Hello everyone, I just wanted to come here and say thank you so much for your love and support during this extremely difficult time. So many of you have written wonderful, loving messages that have helped make me stronger. I can’t tell you how much that means to me. And as you might expect, I have also received some really horrible comments and messages from people too. Not just those who have questions, but seriously emotionally damaging and dangerous comments.
As such I intend this to be my last public post on the matter of Toby Turner and will handle everything through more appropriate channels from now on.
The only reason I posted my story publicly to begin with was to let April and the other girls involved know they are not alone. I wish none of us were here, I wish none of us had to do this. However many have come forward and others are waiting to do so. I wanted to show them it’s ok to be brave. This is about standing together, acceptance and about bringing attention to a very, very serious issue.
It was never my intent to try and convince the whole Internet about the truth of what happened. I very intentionally left out major details and evidence which I’m sure will come out, but not on social media. FaceBook isn’t a courtroom, but it is a platform for spreading the word about serious issues and connecting with people and friends. These are absolutely serious issues and I wanted to stand together with the other victims, so I felt FaceBook was a good tool for this. I intentionally didn’t post a vlog about it because I didn’t want the personal attention. I never, ever want views from this. I wish I never had to speak of it again. But the Internet can be so toxic and I’ve decided I’ll be doing all my support in person from now on.
In regards to Seth Hendrix’s post that some of you may have seen, all I can say is that it pretty much speaks for itself. Seth himself says I was acting way beyond the bounds of how I normally act. Does that sound like someone NOT on drugs to you? Doesn’t this seem like someone who just went through a horribly traumatic experience? I’m certain that more will be revealed through better channels than FaceBook over time. Seth was a dear friend of mine, it’s heartbreaking that he can’t see the connection between my strange behavior/hospital visit to being drugged. Instead he blames it on a bad break up, a “mental breakdown”, and a schizophrenia medication (which I was never on). I’ve never been diagnosed with schizophrenia, nor have I ever been prescribed schizophrenia medicine (which I can easily prove). I was on ADHD medicine at the time, a far cry from schizophrenia (I wonder how prescription ADHD Medicine reacts with a surprise dose of Molly?) That’s all I’ll say about that for now. It’s just so heartbreaking to lose a friend this way.
On a more personal note and positive note, I know it’s hard, maybe even impossible to understand considering my story, but even after everything, I still care a great deal about Toby. He was a great friend and I don’t think he ever intended to hurt me this way. Drugs can make anyone act out of the norm, obviously. Even if you choose to ignore my story, you can see from so many others who have spoken out that he’s had substance abuse difficulties, has pushed Molly on them, has had relationship issues, and so many other troubles for a long time. My only hope is that he recognizes his drug problem and chooses to get better through rehabilitation. He will find so many friends waiting for him on the other side. We miss you Toby.
As such, I’ll be taking a break from this topic for a little while, hopefully I’ll be able to post normally soon. I’ll still be moderating my comments for hateful speech (I have many fans who are very young and I won’t tolerate hate speech directed at anyone on my page), but I have no intention of publicly commenting on this again on social media.
Thank you all so much for the love and support. Please keep it coming, we all need you more than ever now. I am so grateful for you and I love you all very dearly.