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- yeah ofc it does
- like every other disappointment in life i guess
- it's not different
- it's like getting mad for not passing a test
- yea
- but i kinda turn that into selfhate didnt excapt that again
- why would u turn that into selfhate lol
- so prolly that kinda why i "blamed" it on u - im sorry
- bc im bad and fucked up
- yeah maybe try to work on that? idk
- not a very long time a ago life was really rough
- yeah i kinda got a glimpse of it when u talked about it
- y y ik i got a coach and talk to ppl like challenger and master tier ppl and friend of mine but in the end its up to me
- mhm dont wanna go into details rn
- but like
- honestly
- if i can be honest
- i would've never asked to join a team or some other kind of project in life as well on which i didn't meet the prerequisites of
- like u shouldn't even be mad because u shouldn't have been there in the first place
- i guess i would've been grateful for the chance and that's all
- mhm i get it or at least i understood it
- im not sure but i think its kinda like thingy between me and myself
- i mean its not over you know
- and i can improve - i already did - so i just gotta play hard work hard and climb the ledder
- yeah i guess?
- tbh if i were u, i'd focus on myself first
- because u don't seem to be in the right place rn
- im in the wrong body
- prolly thats what fucks me up rn
- hmm but tbh i had a few thoughts to go back to a therapist
- you should
- it's always nice to talk to someone
- even if nothing's wrong with u
- it's always nice to do that
- hmm i mean i dont think im depressed anymore but even tho just bc im trans and need assicents could be enough to talk n talk about feelin n stuff
- yeah ofc u don't have to quit league
- it's just that
- i'd take it more slowly
- it's not like this is your only chance in life
- chill
- breathe
- and go on
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