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- Feb. 9 2010
- 2mg clonazepam
- 1mg lorazepam
- 22.36mg fluoxetine capsule (prozac)
- 6mg hydromorph contin (hydromorphone) capsule
- 5mg oxycodone + 325mg acetaminophen tablet
- 125ml (375mg) Dextromethorphan Hydrobromide syrup
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- 8:45am Took 2mg clonazepam orally.
- 10:38am Effects of clonazepam have increased, feeling carefree and mildly intoxicated.
- took the lorazepam, fluoxetine (prozac) and hydromorph contin at this time.
- 10:53am Feeling a little drowsy. Crushed up, snorted oxy/aceto. Have had good effects
- with 40mg oxy at a time, figured 5mg might be slighly noticeable.
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- Feelings on oxycodone on a previous trip a week ago:
- - When I got an 80mg oxy, never having tried it before, I peeled off the time release
- and crushed it, and set aside 40mg, snorting half of it. No burning, and by the time it started
- setting in, the fluid in my nose sinking into my throat was fun. I snorted the other half later.
- I became very relaxed and euphoric and talked to some people online, enjoying conversation
- and being very inquisitive and flowing. I started feeling nauseous, almost about to throw up,
- so I went to lay down, and that solved it very quickly. I messaged them back to say bye,
- and went back to lay down again it was slowly elevating the feeling, now accompanied by
- itching. I had read this was a common symptom but I was itching -everywhere-, even thinking
- there might be fleas in my bed or something. I tried to sleep but I kept waking to scratch
- myself. Checking the clock was amusing, for all the time I spent turning around and scratching,
- I would look up again to see only several minutes had passed during what I thought was much
- longer.
- - The next day, satisfied with my experience and also reading about using antihistamines to
- cancel out the itchiness, I bought a cheap pack of them and went back to sniff the other 40mg
- all at once. The euphoria was much the same, my limbs were weighted and a bit numb. I again
- started feeling nauseous so I went to lay down, taking a few of the antihistamines. Again,
- the nausea went away rapidly though I didn't stand up at all after. Pinching my skin caused
- startlingly little pain. concentrating on being relaxed, I closed my eyes and let my mind
- have a little fun. I ended up falling asleep, not much itching at all.
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- 11:13am Finished six lines of oxy/aceto, hoping I can get an underlying oxy kick.
- there's enough from the tablet for eight more lines. Standing up, movement is a little
- slow, sluggish, slightly euphoric.
- 11:31am two more rails, I closed my eyes and relaxed, and started getting a feeling I
- would describe as if face and neck were enclosed in 4 detachable triangle pieces,
- which when closed cause a slow buildup of heat and start turning down the static of the
- outside world, but when opened again, returns to normal. can be controlled by will.
- it's not forced, more like a conscious decision to have it feel closed up to be in the
- warmth. typing and motor functions slighlty off.
- 11:45am preparing to consume 125ml of DXM with plenty of juice and a supply of waffles
- to minimize the need to poop fluids. eating bread during DXM ingestion works to help
- mix it up in your system, until you have no appetite to eat the bread anymore.
- Unless of course you don't mind a free colonic irrigation, then by all means
- drink the syrup straight. I like DXM a day after a huge meal where I obviously ate way too
- much and my metabolism is going to take a week to burn it all off. Get all of it out of
- your system and you won't feel much like eating either.
- 12:00pm Gulping down as much DXM as I can for an initial hit, I plan to follow up with a
- smaller gulp every 15 minutes and extend intervals if I feel nauseous at all.
- Railed 4 more lines of oxy/aceto. Effects at this point are like mild intoxication,
- but retaining concentration, focal abilities, and speech. I am sitting while injesting
- but also walking around to feel the effects on locomotion and balance.
- At this point I can close my eyes and consciously muffle outside sounds.
- 12:15pm Closing my eyes is making me want to nod off though conscious of visual thought
- daydreams. I just closed my eyes again and thought I was playing a driving game, almost
- brought my hands to the keys to control it.
- 2:35pm I must have gone to lay down. Groggy, focusing is as dificult as trying to type.
- Looking at keyboard to not get it wrong. Found glasses on bed so seems like it was a
- quick decision to go take a nap.
- 3:09pm Went to the bathroom from the DXM's most noted side effect. At this point getting
- up the stairs was pretty slow and beginning to get unfocused eyes. I close my eyes and
- daydream about some kind of first-person game.
- 3:22pm Most of these episodes so far have been like a second reality semi-transposed
- under normal reality, scenarios pop up where I am at a social gathering in a dimly lit
- hallway outside a room - a sparse party, people are talking and moving about, then I
- realize I'm awake and open my eyes again to type which grounds me back in reality.
- 3:45pm Though I'd like to stay in bed having dreams in which I'm awake while doing
- something but that I'm aware of not actually being awake, the subjects are mundane
- and everyday, like I am on my computer playing a game which I'm not, or holding a paper
- and knowing it is tangible but also that I'm not actually holding it.
- At this point I decided to wake up and try playing a driving game to see how I do.
- I could definately sleep all day on this, but before I do I'd like to try things.
- 4:30pm I would normally drive an oval fairly consistently but I'm not doing it so well.
- Don't drive while on medication!
- 5:16pm It's hard to drive because I feel drowsy and want to go to sleep.
- 6:30pm I still feel alright. It's wearing off a bit and I'm driving better.
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