00:32:12,902 --> 00:32:14,903
  2372. If so, you might want to think
  2373.  
  2374. 528
  2375. 00:32:14,905 --> 00:32:17,572
  2376. about applying for a room
  2377. without bunks.
  2378.  
  2379. 529
  2380. 00:32:17,574 --> 00:32:19,641
  2381. Just broke up.
  2382.  
  2383. 530
  2384. 00:32:19,643 --> 00:32:22,710
  2385. Oh. That's perfect timing.
  2386.  
  2387. 531
  2388. 00:32:22,712 --> 00:32:25,380
  2389. Before college.
  2390.  
  2391. 532
  2392. 00:32:25,382 --> 00:32:27,583
  2393. We're a good fit.
  2394.  
  2395. 533
  2396. 00:32:27,585 --> 00:32:29,385
  2397. Hate running with slowpokes.
  2398.  
  2399. 534
  2400. 00:32:29,387 --> 00:32:32,388
  2401. I'll tell you what,
  2402. I'll race you on the way back.
  2403.  
  2404. 535
  2405. 00:32:32,390 --> 00:32:35,391
  2406. Last one back has to go
  2407. to the other one's church.
  2408.  
  2409. 536
  2410. 00:32:35,393 --> 00:32:37,560
  2411. Why? What kind of church is it?
  2412.  
  2413. 537
  2414. 00:32:37,562 --> 00:32:39,429
  2415. You game or not?
  2416.  
  2417. 538
  2418. 00:32:39,431 --> 00:32:41,999
  2419. - All right.
  2420. - All right, one,
  2421.  
  2422. 539
  2423. 00:32:42,001 --> 00:32:43,968
  2424. - two, three, go!
  2425. - Two, three, go!
  2426.  
  2427. 540
  2428. 00:33:07,296 --> 00:33:10,798
  2429. - Ben. This is Jared.
  2430. - Hey, man, nice to meet you.
  2431.  
  2432. 541
  2433. 00:33:57,252 --> 00:34:00,087
  2434. Did you say your roommate's
  2435. not back till tomorrow?
  2436.  
  2437. 542
  2438. 00:34:00,089 --> 00:34:02,158
  2439. He's on some golf trip.
  2440.  
  2441. 543
  2442. 00:34:05,829 --> 00:34:07,598
  2443. Do you want to crash?
  2444.  
  2445. 544
  2446. 00:34:09,933 --> 00:34:12,168
  2447. Maybe.
  2448.  
  2449. 545
  2450. 00:34:31,024 --> 00:34:32,624
  2451. Night.
  2452.  
  2453. 546
  2454. 00:34:32,626 --> 00:34:34,628
  2455. Good night.
  2456.  
  2457. 547
  2458. 00:35:25,918 --> 00:35:28,255
  2459. Can't sleep, huh?
  2460.  
  2461. 548
  2462. 00:35:42,605 --> 00:35:45,541
  2463. Probably shouldn't run
  2464. so late at night.
  2465.  
  2466. 549
  2467. 00:36:03,962 --> 00:36:06,198
  2468. Are you okay?
  2469.  
  2470. 550
  2471. 00:36:07,966 --> 00:36:09,735
  2472. Yeah.
  2473.  
  2474. 551
  2475. 00:36:11,737 --> 00:36:13,739
  2476. Yeah, just...
  2477.  
  2478. 552
  2479. 00:37:07,033 --> 00:37:09,033
  2480. It's okay.
  2481.  
  2482. 553
  2483. 00:37:26,622 --> 00:37:31,158
  2484. Hey. It's okay. It's okay.
  2485.  
  2486. 554
  2487. 00:37:31,160 --> 00:37:34,262
  2488. - Wait, wait.
  2489. - Shh, shh, shh.
  2490.  
  2491. 555
  2492. 00:37:34,264 --> 00:37:36,831
  2493. Wait. Wait, wait, wait.
  2494.  
  2495. 556
  2496. 00:37:36,833 --> 00:37:39,235
  2497. Shh.
  2498.  
  2499. 557
  2500. 00:37:39,237 --> 00:37:41,403
  2501. - Shh.
  2502. - Stop, stop, stop.
  2503.  
  2504. 558
  2505. 00:37:41,405 --> 00:37:43,973
  2506. Stop, stop, stop,
  2507. stop, stop, stop!
  2508.  
  2509. 559
  2510. 00:37:55,655 --> 00:37:57,523
  2511. Ow!
  2512.  
  2513. 560
  2514. 00:37:59,625 --> 00:38:04,796
  2515. Ow! Ow! Ow! Ow! Ow!
  2516.  
  2517. 561
  2518. 00:38:06,000 --> 00:38:08,267
  2519. Ow! Ow!
  2520.  
  2521. 562
  2522. 00:38:27,959 --> 00:38:29,693
  2523. Oh.
  2524.  
  2525. 563
  2526. 00:38:45,577 --> 00:38:48,914
  2527. What the hell is wrong with me?
  2528.  
  2529. 564
  2530. 00:38:50,918 --> 00:38:52,920
  2531. I'm so sorry.
  2532.  
  2533. 565
  2534. 00:38:57,490 --> 00:38:59,925
  2535. I'm gonna be
  2536. in so much trouble.
  2537.  
  2538. 566
  2539. 00:39:05,600 --> 00:39:09,071
  2540. I need to confess.
  2541.  
  2542. 567
  2543. 00:39:14,444 --> 00:39:17,714
  2544. I need to confess.
  2545. Will you hear me?
  2546.  
  2547. 568
  2548. 00:39:20,183 --> 00:39:22,919
  2549. - Please.
  2550. - Uh-huh.
  2551.  
  2552. 569
  2553. 00:39:28,293 --> 00:39:31,529
  2554. Do you remember
  2555. the kid from church?
  2556.  
  2557. 570
  2558. 00:39:33,865 --> 00:39:36,402
  2559. The one in front of us.
  2560.  
  2561. 571
  2562. 00:39:39,773 --> 00:39:43,374
  2563. Something happened
  2564. with me and him.
  2565.  
  2566. 572
  2567. 00:39:43,376 --> 00:39:46,480
  2568. Something pretty bad.
  2569.  
  2570. 573
  2571. 00:39:51,752 --> 00:39:55,754
  2572. You wouldn't dare tell anyone,
  2573. would you?
  2574.  
  2575. 574
  2576. 00:39:55,756 --> 00:39:57,893
  2577. Please.
  2578.  
  2579. 575
  2580. 00:39:59,660 --> 00:40:02,564
  2581. Keep it between us.
  2582.  
  2583. 576
  2584. 00:40:25,123 --> 00:40:28,928
  2585. Start with chapter six, please.
  2586.  
  2587. 577
  2588. 00:41:30,663 --> 00:41:33,398
  2589. What-what a surprise.
  2590.  
  2591. 578
  2592. 00:41:33,400 --> 00:41:35,033
  2593. Oh!
  2594.  
  2595. 579
  2596. 00:41:53,456 --> 00:41:55,690
  2597. - Hello.
  2598. - Is this Mrs. Nancy Eamons?
  2599.  
  2600. 580
  2601. 00:41:55,692 --> 00:41:57,125
  2602. This is she.
  2603.  
  2604. 581
  2605. 00:41:57,127 --> 00:41:59,060
  2606. I'm a counselor
  2607. at Danton College.
  2608.  
  2609. 582
  2610. 00:41:59,062 --> 00:42:02,064
  2611. And I'm afraid I have
  2612. some disturbing news
  2613.  
  2614. 583
  2615. 00:42:02,066 --> 00:42:04,200
  2616. about your son's behavior
  2617. at school.
  2618.  
  2619. 584
  2620. 00:42:04,202 --> 00:42:05,368
  2621. What?
  2622.  
  2623. 585
  2624. 00:42:05,370 --> 00:42:07,970
  2625. What about him?
  2626.  
  2627. 586
  2628. 00:42:07,972 --> 00:42:09,606
  2629. - Did he give you a name?
  2630. - I need you to answer
  2631.  
  2632. 587
  2633. 00:42:09,608 --> 00:42:10,941
  2634. - my question.
  2635. - If-if he gave you a name...
  2636.  
  2637. 588
  2638. 00:42:10,943 --> 00:42:11,975
  2639. - Please, Jared, just answer me.
  2640. - I'm just saying...
  2641.  
  2642. 589
  2643. 00:42:11,977 --> 00:42:13,376
  2644. Have you been doing
  2645. the things he says?
  2646.  
  2647. 590
  2648. 00:42:13,378 --> 00:42:15,379
  2649. - Why wouldn't he give you a name?
  2650. - Come on, son, enough.
  2651.  
  2652. 591
  2653. 00:42:15,381 --> 00:42:17,882
  2654. - Tell me the truth.
  2655. - I'm asking the questions, too.
  2656.  
  2657. 592
  2658. 00:42:17,884 --> 00:42:20,218
  2659. He didn't, um,
  2660. give me a name. I don't...
  2661.  
  2662. 593
  2663. 00:42:20,220 --> 00:42:22,220
  2664. The guy's full of shit.
  2665. He's telling a bunch of lies.
  2666.  
  2667. 594
  2668. 00:42:22,222 --> 00:42:23,455
  2669. Now you will not talk
  2670. like that in this house
  2671.  
  2672. 595
  2673. 00:42:23,457 --> 00:42:24,922
  2674. in front of your mother.
  2675. You just watch your mouth.
  2676.  
  2677. 596
  2678. 00:42:24,924 --> 00:42:26,925
  2679. Nancy, if-if you could
  2680. just give us a moment,
  2681.  
  2682. 597
  2683. 00:42:26,927 --> 00:42:28,894
  2684. - you know, just to...
  2685. - I'm-I'm leaving.
  2686.  
  2687. 598
  2688. 00:42:28,896 --> 00:42:30,829
  2689. - I'm-I'm...
  2690. - Sit down. You will not leave the room.
  2691.  
  2692. 599
  2693. 00:42:30,831 --> 00:42:32,298
  2694. You will sit down, boy.
  2695.  
  2696. 600
  2697. 00:42:32,300 --> 00:42:34,067
  2698. - You will sit down.
  2699. - It's bullshit, Dad.
  2700.  
  2701. 601
  2702. 00:42:34,069 --> 00:42:37,571
  2703. - It's bullshit.
  2704. - I just asked you to watch your mouth!
  2705.  
  2706. 602
  2707. 00:42:37,573 --> 00:42:42,644
  2708. I think, um,
  2709. he said he was a counselor.
  2710.  
  2711. 603
  2712. 00:42:42,646 --> 00:42:44,745
  2713. And then...
  2714. and I asked for his name,
  2715.  
  2716. 604
  2717. 00:42:44,747 --> 00:42:46,080
  2718. - and then I asked for...
  2719. - Nancy.
  2720.  
  2721. 605
  2722. 00:42:46,082 --> 00:42:48,115
  2723. - You see?
  2724. - ...his number and he didn't...
  2725.  
  2726. 606
  2727. 00:42:48,117 --> 00:42:49,251
  2728. Nancy, please.
  2729.  
  2730. 607
  2731. 00:42:49,253 --> 00:42:51,254
  2732. Dad, I-I...
  2733.  
  2734. 608
  2735. 00:42:51,256 --> 00:42:53,422
  2736. He's made all of this up.
  2737.  
  2738. 609
  2739. 00:42:53,424 --> 00:42:56,492
  2740. Let's just sit here.
  2741. We're just gonna talk calmly.
  2742.  
  2743. 610
  2744. 00:42:56,494 --> 00:42:58,794
  2745. All right. All right.
  2746.  
  2747. 611
  2748. 00:42:58,796 --> 00:43:00,630
  2749. No, Dad.
  2750.  
  2751. 612
  2752. 00:43:00,632 --> 00:43:02,835
  2753. Jared.
  2754.  
  2755. 613
  2756. 00:43:05,304 --> 00:43:08,305
  2757. I just need you to tell me
  2758. the truth, that's all.
  2759.  
  2760. 614
  2761. 00:43:08,307 --> 00:43:12,976
  2762. What this man says of you...
  2763. Jared.
  2764.  
  2765. 615
  2766. 00:43:12,978 --> 00:43:16,150
  2767. Are you a homosexual?
  2768.  
  2769. 616
  2770. 00:43:20,454 --> 00:43:23,355
  2771. Jared. We are not finished!
  2772.  
  2773. 617
  2774. 00:43:23,357 --> 00:43:26,126
  2775. - I am, because you won't listen!
  2776. - Honey. Honey.
  2777.  
  2778. 618
  2779. 00:43:26,128 --> 00:43:28,328
  2780. What this man says,
  2781. is it true?
  2782.  
  2783. 619
  2784. 00:43:28,330 --> 00:43:29,229
  2785. What this full-of-shit guy,
  2786.  
  2787. 620
  2788. 00:43:29,231 --> 00:43:31,231
  2789. - who is not a counselor...
  2790. - Answer me!
  2791.  
  2792. 621
  2793. 00:43:31,233 --> 00:43:35,236
  2794. ...who raped a kid
  2795. at-at his own church,
  2796.  
  2797. 622
  2798. 00:43:35,238 --> 00:43:37,506
  2799. and God knows who else!
  2800.  
  2801. 623
  2802. 00:43:37,508 --> 00:43:40,142
  2803. - Dad, you're hurting me.
  2804. - Marshall.
  2805.  
  2806. 624
  2807. 00:43:40,144 --> 00:43:42,577
  2808. His name is Henry Wallace.
  2809. He's-he's not a counselor.
  2810.  
  2811. 625
  2812. 00:43:42,579 --> 00:43:44,346
  2813. - He's a student.
  2814. - All right.
  2815.  
  2816. 626
  2817. 00:43:44,348 --> 00:43:47,816
  2818. And-and... he told me
  2819. he did some bad things.
  2820.  
  2821. 627
  2822. 00:43:47,818 --> 00:43:51,321
  2823. I think he thinks
  2824. I'm gonna tell on him.
  2825.  
  2826. 628
  2827. 00:43:51,323 --> 00:43:53,524
  2828. Honey.
  2829.  
  2830. 629
  2831. 00:43:53,526 --> 00:43:55,695
  2832. Son.
  2833.  
  2834. 630
  2835. 00:44:07,674 --> 00:44:09,441
  2836. Fight!
  2837.  
  2838. 631
  2839. 00:44:18,687 --> 00:44:20,855
  2840. Go to war!
  2841.  
  2842. 632
  2843. 00:44:31,534 --> 00:44:33,937
  2844. Your mother's making dinner.
  2845.  
  2846. 633
  2847. 00:44:35,740 --> 00:44:38,909
  2848. I'm okay, I'm not hungry.
  2849.  
  2850. 634
  2851. 00:44:43,047 --> 00:44:46,149
  2852. I want you to write down
  2853. this man's name,
  2854.  
  2855. 635
  2856. 00:44:46,151 --> 00:44:49,821
  2857. his church,
  2858. phone number if you have it.
  2859.  
  2860. 636
  2861. 00:44:49,823 --> 00:44:51,823
  2862. Any information at all.
  2863.  
  2864. 637
  2865. 00:44:51,825 --> 00:44:53,792
  2866. I don't want you
  2867. to talk to him.
  2868.  
  2869. 638
  2870. 00:44:53,794 --> 00:44:55,126
  2871. I ain't gonna talk to him.
  2872.  
  2873. 639
  2874. 00:44:55,128 --> 00:44:57,128
  2875. If he's been doing
  2876. what you say,
  2877.  
  2878. 640
  2879. 00:44:57,130 --> 00:44:59,767
  2880. then he needs to be reported.
  2881.  
  2882. 641
  2883. 00:45:02,737 --> 00:45:04,903
  2884. Okay.
  2885.  
  2886. 642
  2887. 00:45:04,905 --> 00:45:06,672
  2888. Now, you know what I did?
  2889.  
  2890. 643
  2891. 00:45:06,674 --> 00:45:09,142
  2892. I invited Chloe and her parents
  2893. for lunch tomorrow.
  2894.  
  2895. 644
  2896. 00:45:09,144 --> 00:45:12,145
  2897. And I was thinking it'd be fun
  2898. if you could join in.
  2899.  
  2900. 645
  2901. 00:45:12,147 --> 00:45:16,116
  2902. Missing one more day of class
  2903. ain't gonna end the world.
  2904.  
  2905. 646
  2906. 00:45:16,118 --> 00:45:18,520
  2907. You know, Jared...
  2908.  
  2909. 647
  2910. 00:45:18,522 --> 00:45:21,823
  2911. ...far as I can tell,
  2912.  
  2913. 648
  2914. 00:45:21,825 --> 00:45:24,426
  2915. we've only got
  2916. one God-given right,
  2917.  
  2918. 649
  2919. 00:45:24,428 --> 00:45:28,364
  2920. and that is when a man
  2921. and a woman come together,
  2922.  
  2923. 650
  2924. 00:45:28,366 --> 00:45:32,168
  2925. they may create life.
  2926.  
  2927. 651
  2928. 00:45:32,170 --> 00:45:35,171
  2929. You think how much God
  2930. must love mankind
  2931.  
  2932. 652
  2933. 00:45:35,173 --> 00:45:37,373
  2934. to give us that
  2935. awesome responsibility.
  2936.  
  2937. 653
  2938. 00:45:37,375 --> 00:45:39,376
  2939. Dad.
  2940.  
  2941. 654
  2942. 00:45:39,378 --> 00:45:42,449
  2943. It's really not true.
  2944.  
  2945. 655
  2946. 00:45:48,188 --> 00:45:52,191
  2947. You know what I think about
  2948. these type of games, too.
  2949.  
  2950. 656
  2951. 00:45:52,193 --> 00:45:55,828
  2952. Be respectful to your mother
  2953. when she calls.
  2954.  
  2955. 657
  2956. 00:45:55,830 --> 00:45:58,499
  2957. You come down and eat.
  2958.  
  2959. 658
  2960. 00:46:32,103 --> 00:46:34,938
  2961. - Honey.
  2962. - All right.
  2963.  
  2964. 659
  2965. 00:46:34,940 --> 00:46:36,874
  2966. You want me to stop
  2967. with the games?
  2968.  
  2969. 660
  2970. 00:46:36,876 --> 00:46:38,576
  2971. I'll stop with them.
  2972.  
  2973. 661
  2974. 00:46:38,578 --> 00:46:40,445
  2975. I broke up with Chloe.
  2976.  
  2977. 662
  2978. 00:46:40,447 --> 00:46:43,049
  2979. Because...
  2980.  
  2981. 663
  2982. 00:46:48,221 --> 00:46:53,194
  2983. We broke up because
  2984. I think it's true, about me.
  2985.  
  2986. 664
  2987. 00:46:55,029 --> 00:46:57,099
  2988. God help me.
  2989.  
  2990. 665
  2991. 00:46:58,867 --> 00:47:01,604
  2992. I think about men.
  2993.  
  2994. 666
  2995. 00:47:13,752 --> 00:47:16,488
  2996. I don't know why.
  2997.  
  2998. 667
  2999. 00:47:18,823 --> 00:47:21,493
  3000. I'm so sorry.
  3001.  
  3002. 668
  3003. 00:48:11,984 --> 00:48:13,718
  3004. God bless you, Pastor.
  3005.  
  3006. 669
  3007. 00:48:13,720 --> 00:48:15,019
  3008. Thank you, guys, for coming.
  3009.  
  3010. 670
  3011. 00:48:20,360 --> 00:48:24,127
  3012. I've had better days,
  3013. I can tell you that.
  3014.  
  3015. 671
  3016. 00:48:30,638 --> 00:48:33,472
  3017. Just a minute. Just a minute.
  3018.  
  3019. 672
  3020. 00:48:33,474 --> 00:48:36,009
  3021. - Mom?
  3022. - Hold on.
  3023.  
  3024. 673
  3025. 00:48:36,011 --> 00:48:38,045
  3026. All right.
  3027.  
  3028. 674
  3029. 00:48:41,383 --> 00:48:46,487
  3030. Wh... Why are Pastor Wilkes
  3031. and Jim Picard here?
  3032.  
  3033. 675
  3034. 00:48:46,489 --> 00:48:50,394
  3035. Pastor Wilkes has dealt with
  3036. this kind of thing before.
  3037.  
  3038. 676
  3039. 00:48:51,996 --> 00:48:57,733
  3040. Jim has a son, Eddie, who, um...
  3041. y-you were a little boy, but...
  3042.  
  3043. 677
  3044. 00:48:57,735 --> 00:48:59,702
  3045. Anyway.
  3046.  
  3047. 678
  3048. 00:48:59,704 --> 00:49:01,237
  3049. What'd they do to him?
  3050.  
  3051. 679
  3052. 00:49:01,239 --> 00:49:04,273
  3053. Oh, no. You silly thing.
  3054.  
  3055. 680
  3056. 00:49:04,275 --> 00:49:06,275
  3057. They didn't do anything to him.
  3058.  
  3059. 681
  3060. 00:49:06,277 --> 00:49:11,415
  3061. They did things for him,
  3062. all right?
  3063.  
  3064. 682
  3065. 00:49:11,417 --> 00:49:14,852
  3066. Just like they're gonna
  3067. do things for you.
  3068.  
  3069. 683
  3070. 00:49:14,854 --> 00:49:18,023
  3071. Your father's wondering...
  3072.  
  3073. 684
  3074. 00:49:18,025 --> 00:49:20,627
  3075. he's wondering how to help.
  3076.  
  3077. 685
  3078. 00:49:23,064 --> 00:49:24,930
  3079. Come here.
  3080.  
  3081. 686
  3082. 00:49:24,932 --> 00:49:27,467
  3083. It's all gonna be all right.
  3084.  
  3085. 687
  3086. 00:49:29,738 --> 00:49:32,372
  3087. We've got one question
  3088. for you, son.
  3089.  
  3090. 688
  3091. 00:49:32,374 --> 00:49:34,040
  3092. And then we're gonna
  3093. let you sleep.
  3094.  
  3095. 689
  3096. 00:49:34,042 --> 00:49:37,478
  3097. It's been a big day.
  3098.  
  3099. 690
  3100. 00:49:37,480 --> 00:49:41,649
  3101. I have shared our conversations
  3102.  
  3103. 691
  3104. 00:49:41,651 --> 00:49:43,652
  3105. with these two
  3106. fine upstanding men,
  3107.  
  3108. 692
  3109. 00:49:43,654 --> 00:49:46,456
  3110. and I have asked them
  3111. for their guidance.
  3112.  
  3113. 693
  3114. 00:49:48,257 --> 00:49:50,126
  3115. I can tell you right now,
  3116.  
  3117. 694
  3118. 00:49:50,128 --> 00:49:51,794
  3119. we don't have all the answers.
  3120.  
  3121. 695
  3122. 00:49:51,796 --> 00:49:57,067
  3123. But I do know that you gonna
  3124. hold the key to the next step.
  3125.  
  3126. 696
  3127. 00:49:57,069 --> 00:50:01,338
  3128. Your mother and I,
  3129. we cannot see
  3130.  
  3131. 697
  3132. 00:50:01,340 --> 00:50:04,241
  3133. a way that you can live
  3134. under this roof,
  3135.  
  3136. 698
  3137. 00:50:04,243 --> 00:50:07,579
  3138. attend service
  3139. and work at the dealership
  3140.  
  3141. 699
  3142. 00:50:07,581 --> 00:50:09,581
  3143. if you're gonna fundamentally
  3144.  
  3145. 700
  3146. 00:50:09,583 --> 00:50:12,917
  3147. go against the grain
  3148. of our beliefs.
  3149.  
  3150. 701
  3151. 00:50:12,919 --> 00:50:15,454
  3152. And against God himself.
  3153.  
  3154. 702
  3155. 00:50:15,456 --> 00:50:19,794
  3156. I'm gonna ask you
  3157. that question now, son.
  3158.  
  3159. 703
  3160. 00:50:23,297 --> 00:50:25,601
  3161. In your heart...
  3162.  
  3163. 704
  3164. 00:50:28,104 --> 00:50:30,840
  3165. ...do you want to change?
  3166.  
  3167. 705
  3168. 00:50:50,897 --> 00:50:53,396
  3169. Yes.
  3170.  
  3171. 706
  3172. 00:50:53,398 --> 00:50:55,835
  3173. Yes, I want to change.
  3174.  
  3175. 707
  3176. 00:50:59,405 --> 00:51:01,640
  3177. Come a little closer, son.
  3178.  
  3179. 708
  3180. 00:51:01,642 --> 00:51:04,543
  3181. Pastor Wilkes,
  3182.  
  3183. 709
  3184. 00:51:04,545 --> 00:51:08,747
  3185. could you ask Jesus
  3186. to shine his light
  3187.  
  3188. 710
  3189. 00:51:08,749 --> 00:51:12,484
  3190. on my boy at this time?
  3191.  
  3192. 711
  3193. 00:51:12,486 --> 00:51:15,989
  3194. Heavenly Father, I ask
  3195. your blessing for this family.
  3196.  
  3197. 712
  3198. 00:51:15,991 --> 00:51:17,658
  3199. Give them strength.
  3200.  
  3201. 713
  3202. 00:51:17,660 --> 00:51:23,330
  3203. Unleash your power
  3204. for one of your flock, Jared,
  3205.  
  3206. 714
  3207. 00:51:23,332 --> 00:51:25,433
  3208. who has lost his way.
  3209.  
  3210. 715
  3211. 00:51:25,435 --> 00:51:28,938
  3212. We pray, Lord,
  3213. that you make him pure
  3214.  
  3215. 716
  3216. 00:51:28,940 --> 00:51:32,208
  3217. and that you return him
  3218. safely back to us
  3219.  
  3220. 717
  3221. 00:51:32,210 --> 00:51:34,542
  3222. and see that the errors
  3223. of his way
  3224.  
  3225. 718
  3226. 00:51:34,544 --> 00:51:38,715
  3227. are nothing more than
  3228. a momentary straying.
  3229.  
  3230. 719
  3231. 00:51:38,717 --> 00:51:41,518
  3232. We pray that he see
  3233. the path of faith
  3234.  
  3235. 720
  3236. 00:51:41,520 --> 00:51:45,755
  3237. <i>and that he strive to be honest</i>
  3238.  
  3239. 721
  3240. 00:51:45,757 --> 00:51:49,962
  3241. <i>and that he then find the joy
  3242. of a new life.</i>
  3243.  
  3244. 722
  3245. 00:51:49,964 --> 00:51:52,064
  3246. <i>In his name we pray.</i>
  3247.  
  3248. 723
  3249. 00:51:52,066 --> 00:51:53,764
  3250. <i>Amen.</i>
  3251.  
  3252. 724
  3253. 00:51:53,766 --> 00:51:55,468
  3254. Jared.
  3255.  
  3256. 725
  3257. 00:52:00,541 --> 00:52:02,809
  3258. How's college treating you?
  3259.  
  3260. 726
  3261. 00:52:02,811 --> 00:52:05,211
  3262. Ah, it's going good. Yeah.
  3263.  
  3264. 727
  3265. 00:52:05,213 --> 00:52:07,947
  3266. - It's good.
  3267. - Your father's asked me
  3268.  
  3269. 728
  3270. 00:52:07,949 --> 00:52:10,253
  3271. to take some of your blood.
  3272.  
  3273. 729
  3274. 00:52:13,056 --> 00:52:17,393
  3275. He wants me to... to check
  3276. for testosterone levels.
  3277.  
  3278. 730
  3279. 00:52:20,130 --> 00:52:23,465
  3280. I'm in a bit of
  3281. a bind here, Jared,
  3282.  
  3283. 731
  3284. 00:52:23,467 --> 00:52:25,768
  3285. and I-I said this
  3286. to your mother, too.
  3287.  
  3288. 732
  3289. 00:52:25,770 --> 00:52:29,906
  3290. Now, I am a religious woman,
  3291. there's-there's no-no question,
  3292.  
  3293. 733
  3294. 00:52:29,908 --> 00:52:32,942
  3295. but I have also been
  3296. to medical school,
  3297.  
  3298. 734
  3299. 00:52:32,944 --> 00:52:37,447
  3300. and... well, you could say that
  3301. I hold science in one hand
  3302.  
  3303. 735
  3304. 00:52:37,449 --> 00:52:40,251
  3305. and God in the other,
  3306. and that is not always
  3307.  
  3308. 736
  3309. 00:52:40,253 --> 00:52:42,687
  3310. an easy balance.
  3311.  
  3312. 737
  3313. 00:52:42,689 --> 00:52:46,491
  3314. And I know that everybody would
  3315. like for me to say otherwise
  3316.  
  3317. 738
  3318. 00:52:46,493 --> 00:52:50,095
  3319. and send you down
  3320. to the pharmacy for a-a pill
  3321.  
  3322. 739
  3323. 00:52:50,097 --> 00:52:53,999
  3324. that would magically fix you,
  3325. but that's not gonna happen.
  3326.  
  3327. 740
  3328. 00:52:54,001 --> 00:52:56,269
  3329. But I'm gonna take your blood,
  3330. and I know,
  3331.  
  3332. 741
  3333. 00:52:56,271 --> 00:52:58,271
  3334. I know what it's gonna show me.
  3335.  
  3336. 742
  3337. 00:52:58,273 --> 00:53:00,606
  3338. That you are
  3339. a perfectly normal,
  3340.  
  3341. 743
  3342. 00:53:00,608 --> 00:53:03,010
  3343. very healthy teenage boy.
  3344.  
  3345. 744
  3346. 00:53:03,012 --> 00:53:06,347
  3347. Jared, it's-it's not my place
  3348.  
  3349. 745
  3350. 00:53:06,349 --> 00:53:09,283
  3351. to tell you
  3352. that your parents are wrong,
  3353.  
  3354. 746
  3355. 00:53:09,285 --> 00:53:12,687
  3356. but let's say
  3357. that they are wrong.
  3358.  
  3359. 747
  3360. 00:53:12,689 --> 00:53:14,690
  3361. I understand
  3362. your father signed you up
  3363.  
  3364. 748
  3365. 00:53:14,692 --> 00:53:17,626
  3366. for a program next month.
  3367.  
  3368. 749
  3369. 00:53:17,628 --> 00:53:23,866
  3370. Whatever happens next,
  3371. it is still your choice.
  3372.  
  3373. 750
  3374. 00:53:23,868 --> 00:53:27,972
  3375. It may not feel that way,
  3376. but it is.
  3377.  
  3378. 751
  3379. 00:53:27,974 --> 00:53:29,974
  3380. You're 18.
  3381.  
  3382. 752
  3383. 00:53:29,976 --> 00:53:34,478
  3384. Do you have anything
  3385. that you'd...
  3386.  
  3387. 753
  3388. 00:53:34,480 --> 00:53:38,016
  3389. you'd like to say to me?
  3390.  
  3391. 754
  3392. 00:53:38,018 --> 00:53:41,655
  3393. Any-any questions?
  3394.  
  3395. 755
  3396. 00:53:44,758 --> 00:53:46,660
  3397. No.
  3398.  
  3399. 756
  3400. 00:53:50,332 --> 00:53:52,432
  3401. Jared?
  3402.  
  3403. 757
  3404. 00:53:52,434 --> 00:53:54,370
  3405. Morning.
  3406.  
  3407. 758
  3408. 00:54:05,449 --> 00:54:11,186
  3409. So... I wanted to talk to you
  3410. about these.
  3411.  
  3412. 759
  3413. 00:54:11,188 --> 00:54:13,189
  3414. Uh, your writing?
  3415.  
  3416. 760
  3417. 00:54:13,191 --> 00:54:18,362
  3418. This, uh,
  3419. "Remy and Lucy met at midnight
  3420.  
  3421. 761
  3422. 00:54:18,364 --> 00:54:22,966
  3423. under the stars
  3424. on Willow Street."
  3425.  
  3426. 762
  3427. 00:54:22,968 --> 00:54:26,704
  3428. What-what...
  3429. tell me about these.
  3430.  
  3431. 763
  3432. 00:54:26,706 --> 00:54:29,910
  3433. Well, it's-it's just,
  3434. it's-it's a story.
  3435.  
  3436. 764
  3437. 00:54:31,712 --> 00:54:35,080
  3438. It's a love story about
  3439. a boy and a girl, correct?
  3440.  
  3441. 765
  3442. 00:54:35,082 --> 00:54:36,715
  3443. - Yeah.
  3444. - But were you
  3445.  
  3446. 766
  3447. 00:54:36,717 --> 00:54:41,120
  3448. thinking about two boys
  3449. when you wrote this?
  3450.  
  3451. 767
  3452. 00:54:41,122 --> 00:54:42,655
  3453. No.
  3454.  
  3455. 768
  3456. 00:54:42,657 --> 00:54:44,557
  3457. I mean, be honest.
  3458.  
  3459. 769
  3460. 00:54:44,559 --> 00:54:47,760
  3461. No. It's just a story.
  3462.  
  3463. 770
  3464. 00:54:47,762 --> 00:54:50,733
  3465. It's just an assignment
  3466. for college.
  3467.  
  3468. 771
  3469. 00:54:52,568 --> 00:54:54,903
  3470. Jared, I've seen your
  3471. reading list for college.
  3472.  
  3473. 772
  3474. 00:54:54,905 --> 00:54:56,838
  3475. I have it here, and listen,
  3476.  
  3477. 773
  3478. 00:54:56,840 --> 00:54:59,441
  3479. <i>The Picture of Dorian Gray,
  3480. Lolita,</i>
  3481.  
  3482. 774
  3483. 00:54:59,443 --> 00:55:01,911
  3484. I-I mean, some of
  3485. th-these books, Jared,
  3486.  
  3487. 775
  3488. 00:55:01,913 --> 00:55:03,846
  3489. considering everything that's
  3490. going on for you right now,
  3491.  
  3492. 776
  3493. 00:55:03,848 --> 00:55:05,915
  3494. I don't know that college
  3495. is really the best thing
  3496.  
  3497. 777
  3498. 00:55:05,917 --> 00:55:08,087
  3499. for you to be pursuing at all.
  3500.  
  3501. 778
  3502. 00:55:09,088 --> 00:55:10,753
  3503. A year with us may be
  3504.  
  3505. 779
  3506. 00:55:10,755 --> 00:55:13,759
  3507. a much, much better use
  3508. of your time.
  3509.  
  3510. 780
  3511. 00:55:15,594 --> 00:55:19,430
  3512. Given everything that I see.
  3513.  
  3514. 781
  3515. 00:55:19,432 --> 00:55:22,436
  3516. And everything that's at stake.
  3517.  
  3518. 782
  3519. 00:55:24,003 --> 00:55:28,607
  3520. And I'm willing to say that
  3521. to your parents.
  3522.  
  3523. 783
  3524. 00:55:28,609 --> 00:55:30,943
  3525. Listen, I've had many
  3526. wonderful conversations
  3527.  
  3528. 784
  3529. 00:55:30,945 --> 00:55:32,611
  3530. with your parents...
  3531. lovely people.
  3532.  
  3533. 785
  3534. 00:55:32,613 --> 00:55:35,515
  3535. So, I know some of the story,
  3536.  
  3537. 786
  3538. 00:55:35,517 --> 00:55:39,186
  3539. and I know that there is
  3540. quite a discrepancy
  3541.  
  3542. 787
  3543. 00:55:39,188 --> 00:55:43,824
  3544. between what they were told
  3545. and what you said.
  3546.  
  3547. 788
  3548. 00:55:43,826 --> 00:55:46,727
  3549. And you got to understand that
  3550.  
  3551. 789
  3552. 00:55:46,729 --> 00:55:48,696
  3553. they don't know
  3554. what to believe,
  3555.  
  3556. 790
  3557. 00:55:48,698 --> 00:55:51,633
  3558. and that's very troubling
  3559. for them.
  3560.  
  3561. 791
  3562. 00:55:51,635 --> 00:55:54,836
  3563. But I think that you and I know
  3564.  
  3565. 792
  3566. 00:55:54,838 --> 00:55:57,907
  3567. that there is a whole lot more
  3568. to the story,
  3569.  
  3570. 793
  3571. 00:55:57,909 --> 00:56:02,548
  3572. and, you know, we're not here
  3573. on mere thoughts alone.
  3574.  
  3575. 794
  3576. 00:56:05,985 --> 00:56:09,153
  3577. Jared, the-the people who get
  3578. the most out of this place
  3579.  
  3580. 795
  3581. 00:56:09,155 --> 00:56:13,425
  3582. are the people that are just
  3583. really brave and-and honest
  3584.  
  3585. 796
  3586. 00:56:13,427 --> 00:56:17,096
  3587. and-and lay everything on
  3588. the table, ugly as it seems,
  3589.  
  3590. 797
  3591. 00:56:17,098 --> 00:56:20,234
  3592. and-and fess up
  3593. to what God already sees.
  3594.  
  3595. 798
  3596. 00:56:22,403 --> 00:56:25,405
  3597. And then I can
  3598. really truly assess
  3599.  
  3600. 799
  3601. 00:56:25,407 --> 00:56:27,943
  3602. what is the best future
  3603. for you.
  3604.  
  3605. 800
  3606. 00:56:30,946 --> 00:56:32,948
  3607. Okay, son?
  3608.  
  3609. 801
  3610. 00:56:35,418 --> 00:56:39,288
  3611. Yeah. Yeah.
  3612.  
  3613. 802
  3614. 00:56:40,624 --> 00:56:43,258
  3615. <i>Dear Heavenly Father,</i>
  3616.  
  3617. 803
  3618. 00:56:43,260 --> 00:56:46,962
  3619. <i>today I ask your forgiveness
  3620. for my sins.</i>
  3621.  
  3622. 804
  3623. 00:56:46,964 --> 00:56:49,533
  3624. <i>For a year, we lived together
  3625. under the cover</i>
  3626.  
  3627. 805
  3628. 00:56:49,535 --> 00:56:50,869
  3629. <i>of being roommates.</i>
  3630.  
  3631. 806
  3632. 00:56:51,703 --> 00:56:54,103
  3633. But in reality, the whole time,
  3634.  
  3635. 807
  3636. 00:56:54,105 --> 00:56:56,940
  3637. I was committing
  3638. the sin of sodomy.
  3639.  
  3640. 808
  3641. 00:56:56,942 --> 00:56:58,875
  3642. And then my family
  3643. discovered the truth
  3644.  
  3645. 809
  3646. 00:56:58,877 --> 00:57:00,811
  3647. and brought me back
  3648. to my senses.
  3649.  
  3650. 810
  3651. 00:57:00,813 --> 00:57:04,149
  3652. They helped me realize
  3653. that I was fooling myself.
  3654.  
  3655. 811
  3656. 00:57:04,151 --> 00:57:07,719
  3657. That I was being fooled.
  3658.  
  3659. 812
  3660. 00:57:07,721 --> 00:57:09,955
  3661. That I was seduced
  3662. into a life of sin
  3663.  
  3664. 813
  3665. 00:57:09,957 --> 00:57:11,890
  3666. by all sorts of sinful people.
  3667.  
  3668. 814
  3669. 00:57:11,892 --> 00:57:14,060
  3670. And I knew in my heart
  3671.  
  3672. 815
  3673. 00:57:14,062 --> 00:57:16,597
  3674. that I had forsaken Jesus
  3675. for Satan.
  3676.  
  3677. 816
  3678. 00:57:16,599 --> 00:57:18,231
  3679. But now...
  3680.  
  3681. 817
  3682. 00:57:21,604 --> 00:57:23,503
  3683. ...I am awake to my sins.
  3684.  
  3685. 818
  3686. 00:57:23,505 --> 00:57:25,473
  3687. I'm enlightened.
  3688.  
  3689. 819
  3690. 00:57:25,475 --> 00:57:27,575
  3691. I'm here with all of you.
  3692.  
  3693. 820
  3694. 00:57:27,577 --> 00:57:31,948
  3695. And I am disgusted at
  3696. the person that I once was.
  3697.  
  3698. 821
  3699. 00:57:33,783 --> 00:57:37,786
  3700. I want to ask God
  3701. for his forgiveness,
  3702.  
  3703. 822
  3704. 00:57:37,788 --> 00:57:40,290
  3705. and I want to thank
  3706. all of you guys,
  3707.  
  3708. 823
  3709. 00:57:40,292 --> 00:57:41,857
  3710. especially you, Mr. Sykes,
  3711.  
  3712. 824
  3713. 00:57:41,859 --> 00:57:45,428
  3714. for helping me get back
  3715. on the path to righteousness.
  3716.  
  3717. 825
  3718. 00:57:45,430 --> 00:57:47,497
  3719. We love you, Gary.
  3720.  
  3721. 826
  3722. 00:57:47,499 --> 00:57:50,434
  3723. We love you, Gary.
  3724.  
  3725. 827
  3726. 00:58:03,851 --> 00:58:07,220
  3727. Please don't do that, honey.
  3728. You know I don't...
  3729.  
  3730. 828
  3731. 00:58:07,222 --> 00:58:10,223
  3732. Mom, who did that happen to
  3733. and when? Seriously.
  3734.  
  3735. 829
  3736. 00:58:10,225 --> 00:58:11,790
  3737. Do you know?
  3738.  
  3739. 830
  3740. 00:58:11,792 --> 00:58:13,827
  3741. Do you actually know
  3742. who that happened to?
  3743.  
  3744. 831
  3745. 00:58:16,733 --> 00:58:20,968
  3746. It never happened.
  3747.  
  3748. 832
  3749. 00:58:23,039 --> 00:58:25,807
  3750. Parents want to
  3751. protect their kids.
  3752.  
  3753. 833
  3754. 00:58:25,809 --> 00:58:27,543
  3755. So they feed them lies.
  3756.  
  3757. 834
  3758. 00:58:27,545 --> 00:58:29,145
  3759. I think that they're okay lies.
  3760.  
  3761. 835
  3762. 00:58:29,147 --> 00:58:33,549
  3763. What? Like not telling me
  3764. how long I might be here for?
  3765.  
  3766. 836
  3767. 00:58:33,551 --> 00:58:37,054
  3768. You know, the whole thing
  3769. you and Dad are paying for here
  3770.  
  3771. 837
  3772. 00:58:37,056 --> 00:58:40,357
  3773. is all about how messed up
  3774. we are by our parents.
  3775.  
  3776. 838
  3777. 00:58:40,359 --> 00:58:41,391
  3778. They want to know about you.
  3779.  
  3780. 839
  3781. 00:58:41,393 --> 00:58:43,393
  3782. That's why you can't know
  3783. all about it,
  3784.  
  3785. 840
  3786. 00:58:43,395 --> 00:58:45,829
  3787. 'cause then they wouldn't
  3788. get their money out of you.
  3789.  
  3790. 841
  3791. 00:58:45,831 --> 00:58:49,000
  3792. What have I ever
  3793. done to you? Hmm?
  3794.  
  3795. 842
  3796. 00:58:49,002 --> 00:58:53,038
  3797. Talk about me all you want.
  3798. My conscience is clean.
  3799.  
  3800. 843
  3801. 00:59:00,581 --> 00:59:03,784
  3802. Honey.
  3803.  
  3804. 844
  3805. 00:59:20,871 --> 00:59:24,272
  3806. I'm gonna go for a run.
  3807. Is that okay, Mom?
  3808.  
  3809. 845
  3810. 00:59:24,274 --> 00:59:26,044
  3811. Mm-hmm.
  3812.  
  3813. 846
  3814. 01:00:21,873 --> 01:00:23,375
  3815. Fuck you!
  3816.  
  3817. 847
  3818. 01:00:26,512 --> 01:00:28,512
  3819. Fuck you!
  3820.  
  3821. 848
  3822. 01:00:36,122 --> 01:00:37,989
  3823. Fuck you!
  3824.  
  3825. 849
  3826. 01:00:41,995 --> 01:00:43,962
  3827. Please, please
  3828. give me strength.
  3829.  
  3830. 850
  3831. 01:00:43,964 --> 01:00:46,332
  3832. I need your help.
  3833.  
  3834. 851
  3835. 01:00:46,334 --> 01:00:49,405
  3836. Amen.
  3837.  
  3838. 852
  3839. 01:01:04,822 --> 01:01:08,324
  3840. I'm reading it. No debate.
  3841.  
  3842. 853
  3843. 01:01:08,326 --> 01:01:10,827
  3844. I have a right to know
  3845. what they're teaching you.
  3846.  
  3847. 854
  3848. 01:01:10,829 --> 01:01:12,696
  3849. I don't see why anyone
  3850. would read it
  3851.  
  3852. 855
  3853. 01:01:12,698 --> 01:01:14,331
  3854. unless you absolutely had to.
  3855.  
  3856. 856
  3857. 01:01:14,333 --> 01:01:17,033
  3858. I need to know what's inside.
  3859.  
  3860. 857
  3861. 01:01:17,035 --> 01:01:20,270
  3862. There are tons of
  3863. spelling errors in it.
  3864.  
  3865. 858
  3866. 01:01:20,272 --> 01:01:23,574
  3867. I almost want to mark up
  3868. a copy for them.
  3869.  
  3870. 859
  3871. 01:01:23,576 --> 01:01:25,878
  3872. But that would take away
  3873. the only real enjoyment
  3874.  
  3875. 860
  3876. 01:01:25,880 --> 01:01:27,613
  3877. you get from reading it,
  3878.  
  3879. 861
  3880. 01:01:27,615 --> 01:01:33,254
  3881. 'cause I guess it's... actually
  3882. not much fun to be there.
  3883.  
  3884. 862
  3885. 01:01:36,123 --> 01:01:37,925
  3886. And I'm starting to wonder
  3887.  
  3888. 863
  3889. 01:01:37,927 --> 01:01:40,426
  3890. whether it's really
  3891. gonna change me.
  3892.  
  3893. 864
  3894. 01:02:01,052 --> 01:02:06,291
  3895. "We always come back
  3896. to Dog's true design."
  3897.  
  3898. 865
  3899. 01:02:11,897 --> 01:02:14,501
  3900. Almighty Dog.
  3901.  
  3902. 866
  3903. 01:02:46,537 --> 01:02:49,005
  3904. Welcome to God Versus Science.
  3905.  
  3906. 867
  3907. 01:02:53,210 --> 01:02:55,112
  3908. Thank you.
  3909.  
  3910. 868
  3911. 01:02:59,952 --> 01:03:01,619
  3912. Look up there...
  3913.  
  3914. 869
  3915. 01:03:01,621 --> 01:03:04,457
  3916. Welcome to this exhibit.
  3917.  
  3918. 870
  3919. 01:03:38,062 --> 01:03:40,663
  3920. <i>Where are you from, Xavier?</i>
  3921.  
  3922. 871
  3923. 01:03:40,665 --> 01:03:43,198
  3924. I was born in Vienna.
  3925.  
  3926. 872
  3927. 01:03:43,200 --> 01:03:48,203
  3928. I ended up in Canada,
  3929. and now I'm here.
  3930.  
  3931. 873
  3932. 01:03:55,915 --> 01:03:57,915
  3933. Do you believe in God?
  3934.  
  3935. 874
  3936. 01:03:57,917 --> 01:04:01,420
  3937. I do, yeah.
  3938.  
  3939. 875
  3940. 01:04:01,422 --> 01:04:03,755
  3941. Wow.
  3942.  
  3943. 876
  3944. 01:04:03,757 --> 01:04:08,195
  3945. I question it, but I still
  3946. believe in God, yeah.
  3947.  
  3948. 877
  3949. 01:04:15,137 --> 01:04:18,539
  3950. Who created the Earth?
  3951.  
  3952. 878
  3953. 01:04:18,541 --> 01:04:20,710
  3954. You like a little
  3955. small talk, huh?
  3956.  
  3957. 879
  3958. 01:04:22,812 --> 01:04:25,480
  3959. Do you believe in the Devil?
  3960.  
  3961. 880
  3962. 01:04:28,986 --> 01:04:31,755
  3963. Does he look like me?
  3964.  
  3965. 881
  3966. 01:04:32,924 --> 01:04:34,726
  3967. I don't know.
  3968.  
  3969. 882
  3970. 01:04:50,944 --> 01:04:53,511
  3971. Do you know Job from the Bible?
  3972.  
  3973. 883
  3974. 01:04:53,513 --> 01:04:56,414
  3975. Not personally.
  3976.  
  3977. 884
  3978. 01:04:56,416 --> 01:04:59,785
  3979. I hear he's not great company,
  3980. always complaining.
  3981.  
  3982. 885
  3983. 01:05:03,759 --> 01:05:05,759
  3984. I-I imagine I'm him sometimes.
  3985.  
  3986. 886
  3987. 01:05:05,761 --> 01:05:10,330
  3988. And that God and the Devil
  3989. are having a bet over me.
  3990.  
  3991. 887
  3992. 01:05:10,332 --> 01:05:12,800
  3993. That one day
  3994. God will let-let me in
  3995.  
  3996. 888
  3997. 01:05:12,802 --> 01:05:16,807
  3998. on the experiment
  3999. he was having to test me.
  4000.  
  4001. 889
  4002. 01:05:18,842 --> 01:05:21,544
  4003. I think we're our own God.
  4004.  
  4005. 890
  4006. 01:05:23,346 --> 01:05:26,549
  4007. I mean, I think he's in us.
  4008.  
  4009. 891
  4010. 01:05:26,551 --> 01:05:33,225
  4011. In all of us, not... you know,
  4012. somewhere hiding and watching.
  4013.  
  4014. 892
  4015. 01:05:44,871 --> 01:05:47,739
  4016. Stay with me.
  4017.  
  4018. 893
  4019. 01:05:47,741 --> 01:05:50,876
  4020. Nothing needs to happen.
  4021.  
  4022. 894
  4023. 01:05:50,878 --> 01:05:52,880
  4024. I swear.
  4025.  
  4026. 895
  4027. 01:05:55,650 --> 01:05:59,085
  4028. I'll prove to you
  4029. that God won't strike you down.
  4030.  
  4031. 896
  4032. 01:06:35,862 --> 01:06:38,197
  4033. You wronged me, Dad, and I...
  4034.  
  4035. 897
  4036. 01:06:38,199 --> 01:06:41,033
  4037. - and I hate the way that...
  4038. - Louder, Cameron.
  4039.  
  4040. 898
  4041. 01:06:41,035 --> 01:06:42,534
  4042. Can't hear you.
  4043.  
  4044. 899
  4045. 01:06:42,536 --> 01:06:46,038
  4046. Come on. I'll bring him closer.
  4047. There he is.
  4048.  
  4049. 900
  4050. 01:06:46,040 --> 01:06:47,606
  4051. You wronged me, Dad,
  4052.  
  4053. 901
  4054. 01:06:47,608 --> 01:06:50,376
  4055. and I hate you for the way
  4056. that you, that you treated me
  4057.  
  4058. 902
  4059. 01:06:50,378 --> 01:06:52,246
  4060. since you found out
  4061. about my problems.
  4062.  
  4063. 903
  4064. 01:06:52,248 --> 01:06:55,415
  4065. No, about your sin. Say that.
  4066.  
  4067. 904
  4068. 01:06:55,417 --> 01:06:58,652
  4069. "About my sins." Go!
  4070.  
  4071. 905
  4072. 01:07:02,559 --> 01:07:05,363
  4073. "About my sins."
  4074. Come on, Cameron.
  4075.  
  4076. 906
  4077. 01:07:07,497 --> 01:07:12,235
  4078. "My homosexual sins."
  4079. Come on, Cameron!
  4080.  
  4081. 907
  4082. 01:07:12,237 --> 01:07:14,503
  4083. - Cameron!
  4084. - I can go.
  4085.  
  4086. 908
  4087. 01:07:14,505 --> 01:07:16,573
  4088. - I don't, I don't mind...
  4089. - No, no, no, no.
  4090.  
  4091. 909
  4092. 01:07:16,575 --> 01:07:19,242
  4093. Jared, everybody gets a turn.
  4094. This is Cameron's turn.
  4095.  
  4096. 910
  4097. 01:07:19,244 --> 01:07:21,411
  4098. "About my sins!" Come on!
  4099.  
  4100. 911
  4101. 01:07:21,413 --> 01:07:23,613
  4102. Found out about my sins.
  4103.  
  4104. 912
  4105. 01:07:23,615 --> 01:07:27,685
  4106. I hate that you never listen
  4107. to me or acknowledge me.
  4108.  
  4109. 913
  4110. 01:07:27,687 --> 01:07:29,420
  4111. And when you do acknowledge me,
  4112.  
  4113. 914
  4114. 01:07:29,422 --> 01:07:31,522
  4115. it's to make fun of me
  4116. in front of my friends.
  4117.  
  4118. 915
  4119. 01:07:31,524 --> 01:07:33,759
  4120. "It's to make fun of me."
  4121.  
  4122. 916
  4123. 01:07:33,761 --> 01:07:35,928
  4124. To make fun of me
  4125. in front of my friends.
  4126.  
  4127. 917
  4128. 01:07:35,930 --> 01:07:38,665
  4129. And that, and that time
  4130. that you told me
  4131.  
  4132. 918
  4133. 01:07:38,667 --> 01:07:40,867
  4134. that you wished
  4135. I'd never been born?
  4136.  
  4137. 919
  4138. 01:07:40,869 --> 01:07:43,438
  4139. That really hurt me.
  4140.  
  4141. 920
  4142. 01:07:48,278 --> 01:07:51,046
  4143. Cameron...
  4144.  
  4145. 921
  4146. 01:07:51,048 --> 01:07:54,115
  4147. now, you say that you're angry,
  4148.  
  4149. 922
  4150. 01:07:54,117 --> 01:07:59,521
  4151. but, quite frankly,
  4152. I don't really see it.
  4153.  
  4154. 923
  4155. 01:07:59,523 --> 01:08:01,991
  4156. Well, what's going on
  4157. in there, Cameron?
  4158.  
  4159. 924
  4160. 01:08:01,993 --> 01:08:04,060
  4161. Huh?
  4162.  
  4163. 925
  4164. 01:08:04,062 --> 01:08:06,062
  4165. Do you want to change?
  4166.  
  4167. 926
  4168. 01:08:06,064 --> 01:08:09,065
  4169. Now, you're gonna wish
  4170. you hadn't have been born, son,
  4171.  
  4172. 927
  4173. 01:08:09,067 --> 01:08:14,671
  4174. because God will not love you
  4175. the way that you are right now.
  4176.  
  4177. 928
  4178. 01:08:14,673 --> 01:08:18,009
  4179. Unless you really
  4180. want to change.
  4181.  
  4182. 929
  4183. 01:08:18,011 --> 01:08:20,680
  4184. Well? Come on.
  4185.  
  4186. 930
  4187. 01:08:28,155 --> 01:08:30,022
  4188. Well, I guess not.
  4189.  
  4190. 931
  4191. 01:08:30,024 --> 01:08:31,657
  4192. I guess not. Okay.
  4193.  
  4194. 932
  4195. 01:08:31,659 --> 01:08:34,827
  4196. Let's take a break.
  4197.  
  4198. 933
  4199. 01:08:34,829 --> 01:08:38,332
  4200. And you are gonna stay here
  4201. until you're ready to go!
  4202.  
  4203. 934
  4204. 01:08:38,334 --> 01:08:42,203
  4205. Everybody but Cameron,
  4206. take a break.
  4207.  
  4208. 935
  4209. 01:08:45,608 --> 01:08:48,846
  4210. I don't care
  4211. if you sit there all day, son.
  4212.  
  4213. 936
  4214. 01:09:07,467 --> 01:09:09,467
  4215. <i>Is this all a game to you?</i>
  4216.  
  4217. 937
  4218. 01:09:09,469 --> 01:09:11,371
  4219. <i>What do you mean?</i>
  4220.  
  4221. 938
  4222. 01:09:12,373 --> 01:09:14,139
  4223. Listen, man.
  4224.  
  4225. 939
  4226. 01:09:14,141 --> 01:09:16,208
  4227. You got to think about
  4228. why you went there.
  4229.  
  4230. 940
  4231. 01:09:16,210 --> 01:09:19,711
  4232. You're trying to bail him out?
  4233. Seriously?
  4234.  
  4235. 941
  4236. 01:09:19,713 --> 01:09:21,546
  4237. And touching him like that?
  4238.  
  4239. 942
  4240. 01:09:21,548 --> 01:09:23,715
  4241. Do you think no one saw?
  4242.  
  4243. 943
  4244. 01:09:23,717 --> 01:09:26,653
  4245. You saw him.
  4246. He was very upset.
  4247.  
  4248. 944
  4249. 01:09:26,655 --> 01:09:29,823
  4250. - I didn't mean anything by it.
  4251. - I should report you.
  4252.  
  4253. 945
  4254. 01:09:29,825 --> 01:09:32,893
  4255. True ownership, man. Okay?
  4256.  
  4257. 946
  4258. 01:09:32,895 --> 01:09:35,996
  4259. This is what moral inventory
  4260. is all about.
  4261.  
  4262. 947
  4263. 01:09:35,998 --> 01:09:39,600
  4264. And you got to quit
  4265. staring at me all the time.
  4266.  
  4267. 948
  4268. 01:09:39,602 --> 01:09:42,304
  4269. These are the urges
  4270. that we got to stamp out.
  4271.  
  4272. 949
  4273. 01:09:42,306 --> 01:09:45,941
  4274. Okay? You got to control this.
  4275.  
  4276. 950
  4277. 01:09:45,943 --> 01:09:48,912
  4278. - Do you even want this to work?
  4279. - Of course I do.
  4280.  
  4281. 951
  4282. 01:09:48,914 --> 01:09:50,847
  4283. We're all trying
  4284. to make this work.
  4285.  
  4286. 952
  4287. 01:09:50,849 --> 01:09:53,517
  4288. I'm having a tough time, too,
  4289. just like you are.
  4290.  
  4291. 953
  4292. 01:09:53,519 --> 01:09:55,519
  4293. Listen, I'm fine.
  4294.  
  4295. 954
  4296. 01:10:03,263 --> 01:10:05,532
  4297. Doesn't seem like it.
  4298.  
  4299. 955
  4300. 01:10:27,656 --> 01:10:29,491
  4301. Hey, what are you
  4302. doing in here alone?
  4303.  
  4304. 956
  4305. 01:10:29,493 --> 01:10:32,628
  4306. You're meant to attend bathroom
  4307. breaks with a staff member.
  4308.  
  4309. 957
  4310. 01:10:37,969 --> 01:10:40,638
  4311. What?
  4312. Now you don't have to pee?
  4313.  
  4314. 958
  4315. 01:10:44,809 --> 01:10:47,012
  4316. Or are you gonna do
  4317. something solo?
  4318.  
  4319. 959
  4320. 01:10:48,647 --> 01:10:51,151
  4321. That's why
  4322. they make them rules.
  4323.  
  4324. 960
  4325. 01:10:53,652 --> 01:10:56,320
  4326. Not to be trusted.
  4327.  
  4328. 961
  4329. 01:10:56,322 --> 01:10:58,825
  4330. Not at this stage of the game.
  4331.  
  4332. 962
  4333. 01:11:02,163 --> 01:11:04,364
  4334. Hmm.
  4335.  
  4336. 963
  4337. 01:11:04,366 --> 01:11:07,500
  4338. Sounds like Morse code.
  4339.  
  4340. 964
  4341. 01:11:07,502 --> 01:11:10,270
  4342. Sending me a message...
  4343.  
  4344. 965
  4345. 01:11:10,272 --> 01:11:12,339
  4346. faggot?
  4347.  
  4348. 966
  4349. 01:11:58,659 --> 01:12:01,563
  4350. Starting to see it
  4351. for what it is?
  4352.  
  4353. 967
  4354. 01:12:07,403 --> 01:12:09,403
  4355. Are you okay?
  4356.  
  4357. 968
  4358. 01:12:09,405 --> 01:12:13,475
  4359. I'm fine. I'm fine.
  4360.  
  4361. 969
  4362. 01:12:13,477 --> 01:12:16,146
  4363. I'm gonna give you some advice.
  4364.  
  4365. 970
  4366. 01:12:19,316 --> 01:12:21,683
  4367. Play the part.
  4368.  
  4369. 971
  4370. 01:12:21,685 --> 01:12:24,754
  4371. Show 'em it's working.
  4372.  
  4373. 972
  4374. 01:12:24,756 --> 01:12:26,958
  4375. You're getting better.
  4376.  
  4377. 973
  4378. 01:12:29,528 --> 01:12:32,929
  4379. Fake it until you make it,
  4380. right?
  4381.  
  4382. 974
  4383. 01:12:32,931 --> 01:12:34,764
  4384. You don't want to end up
  4385.  
  4386. 975
  4387. 01:12:34,766 --> 01:12:38,670
  4388. in one of those houses
  4389. for any length of time.
  4390.  
  4391. 976
  4392. 01:12:38,672 --> 01:12:41,306
  4393. I've heard the stories,
  4394. and they're not good.
  4395.  
  4396. 977
  4397. 01:12:41,308 --> 01:12:44,676
  4398. And that's where
  4399. you're likely gonna end up.
  4400.  
  4401. 978
  4402. 01:12:44,678 --> 01:12:47,279
  4403. Sarah's already there.
  4404.  
  4405. 979
  4406. 01:12:47,281 --> 01:12:49,784
  4407. So, play the part, man.
  4408.  
  4409. 980
  4410. 01:12:51,620 --> 01:12:53,720
  4411. And then, once you're home,
  4412.  
  4413. 981
  4414. 01:12:53,722 --> 01:12:56,456
  4415. you got to figure out
  4416. what to do next.
  4417.  
  4418. 982
  4419. 01:12:56,458 --> 01:12:58,791
  4420. If it comes down to it,
  4421.  
  4422. 983
  4423. 01:12:58,793 --> 01:13:01,795
  4424. you may have to walk away
  4425. from everything.
  4426.  
  4427. 984
  4428. 01:13:01,797 --> 01:13:04,165
  4429. Everyone.
  4430.  
  4431. 985
  4432. 01:13:07,370 --> 01:13:09,971
  4433. Thank you for today, Michael.
  4434.  
  4435. 986
  4436. 01:13:09,973 --> 01:13:12,209
  4437. - See you tomorrow.
  4438. - Mm-hmm.
  4439.  
  4440. 987
  4441. 01:13:17,982 --> 01:13:20,517
  4442. You're gonna be
  4443. on the podium any day now,
  4444.  
  4445. 988
  4446. 01:13:20,519 --> 01:13:23,988
  4447. so you should have a plan.
  4448.  
  4449. 989
  4450. 01:13:23,990 --> 01:13:26,893
  4451. Unless you really think
  4452. you can change.
  4453.  
  4454. 990
  4455. 01:13:28,695 --> 01:13:30,861
  4456. Or even want to.
  4457.  
  4458. 991
  4459. 01:13:37,572 --> 01:13:39,772
  4460. <i>I don't want
  4461. to be here anymore.</i>
  4462.  
  4463. 992
  4464. 01:13:39,774 --> 01:13:41,940
  4465. It's a trial. It...
  4466.  
  4467. 993
  4468. 01:13:41,942 --> 01:13:44,110
  4469. - I don't feel good here.
  4470. - Nobody feels good
  4471.  
  4472. 994
  4473. 01:13:44,112 --> 01:13:46,346
  4474. - about you being there, Jared.
  4475. - I-I don't, I don't...
  4476.  
  4477. 995
  4478. 01:13:46,348 --> 01:13:48,382
  4479. I'm not sure
  4480. if I feel any different.
  4481.  
  4482. 996
  4483. 01:13:48,384 --> 01:13:52,386
  4484. Son, son, you're...
  4485. you're not even halfway through.
  4486.  
  4487. 997
  4488. 01:13:52,388 --> 01:13:54,855
  4489. Why didn't you tell me
  4490. how long I might stay for?
  4491.  
  4492. 998
  4493. 01:13:54,857 --> 01:13:56,758
  4494. None of us knows
  4495. the answer to that, Jared.
  4496.  
  4497. 999
  4498. 01:13:56,760 --> 01:13:57,891
  4499. It's kind of up to you.
  4500.  
  4501. 1000
  4502. 01:13:57,893 --> 01:13:59,761
  4503. You know, you just got to
  4504. give it a chance.
  4505.  
  4506. 1001
  4507. 01:13:59,763 --> 01:14:01,196
  4508. This is like
  4509. the book of Matthew.
  4510.  
  4511. 1002
  4512. 01:14:01,198 --> 01:14:02,931
  4513. The Devil's not gonna
  4514. ask you once;
  4515.  
  4516. 1003
  4517. 01:14:02,933 --> 01:14:04,767
  4518. he's gonna ask you
  4519. over and over again, son.
  4520.  
  4521. 1004
  4522. 01:14:04,769 --> 01:14:06,268
  4523. And you have just got to find
  4524.  
  4525. 1005
  4526. 01:14:06,270 --> 01:14:08,870
  4527. the strength and commitment
  4528. inside you.
  4529.  
  4530. 1006
  4531. 01:14:08,872 --> 01:14:12,709
  4532. You can get through this, okay?
  4533.  
  4534. 1007
  4535. 01:14:12,711 --> 01:14:14,478
  4536. Okay?
  4537.  
  4538. 1008
  4539. 01:14:14,480 --> 01:14:17,481
  4540. - All right.
  4541. - It's late. Get some sleep.
  4542.  
  4543. 1009
  4544. 01:14:17,483 --> 01:14:20,052
  4545. - Good night.
  4546. - Good night.
  4547.  
  4548. 1010
  4549. 01:14:58,195 --> 01:15:01,931
  4550. Jared? You're gonna be late.
  4551.  
  4552. 1011
  4553. 01:15:32,801 --> 01:15:34,967
  4554. <i>I had thoughts of men.</i>
  4555.  
  4556. 1012
  4557. 01:15:34,969 --> 01:15:37,572
  4558. Boys at school.
  4559.  
  4560. 1013
  4561. 01:15:37,574 --> 01:15:39,809
  4562. At college, I...
  4563.  
  4564. 1014
  4565. 01:15:41,978 --> 01:15:43,978
  4566. My imagination.
  4567.  
  4568. 1015
  4569. 01:15:49,353 --> 01:15:51,554
  4570. Hey, what's going on?
  4571.  
  4572. 1016
  4573. 01:15:51,556 --> 01:15:53,558
  4574. I have no idea.
  4575.  
  4576. 1017
  4577. 01:15:57,596 --> 01:16:01,067
  4578. - Michael, what's going on?
  4579. - Just grab a tie.
  4580.  
  4581. 1018
  4582. 01:16:06,874 --> 01:16:09,206
  4583. Sadly, we are
  4584. gathered here today
  4585.  
  4586. 1019
  4587. 01:16:09,208 --> 01:16:13,345
  4588. to say farewell to our son,
  4589.  
  4590. 1020
  4591. 01:16:13,347 --> 01:16:15,113
  4592. - our friend and our brother...
  4593. - Okay.
  4594.  
  4595. 1021
  4596. 01:16:15,115 --> 01:16:17,115
  4597. ...Cameron Van Heusen,
  4598.  
  4599. 1022
  4600. 01:16:17,117 --> 01:16:19,685
  4601. who, by his own making
  4602. last night,
  4603.  
  4604. 1023
  4605. 01:16:19,687 --> 01:16:22,056
  4606. fell prey to Satan's wishes.
  4607.  
  4608. 1024
  4609. 01:16:23,691 --> 01:16:28,228
  4610. Brother Van Heusen, is this
  4611. what you want for your son?
  4612.  
  4613. 1025
  4614. 01:16:28,230 --> 01:16:30,464
  4615. No.
  4616.  
  4617. 1026
  4618. 01:16:30,466 --> 01:16:33,868
  4619. Young man, is this you?
  4620.  
  4621. 1027
  4622. 01:16:33,870 --> 01:16:35,871
  4623. Brother Cameron,
  4624. is this what you want?
  4625.  
  4626. 1028
  4627. 01:16:35,873 --> 01:16:37,373
  4628. No.
  4629.  
  4630. 1029
  4631. 01:16:37,375 --> 01:16:41,042
  4632. Both of you, come on.
  4633.  
  4634. 1030
  4635. 01:16:41,044 --> 01:16:44,380
  4636. - Bring him down here.
  4637. - Let's go.
  4638.  
  4639. 1031
  4640. 01:16:44,382 --> 01:16:47,218
  4641. - Who's gonna strike this demon down?
  4642. - I will.
  4643.  
  4644. 1032
  4645. 01:16:50,455 --> 01:16:53,323
  4646. Out, you demon! Hit him!
  4647.  
  4648. 1033
  4649. 01:16:53,325 --> 01:16:54,959
  4650. Get out of him!
  4651.  
  4652. 1034
  4653. 01:16:54,961 --> 01:16:56,159
  4654. That's it.
  4655.  
  4656. 1035
  4657. 01:16:56,161 --> 01:16:58,930
  4658. - Out!
  4659. - Leave, demon! Leave!
  4660.  
  4661. 1036
  4662. 01:17:18,253 --> 01:17:20,421
  4663. Ow!
  4664.  
  4665. 1037
  4666. 01:18:47,353 --> 01:18:50,690
  4667. - Yeah. Wow.
  4668. - It wasn't so bad, actually.
  4669.  
  4670. 1038
  4671. 01:18:54,729 --> 01:18:56,597
  4672. Sarah, come on.
  4673.  
  4674. 1039
  4675. 01:19:31,336 --> 01:19:33,573
  4676. <i>Stay with me.</i>
  4677.  
  4678. 1040
  4679. 01:19:36,844 --> 01:19:40,247
  4680. <i>I'll prove to you
  4681. that God won't strike you down.</i>
  4682.  
  4683. 1041
  4684. 01:21:14,520 --> 01:21:17,222
  4685. All right, take your seat.
  4686. Welcome back, son.
  4687.  
  4688. 1042
  4689. 01:21:18,725 --> 01:21:21,525
  4690. Now, I don't know
  4691. about y'all, but today,
  4692.  
  4693. 1043
  4694. 01:21:21,527 --> 01:21:23,294
  4695. whew, I feel invigorated.
  4696.  
  4697. 1044
  4698. 01:21:23,296 --> 01:21:26,899
  4699. And I feel hopeful
  4700. and a true sense
  4701.  
  4702. 1045
  4703. 01:21:26,901 --> 01:21:32,371
  4704. that anything is possible today
  4705. in this room.
  4706.  
  4707. 1046
  4708. 01:21:32,373 --> 01:21:36,043
  4709. Cameron, how do you feel, son?
  4710.  
  4711. 1047
  4712. 01:21:36,045 --> 01:21:38,248
  4713. I feel great, sir.
  4714.  
  4715. 1048
  4716. 01:21:39,548 --> 01:21:42,382
  4717. Do you feel the true presence
  4718. of God in your heart?
  4719.  
  4720. 1049
  4721. 01:21:42,384 --> 01:21:44,285
  4722. Yes, sir.
  4723.  
  4724. 1050
  4725. 01:21:44,287 --> 01:21:46,921
  4726. And that feels great,
  4727. doesn't it?
  4728.  
  4729. 1051
  4730. 01:21:46,923 --> 01:21:49,325
  4731. Yes, sir, it-it does.
  4732.  
  4733. 1052
  4734. 01:21:49,327 --> 01:21:51,229
  4735. For sure.
  4736.  
  4737. 1053
  4738. 01:21:54,565 --> 01:21:56,565
  4739. Happy for you, son.
  4740.  
  4741. 1054
  4742. 01:21:58,336 --> 01:22:01,138
  4743. Moral inventory.
  4744.  
  4745. 1055
  4746. 01:22:04,509 --> 01:22:07,747
  4747. Jared, you're up, son.
  4748.  
  4749. 1056
  4750. 01:22:10,750 --> 01:22:12,684
  4751. Come on.
  4752.  
  4753. 1057
  4754. 01:22:12,686 --> 01:22:14,954
  4755. Come on, son.
  4756.  
  4757. 1058
  4758. 01:22:14,956 --> 01:22:17,024
  4759. All right. Michael.
  4760.  
  4761. 1059
  4762. 01:22:28,437 --> 01:22:31,705
  4763. And when you're ready.
  4764.  
  4765. 1060
  4766. 01:22:34,210 --> 01:22:37,880
  4767. I had thoughts of men.
  4768.  
  4769. 1061
  4770. 01:22:37,882 --> 01:22:41,082
  4771. Boys at school.
  4772.  
  4773. 1062
  4774. 01:22:41,084 --> 01:22:44,386
  4775. On TV, on the street,
  4776. in my imagination.
  4777.  
  4778. 1063
  4779. 01:22:44,388 --> 01:22:46,389
  4780. At college,
  4781. I held the hand of a boy,
  4782.  
  4783. 1064
  4784. 01:22:46,391 --> 01:22:48,561
  4785. and I stayed through the night
  4786. in his bed.
  4787.  
  4788. 1065
  4789. 01:22:51,897 --> 01:22:53,764
  4790. For these thoughts
  4791. and this action,
  4792.  
  4793. 1066
  4794. 01:22:53,766 --> 01:22:55,432
  4795. for which I felt regretful,
  4796.  
  4797. 1067
  4798. 01:22:55,434 --> 01:22:58,168
  4799. - I'd like to ask for God's...
  4800. - Wait. Wait. Hold on.
  4801.  
  4802. 1068
  4803. 01:22:58,170 --> 01:23:00,739
  4804. Jared.
  4805.  
  4806. 1069
  4807. 01:23:00,741 --> 01:23:02,942
  4808. Come on.
  4809.  
  4810. 1070
  4811. 01:23:02,944 --> 01:23:06,077
  4812. What else?
  4813.  
  4814. 1071
  4815. 01:23:06,079 --> 01:23:08,313
  4816. I never...
  4817.  
  4818. 1072
  4819. 01:23:08,315 --> 01:23:10,749
  4820. I-I stayed through the night
  4821. with the boy from college,
  4822.  
  4823. 1073
  4824. 01:23:10,751 --> 01:23:12,319
  4825. but we never did anything more.
  4826.  
  4827. 1074
  4828. 01:23:12,321 --> 01:23:15,622
  4829. Listen, don't even try
  4830. lying to God, Jared.
  4831.  
  4832. 1075
  4833. 01:23:15,624 --> 01:23:17,657
  4834. He already sees.
  4835.  
  4836. 1076
  4837. 01:23:17,659 --> 01:23:21,261
  4838. So, come on. What else?
  4839.  
  4840. 1077
  4841. 01:23:21,263 --> 01:23:23,097
  4842. Well...
  4843.  
  4844. 1078
  4845. 01:23:23,099 --> 01:23:25,000
  4846. I lied on my genogram.
  4847.  
  4848. 1079
  4849. 01:23:25,002 --> 01:23:26,534
  4850. My uncle Chris
  4851. wasn't an alcoholic.
  4852.  
  4853. 1080
  4854. 01:23:26,536 --> 01:23:30,173
  4855. Why don't you tell us
  4856. about this Henry boy?
  4857.  
  4858. 1081
  4859. 01:23:31,775 --> 01:23:33,875
  4860. That your daddy told me about.
  4861.  
  4862. 1082
  4863. 01:23:33,877 --> 01:23:36,446
  4864. That's not... that's not fair.
  4865.  
  4866. 1083
  4867. 01:23:36,448 --> 01:23:39,782
  4868. - Why not?
  4869. - That's-that's not my sin.
  4870.  
  4871. 1084
  4872. 01:23:39,784 --> 01:23:42,285
  4873. Do you want to waste
  4874. these people's time?
  4875.  
  4876. 1085
  4877. 01:23:42,287 --> 01:23:43,453
  4878. I'm not.
  4879.  
  4880. 1086
  4881. 01:23:43,455 --> 01:23:45,823
  4882. No, these people
  4883. who got up here honestly
  4884.  
  4885. 1087
  4886. 01:23:45,825 --> 01:23:47,191
  4887. and were brave and...
  4888.  
  4889. 1088
  4890. 01:23:47,193 --> 01:23:48,292
  4891. Well, I could
  4892. make something up.
  4893.  
  4894. 1089
  4895. 01:23:48,294 --> 01:23:49,293
  4896. I could make something up.
  4897.  
  4898. 1090
  4899. 01:23:49,295 --> 01:23:50,461
  4900. - Is that, is that what you...
  4901. - Yeah.
  4902.  
  4903. 1091
  4904. 01:23:50,463 --> 01:23:52,697
  4905. I-Is that what
  4906. you want me to do?
  4907.  
  4908. 1092
  4909. 01:23:52,699 --> 01:23:55,033
  4910. Isn't-isn't that a-a sin, too?
  4911.  
  4912. 1093
  4913. 01:23:55,035 --> 01:23:57,068
  4914. I mean,
  4915. if-if thoughts are a sin,
  4916.  
  4917. 1094
  4918. 01:23:57,070 --> 01:23:58,570
  4919. I ask God's forgiveness
  4920. for that,
  4921.  
  4922. 1095
  4923. 01:23:58,572 --> 01:24:01,409
  4924. but I'm not,
  4925. I'm not making anything up.
  4926.  
  4927. 1096
  4928. 01:24:05,647 --> 01:24:08,149
  4929. Okay, then. Okay.
  4930.  
  4931. 1097
  4932. 01:24:09,985 --> 01:24:11,487
  4933. Lie chair.
  4934.  
  4935. 1098
  4936. 01:24:12,656 --> 01:24:16,526
  4937. I just want to make use
  4938. of some of this anger.
  4939.  
  4940. 1099
  4941. 01:24:18,828 --> 01:24:21,262
  4942. Uh, wait.
  4943. Guys, just... just sit.
  4944.  
  4945. 1100
  4946. 01:24:21,264 --> 01:24:23,666
  4947. Just stay where you are, okay?
  4948.  
  4949. 1101
  4950. 01:24:23,668 --> 01:24:25,434
  4951. Here he is, Jared.
  4952.  
  4953. 1102
  4954. 01:24:25,436 --> 01:24:27,670
  4955. Your father is sitting here,
  4956. and I want to,
  4957.  
  4958. 1103
  4959. 01:24:27,672 --> 01:24:31,273
  4960. I want you to tell him
  4961. how affected you are by him
  4962.  
  4963. 1104
  4964. 01:24:31,275 --> 01:24:33,910
  4965. and how angry you are.
  4966.  
  4967. 1105
  4968. 01:24:33,912 --> 01:24:35,445
  4969. Tell him how you hate him
  4970.  
  4971. 1106
  4972. 01:24:35,447 --> 01:24:37,347
  4973. for the things that's he's,
  4974. the way he...
  4975.  
  4976. 1107
  4977. 01:24:37,349 --> 01:24:39,517
  4978. - Sit down. Sit down.
  4979. - But I'm not angry.
  4980.  
  4981. 1108
  4982. 01:24:39,519 --> 01:24:41,786
  4983. - And-and he's done things that upset me, but...
  4984. - Yeah, I know.
  4985.  
  4986. 1109
  4987. 01:24:41,788 --> 01:24:43,187
  4988. But you are. You just...
  4989.  
  4990. 1110
  4991. 01:24:43,189 --> 01:24:44,722
  4992. - You're angry, but you don't...
  4993. - He's let me down,
  4994.  
  4995. 1111
  4996. 01:24:44,724 --> 01:24:47,426
  4997. but why-why...
  4998. why do I have to be angry?
  4999.  
  5000. 1112
  5001. 01:24:47,428 --> 01:24:49,394
  5002. Just sit.
  5003.  
  5004. 1113
  5005. 01:24:49,396 --> 01:24:51,363
  5006. - Sit down.
  5007. - I'm not a dog!
  5008.  
  5009. 1114
  5010. 01:24:51,365 --> 01:24:53,465
  5011. - I know.
  5012. - And I don't think anyone is responsible for me,
  5013.  
  5014. 1115
  5015. 01:24:53,467 --> 01:24:55,034
  5016. so I don't see
  5017. how it's gonna help
  5018.  
  5019. 1116
  5020. 01:24:55,036 --> 01:24:57,070
  5021. picking someone
  5022. to blame or hate.
  5023.  
  5024. 1117
  5025. 01:24:57,072 --> 01:24:58,438
  5026. If you don't hate
  5027. anyone, Jared,
  5028.  
  5029. 1118
  5030. 01:24:58,440 --> 01:25:00,607
  5031. then where is all this anger
  5032. coming from?
  5033.  
  5034. 1119
  5035. 01:25:00,609 --> 01:25:02,042
  5036. Because you're
  5037. making me angry!
  5038.  
  5039. 1120
  5040. 01:25:02,044 --> 01:25:04,278
  5041. There you go!
  5042. I want you to use that!
  5043.  
  5044. 1121
  5045. 01:25:04,280 --> 01:25:06,280
  5046. I'm not gonna pretend
  5047. I hate my father.
  5048.  
  5049. 1122
  5050. 01:25:06,282 --> 01:25:09,084
  5051. - I don't hate my father.
  5052. - Jared, you do.
  5053.  
  5054. 1123
  5055. 01:25:09,086 --> 01:25:11,653
  5056. You don't know me!
  5057. You're all crazy!
  5058.  
  5059. 1124
  5060. 01:25:11,655 --> 01:25:13,221
  5061. - Hey! I didn't...
  5062. - All of you!
  5063.  
  5064. 1125
  5065. 01:25:13,223 --> 01:25:15,057
  5066. Just... Jared.
  5067.  
  5068. 1126
  5069. 01:25:15,059 --> 01:25:18,094
  5070. You're in my chair!
  5071. There you go!
  5072.  
  5073. 1127
  5074. 01:25:18,096 --> 01:25:20,062
  5075. - Jared!
  5076. - I hate you!
  5077.  
  5078. 1128
  5079. 01:25:20,064 --> 01:25:23,767
  5080. - But how does that help?!
  5081. - Jared.
  5082.  
  5083. 1129
  5084. 01:25:33,579 --> 01:25:34,947
  5085. Jared!
  5086.  
  5087. 1130
  5088. 01:25:34,949 --> 01:25:38,150
  5089. Who's in the front office?
  5090.  
  5091. 1131
  5092. 01:25:41,922 --> 01:25:45,459
  5093. Jared? Son, let's talk. Son?
  5094.  
  5095. 1132
  5096. 01:25:47,696 --> 01:25:50,430
  5097. Hey. Michael.
  5098.  
  5099. 1133
  5100. 01:25:50,432 --> 01:25:52,799
  5101. Hey, hey! Give it to me!
  5102.  
  5103. 1134
  5104. 01:25:52,801 --> 01:25:54,601
  5105. Michael.
  5106.  
  5107. 1135
  5108. 01:25:54,603 --> 01:25:57,537
  5109. - I want my things and I want to go.
  5110. - Hey, Jared. Michael!
  5111.  
  5112. 1136
  5113. 01:25:57,539 --> 01:25:58,605
  5114. Hey!
  5115.  
  5116. 1137
  5117. 01:25:59,710 --> 01:26:03,178
  5118. Hey! Michael!
  5119. Get out of the room!
  5120.  
  5121. 1138
  5122. 01:26:03,180 --> 01:26:05,381
  5123. Come here, son.
  5124.  
  5125. 1139
  5126. 01:26:07,316 --> 01:26:10,051
  5127. Jared? Hey, hey. Hey, listen.
  5128.  
  5129. 1140
  5130. 01:26:10,053 --> 01:26:12,822
  5131. What you're having is
  5132. a natural response, okay?
  5133.  
  5134. 1141
  5135. 01:26:12,824 --> 01:26:14,659
  5136. Just-just breathe.
  5137.  
  5138. 1142
  5139. 01:26:22,903 --> 01:26:24,169
  5140. Jared?
  5141.  
  5142. 1143
  5143. 01:26:24,171 --> 01:26:26,204
  5144. Hey, I just need a minute!
  5145.  
  5146. 1144
  5147. 01:26:26,206 --> 01:26:27,472
  5148. Be strong.
  5149.  
  5150. 1145
  5151. 01:26:27,474 --> 01:26:29,643
  5152. - Just go away.
  5153. - Take a minute, okay?
  5154.  
  5155. 1146
  5156. 01:26:37,351 --> 01:26:40,352
  5157. Please pick up, Mom.
  5158.  
  5159. 1147
  5160. 01:26:40,354 --> 01:26:42,088
  5161. - Jared?
  5162. - Mom.
  5163.  
  5164. 1148
  5165. 01:26:42,090 --> 01:26:43,757
  5166. - Jared?
  5167. - Mom, I need you to...
  5168.  
  5169. 1149
  5170. 01:26:43,759 --> 01:26:46,392
  5171. - I need you to come get me, please.
  5172. - What's the matter?
  5173.  
  5174. 1150
  5175. 01:26:46,394 --> 01:26:48,729
  5176. - What's the matter? What?
  5177. - Please, I'm in trouble.
  5178.  
  5179. 1151
  5180. 01:26:48,731 --> 01:26:50,064
  5181. What's happened?
  5182.  
  5183. 1152
  5184. 01:26:50,066 --> 01:26:51,365
  5185. Best thing that we can do is
  5186.  
  5187. 1153
  5188. 01:26:51,367 --> 01:26:52,867
  5189. probably get these guys
  5190. back to a session...
  5191.  
  5192. 1154
  5193. 01:26:52,869 --> 01:26:56,771
  5194. - Hey, son.
  5195. - I called my mom and she's coming to get me.
  5196.  
  5197. 1155
  5198. 01:26:56,773 --> 01:26:58,740
  5199. Listen, you got to understand
  5200.  
  5201. 1156
  5202. 01:26:58,742 --> 01:27:00,742
  5203. what you're going through
  5204. right now is just a moment.
  5205.  
  5206. 1157
  5207. 01:27:00,744 --> 01:27:03,046
  5208. - A moment? A moment?
  5209. - Okay? And I-I feel exactly
  5210.  
  5211. 1158
  5212. 01:27:03,048 --> 01:27:04,848
  5213. what you're going through.
  5214. I think that you and I
  5215.  
  5216. 1159
  5217. 01:27:04,850 --> 01:27:06,683
  5218. should just get everybody gone,
  5219. we just talk.
  5220.  
  5221. 1160
  5222. 01:27:06,685 --> 01:27:08,251
  5223. I don't want to talk.
  5224. I want to go.
  5225.  
  5226. 1161
  5227. 01:27:08,253 --> 01:27:10,855
  5228. Well, Jared,
  5229. I don't want you to.
  5230.  
  5231. 1162
  5232. 01:27:10,857 --> 01:27:12,355
  5233. I want you to stay.
  5234.  
  5235. 1163
  5236. 01:27:12,357 --> 01:27:14,525
  5237. Well, I-I read the rules,
  5238.  
  5239. 1164
  5240. 01:27:14,527 --> 01:27:17,027
  5241. and none of them say
  5242. you can stop me from leaving.
  5243.  
  5244. 1165
  5245. 01:27:17,029 --> 01:27:18,896
  5246. I wouldn't... Can you just check
  5247. where Brandon is, please?
  5248.  
  5249. 1166
  5250. 01:27:18,898 --> 01:27:23,368
  5251. And if you or anyone puts their
  5252. hands on me, I have witnesses.
  5253.  
  5254. 1167
  5255. 01:27:23,370 --> 01:27:25,304
  5256. Nobody's gonna put
  5257. their hands on you.
  5258.  
  5259. 1168
  5260. 01:27:25,306 --> 01:27:28,373
  5261. Why-why would anybody do that?
  5262. Come and sit.
  5263.  
  5264. 1169
  5265. 01:27:28,375 --> 01:27:30,877
  5266. We're gonna wait
  5267. for your mom, okay?
  5268.  
  5269. 1170
  5270. 01:27:30,879 --> 01:27:33,646
  5271. Jesus, our savior,
  5272. please focus on Jared.
  5273.  
  5274. 1171
  5275. 01:27:33,648 --> 01:27:36,450
  5276. Let him see the strength
  5277. and courage that he needs.
  5278.  
  5279. 1172
  5280. 01:27:36,452 --> 01:27:38,452
  5281. I want you to fill him
  5282. right now with
  5283.  
  5284. 1173
  5285. 01:27:38,454 --> 01:27:39,786
  5286. all the wisdom
  5287. of everybody in this room
  5288.  
  5289. 1174
  5290. 01:27:39,788 --> 01:27:41,588
  5291. to show him
  5292. how much they love him
  5293.  
  5294. 1175
  5295. 01:27:41,590 --> 01:27:43,224
  5296. and how much
  5297. they care about him...
  5298.  
  5299. 1176
  5300. 01:27:43,226 --> 01:27:45,226
  5301. - Be strong!
  5302. - ...and his journey into
  5303.  
  5304. 1177
  5305. 01:27:45,228 --> 01:27:46,828
  5306. the fire that
  5307. he's walking into
  5308.  
  5309. 1178
  5310. 01:27:46,830 --> 01:27:49,131
  5311. - and what he's willing to face.
  5312. - You are a man.
  5313.  
  5314. 1179
  5315. 01:27:49,133 --> 01:27:51,499
  5316. Let him open his eyes to see
  5317. the wisdom that you have...
  5318.  
  5319. 1180
  5320. 01:27:51,501 --> 01:27:52,902
  5321. - Jared!
  5322. - Mom!
  5323.  
  5324. 1181
  5325. 01:27:52,904 --> 01:27:54,303
  5326. Jared, honey,
  5327. what's happening?
  5328.  
  5329. 1182
  5330. 01:27:54,305 --> 01:27:55,571
  5331. - Mom! - What?
  5332. - Hey, hey! Sit back down!
  5333.  
  5334. 1183
  5335. 01:27:55,573 --> 01:27:56,739
  5336. Mom, they're not letting me go!
  5337.  
  5338. 1184
  5339. 01:27:56,741 --> 01:27:58,975
  5340. It's not that
  5341. we're not letting him go.
  5342.  
  5343. 1185
  5344. 01:27:58,977 --> 01:28:01,411
  5345. - Come on. Open this door.
  5346. - Just hold on, okay?
  5347.  
  5348. 1186
  5349. 01:28:01,413 --> 01:28:03,647
  5350. - Who are you?
  5351. - Mrs. Eamons, my name is Victor Sykes.
  5352.  
  5353. 1187
  5354. 01:28:03,649 --> 01:28:05,349
  5355. We spoke on the telephone.
  5356.  
  5357. 1188
  5358. 01:28:05,351 --> 01:28:06,650
  5359. I don't remember that.
  5360. Open the door.
  5361.  
  5362. 1189
  5363. 01:28:06,652 --> 01:28:08,352
  5364. - Well, I spoke with your husband a couple times.
  5365. - No.
  5366.  
  5367. 1190
  5368. 01:28:08,354 --> 01:28:09,586
  5369. Jared's just having
  5370. a moment here,
  5371.  
  5372. 1191
  5373. 01:28:09,588 --> 01:28:10,788
  5374. born out of
  5375. a role-playing exercise.
  5376.  
  5377. 1192
  5378. 01:28:10,790 --> 01:28:12,423
  5379. - Now be still. - It's fine.
  5380. - No, no!
  5381.  
  5382. 1193
  5383. 01:28:12,425 --> 01:28:14,192
  5384. That's not true.
  5385. Mom, tell him to open the door.
  5386.  
  5387. 1194
  5388. 01:28:14,194 --> 01:28:15,827
  5389. - You settle down.
  5390. - No. Enough. -
  5391.  
  5392. 1195
  5393. 01:28:15,829 --> 01:28:17,963
  5394. - Open the door now, Mr. Sykes.
  5395. - Shut up, okay?
  5396.  
  5397. 1196
  5398. 01:28:17,965 --> 01:28:20,933
  5399. - Listen, can we just all...
  5400. - I said open the door now!
  5401.  
  5402. 1197
  5403. 01:28:20,935 --> 01:28:22,969
  5404. I'm gonna call the police
  5405. if you don't open this door.
  5406.  
  5407. 1198
  5408. 01:28:22,971 --> 01:28:25,471
  5409. - There is no need for that. Listen, please.
  5410. - Jared!
  5411.  
  5412. 1199
  5413. 01:28:25,473 --> 01:28:27,941
  5414. Let him go!
  5415.  
  5416. 1200
  5417. 01:28:27,943 --> 01:28:31,446
  5418. - You all right, honey?
  5419. - Just let him go.
  5420.  
  5421. 1201
  5422. 01:28:34,785 --> 01:28:37,451
  5423. I just... I just think that...
  5424.  
  5425. 1202
  5426. 01:28:37,453 --> 01:28:40,155
  5427. Jared, come on.
  5428.  
  5429. 1203
  5430. 01:28:40,157 --> 01:28:43,625
  5431. I just... I think
  5432. it's more important for his...
  5433.  
  5434. 1204
  5435. 01:28:43,627 --> 01:28:45,961
  5436. development right now
  5437. that he...
  5438.  
  5439. 1205
  5440. 01:28:45,963 --> 01:28:47,630
  5441. - he would've stayed.
  5442. - Don't even listen to him.
  5443.  
  5444. 1206
  5445. 01:28:47,632 --> 01:28:49,799
  5446. Get in the car.
  5447. Get in the car.
  5448.  
  5449. 1207
  5450. 01:28:52,237 --> 01:28:53,904
  5451. You're gonna ruin that child.
  5452.  
  5453. 1208
  5454. 01:28:53,906 --> 01:28:56,974
  5455. What are your actual
  5456. qualifications, Mr. Sykes?
  5457.  
  5458. 1209
  5459. 01:28:56,976 --> 01:28:59,476
  5460. I never asked. Hmm?
  5461.  
  5462. 1210
  5463. 01:28:59,478 --> 01:29:02,347
  5464. Are you a doctor? Are you?
  5465. Psychologist?
  5466.  
  5467. 1211
  5468. 01:29:02,349 --> 01:29:04,718
  5469. I mean, a proper one? Are you?
  5470.  
  5471. 1212
  5472. 01:29:06,653 --> 01:29:09,654
  5473. No. I didn't think so.
  5474.  
  5475. 1213
  5476. 01:29:09,656 --> 01:29:11,826
  5477. Oh.
  5478.  
  5479. 1214
  5480. 01:29:12,927 --> 01:29:14,361
  5481. Shame on you!
  5482.  
  5483. 1215
  5484. 01:29:15,563 --> 01:29:17,563
  5485. Shame on me, too.
  5486.  
  5487. 1216
  5488. 01:29:17,565 --> 01:29:19,835
  5489. Shame on you!
  5490.  
  5491. 1217
  5492. 01:29:47,199 --> 01:29:48,966
  5493. Can I help you?
  5494.  
  5495. 1218
  5496. 01:29:48,968 --> 01:29:51,469
  5497. Uh, I'm not sure
  5498. if I'm staying or going.
  5499.  
  5500. 1219
  5501. 01:29:51,471 --> 01:29:53,939
  5502. All right.
  5503. Well, let me know.
  5504.  
  5505. 1220
  5506. 01:30:04,485 --> 01:30:07,253
  5507. I talked to your father.
  5508.  
  5509. 1221
  5510. 01:30:07,255 --> 01:30:10,391
  5511. He wants you to go back.
  5512.  
  5513. 1222
  5514. 01:30:16,399 --> 01:30:18,665
  5515. I told him
  5516. we'll see him at home.
  5517.  
  5518. 1223
  5519. 01:30:18,667 --> 01:30:22,405
  5520. I told him you're not
  5521. going back.
  5522.  
  5523. 1224
  5524. 01:30:25,109 --> 01:30:28,110
  5525. You know that night...
  5526.  
  5527. 1225
  5528. 01:30:28,112 --> 01:30:31,747
  5529. when Pastor Wilkes and Jim
  5530. came to the house?
  5531.  
  5532. 1226
  5533. 01:30:31,749 --> 01:30:36,019
  5534. Those men decided what to do
  5535. with you, and I just...
  5536.  
  5537. 1227
  5538. 01:30:36,021 --> 01:30:40,426
  5539. I fell into line,
  5540. like I usually do.
  5541.  
  5542. 1228
  5543. 01:30:41,993 --> 01:30:44,594
  5544. They say sometimes
  5545. you got to hurt a child
  5546.  
  5547. 1229
  5548. 01:30:44,596 --> 01:30:46,764
  5549. in order to help them,
  5550. and that may be so
  5551.  
  5552. 1230
  5553. 01:30:46,766 --> 01:30:48,699
  5554. with some things, but...
  5555.  
  5556. 1231
  5557. 01:30:48,701 --> 01:30:52,437
  5558. a mother knows
  5559. when something isn't right.
  5560.  
  5561. 1232
  5562. 01:30:52,439 --> 01:30:56,174
  5563. And I knew in my bones...
  5564.  
  5565. 1233
  5566. 01:30:56,176 --> 01:30:58,880
  5567. this wasn't hurting to help.
  5568.  
  5569. 1234
  5570. 01:31:00,682 --> 01:31:05,454
  5571. I was just letting you down,
  5572. and I kept my mouth shut.
  5573.  
  5574. 1235
  5575. 01:31:09,125 --> 01:31:12,626
  5576. And I will always regret that.
  5577.  
  5578. 1236
  5579. 01:31:14,965 --> 01:31:18,199
  5580. But I can do
  5581. a different thing now,
  5582.  
  5583. 1237
  5584. 01:31:18,201 --> 01:31:20,670
  5585. now that I have a chance.
  5586.  
  5587. 1238
  5588. 01:31:25,676 --> 01:31:29,146
  5589. I'll handle your father.
  5590.  
  5591. 1239
  5592. 01:31:29,148 --> 01:31:32,885
  5593. He can fall into line with me
  5594. for a change.
  5595.  
  5596. 1240
  5597. 01:31:38,091 --> 01:31:41,593
  5598. <i>Some folk,
  5599. they don't go to church</i>
  5600.  
  5601. 1241
  5602. 01:31:41,595 --> 01:31:44,063
  5603. for the right reasons.
  5604.  
  5605. 1242
  5606. 01:31:46,834 --> 01:31:51,006
  5607. Now, you know the type
  5608. of person I'm talking about.
  5609.  
  5610. 1243
  5611. 01:31:53,542 --> 01:31:55,744
  5612. They just turn up.
  5613.  
  5614. 1244
  5615. 01:31:59,882 --> 01:32:05,186
  5616. They don't use every day
  5617. of their Christian life...
  5618.  
  5619. 1245
  5620. 01:32:05,188 --> 01:32:07,021
  5621. to praise the Lord
  5622.  
  5623. 1246
  5624. 01:32:07,023 --> 01:32:10,792
  5625. and to help bring others
  5626. to his word.
  5627.  
  5628. 1247
  5629. 01:32:10,794 --> 01:32:13,963
  5630. It might be your neighbor,
  5631. it might be your friend,
  5632.  
  5633. 1248
  5634. 01:32:13,965 --> 01:32:16,698
  5635. it might be just a face
  5636. you only ever see at church.
  5637.  
  5638. 1249
  5639. 01:32:16,700 --> 01:32:19,936
  5640. They just turn up.
  5641.  
  5642. 1250
  5643. 01:32:19,938 --> 01:32:21,537
  5644. I will tell you something
  5645. that I know.
  5646.  
  5647. 1251
  5648. 01:32:21,539 --> 01:32:25,209
  5649. Just turning up to church
  5650. does not make you a Christian!
  5651.  
  5652. 1252
  5653. 01:32:25,211 --> 01:32:27,711
  5654. - Yes, sir.
  5655. - Amen.
  5656.  
  5657. 1253
  5658. 01:32:27,713 --> 01:32:30,582
  5659. Study the Bible.
  5660. Study his word.
  5661.  
  5662. 1254
  5663. 01:32:30,584 --> 01:32:36,555
  5664. I guarantee you,
  5665. every question you have...
  5666.  
  5667. 1255
  5668. 01:32:36,557 --> 01:32:41,560
  5669. you gonna find an answer
  5670. in this book.
  5671.  
  5672. 1256
  5673. 01:32:41,562 --> 01:32:43,164
  5674. - Yes.
  5675. - Amen.
  5676.  
  5677. 1257
  5678. 01:32:51,441 --> 01:32:53,241
  5679. Honey,
  5680.  
  5681. 1258
  5682. 01:32:53,243 --> 01:32:58,346
  5683. um, do you know a boy,
  5684. um, Cameron Van Heusen?
  5685.  
  5686. 1259
  5687. 01:32:58,348 --> 01:33:00,983
  5688. Yeah. Is he here?
  5689.  
  5690. 1260
  5691. 01:33:00,985 --> 01:33:04,286
  5692. No. No, no.
  5693. That-That's the police.
  5694.  
  5695. 1261
  5696. 01:33:04,288 --> 01:33:07,756
  5697. Apparently,
  5698. this-this boy Cameron
  5699.  
  5700. 1262
  5701. 01:33:07,758 --> 01:33:09,960
  5702. killed himself last night.
  5703.  
  5704. 1263
  5705. 01:33:18,937 --> 01:33:22,775
  5706. They want to ask you
  5707. some questions.
  5708.  
  5709. 1264
  5710. 01:34:32,620 --> 01:34:35,122
  5711. Thank you.
  5712.  
  5713. 1265
  5714. 01:34:55,279 --> 01:34:56,780
  5715. - Hey!
  5716. - Hi!
  5717.  
  5718. 1266
  5719. 01:34:56,782 --> 01:34:58,949
  5720. - How are you?
  5721. - Hi. How you doing?
  5722.  
  5723. 1267
  5724. 01:34:58,951 --> 01:35:01,218
  5725. Yeah. Nice to see you!
  5726.  
  5727. 1268
  5728. 01:35:01,220 --> 01:35:02,820
  5729. I'm good.
  5730.  
  5731. 1269
  5732. 01:35:04,824 --> 01:35:07,392
  5733. Yeah, I think
  5734. they're in the dishwasher.
  5735.  
  5736. 1270
  5737. 01:35:07,394 --> 01:35:09,394
  5738. Come on, Chris.
  5739.  
  5740. 1271
  5741. 01:35:09,396 --> 01:35:11,096
  5742. Join us.
  5743.  
  5744. 1272
  5745. 01:35:19,073 --> 01:35:20,906
  5746. - Oh!
  5747. - Did you call it?
  5748.  
  5749. 1273
  5750. 01:35:20,908 --> 01:35:22,141
  5751. - I didn't hear you...
  5752. - Yes!
  5753.  
  5754. 1274
  5755. 01:35:22,143 --> 01:35:23,744
  5756. I didn't hear you call it.
  5757.  
  5758. 1275
  5759. 01:36:29,720 --> 01:36:31,520
  5760. - Mom...
  5761. - I gave it to him.
  5762.  
  5763. 1276
  5764. 01:36:31,522 --> 01:36:35,492
  5765. He has it and he'll read it.
  5766. He knows he has to.
  5767.  
  5768. 1277
  5769. 01:36:35,494 --> 01:36:37,894
  5770. M-Mom, it's important
  5771. he reads it.
  5772.  
  5773. 1278
  5774. 01:36:37,896 --> 01:36:39,562
  5775. Can you just put him on?
  5776.  
  5777. 1279
  5778. 01:36:39,564 --> 01:36:42,265
  5779. Well... I'm calling you
  5780. from Little Rock.
  5781.  
  5782. 1280
  5783. 01:36:42,267 --> 01:36:45,435
  5784. - I'm with Aunt Mary, so you...
  5785. - Wait. Why?
  5786.  
  5787. 1281
  5788. 01:36:45,437 --> 01:36:48,038
  5789. You should just
  5790. call him at home.
  5791.  
  5792. 1282
  5793. 01:36:48,040 --> 01:36:50,040
  5794. What happened?
  5795.  
  5796. 1283
  5797. 01:36:50,042 --> 01:36:52,376
  5798. Nothing. She just needed
  5799. some help with the shop,
  5800.  
  5801. 1284
  5802. 01:36:52,378 --> 01:36:55,680
  5803. so I came down here, and I'm
  5804. driving back tonight. I'm...
  5805.  
  5806. 1285
  5807. 01:36:55,682 --> 01:36:58,885
  5808. Nothing. Nothing is wrong.
  5809.  
  5810. 1286
  5811. 01:37:27,418 --> 01:37:29,986
  5812. <i>Seriously, nothing is wrong.</i>
  5813.  
  5814. 1287
  5815. 01:37:29,988 --> 01:37:33,322
  5816. <i>Why didn't you tell me
  5817. you were coming?</i>
  5818.  
  5819. 1288
  5820. 01:37:33,324 --> 01:37:34,892
  5821. Is he here?
  5822.  
  5823. 1289
  5824. 01:37:34,894 --> 01:37:37,662
  5825. He left. It is Sunday.
  5826.  
  5827. 1290
  5828. 01:37:37,664 --> 01:37:40,232
  5829. If it's urgent, you're
  5830. gonna have to go to church.
  5831.  
  5832. 1291
  5833. 01:37:41,634 --> 01:37:43,099
  5834. Why aren't you there?
  5835.  
  5836. 1292
  5837. 01:37:43,101 --> 01:37:45,338
  5838. Why aren't you at church?
  5839.  
  5840. 1293
  5841. 01:37:47,608 --> 01:37:49,441
  5842. I go, sometimes.
  5843.  
  5844. 1294
  5845. 01:37:49,443 --> 01:37:52,411
  5846. I-I support your dad,
  5847. and-and...
  5848.  
  5849. 1295
  5850. 01:37:52,413 --> 01:37:55,249
  5851. Mom, what's going on
  5852. with you two?
  5853.  
  5854. 1296
  5855. 01:37:57,184 --> 01:37:59,853
  5856. Jared, it's...
  5857.  
  5858. 1297
  5859. 01:37:59,855 --> 01:38:01,855
  5860. He knows.
  5861.  
  5862. 1298
  5863. 01:38:01,857 --> 01:38:04,927
  5864. I can't be around the...
  5865.  
  5866. 1299
  5867. 01:38:06,996 --> 01:38:09,163
  5868. I love God.
  5869.  
  5870. 1300
  5871. 01:38:09,165 --> 01:38:11,435
  5872. God loves me.
  5873.  
  5874. 1301
  5875. 01:38:13,437 --> 01:38:15,705
  5876. And I love my son.
  5877.  
  5878. 1302
  5879. 01:38:15,707 --> 01:38:17,607
  5880. That simple.
  5881.  
  5882. 1303
  5883. 01:38:17,609 --> 01:38:23,112
  5884. For your father,
  5885. it's a little more complicated.
  5886.  
  5887. 1304
  5888. 01:38:23,114 --> 01:38:26,016
  5889. I wish it wasn't, but it is.
  5890.  
  5891. 1305
  5892. 01:39:01,992 --> 01:39:03,825
  5893. Did you hear about
  5894. the article I've got
  5895.  
  5896. 1306
  5897. 01:39:03,827 --> 01:39:06,327
  5898. coming out in <i>The Times?</i>
  5899.  
  5900. 1307
  5901. 01:39:06,329 --> 01:39:09,097
  5902. Do you know what it's about?
  5903.  
  5904. 1308
  5905. 01:39:09,099 --> 01:39:12,101
  5906. I don't want to get
  5907. into a fight.
  5908.  
  5909. 1309
  5910. 01:39:12,103 --> 01:39:15,004
  5911. - Your mother told me, son.
  5912. - It's not a fight.
  5913.  
  5914. 1310
  5915. 01:39:15,006 --> 01:39:17,206
  5916. I'm just...
  5917. doing the right thing.
  5918.  
  5919. 1311
  5920. 01:39:17,208 --> 01:39:20,044
  5921. I'm letting you know.
  5922.  
  5923. 1312
  5924. 01:39:20,046 --> 01:39:22,781
  5925. I've written more,
  5926. and the publishers are
  5927.  
  5928. 1313
  5929. 01:39:22,783 --> 01:39:26,450
  5930. talking about me putting
  5931. together a whole book.
  5932.  
  5933. 1314
  5934. 01:39:26,452 --> 01:39:30,722
  5935. You don't need to read
  5936. any of it.
  5937.  
  5938. 1315
  5939. 01:39:30,724 --> 01:39:32,357
  5940. I just needed you to know
  5941.  
  5942. 1316
  5943. 01:39:32,359 --> 01:39:34,126
  5944. that-that it might
  5945. be out there.
  5946.  
  5947. 1317
  5948. 01:39:34,128 --> 01:39:37,396
  5949. Well... now I know.
  5950.  
  5951. 1318
  5952. 01:39:37,398 --> 01:39:40,433
  5953. But it might be good
  5954. for you to read.
  5955.  
  5956. 1319
  5957. 01:39:40,435 --> 01:39:45,304
  5958. Because you never really asked
  5959. what went on there.
  5960.  
  5961. 1320
  5962. 01:39:45,306 --> 01:39:48,576
  5963. You never really knew
  5964. the staff or...
  5965.  
  5966. 1321
  5967. 01:39:48,578 --> 01:39:51,211
  5968. - or...
  5969. - You're right. You're right.
  5970.  
  5971. 1322
  5972. 01:39:51,213 --> 01:39:54,382
  5973. When the situation came up,
  5974.  
  5975. 1323
  5976. 01:39:54,384 --> 01:39:58,220
  5977. I did what I've often done
  5978. in my life.
  5979.  
  5980. 1324
  5981. 01:39:58,222 --> 01:40:01,824
  5982. I sought the counsel
  5983. of wiser men,
  5984.  
  5985. 1325
  5986. 01:40:01,826 --> 01:40:04,293
  5987. and I followed their advice.
  5988.  
  5989. 1326
  5990. 01:40:04,295 --> 01:40:06,896
  5991. What would you do now?
  5992.  
  5993. 1327
  5994. 01:40:06,898 --> 01:40:08,898
  5995. Now that you're running things.
  5996.  
  5997. 1328
  5998. 01:40:08,900 --> 01:40:10,803
  5999. Enough.
  6000.  
  6001. 1329
  6002. 01:40:14,173 --> 01:40:16,576
  6003. Good night.
  6004.  
  6005. 1330
  6006. 01:40:45,608 --> 01:40:48,278
  6007. For me.
  6008.  
  6009. 1331
  6010. 01:41:38,367 --> 01:41:40,401
  6011. Is there something
  6012. you need help with?
  6013.  
  6014. 1332
  6015. 01:41:40,403 --> 01:41:42,771
  6016. 'Cause, you know,
  6017. I got to make my flight.
  6018.  
  6019. 1333
  6020. 01:41:42,773 --> 01:41:45,340
  6021. Yeah, now, this was
  6022. gonna be for Christmas,
  6023.  
  6024. 1334
  6025. 01:41:45,342 --> 01:41:47,944
  6026. but, uh, well, you know,
  6027. your mother tells me
  6028.  
  6029. 1335
  6030. 01:41:47,946 --> 01:41:50,012
  6031. you like to drive upstate
  6032. sometimes to write.
  6033.  
  6034. 1336
  6035. 01:41:50,014 --> 01:41:52,684
  6036. Dad, I live in New York;
  6037. I don't need a car.
  6038.  
  6039. 1337
  6040. 01:41:53,685 --> 01:41:55,853
  6041. She also tells me...
  6042.  
  6043. 1338
  6044. 01:41:55,855 --> 01:41:59,290
  6045. you like to write by hand
  6046. before you use your computer.
  6047.  
  6048. 1339
  6049. 01:41:59,292 --> 01:42:01,393
  6050. Just like me.
  6051.  
  6052. 1340
  6053. 01:42:02,696 --> 01:42:04,229
  6054. This pen...
  6055.  
  6056. 1341
  6057. 01:42:04,231 --> 01:42:08,635
  6058. is made from a cedar tree
  6059. grown in Israel.
  6060.  
  6061. 1342
  6062. 01:42:10,071 --> 01:42:11,871
  6063. Guided me.
  6064.  
  6065. 1343
  6066. 01:42:11,873 --> 01:42:14,540
  6067. I've written every sermon
  6068. that I've ever delivered
  6069.  
  6070. 1344
  6071. 01:42:14,542 --> 01:42:17,645
  6072. in this new church
  6073. with this pen.
  6074.  
  6075. 1345
  6076. 01:42:21,083 --> 01:42:23,485
  6077. One writer to another.
  6078.  
  6079. 1346
  6080. 01:42:35,066 --> 01:42:37,635
  6081. I don't want
  6082. to pretend anymore.
  6083.  
  6084. 1347
  6085. 01:42:39,436 --> 01:42:41,436
  6086. We don't need
  6087. to spend time together.
  6088.  
  6089. 1348
  6090. 01:42:41,438 --> 01:42:43,273
  6091. We don't need to speak
  6092.  
  6093. 1349
  6094. 01:42:43,275 --> 01:42:46,343
  6095. unless we're gonna talk
  6096. to each other properly.
  6097.  
  6098. 1350
  6099. 01:42:46,345 --> 01:42:50,080
  6100. Like... you-you've done
  6101. some things
  6102.  
  6103. 1351
  6104. 01:42:50,082 --> 01:42:52,917
  6105. that have really hurt me.
  6106.  
  6107. 1352
  6108. 01:42:52,919 --> 01:42:55,586
  6109. Like-like you never,
  6110. you never asked
  6111.  
  6112. 1353
  6113. 01:42:55,588 --> 01:42:58,326
  6114. if there was more
  6115. to my story at college.
  6116.  
  6117. 1354
  6118. 01:43:00,128 --> 01:43:03,362
  6119. You never asked if I was okay.
  6120.  
  6121. 1355
  6122. 01:43:03,364 --> 01:43:06,868
  6123. You were too focused
  6124. on how it affected you.
  6125.  
  6126. 1356
  6127. 01:43:10,105 --> 01:43:15,175
  6128. There are so many things
  6129. that we've never spoken about.
  6130.  
  6131. 1357
  6132. 01:43:15,177 --> 01:43:18,212
  6133. And I don't know
  6134. if we ever will.
  6135.  
  6136. 1358
  6137. 01:43:18,214 --> 01:43:20,015
  6138. Yeah.
  6139.  
  6140. 1359
  6141. 01:43:25,957 --> 01:43:29,124
  6142. You know, all this
  6143. was gonna be yours.
  6144.  
  6145. 1360
  6146. 01:43:29,126 --> 01:43:32,460
  6147. I-I mean, it still will be,
  6148. but I meant to run and to...
  6149.  
  6150. 1361
  6151. 01:43:32,462 --> 01:43:34,833
  6152. make a living from.
  6153.  
  6154. 1362
  6155. 01:43:38,371 --> 01:43:40,971
  6156. I understand.
  6157.  
  6158. 1363
  6159. 01:43:40,973 --> 01:43:43,343
  6160. We all got our own paths.
  6161.  
  6162. 1364
  6163. 01:43:44,743 --> 01:43:49,547
  6164. The truth is
  6165. I want you to do well.
  6166.  
  6167. 1365
  6168. 01:43:49,549 --> 01:43:52,317
  6169. I want you to have
  6170. a great life.
  6171.  
  6172. 1366
  6173. 01:43:52,319 --> 01:43:53,988
  6174. I love you.
  6175.  
  6176. 1367
  6177. 01:43:55,689 --> 01:43:58,825
  6178. But I can't pretend, either.
  6179.  
  6180. 1368
  6181. 01:43:58,827 --> 01:44:01,428
  6182. There are things
  6183. I disagree with.
  6184.  
  6185. 1369
  6186. 01:44:01,430 --> 01:44:03,663
  6187. And I'll admit,
  6188. I'm gonna be honest,
  6189.  
  6190. 1370
  6191. 01:44:03,665 --> 01:44:06,333
  6192. I'm, you know...
  6193. I am being prideful
  6194.  
  6195. 1371
  6196. 01:44:06,335 --> 01:44:09,569
  6197. when I resent the fact that
  6198. I may never be a grandparent.
  6199.  
  6200. 1372
  6201. 01:44:09,571 --> 01:44:11,538
  6202. Now, that's just the truth.
  6203.  
  6204. 1373
  6205. 01:44:11,540 --> 01:44:14,878
  6206. It's hard for me to admit
  6207. that I have hurt you.
  6208.  
  6209. 1374
  6210. 01:44:16,680 --> 01:44:20,081
  6211. And that with my beliefs
  6212. and with all that's gone on,
  6213.  
  6214. 1375
  6215. 01:44:20,083 --> 01:44:24,454
  6216. I understand I-I may have
  6217. set myself up to lose you.
  6218.  
  6219. 1376
  6220. 01:44:24,456 --> 01:44:28,425
  6221. And I've had to ask myself,
  6222. and God,
  6223.  
  6224. 1377
  6225. 01:44:28,427 --> 01:44:30,628
  6226. if I'm ready for that.
  6227.  
  6228. 1378
  6229. 01:44:38,071 --> 01:44:42,474
  6230. I do not want to lose you.
  6231.  
  6232. 1379
  6233. 01:44:42,476 --> 01:44:44,542
  6234. Well, it doesn't feel like that.
  6235.  
  6236. 1380
  6237. 01:44:44,544 --> 01:44:46,545
  6238. I'm sick of avoiding you.
  6239.  
  6240. 1381
  6241. 01:44:46,547 --> 01:44:48,881
  6242. I'm sick of talking
  6243. about nothing.
  6244.  
  6245. 1382
  6246. 01:44:48,883 --> 01:44:51,418
  6247. I'm sick of it.
  6248.  
  6249. 1383
  6250. 01:44:51,420 --> 01:44:54,720
  6251. I'm gay, and I'm your son.
  6252.  
  6253. 1384
  6254. 01:44:54,722 --> 01:44:57,825
  6255. And neither of those things
  6256. are going to change.
  6257.  
  6258. 1385
  6259. 01:44:57,827 --> 01:45:00,061
  6260. Okay? So let's deal with that.
  6261.  
  6262. 1386
  6263. 01:45:00,063 --> 01:45:01,896
  6264. Or let's call it a day.
  6265.  
  6266. 1387
  6267. 01:45:01,898 --> 01:45:07,103
  6268. Both of us would be okay,
  6269. but that would be a shame.
  6270.  
  6271. 1388
  6272. 01:45:10,574 --> 01:45:15,078
  6273. I'm not changing.
  6274. There's no changing me.
  6275.  
  6276. 1389
  6277. 01:45:15,080 --> 01:45:17,180
  6278. God knows I tried.
  6279.  
  6280. 1390
  6281. 01:45:17,182 --> 01:45:21,619
  6282. So if you mean it...
  6283. if you really mean that...
  6284.  
  6285. 1391
  6286. 01:45:23,589 --> 01:45:28,292
  6287. ...and you're not ready
  6288. to lose me...
  6289.  
  6290. 1392
  6291. 01:45:28,294 --> 01:45:29,793
  6292. then I'm sorry,
  6293.  
  6294. 1393
  6295. 01:45:29,795 --> 01:45:34,032
  6296. but you're gonna have to be
  6297. the one to change.
  6298.  
  6299. 1394
  6300. 01:45:34,034 --> 01:45:36,037
  6301. I understand.
  6302.  
  6303. 1395
  6304. 01:45:39,006 --> 01:45:41,008
  6305. I am gonna try.
  6306.  
  6307. 1396
  6308. 01:45:46,549 --> 01:45:48,784
  6309. I'll try.
  6310.  
  6311. 1397
  6312. 01:45:50,453 --> 01:45:52,654
  6313. I got to get going.
  6314.  
  6315. 1398
  6316. 01:46:18,151 --> 01:46:19,916
  6317. Dad...
  6318.  
  6319. 1399
  6320. 01:46:19,918 --> 01:46:23,188
  6321. I've invited Mom
  6322. to my place for Christmas.
  6323.  
  6324. 1400
  6325. 01:46:23,190 --> 01:46:25,423
  6326. Yeah.
  6327.  
  6328. 1401
  6329. 01:46:25,425 --> 01:46:28,495
  6330. You're welcome to come, too.
  6331.  
  6332. 1402
  6333. 01:48:32,659 --> 01:48:37,659
  6334. Subtitles by <font color="#ff0000">explosiveskull</font>
  6335. Sync by <font color="#00ffff">GoldenBeard</font>
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