09:23	Gumiho	SandwichChef	[05:12:44] I get all emotional and concerned about people who see me as lesser to someone else --- you see yourself as lesser than most people. I told you before and tell you again. Because of this you will continue to fail. Comparisons are never good.
11:05	SandwichChef	I've yet to fail. I've been doing better life and I'm moving forward
11:05	SandwichChef	Not that you would fucking know
11:06	SandwichChef	*better in life
11:06	SandwichChef	I'm a store manager and I'm in a relationship now
11:14	Gumiho	Emotionally you will continue to fail your friends with jealousy.
11:14	Gumiho	as for the other two
11:14	SandwichChef	I've never failed a single friend, except for that one harlot who abandoned me
11:15	Gumiho	Congratulations, truly. Hope your relationship lasts, and you make ends meet.
11:15	Gumiho	Said harlot didn't abandoned you. You failed to be a good friend.
11:15	SandwichChef	I don't think we were ever friends
11:15	Gumiho	Go look at how many times you actually even asked how I was doing and if you cared.
11:16	Gumiho	I asked more times than I could count and truly worried when you were having issues.
11:16	SandwichChef	If you can stop worrying, you weren't worried
11:16	SandwichChef	I did generally care for you as a person, and then you turned your back on me
11:16	SandwichChef	*genuinely
11:16	SandwichChef	I cannot turn my back on someone
11:17	SandwichChef	I'm still concerned for you as a person tbh
11:17	Gumiho	Ha
11:17	Gumiho	And yet who truly wished I dissapeared
11:17	Gumiho	I never once wished that
11:18	SandwichChef	Citation needed
11:18	SandwichChef	I didn't "truly" wish anything bad upon you, and I don't have any evidence that you didn't to me
11:18	SandwichChef	You should just drop that
11:18	Gumiho	You told me yourself
11:18	Gumiho	at the pizza place
11:18	Gumiho	I got drunk because I was wishing you didn't exist
11:18	SandwichChef	That was a fucking joke, and I even apologized immediately afterwards
11:18	SandwichChef	Literally like 5 minutes later
11:18	Gumiho	You don't joke to your friends about that
11:19	Gumiho	and the way you said it made me believe you meant it
11:19	SandwichChef	I realized that, which is why I apologized
11:19	SandwichChef	I took responsibility for my action, and then you took it upon yourself to flee
11:19	Gumiho	and the only reason you apologized was maybe because you regretted saying it in front of someone you actually cared about
11:19	SandwichChef	"
11:19	SandwichChef	"Maybe"
11:19	SandwichChef	So the truth is, you don't fucking know
11:19	Gumiho	I sad and scared
11:19	SandwichChef	You're just looking for reasons to not give me the benefit of the doubt, and to continue justifying having cut me off
11:20	SandwichChef	There are no such reasons
11:20	Gumiho	I gave it to you multiple times
11:20	SandwichChef	I legitimately have nothing against you
11:20	Gumiho	and every time you let me down
11:20	Gumiho	Neither do I
11:20	SandwichChef	There is no problem between us except for the fact that you dislike me
11:20	SandwichChef	And if you don't, then it's time to end this
11:20	Gumiho	I don't dislike you or hate you
11:20	Gumiho	I told you multiple times
11:20	SandwichChef	I don't dislike you or hate you either, then what is the issue?
11:22	SandwichChef	Hear this. I made a snide sexist remark at your expense, and that was in poor form and insensitive of me. Then you overreacted by taking it personally instead of generally, and completely cut me off for like what, months now?
11:22	SandwichChef	As far as I can tell, we both made mistakes
11:22	Gumiho	You fail to realize that you actually did hurt me. And how you failed me as a friend, always doubting me.
11:22	SandwichChef	I actually have a lot of faith in you, that you'll continue to behave as you are now
11:22	Gumiho	I always wanted the best for you, and for you to succeed, find a job and be happy.
11:22	SandwichChef	You're very steadfast in that regard
11:22	SandwichChef	The feeling is mutual
11:22	SandwichChef	I want you to be happy with your boyfriend
11:23	SandwichChef	I also want you to have a better career and a more comfortable living situation
11:23	SandwichChef	Notice how I'm speaking in the present tense, and you in the past
11:23	SandwichChef	That's the difference between us. I don't quit
11:23	SandwichChef	Another difference between us, is that I can forgive those who do.
11:24	SandwichChef	I will never be too proud to admit I was wrong, or to turn the other cheek
11:25	Gumiho	Then admit how multiple times you hurt me, I owned up to it when I accidentally was too harsh or blunt with you.
11:25	SandwichChef	I did admit that
11:25	SandwichChef	What I didn't realize was that you hadn't dropped the pizza thing even after the fact
11:25	SandwichChef	You never brought it up again
11:26	SandwichChef	I thought it was over
11:26	Gumiho	I was deeply hurt
11:26	SandwichChef	I'm not a mind reader
11:26	SandwichChef	We could've talked about it
11:26	Gumiho	I did tell you
11:26	SandwichChef	And I apologized many times
11:26	SandwichChef	First immediately after the fact, and then again