Well Sam. You seem to have made up your mind. I may have said some harsh things in anger. But lets be real here.
1: Whether you like it or not, and whether you intended it or not, what you said hurt. I never once said you intended it. just that it hurt.

2: Yes you apologised. You sent a 5 word message while avoiding me for league. Then took it as a personal offense or attack when I didn't immediately just accept that. I also never said your apology wasn't sincere. Another conclusion you jumped to and attacked me for.

3: Remember when you told me that when I really need company to just tell you? Well that's what I did. Regardless of your intention it was made clear that you didn't want to. Regardless, you knew I needed your help and was reaching out for it, and look at how you've treated me knowing that.

4: But now you're actively choosing to avoid me. And ignore me. And abandon me, when you know I needed you. You chose to do this, and you've hurt me deeply. I can already tell you're going to sit there and think that I'm giving you too much shit or should have a bit more faith in you. But you've genuinely damaged my trust in you.

None of this is okay. And we are not okay. I admit I was wrong to return you lashing out at me, by lashing back. But I am not wrong to be hurt by what you've done. And I will not apologise for being hurt.
I will not be messaging you again. I've said what I need to say. Anything further is in your hands.