~DEEP THOUGHTZ~

I hope I can laugh at myself 10 years from now at how silly I'm being. I'll remember how I could never compliment anyone because it was too hard, and how I was sad and wanted to cry all the time, and how I always remained hopeful that I would find someone as fucked up and empty as I am. I don't want to know what it's like to love someone who doesn't love me the way I love them. I hope I can hang out with people and not feel guilty and selfish. But what I wish most is that I never ruin anyone's life. I would feel very ashamed of myself if I did that.