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  3. Subtitles by explosiveskull
  4. akumenang.com
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  8. You're gonna try to lie
  9. to yourself tomorrow
  10.  
  11. 3
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  13. but I have bewitched you.
  14.  
  15. 4
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  17. I have bewitched
  18. you with the truth.
  19.  
  20. 5
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  22. If I had not spoken
  23. you'd of had no sin.
  24.  
  25. 6
  26. 00:00:23,715 --> 00:00:25,949
  27. But I have come
  28. and I have spoken
  29.  
  30. 7
  31. 00:00:25,951 --> 00:00:28,785
  32. and now you've
  33. gotta walk in the light.
  34.  
  35. 8
  36. 00:00:28,787 --> 00:00:32,923
  37. I warn you, you better
  38. not look to anything else.
  39.  
  40. 9
  41. 00:00:32,925 --> 00:00:34,591
  42. As it's written in Matthew 5:8,
  43.  
  44. 10
  45. 00:00:34,593 --> 00:00:35,692
  46. blessed are the pure in heart,
  47.  
  48. 11
  49. 00:00:35,694 --> 00:00:37,193
  50. for they shall see God.
  51.  
  52. 12
  53. 00:00:37,195 --> 00:00:39,129
  54. You've got to see
  55. God in the earth
  56.  
  57. 13
  58. 00:00:39,131 --> 00:00:41,698
  59. because what you see you'll be.
  60.  
  61. 14
  62. 00:00:41,700 --> 00:00:44,067
  63. When you see him you
  64. will be like him.
  65.  
  66. 15
  67. 00:00:44,069 --> 00:00:46,236
  68. When he appears
  69. you shall be him.
  70.  
  71. 16
  72. 00:00:46,238 --> 00:00:49,172
  73. The sky God has everybody
  74. worshiping him today
  75.  
  76. 17
  77. 00:00:49,174 --> 00:00:51,041
  78. yet the people are
  79. going to bed hungry,
  80.  
  81. 18
  82. 00:00:51,043 --> 00:00:54,644
  83. there's wars, famine, yet you
  84. said, "He had all the power."
  85.  
  86. 19
  87. 00:00:54,646 --> 00:00:56,212
  88. You said, "The devil did that."
  89.  
  90. 20
  91. 00:00:56,214 --> 00:00:57,914
  92. Who made the devil?
  93.  
  94. 21
  95. 00:00:57,916 --> 00:00:59,649
  96. God made the devil, supposedly.
  97.  
  98. 22
  99. 00:00:59,651 --> 00:01:01,651
  100. As it says in Isaiah 14:12,
  101.  
  102. 23
  103. 00:01:01,653 --> 00:01:03,620
  104. "Lucifer was the most
  105. beautiful angel."
  106.  
  107. 24
  108. 00:01:03,622 --> 00:01:04,321
  109. Right.
  110.  
  111. 25
  112. 00:01:04,323 --> 00:01:06,072
  113. I've got to get this in
  114.  
  115. 26
  116. 00:01:06,074 --> 00:01:07,824
  117. because it's the difference
  118. between life and death.
  119.  
  120. 27
  121. 00:01:07,826 --> 00:01:10,160
  122. I want you to reflect
  123. on what I preach today.
  124.  
  125. 28
  126. 00:01:10,162 --> 00:01:13,096
  127. I want you to testify on what
  128. you've seen and heard today.
  129.  
  130. 29
  131. 00:01:13,098 --> 00:01:15,966
  132. I want you to tell me
  133. what you're willing to do
  134.  
  135. 30
  136. 00:01:15,968 --> 00:01:17,300
  137. for this revelation of God.
  138.  
  139. 31
  140. 00:01:18,804 --> 00:01:20,170
  141. Amen.
  142.  
  143. 32
  144. 00:01:26,144 --> 00:01:27,844
  145. It's far, far harder
  146.  
  147. 33
  148. 00:01:27,846 --> 00:01:31,314
  149. to have walked through
  150. every day, die slowly.
  151.  
  152. 34
  153. 00:01:31,316 --> 00:01:32,949
  154. And from the time you're a child
  155.  
  156. 35
  157. 00:01:32,951 --> 00:01:35,151
  158. to the time you get
  159. gray, you're dying.
  160.  
  161. 36
  162. 00:01:36,088 --> 00:01:38,154
  163. It's as a revolutionary suicide,
  164.  
  165. 37
  166. 00:01:38,156 --> 00:01:41,191
  167. this is not a
  168. self-destructive suicide.
  169.  
  170. 38
  171. 00:01:41,193 --> 00:01:43,026
  172. So they'll pay for this.
  173.  
  174. 39
  175. 00:01:43,028 --> 00:01:46,096
  176. They brought this upon us
  177. and they'll pay for that.
  178.  
  179. 40
  180. 00:01:46,098 --> 00:01:47,664
  181. I leave that destiny to them.
  182.  
  183. 41
  184. 00:01:49,101 --> 00:01:51,668
  185. They set an example for others,
  186.  
  187. 42
  188. 00:01:51,670 --> 00:01:54,938
  189. 1,000 people who said, "We don't
  190. like the way the world is."
  191.  
  192. 43
  193. 00:01:54,940 --> 00:01:57,340
  194. "Take some, take
  195. our life from us."
  196.  
  197. 44
  198. 00:01:57,342 --> 00:02:00,343
  199. "We laded down, we got tired."
  200.  
  201. 45
  202. 00:02:00,345 --> 00:02:02,245
  203. "We didn't commit suicide,
  204.  
  205. 46
  206. 00:02:02,247 --> 00:02:04,781
  207. "we committed an act of
  208. revolutionary suicide
  209.  
  210. 47
  211. 00:02:04,783 --> 00:02:07,651
  212. "protesting the conditions
  213. of an inhumane world."
  214.  
  215. 48
  216. 00:02:10,022 --> 00:02:12,355
  217. Such was the scale
  218. of the horror at Jonestown
  219.  
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  222. that many cemeteries didn't
  223. even want to accept the dead.
  224.  
  225. 50
  226. 00:02:15,761 --> 00:02:18,228
  227. Didn't wanna be associated
  228. with the tragedy.
  229.  
  230. 51
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  232. Here at the Evergreen Cemetery
  233. in Oakland, California
  234.  
  235. 52
  236. 00:02:21,366 --> 00:02:24,134
  237. 409 victims are buried
  238.  
  239. 53
  240. 00:02:24,136 --> 00:02:26,670
  241. in a mass grave
  242. beneath this hillside.
  243.  
  244. 54
  245. 00:02:30,275 --> 00:02:31,841
  246. The Military
  247. Airlift Command
  248.  
  249. 55
  250. 00:02:31,843 --> 00:02:35,345
  251. flew its C-141 transports
  252. into Jonestown, Guyana
  253.  
  254. 56
  255. 00:02:35,347 --> 00:02:37,914
  256. with the necessary
  257. supplies and equipment
  258.  
  259. 57
  260. 00:02:37,916 --> 00:02:40,216
  261. to move more than 900 bodies
  262.  
  263. 58
  264. 00:02:40,218 --> 00:02:43,753
  265. of American citizens
  266. to the United States.
  267.  
  268. 59
  269. 00:02:43,755 --> 00:02:46,322
  270. The task was accomplished
  271. in several stages.
  272.  
  273. 60
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  275. From before Thanksgiving,
  276. until several weeks later, MAC
  277.  
  278. 61
  279. 00:02:50,295 --> 00:02:53,163
  280. was involved in the cleanup
  281. operations in Guyana.
  282.  
  283. 62
  284. 00:02:58,403 --> 00:03:01,171
  285. The bodies were flown
  286. to Dover Air Force Base
  287.  
  288. 63
  289. 00:03:01,173 --> 00:03:04,941
  290. for the task of identification
  291. and disposition.
  292.  
  293. 64
  294. 00:03:12,317 --> 00:03:14,317
  295. Save me, Sarah.
  296.  
  297. 65
  298. 00:03:14,319 --> 00:03:16,119
  299. Lead me to the light.
  300.  
  301. 66
  302. 00:04:05,303 --> 00:04:09,339
  303. When you look in the
  304. mirror, what do you see?
  305.  
  306. 67
  307. 00:04:09,341 --> 00:04:11,074
  308. Do you see the real you
  309.  
  310. 68
  311. 00:04:11,076 --> 00:04:15,812
  312. or what you've been
  313. conditioned to believe is you?
  314.  
  315. 69
  316. 00:04:17,382 --> 00:04:20,316
  317. The two are so very different.
  318.  
  319. 70
  320. 00:04:21,820 --> 00:04:24,521
  321. One is an infinite consciousness
  322.  
  323. 71
  324. 00:04:24,523 --> 00:04:28,091
  325. capable of being and
  326. creating anything it chooses.
  327.  
  328. 72
  329. 00:04:30,796 --> 00:04:32,328
  330. The other is an illusion
  331.  
  332. 73
  333. 00:04:34,266 --> 00:04:38,434
  334. captured by its own perceived
  335. and programmed limitations.
  336.  
  337. 74
  338. 00:04:38,436 --> 00:04:42,272
  339. Everything the people
  340. in this nation hold dear
  341.  
  342. 75
  343. 00:04:42,274 --> 00:04:43,439
  344. is an illusion.
  345.  
  346. 76
  347. 00:04:45,210 --> 00:04:48,511
  348. In the political arena, you're
  349. given the illusion of choice
  350.  
  351. 77
  352. 00:04:48,513 --> 00:04:53,049
  353. not realizing that the same
  354. hidden hand controls both sides.
  355.  
  356. 78
  357. 00:04:54,286 --> 00:04:57,520
  358. You're offered food with
  359. the promise of nutrition
  360.  
  361. 79
  362. 00:04:57,522 --> 00:05:01,157
  363. when in actual fact it's
  364. cheaply produced slop
  365.  
  366. 80
  367. 00:05:01,159 --> 00:05:02,826
  368. robbing your body of nutrients.
  369.  
  370. 81
  371. 00:05:04,830 --> 00:05:07,096
  372. You're taught to
  373. laude false gods,
  374.  
  375. 82
  376. 00:05:08,233 --> 00:05:11,034
  377. celebrities, the
  378. rich and powerful.
  379.  
  380. 83
  381. 00:05:12,304 --> 00:05:14,404
  382. You're told to worship greed.
  383.  
  384. 84
  385. 00:05:14,406 --> 00:05:17,907
  386. To believe that money
  387. can buy you happiness.
  388.  
  389. 85
  390. 00:05:17,909 --> 00:05:21,344
  391. But the 1% control
  392. the majority of wealth
  393.  
  394. 86
  395. 00:05:21,346 --> 00:05:23,346
  396. and everyone else is
  397. encouraged to fight
  398.  
  399. 87
  400. 00:05:23,348 --> 00:05:25,949
  401. for the pitiful
  402. scraps remaining.
  403.  
  404. 88
  405. 00:05:25,951 --> 00:05:30,086
  406. From the cradle to the
  407. grave you don't have choice.
  408.  
  409. 89
  410. 00:05:30,088 --> 00:05:31,020
  411. You have owners.
  412.  
  413. 90
  414. 00:05:32,123 --> 00:05:34,357
  415. We dare not step
  416. outside of the box
  417.  
  418. 91
  419. 00:05:34,359 --> 00:05:36,192
  420. because we're ruled by fear.
  421.  
  422. 92
  423. 00:05:36,194 --> 00:05:41,631
  424. Fearful that if we open our
  425. minds and embrace new ideas
  426.  
  427. 93
  428. 00:05:41,633 --> 00:05:43,600
  429. people will think we're crazy.
  430.  
  431. 94
  432. 00:05:45,203 --> 00:05:47,103
  433. When you dismiss
  434. a thought process
  435.  
  436. 95
  437. 00:05:47,105 --> 00:05:50,206
  438. beyond which has been
  439. programmed into you from birth
  440.  
  441. 96
  442. 00:05:50,208 --> 00:05:54,444
  443. you remain within the false
  444. state of consciousness,
  445.  
  446. 97
  447. 00:05:54,446 --> 00:05:57,614
  448. which has been created to
  449. keep you under control.
  450.  
  451. 98
  452. 00:05:59,885 --> 00:06:02,018
  453. They want you to obey,
  454.  
  455. 99
  456. 00:06:02,020 --> 00:06:06,389
  457. to never discover the true
  458. power we all hold within us.
  459.  
  460. 100
  461. 00:06:08,293 --> 00:06:11,628
  462. Wake up, wake up now
  463.  
  464. 101
  465. 00:06:11,630 --> 00:06:15,398
  466. or forever remain
  467. imprisoned inside the dream.
  468.  
  469. 102
  470. 00:06:32,417 --> 00:06:34,684
  471. So, tell me about
  472. your latest dream.
  473.  
  474. 103
  475. 00:06:36,154 --> 00:06:38,922
  476. Well, that's nothing we
  477. haven't covered before.
  478.  
  479. 104
  480. 00:06:38,924 --> 00:06:40,590
  481. According to Freud every dream
  482.  
  483. 105
  484. 00:06:40,592 --> 00:06:42,292
  485. represents wish fulfillment.
  486.  
  487. 106
  488. 00:06:43,128 --> 00:06:44,394
  489. What does that mean?
  490.  
  491. 107
  492. 00:06:44,396 --> 00:06:46,345
  493. Well, I've always believed
  494.  
  495. 108
  496. 00:06:46,347 --> 00:06:48,297
  497. that dreams are based
  498. on repressed desires.
  499.  
  500. 109
  501. 00:06:48,300 --> 00:06:51,301
  502. But then other psychologists
  503. believe that dreams
  504.  
  505. 110
  506. 00:06:51,303 --> 00:06:52,969
  507. have less to do with our desires
  508.  
  509. 111
  510. 00:06:52,971 --> 00:06:56,372
  511. and more to do with our
  512. worries or preoccupations.
  513.  
  514. 112
  515. 00:06:56,374 --> 00:06:59,542
  516. It's good for you to
  517. talk about your dreams.
  518.  
  519. 113
  520. 00:06:59,544 --> 00:07:02,245
  521. When the answers can't be
  522. found in the waking world
  523.  
  524. 114
  525. 00:07:02,247 --> 00:07:04,547
  526. perhaps they can be found
  527. in the subconscious.
  528.  
  529. 115
  530. 00:07:04,549 --> 00:07:06,416
  531. There's no where to hide there.
  532.  
  533. 116
  534. 00:07:12,691 --> 00:07:13,656
  535. Eager to leave?
  536.  
  537. 117
  538. 00:07:15,527 --> 00:07:16,960
  539. I'm sorry.
  540.  
  541. 118
  542. 00:07:16,962 --> 00:07:19,996
  543. I feel like we're going
  544. around in circles.
  545.  
  546. 119
  547. 00:07:19,998 --> 00:07:23,399
  548. It's nothing personal, I know
  549. you're doing all you can.
  550.  
  551. 120
  552. 00:07:23,401 --> 00:07:25,368
  553. It's just all these years later
  554.  
  555. 121
  556. 00:07:25,370 --> 00:07:28,371
  557. maybe talking isn't
  558. enough anymore.
  559.  
  560. 122
  561. 00:07:29,207 --> 00:07:31,406
  562. You're right.
  563.  
  564. 123
  565. 00:07:31,408 --> 00:07:33,608
  566. Talk therapy is just one
  567. part of healing process.
  568.  
  569. 124
  570. 00:07:33,611 --> 00:07:36,012
  571. It should always be
  572. accompanied by physical action
  573.  
  574. 125
  575. 00:07:36,014 --> 00:07:37,613
  576. in your daily life.
  577.  
  578. 126
  579. 00:07:37,615 --> 00:07:42,518
  580. I'm trying. Walking,
  581. being in nature,
  582.  
  583. 127
  584. 00:07:42,520 --> 00:07:44,053
  585. things like that are helping.
  586.  
  587. 128
  588. 00:07:44,556 --> 00:07:46,189
  589. And the medication?
  590.  
  591. 129
  592. 00:07:48,593 --> 00:07:51,227
  593. I'm not sure I wanna
  594. take it any more.
  595.  
  596. 130
  597. 00:07:52,263 --> 00:07:53,129
  598. Why is that?
  599.  
  600. 131
  601. 00:07:54,566 --> 00:07:57,567
  602. Because when I take
  603. it I feel nothing.
  604.  
  605. 132
  606. 00:07:57,569 --> 00:07:58,534
  607. I'm just numb.
  608.  
  609. 133
  610. 00:07:58,536 --> 00:08:02,538
  611. The objective is to help
  612. balance your emotions.
  613.  
  614. 134
  615. 00:08:02,540 --> 00:08:03,439
  616. I don't know.
  617.  
  618. 135
  619. 00:08:03,441 --> 00:08:06,075
  620. I feel like a zombie
  621. when I take it.
  622.  
  623. 136
  624. 00:08:07,145 --> 00:08:09,645
  625. I guess I would
  626. rather feel something
  627.  
  628. 137
  629. 00:08:09,647 --> 00:08:10,713
  630. than feel nothing.
  631.  
  632. 138
  633. 00:08:12,317 --> 00:08:15,184
  634. Well, I would recommend that
  635. you continue the medication
  636.  
  637. 139
  638. 00:08:15,186 --> 00:08:16,285
  639. for now at least.
  640.  
  641. 140
  642. 00:08:18,023 --> 00:08:19,655
  643. But it's up to you.
  644.  
  645. 141
  646. 00:08:19,657 --> 00:08:21,424
  647. All I can do is advise.
  648.  
  649. 142
  650. 00:08:26,564 --> 00:08:27,597
  651. Time's up.
  652.  
  653. 143
  654. 00:08:43,481 --> 00:08:45,815
  655. It's been three years
  656. since the accident.
  657.  
  658. 144
  659. 00:08:45,817 --> 00:08:47,183
  660. I thought my feelings
  661.  
  662. 145
  663. 00:08:47,185 --> 00:08:48,651
  664. about the church
  665. woulda changed by now.
  666.  
  667. 146
  668. 00:08:50,321 --> 00:08:52,188
  669. This all seems so redundant.
  670.  
  671. 147
  672. 00:08:52,190 --> 00:08:55,425
  673. My mom and dad dedicated
  674. their lives to the church
  675.  
  676. 148
  677. 00:08:55,427 --> 00:08:57,326
  678. and look how God rewarded them.
  679.  
  680. 149
  681. 00:08:58,630 --> 00:09:02,765
  682. Do you ever think some people
  683. are called to God early
  684.  
  685. 150
  686. 00:09:02,767 --> 00:09:05,101
  687. because their purpose
  688. had been fulfilled?
  689.  
  690. 151
  691. 00:09:05,103 --> 00:09:08,538
  692. That they were here
  693. for a specific mission
  694.  
  695. 152
  696. 00:09:08,540 --> 00:09:10,573
  697. and they completed it.
  698.  
  699. 153
  700. 00:09:10,575 --> 00:09:12,809
  701. My parents still
  702. had a lot of plans.
  703.  
  704. 154
  705. 00:09:12,811 --> 00:09:15,311
  706. A lot of things they
  707. still wanted to do.
  708.  
  709. 155
  710. 00:09:15,313 --> 00:09:17,847
  711. And they're taking before
  712. they had a chance to do them,
  713.  
  714. 156
  715. 00:09:17,849 --> 00:09:19,715
  716. just seem so unfair.
  717.  
  718. 157
  719. 00:09:19,717 --> 00:09:21,784
  720. Perhaps some people
  721. aren't just here
  722.  
  723. 158
  724. 00:09:21,786 --> 00:09:23,653
  725. on earth for themselves.
  726.  
  727. 159
  728. 00:09:23,655 --> 00:09:25,687
  729. What do you mean?
  730.  
  731. 160
  732. 00:09:25,689 --> 00:09:27,722
  733. Maybe their mission was to
  734. help someone else learn.
  735.  
  736. 161
  737. 00:09:27,725 --> 00:09:30,259
  738. Are you saying they died
  739. to teach me a lesson?
  740.  
  741. 162
  742. 00:09:30,261 --> 00:09:32,628
  743. No, I didn't mean it like that.
  744.  
  745. 163
  746. 00:09:32,630 --> 00:09:36,165
  747. But think of it this way:
  748. their mission was simply
  749.  
  750. 164
  751. 00:09:36,167 --> 00:09:38,568
  752. to raise you and set
  753. you on your journey.
  754.  
  755. 165
  756. 00:09:38,570 --> 00:09:42,572
  757. But now, for you to truly grow,
  758. you have to take the rest
  759.  
  760. 166
  761. 00:09:42,574 --> 00:09:43,873
  762. of the trip without them.
  763.  
  764. 167
  765. 00:09:44,809 --> 00:09:45,741
  766. I don't know.
  767.  
  768. 168
  769. 00:09:47,178 --> 00:09:48,344
  770. What could I possible learn
  771.  
  772. 169
  773. 00:09:48,346 --> 00:09:51,214
  774. from losing two people
  775. I loved so much?
  776.  
  777. 170
  778. 00:09:51,216 --> 00:09:52,115
  779. I don't know.
  780.  
  781. 171
  782. 00:09:52,117 --> 00:09:54,784
  783. I guess that's what
  784. you have to find out.
  785.  
  786. 172
  787. 00:09:56,888 --> 00:09:59,889
  788. I never had a good
  789. relationship with my parents,
  790.  
  791. 173
  792. 00:09:59,891 --> 00:10:02,692
  793. left me with the core
  794. belief that I was unlovable.
  795.  
  796. 174
  797. 00:10:02,694 --> 00:10:05,695
  798. But that's changed now, I
  799. know I'm worthy of love.
  800.  
  801. 175
  802. 00:10:06,464 --> 00:10:08,030
  803. Have you met somebody?
  804.  
  805. 176
  806. 00:10:08,032 --> 00:10:09,599
  807. No, I feel love at the Temple.
  808.  
  809. 177
  810. 00:10:09,601 --> 00:10:13,636
  811. I finally know what it's
  812. like to be part of a family.
  813.  
  814. 178
  815. 00:10:13,638 --> 00:10:16,639
  816. To feel a sense
  817. of love and unity.
  818.  
  819. 179
  820. 00:10:16,641 --> 00:10:19,575
  821. You know there's a lot of
  822. talk about Reverend Jones.
  823.  
  824. 180
  825. 00:10:19,577 --> 00:10:21,677
  826. Some say he preaches blasphemy.
  827.  
  828. 181
  829. 00:10:21,679 --> 00:10:23,246
  830. The establishment attack anyone
  831.  
  832. 182
  833. 00:10:23,248 --> 00:10:25,414
  834. who upsets the natural
  835. order of things.
  836.  
  837. 183
  838. 00:10:26,751 --> 00:10:29,785
  839. You should come to a
  840. service, hear him speak.
  841.  
  842. 184
  843. 00:10:29,787 --> 00:10:31,787
  844. Make up your own mind.
  845.  
  846. 185
  847. 00:10:31,789 --> 00:10:33,856
  848. Church is the last
  849. thing I need right now.
  850.  
  851. 186
  852. 00:10:33,858 --> 00:10:35,491
  853. The Reverend speaks about issues
  854.  
  855. 187
  856. 00:10:35,493 --> 00:10:37,727
  857. no other preacher would dare to.
  858.  
  859. 188
  860. 00:10:37,729 --> 00:10:39,428
  861. He's not afraid of the truth.
  862.  
  863. 189
  864. 00:10:40,932 --> 00:10:43,566
  865. Perhaps he has something to
  866. say that you need to hear.
  867.  
  868. 190
  869. 00:10:47,805 --> 00:10:49,872
  870. I believed in America.
  871.  
  872. 191
  873. 00:10:49,874 --> 00:10:51,807
  874. I bought the American Dream.
  875.  
  876. 192
  877. 00:10:51,809 --> 00:10:56,679
  878. We're told it guarantees
  879. equality of opportunity for all,
  880.  
  881. 193
  882. 00:10:56,681 --> 00:10:59,882
  883. allowing us to pursue our
  884. highest aspirations and goals.
  885.  
  886. 194
  887. 00:10:59,884 --> 00:11:02,685
  888. It says right there on
  889. the Statue of Liberty,
  890.  
  891. 195
  892. 00:11:02,687 --> 00:11:04,420
  893. "Give me tired, your poor,
  894.  
  895. 196
  896. 00:11:04,422 --> 00:11:07,356
  897. "your huddled masses
  898. yearning to breathe free."
  899.  
  900. 197
  901. 00:11:09,627 --> 00:11:10,826
  902. I bought that dream
  903.  
  904. 198
  905. 00:11:12,664 --> 00:11:13,829
  906. as I know y'all did too.
  907.  
  908. 199
  909. 00:11:13,831 --> 00:11:19,835
  910. But equality is not what I
  911. see on the streets of America.
  912.  
  913. 200
  914. 00:11:22,674 --> 00:11:24,540
  915. All I've seen is division.
  916.  
  917. 201
  918. 00:11:26,611 --> 00:11:28,911
  919. We live in a country
  920. where racial segregation
  921.  
  922. 202
  923. 00:11:28,913 --> 00:11:31,614
  924. and slavery ruled for
  925. many a generation.
  926.  
  927. 203
  928. 00:11:31,616 --> 00:11:35,351
  929. Sadly, that prejudice is
  930. alive and well today.
  931.  
  932. 204
  933. 00:11:36,654 --> 00:11:38,287
  934. Here at The People's Temple
  935.  
  936. 205
  937. 00:11:38,289 --> 00:11:40,389
  938. we don't judge people
  939. by their color,
  940.  
  941. 206
  942. 00:11:40,391 --> 00:11:42,291
  943. we judge them by their actions.
  944.  
  945. 207
  946. 00:11:55,406 --> 00:11:57,673
  947. Now, many have
  948. criticized our path.
  949.  
  950. 208
  951. 00:12:00,245 --> 00:12:03,813
  952. There are those who call
  953. us dreamy-eyed socialists.
  954.  
  955. 209
  956. 00:12:03,815 --> 00:12:06,882
  957. Well I say we gotta be
  958. dreamy eyed together
  959.  
  960. 210
  961. 00:12:06,884 --> 00:12:09,385
  962. or we're gonna be
  963. blown up together.
  964.  
  965. 211
  966. 00:12:09,387 --> 00:12:13,256
  967. We gotta live together or
  968. we're gonna die together.
  969.  
  970. 212
  971. 00:12:13,258 --> 00:12:17,393
  972. This is a country that
  973. despises our rainbow family.
  974.  
  975. 213
  976. 00:12:17,395 --> 00:12:18,894
  977. They say we're never
  978. gonna get to heaven
  979.  
  980. 214
  981. 00:12:18,896 --> 00:12:20,796
  982. unless we do things their way.
  983.  
  984. 215
  985. 00:12:20,798 --> 00:12:24,567
  986. But that's the biggest
  987. cop out in the world.
  988.  
  989. 216
  990. 00:12:24,569 --> 00:12:28,771
  991. If you die a devil, then as a
  992. tree falls so shall it lie.
  993.  
  994. 217
  995. 00:12:28,773 --> 00:12:30,640
  996. If you're creep here on earth
  997.  
  998. 218
  999. 00:12:30,642 --> 00:12:33,809
  1000. you'd make a hell out of
  1001. any heaven you went to.
  1002.  
  1003. 219
  1004. 00:12:33,811 --> 00:12:36,812
  1005. We gotta get to doing to
  1006. what Jesus told us to do,
  1007.  
  1008. 220
  1009. 00:12:36,814 --> 00:12:38,714
  1010. build a heaven here.
  1011.  
  1012. 221
  1013. 00:12:46,991 --> 00:12:50,526
  1014. That's why we have the People's
  1015. Temple Agricultural Project.
  1016.  
  1017. 222
  1018. 00:12:51,963 --> 00:12:54,030
  1019. Many of our members are
  1020. out in Guyana right now
  1021.  
  1022. 223
  1023. 00:12:54,032 --> 00:12:56,866
  1024. farming the land and paving
  1025. the way for our arrival.
  1026.  
  1027. 224
  1028. 00:12:58,670 --> 00:13:01,637
  1029. There we will establish
  1030. our own heaven,
  1031.  
  1032. 225
  1033. 00:13:01,639 --> 00:13:03,973
  1034. free from prejudice
  1035. and persecution.
  1036.  
  1037. 226
  1038. 00:13:05,043 --> 00:13:07,343
  1039. We will be self-sufficient.
  1040.  
  1041. 227
  1042. 00:13:07,345 --> 00:13:08,944
  1043. We will be loving.
  1044.  
  1045. 228
  1046. 00:13:08,946 --> 00:13:10,846
  1047. We will enjoy our community
  1048.  
  1049. 229
  1050. 00:13:10,848 --> 00:13:13,015
  1051. without some authoritarian
  1052. honky telling us
  1053.  
  1054. 230
  1055. 00:13:13,017 --> 00:13:14,717
  1056. what we do in love is wrong.
  1057.  
  1058. 231
  1059. 00:13:21,826 --> 00:13:26,462
  1060. Let me tell you this brothers
  1061. and sisters. Our time has come.
  1062.  
  1063. 232
  1064. 00:13:27,665 --> 00:13:30,366
  1065. In Jonestown we will
  1066. create paradise,
  1067.  
  1068. 233
  1069. 00:13:30,368 --> 00:13:31,967
  1070. our heaven on earth.
  1071.  
  1072. 234
  1073. 00:13:31,969 --> 00:13:34,970
  1074. We must break free from
  1075. the bonds of this country
  1076.  
  1077. 235
  1078. 00:13:34,972 --> 00:13:36,605
  1079. because I have seen the truth
  1080.  
  1081. 236
  1082. 00:13:36,607 --> 00:13:38,474
  1083. and the truth is this.
  1084.  
  1085. 237
  1086. 00:13:38,476 --> 00:13:40,476
  1087. It's called the American dream
  1088.  
  1089. 238
  1090. 00:13:40,478 --> 00:13:42,611
  1091. because you gotta
  1092. have your goddamn eyes
  1093.  
  1094. 239
  1095. 00:13:42,613 --> 00:13:43,713
  1096. closed to believe it.
  1097.  
  1098. 240
  1099. 00:13:46,984 --> 00:13:48,818
  1100. - Amen.
  1101. - Hallelujah.
  1102.  
  1103. 241
  1104. 00:13:58,863 --> 00:13:59,895
  1105. Wasn't that amazing.
  1106.  
  1107. 242
  1108. 00:13:59,897 --> 00:14:02,098
  1109. It was so amazing.
  1110.  
  1111. 243
  1112. 00:14:04,669 --> 00:14:05,501
  1113. Good to see you.
  1114.  
  1115. 244
  1116. 00:14:05,503 --> 00:14:06,936
  1117. Bless you my child.
  1118.  
  1119. 245
  1120. 00:14:11,609 --> 00:14:13,642
  1121. There you are sitting
  1122. in the front row
  1123.  
  1124. 246
  1125. 00:14:13,644 --> 00:14:15,144
  1126. going about your good work.
  1127.  
  1128. 247
  1129. 00:14:15,146 --> 00:14:16,579
  1130. Bless you.
  1131.  
  1132. 248
  1133. 00:14:16,581 --> 00:14:17,980
  1134. Good to see you.
  1135.  
  1136. 249
  1137. 00:14:28,092 --> 00:14:29,692
  1138. Good to see you.
  1139.  
  1140. 250
  1141. 00:14:40,872 --> 00:14:42,738
  1142. Marcy, my love.
  1143.  
  1144. 251
  1145. 00:14:42,740 --> 00:14:44,473
  1146. Amazing words, Reverend.
  1147.  
  1148. 252
  1149. 00:14:44,475 --> 00:14:45,174
  1150. Amazing.
  1151.  
  1152. 253
  1153. 00:14:47,712 --> 00:14:48,978
  1154. This is my friend Sarah.
  1155.  
  1156. 254
  1157. 00:14:48,980 --> 00:14:50,679
  1158. It's her first time here.
  1159.  
  1160. 255
  1161. 00:14:53,885 --> 00:14:54,984
  1162. Hello, Sarah.
  1163.  
  1164. 256
  1165. 00:14:55,987 --> 00:14:57,887
  1166. Welcome to the Temple.
  1167.  
  1168. 257
  1169. 00:14:59,891 --> 00:15:02,057
  1170. You're home now my child.
  1171.  
  1172. 258
  1173. 00:15:02,059 --> 00:15:02,958
  1174. You're home.
  1175.  
  1176. 259
  1177. 00:16:31,015 --> 00:16:33,115
  1178. Come Sarah, join us.
  1179.  
  1180. 260
  1181. 00:16:52,570 --> 00:16:54,637
  1182. Our love is everlasting.
  1183.  
  1184. 261
  1185. 00:17:01,913 --> 00:17:03,078
  1186. It will never die.
  1187.  
  1188. 262
  1189. 00:17:18,796 --> 00:17:20,663
  1190. I've made a decision.
  1191.  
  1192. 263
  1193. 00:17:20,665 --> 00:17:22,131
  1194. About what?
  1195.  
  1196. 264
  1197. 00:17:22,133 --> 00:17:23,766
  1198. I'm going back to Jonestown.
  1199.  
  1200. 265
  1201. 00:17:27,204 --> 00:17:29,838
  1202. I feel like I need to
  1203. see the place again.
  1204.  
  1205. 266
  1206. 00:17:29,840 --> 00:17:31,941
  1207. Well, it's been 10 years,
  1208.  
  1209. 267
  1210. 00:17:31,943 --> 00:17:34,176
  1211. surly they've built something
  1212. else on the land by now.
  1213.  
  1214. 268
  1215. 00:17:34,178 --> 00:17:35,811
  1216. It's abandoned.
  1217.  
  1218. 269
  1219. 00:17:35,813 --> 00:17:38,080
  1220. No one been there since '78.
  1221.  
  1222. 270
  1223. 00:17:38,082 --> 00:17:40,215
  1224. What do you hope to
  1225. achieve by returning?
  1226.  
  1227. 271
  1228. 00:17:42,853 --> 00:17:45,921
  1229. The memories are
  1230. so big in my head
  1231.  
  1232. 272
  1233. 00:17:45,923 --> 00:17:47,856
  1234. maybe if I see the
  1235. place as it is now,
  1236.  
  1237. 273
  1238. 00:17:47,858 --> 00:17:51,193
  1239. I don't know maybe it'll
  1240. take away some of the power.
  1241.  
  1242. 274
  1243. 00:17:51,195 --> 00:17:53,896
  1244. Maybe I can find some closure.
  1245.  
  1246. 275
  1247. 00:17:53,898 --> 00:17:55,864
  1248. It's possible but it could also
  1249.  
  1250. 276
  1251. 00:17:55,866 --> 00:17:58,100
  1252. bring back a lot of
  1253. repressed memories
  1254.  
  1255. 277
  1256. 00:17:58,102 --> 00:18:00,169
  1257. and cause you more distress.
  1258.  
  1259. 278
  1260. 00:18:00,171 --> 00:18:01,704
  1261. I know.
  1262.  
  1263. 279
  1264. 00:18:01,706 --> 00:18:04,173
  1265. I've spent years as a
  1266. heavily medicated zombie
  1267.  
  1268. 280
  1269. 00:18:04,175 --> 00:18:05,774
  1270. suppressing everything.
  1271.  
  1272. 281
  1273. 00:18:07,144 --> 00:18:10,379
  1274. I feel like it's time to
  1275. deal with the issues head-on.
  1276.  
  1277. 282
  1278. 00:18:11,816 --> 00:18:12,715
  1279. And the medication?
  1280.  
  1281. 283
  1282. 00:19:04,301 --> 00:19:05,300
  1283. I see.
  1284.  
  1285. 284
  1286. 00:19:05,302 --> 00:19:09,271
  1287. A decade later and the
  1288. memories are still so painful.
  1289.  
  1290. 285
  1291. 00:19:11,175 --> 00:19:13,308
  1292. Well, you are my patient,
  1293.  
  1294. 286
  1295. 00:19:13,310 --> 00:19:15,744
  1296. I have a duty of care
  1297. and it's my judgment
  1298.  
  1299. 287
  1300. 00:19:15,746 --> 00:19:18,313
  1301. that this may not be the
  1302. best thing for your recovery.
  1303.  
  1304. 288
  1305. 00:19:20,284 --> 00:19:23,852
  1306. But it's up to you,
  1307. I can only advise.
  1308.  
  1309. 289
  1310. 00:19:25,322 --> 00:19:28,157
  1311. Part of me thinks I'm crazy
  1312. for even considering this
  1313.  
  1314. 290
  1315. 00:19:28,159 --> 00:19:31,994
  1316. but I don't know it's just
  1317. something I have to do.
  1318.  
  1319. 291
  1320. 00:19:52,049 --> 00:19:55,050
  1321. We are eternal aspects
  1322. of consciousness
  1323.  
  1324. 292
  1325. 00:19:55,052 --> 00:19:57,753
  1326. with an infinity of potential
  1327.  
  1328. 293
  1329. 00:19:57,755 --> 00:20:00,055
  1330. yet we have allowed ourselves
  1331.  
  1332. 294
  1333. 00:20:00,057 --> 00:20:04,960
  1334. to become an unquestioning
  1335. mass of conformity, a herd.
  1336.  
  1337. 295
  1338. 00:20:07,398 --> 00:20:10,065
  1339. Once we concede to
  1340. the herd mentality
  1341.  
  1342. 296
  1343. 00:20:10,067 --> 00:20:13,268
  1344. we can easily be controlled
  1345. by the few and we are.
  1346.  
  1347. 297
  1348. 00:20:15,206 --> 00:20:18,774
  1349. Not only are we the slaves
  1350. to their imposed thought,
  1351.  
  1352. 298
  1353. 00:20:18,776 --> 00:20:20,976
  1354. we are also the
  1355. police force of it
  1356.  
  1357. 299
  1358. 00:20:20,978 --> 00:20:23,278
  1359. ensuring that
  1360. others conform too.
  1361.  
  1362. 300
  1363. 00:20:23,280 --> 00:20:27,983
  1364. To awaken to the truth we
  1365. must first tear down the lies
  1366.  
  1367. 301
  1368. 00:20:27,985 --> 00:20:31,253
  1369. but we have become to
  1370. attached to the lies.
  1371.  
  1372. 302
  1373. 00:20:32,523 --> 00:20:34,923
  1374. We want to hold
  1375. onto the illusion
  1376.  
  1377. 303
  1378. 00:20:34,925 --> 00:20:37,793
  1379. and gain enlightenment
  1380. while still remaining a part
  1381.  
  1382. 304
  1383. 00:20:37,795 --> 00:20:39,828
  1384. of a the three-dimensional
  1385. rat race.
  1386.  
  1387. 305
  1388. 00:20:42,233 --> 00:20:43,499
  1389. That is not possible.
  1390.  
  1391. 306
  1392. 00:20:44,935 --> 00:20:47,302
  1393. Above all they feed on our fear.
  1394.  
  1395. 307
  1396. 00:20:48,873 --> 00:20:51,507
  1397. Pain and anguish
  1398. provides their nutrients.
  1399.  
  1400. 308
  1401. 00:20:53,077 --> 00:20:56,178
  1402. So, what should we put
  1403. out there instead?
  1404.  
  1405. 309
  1406. 00:20:59,083 --> 00:21:00,382
  1407. How about love?
  1408.  
  1409. 310
  1410. 00:21:02,153 --> 00:21:03,952
  1411. It really is as simple as that.
  1412.  
  1413. 311
  1414. 00:21:05,022 --> 00:21:06,288
  1415. Love for one another,
  1416.  
  1417. 312
  1418. 00:21:06,290 --> 00:21:09,324
  1419. an acknowledgment that
  1420. we are one consciousness.
  1421.  
  1422. 313
  1423. 00:21:10,561 --> 00:21:13,796
  1424. That is the true
  1425. path of resistance.
  1426.  
  1427. 314
  1428. 00:21:15,399 --> 00:21:19,902
  1429. You don't have to fight,
  1430. you only have to love.
  1431.  
  1432. 315
  1433. 00:21:26,477 --> 00:21:27,376
  1434. Sarah.
  1435.  
  1436. 316
  1437. 00:21:33,217 --> 00:21:35,317
  1438. Our love will never die.
  1439.  
  1440. 317
  1441. 00:21:48,465 --> 00:21:50,499
  1442. Join us my lovechild.
  1443.  
  1444. 318
  1445. 00:21:50,501 --> 00:21:53,869
  1446. We are meant to be
  1447. together, always.
  1448.  
  1449. 319
  1450. 00:26:05,456 --> 00:26:07,389
  1451. We're gonna have major
  1452. fallout from this?
  1453.  
  1454. 320
  1455. 00:26:07,391 --> 00:26:11,493
  1456. The media have always been
  1457. supportive, for the most part.
  1458.  
  1459. 321
  1460. 00:26:11,495 --> 00:26:13,728
  1461. But, if they smell
  1462. blood in the water
  1463.  
  1464. 322
  1465. 00:26:13,730 --> 00:26:15,730
  1466. the pitchforks will come out.
  1467.  
  1468. 323
  1469. 00:26:15,732 --> 00:26:17,833
  1470. Our political friends
  1471. probably won't support us
  1472.  
  1473. 324
  1474. 00:26:17,835 --> 00:26:20,802
  1475. in the midst of media witch
  1476. hunt, not publicly anyway.
  1477.  
  1478. 325
  1479. 00:26:20,804 --> 00:26:23,772
  1480. The church is already unpopular
  1481. with much of the public.
  1482.  
  1483. 326
  1484. 00:26:23,774 --> 00:26:27,175
  1485. Why the hell would
  1486. we be unpopular, huh?
  1487.  
  1488. 327
  1489. 00:26:27,177 --> 00:26:29,711
  1490. The political influence
  1491. ruffs people the wrong way.
  1492.  
  1493. 328
  1494. 00:26:30,781 --> 00:26:32,881
  1495. Jealous sons of bitches.
  1496.  
  1497. 329
  1498. 00:26:32,883 --> 00:26:34,449
  1499. Bottom line, Jim.
  1500.  
  1501. 330
  1502. 00:26:34,451 --> 00:26:38,186
  1503. If this article causes
  1504. ripples with registered voters
  1505.  
  1506. 331
  1507. 00:26:38,188 --> 00:26:40,222
  1508. the politicians who have
  1509. always given their backing
  1510.  
  1511. 332
  1512. 00:26:40,224 --> 00:26:42,457
  1513. are going to run for cover.
  1514.  
  1515. 333
  1516. 00:26:42,459 --> 00:26:43,625
  1517. So what's the next move?
  1518.  
  1519. 334
  1520. 00:26:44,695 --> 00:26:46,361
  1521. We bring forward our plans.
  1522.  
  1523. 335
  1524. 00:26:46,363 --> 00:26:47,529
  1525. We need to leave for Guyana
  1526.  
  1527. 336
  1528. 00:26:47,531 --> 00:26:49,764
  1529. by the time this article
  1530. hits the streets.
  1531.  
  1532. 337
  1533. 00:26:49,766 --> 00:26:51,833
  1534. But isn't that a show
  1535. of weakness on our part?
  1536.  
  1537. 338
  1538. 00:26:51,835 --> 00:26:53,401
  1539. Look, I know I
  1540. said we're gonna go
  1541.  
  1542. 339
  1543. 00:26:53,403 --> 00:26:55,570
  1544. but we should be
  1545. doing it on our time.
  1546.  
  1547. 340
  1548. 00:26:55,572 --> 00:26:57,372
  1549. This looks like we're
  1550. being pushed out.
  1551.  
  1552. 341
  1553. 00:26:57,374 --> 00:26:59,875
  1554. Lawrence, you just
  1555. said it yourself
  1556.  
  1557. 342
  1558. 00:26:59,877 --> 00:27:01,610
  1559. we intend to leave anyway.
  1560.  
  1561. 343
  1562. 00:27:02,846 --> 00:27:04,246
  1563. It's the smart move.
  1564.  
  1565. 344
  1566. 00:27:04,248 --> 00:27:06,515
  1567. Fucking pieces of shit!
  1568.  
  1569. 345
  1570. 00:27:06,517 --> 00:27:08,750
  1571. After everything I've built
  1572.  
  1573. 346
  1574. 00:27:08,752 --> 00:27:10,318
  1575. now some fucking
  1576. weasel journalist
  1577.  
  1578. 347
  1579. 00:27:10,320 --> 00:27:12,254
  1580. is gonna destroy my reputation?
  1581.  
  1582. 348
  1583. 00:27:18,295 --> 00:27:19,794
  1584. We'll give you a moment.
  1585.  
  1586. 349
  1587. 00:27:19,796 --> 00:27:21,630
  1588. You need to think this through.
  1589.  
  1590. 350
  1591. 00:27:34,811 --> 00:27:36,211
  1592. Can I help you with something?
  1593.  
  1594. 351
  1595. 00:27:36,213 --> 00:27:38,380
  1596. I was hoping to speak
  1597. with the Reverend.
  1598.  
  1599. 352
  1600. 00:27:39,783 --> 00:27:41,216
  1601. Now's not a good time.
  1602.  
  1603. 353
  1604. 00:27:41,218 --> 00:27:41,917
  1605. Come back later.
  1606.  
  1607. 354
  1608. 00:27:43,387 --> 00:27:44,286
  1609. Okay.
  1610.  
  1611. 355
  1612. 00:27:54,565 --> 00:27:56,264
  1613. I have a lot of responsibility.
  1614.  
  1615. 356
  1616. 00:27:58,335 --> 00:28:00,335
  1617. Sometimes that
  1618. weighs heavily on me
  1619.  
  1620. 357
  1621. 00:28:00,337 --> 00:28:02,204
  1622. and I have a moment of weakness.
  1623.  
  1624. 358
  1625. 00:28:03,607 --> 00:28:04,506
  1626. As you can see.
  1627.  
  1628. 359
  1629. 00:28:05,409 --> 00:28:06,308
  1630. It's okay.
  1631.  
  1632. 360
  1633. 00:28:07,778 --> 00:28:09,277
  1634. So what's on your mind?
  1635.  
  1636. 361
  1637. 00:28:11,315 --> 00:28:13,682
  1638. I'm kinda nervous to say this.
  1639.  
  1640. 362
  1641. 00:28:13,684 --> 00:28:16,251
  1642. You don't need to be
  1643. nervous, I'm listening.
  1644.  
  1645. 363
  1646. 00:28:17,854 --> 00:28:21,856
  1647. Moving to Guyana,
  1648. it's a big step.
  1649.  
  1650. 364
  1651. 00:28:22,693 --> 00:28:23,758
  1652. Does it scare you?
  1653.  
  1654. 365
  1655. 00:28:25,395 --> 00:28:26,294
  1656. A little.
  1657.  
  1658. 366
  1659. 00:28:27,764 --> 00:28:31,666
  1660. This may surprise you
  1661. but I'm scared too.
  1662.  
  1663. 367
  1664. 00:28:31,668 --> 00:28:33,517
  1665. Really?
  1666.  
  1667. 368
  1668. 00:28:33,519 --> 00:28:35,369
  1669. Of course, we're
  1670. part of a revolution
  1671.  
  1672. 369
  1673. 00:28:36,773 --> 00:28:38,840
  1674. that brings with it
  1675. big questions which
  1676.  
  1677. 370
  1678. 00:28:38,842 --> 00:28:40,542
  1679. demand big answers.
  1680.  
  1681. 371
  1682. 00:28:40,544 --> 00:28:44,679
  1683. When we view things through
  1684. the lens of everyday life
  1685.  
  1686. 372
  1687. 00:28:44,681 --> 00:28:46,014
  1688. it can feel overwhelming.
  1689.  
  1690. 373
  1691. 00:28:46,016 --> 00:28:47,682
  1692. Yeah.
  1693.  
  1694. 374
  1695. 00:28:47,684 --> 00:28:50,685
  1696. What we have to remember
  1697. is that we are a part
  1698.  
  1699. 375
  1700. 00:28:50,687 --> 00:28:53,355
  1701. of something bigger
  1702. than everyday life.
  1703.  
  1704. 376
  1705. 00:28:53,357 --> 00:28:55,323
  1706. It's bigger than ourselves.
  1707.  
  1708. 377
  1709. 00:28:55,325 --> 00:28:58,793
  1710. Our collective mind
  1711. can change to world.
  1712.  
  1713. 378
  1714. 00:29:00,364 --> 00:29:04,866
  1715. If we put the work in, we
  1716. can affect real change.
  1717.  
  1718. 379
  1719. 00:29:06,470 --> 00:29:07,902
  1720. Of course, there's
  1721. always gonna be those
  1722.  
  1723. 380
  1724. 00:29:07,904 --> 00:29:09,337
  1725. who try to tear us down.
  1726.  
  1727. 381
  1728. 00:29:10,440 --> 00:29:12,574
  1729. But we have to keep fighting.
  1730.  
  1731. 382
  1732. 00:29:20,417 --> 00:29:23,051
  1733. You're a very special
  1734. member of this family, Sarah.
  1735.  
  1736. 383
  1737. 00:29:26,523 --> 00:29:28,757
  1738. It's no accident
  1739. that you came to us.
  1740.  
  1741. 384
  1742. 00:29:29,793 --> 00:29:31,493
  1743. God brought you here.
  1744.  
  1745. 385
  1746. 00:29:35,365 --> 00:29:38,366
  1747. We are all destined
  1748. to be together.
  1749.  
  1750. 386
  1751. 00:31:03,487 --> 00:31:04,719
  1752. Good evening, everyone.
  1753.  
  1754. 387
  1755. 00:31:04,721 --> 00:31:05,854
  1756. Y'all having a good time?
  1757.  
  1758. 388
  1759. 00:31:05,856 --> 00:31:07,522
  1760. - Yeah.
  1761. - Yes, sir.
  1762.  
  1763. 389
  1764. 00:31:07,524 --> 00:31:10,692
  1765. It's important that we savor
  1766. the love that we share.
  1767.  
  1768. 390
  1769. 00:31:10,694 --> 00:31:12,794
  1770. Unfortunately, there are
  1771. many out there who oppose
  1772.  
  1773. 391
  1774. 00:31:12,796 --> 00:31:13,862
  1775. what we have built here.
  1776.  
  1777. 392
  1778. 00:31:15,465 --> 00:31:19,701
  1779. When were attacked we turn to
  1780. our Bibles for the answers.
  1781.  
  1782. 393
  1783. 00:31:20,570 --> 00:31:21,936
  1784. But the truth is this,
  1785.  
  1786. 394
  1787. 00:31:23,039 --> 00:31:25,807
  1788. that Bible hold
  1789. on like a disease.
  1790.  
  1791. 395
  1792. 00:31:27,010 --> 00:31:29,611
  1793. It holds on because
  1794. one time you prayed
  1795.  
  1796. 396
  1797. 00:31:30,580 --> 00:31:31,746
  1798. and you got an answer.
  1799.  
  1800. 397
  1801. 00:31:33,650 --> 00:31:36,518
  1802. One time you read a
  1803. Scripture and you felt good.
  1804.  
  1805. 398
  1806. 00:31:37,921 --> 00:31:38,920
  1807. You forgot about all those time
  1808.  
  1809. 399
  1810. 00:31:38,922 --> 00:31:41,656
  1811. when you prayed and mom died.
  1812.  
  1813. 400
  1814. 00:31:42,793 --> 00:31:45,427
  1815. You prayed and daddy
  1816. didn't come home.
  1817.  
  1818. 401
  1819. 00:31:45,429 --> 00:31:47,929
  1820. You prayed and your children
  1821. didn't get any food.
  1822.  
  1823. 402
  1824. 00:31:49,666 --> 00:31:52,734
  1825. You say, I pray to you Jim
  1826. Jones but you don't help me.
  1827.  
  1828. 403
  1829. 00:31:52,736 --> 00:31:53,568
  1830. No!
  1831.  
  1832. 404
  1833. 00:31:54,438 --> 00:31:56,037
  1834. Because you're praying.
  1835.  
  1836. 405
  1837. 00:31:56,039 --> 00:31:59,941
  1838. If you work with
  1839. me I will help you.
  1840.  
  1841. 406
  1842. 00:32:01,077 --> 00:32:02,777
  1843. The more energy you give me,
  1844.  
  1845. 407
  1846. 00:32:02,779 --> 00:32:04,212
  1847. the more you believe in me,
  1848.  
  1849. 408
  1850. 00:32:04,214 --> 00:32:06,514
  1851. the more I can do the work.
  1852.  
  1853. 409
  1854. 00:32:07,184 --> 00:32:08,917
  1855. It's the mystery of supply.
  1856.  
  1857. 410
  1858. 00:32:10,954 --> 00:32:13,221
  1859. But most people don't
  1860. give me much to work with.
  1861.  
  1862. 411
  1863. 00:32:14,891 --> 00:32:16,124
  1864. They sleep.
  1865.  
  1866. 412
  1867. 00:32:16,126 --> 00:32:19,961
  1868. Some of my own people don't
  1869. care enough to stay awake.
  1870.  
  1871. 413
  1872. 00:32:19,963 --> 00:32:21,162
  1873. I care about you.
  1874.  
  1875. 414
  1876. 00:32:21,164 --> 00:32:22,831
  1877. I want you to be free.
  1878.  
  1879. 415
  1880. 00:32:22,833 --> 00:32:25,033
  1881. I don't want you lost at
  1882. that final day when you pray
  1883.  
  1884. 416
  1885. 00:32:25,035 --> 00:32:27,001
  1886. and realize that it
  1887. won't do you any good.
  1888.  
  1889. 417
  1890. 00:32:27,003 --> 00:32:29,003
  1891. Because the kingdom
  1892. of heaven is within.
  1893.  
  1894. 418
  1895. 00:32:29,005 --> 00:32:31,005
  1896. The word is inside of you.
  1897.  
  1898. 419
  1899. 00:32:31,007 --> 00:32:33,007
  1900. The only Christ you're gonna
  1901. see is the Christ in you.
  1902.  
  1903. 420
  1904. 00:32:33,009 --> 00:32:34,876
  1905. That's your hope of glory.
  1906.  
  1907. 421
  1908. 00:32:34,878 --> 00:32:37,111
  1909. And if you don't grab hold of it
  1910.  
  1911. 422
  1912. 00:32:38,615 --> 00:32:41,716
  1913. then the man is just gonna
  1914. come and take us all away.
  1915.  
  1916. 423
  1917. 00:32:45,088 --> 00:32:49,224
  1918. So now, our time has come.
  1919.  
  1920. 424
  1921. 00:32:52,662 --> 00:32:54,929
  1922. As we face a tax on our
  1923. way of life by those
  1924.  
  1925. 425
  1926. 00:32:54,931 --> 00:32:56,931
  1927. who daren't walk
  1928. within our walls,
  1929.  
  1930. 426
  1931. 00:32:56,933 --> 00:32:59,634
  1932. we can no longer look to
  1933. the Scriptures for answers.
  1934.  
  1935. 427
  1936. 00:33:00,637 --> 00:33:02,937
  1937. We need to start a revolution.
  1938.  
  1939. 428
  1940. 00:33:02,939 --> 00:33:05,106
  1941. And only our actions
  1942. can make that happen.
  1943.  
  1944. 429
  1945. 00:33:10,547 --> 00:33:12,180
  1946. Those drinks in your hands,
  1947.  
  1948. 430
  1949. 00:33:13,517 --> 00:33:14,983
  1950. that sweet liquid in your belly,
  1951.  
  1952. 431
  1953. 00:33:18,088 --> 00:33:20,522
  1954. it's laced with cyanide.
  1955.  
  1956. 432
  1957. 00:33:25,228 --> 00:33:26,694
  1958. I speak the truth.
  1959.  
  1960. 433
  1961. 00:33:26,696 --> 00:33:28,062
  1962. In 30 minutes you're
  1963. going to cross over
  1964.  
  1965. 434
  1966. 00:33:28,064 --> 00:33:30,932
  1967. into another plain of existence.
  1968.  
  1969. 435
  1970. 00:33:30,934 --> 00:33:33,034
  1971. This will be our
  1972. revolutionary act,
  1973.  
  1974. 436
  1975. 00:33:33,036 --> 00:33:35,236
  1976. a clear message to those
  1977. who would persecute us
  1978.  
  1979. 437
  1980. 00:33:35,238 --> 00:33:38,006
  1981. that we would sooner
  1982. die than be divided
  1983.  
  1984. 438
  1985. 00:33:38,008 --> 00:33:40,174
  1986. and imprisoned by
  1987. their expectations.
  1988.  
  1989. 439
  1990. 00:33:42,646 --> 00:33:45,046
  1991. Now you get an answer to
  1992. that age old question,
  1993.  
  1994. 440
  1995. 00:33:45,882 --> 00:33:47,549
  1996. when the time comes,
  1997.  
  1998. 441
  1999. 00:33:47,551 --> 00:33:49,050
  2000. when your numbers up,
  2001.  
  2002. 442
  2003. 00:33:49,052 --> 00:33:52,186
  2004. will you be able to face the
  2005. Lord with love in your heart?
  2006.  
  2007. 443
  2008. 00:33:52,188 --> 00:33:55,924
  2009. Will you open your arms
  2010. and embrace the ascension?
  2011.  
  2012. 444
  2013. 00:33:58,161 --> 00:34:02,030
  2014. Or are you gonna spread
  2015. panic and bitterness?
  2016.  
  2017. 445
  2018. 00:34:03,300 --> 00:34:04,799
  2019. Are you going to
  2020. cling to a world
  2021.  
  2022. 446
  2023. 00:34:04,801 --> 00:34:06,267
  2024. that no longer welcomes you?
  2025.  
  2026. 447
  2027. 00:34:06,269 --> 00:34:10,738
  2028. Now is the time, the
  2029. time for you to find out
  2030.  
  2031. 448
  2032. 00:34:10,740 --> 00:34:11,940
  2033. who your really are
  2034.  
  2035. 449
  2036. 00:34:11,942 --> 00:34:14,208
  2037. and how you really
  2038. feel about each other.
  2039.  
  2040. 450
  2041. 00:34:15,312 --> 00:34:17,211
  2042. Feel the unity.
  2043.  
  2044. 451
  2045. 00:34:18,348 --> 00:34:20,048
  2046. Take comfort in one another.
  2047.  
  2048. 452
  2049. 00:34:21,351 --> 00:34:23,217
  2050. Your body is just a vessel.
  2051.  
  2052. 453
  2053. 00:34:23,219 --> 00:34:24,252
  2054. Your soul will live on.
  2055.  
  2056. 454
  2057. 00:34:24,254 --> 00:34:25,820
  2058. You have nothing to fear.
  2059.  
  2060. 455
  2061. 00:34:27,157 --> 00:34:29,824
  2062. This is the revolution
  2063. right here, right now.
  2064.  
  2065. 456
  2066. 00:34:31,194 --> 00:34:33,061
  2067. The world will hear our message
  2068.  
  2069. 457
  2070. 00:34:33,063 --> 00:34:35,663
  2071. and it will change everything.
  2072.  
  2073. 458
  2074. 00:34:45,241 --> 00:34:49,844
  2075. Okay, take a breath and
  2076. listen to the words I speak.
  2077.  
  2078. 459
  2079. 00:35:03,159 --> 00:35:05,760
  2080. Your drinks do not
  2081. contain cyanide.
  2082.  
  2083. 460
  2084. 00:35:06,630 --> 00:35:08,396
  2085. This has been a test.
  2086.  
  2087. 461
  2088. 00:35:08,398 --> 00:35:10,164
  2089. You're not gonna die today.
  2090.  
  2091. 462
  2092. 00:35:12,335 --> 00:35:16,204
  2093. Tomorrow the sunrise
  2094. will be more beautiful
  2095.  
  2096. 463
  2097. 00:35:16,206 --> 00:35:17,839
  2098. than any you've seen before.
  2099.  
  2100. 464
  2101. 00:35:19,042 --> 00:35:21,242
  2102. Your breakfast will be sweeter
  2103.  
  2104. 465
  2105. 00:35:21,244 --> 00:35:23,244
  2106. than any meal
  2107. you've ever tasted.
  2108.  
  2109. 466
  2110. 00:35:23,246 --> 00:35:25,213
  2111. The love you have for
  2112. one another
  2113.  
  2114. 467
  2115. 00:35:25,215 --> 00:35:26,648
  2116. will be stronger than ever
  2117.  
  2118. 468
  2119. 00:35:26,650 --> 00:35:29,283
  2120. because now, now you know.
  2121.  
  2122. 469
  2123. 00:35:29,285 --> 00:35:34,122
  2124. You know that you are prepared
  2125. to die for each other,
  2126.  
  2127. 470
  2128. 00:35:34,124 --> 00:35:36,257
  2129. to find peace in death.
  2130.  
  2131. 471
  2132. 00:36:49,199 --> 00:36:51,299
  2133. So
  2134. what can you tell me
  2135.  
  2136. 472
  2137. 00:36:51,301 --> 00:36:53,334
  2138. about life here in Jonestown?
  2139.  
  2140. 473
  2141. 00:36:53,336 --> 00:36:55,770
  2142. Oh, it's absolutely amazing.
  2143.  
  2144. 474
  2145. 00:36:55,772 --> 00:36:57,038
  2146. The Lord has gifted us
  2147.  
  2148. 475
  2149. 00:36:57,040 --> 00:36:59,841
  2150. with this community full
  2151. of love and compassion.
  2152.  
  2153. 476
  2154. 00:36:59,843 --> 00:37:01,375
  2155. - Compassion.
  2156. - Yeah.
  2157.  
  2158. 477
  2159. 00:37:01,377 --> 00:37:04,378
  2160. The sense of unity
  2161. here is unmatched
  2162.  
  2163. 478
  2164. 00:37:04,380 --> 00:37:06,280
  2165. anywhere else on the planet.
  2166.  
  2167. 479
  2168. 00:37:06,282 --> 00:37:08,265
  2169. We have something here
  2170.  
  2171. 480
  2172. 00:37:08,267 --> 00:37:10,251
  2173. that we wouldn't have been
  2174. able to have in America.
  2175.  
  2176. 481
  2177. 00:37:10,253 --> 00:37:12,086
  2178. You're getting
  2179. everything you need here,
  2180.  
  2181. 482
  2182. 00:37:12,088 --> 00:37:14,322
  2183. food, health care?
  2184.  
  2185. 483
  2186. 00:37:14,324 --> 00:37:15,890
  2187. Yeah, absolutely.
  2188.  
  2189. 484
  2190. 00:37:15,892 --> 00:37:16,824
  2191. Absolutely.
  2192.  
  2193. 485
  2194. 00:37:16,826 --> 00:37:17,992
  2195. Yeah, we're getting everything
  2196.  
  2197. 486
  2198. 00:37:17,994 --> 00:37:19,761
  2199. that we could
  2200. possible need here.
  2201.  
  2202. 487
  2203. 00:37:19,763 --> 00:37:22,363
  2204. In fact, since we've been here
  2205.  
  2206. 488
  2207. 00:37:22,365 --> 00:37:25,032
  2208. several babies have been born.
  2209.  
  2210. 489
  2211. 00:37:25,034 --> 00:37:28,002
  2212. They'll grow up knowing what
  2213. a loving community really is.
  2214.  
  2215. 490
  2216. 00:37:29,773 --> 00:37:30,471
  2217. Hey.
  2218.  
  2219. 491
  2220. 00:37:34,277 --> 00:37:36,043
  2221. Who are those people?
  2222.  
  2223. 492
  2224. 00:37:36,045 --> 00:37:38,279
  2225. That's the congressman
  2226. and his assistant.
  2227.  
  2228. 493
  2229. 00:37:40,383 --> 00:37:41,983
  2230. What are they doing here?
  2231.  
  2232. 494
  2233. 00:37:43,319 --> 00:37:46,354
  2234. There's been some media
  2235. coverage back in the States.
  2236.  
  2237. 495
  2238. 00:37:46,356 --> 00:37:48,055
  2239. They're here to
  2240. check on our welfare.
  2241.  
  2242. 496
  2243. 00:37:48,057 --> 00:37:50,224
  2244. It's stupid, we're happy here.
  2245.  
  2246. 497
  2247. 00:37:52,195 --> 00:37:53,094
  2248. Are we?
  2249.  
  2250. 498
  2251. 00:37:55,198 --> 00:37:56,097
  2252. You're not?
  2253.  
  2254. 499
  2255. 00:37:57,200 --> 00:37:58,266
  2256. I didn't say that.
  2257.  
  2258. 500
  2259. 00:37:58,268 --> 00:38:02,203
  2260. It's just some things
  2261. don't feel right to me.
  2262.  
  2263. 501
  2264. 00:38:03,072 --> 00:38:03,971
  2265. Like what?
  2266.  
  2267. 502
  2268. 00:38:05,441 --> 00:38:08,009
  2269. Megaphone out in the fields,
  2270.  
  2271. 503
  2272. 00:38:08,011 --> 00:38:10,311
  2273. the Reverend's sermons
  2274. playing all day.
  2275.  
  2276. 504
  2277. 00:38:10,313 --> 00:38:12,113
  2278. Lots of us find that inspiring.
  2279.  
  2280. 505
  2281. 00:38:12,115 --> 00:38:13,581
  2282. Do you find the
  2283. apocalyptic stuff
  2284.  
  2285. 506
  2286. 00:38:13,583 --> 00:38:15,349
  2287. that he's preaching inspiring?
  2288.  
  2289. 507
  2290. 00:38:16,452 --> 00:38:18,352
  2291. I find it frightening.
  2292.  
  2293. 508
  2294. 00:38:18,354 --> 00:38:21,022
  2295. He's just trying to
  2296. prepare us for the fight.
  2297.  
  2298. 509
  2299. 00:38:21,024 --> 00:38:23,291
  2300. No revolution never
  2301. succeeded without a battle.
  2302.  
  2303. 510
  2304. 00:38:24,327 --> 00:38:26,360
  2305. Don't you have any doubts?
  2306.  
  2307. 511
  2308. 00:38:26,362 --> 00:38:28,029
  2309. I'm happy here.
  2310.  
  2311. 512
  2312. 00:38:28,031 --> 00:38:29,263
  2313. I thought you were too.
  2314.  
  2315. 513
  2316. 00:38:30,400 --> 00:38:33,034
  2317. A lot of things
  2318. here make me happy.
  2319.  
  2320. 514
  2321. 00:38:33,036 --> 00:38:35,303
  2322. I love being with
  2323. you and the others.
  2324.  
  2325. 515
  2326. 00:38:36,506 --> 00:38:38,840
  2327. There are strange
  2328. things going on though.
  2329.  
  2330. 516
  2331. 00:38:38,842 --> 00:38:43,177
  2332. Do you know there are armed
  2333. men at the perimeter every day?
  2334.  
  2335. 517
  2336. 00:38:43,179 --> 00:38:45,112
  2337. We need to be protected.
  2338.  
  2339. 518
  2340. 00:38:45,114 --> 00:38:48,082
  2341. There are people out there who
  2342. hate what we've built here.
  2343.  
  2344. 519
  2345. 00:38:50,186 --> 00:38:52,453
  2346. What if they're not here
  2347. to keep people out?
  2348.  
  2349. 520
  2350. 00:38:52,455 --> 00:38:55,489
  2351. What if they're here
  2352. to keep people in?
  2353.  
  2354. 521
  2355. 00:39:03,132 --> 00:39:05,266
  2356. Okay,
  2357. well thanks very much
  2358.  
  2359. 522
  2360. 00:39:05,268 --> 00:39:06,300
  2361. for speaking with us.
  2362.  
  2363. 523
  2364. 00:39:06,302 --> 00:39:07,335
  2365. Of course, of course.
  2366.  
  2367. 524
  2368. 00:39:07,337 --> 00:39:08,603
  2369. Thank you.
  2370.  
  2371. 525
  2372. 00:39:08,605 --> 00:39:11,105
  2373. Please guys feel free
  2374. to speak to anyone here.
  2375.  
  2376. 526
  2377. 00:39:11,107 --> 00:39:12,874
  2378. You know we all love it.
  2379.  
  2380. 527
  2381. 00:39:12,876 --> 00:39:15,476
  2382. This is truly a wonderful place.
  2383.  
  2384. 528
  2385. 00:39:15,478 --> 00:39:17,478
  2386. I'm sure it is.
  2387.  
  2388. 529
  2389. 00:39:17,480 --> 00:39:18,379
  2390. Thank you.
  2391.  
  2392. 530
  2393. 00:39:21,951 --> 00:39:24,418
  2394. - Another happy camper.
  2395. - Hmmmmm.
  2396.  
  2397. 531
  2398. 00:39:26,089 --> 00:39:26,954
  2399. Something wrong?
  2400.  
  2401. 532
  2402. 00:39:26,956 --> 00:39:28,456
  2403. Have you noticed?
  2404.  
  2405. 533
  2406. 00:39:28,458 --> 00:39:29,390
  2407. What?
  2408.  
  2409. 534
  2410. 00:39:29,392 --> 00:39:31,259
  2411. Don't turn around too quickly.
  2412.  
  2413. 535
  2414. 00:39:31,261 --> 00:39:33,461
  2415. Just glance, the two
  2416. men standing over
  2417.  
  2418. 536
  2419. 00:39:33,463 --> 00:39:35,263
  2420. there by the pavilion.
  2421.  
  2422. 537
  2423. 00:39:35,265 --> 00:39:38,099
  2424. People keep glancing to them
  2425. when they're talking to us
  2426.  
  2427. 538
  2428. 00:39:38,101 --> 00:39:39,500
  2429. as if seeking approval.
  2430.  
  2431. 539
  2432. 00:39:40,670 --> 00:39:42,036
  2433. You think they're armed?
  2434.  
  2435. 540
  2436. 00:39:42,038 --> 00:39:44,405
  2437. Well, the man who
  2438. drove us here was.
  2439.  
  2440. 541
  2441. 00:39:45,608 --> 00:39:47,475
  2442. Some members claim
  2443. they were persecuted
  2444.  
  2445. 542
  2446. 00:39:47,477 --> 00:39:48,976
  2447. back in San Francisco.
  2448.  
  2449. 543
  2450. 00:39:51,080 --> 00:39:52,914
  2451. Like I said, everyone's
  2452. becoming rather paranoid.
  2453.  
  2454. 544
  2455. 00:40:25,481 --> 00:40:27,014
  2456. What do you wanna do next?
  2457.  
  2458. 545
  2459. 00:40:29,986 --> 00:40:31,686
  2460. Let's go speak to
  2461. some more people.
  2462.  
  2463. 546
  2464. 00:40:36,526 --> 00:40:37,725
  2465. Hi.
  2466.  
  2467. 547
  2468. 00:40:37,727 --> 00:40:38,559
  2469. Hi.
  2470.  
  2471. 548
  2472. 00:40:38,561 --> 00:40:39,560
  2473. I'm Annette.
  2474.  
  2475. 549
  2476. 00:40:39,562 --> 00:40:42,530
  2477. Do you have a moment to
  2478. speak with the Congressman?
  2479.  
  2480. 550
  2481. 00:40:42,532 --> 00:40:43,998
  2482. What about?
  2483.  
  2484. 551
  2485. 00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:46,167
  2486. The commune, how do
  2487. you find living here?
  2488.  
  2489. 552
  2490. 00:40:47,036 --> 00:40:48,469
  2491. I love it.
  2492.  
  2493. 553
  2494. 00:40:48,471 --> 00:40:50,171
  2495. It's everything I
  2496. could possibly want.
  2497.  
  2498. 554
  2499. 00:40:50,173 --> 00:40:52,673
  2500. What is about this
  2501. place that you love?
  2502.  
  2503. 555
  2504. 00:40:56,279 --> 00:40:58,679
  2505. The sense of unity.
  2506.  
  2507. 556
  2508. 00:40:58,681 --> 00:41:00,581
  2509. The sense of community.
  2510.  
  2511. 557
  2512. 00:41:00,583 --> 00:41:03,050
  2513. The love here it's
  2514. really something.
  2515.  
  2516. 558
  2517. 00:41:03,052 --> 00:41:04,986
  2518. I gotta go, I've
  2519. got some work to do.
  2520.  
  2521. 559
  2522. 00:41:04,988 --> 00:41:07,655
  2523. But it was really
  2524. nice to meet you both.
  2525.  
  2526. 560
  2527. 00:41:07,657 --> 00:41:09,323
  2528. Thank you for speaking with us.
  2529.  
  2530. 561
  2531. 00:41:09,325 --> 00:41:11,125
  2532. No problem.
  2533.  
  2534. 562
  2535. 00:41:14,097 --> 00:41:16,097
  2536. I'd like to talk
  2537. to you, no camera.
  2538.  
  2539. 563
  2540. 00:41:16,099 --> 00:41:17,498
  2541. Sure.
  2542.  
  2543. 564
  2544. 00:41:17,500 --> 00:41:19,200
  2545. Take five, Dave.
  2546.  
  2547. 565
  2548. 00:41:19,202 --> 00:41:20,501
  2549. Get a drink or something.
  2550.  
  2551. 566
  2552. 00:41:25,041 --> 00:41:28,275
  2553. Hey slow down, you're gonna
  2554. give me a heart attack.
  2555.  
  2556. 567
  2557. 00:41:28,277 --> 00:41:31,078
  2558. That girl, she gave me this.
  2559.  
  2560. 568
  2561. 00:41:33,716 --> 00:41:34,749
  2562. What does it say?
  2563.  
  2564. 569
  2565. 00:41:39,422 --> 00:41:40,321
  2566. Oh, God.
  2567.  
  2568. 570
  2569. 00:41:46,396 --> 00:41:48,662
  2570. So that was handed to us
  2571.  
  2572. 571
  2573. 00:41:48,664 --> 00:41:50,331
  2574. by someone who lives here.
  2575.  
  2576. 572
  2577. 00:41:57,573 --> 00:42:01,042
  2578. I can't be responsible
  2579. for everyone's happiness.
  2580.  
  2581. 573
  2582. 00:42:01,044 --> 00:42:03,144
  2583. They all have to
  2584. responsible for their own.
  2585.  
  2586. 574
  2587. 00:42:03,146 --> 00:42:05,413
  2588. I understand that but
  2589. why do you think someone
  2590.  
  2591. 575
  2592. 00:42:05,415 --> 00:42:07,681
  2593. would feel they needed help?
  2594.  
  2595. 576
  2596. 00:42:07,683 --> 00:42:09,083
  2597. Who knows?
  2598.  
  2599. 577
  2600. 00:42:09,085 --> 00:42:10,418
  2601. All I know is one bad apple
  2602.  
  2603. 578
  2604. 00:42:10,420 --> 00:42:12,653
  2605. does not make for
  2606. a rotten barrel.
  2607.  
  2608. 579
  2609. 00:42:12,655 --> 00:42:14,722
  2610. But it's not just one Reverend.
  2611.  
  2612. 580
  2613. 00:42:14,724 --> 00:42:17,591
  2614. We spoke to others, we
  2615. showed them the note.
  2616.  
  2617. 581
  2618. 00:42:17,593 --> 00:42:19,126
  2619. When they saw someone
  2620. had broken rank
  2621.  
  2622. 582
  2623. 00:42:19,128 --> 00:42:21,562
  2624. they also indicated
  2625. they were unhappy.
  2626.  
  2627. 583
  2628. 00:42:23,132 --> 00:42:25,332
  2629. We have few people out there
  2630. that would like to leave.
  2631.  
  2632. 584
  2633. 00:42:28,805 --> 00:42:31,539
  2634. People play games, friend.
  2635.  
  2636. 585
  2637. 00:42:31,541 --> 00:42:34,075
  2638. They play games and they lie.
  2639.  
  2640. 586
  2641. 00:42:34,077 --> 00:42:37,511
  2642. Are you suggesting that
  2643. the people who wanna leave
  2644.  
  2645. 587
  2646. 00:42:37,513 --> 00:42:40,347
  2647. are lying about the abuses here?
  2648.  
  2649. 588
  2650. 00:42:41,551 --> 00:42:43,651
  2651. People are unhappy
  2652. and they play games.
  2653.  
  2654. 589
  2655. 00:42:43,653 --> 00:42:45,352
  2656. I can't be responsible for that.
  2657.  
  2658. 590
  2659. 00:42:46,489 --> 00:42:47,788
  2660. Now just go.
  2661.  
  2662. 591
  2663. 00:42:47,790 --> 00:42:50,124
  2664. Leave us in peace.
  2665.  
  2666. 592
  2667. 00:42:50,126 --> 00:42:53,494
  2668. So if we take those who
  2669. are unhappy back with us,
  2670.  
  2671. 593
  2672. 00:42:53,496 --> 00:42:55,296
  2673. back to American,
  2674. you don't object.
  2675.  
  2676. 594
  2677. 00:43:01,838 --> 00:43:05,673
  2678. If they want to go, they can go.
  2679.  
  2680. 595
  2681. 00:43:16,886 --> 00:43:18,319
  2682. You're really leaving?
  2683.  
  2684. 596
  2685. 00:43:19,655 --> 00:43:21,155
  2686. Quite a few people are.
  2687.  
  2688. 597
  2689. 00:43:24,127 --> 00:43:25,326
  2690. Why don't you come with us?
  2691.  
  2692. 598
  2693. 00:43:25,328 --> 00:43:26,560
  2694. This is my home.
  2695.  
  2696. 599
  2697. 00:43:26,562 --> 00:43:28,662
  2698. You're home is back
  2699. in San Francisco.
  2700.  
  2701. 600
  2702. 00:43:28,664 --> 00:43:29,563
  2703. Not anymore.
  2704.  
  2705. 601
  2706. 00:43:31,834 --> 00:43:33,734
  2707. He really has a hold
  2708. on you, doesn't he?
  2709.  
  2710. 602
  2711. 00:43:33,736 --> 00:43:35,336
  2712. I still believe in the message.
  2713.  
  2714. 603
  2715. 00:43:35,338 --> 00:43:36,337
  2716. What message is that?
  2717.  
  2718. 604
  2719. 00:43:36,339 --> 00:43:37,238
  2720. Love.
  2721.  
  2722. 605
  2723. 00:43:39,509 --> 00:43:41,675
  2724. It was about love
  2725. in the beginning
  2726.  
  2727. 606
  2728. 00:43:41,677 --> 00:43:43,644
  2729. now it's all about fear.
  2730.  
  2731. 607
  2732. 00:43:43,646 --> 00:43:46,614
  2733. There's as many guns as
  2734. people here these days.
  2735.  
  2736. 608
  2737. 00:43:46,616 --> 00:43:48,182
  2738. Things have really changed.
  2739.  
  2740. 609
  2741. 00:43:48,184 --> 00:43:49,850
  2742. I'm sorry you feel that way.
  2743.  
  2744. 610
  2745. 00:43:50,653 --> 00:43:52,153
  2746. Why can't you see it.
  2747.  
  2748. 611
  2749. 00:43:52,155 --> 00:43:52,887
  2750. See what?
  2751.  
  2752. 612
  2753. 00:43:52,889 --> 00:43:55,789
  2754. The Reverend is a paranoid mess.
  2755.  
  2756. 613
  2757. 00:43:55,791 --> 00:43:57,791
  2758. He's leading us all
  2759. down a dark path.
  2760.  
  2761. 614
  2762. 00:43:57,793 --> 00:43:59,793
  2763. All I know is I've
  2764. seen the Reverend
  2765.  
  2766. 615
  2767. 00:43:59,795 --> 00:44:02,396
  2768. perform miracles
  2769. year after year.
  2770.  
  2771. 616
  2772. 00:44:02,398 --> 00:44:05,199
  2773. He's healed the blind,
  2774. helped the crippled walk.
  2775.  
  2776. 617
  2777. 00:44:05,201 --> 00:44:07,668
  2778. He's clearly been chosen by God.
  2779.  
  2780. 618
  2781. 00:44:07,670 --> 00:44:10,337
  2782. Who are we to
  2783. question the anointed?
  2784.  
  2785. 619
  2786. 00:44:15,811 --> 00:44:17,645
  2787. Love you.
  2788.  
  2789. 620
  2790. 00:44:35,731 --> 00:44:38,666
  2791. Congressman,
  2792. Congressman, Congressman,
  2793.  
  2794. 621
  2795. 00:44:38,668 --> 00:44:40,568
  2796. take me with you, please.
  2797.  
  2798. 622
  2799. 00:44:42,572 --> 00:44:43,671
  2800. You wanna leave?
  2801.  
  2802. 623
  2803. 00:44:44,807 --> 00:44:46,340
  2804. I haven't had the
  2805. courage to say anything
  2806.  
  2807. 624
  2808. 00:44:46,342 --> 00:44:48,892
  2809. but I feel like I finally can.
  2810.  
  2811. 625
  2812. 00:44:48,894 --> 00:44:51,445
  2813. You seemed pretty committed
  2814. to Jim Jones just an hour ago.
  2815.  
  2816. 626
  2817. 00:44:51,447 --> 00:44:53,447
  2818. I'm one of his highest deputies
  2819.  
  2820. 627
  2821. 00:44:53,449 --> 00:44:54,648
  2822. if I hadn't helped
  2823. him keep people out
  2824.  
  2825. 628
  2826. 00:44:54,650 --> 00:44:55,683
  2827. he would've hurt me.
  2828.  
  2829. 629
  2830. 00:44:55,685 --> 00:44:57,785
  2831. But the Reverend
  2832. has lost his way
  2833.  
  2834. 630
  2835. 00:44:57,787 --> 00:44:58,953
  2836. and I can't be held responsible
  2837.  
  2838. 631
  2839. 00:44:58,955 --> 00:45:00,721
  2840. for what happens here anymore.
  2841.  
  2842. 632
  2843. 00:45:00,723 --> 00:45:02,856
  2844. I just wanna be my own man.
  2845.  
  2846. 633
  2847. 00:45:02,858 --> 00:45:03,824
  2848. He's lying.
  2849.  
  2850. 634
  2851. 00:45:03,826 --> 00:45:05,793
  2852. Yeah, he's still loyal to Jones.
  2853.  
  2854. 635
  2855. 00:45:05,795 --> 00:45:09,797
  2856. Guys, I've done things to hurt
  2857. you and I've made mistakes
  2858.  
  2859. 636
  2860. 00:45:09,799 --> 00:45:12,733
  2861. but I just wanna be free
  2862. like the rest of you.
  2863.  
  2864. 637
  2865. 00:45:12,735 --> 00:45:14,435
  2866. That's bullshit.
  2867.  
  2868. 638
  2869. 00:45:14,437 --> 00:45:17,838
  2870. All right, all right, let's
  2871. everybody stay calm here.
  2872.  
  2873. 639
  2874. 00:45:19,642 --> 00:45:22,409
  2875. Now if you're sincere about
  2876. your desire to leave this place
  2877.  
  2878. 640
  2879. 00:45:22,411 --> 00:45:24,745
  2880. - then what I can do is...
  2881. - Swear to God,
  2882.  
  2883. 641
  2884. 00:45:24,747 --> 00:45:26,513
  2885. I'm telling the truth.
  2886.  
  2887. 642
  2888. 00:45:26,515 --> 00:45:27,648
  2889. I just wanna leave.
  2890.  
  2891. 643
  2892. 00:45:29,819 --> 00:45:30,718
  2893. Okay.
  2894.  
  2895. 644
  2896. 00:45:31,787 --> 00:45:33,354
  2897. Then you can come with us.
  2898.  
  2899. 645
  2900. 00:45:33,990 --> 00:45:34,888
  2901. Come on.
  2902.  
  2903. 646
  2904. 00:45:46,636 --> 00:45:48,802
  2905. You know, I don't know.
  2906.  
  2907. 647
  2908. 00:45:48,804 --> 00:45:53,274
  2909. Listen, I just, I don't
  2910. know why you would turn.
  2911.  
  2912. 648
  2913. 00:45:53,276 --> 00:45:54,842
  2914. You know it's a lie
  2915. and you know it's fake.
  2916.  
  2917. 649
  2918. 00:45:54,844 --> 00:45:55,743
  2919. The Congressman...
  2920.  
  2921. 650
  2922. 00:45:57,446 --> 00:45:59,947
  2923. Our plane, where is it?
  2924.  
  2925. 651
  2926. 00:45:59,949 --> 00:46:01,815
  2927. I'm told fuel was low.
  2928.  
  2929. 652
  2930. 00:46:01,817 --> 00:46:03,017
  2931. The pilot's gone to
  2932. a base the other side
  2933.  
  2934. 653
  2935. 00:46:03,019 --> 00:46:04,652
  2936. of Georgetown to fill up.
  2937.  
  2938. 654
  2939. 00:46:04,654 --> 00:46:07,554
  2940. And how long are we expected
  2941. to wait for this plane?
  2942.  
  2943. 655
  2944. 00:46:07,556 --> 00:46:09,690
  2945. Well, I've given
  2946. ETA of 5:00 p.m.
  2947.  
  2948. 656
  2949. 00:46:09,692 --> 00:46:11,392
  2950. Only a half an hour away.
  2951.  
  2952. 657
  2953. 00:46:11,394 --> 00:46:14,328
  2954. There's a waiting room
  2955. over in the main building.
  2956.  
  2957. 658
  2958. 00:46:14,330 --> 00:46:15,729
  2959. I suggest we wait in there.
  2960.  
  2961. 659
  2962. 00:46:20,569 --> 00:46:21,468
  2963. Fine.
  2964.  
  2965. 660
  2966. 00:46:34,317 --> 00:46:35,082
  2967. Where's Snyder?
  2968.  
  2969. 661
  2970. 00:46:44,894 --> 00:46:46,794
  2971. Oh, Christ.
  2972.  
  2973. 662
  2974. 00:46:55,037 --> 00:46:58,939
  2975. Please, we can settle this
  2976. with a simple discussion.
  2977.  
  2978. 663
  2979. 00:47:08,551 --> 00:47:09,850
  2980. It doesn't have to be like this.
  2981.  
  2982. 664
  2983. 00:47:09,852 --> 00:47:11,952
  2984. It's too late for that.
  2985.  
  2986. 665
  2987. 00:47:38,848 --> 00:47:40,981
  2988. It's far, far harder
  2989. to have walked
  2990.  
  2991. 666
  2992. 00:47:40,983 --> 00:47:43,050
  2993. through every day, die slowly,
  2994.  
  2995. 667
  2996. 00:47:43,986 --> 00:47:45,652
  2997. and from the time you're a child
  2998.  
  2999. 668
  3000. 00:47:45,654 --> 00:47:47,621
  3001. to the time you get
  3002. gray, you're dying.
  3003.  
  3004. 669
  3005. 00:47:48,824 --> 00:47:50,858
  3006. It as a revolutionary suicide,
  3007.  
  3008. 670
  3009. 00:47:50,860 --> 00:47:53,894
  3010. this is not
  3011. self-destructive suicide.
  3012.  
  3013. 671
  3014. 00:47:53,896 --> 00:47:56,864
  3015. So they'll pay for this,
  3016. they brought this upon us
  3017.  
  3018. 672
  3019. 00:47:56,866 --> 00:47:58,766
  3020. and they'll pay for that.
  3021.  
  3022. 673
  3023. 00:47:58,768 --> 00:48:00,567
  3024. I leave that destiny to them.
  3025.  
  3026. 674
  3027. 00:48:02,438 --> 00:48:05,806
  3028. 1,000 people who said, "We
  3029. don't like the way the world is
  3030.  
  3031. 675
  3032. 00:48:05,808 --> 00:48:07,174
  3033. "take our life from us."
  3034.  
  3035. 676
  3036. 00:48:07,176 --> 00:48:10,511
  3037. "We laid it down, we got tired."
  3038.  
  3039. 677
  3040. 00:48:10,513 --> 00:48:11,979
  3041. "We didn't commit suicide,
  3042.  
  3043. 678
  3044. 00:48:11,981 --> 00:48:14,715
  3045. "we committed an act of
  3046. revolutionary suicide
  3047.  
  3048. 679
  3049. 00:48:14,717 --> 00:48:17,985
  3050. "protesting the condition
  3051. of an inhumane world."
  3052.  
  3053. 680
  3054. 00:49:01,096 --> 00:49:05,833
  3055. And he took the bread,
  3056. gave thanks, and broke it.
  3057.  
  3058. 681
  3059. 00:49:05,835 --> 00:49:11,104
  3060. He gave it them saying, "This
  3061. is my body given for you,
  3062.  
  3063. 682
  3064. 00:49:11,106 --> 00:49:14,775
  3065. "do this in remembrance of me."
  3066.  
  3067. 683
  3068. 00:49:20,082 --> 00:49:22,115
  3069. Take it my lovechild.
  3070.  
  3071. 684
  3072. 00:49:22,117 --> 00:49:24,017
  3073. Only by tasting
  3074. the body of Christ
  3075.  
  3076. 685
  3077. 00:49:24,019 --> 00:49:25,919
  3078. will you find your answers.
  3079.  
  3080. 686
  3081. 00:49:34,964 --> 00:49:37,798
  3082. In the same way he took the cup
  3083.  
  3084. 687
  3085. 00:49:39,969 --> 00:49:43,871
  3086. and said, "This cup is the
  3087. new covenant in my blood,
  3088.  
  3089. 688
  3090. 00:49:45,040 --> 00:49:46,673
  3091. "which is poured out for you."
  3092.  
  3093. 689
  3094. 00:52:48,691 --> 00:52:49,389
  3095. Hello.
  3096.  
  3097. 690
  3098. 00:52:50,325 --> 00:52:52,192
  3099. I'm so sorry the door was open.
  3100.  
  3101. 691
  3102. 00:52:52,194 --> 00:52:53,727
  3103. Oh no, that's okay.
  3104.  
  3105. 692
  3106. 00:52:53,729 --> 00:52:55,762
  3107. I was just taking a walk.
  3108.  
  3109. 693
  3110. 00:52:55,764 --> 00:52:57,230
  3111. My name's Gaia.
  3112.  
  3113. 694
  3114. 00:52:57,232 --> 00:52:59,332
  3115. Yeah, I'm really
  3116. sorry to bother you.
  3117.  
  3118. 695
  3119. 00:52:59,334 --> 00:53:00,333
  3120. Wait.
  3121.  
  3122. 696
  3123. 00:53:02,871 --> 00:53:04,471
  3124. I can see you're tired.
  3125.  
  3126. 697
  3127. 00:53:04,473 --> 00:53:06,139
  3128. You're welcome to rest here.
  3129.  
  3130. 698
  3131. 00:53:11,914 --> 00:53:14,948
  3132. I didn't expect to meet
  3133. an American out here.
  3134.  
  3135. 699
  3136. 00:53:14,950 --> 00:53:17,250
  3137. I came to Guyana four years ago.
  3138.  
  3139. 700
  3140. 00:53:17,252 --> 00:53:19,186
  3141. My husband worked here.
  3142.  
  3143. 701
  3144. 00:53:19,188 --> 00:53:20,454
  3145. He passed away.
  3146.  
  3147. 702
  3148. 00:53:20,456 --> 00:53:21,321
  3149. I'm so sorry.
  3150.  
  3151. 703
  3152. 00:53:23,325 --> 00:53:26,259
  3153. I grieved for such a long time,
  3154.  
  3155. 704
  3156. 00:53:26,261 --> 00:53:29,863
  3157. constantly reliving the
  3158. same moments day after day
  3159.  
  3160. 705
  3161. 00:53:30,499 --> 00:53:32,299
  3162. then something happened,
  3163.  
  3164. 706
  3165. 00:53:33,769 --> 00:53:35,335
  3166. I moved beyond all that.
  3167.  
  3168. 707
  3169. 00:53:38,006 --> 00:53:39,206
  3170. I woke up.
  3171.  
  3172. 708
  3173. 00:53:39,208 --> 00:53:40,474
  3174. What happened?
  3175.  
  3176. 709
  3177. 00:53:40,476 --> 00:53:42,909
  3178. It takes effort
  3179. to be effortless.
  3180.  
  3181. 710
  3182. 00:53:44,847 --> 00:53:47,914
  3183. And sometimes you have
  3184. to go through the pain
  3185.  
  3186. 711
  3187. 00:53:47,916 --> 00:53:49,316
  3188. for it to become painless.
  3189.  
  3190. 712
  3191. 00:53:50,385 --> 00:53:52,219
  3192. The process can be frustrating.
  3193.  
  3194. 713
  3195. 00:53:53,889 --> 00:53:55,455
  3196. I was part of the
  3197. People's Temple.
  3198.  
  3199. 714
  3200. 00:53:55,457 --> 00:53:59,292
  3201. We were church commune who
  3202. lived near by back in the 70s.
  3203.  
  3204. 715
  3205. 00:53:59,294 --> 00:54:00,961
  3206. Jonestown.
  3207.  
  3208. 716
  3209. 00:54:00,963 --> 00:54:02,129
  3210. Yeah.
  3211.  
  3212. 717
  3213. 00:54:02,131 --> 00:54:03,997
  3214. A very sad thing.
  3215.  
  3216. 718
  3217. 00:54:06,168 --> 00:54:09,136
  3218. I survived it but it's
  3219. hunted me ever since.
  3220.  
  3221. 719
  3222. 00:54:10,205 --> 00:54:11,438
  3223. I came back out
  3224. here hoping to deal
  3225.  
  3226. 720
  3227. 00:54:11,440 --> 00:54:13,373
  3228. with my feelings
  3229. about what happened.
  3230.  
  3231. 721
  3232. 00:54:16,545 --> 00:54:19,312
  3233. I'm so conflicted
  3234. because I wanna connect
  3235.  
  3236. 722
  3237. 00:54:19,314 --> 00:54:21,348
  3238. with something spiritual,
  3239.  
  3240. 723
  3241. 00:54:21,350 --> 00:54:24,184
  3242. something beyond
  3243. everyday existence
  3244.  
  3245. 724
  3246. 00:54:25,287 --> 00:54:26,553
  3247. but to connect to that
  3248.  
  3249. 725
  3250. 00:54:26,555 --> 00:54:28,955
  3251. should make you feel
  3252. free not imprisoned.
  3253.  
  3254. 726
  3255. 00:54:30,959 --> 00:54:32,826
  3256. That's how I felt
  3257. within the church.
  3258.  
  3259. 727
  3260. 00:54:34,229 --> 00:54:36,163
  3261. I thought it would open
  3262. my mind and my heart
  3263.  
  3264. 728
  3265. 00:54:36,165 --> 00:54:37,964
  3266. but all it did was
  3267. close them off.
  3268.  
  3269. 729
  3270. 00:54:41,403 --> 00:54:45,372
  3271. You know, religion doesn't have
  3272. a monopoly on spirituality.
  3273.  
  3274. 730
  3275. 00:54:45,374 --> 00:54:50,310
  3276. And your feelings aren't
  3277. subjugated by not knowing.
  3278.  
  3279. 731
  3280. 00:54:50,312 --> 00:54:54,981
  3281. We are all connected, you
  3282. just don't see it yet.
  3283.  
  3284. 732
  3285. 00:54:57,252 --> 00:55:02,222
  3286. Sometimes it takes an event
  3287. so incredible to wake us up
  3288.  
  3289. 733
  3290. 00:55:02,224 --> 00:55:06,359
  3291. for better or worse and
  3292. you don't get to choose.
  3293.  
  3294. 734
  3295. 00:55:36,391 --> 00:55:41,194
  3296. I'm constantly amazed every
  3297. time I walk through here.
  3298.  
  3299. 735
  3300. 00:55:41,196 --> 00:55:42,429
  3301. It's so beautiful.
  3302.  
  3303. 736
  3304. 00:55:42,431 --> 00:55:46,499
  3305. Nothing is more perfect
  3306. than this moment.
  3307.  
  3308. 737
  3309. 00:55:46,501 --> 00:55:47,367
  3310. Don't you agree?
  3311.  
  3312. 738
  3313. 00:55:49,338 --> 00:55:50,403
  3314. Wake up, Sarah.
  3315.  
  3316. 739
  3317. 00:55:51,506 --> 00:55:53,206
  3318. I am awake.
  3319.  
  3320. 740
  3321. 00:55:53,208 --> 00:55:55,475
  3322. Oh, there pick those.
  3323.  
  3324. 741
  3325. 00:55:55,477 --> 00:55:57,444
  3326. They're good for bug bites.
  3327.  
  3328. 742
  3329. 00:55:57,446 --> 00:55:59,913
  3330. Just a few, save
  3331. some for next time.
  3332.  
  3333. 743
  3334. 00:56:04,152 --> 00:56:07,587
  3335. Each expression of
  3336. life on this planet
  3337.  
  3338. 744
  3339. 00:56:07,589 --> 00:56:10,423
  3340. has its own unique vibration.
  3341.  
  3342. 745
  3343. 00:56:18,066 --> 00:56:21,368
  3344. Connection to every living
  3345. thing is available to us
  3346.  
  3347. 746
  3348. 00:56:21,370 --> 00:56:23,937
  3349. if we're willing
  3350. to be open to it.
  3351.  
  3352. 747
  3353. 00:56:23,939 --> 00:56:25,171
  3354. I want to be open to it
  3355.  
  3356. 748
  3357. 00:56:25,173 --> 00:56:27,407
  3358. but I just feel so disconnected.
  3359.  
  3360. 749
  3361. 00:56:27,409 --> 00:56:32,612
  3362. You're still a willing
  3363. partner in this dance of life
  3364.  
  3365. 750
  3366. 00:56:32,614 --> 00:56:34,514
  3367. whether you
  3368. acknowledge it or not.
  3369.  
  3370. 751
  3371. 00:56:34,516 --> 00:56:36,283
  3372. I have moments where
  3373. I feel connected
  3374.  
  3375. 752
  3376. 00:56:36,285 --> 00:56:39,286
  3377. but I can't sustain it.
  3378.  
  3379. 753
  3380. 00:56:39,288 --> 00:56:41,121
  3381. It feels like
  3382. there's resistance.
  3383.  
  3384. 754
  3385. 00:56:43,392 --> 00:56:46,092
  3386. Start with the body and
  3387. the mind will follow.
  3388.  
  3389. 755
  3390. 00:56:55,470 --> 00:56:57,637
  3391. We've all had
  3392. trauma in our lives
  3393.  
  3394. 756
  3395. 00:56:57,639 --> 00:57:00,540
  3396. it doesn't lessen what
  3397. you've been through
  3398.  
  3399. 757
  3400. 00:57:00,542 --> 00:57:02,375
  3401. just that you're not defined
  3402.  
  3403. 758
  3404. 00:57:02,377 --> 00:57:05,211
  3405. by your past, good
  3406. or not so good.
  3407.  
  3408. 759
  3409. 00:57:06,381 --> 00:57:08,381
  3410. It's human to feel emotions
  3411.  
  3412. 760
  3413. 00:57:08,383 --> 00:57:11,418
  3414. but people think they
  3415. are their emotions
  3416.  
  3417. 761
  3418. 00:57:11,420 --> 00:57:14,521
  3419. when it's really just
  3420. one small part of us
  3421.  
  3422. 762
  3423. 00:57:14,523 --> 00:57:18,525
  3424. yet we let those emotions
  3425. control our lives.
  3426.  
  3427. 763
  3428. 00:57:18,527 --> 00:57:21,594
  3429. So how do we break
  3430. free of those emotions?
  3431.  
  3432. 764
  3433. 00:57:21,596 --> 00:57:26,466
  3434. First acknowledge that you
  3435. can feel, let yourself feel
  3436.  
  3437. 765
  3438. 00:57:26,468 --> 00:57:29,202
  3439. but then remember that
  3440. you're not your thoughts
  3441.  
  3442. 766
  3443. 00:57:29,204 --> 00:57:31,504
  3444. nor your emotions.
  3445.  
  3446. 767
  3447. 00:57:31,506 --> 00:57:33,473
  3448. Sounds so simple.
  3449.  
  3450. 768
  3451. 00:57:33,475 --> 00:57:38,311
  3452. It's never simple to undo
  3453. decades of damaging thoughts.
  3454.  
  3455. 769
  3456. 00:57:38,313 --> 00:57:41,448
  3457. It takes a great deal of belief.
  3458.  
  3459. 770
  3460. 00:57:41,450 --> 00:57:44,451
  3461. I did believe in something
  3462. look where that go me.
  3463.  
  3464. 771
  3465. 00:57:44,453 --> 00:57:48,488
  3466. But have you ever believed in
  3467. yourself, believed in Sarah?
  3468.  
  3469. 772
  3470. 00:57:48,490 --> 00:57:51,157
  3471. I know it's hard for
  3472. you to believe me
  3473.  
  3474. 773
  3475. 00:57:51,159 --> 00:57:54,260
  3476. but when a person allows
  3477. their emotional state
  3478.  
  3479. 774
  3480. 00:57:54,262 --> 00:57:56,663
  3481. to overcloud their judgment
  3482.  
  3483. 775
  3484. 00:57:56,665 --> 00:58:00,000
  3485. it makes it difficult
  3486. to really see.
  3487.  
  3488. 776
  3489. 00:58:00,002 --> 00:58:01,601
  3490. Can't say my emotional state
  3491.  
  3492. 777
  3493. 00:58:01,603 --> 00:58:03,203
  3494. is in great shape right now.
  3495.  
  3496. 778
  3497. 00:58:04,306 --> 00:58:06,072
  3498. Have you tried meditation?
  3499.  
  3500. 779
  3501. 00:58:06,074 --> 00:58:09,743
  3502. Kind of, I found it
  3503. hard to quieten my mind.
  3504.  
  3505. 780
  3506. 00:58:09,745 --> 00:58:12,379
  3507. The negative thoughts
  3508. just kept coming.
  3509.  
  3510. 781
  3511. 00:58:16,651 --> 00:58:18,218
  3512. What's this?
  3513.  
  3514. 782
  3515. 00:58:18,220 --> 00:58:20,620
  3516. If you can't change
  3517. your thinking on your own
  3518.  
  3519. 783
  3520. 00:58:20,622 --> 00:58:22,122
  3521. this will help.
  3522.  
  3523. 784
  3524. 00:58:22,124 --> 00:58:23,023
  3525. What is it?
  3526.  
  3527. 785
  3528. 00:58:24,559 --> 00:58:27,127
  3529. It's an ancient mixture
  3530. I learned to make
  3531.  
  3532. 786
  3533. 00:58:27,129 --> 00:58:29,763
  3534. from the locals
  3535. here, very powerful.
  3536.  
  3537. 787
  3538. 00:58:29,765 --> 00:58:34,067
  3539. It induces a state of
  3540. relaxation and centeredness.
  3541.  
  3542. 788
  3543. 00:58:35,170 --> 00:58:37,537
  3544. Drink this and we'll
  3545. meditate together.
  3546.  
  3547. 789
  3548. 00:58:37,539 --> 00:58:42,308
  3549. This and the meditation will
  3550. allow your mind to expand.
  3551.  
  3552. 790
  3553. 00:58:42,310 --> 00:58:46,046
  3554. You'll see reality for
  3555. the way it really is.
  3556.  
  3557. 791
  3558. 00:58:47,149 --> 00:58:49,282
  3559. I'm not sure
  3560. I wanna drink it.
  3561.  
  3562. 792
  3563. 00:58:49,284 --> 00:58:50,617
  3564. What are you afraid of?
  3565.  
  3566. 793
  3567. 00:58:52,521 --> 00:58:55,155
  3568. Being out of control, I guess.
  3569.  
  3570. 794
  3571. 00:58:55,157 --> 00:58:57,590
  3572. How has your life
  3573. been, being in control?
  3574.  
  3575. 795
  3576. 00:58:59,594 --> 00:59:00,460
  3577. Not so good.
  3578.  
  3579. 796
  3580. 00:59:01,797 --> 00:59:03,530
  3581. Maybe it's time to surrender.
  3582.  
  3583. 797
  3584. 00:59:14,342 --> 00:59:15,308
  3585. Close your eyes.
  3586.  
  3587. 798
  3588. 00:59:20,082 --> 00:59:24,551
  3589. Now, begin by becoming
  3590. aware of your breathing
  3591.  
  3592. 799
  3593. 00:59:26,088 --> 00:59:32,792
  3594. and allow your awareness to
  3595. draw down into your body,
  3596.  
  3597. 800
  3598. 00:59:34,629 --> 00:59:39,099
  3599. inhaling and exhaling.
  3600.  
  3601. 801
  3602. 00:59:41,503 --> 00:59:48,842
  3603. Inhale, allow the breath
  3604. to enter the nostrils
  3605.  
  3606. 802
  3607. 00:59:48,844 --> 00:59:51,611
  3608. cooling the nasal passages.
  3609.  
  3610. 803
  3611. 00:59:51,613 --> 00:59:55,415
  3612. As it goes and touches
  3613. the back of your throat
  3614.  
  3615. 804
  3616. 00:59:56,718 --> 01:00:01,688
  3617. and draws down, deep into
  3618. the bottom of your lungs.
  3619.  
  3620. 805
  3621. 01:00:03,525 --> 01:00:05,758
  3622. The breath is your guide.
  3623.  
  3624. 806
  3625. 01:00:07,395 --> 01:00:10,730
  3626. The breath is your refuge.
  3627.  
  3628. 807
  3629. 01:00:12,801 --> 01:00:16,336
  3630. As thoughts arise,
  3631. which they will,
  3632.  
  3633. 808
  3634. 01:00:17,672 --> 01:00:22,342
  3635. gently bring your attention
  3636. back to your breath,
  3637.  
  3638. 809
  3639. 01:00:23,879 --> 01:00:26,746
  3640. inhaling and exhaling.
  3641.  
  3642. 810
  3643. 01:00:28,250 --> 01:00:32,585
  3644. Deeper and deeper.
  3645.  
  3646. 811
  3647. 01:00:59,614 --> 01:01:03,816
  3648. You know your
  3649. life is just a dream, don't you?
  3650.  
  3651. 812
  3652. 01:01:27,375 --> 01:01:29,342
  3653. They took
  3654. us and put us in chains
  3655.  
  3656. 813
  3657. 01:01:29,344 --> 01:01:32,278
  3658. and that's nothing, this
  3659. business, that business,
  3660.  
  3661. 814
  3662. 01:01:32,280 --> 01:01:33,980
  3663. there's no comparison
  3664. to that, to this.
  3665.  
  3666. 815
  3667. 01:01:35,383 --> 01:01:36,616
  3668. They robbed us of our land,
  3669.  
  3670. 816
  3671. 01:01:36,618 --> 01:01:37,684
  3672. and they've taken
  3673. us and driven us
  3674.  
  3675. 817
  3676. 01:01:37,686 --> 01:01:39,652
  3677. and we tried to find ourselves.
  3678.  
  3679. 818
  3680. 01:01:39,654 --> 01:01:42,222
  3681. We tried to find a new
  3682. beginning but it's too late.
  3683.  
  3684. 819
  3685. 01:01:42,224 --> 01:01:43,723
  3686. You can't separate yourself
  3687.  
  3688. 820
  3689. 01:01:43,725 --> 01:01:46,526
  3690. from your brother and
  3691. your sister.
  3692.  
  3693. 821
  3694. 01:01:46,528 --> 01:01:47,660
  3695. No way I'm gonna do it.
  3696.  
  3697. 822
  3698. 01:01:47,662 --> 01:01:48,628
  3699. I refuse.
  3700.  
  3701. 823
  3702. 01:01:48,630 --> 01:01:50,162
  3703. I don't know who fired the shot,
  3704.  
  3705. 824
  3706. 01:01:50,164 --> 01:01:51,697
  3707. I don't know who
  3708. killed the congressman
  3709.  
  3710. 825
  3711. 01:01:51,700 --> 01:01:53,666
  3712. but as far as I'm
  3713. concerned I killed him.
  3714.  
  3715. 826
  3716. 01:01:53,668 --> 01:01:56,803
  3717. With respect, die with
  3718. a degree of dignity.
  3719.  
  3720. 827
  3721. 01:01:56,805 --> 01:01:58,220
  3722. It's done.
  3723.  
  3724. 828
  3725. 01:01:58,222 --> 01:01:59,638
  3726. Lay down your
  3727. life with dignity.
  3728.  
  3729. 829
  3730. 01:01:59,641 --> 01:02:00,789
  3731. Good.
  3732.  
  3733. 830
  3734. 01:02:00,791 --> 01:02:01,940
  3735. Don't lay down
  3736. with tears and agony.
  3737.  
  3738. 831
  3739. 01:02:01,943 --> 01:02:04,644
  3740. You have the documents?
  3741.  
  3742. 832
  3743. 01:02:04,646 --> 01:02:06,646
  3744. In the box over there.
  3745.  
  3746. 833
  3747. 01:02:06,648 --> 01:02:09,449
  3748. Don't, don't be this way.
  3749.  
  3750. 834
  3751. 01:02:09,451 --> 01:02:10,350
  3752. Okay.
  3753.  
  3754. 835
  3755. 01:02:11,753 --> 01:02:13,502
  3756. This is not
  3757. the way for people
  3758.  
  3759. 836
  3760. 01:02:13,504 --> 01:02:15,254
  3761. who are Socialists
  3762. or Communists to die.
  3763.  
  3764. 837
  3765. 01:02:17,892 --> 01:02:18,925
  3766. No way for us to die.
  3767.  
  3768. 838
  3769. 01:02:18,927 --> 01:02:21,027
  3770. We must die with some dignity.
  3771.  
  3772. 839
  3773. 01:02:25,000 --> 01:02:28,835
  3774. Mother, mother, mother,
  3775. mother, mother please.
  3776.  
  3777. 840
  3778. 01:02:31,372 --> 01:02:33,906
  3779. Please, please, please don't
  3780. do this, don't do this.
  3781.  
  3782. 841
  3783. 01:02:36,578 --> 01:02:39,345
  3784. Lay down your life with your
  3785. child but don't do this.
  3786.  
  3787. 842
  3788. 01:02:48,590 --> 01:02:51,057
  3789. This is Snyder.
  3790. Operation MK Guyana
  3791.  
  3792. 843
  3793. 01:02:51,059 --> 01:02:52,792
  3794. is now terminated officially.
  3795.  
  3796. 844
  3797. 01:02:54,396 --> 01:02:56,696
  3798. Send in the crew, I'll
  3799. be on the next flight.
  3800.  
  3801. 845
  3802. 01:03:02,904 --> 01:03:05,705
  3803. No, no, sorrow
  3804. that it's all over.
  3805.  
  3806. 846
  3807. 01:03:05,707 --> 01:03:08,574
  3808. I'm glad it's over.
  3809.  
  3810. 847
  3811. 01:03:12,947 --> 01:03:14,447
  3812. What was in that drink?
  3813.  
  3814. 848
  3815. 01:03:14,449 --> 01:03:15,815
  3816. Water.
  3817.  
  3818. 849
  3819. 01:03:15,817 --> 01:03:16,649
  3820. What?
  3821.  
  3822. 850
  3823. 01:03:16,651 --> 01:03:18,384
  3824. It was just water.
  3825.  
  3826. 851
  3827. 01:03:18,386 --> 01:03:19,619
  3828. No, but I saw...
  3829.  
  3830. 852
  3831. 01:03:19,621 --> 01:03:21,854
  3832. Yes, you saw.
  3833.  
  3834. 853
  3835. 01:03:22,957 --> 01:03:24,791
  3836. You wanted to awaken
  3837. and see the world
  3838.  
  3839. 854
  3840. 01:03:24,793 --> 01:03:26,793
  3841. for what it really is.
  3842.  
  3843. 855
  3844. 01:03:26,795 --> 01:03:30,697
  3845. You didn't think you could do
  3846. it on your own but you did.
  3847.  
  3848. 856
  3849. 01:03:30,699 --> 01:03:32,832
  3850. You are powerful.
  3851.  
  3852. 857
  3853. 01:03:32,834 --> 01:03:34,734
  3854. You just proved it.
  3855.  
  3856. 858
  3857. 01:03:34,736 --> 01:03:37,804
  3858. There was nothing in
  3859. that vile but water.
  3860.  
  3861. 859
  3862. 01:03:37,806 --> 01:03:40,673
  3863. But I saw something,
  3864. a past incident
  3865.  
  3866. 860
  3867. 01:03:40,675 --> 01:03:41,641
  3868. that I wasn't present at.
  3869.  
  3870. 861
  3871. 01:03:41,643 --> 01:03:43,543
  3872. How could I have seen that?
  3873.  
  3874. 862
  3875. 01:03:43,545 --> 01:03:45,578
  3876. When your third eye is opened
  3877.  
  3878. 863
  3879. 01:03:45,580 --> 01:03:47,947
  3880. you're capable of
  3881. seeing everything.
  3882.  
  3883. 864
  3884. 01:03:53,621 --> 01:03:54,887
  3885. What the hell is going on?
  3886.  
  3887. 865
  3888. 01:03:56,558 --> 01:03:58,891
  3889. I ask myself the same question.
  3890.  
  3891. 866
  3892. 01:03:58,893 --> 01:04:01,728
  3893. The agency assigned
  3894. me to watch you.
  3895.  
  3896. 867
  3897. 01:04:01,730 --> 01:04:04,664
  3898. Make sure the memories
  3899. stayed repressed.
  3900.  
  3901. 868
  3902. 01:04:04,666 --> 01:04:07,400
  3903. I thought it would
  3904. be an easy gig
  3905.  
  3906. 869
  3907. 01:04:07,402 --> 01:04:09,369
  3908. just ushering you
  3909. through a few years
  3910.  
  3911. 870
  3912. 01:04:09,371 --> 01:04:10,937
  3913. of medication and counseling
  3914.  
  3915. 871
  3916. 01:04:10,939 --> 01:04:12,638
  3917. and then passing you
  3918. off to the next one
  3919.  
  3920. 872
  3921. 01:04:12,640 --> 01:04:14,507
  3922. in line for this shit detail.
  3923.  
  3924. 873
  3925. 01:04:14,509 --> 01:04:18,911
  3926. But then you came off the meds
  3927.  
  3928. 874
  3929. 01:04:18,913 --> 01:04:20,680
  3930. and psychiatry wasn't
  3931. enough anymore.
  3932.  
  3933. 875
  3934. 01:04:20,682 --> 01:04:21,981
  3935. Now here we are.
  3936.  
  3937. 876
  3938. 01:04:21,983 --> 01:04:23,149
  3939. What the hell are
  3940. you talking about?
  3941.  
  3942. 877
  3943. 01:04:23,151 --> 01:04:24,417
  3944. What agency?
  3945.  
  3946. 878
  3947. 01:04:24,419 --> 01:04:25,651
  3948. That's irrelevant.
  3949.  
  3950. 879
  3951. 01:04:25,653 --> 01:04:28,454
  3952. What's important is
  3953. that I have fucked up
  3954.  
  3955. 880
  3956. 01:04:28,456 --> 01:04:30,757
  3957. and I'm gonna have
  3958. to rectify that.
  3959.  
  3960. 881
  3961. 01:04:30,759 --> 01:04:32,158
  3962. You think you can just
  3963. kill me in cold blood
  3964.  
  3965. 882
  3966. 01:04:32,160 --> 01:04:33,593
  3967. and get away with it.
  3968.  
  3969. 883
  3970. 01:04:33,595 --> 01:04:34,427
  3971. Think it.
  3972.  
  3973. 884
  3974. 01:04:34,429 --> 01:04:35,728
  3975. No, I know it.
  3976.  
  3977. 885
  3978. 01:04:35,730 --> 01:04:37,964
  3979. I've handled far
  3980. tougher marks than you.
  3981.  
  3982. 886
  3983. 01:04:37,966 --> 01:04:39,699
  3984. This is as straight
  3985. forward as it gets.
  3986.  
  3987. 887
  3988. 01:04:39,701 --> 01:04:42,902
  3989. Mentally ill girl racked
  3990. with survivor's guilt
  3991.  
  3992. 888
  3993. 01:04:42,904 --> 01:04:46,038
  3994. comes back to the site of the
  3995. massacre and commits suicide.
  3996.  
  3997. 889
  3998. 01:04:46,040 --> 01:04:47,640
  3999. The headline writes itself.
  4000.  
  4001. 890
  4002. 01:05:37,959 --> 01:05:39,625
  4003. Where's the bitch?
  4004.  
  4005. 891
  4006. 01:06:41,556 --> 01:06:43,956
  4007. Come to me my lovechild.
  4008.  
  4009. 892
  4010. 01:06:43,958 --> 01:06:45,791
  4011. You belong with us.
  4012.  
  4013. 893
  4014. 01:06:56,971 --> 01:07:00,172
  4015. You've taken up space in my
  4016. head for over a decade now.
  4017.  
  4018. 894
  4019. 01:07:01,809 --> 01:07:04,076
  4020. Consider this your
  4021. eviction notice.
  4022.  
  4023. 895
  4024. 01:07:05,547 --> 01:07:07,580
  4025. I'm taking back my power.
  4026.  
  4027. 896
  4028. 01:07:09,017 --> 01:07:10,917
  4029. I will no longer live in fear.
  4030.  
  4031. 897
  4032. 01:07:12,687 --> 01:07:14,820
  4033. You're nothing to me now.
  4034.  
  4035. 898
  4036. 01:07:56,898 --> 01:08:01,000
  4037. The battle is on for
  4038. your heart and your mind.
  4039.  
  4040. 899
  4041. 01:08:01,002 --> 01:08:03,135
  4042. So don't give them
  4043. over so readily.
  4044.  
  4045. 900
  4046. 01:08:05,073 --> 01:08:08,808
  4047. Don't buy into the
  4048. phony political races.
  4049.  
  4050. 901
  4051. 01:08:09,844 --> 01:08:12,244
  4052. Turn off the manufactured news.
  4053.  
  4054. 902
  4055. 01:08:13,381 --> 01:08:16,215
  4056. Reject all of the
  4057. fear mongering.
  4058.  
  4059. 903
  4060. 01:08:18,086 --> 01:08:22,121
  4061. Go outside, connect with nature.
  4062.  
  4063. 904
  4064. 01:08:23,324 --> 01:08:24,357
  4065. Find love.
  4066.  
  4067. 905
  4068. 01:08:26,094 --> 01:08:27,760
  4069. Feel gratitude.
  4070.  
  4071. 906
  4072. 01:08:29,731 --> 01:08:33,099
  4073. Choose a life where
  4074. you don't live in fear.
  4075.  
  4076. 907
  4077. 01:08:34,736 --> 01:08:38,671
  4078. Fear is the prison they
  4079. want you to live in.
  4080.  
  4081. 908
  4082. 01:08:40,942 --> 01:08:42,341
  4083. But what is there to fear?
  4084.  
  4085. 909
  4086. 01:08:44,145 --> 01:08:45,011
  4087. Nothing.
  4088.  
  4089. 910
  4090. 01:08:46,748 --> 01:08:48,748
  4091. We are all one consciousness
  4092.  
  4093. 911
  4094. 01:08:48,750 --> 01:08:51,150
  4095. experiencing itself
  4096. subjectively.
  4097.  
  4098. 912
  4099. 01:08:53,121 --> 01:08:56,756
  4100. Death doesn't actually exist.
  4101.  
  4102. 913
  4103. 01:08:58,259 --> 01:09:01,260
  4104. Our lives are all a dream
  4105.  
  4106. 914
  4107. 01:09:01,262 --> 01:09:07,333
  4108. and each of us is the
  4109. imagination of ourselves.
  4110.  
  4111. 915
  4112. 01:09:10,171 --> 01:09:12,238
  4113. But remember...
  4114.  
  4115. 916
  4116. 01:09:12,240 --> 01:09:19,145
  4117. imagination
  4118. is evidence of the divine.
  4119.  
  4120. 917
  4121. 01:09:33,751 --> 01:09:38,751
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  4123. akumenang.com
  4124.  
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