No one knows what the future holds.  It's not happened yet.  Everything that has happened in our lives brings us to the present,  but the present is where we are.  Let's live here and now.  We're not together,  we're not boyfriend and girlfriend.  You don't need that right now.  But you do have me.  I'm happy with that and if you are, we'll stay just like this.  I don't need anything more.  I can wait for you to know what you want.  I'm not going to give up all the wonderful present moments that we can and will have until that time because of something I can't predict.   I'm going to remind you every day how beautiful you,  both outside and inside.  You question yourself, you question why I see you as the amazing person I see. That's not a question, it's because I see you in your enirety,  I see both the good and the bad.  I see you as a whole person.  I'm not ignoring it because I'm in love with you.  And you're too hard on yourself and focus too much on what you see as bad and ignore the good that greatly outnumbers the negatives.  You need to believe in yourself.  I believe in you.  I want you to believe in me too.  Don't think I'm putting my life on hold for you.  I know that concerns you,  you've mentioned it before.  But I don't think that's what I'm doing at all.  If anything you've helped me make more forward motion in my life than I've done by myself.  So let's live for now.  Let's be together in the moment's we are, and let's just work on ourselves when we aren't.  If you need help, I'm here.  If you need a shoulder, I'm here.  If you need me, I'm here.  If you don't,  I can step back.  All you have to do is say.  Maybe one day we'll be doing well for ourselves, together,  in a nice house, with some little versions of ourselves,  Maybe one day you'll decide that's not what you want.  But until then, we have now.  I'm going to live here, in that now.  Being in love is not a bad thing.  It isn't co-dependant.  It's just being in love.  You stuck a string in me that isn't quite like anything else anyone has been able to do.  I don't know exactly what it is,  I can't pick any single "point" out of this beautiful woman who is [Removing her name cos, pastebin],  I think it's the big picture.  I love that piece of art that your life has painted up until now to make, I love you and everything that makes you up.