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  1. Feb. 9 2010
  2.  
  3. 2mg clonazepam
  4. 1mg lorazepam
  5. 22.36mg fluoxetine capsule (prozac)
  6. 6mg hydromorph contin (hydromorphone) capsule
  7. 5mg oxycodone + 325mg acetaminophen tablet
  8. 125ml (375mg) Dextromethorphan Hydrobromide syrup
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  10.  
  11. 8:45am Took 2mg clonazepam orally.
  12.  
  13. 10:38am Effects of clonazepam have increased, feeling carefree and mildly intoxicated.
  14. took the lorazepam, fluoxetine (prozac) and hydromorph contin at this time.
  15.  
  16. 10:53am Feeling a little drowsy. Crushed up, snorted oxy/aceto. Have had good effects
  17. with 40mg oxy at a time, figured 5mg might be slighly noticeable.
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  19.  
  20. Feelings on oxycodone on a previous trip a week ago:
  21. - When I got an 80mg oxy, never having tried it before, I peeled off the time release
  22. and crushed it, and set aside 40mg, snorting half of it. No burning, and by the time it started
  23. setting in, the fluid in my nose sinking into my throat was fun. I snorted the other half later.
  24. I became very relaxed and euphoric and talked to some people online, enjoying conversation
  25. and being very inquisitive and flowing. I started feeling nauseous, almost about to throw up,
  26. so I went to lay down, and that solved it very quickly. I messaged them back to say bye,
  27. and went back to lay down again it was slowly elevating the feeling, now accompanied by
  28. itching. I had read this was a common symptom but I was itching -everywhere-, even thinking
  29. there might be fleas in my bed or something. I tried to sleep but I kept waking to scratch
  30. myself. Checking the clock was amusing, for all the time I spent turning around and scratching,
  31. I would look up again to see only several minutes had passed during what I thought was much
  32. longer.
  33. - The next day, satisfied with my experience and also reading about using antihistamines to
  34. cancel out the itchiness, I bought a cheap pack of them and went back to sniff the other 40mg
  35. all at once. The euphoria was much the same, my limbs were weighted and a bit numb. I again
  36. started feeling nauseous so I went to lay down, taking a few of the antihistamines. Again,
  37. the nausea went away rapidly though I didn't stand up at all after. Pinching my skin caused
  38. startlingly little pain. concentrating on being relaxed, I closed my eyes and let my mind
  39. have a little fun. I ended up falling asleep, not much itching at all.
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  41.  
  42. 11:13am Finished six lines of oxy/aceto, hoping I can get an underlying oxy kick.
  43. there's enough from the tablet for eight more lines. Standing up, movement is a little
  44. slow, sluggish, slightly euphoric.
  45.  
  46. 11:31am two more rails, I closed my eyes and relaxed, and started getting a feeling I
  47. would describe as if face and neck were enclosed in 4 detachable triangle pieces,
  48. which when closed cause a slow buildup of heat and start turning down the static of the
  49. outside world, but when opened again, returns to normal. can be controlled by will.
  50. it's not forced, more like a conscious decision to have it feel closed up to be in the
  51. warmth. typing and motor functions slighlty off.
  52.  
  53. 11:45am preparing to consume 125ml of DXM with plenty of juice and a supply of waffles
  54. to minimize the need to poop fluids. eating bread during DXM ingestion works to help
  55. mix it up in your system, until you have no appetite to eat the bread anymore.
  56. Unless of course you don't mind a free colonic irrigation, then by all means
  57. drink the syrup straight. I like DXM a day after a huge meal where I obviously ate way too
  58. much and my metabolism is going to take a week to burn it all off. Get all of it out of
  59. your system and you won't feel much like eating either.
  60.  
  61. 12:00pm Gulping down as much DXM as I can for an initial hit, I plan to follow up with a
  62. smaller gulp every 15 minutes and extend intervals if I feel nauseous at all.
  63. Railed 4 more lines of oxy/aceto. Effects at this point are like mild intoxication,
  64. but retaining concentration, focal abilities, and speech. I am sitting while injesting
  65. but also walking around to feel the effects on locomotion and balance.
  66. At this point I can close my eyes and consciously muffle outside sounds.
  67.  
  68. 12:15pm Closing my eyes is making me want to nod off though conscious of visual thought
  69. daydreams. I just closed my eyes again and thought I was playing a driving game, almost
  70. brought my hands to the keys to control it.
  71.  
  72. 2:35pm I must have gone to lay down. Groggy, focusing is as dificult as trying to type.
  73. Looking at keyboard to not get it wrong. Found glasses on bed so seems like it was a
  74. quick decision to go take a nap.
  75.  
  76. 3:09pm Went to the bathroom from the DXM's most noted side effect. At this point getting
  77. up the stairs was pretty slow and beginning to get unfocused eyes. I close my eyes and
  78. daydream about some kind of first-person game.
  79.  
  80. 3:22pm Most of these episodes so far have been like a second reality semi-transposed
  81. under normal reality, scenarios pop up where I am at a social gathering in a dimly lit
  82. hallway outside a room - a sparse party, people are talking and moving about, then I
  83. realize I'm awake and open my eyes again to type which grounds me back in reality.
  84.  
  85. 3:45pm Though I'd like to stay in bed having dreams in which I'm awake while doing
  86. something but that I'm aware of not actually being awake, the subjects are mundane
  87. and everyday, like I am on my computer playing a game which I'm not, or holding a paper
  88. and knowing it is tangible but also that I'm not actually holding it.
  89. At this point I decided to wake up and try playing a driving game to see how I do.
  90. I could definately sleep all day on this, but before I do I'd like to try things.
  91.  
  92. 4:30pm I would normally drive an oval fairly consistently but I'm not doing it so well.
  93. Don't drive while on medication!
  94.  
  95. 5:16pm It's hard to drive because I feel drowsy and want to go to sleep.
  96. 6:30pm I still feel alright. It's wearing off a bit and I'm driving better.
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