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- old write by gunjy
- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JHLMAltOs9Q
- My hearts in pain
- I need to train my brain
- to be tame in the art of disdain
- I dont march the same,
- sharp shame in every part of my frame
- I need to stop saying I wish I could start again
- My past is lame, no contrast im ashamed,
- wonder how much longer I can last in the game
- I want it to be over fast,
- run over and pass the lanes on the overpass,
- A shower of glass!
- hit with enough power to put my ass in a cast
- and I still get up in an hour an half
- and laugh its daft,
- I could survive as a flower against a nuclear blast
- So I scour the city looking for ways to meet the dark
- maybe a tall tower could help me complete the task
- as I get ready to sleep
- I put on my favorite beat
- have a bite to eat
- and treat myself to a flask
- Im steady before I leap,
- I dont care if I look like spilt spaghetti on the street,
- broken pieces in a bloody heap, im already a freak
- I dont mean to be weak as if im not a man at all
- like my dick is small, but shit its tall!
- what if I lose grip of the wall and slip and fall
- not die quick and crawl, sick on the floor?
- fuck it yall I cant put up with it any more
- I wont forget what im quitting for
- was a bit unsure before
- but now from where I sit im sure
- Im spitting raw, I dont need to look hard
- like im trying to read something written small
- I try to do a flip on my way down
- miss the ground and get laughed at
- by little shits in the playground
- these misfits think im some type of gay clown
- but I dont play around,
- so I pick up some sticks and attack,Whack!
- I wonder how long it would take to, say drown?
- I might just
- put bricks in my back pack and jump into the next lake found
- (chorus? x2)
- I cant wait to break my crown
- if you can relate to my sound
- your fate is bound
- to take you underground before your time,
- demons claw my mind
- see nothing but confusion like Saul im blind
- A solution I crawl to find
- is it self execution so I can leave it all behind
- [Verse two]
- this depression got me caught in my bed
- endlessly streesin how I ought to be dead
- im wrestling with thoughts in my head
- did I mention I tried to talk to em
- know what they said?
- "Theres no hope to be free
- you will never cope and be happy
- hopefully youll swing from a rope in a tree"
- And I totally agree,
- dame,I might just end it here
- Man, I intend to disappear
- so I might just slam
- this pen in my ear!
- but
- I need to formulate a plan
- some form of escape
- so I can
- be gone from this place,
- understand?
- being born was a mistake,
- I have trouble going straight
- like a snake on sand
- feet neverland like I levitate
- im twenty four but im more like peter pan
- Wallets empty im poor,
- can you call it life if you only ever crawl
- what are you afriad to exit for?
- im sure we all get plenty more,
- chances at life
- but what if the answers arent nice
- and nobody dance's twice
- and we cant look through the eyes
- of panthers or mice,
- and once we die our souls cold as ice
- no gold but what if I told you
- i can hold a whole bowl of rice
- and eat it at night without the fright
- of getting involved in a knife fight,
- I can even control the light
- I dont wannah grow old
- but I might not fold,lo and behold
- compared to others I have it alright
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