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- 😞
- Im sorry
- Please
- 😞
- Kira • 2:20 PM
- I want to say less because you say less but I can't hold it in
- That's the difference between us
- I care more and have more to say
- But you make it look like you don't really care in some way
- So I will say less
- You stopped talking to me for some reason long ago
- Now you have put me in a depression that I cannot climb out of
- 2:21 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- I dont say less baby I say the same amount
- Im sorry im doing this to you 😞
- I never ever meant for you to be put into this
- I meant to make you happy but I will fix everything that I have done
- And make things better for you
- Kira • 2:23 PM
- The only way you can fix this is give me love
- I don't know why you stopped giving me love
- 2:23 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- I never ever stopped giving you love and I never will
- Kira • 2:24 PM
- You did long ago
- You don't talk to me about your things anymore you just give me short responses of what I say or you talk about what your mom is doing or we just argue
- You don't speak to me anymore as love should grant
- You made it look like you're bored of me you made it look like you're used to me
- Now, you will either cry or you will deny what I said
- If we are meant to be don't modify your true self
- I fell in love with the Kira that God revealed to me and granted me
- Not a wall
- 2:27 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- I*m just saying I feel like I didnt change and im sorry you feel like I talk less but I really dont. I love hearing the things you tell me cause everything you tell me is very interesting. I will never ever be bored of you baby you dont need to worry about that cause everything you do entertains me and you always will entertain me no matter what you do. I will never ever be bored of you. We are meant to be and I will never ever modify myself. That Kira you fell in love with is still me. It makes me sad when you say " That Kira "
- It makes me feel like youre not in love with Me
- Kira • 2:28 PM
- But you're not in love with me anymore
- When I gave you like five paragraphs over the iPod or Instagram
- Or long emails
- You gave me the same amount
- But now you just summarize and narrow down your words and leave huge ditches between them
- It makes it look like you're too tired to deal with my bs
- 2:30 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- I will try to fix everything baby. I will talk to you more I will no longer summarize things I will give you full responses I will no longer eave ditches I will make sure I dont leave anything out while being carefull about what I say cause I dont want to hurt you like I have been doing
- Kira • 2:32 PM
- No don't change anything
- Because I'm gonna be talking less
- 2:33 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Im not going to change anything
- Im just simply slacking off now so Im going to bring everything backto the way it was
- Kira • 2:33 PM
- See even you admit it and that breaks my heart
- 2:34 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- You will not talk less cause then thats going to destroy me just as me talking less destroys you
- So please dont change anything
- Kira • 2:34 PM
- I don't believe you love me
- 2:34 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Well I do and you need to believe that
- If Ididnt love you I would let you change everything
- vut im not
- Kira • 2:35 PM
- No you keep changing what you said
- 2:35 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Cause I fell in love with who you are not who you want to be
- Kira • 2:35 PM
- You say you do and don't in what I say
- And finally you admit it
- You broke my heart just now
- Good luck fixing it
- "I will try to fix everything baby. I will talk to you more I will no longer summarize things I will give you full responses I will no longer eave ditches I will make sure I dont leave anything out while being carefull about what I say cause I dont want to hurt you like I have been doing"
- And you said you were just slacking off
- Why would you ever slack off on me - that shows you don't care
- You have thrown off my emotions to a new level of hurt
- 2:37 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- No I told you why I slacked off
- I said I have been getting worried about myself
- My health
- And now something else
- When Im worried about things I talk less
- I dont know why
- thats just who I am
- Kira • 2:38 PM
- I told you that if you would just listen to me a lot would be solved
- But you kept going in your own way which isn't mine
- Thank you for crumbling my heart
- 2:39 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- I do listen to you but you will just say that I dont so I dont know why I say things anymore cause you will always say the opposite
- 😢
- 😢
- 😢
- 😢
- 😢
- Kira • 2:39 PM
- Great here comes the crying
- 2:39 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- 😢
- 😢
- Kira • 2:39 PM
- I told you
- Oh well I'll never find healing
- 2:40 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Neither will I
- Kira • 2:40 PM
- Sooner I go to God the better
- 2:40 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Wow okay
- 😢
- 😢
- You do aomething to your self youre also doing it to me
- So if you dont want to do anything to me then dont do anything
- 😢
- Kira • 2:41 PM
- I'm becoming a privatized monk
- 2:41 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- And I will die
- Come save me if you care
- Im going to die
- Kira • 2:41 PM
- Stop testing me
- 2:41 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Im not
- Kira • 2:41 PM
- Stop doing this to me you already
- 2:41 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- youre the ne testing me
- Kira • 2:41 PM
- Hurt me
- 2:41 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- All we do is fight
- I hate this
- 😢
- 😢
- Kira • 2:42 PM
- Wow I can't believe you just said that
- 2:42 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Are you home?
- Kira • 2:42 PM
- No
- Burning outside at nova
- Been outside for two hours
- In my black clothes
- 2:42 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Well thats not my faul
- Go inside
- Fault**
- Kira • 2:43 PM
- No I accepted it
- 2:43 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- 😢
- Kira • 2:43 PM
- Thanks for saying that it's not your fault
- Shows how much you care
- 2:43 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- You arguing with me and getting mad at me for crying sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard shows how much you care
- I dont think Iwill ever stop crying
- Cause you said you will never be healed
- All I do is hurt you
- I have to punish myself
- Kira • 2:44 PM
- No stop
- 2:44 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Harshly
- You might see marks
- Kira • 2:44 PM
- Stop makingr it worse
- 2:44 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- See thats all I do
- Kira • 2:44 PM
- Why are you torturing me
- You have no faith that's the problem
- 2:44 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Cause apparently thats all I know how to do
- Im litteraly screaming
- Kira • 2:45 PM
- I can't speak because you threw my spirit down below hell
- 2:45 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- And I cant do anything about it
- Cause I caused it all
- So ow am I gouing to fix it
- Going
- Im going to just kill the baby thats growing right now
- Kira • 2:45 PM
- No stop
- 2:46 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- I think I started spotting
- So Im pregnant
- Kira • 2:46 PM
- Stop doing this Kira stop
- I know I'm not the one
- 2:46 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- But this is how its going to be with the child
- Kira • 2:46 PM
- But please for your sake
- 2:46 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- I dont care about me or anything
- All I care about is you
- But you dont believe me
- Kira • 2:46 PM
- Then for my sake stop saying bad things
- 2:47 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Thats all thats in my head right now
- Kira • 2:47 PM
- Then just remember all the good things I've told you
- 2:47 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- I have the biggest head ache and I have a lot of things I need to do that wont get done
- 😢
- 😢
- I HATE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!
- I never knew I would say tha again
- That**
- 😢
- 😢
- Kira • 2:48 PM
- I know not even I could stop you
- That's how powerful I am
- I couldn't remove your depression I couldn't stop you from saying you hate life
- I can't believe it
- You will leave me
- 2:48 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- No
- Kira • 2:49 PM
- From all that you said you might as well
- 2:49 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- But im never going to
- Kira • 2:49 PM
- Showing you don't care, admitting of less, submission snd declining of me and all these problems
- 2:49 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- So youre going to have to live with me sorry that Im in love with you
- I cant help it
- Kira • 2:49 PM
- You're not in love with me Kira
- It's not love what you have for me
- 2:49 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Hope tha saved your phone
- Kira • 2:56 PM
- You were in a call with Kira
- Kira Murcia2:56 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- That**
- 😢
- 😢
- Kira • 2:56 PM
- It frozed
- 2:57 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Thats why I kept messaging you to but you werent paying attention to me
- You were paying attention to who ever that was
- Kira • 2:57 PM
- I couldn't
- 2:57 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Why
- Kira • 2:57 PM
- Missed call from Kira
- Kira Murcia2:58 PM
- My battery is dying
- And I'm in the car
- I feel so deprived of everything
- And now we won't ever fix anything
- 2:59 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- I feel like im dead right now
- Kira • 3:00 PM
- I already died
- 3:00 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- So did i
- Kira • 3:00 PM
- My heart is stone again
- 3:00 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- So is mine
- Kira • 3:00 PM
- Then I guess we'll never get anywhere
- 3:00 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- I have been trying to fix you but nothing tha tI say fixes anything
- Im going to go to bed crying
- Kira • 3:01 PM
- Leave me like you will
- 3:01 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Why do you want me to leave so badly
- ??
- Kira • 3:01 PM
- I don't want you to leave but I know you will and you might as well from everything you told me
- Leave me so that not only will I be nothing but I will have nothing
- You will move on don't worry you're know for that remember
- 3:03 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Im not leaving you. I told you I will never ever leave you no matter what. I told you the plans we have for each other is going to happen and I will make sure they will happen
- What the hell Giovanni
- Keep saying these things to me
- They make me sooooooo happy
- Kira • 3:03 PM
- I'll just shut off my phone
- 3:03 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Thats sarcasim btw
- Kira • 3:03 PM
- Save you the trouble before I hurt you even more
- I can't do anything at all ever for you
- You made me realize that
- 3:04 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- You do everything for me
- Kira • 3:04 PM
- No
- Read every thing you just said to me that offended me
- You make me feel like I already lost everything
- If I've been hurt for months because I kept them from spilling out to you while you need my love and comfort
- Obviously if you throw rocks at me like that I will collapse
- Because I'm already holding a giant boulder on my shoulders
- But your offenses are likes rocks thrown at me
- 3:06 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- I love hearing myself cry
- Kira • 3:06 PM
- Then as long as you're with me you'll cry
- I won't be able to stop it because you made it be like that
- You have made me seem powerless and you have made me powerless
- 3:07 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- No cause you are choosing to do nothing about it
- Kira • 3:07 PM
- I just told you everything
- 3:07 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Im on the verge of killing myself
- And I will do it
- Im not scared
- Kira • 3:07 PM
- Tell this to the person who has power
- I can't help you because I'm not that person
- If you end yourself you end me
- 3:08 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- cause you dont want to*******
- Kira • 3:08 PM
- You don't want me to
- I need to
- I want to
- I have to
- 3:09 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Then do it
- Kira • 3:09 PM
- But I'm not enough
- You have stripped me of everything
- How can I fix when you don't love me anymore
- But whatever I shouldn't have love anyway
- Don't do anything Kira I love you
- 3:09 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- 😢
- 😢
- 😢
- 😢
- 😢
- ðŸ˜
- Kira • 3:11 PM
- Stop it please
- Do you love pain or do you love truth
- 3:12 PM
- Kira Murcia (kiramurcia6@gmail.com)
- Neither
- Im just used to pain
- Kira • 3:12 PM
- So therefore you seek pain and deny me
- Because I only bring truth
- And I understand that you don't need or want me except the feeling of love and emotion
- So don't worry
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