Untitled - RMM

Wish I didn't even care
Wish I didn't even hear
Wish I didn't even notice
Wish I would just disappear

Wish I was somebody
Wish I wasn't nobody
Wish I was just careless
But I don't know how to end this

Wish I could just say
Fuck my life, fuck my life, fuck my life
Wish I could just tell everybody
Who am I, who am I, who am I
You're nothing but a coward
That's a lie, that's a lie, that's a lie

I don't wanna be saved
I don't wanna be brave
I just wanna be normal
Not be a fucking slave

I'm trapped inside a world
it fucks you up, it takes you down
it comes around, it goes around
it takes you down, it makes you drown

This creates anxiety
What the fucks inside of me

10 years old, all I did was sob
15 years old, I was told to get a job
20 years old, I'm not alive right now
but it's still fun to dream, right?

Doesn't feel like last week
I felt some love inside
Now I've finally reached my peak
And all of you have lied

I don't want to be here
I never chose to be here
Right now hell sounds like a better place
Maybe it's in my head
But I only feel dead
Why you gonna do this to me
Trust was built, you see

Wish I could just say
Fuck my life, fuck my life, fuck my life
Wish I could just tell everybody
Who am I, who am I, who am I
You're nothing but a coward
That's a lie, that's a lie, that's a lie

I don't wanna be saved
I don't wanna be brave
I just wanna be normal
Not be a fucking slave

I'm trapped inside a world
it fucks you up, it takes you down
it comes around, it goes around
it takes you down, it makes you drown

This creates anxiety
What the fucks inside of me (x2)

Story left to finish
And I finally left my mistress
Sorry if that's hate
But all we do is re-create (right?)



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