I was in the room in a little side
I was sad but I never cried
I thought I was bad but I just never tried
I thought people loved me, but they told me 'bye bye'.
The people just wanted to see me die
People never seen me in the eye
People pushed me off, I never been high.
[Hook]
Never been a liar, I just told some white lie.
If you wanna get something, do or die.
Always been afraid of my feeling ,
Always been hard to me dealing with other ones,
My heart has always been hit by guns.
Can't deal with this ghosts,
They kill me everytime,
They wait me in the nighttime,
They always reach that fucking line
Always tried to put a sign,
Always felt a shiver in the back, in the spine,
Always needed to decline.
[Chorus]
Always been asked why,
Always been that guy,
Always been too shy,
In my heart, I wanted to fly
Always wanted to go over the sky
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Everyday the same shit,
Everyday I change a bit,
Always tried to not quit,
But it's harder than I did think,
I haven't even any grit,
Often I just lose it,
Sometimes I gave up,
then I wake up and get a Mother Wit,
I push harder and I get pink..
[Chorus]x2