Vladvandaag om 16:32
i mean basicly you give see jake and dae as equals,  and consider all jake has done and waht happend  the fact only for sucking up to you and not leaving he gets the same credits. that that upsets him..I kinda understand
dont think so, as I wont start a relation with ya/ your chars to a level like dae has,  and the moment jake returned I took a step back

Quixvandaag om 16:33
Yet you talk about kori

Vladvandaag om 16:34
you didnt honestly take all that serious did you?

Quixvandaag om 16:34
No, but still

Vladvandaag om 16:34
90% of that is just teasing ,  as jake has soemthing with your char, dae has, char has,  and me "feeling left out"  so therefor I did it
it was more teasing then anything

Quixvandaag om 16:35
Daente has asked me to do stuff countless times and i've refused to do it.

Vladvandaag om 16:37
look i aint trying to justify anything or say you did stuff wrong.   But the fact that dae basicly is being treathed equally/better then jake most of the times while all he did was suck up to you and "be there"  compared to all jake has done and such.   I get that he feels upset with it.

Quixvandaag om 16:38
Better?
I tread daente worse than Jake
*treat

Vladvandaag om 16:38
not in his mind clearly.

Quixvandaag om 16:39
Time's where he's wanted to rp and interact and do things i say no.

Vladvandaag om 16:39
ye but jake cant know that

Quixvandaag om 16:39
Because i don't tell him

Vladvandaag om 16:39
all jake can know is shit he sees in the forum chat, or in aion back then, etc

Quixvandaag om 16:39
He even said something about cooking a meal sometime.

Vladvandaag om 16:40
like all he sees for example is his slimeballing to you in forum, and see you 2 together on aion or such, he cant see the background stuff
see it from his perspective

Quixvandaag om 16:42
I understand that.
Quixvandaag om 16:46
Look i appreciate the effort he put in more than daente i really do, it is why i spend more time with him over anyone else.
If i had nothing better to do i would be contempt sitting for hours by Jake.

Vladvandaag om 16:48
and he knows this?
but then again
something I really dont understand
you are so damn fond of jake, and clearly like him ALOT.  and want to be with him...  What is keeping you back  or what is making you refuse to open up to him.

Quixvandaag om 16:52
Whatever i say you are going to hound me for answers on it

Vladvandaag om 16:53
not really but I just dont understand it at all
Ya dont want to, and fear to loose him.

And you dont open up afraid to loose him and afraid you'll get hurt
while you get hurt for not opening up..
it's a paradox wich i just cannot proces somehow

Quixvandaag om 16:55
Rather hurt myself than him

Vladvandaag om 16:57
altho now but of you are basicly hurt

Quixvandaag om 16:59
I never said i was happy with it

Vladvandaag om 17:04
you understand my paradox here?

Quixvandaag om 17:05
Not really my brain is must right now
*mush