[19:29] <+Stripedpantsu> lol do you know the story of the night my life turned to shit?
[19:29] <@XXIII> No
[19:29] <@nyu-zero> no
[19:29] <@XXIII> Enlighten us Spantsu
[19:29] <+Stripedpantsu> i should really pastebin this :/
[19:29] <@nyu-zero> that is why i was asking
[19:29] <@XXIII> Ever though of a mini autobiography?
[19:30] <@XXIII> thought of writing *
[19:30] <@nyu-zero> just keep it to the important things :O
[19:30] <@nyu-zero> and there must be a reason why the nigger stabbed you
[19:30] <+Stripedpantsu> lol there was
[19:30] <@nyu-zero> then tell me the reason
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[19:31] <+Stripedpantsu> it was a street fight
[19:31] <+Stripedpantsu> but thats a small part of a big picture
[19:31] <+Stripedpantsu> and it wasnt much of a fight either, 3 against 1 and all that
[19:31] <+Stripedpantsu> 3
[19:31] <+Stripedpantsu> 4 against one*
[19:31] <@nyu-zero> a street fight...why were you even involved in something like this?
[19:31] <@XXIII> You were agains the odds i'm guessing?
[19:31] <@XXIII> against*
[19:31] <+Stripedpantsu> lol let me start from the beginning
[19:32] <@XXIII> gogo ;
[19:32] <+Stripedpantsu> 4 major gangs in birmingham
[19:32] <@nyu-zero> >gangs
[19:32] <@nyu-zero> you are pretty much fucked
[19:33] <+Stripedpantsu> Buger Bar Boys (niggers, they control the inner city, and black areas, aston, lozells etc) Lynx (muslims, they controlled asian areas) Johnson crew (londoners, moving in from south birmingham) and the other gang was a tear-away from BBB, but they are not involved in this
[19:33] <+Stripedpantsu> burger*
[19:34] <+Stripedpantsu> use wiki to learn more
[19:34] <+Stripedpantsu> anyways, my family lived in aston/lozells
[19:35] <@nyu-zero> you involuntary took part in this?
[19:35] <+Stripedpantsu> the "black" areas of birmingham, and as such, had to blend in to survive, we were part of the gang, we had no choice, we couldnt have mom and dad getting mugged in the streets and the school i was in was 80% black, 10% asian, 10% white
[19:36] <@nyu-zero> oh oh
[19:36] <@nyu-zero> that is clearing everything up
[19:36] <+Stripedpantsu> thats why i said they kids who knew me, feared me, my big brothers were top muscle in the biggest faction of BBB, BMW (Birminghams most wanted)
[19:37] <+Stripedpantsu> anyways, the night everything turned to shit
[19:39] <+Stripedpantsu> my big brothers were transporting some gang-stuff inside a van, the lynx gang stole the van and leaked that my brothers were in on it all, the stupid niggers believed them (or it was an inside job, blamer the white guys etc) and my brothers best friend got word and warned us early
[19:39] <+Stripedpantsu> now. theres alot of money in crime, and there was alot of "money" in the back of that van, the gang was gunning for us, so we sought to get out fast
[19:39] <+Stripedpantsu> now i didnt know shit
[19:40] <+Stripedpantsu> i was only 18, and i didnt have much to do with the gang apart from helping my brothers SOMETIMES with non violent things, there was this one time, but we wont go into that
[19:41] <+Stripedpantsu> anyway, my brothers moved fast, my mom and dad were sent to friends outside of birmingham, my brothers basically grabbed everything of REAL value out of the house and set off in their cars
[19:42] <+Stripedpantsu> i didnt know shit until my brother called me, told me what was going on, and told me and my girlfriend emily to meet them on the M6 southbound service station
[19:42] <+Stripedpantsu> my girlfriend lived with us, and i did something critically stupid
[19:43] <+Stripedpantsu> i went back to the house. i told my girlfriend to switch her car light off, let me out, and quickly turn the car around
[19:44] <+Stripedpantsu> i went into the house, without putting any light of i ran into my room and grabbed my grandmothers cross, i was ambushed at the top of the stairs and beaten to shit by 2 big guys, i heard my girlfriend scream from outside, adrenaline went into overdrive, i threw myself down the stairs and ran outside
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[19:45] <+Stripedpantsu> 2 other niggers were trying to drag her out of the car, i ran over and pulled the first nigger away from the driver side door and screamed for my girlfriend to drive, but no, the other nigger came running around from the other side and took me down
[19:45] <@Turnip> :o....
[19:46] <+Stripedpantsu> the other 2 that was in the house also came and they had me from all sides
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[19:46] <+Stripedpantsu> my girlfriend flung the car door open and i made a dash for the door, but i was grabbed by one and the other stabbed me in the torso
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[19:48] <%Packard> Dide...
[19:48] <%Packard> Ookamikakushi 8 was awesome
[19:48] <+happykillin> really?
[19:48] <%Packard> Where the fuck are subs for ep 9
[19:48] <+Stripedpantsu> after he realised what he had done he ripped the knife out of me, one of them said "fuckin'hell man, he's as good as fucking dead!"
[19:48] <+happykillin> i havent wathed it yet
[19:48] <%Packard> Yeah, finally got good
[19:49] <@nyu-zero> Stripedpantsu: your life is pure hell :/
[19:49] <+happykillin> striped you meant
[19:49] <&Ghostlyy> >he ripped the knife out of me
[19:49] <&Ghostlyy> I cringed
[19:49] <%Packard> The last few minutes actually made me excited for the next ep
[19:49] <+happykillin> *in british accent* "fuckin'hell man, he's as good as fucking dead!"
[19:49] <+Stripedpantsu> they ran. i threw myself into the passenger side door and she began to drive
[19:49] <+Stripedpantsu> i was wearing a white shirt, and i could actually see it turning red
[19:49] <@nyu-zero> happykillin: those were niggers
[19:50] <+happykillin> they are still british :V
[19:50] <@nyu-zero> Stripedpantsu: move to another country
[19:50] <@nyu-zero> if you havent already done so
[19:50] <@nyu-zero> move to japan :v
[19:51] <+Stripedpantsu> my girlfriend stopped a little while up the road and put me in the backseat, the pain and fear in her eyes was scary, but i could feel my energy falling fast, she was screaming "CASPER! CASPER PLEASE DONT DIE! PLEASE!" she jumped back into the driver seat and floored it towards the hospital
[19:51] <+Stripedpantsu> my mouth went numb
[19:51] <+Stripedpantsu> i couldnt move my arms or legs
[19:51] <+Stripedpantsu> she was literally bawling crying while she was speeding
[19:52] <+Stripedpantsu> she rang the hospital and told them she had a deep stab victim en route and to prepare for my arrival ASAP
[19:52] <+Stripedpantsu> and the last thing, the very last moments i remember from that night are
[19:52] <+happykillin> atleast you would have been a friendly ghost :V
[19:52] <&Ghostlyy> oh damn happykillin
[19:52] <@nyu-zero> your girlfriend saved your life :O
[19:52] <@nyu-zero> this sounds like a movie but its real :(
[19:53] <+Stripedpantsu> her looking at me and pleading with me not to die, telling me how much she loved me, and her crying... it was so loud
[19:53] <+Stripedpantsu> i coughed up a throut full of blood and she let out a yelp
[19:53] <@Turnip> !!!!!!!!!!!
[19:53] <@Turnip> D:
[19:53] <+Stripedpantsu> she rang my brother
[19:53] <%Packard> Damn dude
[19:53] <@Turnip> o-oh my god D:
[19:54] <%Packard> You have a real reason to hate niggers
[19:54] <+happykillin> this when you found out she was pregnant? and youd never see your kids face so you pulled through barely?
[19:54] <+Stripedpantsu> and said "Jay... Jay its Cassie, he's gonna die jay, CASSIES GONNA DIE!" crying loudly
[19:54] <+Stripedpantsu> those were the last words
[19:54] <+Stripedpantsu> after that, i blacked out
[19:55] <@Turnip> D: D:
[19:55] <+Stripedpantsu> woke up 2 months later.
[19:55] <+happykillin> you woke up 9 months later out of your coma with your black son
[19:55] <+Stripedpantsu> my family were all gone
[19:55] <@Turnip> oh god D:
06[19:56] * @Turnip hugs stripedpantsu ;;
[19:56] <@Turnip> that
[19:56] <+Stripedpantsu> Emily had been sent to live with one of her friends
[19:56] <@Turnip> 's terrible D:
[19:56] <+Stripedpantsu> my friends all thought i were dead
[19:56] <+Stripedpantsu> after the police took their statements, the nurse handed my a packet from my brother
[19:58] <+Stripedpantsu> in it, it contained a plane ticket, £2000 cash, and a letter telling me mom and dad were in Aus, my sis in law and godson were under police protection and that him and si were back in the military, and that my old friend from WAY back had agreed to take me in, he lives in frankfurt, germany.
[19:58] <+Stripedpantsu> within the week i checked myself out and left.
[19:58] <@nyu-zero> so you are here in germany
[19:58] <+Stripedpantsu> nope, back in england now
[19:59] <@nyu-zero> and why?
[19:59] <+Stripedpantsu> london.
[19:59] <+Stripedpantsu> lol you wanna hear the rest?
[19:59] <@nyu-zero> not exactly, that is too much for me to handle :(
[19:59] <+Stripedpantsu> well theres no more violence from here on
[19:59] <@Turnip> o:
[20:00] <@nyu-zero> but i jsut want to know why are you back in england?
[20:00] <+Stripedpantsu> the next part is actually quite sweet
[20:00] <&Ghostlyy> ;_;
[20:00] <&Ghostlyy> they could make a film out of your life
[20:00] <+Stripedpantsu> to be frank, i need to be here to move forward with our plan for revenge
[20:00] <&Ghostlyy> they need to add some more explosions
[20:00] <&Ghostlyy> but otherwise it's all hollywood-level
[20:01] <%Packard> <+Stripedpantsu> to be frank, i need to be here to move forward with our plan for revenge
[20:01] <%Packard> Make holywood movie about that
[20:01] <+Stripedpantsu> it'd work better as an anime, id love a powerlevel.
[20:01] <@nyu-zero> your life is as cruel as that one french movie i watched
[20:02] <+Stripedpantsu> but wanna hear the rest?
[20:02] <@NegiSpringfield> that's sad stuff
[20:02] <@NegiSpringfield> I feel weird reading it
[20:02] <@NegiSpringfield> but it's the truth I assume
[20:02] <+happykillin> just attempt to rtoll with me
[20:02] <+happykillin> troll*
[20:03] <+happykillin> after he woke up from his 9 month coma with his black son
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[20:03] <+happykillin> ;_;
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[20:03] <@NegiSpringfield> er what?
[20:03] <@nyu-zero> i cant stand such trolling in serious situations :/
[20:04] <@nyu-zero> you can continue Stripedpantsu
[20:04] <@nyu-zero> but you dont need to
[20:04] <@nyu-zero> imma watching durarara now :O
[20:04] <@NegiSpringfield> I didn't know the UK had gangs or lots of blacks
[20:04] <@NegiSpringfield> lots of niggers
[20:04] <%Packard> Why did we ban happykillin?
[20:05] <+Stripedpantsu> oh and i forgot what i said to emily in the car
[20:05] <+Stripedpantsu> when she was crying and pulling me into the backseat, i said "dont cry"... how could she not :/
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[20:07] <+Stripedpantsu> anyways... germany gets better
[20:09] <+Stripedpantsu> so pretty much emotionally numb and still with fresh memories of that night i touched down in germany, my friend came and picked me up from the airport, on the drive back to his house he only had a handful of words for me
[20:09] <+Stripedpantsu> "Jay told me what happened man... you're going to be ok, you're safe with me I promise"
[20:10] <@nyu-zero> you were in frankfurt, that is a safe place :P
[20:11] <@Turnip> ><@NegiSpringfield> I didn't know the UK had gangs or lots of blacks
[20:11] <@Turnip> they're fucking everywhere fffff
[20:11] <@Turnip> :v
[20:11] <+Stripedpantsu> I started crying, a single tear at first, then he put his hand on my shoulder, he said "it's alright man", i started crying loud and hard, i started patting the car door saying "stop! stop!"
[20:12] <@Turnip> o:
[20:12] <+Stripedpantsu> he stopped the car, i opened the door and threw up, his car was just like hers, a hatchback, black interior etc
[20:13] <+Stripedpantsu> we sat on a grass verge on the autobahn (forgive my german) for around half an hour, he just let me sit there and cry like a bitch, he really is a patient, kind guy.
[20:15] <+Stripedpantsu> after that, and an hour later, i got into his house, he lead me to a small room, inside it had a fold out bed, a piano, a dresser, a tv, a mirror and a few of his personal affects
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[20:15] <+Stripedpantsu> and i swear, when i got into that room, i did not come out for 2 months, i just sat in there, and all id do when i wasnt crying, worrying about everyone and everything, was stare at those 4 walls
[20:16] <+Stripedpantsu> i got really skiiny because i just couldnt eat anything, but one day he decided to cut my crap and he started to make me work for my food
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[20:17] <+Stripedpantsu> small things at first like cooking and cleaning, then fetching shopping in with basic german (viegetz, danke, bitte, ja, nein)
[20:19] <+Stripedpantsu> 6 months into my stay my brother sent a letter, and inside it contained the full details of where mom and dad were, where emily was, how she was doing etc, but maintained for her sake and for mine, that i should remain off the radar, no contact.
[20:19] <+Stripedpantsu> it hurt, but i complied with J's wishes
[20:19] <+Stripedpantsu> meanwhile
[20:20] <+Stripedpantsu> my 3 best friends back in birmingham
[20:21] <+Stripedpantsu> Revecca and Ashley, were convinced i wasnt dead, they didnt know shit about what happened but eventually the rumor that i was dead got round to them and was backed up by the nigger who stabbed me shouting his mouth off to their friends.
[20:22] <+Stripedpantsu> still, those 2 refused to believe I was dead, they did the smart thing and looked for my brothers, eventually they got one of my big brothers friends to tell them where J was
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[20:22] <+Stripedpantsu> then they contacted him though via the military
[20:23] <+Stripedpantsu> my big brother, confirming who they were with his own eyes caved and told them what happened in full, they knew those 2 were to be trusted, and gave Rebecca my address and gave her a date to bring me back to birmingham and where to meet with him and my other brother
[20:25] <+Stripedpantsu> december 2008, In frankfurt, i was in my room, still haunted by everything, i was playing the piano my friend had taught me, i didnt hear the knock at the door
[20:26] <+Stripedpantsu> the next thing i knew, my friend said "Casper, you have a visitor", my door opened, and there she stood
[20:27] <+Stripedpantsu> her hair soaked, tied up in a knot, i saw her eyes well up before me
[20:29] <+Stripedpantsu> "Cassie..." she gasped, i stood up, i was speechless, she ran towards me and threw her arms tightly around me, i lost balance and we fell backwars onto the bed, she gripped even harder and buried her head in my shirt
[20:30] <+Stripedpantsu> she began to cry, so did I, i cried silent tears of joy, hers were just a bit louder
[20:31] <+Stripedpantsu> "... they all thought you were dead cassie, not me and ash, jay told me what happened"
[20:32] <+Stripedpantsu> with that she left up, "OH SHIT! SORRY!" thinking she had aggrivated the wound, i told her it was okay, it had long since healed
[20:32] <+Stripedpantsu> she insisted on seeing my scar, i didnt want to show her, but she wanted to see it with her own eyes
[20:34] <+Stripedpantsu> i pulled my top up, there it was, a long, deep scar, she started crying and cursing the bastards responsible, and she again threw her arms around me and she pretty much cried until she fell asleep
[20:34] <+Stripedpantsu> i was touched more than anything.
[20:34] <+Stripedpantsu> to think they had worried all that time.
[20:34] <+Stripedpantsu> lol and i bet no one is reading this
[20:35] <@NegiSpringfield> I am
[20:35] <@NegiSpringfield> I find it hard to read if only because it's deeply emotional
[20:35] <@NegiSpringfield> I am glad you are ok though
[20:36] <+Stripedpantsu> lol its almost at present day now
[20:36] <@NegiSpringfield> ok
[20:36] <@NegiSpringfield> :D
[20:36] <+Stripedpantsu> Rebecca stayed with me for the rest of the monthm and she really not even for a second was moe than a few meters away
[20:36] <+Stripedpantsu> more*
[20:37] <@NegiSpringfield> moe
[20:37] <@NegiSpringfield> moe~
[20:38] <+Stripedpantsu> we slept in the same bed (sorry kids no sex, she's my brhoe), she came to work with me, she worked out with me and my friend, everything
[20:39] <+Stripedpantsu> she told me i only had til the end of the month, and that jay wanted me back in brum, and that Si (other brother, sick of saying other brother) would be there too, and that if i wasnt ready to come back, i should stay there until i was
[20:39] <@nyu-zero> i just finished watching the latest episode of durarara, all i can say is FUCK YOU IZAYA!!!! and YAY for selty finding her head (well her head ran to her)
[20:40] <@nyu-zero> sorry to interrupt you Stripedpantsu
[20:41] <+Stripedpantsu> but i felt it was something important, soon enough the day came, i gave much love and hugs to my english turn german comrade and set off for that airport, destination: Birmingham International Airport
[20:43] <+Stripedpantsu> Touching down in birmingham, it was raining pretty fucking hard, harder than usual for winter months, Rebecca gripped my hand hard, and outside the airport she took my bags into her taxi, kissed me on the cheek while maintaining a longer than friendly hug, told me to be careful, and set on her way back to her house, i hailed a cab, and told the guy to head to the black horse
[20:44] <+Stripedpantsu> the black horse in an old pub in the city center, its kind of a family pub, my brothers were always really good friends with the son of the owners and as such we always had the privilege of drinking til the early hours and locking up on our way out
[20:47] <+Stripedpantsu> when i arrived all the lights were off from the outside, i lit my cigarette, took a deep, long drag and threw the doors open, staring back at me, was my brothers under 1 light at the bar
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[20:47] <+Stripedpantsu> "alright Jay, Si... guess who's back..."
[20:49] <+Stripedpantsu> as usual, they just smiled, i sat in between them, jay slid over my old mobile phone, my new address, my flat keys, my car keys
[20:49] <+Stripedpantsu> and the conversation started:
[20:49] <+Stripedpantsu> "you alight Cas?"
[20:49] <+Stripedpantsu> "yeah..."
[20:49] <+Stripedpantsu> "Germany alright?"
[20:50] <+Stripedpantsu> "yeah..."
[20:50] <+Stripedpantsu> then jay said "right lands, here's the plan."
[20:50] <+Stripedpantsu> that was 2 years ago.
[20:50] <+Stripedpantsu> lads*
[20:52] <@nyu-zero> why does this sound like a movie? D:
[20:52] <+Stripedpantsu> lol and here i am.
[20:53] <+Stripedpantsu> Nyu i wish it was a movie :/
[20:53] <+Stripedpantsu> atleast then i could watch someone else go through this shit ^^
[20:54] <+Stripedpantsu> end btw, right now im just working towards completing phase 1 of my role