Thank you for letting me do this, I just haw so many outshouts and so little time on this planet. I am eventually   going to get to the end of this shit when I get lore when My English is as good as it can be and give them everything I solved about to. It dress me out even more that no one was trying to listen to me. Because its hard Jesse, all I did was fight I went in my head, I know Jesse onset want me ignite him. But god damn I think he needs to know this.  I am trying to take notes for you, to pay you back for all the things you do for me. And you can always use this if you can memorize them to be the perfect version of me.  I dint want to do that on Facebook anymore, Facebook limits and controls what I can say because of the fact theta they dont let you control the site like they should. Don't worry if you dont ever read these things I am not going to hold against you. I know you you get bird and your lie go damn I help my friends out all the damn time why cant they help me out. And I am over her like fuck that's going to get me in trouble. I am sorry Jesse but under my condition the only way I can keep myself sane is to write, and you have all the things I want in a friend. Spacers problem is he inst writing, but I ant make him do anything. That guy wont even listen to me if I told him that.Writors are the craziest people on earth, fidnig enjoyment in making a diffuclt task like writing a hobby.  its because we lack that emotion where we are like, man this is bullshit. The problem with the internet, and what I nkow, is they forget the cause and you knwo its misatke, and I can sit there and  know the problem, no one wants try try some new tactics. I mean look at sepncer for istnace if the docotrs really knew what they where doing they would sole it. They need to hire a dective to se if a dective can tell them how their mind works and an operation how to solve it.