Message body



Theres always this, this fictitious war between us.
It's something you feel rather than see.
It's something we each know, but never speak of.
I feel a dull, sustained misery in my chest
Throbbing along side the unsteady beat of my heart.
Theres a pulse awakening inside of me, I hate you
It's screaming to break free, to burst my lungs, I love you
Oosing, seeping, sorrow leaking from my soul
Cold, lifeless, crystal eyes pierce my stinging flesh
How can you feel existant when gazing into perfection?
Your life is one deranged abstraction I won't be a part of
You have an infection of chaos consuming you
Such sweet textures, such insane pleasure in my suffering
These sensations are so utterly unreal, purified pain
What a glorious deception thats born in your eyes
I was given structure, raped of human form
Manufactured of recreated flesh
A manifestation of crystalline perfection

I'm clutching at the bottom of despair

Come save me I can't feel
Come save me I can't breathe
Come save me.. I can't love you