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- Subtitles by explosiveskull
- akumenang.com
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- You're gonna try to lie
- to yourself tomorrow
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- but I have bewitched you.
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- I have bewitched
- you with the truth.
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- If I had not spoken
- you'd of had no sin.
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- 00:00:23,715 --> 00:00:25,949
- But I have come
- and I have spoken
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- 00:00:25,951 --> 00:00:28,785
- and now you've
- gotta walk in the light.
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- I warn you, you better
- not look to anything else.
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- As it's written in Matthew 5:8,
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- blessed are the pure in heart,
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- for they shall see God.
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- You've got to see
- God in the earth
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- because what you see you'll be.
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- When you see him you
- will be like him.
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- When he appears
- you shall be him.
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- 00:00:46,238 --> 00:00:49,172
- The sky God has everybody
- worshiping him today
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- yet the people are
- going to bed hungry,
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- there's wars, famine, yet you
- said, "He had all the power."
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- 00:00:54,646 --> 00:00:56,212
- You said, "The devil did that."
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- Who made the devil?
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- God made the devil, supposedly.
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- As it says in Isaiah 14:12,
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- "Lucifer was the most
- beautiful angel."
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- Right.
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- I've got to get this in
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- because it's the difference
- between life and death.
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- I want you to reflect
- on what I preach today.
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- I want you to testify on what
- you've seen and heard today.
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- I want you to tell me
- what you're willing to do
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- for this revelation of God.
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- Amen.
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- It's far, far harder
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- to have walked through
- every day, die slowly.
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- And from the time you're a child
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- to the time you get
- gray, you're dying.
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- It's as a revolutionary suicide,
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- this is not a
- self-destructive suicide.
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- So they'll pay for this.
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- They brought this upon us
- and they'll pay for that.
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- I leave that destiny to them.
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- They set an example for others,
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- 1,000 people who said, "We don't
- like the way the world is."
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- "Take some, take
- our life from us."
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- "We laded down, we got tired."
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- "We didn't commit suicide,
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- "we committed an act of
- revolutionary suicide
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- "protesting the conditions
- of an inhumane world."
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- Such was the scale
- of the horror at Jonestown
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- that many cemeteries didn't
- even want to accept the dead.
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- Didn't wanna be associated
- with the tragedy.
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- Here at the Evergreen Cemetery
- in Oakland, California
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- 409 victims are buried
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- in a mass grave
- beneath this hillside.
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- The Military
- Airlift Command
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- flew its C-141 transports
- into Jonestown, Guyana
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- with the necessary
- supplies and equipment
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- to move more than 900 bodies
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- of American citizens
- to the United States.
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- The task was accomplished
- in several stages.
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- From before Thanksgiving,
- until several weeks later, MAC
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- was involved in the cleanup
- operations in Guyana.
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- The bodies were flown
- to Dover Air Force Base
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- for the task of identification
- and disposition.
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- Save me, Sarah.
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- Lead me to the light.
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- When you look in the
- mirror, what do you see?
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- Do you see the real you
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- or what you've been
- conditioned to believe is you?
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- The two are so very different.
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- One is an infinite consciousness
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- capable of being and
- creating anything it chooses.
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- The other is an illusion
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- captured by its own perceived
- and programmed limitations.
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- Everything the people
- in this nation hold dear
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- is an illusion.
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- In the political arena, you're
- given the illusion of choice
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- not realizing that the same
- hidden hand controls both sides.
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- You're offered food with
- the promise of nutrition
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- when in actual fact it's
- cheaply produced slop
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- robbing your body of nutrients.
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- You're taught to
- laude false gods,
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- celebrities, the
- rich and powerful.
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- You're told to worship greed.
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- To believe that money
- can buy you happiness.
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- But the 1% control
- the majority of wealth
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- and everyone else is
- encouraged to fight
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- for the pitiful
- scraps remaining.
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- From the cradle to the
- grave you don't have choice.
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- You have owners.
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- We dare not step
- outside of the box
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- because we're ruled by fear.
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- Fearful that if we open our
- minds and embrace new ideas
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- people will think we're crazy.
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- When you dismiss
- a thought process
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- beyond which has been
- programmed into you from birth
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- you remain within the false
- state of consciousness,
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- which has been created to
- keep you under control.
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- They want you to obey,
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- to never discover the true
- power we all hold within us.
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- Wake up, wake up now
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- or forever remain
- imprisoned inside the dream.
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- So, tell me about
- your latest dream.
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- Well, that's nothing we
- haven't covered before.
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- According to Freud every dream
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- represents wish fulfillment.
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- What does that mean?
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- Well, I've always believed
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- that dreams are based
- on repressed desires.
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- But then other psychologists
- believe that dreams
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- have less to do with our desires
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- and more to do with our
- worries or preoccupations.
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- It's good for you to
- talk about your dreams.
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- When the answers can't be
- found in the waking world
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- perhaps they can be found
- in the subconscious.
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- There's no where to hide there.
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- Eager to leave?
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- I'm sorry.
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- I feel like we're going
- around in circles.
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- It's nothing personal, I know
- you're doing all you can.
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- It's just all these years later
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- maybe talking isn't
- enough anymore.
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- You're right.
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- Talk therapy is just one
- part of healing process.
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- It should always be
- accompanied by physical action
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- in your daily life.
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- I'm trying. Walking,
- being in nature,
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- things like that are helping.
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- And the medication?
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- I'm not sure I wanna
- take it any more.
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- Why is that?
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- Because when I take
- it I feel nothing.
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- I'm just numb.
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- The objective is to help
- balance your emotions.
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- I don't know.
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- I feel like a zombie
- when I take it.
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- I guess I would
- rather feel something
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- than feel nothing.
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- Well, I would recommend that
- you continue the medication
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- for now at least.
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- But it's up to you.
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- All I can do is advise.
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- Time's up.
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- It's been three years
- since the accident.
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- I thought my feelings
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- about the church
- woulda changed by now.
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- This all seems so redundant.
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- My mom and dad dedicated
- their lives to the church
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- and look how God rewarded them.
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- Do you ever think some people
- are called to God early
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- because their purpose
- had been fulfilled?
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- That they were here
- for a specific mission
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- and they completed it.
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- My parents still
- had a lot of plans.
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- A lot of things they
- still wanted to do.
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- And they're taking before
- they had a chance to do them,
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- just seem so unfair.
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- Perhaps some people
- aren't just here
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- on earth for themselves.
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- What do you mean?
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- Maybe their mission was to
- help someone else learn.
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- Are you saying they died
- to teach me a lesson?
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- No, I didn't mean it like that.
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- But think of it this way:
- their mission was simply
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- to raise you and set
- you on your journey.
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- But now, for you to truly grow,
- you have to take the rest
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- of the trip without them.
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- I don't know.
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- What could I possible learn
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- from losing two people
- I loved so much?
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- I don't know.
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- I guess that's what
- you have to find out.
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- I never had a good
- relationship with my parents,
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- left me with the core
- belief that I was unlovable.
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- But that's changed now, I
- know I'm worthy of love.
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- Have you met somebody?
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- No, I feel love at the Temple.
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- I finally know what it's
- like to be part of a family.
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- To feel a sense
- of love and unity.
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- You know there's a lot of
- talk about Reverend Jones.
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- Some say he preaches blasphemy.
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- The establishment attack anyone
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- who upsets the natural
- order of things.
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- You should come to a
- service, hear him speak.
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- Make up your own mind.
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- Church is the last
- thing I need right now.
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- The Reverend speaks about issues
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- no other preacher would dare to.
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- He's not afraid of the truth.
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- 00:10:40,932 --> 00:10:43,566
- Perhaps he has something to
- say that you need to hear.
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- I believed in America.
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- 00:10:49,874 --> 00:10:51,807
- I bought the American Dream.
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- We're told it guarantees
- equality of opportunity for all,
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- allowing us to pursue our
- highest aspirations and goals.
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- 00:10:59,884 --> 00:11:02,685
- It says right there on
- the Statue of Liberty,
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- "Give me tired, your poor,
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- 00:11:04,422 --> 00:11:07,356
- "your huddled masses
- yearning to breathe free."
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- I bought that dream
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- as I know y'all did too.
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- 00:11:13,831 --> 00:11:19,835
- But equality is not what I
- see on the streets of America.
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- All I've seen is division.
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- We live in a country
- where racial segregation
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- and slavery ruled for
- many a generation.
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- 00:11:31,616 --> 00:11:35,351
- Sadly, that prejudice is
- alive and well today.
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- Here at The People's Temple
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- 00:11:38,289 --> 00:11:40,389
- we don't judge people
- by their color,
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- 00:11:40,391 --> 00:11:42,291
- we judge them by their actions.
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- 00:11:55,406 --> 00:11:57,673
- Now, many have
- criticized our path.
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- 00:12:00,245 --> 00:12:03,813
- There are those who call
- us dreamy-eyed socialists.
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- 00:12:03,815 --> 00:12:06,882
- Well I say we gotta be
- dreamy eyed together
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- 00:12:06,884 --> 00:12:09,385
- or we're gonna be
- blown up together.
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- 00:12:09,387 --> 00:12:13,256
- We gotta live together or
- we're gonna die together.
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- 00:12:13,258 --> 00:12:17,393
- This is a country that
- despises our rainbow family.
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- 00:12:17,395 --> 00:12:18,894
- They say we're never
- gonna get to heaven
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- unless we do things their way.
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- 00:12:20,798 --> 00:12:24,567
- But that's the biggest
- cop out in the world.
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- 00:12:24,569 --> 00:12:28,771
- If you die a devil, then as a
- tree falls so shall it lie.
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- 00:12:28,773 --> 00:12:30,640
- If you're creep here on earth
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- you'd make a hell out of
- any heaven you went to.
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- 00:12:33,811 --> 00:12:36,812
- We gotta get to doing to
- what Jesus told us to do,
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- build a heaven here.
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- 00:12:46,991 --> 00:12:50,526
- That's why we have the People's
- Temple Agricultural Project.
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- Many of our members are
- out in Guyana right now
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- farming the land and paving
- the way for our arrival.
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- 00:12:58,670 --> 00:13:01,637
- There we will establish
- our own heaven,
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- free from prejudice
- and persecution.
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- 00:13:05,043 --> 00:13:07,343
- We will be self-sufficient.
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- We will be loving.
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- We will enjoy our community
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- without some authoritarian
- honky telling us
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- 00:13:13,017 --> 00:13:14,717
- what we do in love is wrong.
- 231
- 00:13:21,826 --> 00:13:26,462
- Let me tell you this brothers
- and sisters. Our time has come.
- 232
- 00:13:27,665 --> 00:13:30,366
- In Jonestown we will
- create paradise,
- 233
- 00:13:30,368 --> 00:13:31,967
- our heaven on earth.
- 234
- 00:13:31,969 --> 00:13:34,970
- We must break free from
- the bonds of this country
- 235
- 00:13:34,972 --> 00:13:36,605
- because I have seen the truth
- 236
- 00:13:36,607 --> 00:13:38,474
- and the truth is this.
- 237
- 00:13:38,476 --> 00:13:40,476
- It's called the American dream
- 238
- 00:13:40,478 --> 00:13:42,611
- because you gotta
- have your goddamn eyes
- 239
- 00:13:42,613 --> 00:13:43,713
- closed to believe it.
- 240
- 00:13:46,984 --> 00:13:48,818
- - Amen.
- - Hallelujah.
- 241
- 00:13:58,863 --> 00:13:59,895
- Wasn't that amazing.
- 242
- 00:13:59,897 --> 00:14:02,098
- It was so amazing.
- 243
- 00:14:04,669 --> 00:14:05,501
- Good to see you.
- 244
- 00:14:05,503 --> 00:14:06,936
- Bless you my child.
- 245
- 00:14:11,609 --> 00:14:13,642
- There you are sitting
- in the front row
- 246
- 00:14:13,644 --> 00:14:15,144
- going about your good work.
- 247
- 00:14:15,146 --> 00:14:16,579
- Bless you.
- 248
- 00:14:16,581 --> 00:14:17,980
- Good to see you.
- 249
- 00:14:28,092 --> 00:14:29,692
- Good to see you.
- 250
- 00:14:40,872 --> 00:14:42,738
- Marcy, my love.
- 251
- 00:14:42,740 --> 00:14:44,473
- Amazing words, Reverend.
- 252
- 00:14:44,475 --> 00:14:45,174
- Amazing.
- 253
- 00:14:47,712 --> 00:14:48,978
- This is my friend Sarah.
- 254
- 00:14:48,980 --> 00:14:50,679
- It's her first time here.
- 255
- 00:14:53,885 --> 00:14:54,984
- Hello, Sarah.
- 256
- 00:14:55,987 --> 00:14:57,887
- Welcome to the Temple.
- 257
- 00:14:59,891 --> 00:15:02,057
- You're home now my child.
- 258
- 00:15:02,059 --> 00:15:02,958
- You're home.
- 259
- 00:16:31,015 --> 00:16:33,115
- Come Sarah, join us.
- 260
- 00:16:52,570 --> 00:16:54,637
- Our love is everlasting.
- 261
- 00:17:01,913 --> 00:17:03,078
- It will never die.
- 262
- 00:17:18,796 --> 00:17:20,663
- I've made a decision.
- 263
- 00:17:20,665 --> 00:17:22,131
- About what?
- 264
- 00:17:22,133 --> 00:17:23,766
- I'm going back to Jonestown.
- 265
- 00:17:27,204 --> 00:17:29,838
- I feel like I need to
- see the place again.
- 266
- 00:17:29,840 --> 00:17:31,941
- Well, it's been 10 years,
- 267
- 00:17:31,943 --> 00:17:34,176
- surly they've built something
- else on the land by now.
- 268
- 00:17:34,178 --> 00:17:35,811
- It's abandoned.
- 269
- 00:17:35,813 --> 00:17:38,080
- No one been there since '78.
- 270
- 00:17:38,082 --> 00:17:40,215
- What do you hope to
- achieve by returning?
- 271
- 00:17:42,853 --> 00:17:45,921
- The memories are
- so big in my head
- 272
- 00:17:45,923 --> 00:17:47,856
- maybe if I see the
- place as it is now,
- 273
- 00:17:47,858 --> 00:17:51,193
- I don't know maybe it'll
- take away some of the power.
- 274
- 00:17:51,195 --> 00:17:53,896
- Maybe I can find some closure.
- 275
- 00:17:53,898 --> 00:17:55,864
- It's possible but it could also
- 276
- 00:17:55,866 --> 00:17:58,100
- bring back a lot of
- repressed memories
- 277
- 00:17:58,102 --> 00:18:00,169
- and cause you more distress.
- 278
- 00:18:00,171 --> 00:18:01,704
- I know.
- 279
- 00:18:01,706 --> 00:18:04,173
- I've spent years as a
- heavily medicated zombie
- 280
- 00:18:04,175 --> 00:18:05,774
- suppressing everything.
- 281
- 00:18:07,144 --> 00:18:10,379
- I feel like it's time to
- deal with the issues head-on.
- 282
- 00:18:11,816 --> 00:18:12,715
- And the medication?
- 283
- 00:19:04,301 --> 00:19:05,300
- I see.
- 284
- 00:19:05,302 --> 00:19:09,271
- A decade later and the
- memories are still so painful.
- 285
- 00:19:11,175 --> 00:19:13,308
- Well, you are my patient,
- 286
- 00:19:13,310 --> 00:19:15,744
- I have a duty of care
- and it's my judgment
- 287
- 00:19:15,746 --> 00:19:18,313
- that this may not be the
- best thing for your recovery.
- 288
- 00:19:20,284 --> 00:19:23,852
- But it's up to you,
- I can only advise.
- 289
- 00:19:25,322 --> 00:19:28,157
- Part of me thinks I'm crazy
- for even considering this
- 290
- 00:19:28,159 --> 00:19:31,994
- but I don't know it's just
- something I have to do.
- 291
- 00:19:52,049 --> 00:19:55,050
- We are eternal aspects
- of consciousness
- 292
- 00:19:55,052 --> 00:19:57,753
- with an infinity of potential
- 293
- 00:19:57,755 --> 00:20:00,055
- yet we have allowed ourselves
- 294
- 00:20:00,057 --> 00:20:04,960
- to become an unquestioning
- mass of conformity, a herd.
- 295
- 00:20:07,398 --> 00:20:10,065
- Once we concede to
- the herd mentality
- 296
- 00:20:10,067 --> 00:20:13,268
- we can easily be controlled
- by the few and we are.
- 297
- 00:20:15,206 --> 00:20:18,774
- Not only are we the slaves
- to their imposed thought,
- 298
- 00:20:18,776 --> 00:20:20,976
- we are also the
- police force of it
- 299
- 00:20:20,978 --> 00:20:23,278
- ensuring that
- others conform too.
- 300
- 00:20:23,280 --> 00:20:27,983
- To awaken to the truth we
- must first tear down the lies
- 301
- 00:20:27,985 --> 00:20:31,253
- but we have become to
- attached to the lies.
- 302
- 00:20:32,523 --> 00:20:34,923
- We want to hold
- onto the illusion
- 303
- 00:20:34,925 --> 00:20:37,793
- and gain enlightenment
- while still remaining a part
- 304
- 00:20:37,795 --> 00:20:39,828
- of a the three-dimensional
- rat race.
- 305
- 00:20:42,233 --> 00:20:43,499
- That is not possible.
- 306
- 00:20:44,935 --> 00:20:47,302
- Above all they feed on our fear.
- 307
- 00:20:48,873 --> 00:20:51,507
- Pain and anguish
- provides their nutrients.
- 308
- 00:20:53,077 --> 00:20:56,178
- So, what should we put
- out there instead?
- 309
- 00:20:59,083 --> 00:21:00,382
- How about love?
- 310
- 00:21:02,153 --> 00:21:03,952
- It really is as simple as that.
- 311
- 00:21:05,022 --> 00:21:06,288
- Love for one another,
- 312
- 00:21:06,290 --> 00:21:09,324
- an acknowledgment that
- we are one consciousness.
- 313
- 00:21:10,561 --> 00:21:13,796
- That is the true
- path of resistance.
- 314
- 00:21:15,399 --> 00:21:19,902
- You don't have to fight,
- you only have to love.
- 315
- 00:21:26,477 --> 00:21:27,376
- Sarah.
- 316
- 00:21:33,217 --> 00:21:35,317
- Our love will never die.
- 317
- 00:21:48,465 --> 00:21:50,499
- Join us my lovechild.
- 318
- 00:21:50,501 --> 00:21:53,869
- We are meant to be
- together, always.
- 319
- 00:26:05,456 --> 00:26:07,389
- We're gonna have major
- fallout from this?
- 320
- 00:26:07,391 --> 00:26:11,493
- The media have always been
- supportive, for the most part.
- 321
- 00:26:11,495 --> 00:26:13,728
- But, if they smell
- blood in the water
- 322
- 00:26:13,730 --> 00:26:15,730
- the pitchforks will come out.
- 323
- 00:26:15,732 --> 00:26:17,833
- Our political friends
- probably won't support us
- 324
- 00:26:17,835 --> 00:26:20,802
- in the midst of media witch
- hunt, not publicly anyway.
- 325
- 00:26:20,804 --> 00:26:23,772
- The church is already unpopular
- with much of the public.
- 326
- 00:26:23,774 --> 00:26:27,175
- Why the hell would
- we be unpopular, huh?
- 327
- 00:26:27,177 --> 00:26:29,711
- The political influence
- ruffs people the wrong way.
- 328
- 00:26:30,781 --> 00:26:32,881
- Jealous sons of bitches.
- 329
- 00:26:32,883 --> 00:26:34,449
- Bottom line, Jim.
- 330
- 00:26:34,451 --> 00:26:38,186
- If this article causes
- ripples with registered voters
- 331
- 00:26:38,188 --> 00:26:40,222
- the politicians who have
- always given their backing
- 332
- 00:26:40,224 --> 00:26:42,457
- are going to run for cover.
- 333
- 00:26:42,459 --> 00:26:43,625
- So what's the next move?
- 334
- 00:26:44,695 --> 00:26:46,361
- We bring forward our plans.
- 335
- 00:26:46,363 --> 00:26:47,529
- We need to leave for Guyana
- 336
- 00:26:47,531 --> 00:26:49,764
- by the time this article
- hits the streets.
- 337
- 00:26:49,766 --> 00:26:51,833
- But isn't that a show
- of weakness on our part?
- 338
- 00:26:51,835 --> 00:26:53,401
- Look, I know I
- said we're gonna go
- 339
- 00:26:53,403 --> 00:26:55,570
- but we should be
- doing it on our time.
- 340
- 00:26:55,572 --> 00:26:57,372
- This looks like we're
- being pushed out.
- 341
- 00:26:57,374 --> 00:26:59,875
- Lawrence, you just
- said it yourself
- 342
- 00:26:59,877 --> 00:27:01,610
- we intend to leave anyway.
- 343
- 00:27:02,846 --> 00:27:04,246
- It's the smart move.
- 344
- 00:27:04,248 --> 00:27:06,515
- Fucking pieces of shit!
- 345
- 00:27:06,517 --> 00:27:08,750
- After everything I've built
- 346
- 00:27:08,752 --> 00:27:10,318
- now some fucking
- weasel journalist
- 347
- 00:27:10,320 --> 00:27:12,254
- is gonna destroy my reputation?
- 348
- 00:27:18,295 --> 00:27:19,794
- We'll give you a moment.
- 349
- 00:27:19,796 --> 00:27:21,630
- You need to think this through.
- 350
- 00:27:34,811 --> 00:27:36,211
- Can I help you with something?
- 351
- 00:27:36,213 --> 00:27:38,380
- I was hoping to speak
- with the Reverend.
- 352
- 00:27:39,783 --> 00:27:41,216
- Now's not a good time.
- 353
- 00:27:41,218 --> 00:27:41,917
- Come back later.
- 354
- 00:27:43,387 --> 00:27:44,286
- Okay.
- 355
- 00:27:54,565 --> 00:27:56,264
- I have a lot of responsibility.
- 356
- 00:27:58,335 --> 00:28:00,335
- Sometimes that
- weighs heavily on me
- 357
- 00:28:00,337 --> 00:28:02,204
- and I have a moment of weakness.
- 358
- 00:28:03,607 --> 00:28:04,506
- As you can see.
- 359
- 00:28:05,409 --> 00:28:06,308
- It's okay.
- 360
- 00:28:07,778 --> 00:28:09,277
- So what's on your mind?
- 361
- 00:28:11,315 --> 00:28:13,682
- I'm kinda nervous to say this.
- 362
- 00:28:13,684 --> 00:28:16,251
- You don't need to be
- nervous, I'm listening.
- 363
- 00:28:17,854 --> 00:28:21,856
- Moving to Guyana,
- it's a big step.
- 364
- 00:28:22,693 --> 00:28:23,758
- Does it scare you?
- 365
- 00:28:25,395 --> 00:28:26,294
- A little.
- 366
- 00:28:27,764 --> 00:28:31,666
- This may surprise you
- but I'm scared too.
- 367
- 00:28:31,668 --> 00:28:33,517
- Really?
- 368
- 00:28:33,519 --> 00:28:35,369
- Of course, we're
- part of a revolution
- 369
- 00:28:36,773 --> 00:28:38,840
- that brings with it
- big questions which
- 370
- 00:28:38,842 --> 00:28:40,542
- demand big answers.
- 371
- 00:28:40,544 --> 00:28:44,679
- When we view things through
- the lens of everyday life
- 372
- 00:28:44,681 --> 00:28:46,014
- it can feel overwhelming.
- 373
- 00:28:46,016 --> 00:28:47,682
- Yeah.
- 374
- 00:28:47,684 --> 00:28:50,685
- What we have to remember
- is that we are a part
- 375
- 00:28:50,687 --> 00:28:53,355
- of something bigger
- than everyday life.
- 376
- 00:28:53,357 --> 00:28:55,323
- It's bigger than ourselves.
- 377
- 00:28:55,325 --> 00:28:58,793
- Our collective mind
- can change to world.
- 378
- 00:29:00,364 --> 00:29:04,866
- If we put the work in, we
- can affect real change.
- 379
- 00:29:06,470 --> 00:29:07,902
- Of course, there's
- always gonna be those
- 380
- 00:29:07,904 --> 00:29:09,337
- who try to tear us down.
- 381
- 00:29:10,440 --> 00:29:12,574
- But we have to keep fighting.
- 382
- 00:29:20,417 --> 00:29:23,051
- You're a very special
- member of this family, Sarah.
- 383
- 00:29:26,523 --> 00:29:28,757
- It's no accident
- that you came to us.
- 384
- 00:29:29,793 --> 00:29:31,493
- God brought you here.
- 385
- 00:29:35,365 --> 00:29:38,366
- We are all destined
- to be together.
- 386
- 00:31:03,487 --> 00:31:04,719
- Good evening, everyone.
- 387
- 00:31:04,721 --> 00:31:05,854
- Y'all having a good time?
- 388
- 00:31:05,856 --> 00:31:07,522
- - Yeah.
- - Yes, sir.
- 389
- 00:31:07,524 --> 00:31:10,692
- It's important that we savor
- the love that we share.
- 390
- 00:31:10,694 --> 00:31:12,794
- Unfortunately, there are
- many out there who oppose
- 391
- 00:31:12,796 --> 00:31:13,862
- what we have built here.
- 392
- 00:31:15,465 --> 00:31:19,701
- When were attacked we turn to
- our Bibles for the answers.
- 393
- 00:31:20,570 --> 00:31:21,936
- But the truth is this,
- 394
- 00:31:23,039 --> 00:31:25,807
- that Bible hold
- on like a disease.
- 395
- 00:31:27,010 --> 00:31:29,611
- It holds on because
- one time you prayed
- 396
- 00:31:30,580 --> 00:31:31,746
- and you got an answer.
- 397
- 00:31:33,650 --> 00:31:36,518
- One time you read a
- Scripture and you felt good.
- 398
- 00:31:37,921 --> 00:31:38,920
- You forgot about all those time
- 399
- 00:31:38,922 --> 00:31:41,656
- when you prayed and mom died.
- 400
- 00:31:42,793 --> 00:31:45,427
- You prayed and daddy
- didn't come home.
- 401
- 00:31:45,429 --> 00:31:47,929
- You prayed and your children
- didn't get any food.
- 402
- 00:31:49,666 --> 00:31:52,734
- You say, I pray to you Jim
- Jones but you don't help me.
- 403
- 00:31:52,736 --> 00:31:53,568
- No!
- 404
- 00:31:54,438 --> 00:31:56,037
- Because you're praying.
- 405
- 00:31:56,039 --> 00:31:59,941
- If you work with
- me I will help you.
- 406
- 00:32:01,077 --> 00:32:02,777
- The more energy you give me,
- 407
- 00:32:02,779 --> 00:32:04,212
- the more you believe in me,
- 408
- 00:32:04,214 --> 00:32:06,514
- the more I can do the work.
- 409
- 00:32:07,184 --> 00:32:08,917
- It's the mystery of supply.
- 410
- 00:32:10,954 --> 00:32:13,221
- But most people don't
- give me much to work with.
- 411
- 00:32:14,891 --> 00:32:16,124
- They sleep.
- 412
- 00:32:16,126 --> 00:32:19,961
- Some of my own people don't
- care enough to stay awake.
- 413
- 00:32:19,963 --> 00:32:21,162
- I care about you.
- 414
- 00:32:21,164 --> 00:32:22,831
- I want you to be free.
- 415
- 00:32:22,833 --> 00:32:25,033
- I don't want you lost at
- that final day when you pray
- 416
- 00:32:25,035 --> 00:32:27,001
- and realize that it
- won't do you any good.
- 417
- 00:32:27,003 --> 00:32:29,003
- Because the kingdom
- of heaven is within.
- 418
- 00:32:29,005 --> 00:32:31,005
- The word is inside of you.
- 419
- 00:32:31,007 --> 00:32:33,007
- The only Christ you're gonna
- see is the Christ in you.
- 420
- 00:32:33,009 --> 00:32:34,876
- That's your hope of glory.
- 421
- 00:32:34,878 --> 00:32:37,111
- And if you don't grab hold of it
- 422
- 00:32:38,615 --> 00:32:41,716
- then the man is just gonna
- come and take us all away.
- 423
- 00:32:45,088 --> 00:32:49,224
- So now, our time has come.
- 424
- 00:32:52,662 --> 00:32:54,929
- As we face a tax on our
- way of life by those
- 425
- 00:32:54,931 --> 00:32:56,931
- who daren't walk
- within our walls,
- 426
- 00:32:56,933 --> 00:32:59,634
- we can no longer look to
- the Scriptures for answers.
- 427
- 00:33:00,637 --> 00:33:02,937
- We need to start a revolution.
- 428
- 00:33:02,939 --> 00:33:05,106
- And only our actions
- can make that happen.
- 429
- 00:33:10,547 --> 00:33:12,180
- Those drinks in your hands,
- 430
- 00:33:13,517 --> 00:33:14,983
- that sweet liquid in your belly,
- 431
- 00:33:18,088 --> 00:33:20,522
- it's laced with cyanide.
- 432
- 00:33:25,228 --> 00:33:26,694
- I speak the truth.
- 433
- 00:33:26,696 --> 00:33:28,062
- In 30 minutes you're
- going to cross over
- 434
- 00:33:28,064 --> 00:33:30,932
- into another plain of existence.
- 435
- 00:33:30,934 --> 00:33:33,034
- This will be our
- revolutionary act,
- 436
- 00:33:33,036 --> 00:33:35,236
- a clear message to those
- who would persecute us
- 437
- 00:33:35,238 --> 00:33:38,006
- that we would sooner
- die than be divided
- 438
- 00:33:38,008 --> 00:33:40,174
- and imprisoned by
- their expectations.
- 439
- 00:33:42,646 --> 00:33:45,046
- Now you get an answer to
- that age old question,
- 440
- 00:33:45,882 --> 00:33:47,549
- when the time comes,
- 441
- 00:33:47,551 --> 00:33:49,050
- when your numbers up,
- 442
- 00:33:49,052 --> 00:33:52,186
- will you be able to face the
- Lord with love in your heart?
- 443
- 00:33:52,188 --> 00:33:55,924
- Will you open your arms
- and embrace the ascension?
- 444
- 00:33:58,161 --> 00:34:02,030
- Or are you gonna spread
- panic and bitterness?
- 445
- 00:34:03,300 --> 00:34:04,799
- Are you going to
- cling to a world
- 446
- 00:34:04,801 --> 00:34:06,267
- that no longer welcomes you?
- 447
- 00:34:06,269 --> 00:34:10,738
- Now is the time, the
- time for you to find out
- 448
- 00:34:10,740 --> 00:34:11,940
- who your really are
- 449
- 00:34:11,942 --> 00:34:14,208
- and how you really
- feel about each other.
- 450
- 00:34:15,312 --> 00:34:17,211
- Feel the unity.
- 451
- 00:34:18,348 --> 00:34:20,048
- Take comfort in one another.
- 452
- 00:34:21,351 --> 00:34:23,217
- Your body is just a vessel.
- 453
- 00:34:23,219 --> 00:34:24,252
- Your soul will live on.
- 454
- 00:34:24,254 --> 00:34:25,820
- You have nothing to fear.
- 455
- 00:34:27,157 --> 00:34:29,824
- This is the revolution
- right here, right now.
- 456
- 00:34:31,194 --> 00:34:33,061
- The world will hear our message
- 457
- 00:34:33,063 --> 00:34:35,663
- and it will change everything.
- 458
- 00:34:45,241 --> 00:34:49,844
- Okay, take a breath and
- listen to the words I speak.
- 459
- 00:35:03,159 --> 00:35:05,760
- Your drinks do not
- contain cyanide.
- 460
- 00:35:06,630 --> 00:35:08,396
- This has been a test.
- 461
- 00:35:08,398 --> 00:35:10,164
- You're not gonna die today.
- 462
- 00:35:12,335 --> 00:35:16,204
- Tomorrow the sunrise
- will be more beautiful
- 463
- 00:35:16,206 --> 00:35:17,839
- than any you've seen before.
- 464
- 00:35:19,042 --> 00:35:21,242
- Your breakfast will be sweeter
- 465
- 00:35:21,244 --> 00:35:23,244
- than any meal
- you've ever tasted.
- 466
- 00:35:23,246 --> 00:35:25,213
- The love you have for
- one another
- 467
- 00:35:25,215 --> 00:35:26,648
- will be stronger than ever
- 468
- 00:35:26,650 --> 00:35:29,283
- because now, now you know.
- 469
- 00:35:29,285 --> 00:35:34,122
- You know that you are prepared
- to die for each other,
- 470
- 00:35:34,124 --> 00:35:36,257
- to find peace in death.
- 471
- 00:36:49,199 --> 00:36:51,299
- So
- what can you tell me
- 472
- 00:36:51,301 --> 00:36:53,334
- about life here in Jonestown?
- 473
- 00:36:53,336 --> 00:36:55,770
- Oh, it's absolutely amazing.
- 474
- 00:36:55,772 --> 00:36:57,038
- The Lord has gifted us
- 475
- 00:36:57,040 --> 00:36:59,841
- with this community full
- of love and compassion.
- 476
- 00:36:59,843 --> 00:37:01,375
- - Compassion.
- - Yeah.
- 477
- 00:37:01,377 --> 00:37:04,378
- The sense of unity
- here is unmatched
- 478
- 00:37:04,380 --> 00:37:06,280
- anywhere else on the planet.
- 479
- 00:37:06,282 --> 00:37:08,265
- We have something here
- 480
- 00:37:08,267 --> 00:37:10,251
- that we wouldn't have been
- able to have in America.
- 481
- 00:37:10,253 --> 00:37:12,086
- You're getting
- everything you need here,
- 482
- 00:37:12,088 --> 00:37:14,322
- food, health care?
- 483
- 00:37:14,324 --> 00:37:15,890
- Yeah, absolutely.
- 484
- 00:37:15,892 --> 00:37:16,824
- Absolutely.
- 485
- 00:37:16,826 --> 00:37:17,992
- Yeah, we're getting everything
- 486
- 00:37:17,994 --> 00:37:19,761
- that we could
- possible need here.
- 487
- 00:37:19,763 --> 00:37:22,363
- In fact, since we've been here
- 488
- 00:37:22,365 --> 00:37:25,032
- several babies have been born.
- 489
- 00:37:25,034 --> 00:37:28,002
- They'll grow up knowing what
- a loving community really is.
- 490
- 00:37:29,773 --> 00:37:30,471
- Hey.
- 491
- 00:37:34,277 --> 00:37:36,043
- Who are those people?
- 492
- 00:37:36,045 --> 00:37:38,279
- That's the congressman
- and his assistant.
- 493
- 00:37:40,383 --> 00:37:41,983
- What are they doing here?
- 494
- 00:37:43,319 --> 00:37:46,354
- There's been some media
- coverage back in the States.
- 495
- 00:37:46,356 --> 00:37:48,055
- They're here to
- check on our welfare.
- 496
- 00:37:48,057 --> 00:37:50,224
- It's stupid, we're happy here.
- 497
- 00:37:52,195 --> 00:37:53,094
- Are we?
- 498
- 00:37:55,198 --> 00:37:56,097
- You're not?
- 499
- 00:37:57,200 --> 00:37:58,266
- I didn't say that.
- 500
- 00:37:58,268 --> 00:38:02,203
- It's just some things
- don't feel right to me.
- 501
- 00:38:03,072 --> 00:38:03,971
- Like what?
- 502
- 00:38:05,441 --> 00:38:08,009
- Megaphone out in the fields,
- 503
- 00:38:08,011 --> 00:38:10,311
- the Reverend's sermons
- playing all day.
- 504
- 00:38:10,313 --> 00:38:12,113
- Lots of us find that inspiring.
- 505
- 00:38:12,115 --> 00:38:13,581
- Do you find the
- apocalyptic stuff
- 506
- 00:38:13,583 --> 00:38:15,349
- that he's preaching inspiring?
- 507
- 00:38:16,452 --> 00:38:18,352
- I find it frightening.
- 508
- 00:38:18,354 --> 00:38:21,022
- He's just trying to
- prepare us for the fight.
- 509
- 00:38:21,024 --> 00:38:23,291
- No revolution never
- succeeded without a battle.
- 510
- 00:38:24,327 --> 00:38:26,360
- Don't you have any doubts?
- 511
- 00:38:26,362 --> 00:38:28,029
- I'm happy here.
- 512
- 00:38:28,031 --> 00:38:29,263
- I thought you were too.
- 513
- 00:38:30,400 --> 00:38:33,034
- A lot of things
- here make me happy.
- 514
- 00:38:33,036 --> 00:38:35,303
- I love being with
- you and the others.
- 515
- 00:38:36,506 --> 00:38:38,840
- There are strange
- things going on though.
- 516
- 00:38:38,842 --> 00:38:43,177
- Do you know there are armed
- men at the perimeter every day?
- 517
- 00:38:43,179 --> 00:38:45,112
- We need to be protected.
- 518
- 00:38:45,114 --> 00:38:48,082
- There are people out there who
- hate what we've built here.
- 519
- 00:38:50,186 --> 00:38:52,453
- What if they're not here
- to keep people out?
- 520
- 00:38:52,455 --> 00:38:55,489
- What if they're here
- to keep people in?
- 521
- 00:39:03,132 --> 00:39:05,266
- Okay,
- well thanks very much
- 522
- 00:39:05,268 --> 00:39:06,300
- for speaking with us.
- 523
- 00:39:06,302 --> 00:39:07,335
- Of course, of course.
- 524
- 00:39:07,337 --> 00:39:08,603
- Thank you.
- 525
- 00:39:08,605 --> 00:39:11,105
- Please guys feel free
- to speak to anyone here.
- 526
- 00:39:11,107 --> 00:39:12,874
- You know we all love it.
- 527
- 00:39:12,876 --> 00:39:15,476
- This is truly a wonderful place.
- 528
- 00:39:15,478 --> 00:39:17,478
- I'm sure it is.
- 529
- 00:39:17,480 --> 00:39:18,379
- Thank you.
- 530
- 00:39:21,951 --> 00:39:24,418
- - Another happy camper.
- - Hmmmmm.
- 531
- 00:39:26,089 --> 00:39:26,954
- Something wrong?
- 532
- 00:39:26,956 --> 00:39:28,456
- Have you noticed?
- 533
- 00:39:28,458 --> 00:39:29,390
- What?
- 534
- 00:39:29,392 --> 00:39:31,259
- Don't turn around too quickly.
- 535
- 00:39:31,261 --> 00:39:33,461
- Just glance, the two
- men standing over
- 536
- 00:39:33,463 --> 00:39:35,263
- there by the pavilion.
- 537
- 00:39:35,265 --> 00:39:38,099
- People keep glancing to them
- when they're talking to us
- 538
- 00:39:38,101 --> 00:39:39,500
- as if seeking approval.
- 539
- 00:39:40,670 --> 00:39:42,036
- You think they're armed?
- 540
- 00:39:42,038 --> 00:39:44,405
- Well, the man who
- drove us here was.
- 541
- 00:39:45,608 --> 00:39:47,475
- Some members claim
- they were persecuted
- 542
- 00:39:47,477 --> 00:39:48,976
- back in San Francisco.
- 543
- 00:39:51,080 --> 00:39:52,914
- Like I said, everyone's
- becoming rather paranoid.
- 544
- 00:40:25,481 --> 00:40:27,014
- What do you wanna do next?
- 545
- 00:40:29,986 --> 00:40:31,686
- Let's go speak to
- some more people.
- 546
- 00:40:36,526 --> 00:40:37,725
- Hi.
- 547
- 00:40:37,727 --> 00:40:38,559
- Hi.
- 548
- 00:40:38,561 --> 00:40:39,560
- I'm Annette.
- 549
- 00:40:39,562 --> 00:40:42,530
- Do you have a moment to
- speak with the Congressman?
- 550
- 00:40:42,532 --> 00:40:43,998
- What about?
- 551
- 00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:46,167
- The commune, how do
- you find living here?
- 552
- 00:40:47,036 --> 00:40:48,469
- I love it.
- 553
- 00:40:48,471 --> 00:40:50,171
- It's everything I
- could possibly want.
- 554
- 00:40:50,173 --> 00:40:52,673
- What is about this
- place that you love?
- 555
- 00:40:56,279 --> 00:40:58,679
- The sense of unity.
- 556
- 00:40:58,681 --> 00:41:00,581
- The sense of community.
- 557
- 00:41:00,583 --> 00:41:03,050
- The love here it's
- really something.
- 558
- 00:41:03,052 --> 00:41:04,986
- I gotta go, I've
- got some work to do.
- 559
- 00:41:04,988 --> 00:41:07,655
- But it was really
- nice to meet you both.
- 560
- 00:41:07,657 --> 00:41:09,323
- Thank you for speaking with us.
- 561
- 00:41:09,325 --> 00:41:11,125
- No problem.
- 562
- 00:41:14,097 --> 00:41:16,097
- I'd like to talk
- to you, no camera.
- 563
- 00:41:16,099 --> 00:41:17,498
- Sure.
- 564
- 00:41:17,500 --> 00:41:19,200
- Take five, Dave.
- 565
- 00:41:19,202 --> 00:41:20,501
- Get a drink or something.
- 566
- 00:41:25,041 --> 00:41:28,275
- Hey slow down, you're gonna
- give me a heart attack.
- 567
- 00:41:28,277 --> 00:41:31,078
- That girl, she gave me this.
- 568
- 00:41:33,716 --> 00:41:34,749
- What does it say?
- 569
- 00:41:39,422 --> 00:41:40,321
- Oh, God.
- 570
- 00:41:46,396 --> 00:41:48,662
- So that was handed to us
- 571
- 00:41:48,664 --> 00:41:50,331
- by someone who lives here.
- 572
- 00:41:57,573 --> 00:42:01,042
- I can't be responsible
- for everyone's happiness.
- 573
- 00:42:01,044 --> 00:42:03,144
- They all have to
- responsible for their own.
- 574
- 00:42:03,146 --> 00:42:05,413
- I understand that but
- why do you think someone
- 575
- 00:42:05,415 --> 00:42:07,681
- would feel they needed help?
- 576
- 00:42:07,683 --> 00:42:09,083
- Who knows?
- 577
- 00:42:09,085 --> 00:42:10,418
- All I know is one bad apple
- 578
- 00:42:10,420 --> 00:42:12,653
- does not make for
- a rotten barrel.
- 579
- 00:42:12,655 --> 00:42:14,722
- But it's not just one Reverend.
- 580
- 00:42:14,724 --> 00:42:17,591
- We spoke to others, we
- showed them the note.
- 581
- 00:42:17,593 --> 00:42:19,126
- When they saw someone
- had broken rank
- 582
- 00:42:19,128 --> 00:42:21,562
- they also indicated
- they were unhappy.
- 583
- 00:42:23,132 --> 00:42:25,332
- We have few people out there
- that would like to leave.
- 584
- 00:42:28,805 --> 00:42:31,539
- People play games, friend.
- 585
- 00:42:31,541 --> 00:42:34,075
- They play games and they lie.
- 586
- 00:42:34,077 --> 00:42:37,511
- Are you suggesting that
- the people who wanna leave
- 587
- 00:42:37,513 --> 00:42:40,347
- are lying about the abuses here?
- 588
- 00:42:41,551 --> 00:42:43,651
- People are unhappy
- and they play games.
- 589
- 00:42:43,653 --> 00:42:45,352
- I can't be responsible for that.
- 590
- 00:42:46,489 --> 00:42:47,788
- Now just go.
- 591
- 00:42:47,790 --> 00:42:50,124
- Leave us in peace.
- 592
- 00:42:50,126 --> 00:42:53,494
- So if we take those who
- are unhappy back with us,
- 593
- 00:42:53,496 --> 00:42:55,296
- back to American,
- you don't object.
- 594
- 00:43:01,838 --> 00:43:05,673
- If they want to go, they can go.
- 595
- 00:43:16,886 --> 00:43:18,319
- You're really leaving?
- 596
- 00:43:19,655 --> 00:43:21,155
- Quite a few people are.
- 597
- 00:43:24,127 --> 00:43:25,326
- Why don't you come with us?
- 598
- 00:43:25,328 --> 00:43:26,560
- This is my home.
- 599
- 00:43:26,562 --> 00:43:28,662
- You're home is back
- in San Francisco.
- 600
- 00:43:28,664 --> 00:43:29,563
- Not anymore.
- 601
- 00:43:31,834 --> 00:43:33,734
- He really has a hold
- on you, doesn't he?
- 602
- 00:43:33,736 --> 00:43:35,336
- I still believe in the message.
- 603
- 00:43:35,338 --> 00:43:36,337
- What message is that?
- 604
- 00:43:36,339 --> 00:43:37,238
- Love.
- 605
- 00:43:39,509 --> 00:43:41,675
- It was about love
- in the beginning
- 606
- 00:43:41,677 --> 00:43:43,644
- now it's all about fear.
- 607
- 00:43:43,646 --> 00:43:46,614
- There's as many guns as
- people here these days.
- 608
- 00:43:46,616 --> 00:43:48,182
- Things have really changed.
- 609
- 00:43:48,184 --> 00:43:49,850
- I'm sorry you feel that way.
- 610
- 00:43:50,653 --> 00:43:52,153
- Why can't you see it.
- 611
- 00:43:52,155 --> 00:43:52,887
- See what?
- 612
- 00:43:52,889 --> 00:43:55,789
- The Reverend is a paranoid mess.
- 613
- 00:43:55,791 --> 00:43:57,791
- He's leading us all
- down a dark path.
- 614
- 00:43:57,793 --> 00:43:59,793
- All I know is I've
- seen the Reverend
- 615
- 00:43:59,795 --> 00:44:02,396
- perform miracles
- year after year.
- 616
- 00:44:02,398 --> 00:44:05,199
- He's healed the blind,
- helped the crippled walk.
- 617
- 00:44:05,201 --> 00:44:07,668
- He's clearly been chosen by God.
- 618
- 00:44:07,670 --> 00:44:10,337
- Who are we to
- question the anointed?
- 619
- 00:44:15,811 --> 00:44:17,645
- Love you.
- 620
- 00:44:35,731 --> 00:44:38,666
- Congressman,
- Congressman, Congressman,
- 621
- 00:44:38,668 --> 00:44:40,568
- take me with you, please.
- 622
- 00:44:42,572 --> 00:44:43,671
- You wanna leave?
- 623
- 00:44:44,807 --> 00:44:46,340
- I haven't had the
- courage to say anything
- 624
- 00:44:46,342 --> 00:44:48,892
- but I feel like I finally can.
- 625
- 00:44:48,894 --> 00:44:51,445
- You seemed pretty committed
- to Jim Jones just an hour ago.
- 626
- 00:44:51,447 --> 00:44:53,447
- I'm one of his highest deputies
- 627
- 00:44:53,449 --> 00:44:54,648
- if I hadn't helped
- him keep people out
- 628
- 00:44:54,650 --> 00:44:55,683
- he would've hurt me.
- 629
- 00:44:55,685 --> 00:44:57,785
- But the Reverend
- has lost his way
- 630
- 00:44:57,787 --> 00:44:58,953
- and I can't be held responsible
- 631
- 00:44:58,955 --> 00:45:00,721
- for what happens here anymore.
- 632
- 00:45:00,723 --> 00:45:02,856
- I just wanna be my own man.
- 633
- 00:45:02,858 --> 00:45:03,824
- He's lying.
- 634
- 00:45:03,826 --> 00:45:05,793
- Yeah, he's still loyal to Jones.
- 635
- 00:45:05,795 --> 00:45:09,797
- Guys, I've done things to hurt
- you and I've made mistakes
- 636
- 00:45:09,799 --> 00:45:12,733
- but I just wanna be free
- like the rest of you.
- 637
- 00:45:12,735 --> 00:45:14,435
- That's bullshit.
- 638
- 00:45:14,437 --> 00:45:17,838
- All right, all right, let's
- everybody stay calm here.
- 639
- 00:45:19,642 --> 00:45:22,409
- Now if you're sincere about
- your desire to leave this place
- 640
- 00:45:22,411 --> 00:45:24,745
- - then what I can do is...
- - Swear to God,
- 641
- 00:45:24,747 --> 00:45:26,513
- I'm telling the truth.
- 642
- 00:45:26,515 --> 00:45:27,648
- I just wanna leave.
- 643
- 00:45:29,819 --> 00:45:30,718
- Okay.
- 644
- 00:45:31,787 --> 00:45:33,354
- Then you can come with us.
- 645
- 00:45:33,990 --> 00:45:34,888
- Come on.
- 646
- 00:45:46,636 --> 00:45:48,802
- You know, I don't know.
- 647
- 00:45:48,804 --> 00:45:53,274
- Listen, I just, I don't
- know why you would turn.
- 648
- 00:45:53,276 --> 00:45:54,842
- You know it's a lie
- and you know it's fake.
- 649
- 00:45:54,844 --> 00:45:55,743
- The Congressman...
- 650
- 00:45:57,446 --> 00:45:59,947
- Our plane, where is it?
- 651
- 00:45:59,949 --> 00:46:01,815
- I'm told fuel was low.
- 652
- 00:46:01,817 --> 00:46:03,017
- The pilot's gone to
- a base the other side
- 653
- 00:46:03,019 --> 00:46:04,652
- of Georgetown to fill up.
- 654
- 00:46:04,654 --> 00:46:07,554
- And how long are we expected
- to wait for this plane?
- 655
- 00:46:07,556 --> 00:46:09,690
- Well, I've given
- ETA of 5:00 p.m.
- 656
- 00:46:09,692 --> 00:46:11,392
- Only a half an hour away.
- 657
- 00:46:11,394 --> 00:46:14,328
- There's a waiting room
- over in the main building.
- 658
- 00:46:14,330 --> 00:46:15,729
- I suggest we wait in there.
- 659
- 00:46:20,569 --> 00:46:21,468
- Fine.
- 660
- 00:46:34,317 --> 00:46:35,082
- Where's Snyder?
- 661
- 00:46:44,894 --> 00:46:46,794
- Oh, Christ.
- 662
- 00:46:55,037 --> 00:46:58,939
- Please, we can settle this
- with a simple discussion.
- 663
- 00:47:08,551 --> 00:47:09,850
- It doesn't have to be like this.
- 664
- 00:47:09,852 --> 00:47:11,952
- It's too late for that.
- 665
- 00:47:38,848 --> 00:47:40,981
- It's far, far harder
- to have walked
- 666
- 00:47:40,983 --> 00:47:43,050
- through every day, die slowly,
- 667
- 00:47:43,986 --> 00:47:45,652
- and from the time you're a child
- 668
- 00:47:45,654 --> 00:47:47,621
- to the time you get
- gray, you're dying.
- 669
- 00:47:48,824 --> 00:47:50,858
- It as a revolutionary suicide,
- 670
- 00:47:50,860 --> 00:47:53,894
- this is not
- self-destructive suicide.
- 671
- 00:47:53,896 --> 00:47:56,864
- So they'll pay for this,
- they brought this upon us
- 672
- 00:47:56,866 --> 00:47:58,766
- and they'll pay for that.
- 673
- 00:47:58,768 --> 00:48:00,567
- I leave that destiny to them.
- 674
- 00:48:02,438 --> 00:48:05,806
- 1,000 people who said, "We
- don't like the way the world is
- 675
- 00:48:05,808 --> 00:48:07,174
- "take our life from us."
- 676
- 00:48:07,176 --> 00:48:10,511
- "We laid it down, we got tired."
- 677
- 00:48:10,513 --> 00:48:11,979
- "We didn't commit suicide,
- 678
- 00:48:11,981 --> 00:48:14,715
- "we committed an act of
- revolutionary suicide
- 679
- 00:48:14,717 --> 00:48:17,985
- "protesting the condition
- of an inhumane world."
- 680
- 00:49:01,096 --> 00:49:05,833
- And he took the bread,
- gave thanks, and broke it.
- 681
- 00:49:05,835 --> 00:49:11,104
- He gave it them saying, "This
- is my body given for you,
- 682
- 00:49:11,106 --> 00:49:14,775
- "do this in remembrance of me."
- 683
- 00:49:20,082 --> 00:49:22,115
- Take it my lovechild.
- 684
- 00:49:22,117 --> 00:49:24,017
- Only by tasting
- the body of Christ
- 685
- 00:49:24,019 --> 00:49:25,919
- will you find your answers.
- 686
- 00:49:34,964 --> 00:49:37,798
- In the same way he took the cup
- 687
- 00:49:39,969 --> 00:49:43,871
- and said, "This cup is the
- new covenant in my blood,
- 688
- 00:49:45,040 --> 00:49:46,673
- "which is poured out for you."
- 689
- 00:52:48,691 --> 00:52:49,389
- Hello.
- 690
- 00:52:50,325 --> 00:52:52,192
- I'm so sorry the door was open.
- 691
- 00:52:52,194 --> 00:52:53,727
- Oh no, that's okay.
- 692
- 00:52:53,729 --> 00:52:55,762
- I was just taking a walk.
- 693
- 00:52:55,764 --> 00:52:57,230
- My name's Gaia.
- 694
- 00:52:57,232 --> 00:52:59,332
- Yeah, I'm really
- sorry to bother you.
- 695
- 00:52:59,334 --> 00:53:00,333
- Wait.
- 696
- 00:53:02,871 --> 00:53:04,471
- I can see you're tired.
- 697
- 00:53:04,473 --> 00:53:06,139
- You're welcome to rest here.
- 698
- 00:53:11,914 --> 00:53:14,948
- I didn't expect to meet
- an American out here.
- 699
- 00:53:14,950 --> 00:53:17,250
- I came to Guyana four years ago.
- 700
- 00:53:17,252 --> 00:53:19,186
- My husband worked here.
- 701
- 00:53:19,188 --> 00:53:20,454
- He passed away.
- 702
- 00:53:20,456 --> 00:53:21,321
- I'm so sorry.
- 703
- 00:53:23,325 --> 00:53:26,259
- I grieved for such a long time,
- 704
- 00:53:26,261 --> 00:53:29,863
- constantly reliving the
- same moments day after day
- 705
- 00:53:30,499 --> 00:53:32,299
- then something happened,
- 706
- 00:53:33,769 --> 00:53:35,335
- I moved beyond all that.
- 707
- 00:53:38,006 --> 00:53:39,206
- I woke up.
- 708
- 00:53:39,208 --> 00:53:40,474
- What happened?
- 709
- 00:53:40,476 --> 00:53:42,909
- It takes effort
- to be effortless.
- 710
- 00:53:44,847 --> 00:53:47,914
- And sometimes you have
- to go through the pain
- 711
- 00:53:47,916 --> 00:53:49,316
- for it to become painless.
- 712
- 00:53:50,385 --> 00:53:52,219
- The process can be frustrating.
- 713
- 00:53:53,889 --> 00:53:55,455
- I was part of the
- People's Temple.
- 714
- 00:53:55,457 --> 00:53:59,292
- We were church commune who
- lived near by back in the 70s.
- 715
- 00:53:59,294 --> 00:54:00,961
- Jonestown.
- 716
- 00:54:00,963 --> 00:54:02,129
- Yeah.
- 717
- 00:54:02,131 --> 00:54:03,997
- A very sad thing.
- 718
- 00:54:06,168 --> 00:54:09,136
- I survived it but it's
- hunted me ever since.
- 719
- 00:54:10,205 --> 00:54:11,438
- I came back out
- here hoping to deal
- 720
- 00:54:11,440 --> 00:54:13,373
- with my feelings
- about what happened.
- 721
- 00:54:16,545 --> 00:54:19,312
- I'm so conflicted
- because I wanna connect
- 722
- 00:54:19,314 --> 00:54:21,348
- with something spiritual,
- 723
- 00:54:21,350 --> 00:54:24,184
- something beyond
- everyday existence
- 724
- 00:54:25,287 --> 00:54:26,553
- but to connect to that
- 725
- 00:54:26,555 --> 00:54:28,955
- should make you feel
- free not imprisoned.
- 726
- 00:54:30,959 --> 00:54:32,826
- That's how I felt
- within the church.
- 727
- 00:54:34,229 --> 00:54:36,163
- I thought it would open
- my mind and my heart
- 728
- 00:54:36,165 --> 00:54:37,964
- but all it did was
- close them off.
- 729
- 00:54:41,403 --> 00:54:45,372
- You know, religion doesn't have
- a monopoly on spirituality.
- 730
- 00:54:45,374 --> 00:54:50,310
- And your feelings aren't
- subjugated by not knowing.
- 731
- 00:54:50,312 --> 00:54:54,981
- We are all connected, you
- just don't see it yet.
- 732
- 00:54:57,252 --> 00:55:02,222
- Sometimes it takes an event
- so incredible to wake us up
- 733
- 00:55:02,224 --> 00:55:06,359
- for better or worse and
- you don't get to choose.
- 734
- 00:55:36,391 --> 00:55:41,194
- I'm constantly amazed every
- time I walk through here.
- 735
- 00:55:41,196 --> 00:55:42,429
- It's so beautiful.
- 736
- 00:55:42,431 --> 00:55:46,499
- Nothing is more perfect
- than this moment.
- 737
- 00:55:46,501 --> 00:55:47,367
- Don't you agree?
- 738
- 00:55:49,338 --> 00:55:50,403
- Wake up, Sarah.
- 739
- 00:55:51,506 --> 00:55:53,206
- I am awake.
- 740
- 00:55:53,208 --> 00:55:55,475
- Oh, there pick those.
- 741
- 00:55:55,477 --> 00:55:57,444
- They're good for bug bites.
- 742
- 00:55:57,446 --> 00:55:59,913
- Just a few, save
- some for next time.
- 743
- 00:56:04,152 --> 00:56:07,587
- Each expression of
- life on this planet
- 744
- 00:56:07,589 --> 00:56:10,423
- has its own unique vibration.
- 745
- 00:56:18,066 --> 00:56:21,368
- Connection to every living
- thing is available to us
- 746
- 00:56:21,370 --> 00:56:23,937
- if we're willing
- to be open to it.
- 747
- 00:56:23,939 --> 00:56:25,171
- I want to be open to it
- 748
- 00:56:25,173 --> 00:56:27,407
- but I just feel so disconnected.
- 749
- 00:56:27,409 --> 00:56:32,612
- You're still a willing
- partner in this dance of life
- 750
- 00:56:32,614 --> 00:56:34,514
- whether you
- acknowledge it or not.
- 751
- 00:56:34,516 --> 00:56:36,283
- I have moments where
- I feel connected
- 752
- 00:56:36,285 --> 00:56:39,286
- but I can't sustain it.
- 753
- 00:56:39,288 --> 00:56:41,121
- It feels like
- there's resistance.
- 754
- 00:56:43,392 --> 00:56:46,092
- Start with the body and
- the mind will follow.
- 755
- 00:56:55,470 --> 00:56:57,637
- We've all had
- trauma in our lives
- 756
- 00:56:57,639 --> 00:57:00,540
- it doesn't lessen what
- you've been through
- 757
- 00:57:00,542 --> 00:57:02,375
- just that you're not defined
- 758
- 00:57:02,377 --> 00:57:05,211
- by your past, good
- or not so good.
- 759
- 00:57:06,381 --> 00:57:08,381
- It's human to feel emotions
- 760
- 00:57:08,383 --> 00:57:11,418
- but people think they
- are their emotions
- 761
- 00:57:11,420 --> 00:57:14,521
- when it's really just
- one small part of us
- 762
- 00:57:14,523 --> 00:57:18,525
- yet we let those emotions
- control our lives.
- 763
- 00:57:18,527 --> 00:57:21,594
- So how do we break
- free of those emotions?
- 764
- 00:57:21,596 --> 00:57:26,466
- First acknowledge that you
- can feel, let yourself feel
- 765
- 00:57:26,468 --> 00:57:29,202
- but then remember that
- you're not your thoughts
- 766
- 00:57:29,204 --> 00:57:31,504
- nor your emotions.
- 767
- 00:57:31,506 --> 00:57:33,473
- Sounds so simple.
- 768
- 00:57:33,475 --> 00:57:38,311
- It's never simple to undo
- decades of damaging thoughts.
- 769
- 00:57:38,313 --> 00:57:41,448
- It takes a great deal of belief.
- 770
- 00:57:41,450 --> 00:57:44,451
- I did believe in something
- look where that go me.
- 771
- 00:57:44,453 --> 00:57:48,488
- But have you ever believed in
- yourself, believed in Sarah?
- 772
- 00:57:48,490 --> 00:57:51,157
- I know it's hard for
- you to believe me
- 773
- 00:57:51,159 --> 00:57:54,260
- but when a person allows
- their emotional state
- 774
- 00:57:54,262 --> 00:57:56,663
- to overcloud their judgment
- 775
- 00:57:56,665 --> 00:58:00,000
- it makes it difficult
- to really see.
- 776
- 00:58:00,002 --> 00:58:01,601
- Can't say my emotional state
- 777
- 00:58:01,603 --> 00:58:03,203
- is in great shape right now.
- 778
- 00:58:04,306 --> 00:58:06,072
- Have you tried meditation?
- 779
- 00:58:06,074 --> 00:58:09,743
- Kind of, I found it
- hard to quieten my mind.
- 780
- 00:58:09,745 --> 00:58:12,379
- The negative thoughts
- just kept coming.
- 781
- 00:58:16,651 --> 00:58:18,218
- What's this?
- 782
- 00:58:18,220 --> 00:58:20,620
- If you can't change
- your thinking on your own
- 783
- 00:58:20,622 --> 00:58:22,122
- this will help.
- 784
- 00:58:22,124 --> 00:58:23,023
- What is it?
- 785
- 00:58:24,559 --> 00:58:27,127
- It's an ancient mixture
- I learned to make
- 786
- 00:58:27,129 --> 00:58:29,763
- from the locals
- here, very powerful.
- 787
- 00:58:29,765 --> 00:58:34,067
- It induces a state of
- relaxation and centeredness.
- 788
- 00:58:35,170 --> 00:58:37,537
- Drink this and we'll
- meditate together.
- 789
- 00:58:37,539 --> 00:58:42,308
- This and the meditation will
- allow your mind to expand.
- 790
- 00:58:42,310 --> 00:58:46,046
- You'll see reality for
- the way it really is.
- 791
- 00:58:47,149 --> 00:58:49,282
- I'm not sure
- I wanna drink it.
- 792
- 00:58:49,284 --> 00:58:50,617
- What are you afraid of?
- 793
- 00:58:52,521 --> 00:58:55,155
- Being out of control, I guess.
- 794
- 00:58:55,157 --> 00:58:57,590
- How has your life
- been, being in control?
- 795
- 00:58:59,594 --> 00:59:00,460
- Not so good.
- 796
- 00:59:01,797 --> 00:59:03,530
- Maybe it's time to surrender.
- 797
- 00:59:14,342 --> 00:59:15,308
- Close your eyes.
- 798
- 00:59:20,082 --> 00:59:24,551
- Now, begin by becoming
- aware of your breathing
- 799
- 00:59:26,088 --> 00:59:32,792
- and allow your awareness to
- draw down into your body,
- 800
- 00:59:34,629 --> 00:59:39,099
- inhaling and exhaling.
- 801
- 00:59:41,503 --> 00:59:48,842
- Inhale, allow the breath
- to enter the nostrils
- 802
- 00:59:48,844 --> 00:59:51,611
- cooling the nasal passages.
- 803
- 00:59:51,613 --> 00:59:55,415
- As it goes and touches
- the back of your throat
- 804
- 00:59:56,718 --> 01:00:01,688
- and draws down, deep into
- the bottom of your lungs.
- 805
- 01:00:03,525 --> 01:00:05,758
- The breath is your guide.
- 806
- 01:00:07,395 --> 01:00:10,730
- The breath is your refuge.
- 807
- 01:00:12,801 --> 01:00:16,336
- As thoughts arise,
- which they will,
- 808
- 01:00:17,672 --> 01:00:22,342
- gently bring your attention
- back to your breath,
- 809
- 01:00:23,879 --> 01:00:26,746
- inhaling and exhaling.
- 810
- 01:00:28,250 --> 01:00:32,585
- Deeper and deeper.
- 811
- 01:00:59,614 --> 01:01:03,816
- You know your
- life is just a dream, don't you?
- 812
- 01:01:27,375 --> 01:01:29,342
- They took
- us and put us in chains
- 813
- 01:01:29,344 --> 01:01:32,278
- and that's nothing, this
- business, that business,
- 814
- 01:01:32,280 --> 01:01:33,980
- there's no comparison
- to that, to this.
- 815
- 01:01:35,383 --> 01:01:36,616
- They robbed us of our land,
- 816
- 01:01:36,618 --> 01:01:37,684
- and they've taken
- us and driven us
- 817
- 01:01:37,686 --> 01:01:39,652
- and we tried to find ourselves.
- 818
- 01:01:39,654 --> 01:01:42,222
- We tried to find a new
- beginning but it's too late.
- 819
- 01:01:42,224 --> 01:01:43,723
- You can't separate yourself
- 820
- 01:01:43,725 --> 01:01:46,526
- from your brother and
- your sister.
- 821
- 01:01:46,528 --> 01:01:47,660
- No way I'm gonna do it.
- 822
- 01:01:47,662 --> 01:01:48,628
- I refuse.
- 823
- 01:01:48,630 --> 01:01:50,162
- I don't know who fired the shot,
- 824
- 01:01:50,164 --> 01:01:51,697
- I don't know who
- killed the congressman
- 825
- 01:01:51,700 --> 01:01:53,666
- but as far as I'm
- concerned I killed him.
- 826
- 01:01:53,668 --> 01:01:56,803
- With respect, die with
- a degree of dignity.
- 827
- 01:01:56,805 --> 01:01:58,220
- It's done.
- 828
- 01:01:58,222 --> 01:01:59,638
- Lay down your
- life with dignity.
- 829
- 01:01:59,641 --> 01:02:00,789
- Good.
- 830
- 01:02:00,791 --> 01:02:01,940
- Don't lay down
- with tears and agony.
- 831
- 01:02:01,943 --> 01:02:04,644
- You have the documents?
- 832
- 01:02:04,646 --> 01:02:06,646
- In the box over there.
- 833
- 01:02:06,648 --> 01:02:09,449
- Don't, don't be this way.
- 834
- 01:02:09,451 --> 01:02:10,350
- Okay.
- 835
- 01:02:11,753 --> 01:02:13,502
- This is not
- the way for people
- 836
- 01:02:13,504 --> 01:02:15,254
- who are Socialists
- or Communists to die.
- 837
- 01:02:17,892 --> 01:02:18,925
- No way for us to die.
- 838
- 01:02:18,927 --> 01:02:21,027
- We must die with some dignity.
- 839
- 01:02:25,000 --> 01:02:28,835
- Mother, mother, mother,
- mother, mother please.
- 840
- 01:02:31,372 --> 01:02:33,906
- Please, please, please don't
- do this, don't do this.
- 841
- 01:02:36,578 --> 01:02:39,345
- Lay down your life with your
- child but don't do this.
- 842
- 01:02:48,590 --> 01:02:51,057
- This is Snyder.
- Operation MK Guyana
- 843
- 01:02:51,059 --> 01:02:52,792
- is now terminated officially.
- 844
- 01:02:54,396 --> 01:02:56,696
- Send in the crew, I'll
- be on the next flight.
- 845
- 01:03:02,904 --> 01:03:05,705
- No, no, sorrow
- that it's all over.
- 846
- 01:03:05,707 --> 01:03:08,574
- I'm glad it's over.
- 847
- 01:03:12,947 --> 01:03:14,447
- What was in that drink?
- 848
- 01:03:14,449 --> 01:03:15,815
- Water.
- 849
- 01:03:15,817 --> 01:03:16,649
- What?
- 850
- 01:03:16,651 --> 01:03:18,384
- It was just water.
- 851
- 01:03:18,386 --> 01:03:19,619
- No, but I saw...
- 852
- 01:03:19,621 --> 01:03:21,854
- Yes, you saw.
- 853
- 01:03:22,957 --> 01:03:24,791
- You wanted to awaken
- and see the world
- 854
- 01:03:24,793 --> 01:03:26,793
- for what it really is.
- 855
- 01:03:26,795 --> 01:03:30,697
- You didn't think you could do
- it on your own but you did.
- 856
- 01:03:30,699 --> 01:03:32,832
- You are powerful.
- 857
- 01:03:32,834 --> 01:03:34,734
- You just proved it.
- 858
- 01:03:34,736 --> 01:03:37,804
- There was nothing in
- that vile but water.
- 859
- 01:03:37,806 --> 01:03:40,673
- But I saw something,
- a past incident
- 860
- 01:03:40,675 --> 01:03:41,641
- that I wasn't present at.
- 861
- 01:03:41,643 --> 01:03:43,543
- How could I have seen that?
- 862
- 01:03:43,545 --> 01:03:45,578
- When your third eye is opened
- 863
- 01:03:45,580 --> 01:03:47,947
- you're capable of
- seeing everything.
- 864
- 01:03:53,621 --> 01:03:54,887
- What the hell is going on?
- 865
- 01:03:56,558 --> 01:03:58,891
- I ask myself the same question.
- 866
- 01:03:58,893 --> 01:04:01,728
- The agency assigned
- me to watch you.
- 867
- 01:04:01,730 --> 01:04:04,664
- Make sure the memories
- stayed repressed.
- 868
- 01:04:04,666 --> 01:04:07,400
- I thought it would
- be an easy gig
- 869
- 01:04:07,402 --> 01:04:09,369
- just ushering you
- through a few years
- 870
- 01:04:09,371 --> 01:04:10,937
- of medication and counseling
- 871
- 01:04:10,939 --> 01:04:12,638
- and then passing you
- off to the next one
- 872
- 01:04:12,640 --> 01:04:14,507
- in line for this shit detail.
- 873
- 01:04:14,509 --> 01:04:18,911
- But then you came off the meds
- 874
- 01:04:18,913 --> 01:04:20,680
- and psychiatry wasn't
- enough anymore.
- 875
- 01:04:20,682 --> 01:04:21,981
- Now here we are.
- 876
- 01:04:21,983 --> 01:04:23,149
- What the hell are
- you talking about?
- 877
- 01:04:23,151 --> 01:04:24,417
- What agency?
- 878
- 01:04:24,419 --> 01:04:25,651
- That's irrelevant.
- 879
- 01:04:25,653 --> 01:04:28,454
- What's important is
- that I have fucked up
- 880
- 01:04:28,456 --> 01:04:30,757
- and I'm gonna have
- to rectify that.
- 881
- 01:04:30,759 --> 01:04:32,158
- You think you can just
- kill me in cold blood
- 882
- 01:04:32,160 --> 01:04:33,593
- and get away with it.
- 883
- 01:04:33,595 --> 01:04:34,427
- Think it.
- 884
- 01:04:34,429 --> 01:04:35,728
- No, I know it.
- 885
- 01:04:35,730 --> 01:04:37,964
- I've handled far
- tougher marks than you.
- 886
- 01:04:37,966 --> 01:04:39,699
- This is as straight
- forward as it gets.
- 887
- 01:04:39,701 --> 01:04:42,902
- Mentally ill girl racked
- with survivor's guilt
- 888
- 01:04:42,904 --> 01:04:46,038
- comes back to the site of the
- massacre and commits suicide.
- 889
- 01:04:46,040 --> 01:04:47,640
- The headline writes itself.
- 890
- 01:05:37,959 --> 01:05:39,625
- Where's the bitch?
- 891
- 01:06:41,556 --> 01:06:43,956
- Come to me my lovechild.
- 892
- 01:06:43,958 --> 01:06:45,791
- You belong with us.
- 893
- 01:06:56,971 --> 01:07:00,172
- You've taken up space in my
- head for over a decade now.
- 894
- 01:07:01,809 --> 01:07:04,076
- Consider this your
- eviction notice.
- 895
- 01:07:05,547 --> 01:07:07,580
- I'm taking back my power.
- 896
- 01:07:09,017 --> 01:07:10,917
- I will no longer live in fear.
- 897
- 01:07:12,687 --> 01:07:14,820
- You're nothing to me now.
- 898
- 01:07:56,898 --> 01:08:01,000
- The battle is on for
- your heart and your mind.
- 899
- 01:08:01,002 --> 01:08:03,135
- So don't give them
- over so readily.
- 900
- 01:08:05,073 --> 01:08:08,808
- Don't buy into the
- phony political races.
- 901
- 01:08:09,844 --> 01:08:12,244
- Turn off the manufactured news.
- 902
- 01:08:13,381 --> 01:08:16,215
- Reject all of the
- fear mongering.
- 903
- 01:08:18,086 --> 01:08:22,121
- Go outside, connect with nature.
- 904
- 01:08:23,324 --> 01:08:24,357
- Find love.
- 905
- 01:08:26,094 --> 01:08:27,760
- Feel gratitude.
- 906
- 01:08:29,731 --> 01:08:33,099
- Choose a life where
- you don't live in fear.
- 907
- 01:08:34,736 --> 01:08:38,671
- Fear is the prison they
- want you to live in.
- 908
- 01:08:40,942 --> 01:08:42,341
- But what is there to fear?
- 909
- 01:08:44,145 --> 01:08:45,011
- Nothing.
- 910
- 01:08:46,748 --> 01:08:48,748
- We are all one consciousness
- 911
- 01:08:48,750 --> 01:08:51,150
- experiencing itself
- subjectively.
- 912
- 01:08:53,121 --> 01:08:56,756
- Death doesn't actually exist.
- 913
- 01:08:58,259 --> 01:09:01,260
- Our lives are all a dream
- 914
- 01:09:01,262 --> 01:09:07,333
- and each of us is the
- imagination of ourselves.
- 915
- 01:09:10,171 --> 01:09:12,238
- But remember...
- 916
- 01:09:12,240 --> 01:09:19,145
- imagination
- is evidence of the divine.
- 917
- 01:09:33,751 --> 01:09:38,751
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