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A Dykebreaking Cuckoldry Discourse

Cuckquean_Records Nov 19th, 2019 (edited) 140 Never
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  2. [16:47] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: (Sorry, grabbed for work again.  Lost the kitten in the interim dammit.  Catching up.)
  3. [16:49] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Cuckold play doesn't particularly appeal to me, but that *specific* aspect of it, the fucked up arousal at seeing your gal revved up hard by strangers and taught to do things... to *enjoy* things you had no idea she had the capability to enjoy...   It works.
  4. [16:53] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I will admit to fantasies where I'm a dyke in a mostly platonic marriage with some dude, because i like him and he's funny and a good provider and i have sex with him like every few months and he gets one careful blowjob on his birthday.  And then he gets into some pervy cuckold group online and they find about about his address and this allegedly smoking hot muscledyke he's married to that he keeps boasting about.  And they pay her a surprise visit while he's at work, and when he gets home, theyv'e been at her for hours.  Fucking her raw and teaching her what a big cock can do.  And she complies because they tell her they'll kill him if she doesn't make it look good for the cameras.  But in the middle of it, she starts having these grotesque orgasms because they're really good at this.
  5. [16:53] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Wow.  Did that ever just spill out.
  6. [16:54] *[user]Razzhil[/user] grunts
  7. [16:54] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Yeah.
  8. [16:55] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Well I hope you're entertained ;)
  9. [16:55] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Switching to inside
  10. [16:59] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Welcome back
  11. [16:59] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I will say, acknowledging that there may be some degree of insecurity hiding in there, the role of the cuckold has always left a chill in my gut. Even the Bull is hard for me, likely because i feel the empathy so hard. If this boyfriend was another PC, the negotiation would have been very different.
  12. [16:59] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Your scene sounds intense. And specific.
  13. [17:03] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: It's pretty specific.  The idea is... it's not pure humiliation of the cuck.  It's more like... teaching him.  How to handle a woman like that.  Like me.  How responsive I can be, with the right tools, and approach.  It's very specific.  I sympathize with you and I think feel almost the same as you do.  There's a dark fascination associated with the cuck's role.  He's the 'audience perspective', the regular guy who witnesses this *harsh* abject dose of sexual insecurity and conquest and eventually, belatedly, it somehow improves him both as a man and a sexual partner.
  14. [17:04] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I will really, honestly be curious to hear how this goes with her.  Nevermind the fact she could be Dak.  It's fascinting on its own merits.
  15. [17:04] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Yeah. I get the impression that she's fairly comfortable with the scene so far, which means I get lots more leeway to explore
  16. [17:05] [user]Razzhil[/user]: She's been struck by how I would twist the boy character
  17. [17:06] [user]Razzhil[/user]: [12:07] [user]Samantha Harrington[/user]: Until you sell off my boyfriend
  18. [12:08] [user]Samantha Harrington[/user]: Or do you plan to just rent him out?
  19. [12:10] [user]Razzhil[/user]: If someone offers enough I'd sell him. Have to run the numbers
  20. [12:10] *[user]Samantha Harrington[/user] grins. Can only wonder what kind of person would buy him outright
  21. [12:11] [user]Razzhil[/user]: The worst kind. The kind where you never see him again. Black holes of depravity.
  22. [12:15] [user]Samantha Harrington[/user]: [sub]Fuck why is that hot[/sub]
  23. [17:08] [user]Razzhil[/user]: At some point, when our schedules better align, I would be interested in exploring your form of cuckoldry scene. Though don't feel you need to reserve it for me.
  24. [17:13] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Back in a few
  25. [17:13] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Really.  I promise you, I wasn't fishing for RP.  I have actually had that fantasy, more than once.  I've even cum to it during masturbation.  I even tried to write some porn around it, but it was a little intense.  I know I don't want to do the hard bad-end stuff for the cuck that Sam seems to want and which you're willing to oblige.  Nothing wrong with it.  But I think in my version, watching the phone vid snippets of me getting reamed is more than enough poignancy and dread (and crazy as fuck arousal) for me.  The idea that I can be 'unlocked', that I have a secret sexual cheat code, and that I'm devoted enough to him to want to save him, to do the most perverted things to make sure the online fuckposse doesn't kill him.
  26. [17:14] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Okay, no worirres.
  27. [17:31] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I believe you, and I can readily tell by content and presentation that it's deep in you. I appreciate you for baring it to me. I don't assume you were fishing, if anything I assume you'd be hesitant to explore it because it's Big Heavy. Possibly something I can take shots at solo. It's also possible that it may be easier between us, because it's not me. I know that my presence can be heavy, and filtering it through lenses can ease that. Just thoughts, no plans. It is a kinky fucking scene. Those snippets, especially the face shot as you tumble into a Big Dick Orgasm, are potent
  28. [17:39] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I think... they would not let husband see my face, in the videos.  They'd make him watch to make sure he understood with a dumbfuck he's been, for being dumb enough with online security to basically invite a group of predators into his and my life.  It's partly penance, partly license to make his life fairly rough (without destroying him), to let me explore having my inner sexuality provoked in a particularly kinky way that hits noncon, exhibitionishm, orientation play and muscle worship all in a particularly strong setting.
  29.  
  30. Yeah, it's deep.  We would need to talk it through to see if it can work.  I dont think i could... I would have a weird time playing or co-playing the cuck.  But I might be able to.  I know it would have to be men I don't previously know.  They would have to be conventional humans.  If dogs are involved at some point, they have to be actual dogs.  the dicks would have to be big, and they would have to know *exactly* how to fuck for maximum physical and psychological impact.  I have specific ideas but that's the gist.  
  31. [17:40] [user]Razzhil[/user]: It would make sense that one of these predators would have a very big, very well-trained dog
  32. [17:40] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Unf.
  33. [17:41] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: that makes me crazy.
  34. [17:42] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Not right away.  Perhaps as punishment for the husband not living up to some part of an ongoing arrangment, like not asking for the promition the fuckteam thinks he deserves (they're taking part of his pay as payment for the privilege of letting them 'train' me sexually).  Or because every so often, they just need me for some very specialized sexual use.  
  35. [17:43] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I might have thought some about this.
  36. [17:44] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Or because they call for a gangbang one night during a date and he tries to draw a line
  37. [17:48] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Especially after they've laid out the rules, that include me spending one day a week with them, and once a month 'anytime notification, she's ours for the night' arrangment.  Or similar.  Yes, point being, he fucked up and she pays sexually, except.... they just... know.  How to get her to enjoy it, perversely, weirdly, awkwardly, embarrasingly.  To see her *cum* with a dog.  To watch her suck the dog's cock, when she barely sucks his.  Yeah.  This is pretty fucked up.
  38. [17:51] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I see the leader being ex military.  I think part of why he's doing this is because the cuck's description of Myke's prior military service, that she's a Ranger, intrigued him.  I think that him and Myke specifically will form a bond.  not love, but respect.  Even when he's raping her hard.  That's a strongly appealing dynamic.
  39. [17:52] [user]Razzhil[/user]: He knows she can take a hardship, and he wants to stretch her limits. Show her new boundaries
  40. [17:52] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: And her muscularity is just a fucking turn on.  :)  
  41. [17:52] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Show HIM her new boundaries too.
  42. [17:53] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Mhm. She can develop her need to show him up
  43. [17:55] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I think there would be an element of... helplessness.  And honesty.  She's not out to humiliate the cuck.  But she can't help, at a real level, responding sexually to these men.  They're unnaturally good at this.  She would never, ever have guessed.  It's still wrong as hell and completely criminal, but they have video of her responding to them, honestly, that would compromise many elements of her life.  To say nothing of their safety.  These are Serious Dudes.
  44. [17:56] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Each one with a serious background, proof of violence, Not To Be Fucked With
  45. [17:58] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Yup.  And I'm not their only 'client'.  I imagine them having a number of cucks on blackmail strings like this, collecting money from them and cunt from their wives.  But they're picky.  Only women that really appeal to them sexually.  Myke would be unique in that regard, and I think they've been setting up the husband for awhile.  
  46. [17:58] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Violent men more than capable of making life 9or death) VERY hard for both of them.
  47. [18:00] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Mhm. Their usual prey is trophy wives of rich management types, men with petty power and no solid skills. This one is different, and they're really not sure, at first, if they'll enjoy it. The leader convinces them to give it a shot.
  48. [18:01] [user]Razzhil[/user]: They really only plan the first gangrape, but after that they're hooked.
  49. [18:03] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I agree.  That first afternoon when the husband is at work and they rape Myke for hours, all sweaty, and they're just... bone hard, rock hard into it and they realize how fucking responsive she is... and how incredibly awkward that makes it for her, being a literal, hoenst dyke (husband would have explained his weird relationship with her online).  they recalibrate their role and expand it considerably.
  50. [18:12] [user]Razzhil[/user]: "Jesus, dude, she came like a whore, I dumped four loads in her and I'm still hard. We're gonna have to talk about this..."
  51. [18:12] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Unf.  
  52. [18:12] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Perfect.  Yes.  "Wa are going to have to talk about this."
  53. [18:25] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Let's keep talking about this.  I know we have a lot on the back (and front) burners.  But this has a really different appeal.  As you say, me 'not knowing you' makes it... I dunno... weirdly objectifying.  Until it isn't.  And they we can re-introduce all of the intimacy detailed the we already have established.  At our pace and leisure.  Depending on where and how it goes.
  54. [18:28] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I like discussing this. Does it make it hard to conceive of playing it, when we explore so many details? Or does this become a de facto scene, for us?
  55. [18:31] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I am pretty sure discussing the details is both hot and necessary for me.  I don't think it spoils anything.  And the details will be important, because my kink here is very specific.  I still don't quite know how we handle the cuck.  
  56. [18:31] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: He's a requirement.  I think I might need to play him.  I think I might be able to.  I'd need you to play more than one male, with distinct flavors.
  57. [18:32] [user]Razzhil[/user]: My gut says the cuck is usually off-screen, witnessed by the snippets we send him, the apologies you make, the discussions we have with you about why we're punishing you harder this time
  58. [18:33] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I was working up four males, distinct ones with their own flavors of predatory nature
  59. [18:36] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Four the right number.  The leader would have a hard edge but that intimacy bond beased on shared military service.  One of them should be sweet.  One of them should be young and essentially being trained by the others.  
  60. [18:36] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Four *is the right number
  61. [18:39] [user]Razzhil[/user]: One of them is a sociopath who enjoys violating for the sake of it, and the leader is the only one that can keep him in line
  62. [18:40] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Gods.
  63. [18:41] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I mean.  Jesus Dez.  I was literally... *literally* just thinking the exact same thing.
  64. [18:41] *[user]Razzhil[/user] grins
  65. [18:41] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Thats our foursome.  The Ex mil leader, the sociopath, the sweet regular guy and the kid.
  66. [18:41] [user]Razzhil[/user]: And the kid is eager to impress all the dudes
  67. [18:42] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: And virile as only a young male can be.
  68. [18:42] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Obedient to them,  Awed by Myke.
  69. [18:42] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Can you log this conversation and send it to me in a pastebin link to my Notes>
  70. [18:45] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Sweet guy has seen every girl so far realize her place and get the fuck into it with these guys, so he eagerly anticipates it, ignoring any feelings of guilt
  71. [18:46] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Plus he's the guy who might reassure Myke or the cuck or both, like "Look guys... I know this is ... crazy, right?  *Crazy*.... but trust me, I've been through this with 20 other women.  In the end... you'll thank us."
  72. [18:47] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Yup
  73. [18:47] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Yup
  74. [18:47] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: "but for fuck's sake don't piss off Jim.  That dude is nuts."
  75. [18:48] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Okay... I gotta split.  This has serious promise.  I've said it before.  This feels very different.
  76. [18:48] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Love you babe.  You're so good to me.
  77. [18:48] [user]Myke Ryder[/user] has logged out.
  78. [user]Myke Ryder[/user]LogsTab SettingsAlert Staff
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  81. [17:44] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Or because they call for a gangbang one night during a date and he tries to draw a line
  82. [17:48] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Especially after they've laid out the rules, that include me spending one day a week with them, and once a month 'anytime notification, she's ours for the night' arrangment.  Or similar.  Yes, point being, he fucked up and she pays sexually, except.... they just... know.  How to get her to enjoy it, perversely, weirdly, awkwardly, embarrasingly.  To see her *cum* with a dog.  To watch her suck the dog's cock, when she barely sucks his.  Yeah.  This is pretty fucked up.
  83. [17:51] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I see the leader being ex military.  I think part of why he's doing this is because the cuck's description of Myke's prior military service, that she's a Ranger, intrigued him.  I think that him and Myke specifically will form a bond.  not love, but respect.  Even when he's raping her hard.  That's a strongly appealing dynamic.
  84. [17:52] [user]Razzhil[/user]: He knows she can take a hardship, and he wants to stretch her limits. Show her new boundaries
  85. [17:52] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: And her muscularity is just a fucking turn on.  :)  
  86. [17:52] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Show HIM her new boundaries too.
  87. [17:53] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Mhm. She can develop her need to show him up
  88. [17:55] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I think there would be an element of... helplessness.  And honesty.  She's not out to humiliate the cuck.  But she can't help, at a real level, responding sexually to these men.  They're unnaturally good at this.  She would never, ever have guessed.  It's still wrong as hell and completely criminal, but they have video of her responding to them, honestly, that would compromise many elements of her life.  To say nothing of their safety.  These are Serious Dudes.
  89. [17:56] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Each one with a serious background, proof of violence, Not To Be Fucked With
  90. [17:58] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Yup.  And I'm not their only 'client'.  I imagine them having a number of cucks on blackmail strings like this, collecting money from them and cunt from their wives.  But they're picky.  Only women that really appeal to them sexually.  Myke would be unique in that regard, and I think they've been setting up the husband for awhile.  
  91. [17:58] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Violent men more than capable of making life 9or death) VERY hard for both of them.
  92. [18:00] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Mhm. Their usual prey is trophy wives of rich management types, men with petty power and no solid skills. This one is different, and they're really not sure, at first, if they'll enjoy it. The leader convinces them to give it a shot.
  93. [18:01] [user]Razzhil[/user]: They really only plan the first gangrape, but after that they're hooked.
  94. [18:03] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I agree.  That first afternoon when the husband is at work and they rape Myke for hours, all sweaty, and they're just... bone hard, rock hard into it and they realize how fucking responsive she is... and how incredibly awkward that makes it for her, being a literal, hoenst dyke (husband would have explained his weird relationship with her online).  they recalibrate their role and expand it considerably.
  95. [18:12] [user]Razzhil[/user]: "Jesus, dude, she came like a whore, I dumped four loads in her and I'm still hard. We're gonna have to talk about this..."
  96. [18:12] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Unf.  
  97. [18:12] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Perfect.  Yes.  "Wa are going to have to talk about this."
  98. [18:25] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Let's keep talking about this.  I know we have a lot on the back (and front) burners.  But this has a really different appeal.  As you say, me 'not knowing you' makes it... I dunno... weirdly objectifying.  Until it isn't.  And they we can re-introduce all of the intimacy detailed the we already have established.  At our pace and leisure.  Depending on where and how it goes.
  99. [18:28] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I like discussing this. Does it make it hard to conceive of playing it, when we explore so many details? Or does this become a de facto scene, for us?
  100. [18:31] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I am pretty sure discussing the details is both hot and necessary for me.  I don't think it spoils anything.  And the details will be important, because my kink here is very specific.  I still don't quite know how we handle the cuck.  
  101. [18:31] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: He's a requirement.  I think I might need to play him.  I think I might be able to.  I'd need you to play more than one male, with distinct flavors.
  102. [18:32] [user]Razzhil[/user]: My gut says the cuck is usually off-screen, witnessed by the snippets we send him, the apologies you make, the discussions we have with you about why we're punishing you harder this time
  103. [18:33] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I was working up four males, distinct ones with their own flavors of predatory nature
  104. [18:36] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Four the right number.  The leader would have a hard edge but that intimacy bond beased on shared military service.  One of them should be sweet.  One of them should be young and essentially being trained by the others.  
  105. [18:36] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Four *is the right number
  106. [18:39] [user]Razzhil[/user]: One of them is a sociopath who enjoys violating for the sake of it, and the leader is the only one that can keep him in line
  107. [18:40] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Gods.
  108. [18:41] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I mean.  Jesus Dez.  I was literally... *literally* just thinking the exact same thing.
  109. [18:41] *[user]Razzhil[/user] grins
  110. [18:41] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Thats our foursome.  The Ex mil leader, the sociopath, the sweet regular guy and the kid.
  111. [18:41] [user]Razzhil[/user]: And the kid is eager to impress all the dudes
  112. [18:42] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: And virile as only a young male can be.
  113. [18:42] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Obedient to them,  Awed by Myke.
  114. [18:42] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Can you log this conversation and send it to me in a pastebin link to my Notes>
  115. [18:45] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Sweet guy has seen every girl so far realize her place and get the fuck into it with these guys, so he eagerly anticipates it, ignoring any feelings of guilt
  116. [18:46] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Plus he's the guy who might reassure Myke or the cuck or both, like "Look guys... I know this is ... crazy, right?  *Crazy*.... but trust me, I've been through this with 20 other women.  In the end... you'll thank us."
  117. [18:47] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Yup
  118. [18:47] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: "but for fuck's sake don't piss off Jim.  That dude is nuts."
  119. [18:48] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Okay... I gotta split.  This has serious promise.  I've said it before.  This feels very different.
  120. [18:48] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Love you babe.  You're so good to me.
  121. [20:44] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Still thinking about it.
  122. [20:50] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Me too
  123. [20:51] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: That was a place that was surprisingly sensitive in my head.
  124. [20:52] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Aye. Something that bears strong consideration, and strong authenticity
  125. [20:53] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I just think about being all fours on a bed.  Dudes around me working on me, provoking me sexually, sweaty and gleaming.  Someone filming.
  126. [20:56] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Young kid films. It's his role. Sociopath films when the kid gets his turn. The Sociopath has an eye for the camera. He captures the special spasms and tension that are hard to see.
  127. [20:58] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Possibly Sociopath has a clinical interest, which is why he doesn't miss anything.  I like that there's a hierarchy, that Kid has to wait for the bigger dogs to finish or invite him.  I like him *learning*.  Being shown, taught.  
  128. [20:59] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Then given his chance to prove his competence, once she's revved up and dripping
  129. [20:59] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: And the men actually coax him, give him tips on how to rock the dyke's world.  
  130. [20:59] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Matter of fact corruption.
  131. [21:00] [user]Razzhil[/user]: The kid has a big dick. A monster. He's a little self-conscious about it, but the dyke can take it
  132. [21:02] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: He's young.  18 max.  Young and hung and horny in a dumb animal way.  Making it with a hot dyke butch in a way that most men never get to experience, let alone a fresh kid right out of high school.
  133. [21:03] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Usually can't get more than halfway in. Sometimes three-quarters. In the dyke, the guys jeer him on to bury the hatchet. To the root.
  134. [21:03] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Even if it is in her ass
  135. [21:07] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: They make a bit of a spectacle of it, telling the dyke to look at it.  Kiss it.  Someone's mouth is messing with her clit in a way she thought only women could understand and the Leader guides the kid's dick into her mouth and her lips spread without resistance and she sucks.  She sucks slow and honest and it would be clear they were getting to her.
  136. [21:08] [user]Razzhil[/user]: A monster of that magnitude deserves worship, even from a butchdyke
  137. [21:09] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: That's what they'd tell her.  Especially a bulldyke.  Takes a proper stud to appreciate a dick like that, honor it, worship it.  
  138. [21:10] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Only a real stud could handle it. Those other skanks just crumble
  139. [21:10] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Let him in. Get your tongue all around it, get a good taste
  140. [21:12] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: And the words aren't taunts, they're low, urgent honest orders, they want her to get off on it, how to work on a cock like that.  Dykes gotta learn.
  141. [21:12] [user]Razzhil[/user]: And what better way than to learn with the kid. That kid and his big, monster, dykewrecking cock
  142. [21:13] [user]Razzhil[/user]: After the others have used you for their own pleasure
  143. [21:16] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: How can the cuck compete with that?  It's too much, she can't resist something like that.  It's not even that he's small, he's above average.  But that.  That cock, he'd understand, on a weirdly empathic level, that's why I can't help responding.  I almost have no choice.  Makes me ache, feeling myself get more and more worked up, and more and more confused and angry and hungry.   They left me no choice, zero room to run.  Cornered me.  Made me cum.  I'd know that.  Husband knows it.
  144. [21:22] [user]Razzhil[/user]: And there, once he gets it in to the hilt, with his balls up against your glutes and his pelvis crushing on your huge clit and that expression of lustful surprise on his young face, and your lubed asshole if squeezing the life out of him, your abs flexing helplessly, when his cum starts pouring into the deepest reach you've ever felt... That is where you realize how right it truly is. Like the fates conspired to put your dykeass in the path of this monster.
  145. [21:26] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Eventually, I would enjoy the cuck feeling a weird anger when they make it clear the dudes know things about how to handle a huge clit that he could only dream of doing.  He thought he knew how to make her cum, successfully negotiating her difficult climax cycle.  It being the ONE THING he really prided himself on being able to provide to his dyke wife.  And these guys making her cum explosively, again and again.  Her clit this monster that they suck, rub and master.  It would make him angry and envious and also, he'd have to hand it to them too, secretly sort of understanding their arousal and their fascination with his stud wife's massive clit.
  146. [21:27] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: That she gets fucked... with a cock like *that*... WHILE someone is messing with her clit and making it do things she didn't know it could.  No dyke can resist that.  It's unfair.
  147. [21:27] [user]Razzhil[/user]: And he would learn, from them
  148. [21:28] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Carefully.  Patiently.
  149. [21:29] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Begrudgingly
  150. [21:29] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Ruefully
  151. [21:30] [user]Razzhil[/user]: And when he gets his turn, alone with her, it would come with a certain cruelty
  152. [21:31] [user]Razzhil[/user]: A savagery that comes from repressing his rage against them
  153. [21:34] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: That's what they do.  Sweet Guy isn't kidding when he says all the women end up loving it and many of the couples end up with stronger marriages.  He'd be furious because he knows, has been forced to watch how his beloved dyke is forced to arouse and climax because they know how to get to her and that he was dependent on them, for that secret knowledge.  That he was grateful, at the same time as raging.
  154. [21:35] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Okay.  I'm naked and lotioned up and I'm getting ready to offer my clit to CW for her weekly molestation.  I'm *aroused* because of you.
  155. [21:37] [user]Razzhil[/user]: He'd been so timid, convinced himself that it was respect. These men have no fear, but show an odd kind of respect. Every one is hard for the dyke, every one appreciates her in the most torrid fashion
  156. [21:37] *[user]Razzhil[/user] smirks and runs his fingers along your hip
  157. [21:37] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I love you babe.  Thank you for pissing all over my brain.
  158. [21:37] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: That's a compliment.
  159. [21:37] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I love your, stud
  160. [21:38] [user]Razzhil[/user]: You*
  161. [21:38] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Mmh, I well gathered such. I authentically love pissing on your intimate parts
  162. [21:38] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Soiling and arousing at the same time.  Because of.
  163. [21:39] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: This is the *kinkiest* shit
  164. [21:40] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: If we ever do a threesome with another male in a private room, THAT is the scene I'd want to play.  You the Alpha Leader, him the kid with the big dick and no experience (and service top).  And me.  You teaching him everything there is to know about how to get inside my head.
  165. [21:41] *[user]Razzhil[/user] grunts
  166. [21:41] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Yeah.
  167. [21:41] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Heh... Like that scene when the Pup was his minotaur
  168. [21:41] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Yes.  On steroids.  No pun intended.
  169. [21:41] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Mmh
  170. [21:42] *[user]Myke Ryder[/user] grunts
  171. [21:43] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Helping, guiding, jeering and coaching him into raping you as deep as earthly possible
  172. [21:44] [user]Razzhil[/user]: And dragging out those harsh, guttural, but-wrenching groans
  173. [21:44] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: While your dyke comes slowly apart and you pry loose every sexual response I have.
  174. [21:44] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Gut*
  175. [21:44] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Yeah.
  176. [21:45] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Anyway.  Write in in your spelunking guide, Dyke Edition.
  177. [21:45] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I'll add it to the file
  178. [21:45] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Tales of Dyke Depravity
  179. [21:45] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I love you (again).  You take really good care of me.
  180. [21:46] [user]Razzhil[/user]: And I love you, dykestud. I appreciate your vulnerability
  181.  
  182. [2019-11-20 23:48] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: There we go.
  183. [2019-11-20 23:48] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Woofdyke
  184. [2019-11-20 23:48] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Woofdog.
  185. [2019-11-20 23:49] *[user]Razzhil[/user] steps up close and noses into your shoulder
  186. [2019-11-20 23:49] *[user]Dyke Gayle[/user] smells like dyke.  A little musky, a lot butch.
  187. [2019-11-20 23:50] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I believe I am here to 'just chat'.  Dunno how long, probably not too long.  But I did want to make an appearance, because you arouse the fuck outta me.
  188. [2019-11-20 23:51] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Well, that's good, because you arouse the fuck out of me
  189. [2019-11-20 23:52] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Be awful awkward if it was just one of us
  190. [2019-11-20 23:52] *[user]Razzhil[/user] smirks
  191. [2019-11-20 23:52] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Very awkward.
  192. [2019-11-20 23:52] *[user]Razzhil[/user] curls his tongue down into your shirt and up your chest
  193. [2019-11-20 23:52] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I just responded, by the way
  194. [2019-11-20 23:53] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: May I take a moment to read?  I literally just checked 10 min ago and nothing, and now, delicious treat.
  195. [2019-11-20 23:53] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Certainly
  196. [2019-11-20 23:53] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Be right back.
  197. [2019-11-20 23:53] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I'll keep myself busy licking your chest
  198. [2019-11-20 23:55] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: "He's gonna pop."  Matrix reference, Joey Pants' character.
  199. [2019-11-20 23:55] [user]Razzhil[/user]: The Sociopath
  200. [2019-11-20 23:56] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Yup.  Nicely done, considering the earlier direct reference to [i]The Matrix[/i], a movie firmly in my Top 10 all time.
  201. [2019-11-20 23:56] *[user]Dyke Gayle[/user] continues to read, enraptured.
  202. [2019-11-20 23:56] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Thank you
  203. [00:03] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Gods damn, Dez.
  204. [00:03] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: That was.  Really.  Good.
  205. [00:03] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I felt it as soon as I read yours
  206. [00:03] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I literally had no idea that would happen, earlier tonight
  207. [00:04] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I like how we're feeding each other with this, and yet I have the honest feeling neither of us knows where it's going.  But that we both want to explore it anyway.
  208. [00:04] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I didn't know what I was going to write earlier tonight, only that I HAD to write.
  209. [00:04] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I HAD to.
  210. [00:05] *[user]Razzhil[/user] nods and cups your ass, pulling you in, bulge to bulge
  211. [00:05] *[user]Dyke Gayle[/user] pulls in close, rubbing slowly on you, grinding, her eyes up to yours, staring.
  212. [00:05] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: That... everything about that was kinky as living fuck.  I was riveted.
  213. [00:06] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I actually had to go back and reread my post from earlier halfway through yours, just to get completely into David's head with you.
  214. [00:08] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I want to say that it made the most sense, but the reality is that I only really knew that he was going to threaten them with a gun, when I started writing
  215. [00:10] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: You handled it... you wrote it, in exactly the way I would have imagined it if I had written it myself.  Except I can tell you, emphatically, that I never would have imagined it myself.  It's fucking *perfect*, what you wrote.  I was riveted because you were feeding me candy and I loved every word.
  216. [00:11] *[user]Razzhil[/user] smiles and squeezes, throbs idly into your bulgespace, breathing you deep and urgently
  217. [00:11] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: The WRX... such a delicious touch.  And the Sociopath's last words.... [b]gods[/b]
  218. [00:12] *[user]Dyke Gayle[/user] breathes with you, in unison.  Feeling connected.
  219. [00:12] [user]Razzhil[/user]: This is a really dark scene.  I think we're walking in deeply shared cavern space
  220. [00:13] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: This feels like Base Camp of a new Mountain, babe.
  221. [00:13] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Mmh
  222. [00:13] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: And the caverns over us are sprawling, and depraved.
  223. [00:14] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I feel.
  224. [00:14] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Eager.
  225. [00:14] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: And poignant, and deeply disturbed, like a parasite rippling under my skin.  Except, it's pleasurable.  Painfully so, exquisitely so.
  226. [00:15] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: It feels intensely intimate.
  227. [00:15] [user]Razzhil[/user]: And authentic
  228. [00:15] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Yeah.
  229. [00:15] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: How do you feel?  After writing that tonight?
  230. [00:16] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Can you continue?
  231. [00:16] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Not tonight necessarily.  In general, I mean.
  232. [00:17] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Yes.  I feel... twisted.  Like I'm using my own manipulative traits, with your help, to drag out the powerless pieces and wring them
  233. [00:18] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Vulnerable
  234. [00:18] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I have to tell you.  You write David *really* well.
  235. [00:18] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I felt his angst.  Like I was reading a screenplay to a very big budget movie
  236. [00:19] [user]Razzhil[/user]: The space in which he feels real is narrow, but it goes a long way
  237. [00:19] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: That's how I feel as Myke.  Deeply constrained.  And yet... weirdly, perversely liberated in a way.
  238. [00:20] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Like when a Dom puts the shackles on his sub, and she feels both restrained, and also enlightened.
  239. [00:22] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I can definitely continue this.  It's painful like a hard lift.  I think it'll get easier, then harder as we get deeper in
  240. [00:23] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I think there are grooves to this.  Sweet spots.  I know the sex between Myke and the Guys is going to be freaky and kinky and have elements that are going to be delicious.  The noncon mixing with the camaraderie and the belated, weird mutual respect.  
  241. [00:24] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: And the David character is critical to it... in a way I can't really describe well at all.
  242. [00:25] [user]Razzhil[/user]: He's the sense of consequence, the bitter edge of the medicine, the ache in the muscles the next day.  He's the real leverage against her, like she is against him.
  243. [00:27] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Agreed.  It's critical for Myke's complete deal to function.  I feel protective of him!  And also, this weird, perverse feeling like I'm helping him, by trying to learn to adapt, to what the Guys are forcing me to do.  To give in to their... their worship?  Their appreciation.  To enjoy it.  
  244. [00:27] [user]Razzhil[/user]: To be a part of their plan
  245. [00:27] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I dunno if that makes any sense.  All I know is I am finding this kinky in a deeply weird and new way.
  246. [00:27] [user]Razzhil[/user]: That's the real key of a skilled manipulator, when you find yourself wanting to help them for reasons you can't quite describe
  247. [00:28] [user]Razzhil[/user]: "It's gonna be a lot better for everyone if you work with us, here.  Trust me."
  248. [00:29] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I like that all of the men are cyphers.  I don't know any of them.  And that's kinky as fuck to me.  I like that we've developed distinct personalities for them.  
  249. [00:29] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Also, I would like to say, to worship  you a little.  You are SUCH a good RPer.
  250. [00:30] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Seriously.  Dude.
  251. [00:30] *[user]Razzhil[/user] smiles
  252. [00:30] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: But, it takes a special partner to bring out the best... and worst... in you.
  253. [00:30] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I wouldn't have found this trail without you
  254. [00:31] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I can conclusively say the same of you.  Anyway, I wanted to thank you.  This is special.
  255. [00:31] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Thank you, as well.  This one hits home hard, for me, too
  256. [00:31] *[user]Razzhil[/user] presses his lips to yours for a long, lingering moment
  257. [00:32] *[user]Dyke Gayle[/user] opens her mouth gratefully, a little awkwardly to you, her tongue spearing gently, carefully, licking the margins of your lips.
  258. [00:33] *[user]Razzhil[/user] welcomes your tongue, greeting it with his own, stroking along the length of it, sharing flavors and soaking you in his wetness, the hand on your dykeass keeping you close in against his chest
  259. [00:34] *[user]Dyke Gayle[/user] is firm... hard under your hands.  Feeling taut, muscular, tough.  More than a little masculine.  Her scent complex, earthy.  Her mouth inviting yet hesitant.  Everything new, and strange and always a little off kilter orientation wise, but not unpleasantly so.
  260. [00:36] *[user]Razzhil[/user] takes his time exploring your lips, curling up to taste the edge of your gums and down across your teeth, the sharp point of your fang, and in the hot space between your jaws.  His fingers explore the complex expanse of your back, feeling along muscular swells and grooves, the flexing responses, each one seeming to pull you further in against him, as though he could meld one being out of affection alone
  261. [00:39] *[user]Dyke Gayle[/user] flares her back for you as we slowly, exploratorily kiss, her shoulders and lats animal-wide, a female beast in your possessive grasp.  Yours.  Your powerful, crazy-aroused, fucked up dyke mutt.  Grunting softly as you explore her various tendons, sinews, muscles.   She opens her hot mouth and lets you explore at your leisure, under her lips, over her teeth, now and then capturing your tongue in her lips and sucking slowly, almost... curiously, surprising herself at how kinky it is.  Wonder in her eyes.
  262. [00:42] *[user]Razzhil[/user] holds back, just a bit, from the urgent curiosity of your suckling lips, enough to let you build up some mental pressure, before surging forward and filling your mouth with the alien muscle, wet and thick and curling to taste the deeper reaches of you.  It rolls through your mouth, mashing into yours and filling us both with the slimy texture of another person's body, all the while pulsing harder in against your bulge with the firm swelling of his own through the thin fabric of his shorts, damp and strained with scarcely concealed arousal.
  263. [00:45] *[user]Dyke Gayle[/user] kisses with you, deep and slow and intimate as fuck.  Soft, wet sounds.  Sliding lips.  Spearing tongues.  Her scent gets saltier, more robust as you aroused your dyke, the smell of her pits coming to both of us belatedly.  Her clit throbbing, a boner in her cammies, rubbing insistently on your dickbulge.  Tongues eventually deep in each other's mouths.  As deep as we can go, slowly swirling around, sharing more than the feel of it... the mental intimacy of it.  The soul of it.
  264. [00:51] *[user]Razzhil[/user] runs his hands up across your back, down across your glutes, gripping and groping and squeezing your muscularity with a trembling force, nails biting in, gouging red lines in his wake through your tee, drawing you hard in against his grunting embrace.  This deep, wet, intimate kiss consumes him, like he's trying to consume you, his tongue feasting into your mouth, hungrily suckling yours whenever it is found near his lips, nostrils flared with the rich scent of his dyke's body, musk and sex, salt and earth, swirling into the raw, reeking masculinity that bleeds from him to join you, ramped up in this steamy space between us.
  265. [00:56] *[user]Dyke Gayle[/user] kisses slow, and wet, and lazily like this for long minutes, until she finally, reluctantly breaks it, gently, chewing on each of your lips gently in the aftermath, cleaning them, licking your mouth like a submissive canine bitch.  Her eyes burning blue fire as she stares at you.  A kinky curled grin up at you.  She stares at you for a long moment, frisky, and intimate.  Smells her mouth on yours, the wet musk.  
  266.  
  267. "I want to write something for you tomorrow morning.  I'd also like to do something real-time if you have the time and inclination tomorrow.  I know what I'll write if you don't offer any guidance, but if there's anything in particular you'd like to read, let me know.  I want to fucking worship you.
  268. [00:58] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: "I don't know" is a completely acceptable answer too.
  269. [00:58] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Wait....
  270. [00:58] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I know what I need to write.
  271. [00:58] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: It just occurred to me.
  272. [01:00] *[user]Razzhil[/user] nods slowly against you, wordless for a long stretch in the aftermath of this intimate moment, tongue coursing across his lips and fingers tight on your ass.  By the time he finds words, you've sorted your challenge, and a smile crosses his lips, bringing them up to press against your forehead before bringing his own down to grind there, "Good talk."  He says, a little breathless and grinning, "Real-time will be challenging, but I will be able to tell you, one way or another.  I will await your kinky, dark, creative mind."
  273. [01:02] *[user]Dyke Gayle[/user] nodding.  "I can live with this.  I can also tell you I'll be ready, on a day soon, to explore this, in real time, on a night like tonight.  We might only be able to nibble for awhile, but this has me by the cunt.  You have me by the cunt.  And I want you to squeeze.  I thought about the Iraq Show often during my dinner out with CW.  Often.
  274. [01:03] [user]Razzhil[/user]: That's a dark chapter
  275. [01:03] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I'll be thinking about Captain's convo with David in bed tonight.
  276. [01:04] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: It's dark... but also?  Not dark in the same way as we've discussed before with interrogation scenes.  This... it's different, dark in a different way.  I feel so worshipped and exploited at the same time.  It is perverse.
  277. [01:05] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: It's hard to put into words.  Clinical, and deeply personal... all at the same time.
  278. [01:05] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Mmh.  It's deep in the caves.  Not cruel.  Intimate.  Painfully so.
  279. [01:05] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Yeah.
  280. [01:05] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: You're the only one who can do this with me.
  281. [01:06] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I literally get wet just thinking about it.
  282. [01:06] *[user]Razzhil[/user] slips his hand down to your loins, cupping up around your dykebulge and [b]squeezing[/b]
  283. [01:06] *[user]Dyke Gayle[/user] is hot and moist down there.  Her clit is swollen, exposed.  Throbbing.
  284. [01:07] *[user]Razzhil[/user] grunts and kneads at you, hefting hard enough to draw you onto your toes and in against his chest, "I want you.  I [b]want[/b] you.  You.  My dyke.  Mine."
  285. [01:09] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I want to learn from you.  Sexually.  Emotionally.  Orientationally.  I want you to make me better.  At cock.  At relaxing, at opening up.  
  286. [01:09] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Serve you in all your flavors.  The dark, violent part of you.  The sweet, vulnerable part of you.
  287. [01:10] [user]Razzhil[/user]: You will find them all in these caves
  288. [01:10] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: The kinky, clinical part of you.  The part of you that really gets off on the fact that I'm a muscledyke.  
  289. [01:10] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I will follow where you lead.  And lead you into some caves of my own, if I can.  Iraq is a big one.  
  290. [01:11] *[user]Razzhil[/user] nods and runs the tip of his middle finger down along your molten sex, pressing hard in at the root of your swollen dykelet
  291. [01:13] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I'm gonna slide into my rack and read your work again.  Our work.  I'll touch myself some, but CW and I are going to fuck hard tomorrow and I'm on no-orgasm protocol.
  292. [01:13] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Understood.  Be careful, this thing is loaded.
  293. [01:13] *[user]Dyke Gayle[/user] GRINS.
  294. [01:14] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Gods you're cool.
  295. [01:14] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I feel so lucky.  Knowing you.  Having you be into me.
  296. [01:14] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I'm way into you, dyke.  Hard as fuck
  297. [01:14] *[user]Razzhil[/user] squeezes
  298. [01:14] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Rack hard, beautiful.  Daddy's hungry
  299. [01:15] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: Dyke is starving.
  300. [01:15] [user]Dyke Gayle[/user]: I will.
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  309. [2019-11-21 19:22] [user]Razzhil[/user]: We're both wandering into the darkness, here. Hand in hand.
  310. [2019-11-21 19:22] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Does anything concrete worry you?
  311. [2019-11-21 19:24] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Only one thing. As intense as it is, with scenes at work and the inevitable interruptions that occur, do you have any concerns about switching between intense, emotion-driven scenes and the long periods of silence?
  312. [2019-11-21 19:24] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I know that, in the past, that has been frustrating for me in much less meaningful encounters, much less one like this
  313. [2019-11-21 19:27] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: My time is so precious that honstly I find it a sexual relief to grab any time I can to pursue this with you.  this is... intense in a diffeent way that in the past.  This is less scary and more compelling.  You'll start seeing me at night on this.  
  314.  
  315. If I'm not able to talk to you directly, it seems like writing to you in email form provides me a great deal of pleasure.  Not saying that's what I want to do all the time.  I really loved picking at it in near-actual RP today with you.  I really LOVED that.
  316. [2019-11-21 19:28] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I did too. I also really enjoy sharing the characters with you
  317. [2019-11-21 19:29] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I want to gush about you for a moment :)
  318. [2019-11-21 19:30] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: You are so fucking good at this.  this particular thing we're doing, it highlight all of your skills.  Your ability as a dominant.  Your ability to set a story direction.  To move effortlessly between characters and make every one of them different, and believable.
  319. [2019-11-21 19:34] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Thank you, dyke. Your perspective means a great deal to me. This has been a heavy experience, so far, and I'm way into it. I love exploring this theme we've discovered, that you've exposed to us.
  320. [2019-11-21 19:35] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I'm glad.  Very glad.  I know I've been driving this to a significant extent.  Please feel free to put your mark on it and guide in directions you want to go too.
  321. [2019-11-21 19:37] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I have been. You sparked this blaze, I feel that we're both carrying the torch, now. I've really enjoyed fleshing out David and the crew, their interaction, the motivations, the hardship.
  322. [2019-11-21 19:38] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I worship you.  I feel privileged and a little selfish, it's so fucking good.
  323. [2019-11-21 19:40] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I feel empowered, to be able to both rape you and long for you, to feel both so keenly, at once. Jealousy of the self to the nth degree
  324. [2019-11-21 19:40] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I have to say... I felt a weird, and perverse sympathy/empathy for David when I was writing for him.
  325. [2019-11-21 19:41] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Like self torture.
  326. [2019-11-21 19:41] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: That arouses.
  327. [2019-11-21 19:42] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I'm very familiar with it. How did you feel writing as your assailants?
  328. [2019-11-21 19:42] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Conflicted.  In a weirdly sensual way.  Also like self torture.
  329. [2019-11-21 19:43] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Listen, I gotta jet.  I'm late for running errands and CW and I are fucking when I get home.
  330. [2019-11-21 19:43] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I love you, Daddy.  You're taking such fucking good care of me.
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  355.  
  356. Command Help
  357. ×
  358. /me - Post as action
  359. Syntax: /me <Message> This will cause your message to be formatted differently, as an action your character is performing.
  360.  
  361.                 Parameters:
  362.                 Message - The message to post as an action - the action you would like your character to perform.
  363.                
  364.  
  365. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  366. This command can be executed in a private conversation tab.
  367.  
  368.  
  369. /join - Join channel
  370. Syntax: /join <Channel ID> Joins the channel with the given name/ID.
  371.  
  372.                 Parameters:
  373.                 Channel ID - The name/ID of the channel to join. For official channels, this is the name, for private rooms this is the ID.
  374.                
  375.  
  376.  
  377. /close - Close tab
  378. Syntax: /close Closes the currently viewed PM or channel tab.
  379. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  380. This command can be executed in a private conversation tab.
  381.  
  382.  
  383. /priv - Open conversation
  384. Syntax: /priv <Character> Opens a conversation with the given character.
  385.  
  386.                 Parameters:
  387.                 Character - The name of a character. Must be valid and logged in - override by putting in double quotes.
  388.                
  389.  
  390.  
  391. /uptime - Uptime
  392. Syntax: /uptime Requests statistics about server uptime.
  393.  
  394. /clear - Clear tab
  395. Syntax: /clear Clears the currently viewed tab, emptying its message list. No logs will be deleted.
  396.  
  397. /status - Set status
  398. Syntax: /status <Status> [Message] Sets your status along with an optional message.
  399.  
  400.                 Parameters:
  401.                 Status - A valid status, namely "online", "busy", "looking", "away" or "dnd".
  402.                
  403. Message (optional): - An optional status message of up to 255 bytes.
  404.                
  405.  
  406.  
  407. /roll - Dice roll
  408. Syntax: /roll <Dice> Rolls dice (RNG), displaying the result to all members of the current tab.
  409.  
  410.                 Parameters:
  411.                 Dice - Syntax: [1-9]d[1-100]. Addition and subtraction of rolls and fixed numbers is also possible. Example: /roll 1d6+1d20-5
  412.                
  413.  
  414. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  415. This command can be executed in a private conversation tab.
  416.  
  417.  
  418. /bottle - Spin the bottle
  419. Syntax: /bottle Spins a bottle, randomly selecting a member of the current tab and displaying it to all.
  420. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  421. This command can be executed in a private conversation tab.
  422.  
  423.  
  424. /warn - Warn channel
  425. Syntax: /warn <Message> Provides a way for channel moderators to warn/alert members. This message will be formatted differently, and is often used as a warning before moderator action.
  426.  
  427.                 Parameters:
  428.                 Message - The message to post as a warning.
  429.                
  430.  
  431. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  432.  
  433. This command requires you to be an operator in the selected channel.
  434.  
  435. /kick - Channel kick
  436. Syntax: /kick <Character> Removes a character from the current channel. They are free to rejoin - use /ban or /timeout if you want to get rid of them for a longer period of time.
  437.  
  438.                 Parameters:
  439.                 Character - The name of a character. Must be valid and logged in - override by putting in double quotes.
  440.                
  441.  
  442. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  443.  
  444. This command requires you to be an operator in the selected channel.
  445.  
  446. /ban - Channel ban
  447. Syntax: /ban <Character> Bans a character from the current channel. They will not be able to rejoin unless and until you undo this with /unban.
  448.  
  449.                 Parameters:
  450.                 Character - The name of a character. Must be valid and logged in - override by putting in double quotes.
  451.                
  452.  
  453. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  454.  
  455. This command requires you to be an operator in the selected channel.
  456.  
  457. /unban - Channel unban
  458. Syntax: /unban <Character> Unbans a character from the current channel, allowing them to rejoin.
  459.  
  460.                 Parameters:
  461.                 Character - The name of a character. Must be valid and logged in - override by putting in double quotes.
  462.                
  463.  
  464. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  465.  
  466. This command requires you to be an operator in the selected channel.
  467.  
  468. /banlist - Channel ban list
  469. Syntax: /banlist Requests the ban list for the current channel. The server will reply with a system response, which you will be able to view in the Console tab.
  470. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  471.  
  472. This command requires you to be an operator in the selected channel.
  473.  
  474. /timeout - Channel timeout
  475. Syntax: /timeout <Character>,<Duration> Temporarily bans the given character from the current channel. Mind the comma in the syntax!
  476.  
  477.                 Parameters:
  478.                 Character - The name of a character. Must be valid and logged in - override by putting in double quotes.
  479.                
  480. Duration - The number of minutes to ban the character for.
  481.                
  482.  
  483. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  484.  
  485. This command requires you to be an operator in the selected channel.
  486.  
  487. /setowner - Set channel owner
  488. Syntax: /setowner <Character> Set the owner of a channel to another character. The previous owner will be demoted to a member.
  489.  
  490.                 Parameters:
  491.                 Character - The name of a character. Must be valid and logged in - override by putting in double quotes.
  492.                
  493.  
  494. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  495.  
  496. This command requires you to be the owner of the selected channel.
  497.  
  498. /ignore - Ignore a character
  499. Syntax: /ignore <Character> Ignores the given character, and discards all of their messages, except in channels where you are a moderator.
  500.  
  501.                 Parameters:
  502.                 Character - The name of a character. Must be valid and logged in - override by putting in double quotes.
  503.                
  504.  
  505.  
  506. /unignore - Unignore a character
  507. Syntax: /unignore <Character> Removes the given character from your ignore list, and allows them to send you messages again.
  508.  
  509.                 Parameters:
  510.                 Character - The name of a character. Must be valid and logged in - override by putting in double quotes.
  511.                
  512.  
  513.  
  514. /ignorelist - Ignore list
  515. Syntax: /ignorelist Lists all of the characters currently on your ignore list.
  516.  
  517. /makeroom - Create private room
  518. Syntax: /makeroom <Room name> Creates a private room. Only people you /invite will be able to join it, and it will not be listed, until you open it with /openroom.
  519.  
  520.                 Parameters:
  521.                 Room name - A name for your new private room. Must be 1-64 in length.
  522.                
  523.  
  524.  
  525. /op - Promote to Channel OP
  526. Syntax: /op <Character> Promotes a character to channel OP in the current channel.
  527.  
  528.                 Parameters:
  529.                 Character - The name of a character. Must be valid and logged in - override by putting in double quotes.
  530.                
  531.  
  532. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  533.  
  534. This command requires you to be the owner of the selected channel.
  535.  
  536. /deop - Demote from Channel OP
  537. Syntax: /deop <Character> Demotes a character from channel OP in the current channel.
  538.  
  539.                 Parameters:
  540.                 Character - The name of a character. Must be valid and logged in - override by putting in double quotes.
  541.                
  542.  
  543. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  544.  
  545. This command requires you to be the owner of the selected channel.
  546.  
  547. /oplist - List Channel OPs
  548. Syntax: /oplist Lists all the OPs of the current channel.
  549. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  550.  
  551.  
  552. /invite - Invite to room
  553. Syntax: /invite <Character> Invites a character to the current channel. This will allow them to join it even if it is a closed room. You can revoke this with /kick, /ban or /timeout.
  554.  
  555.                 Parameters:
  556.                 Character - The name of a character. Must be valid and logged in - override by putting in double quotes.
  557.                
  558.  
  559. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  560.  
  561. This command requires you to be an operator in the selected channel.
  562.  
  563. /closeroom - Close room
  564. Syntax: /closeroom Closes the current channel. This will only allow people you /invite to join it, and remove it from the rooms list.
  565. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  566.  
  567. This command requires you to be the owner of the selected channel.
  568.  
  569. /openroom - Open room
  570. Syntax: /openroom Opens the current channel. This will allow anyone to join it, and let it be listed in the rooms list.
  571. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  572.  
  573. This command requires you to be the owner of the selected channel.
  574.  
  575. /setmode - Set room mode
  576. Syntax: /setmode <Mode> Set whether ads and/or chat are allowed in the current channel.
  577.  
  578.                 Parameters:
  579.                 Mode - A valid room mode, namely "ads", "chat" or "both".
  580.                
  581.  
  582. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  583.  
  584. This command requires you to be the owner of the selected channel.
  585.  
  586. /setdescription - Set room description
  587. Syntax: /setdescription <Description> Set the description for the current room.
  588.  
  589.                 Parameters:
  590.                 Description - New description for the room. May contain up to 50,000 characters, and valid chat BBCode.
  591.                
  592.  
  593. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  594.  
  595. This command requires you to be an operator in the selected channel.
  596.  
  597. /code - Copy channel code
  598. Syntax: /code Copies a BBCode link to the current channel into your clipboard. This can be pasted anywhere else on chat to render a link to this channel.
  599. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  600.  
  601. This command requires you to be the owner of the selected channel.
  602.  
  603. /killchannel - Destroy room
  604. Syntax: /killchannel PERMANENTLY kills/destroys/removes the current room. All associated settings and prestige will be lost. Make sure this is what you want to do, you cannot undo it.
  605. This command can be executed in a channel tab.
  606.  
  607. This command requires you to be the owner of the selected channel.
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  615. Notify for messagesDefault
  616. Yes
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  620. Notify for messages containing your nameDefault
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  626.             Use global highlight words
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  628. Custom highlight notify words (comma-separated)
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  852. [2019-11-20 18:03] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Interesting. There are a lot of details to this
  853. [2019-11-20 18:03] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Yeah.  It's a heavy RP lift.  I would provide... a hell of a show for you.  I can say pretty firmly.
  854. [2019-11-20 18:04] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: the upshot is that the session earned the Guys a lot of money,  Half of which they'de split with Myke and David.  Xmas bonus.  With instructions for David to take Myke someplace NICE.
  855. [2019-11-20 18:05] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: They're not animals.  They actually think they're providing a beneficial service.  Alternate marriage counseling.
  856. [2019-11-20 18:05] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Most of them aren't, anyway.
  857. [2019-11-20 18:05] [user]Razzhil[/user]: The Captain does. So does the Friend
  858. [2019-11-20 18:06] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Agreed.  The Kid is Just Happy to Be There.
  859. [2019-11-20 18:07] [user]Razzhil[/user]: He's trying to impress every one of them. He's definitely the most conflicted, but not about what they're doing to myke, just what the best way to do it is
  860. [2019-11-20 18:08] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I don't think he ever questions himself.  It's just what needs to be done.  And Myke, in particular, is under his skin.  He feels... paternal?  Like any officer is for his soldiers.  It's just that Myke is continuing her service... in a different way.
  861. [2019-11-20 18:09] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Gods i am aroused.  I can smell my pits.  They're wet.
  862. [2019-11-20 18:10] [user]Razzhil[/user]: The Captain is going to make myke the soldier she should be, and break David into a halfway decent grunt while he's at it. If all goes well, and the Sociopath doesn't lose his shit, David will be getting nice, deep blowjobs on the regular
  863. [2019-11-20 18:13] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: David has this... INCREDIBLE asset, and he's misusing it.  Like giving a Bennet sinper rifle to a weekend shooter.  Like giviing a Ferarri to a soccer mom.  It offends him that Myke is this... underutilized gem.  And he's arrogant enough, and perhaps experienced enough, to know that orientation and response are two different things.  There's no such thing as 'dyke'.  only skill and response.
  864. [2019-11-20 18:13] [user]Razzhil[/user]: What she wants doesn't matter. Her body knows better.
  865. [2019-11-20 18:13] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: And yes.  Teaching David to be a proper soldier... an honorary troop.
  866. [2019-11-20 18:14] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: A body like that... it BEGS to be shown what it knows.
  867. [2019-11-20 18:14] [user]Razzhil[/user]: A local militia, so to speak
  868. [2019-11-20 18:14] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Yeah.  
  869. [2019-11-20 18:14] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: You have it.  Perfectly.  That sexual dynamic is fucking candy.
  870. [2019-11-20 18:14] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I didn't realize it until we literally stumbled into it.
  871. [2019-11-20 18:17] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Seems like it's been churning in the deep places for a while
  872. [2019-11-20 18:20] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: But that's why it's weird.  I have, I suppose a bit of arrogance to think that I have my sexuality pretty well figured out at my age.  This is quite a surprise.  I think it distills together a lot of what we've been perpherally talking about, the examination, the interrogation, the noncon aspects, the servitude to males.  It's just...
  873. [2019-11-20 18:20] *[user]Myke Ryder[/user] laughs wryly.  "It's candy."
  874. [2019-11-20 18:22] [user]Razzhil[/user]: It's also meat. This will fill you and leave you exhausted. I'm very eager to see where it goes. To go there.
  875. [2019-11-20 18:24] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Yeah.  I couldn't hide it if I tried.  This is nuclear level dyke kink.
  876. [2019-11-20 18:25] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Now... I want one last time to say this.  There is zero pressure here,  On either of us.  Let's just see how it plays out.  I can, quite honestly, imagine whole conversations we might have, as Myke and whichever of the Guys, that barely involve sex, but dig into the mentality of this setup and lifestyle.  If you can keep your hands off me that long ;)
  877. [2019-11-20 18:26] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: But also, soooo much fucking.
  878. [2019-11-20 18:26] [user]Razzhil[/user]: It is quite difficult to keep my hands free, especially when we get in deep
  879. [2019-11-20 18:26] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I'm honest enough with myself at this point to admit I really fucking get off on being drenched in male virility.  This has that in spades.
  880. [2019-11-20 18:26] *[user]Myke Ryder[/user] nods.  "I like that."
  881. [2019-11-20 18:28] [user]Razzhil[/user]: It would be good to be able to slip into smaller interactions with the team, individual members, casual like this. We'll have to work out a way to communicate the switch from me to them
  882. [2019-11-20 18:29] [user]Razzhil[/user]: For now, I'm going to crash and prepare for my overnight. If i see you tonight, we'll explore the next scene
  883. [2019-11-20 18:30] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Got it.  happy prep, Daddy.  You are so good to me.  Thank you.
  884. [2019-11-20 18:31] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Thank you so much.
  885. [2019-11-20 18:32] *[user]Razzhil[/user] cups your cheek in his hand and runs his thumb across your temple, "And thank You, my beautiful dykebitch, for exploring and baring these raw, molten pieces with me." Placing a kiss on your forehead, squeezes for a moment, then heads off to bed, "I'll see you soon. Daddy loves his dyke, hard and soft."
  886. [2019-11-20 18:33] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Night Daddy.  Love you gorgeous.
  887. [2019-11-21 10:40] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Morning Daddy.
  888. [2019-11-21 10:42] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Good morning dyke
  889. [2019-11-21 10:42] *[user]Razzhil[/user] cups your ass and pulls you in
  890. [2019-11-21 10:43] *[user]Myke Ryder[/user] is clean, fresh, light natural musk, soap.  A bit of cunt, if your nostrils are sensitive.
  891. [2019-11-21 10:43] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I am.  Your cunt.
  892. [2019-11-21 10:44] *[user]Razzhil[/user] is pretty sensitive, especially for you, especially for those scents that gush forth when our bodies clash, and he fills his lungs and mind with the scent of you, his slacks tightening with the lunge up
  893. [2019-11-21 10:44] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Lungful*
  894. [2019-11-21 10:46] *[user]Myke Ryder[/user] offers whatever flesh Daddy wishes to smell and savor.
  895. [2019-11-21 10:47] *[user]Razzhil[/user] contents himself to sniff and lick at your shoulder, a familiar and comfortable resting place for his teeth, "My dyke cunt. Your Daddy dick."
  896. [2019-11-21 10:49] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I am pretty horny for your dick, babe.  Your maleness is a continual kink.
  897. [2019-11-21 10:50] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I feel as naked with you, before you, as I ever have.
  898. [2019-11-21 10:50] *[user]Razzhil[/user] wrapped his fingers around your wrist and guided your hand in to press your dyke fingers against that seething, sweltering bulge
  899. [2019-11-21 10:53] *[user]Myke Ryder[/user] fingers it, the swollen bulge, throbbing in your pants, almost curiously.  Touching, measuring it, rubbing it slowly.  Offering her neck and broad shoulders to your nostrils while she clinically indulges her curiosity.
  900. [2019-11-21 10:55] *[user]Razzhil[/user] fills your grip, thin fabric molding well around that throbbing mass of masculine flesh, damp with sweat, more near the blunt head tucked down along his thigh. It responds to touch, rising like an animal of its own, pulsing with hidden reflexes, urgent to spring its cage.
  901. [2019-11-21 10:56] *[user]Myke Ryder[/user] grunts softly.  Like the data is satisfying.  "You're aroused," she says, quietly with faint wonder.  
  902. [2019-11-21 10:58] *[user]Razzhil[/user] tilts his head to cast one eye at you as his tongue curls up off your shoulder, "And you're arousing. You smell... good. Your body feels like hell, that dark place you go to when you're [b]naughty[/b], that you want to be stuck in for eternity."
  903. [2019-11-21 11:00] *[user]Myke Ryder[/user] digests this as she fondles your cock through your pants, examining it with her fingers like a doctor looking for irregularities.  Eventually her fingers slide down to your balls.  Carefully touching them.  "Naughty is way too nice a word for what I feel.  ARound you.  I feel, filthy."
  904. [2019-11-21 11:04] *[user]Razzhil[/user] is already tense, around those heavy orbs, clenched up high with the heavy pulsations that swell his length against you, relenting every other moment to begin again. His breathing is steady, but measured, and his hips press into your touch, helping to fill your grip, "Naughty is where you start. Filthy is where you go. Wretched and vile and revulsive is where you start to tumble. I expect we'll uncover what comes after."
  905. [2019-11-21 11:06] *[user]Myke Ryder[/user] looks up at you, steadily, her fingers very carefully sifting your balls, feeling them individually.  "I am... I find myself surprised, deeply, that even now, after our years together, you can help me feel.... this... this painfully delicious perversion."
  906. [2019-11-21 11:07] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I still don't quite know why, but what we've been discussing recently is extraordinarily powerful for me.  It makes me feel a kind of crazy when I think about it.
  907. [2019-11-21 12:27] *[user]Razzhil[/user] leans in, chest close, hips eased back enough to give you room to work and explore as he swells, pulses against your wrist, the swollen tip jutting against its fabric cage and dampening your skin, "I find myself both surprised and satisfied, seeing both discovery and progress in the exploration of your depravity and of mine. This one does feel very special, I know a piece of that is how much of it has come out of you, how much I connect with it. I have looked at these exchanges with... some measure of apprehension, a catch in my chest that I Normally feel hesitant to engage, but here, with you, I feel all the more eager for it."
  908. [2019-11-21 12:32] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Can you tell me a little more why you feel apprehensive?  Is it the cuckold dynamic?  Obviously, I don't want to to anything with you that makes you uncomfortable.  But I know there are different flavors of uncomfortable.  Some good, some not so much.  This is not a moment for altruism, this only works if we're both on board.  
  909.  
  910. I can tell you this:  This works for me, this cuckold thing, only because it's *you* pulling my strings.  All of the men in the story, they're at the end of the day, all *you*, and the only reason it works is because I trust you.  This particular story somehow amps up and specifically banks on that trust to twist it in ways I find unbelievably horny.
  911. [2019-11-21 12:35] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Apprehension is not a bad thing, in my eyes. It's the moment before leaping off the bridge that you stare into the unknown. There are pieces of this that I authentically cannot see. Normally that drives me to frustration, but because it's you, and I trust you, I'm eager to see what's coming.
  912. [2019-11-21 12:37] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I've felt the bad side of it. I've felt the bad side in the harder discussions we've had, in a message I've sent that I truly didn't know what I'd get back. This is like that, but the other side of it. I will absolutely discuss it if it begins to turn to toxic dread.
  913. [2019-11-21 12:37] [user]Razzhil[/user]: If I start to feel like i might pull away
  914. [2019-11-21 12:38] [user]Razzhil[/user]: But, like your revulsion/arousal response, it's all tied up and twisted. Kinky. And really fucking arousing.
  915. [2019-11-21 12:44] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I'm really glad to hear that.  All of it.  Gods know I've had my own issues of insecurity to work through here.  It feels like years, decades ago.   I am completely comfortable with you, and when I choose to feel uncomfortable, it's a sexual choice for me.  I like that I can choose to have you indulge embarrassing, and weird, and sometimes outright disgusting kinks.  That literally make me uncomfortable.  I feel, from our cuckold story, a sense of... pleasurable disquiet.  The political, sexual, and relationship dynamics fascinate me.  And scare me a little.  And I *like* that.  it resonates with ways I've felt in the past.  Builds on them.  And I have a feeling there's reasons why this arouses me SO hard that I haven't figured out yet.  Like you, I want to explore them all the more for that reason.
  916. [2019-11-21 13:23] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Pleasurable disquiet. Yes. Consensual horror. A sexual, ethical, philosophical roller coaster.
  917. [2019-11-21 13:28] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: When it aches, in a very specific sexual way, that is also, very sexual.  I've been feeling this for awhile now.  I think I've been chalking it up what I had been calling 'sexual nihilism' but now I think I was wrong.  It's more.  Well, pleasureable disquiet it a good working title for this movie.
  918. [2019-11-21 13:29] [user]Razzhil[/user]: This would make one fuck of a movie
  919. [2019-11-21 13:31] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: The Lifetime Movie of Porn.
  920. [2019-11-21 13:31] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: The Hallmark Channel Movie of Porn.
  921. [2019-11-21 13:32] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Surprisingly feminist
  922. [2019-11-21 13:33] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I know, right?  Myke is the most powerful person in this torrid, kinky little play.
  923. [2019-11-21 13:33] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: The engine driving eveyone's lust
  924. [2019-11-21 13:33] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: getting everyone out of their comfort zone.  The Guys included.
  925. [2019-11-21 13:33] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Everyone grows. And she's not being corrected
  926. [2019-11-21 13:33] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Mhm
  927. [2019-11-21 13:33] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Mmmm.
  928. [2019-11-21 13:34] [user]Razzhil[/user]: She's being exposed. They all are.
  929. [2019-11-21 13:36] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Her willingness... to make this work.  To understand her own responses.  To marvel over them to an extent, to allow herself uncomplicated awe.  I mean it when I say, there's a big part of me that would be *proud* to stand on that stage in front of all the foreign men and be the object of their lust, curiosity, appreciation, and objectifcation.   It makes me wet to think about.
  930. [2019-11-21 13:38] [user]Razzhil[/user]: To have power over men. Men who think they're in control.
  931. [2019-11-21 13:41] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: but not having sought it.  In fact, only belatedly realizing it.  They shock and awe her with their cocks and dominance, but it's they who are awed, by her responses, her confusion, her urge to understand herself.  Determination.  Vulnerable as living fuck and terrified, but never closing herself off from what she's feeling.  How can she deny such vivid responses?  It would be lying to herself.
  932. [2019-11-21 13:44] [user]Razzhil[/user]: The dissonance of mind and body. And all these men, virile and hard and reeking masculine, gathered around to stare in fascination as The Dyke Learns
  933. [2019-11-21 13:45] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: That Teaching Her dynamic.... gods what it does to me.  Holyfuck.
  934. [2019-11-21 13:45] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Unleashing Her.  Like Captain knows it... knew if the first time David sent him a pic of her.  That there was this... beast, lurking under that fucking muscular dyke meat.
  935. [2019-11-21 13:47] [user]Razzhil[/user]: A skillset she'd never asked for, one that he knows she will excel at.
  936. [2019-11-21 13:49] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: In that sense, it's rape.  Forcing her to grow, breaking her down in order to build her back up.  But like most egomaniacs, convinced to a righteous degree of the moral certainty of this.  She needs it.  Her body begs for it.  David ain't the guy to make it happen.  Somebody HAS to.  I have the skillset to do it.  It'll be *easy*.
  937. [2019-11-21 13:50] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: But oh, what delicious, sensual rape.
  938. [2019-11-21 13:51] [user]Razzhil[/user]: And because he uses leverage, she doesn't have to manage the ethics of it. She's obligated, so the decision is made
  939. [2019-11-21 13:51] [user]Razzhil[/user]: It's a favor, really
  940. [2019-11-21 13:54] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: It really, really is.  Eventually she'll realize it, once the initial trauma wears off to an extent and she begins to see the benefits.  She'll never be comfortable, such a relationship can't allow that.  But ultimately it doesn't matter.  They have control.  It's professional grade control and she'll actually admire the beauty and durability of their business play.  But it'll take her awhile to realize the favor they did her.  And David.  How easy they made her evolution.  
  941. [2019-11-21 13:54] [user]Razzhil[/user]: And then, how much she's influencing theirs
  942. [2019-11-21 13:57] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: That, I think, she'll need to be told.  It'll never occur to her that what the Guys are doing is more than business.  The kiss though... that long, deep, weird kiss with Captain.  That will linger in her brain for a long time, and she won't know quite why.
  943. [2019-11-21 13:57] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I get the feeling there will be many such feelings
  944. [2019-11-21 13:58] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I see eventually, there being an 'off-the-books' encounter with Friend.  Where he'll good naturedly rape the shit out of Myke while being very honest with her.  Might be then that she learns a little aboout the internal dynamics, and tensions, of the group.   Off-the-books, meaning "Our little secret."  
  945. [2019-11-21 14:00] [user]Razzhil[/user]: He's definitely the weak link. He's magic to ease the harsh entry via coaxing, a wizard with his tongue, and eager to please, but he's also easily led
  946. [2019-11-21 14:03] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: And honestly, freakishly INTO the dyke... her clit being this total, obvious hungry fetish for him, joking that she's turning him gay, all the kinky jokes.  But also, he authenitcally WANT her to cum, wants to show her what her body can do.  Plus, he'll ge the reassurance.  Like, "Okay, here's the deal, we're taking you to a foreign country in a couple of weeks.  Look... it's going to be like, *really* weird, but trust me, you're actually going to love it.  There are a lot of very high-up people who want to meet you and are very goddamn curious about you."
  947.  
  948. I think the Guys mix is fucking perfect.  We need every one of them.
  949. [2019-11-21 14:19] [user]Razzhil[/user]: It would also become clear, over the course of discussions and interactions, that all of the details of the plans were not necessarily shared with him. There would be moments that things would happen that he had either not prepared her for, or had said would not happen, and that would be one of his sources of dissonance
  950. [2019-11-21 14:22] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Such as, the relationship of the Captain and the Sociopath.  The latter is going to get some time with Myke, I think we both know.  I am honestly curious to see how that affects the dynamics of the story.  Perhaps a bet lost between them, or a debt to be paid.  Captain: "No permanent marks."  Sociopath:  "One.  It won't be large.  won't even show, under the right clothes."
  951. [2019-11-21 14:29] [user]Razzhil[/user]: The Captain needs the Sociopath to put the edge of fear into the victims, the Sociopath only wants easy access to quality victims, so the relationship is tenuous. Captain believes he's keeping the Sociopath in check, but never says so.
  952. [2019-11-21 14:33] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: And the Sociopath thinks he's manipulating the entire group.  I also think the Sociopath very much wants to test Myke's limits, because he's clinically curious about them, in the same way the Iraqi intel officers would be, except less humanely.  I think he's vaguely disquieted by the idea that he can't break her.  I think, ultimately, in my fantasy, she'll find the hidden streak of not-exactly-humainity in him, but respect.  That eventually, maybe even he would accept her as 'one of the guys'.
  953. [2019-11-21 14:37] [user]Razzhil[/user]: One of the guys that sucks mean dick
  954. [2019-11-21 14:39] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: That's a total bonus, frankly.  
  955. [2019-11-21 14:40] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: A little inexpert (which can be fixed) and enthusiastic as fuck (which Myke will almost belatedly discover).
  956. [2019-11-21 14:40] [user]Razzhil[/user]: And eager to impress. At first to keep things civil, then later because she likes the way they grunt in surprise. Point of pride
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  965. [2019-11-21 19:22] [user]Razzhil[/user]: We're both wandering into the darkness, here. Hand in hand.
  966. [2019-11-21 19:22] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Does anything concrete worry you?
  967. [2019-11-21 19:24] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Only one thing. As intense as it is, with scenes at work and the inevitable interruptions that occur, do you have any concerns about switching between intense, emotion-driven scenes and the long periods of silence?
  968. [2019-11-21 19:24] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I know that, in the past, that has been frustrating for me in much less meaningful encounters, much less one like this
  969. [2019-11-21 19:27] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: My time is so precious that honstly I find it a sexual relief to grab any time I can to pursue this with you.  this is... intense in a diffeent way that in the past.  This is less scary and more compelling.  You'll start seeing me at night on this.  
  970.  
  971. If I'm not able to talk to you directly, it seems like writing to you in email form provides me a great deal of pleasure.  Not saying that's what I want to do all the time.  I really loved picking at it in near-actual RP today with you.  I really LOVED that.
  972. [2019-11-21 19:28] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I did too. I also really enjoy sharing the characters with you
  973. [2019-11-21 19:29] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I want to gush about you for a moment :)
  974. [2019-11-21 19:30] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: You are so fucking good at this.  this particular thing we're doing, it highlight all of your skills.  Your ability as a dominant.  Your ability to set a story direction.  To move effortlessly between characters and make every one of them different, and believable.
  975. [2019-11-21 19:34] [user]Razzhil[/user]: Thank you, dyke. Your perspective means a great deal to me. This has been a heavy experience, so far, and I'm way into it. I love exploring this theme we've discovered, that you've exposed to us.
  976. [2019-11-21 19:35] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I'm glad.  Very glad.  I know I've been driving this to a significant extent.  Please feel free to put your mark on it and guide in directions you want to go too.
  977. [2019-11-21 19:37] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I have been. You sparked this blaze, I feel that we're both carrying the torch, now. I've really enjoyed fleshing out David and the crew, their interaction, the motivations, the hardship.
  978. [2019-11-21 19:38] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I worship you.  I feel privileged and a little selfish, it's so fucking good.
  979. [2019-11-21 19:40] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I feel empowered, to be able to both rape you and long for you, to feel both so keenly, at once. Jealousy of the self to the nth degree
  980. [2019-11-21 19:40] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I have to say... I felt a weird, and perverse sympathy/empathy for David when I was writing for him.
  981. [2019-11-21 19:41] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Like self torture.
  982. [2019-11-21 19:41] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: That arouses.
  983. [2019-11-21 19:42] [user]Razzhil[/user]: I'm very familiar with it. How did you feel writing as your assailants?
  984. [2019-11-21 19:42] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Conflicted.  In a weirdly sensual way.  Also like self torture.
  985. [2019-11-21 19:43] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: Listen, I gotta jet.  I'm late for running errands and CW and I are fucking when I get home.
  986. [2019-11-21 19:43] [user]Myke Ryder[/user]: I love you, Daddy.  You're taking such fucking good care of me.
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  988. [05:54] [user]Alexis Diavola[/user] is now Idle: Get your perfectly sculpted ass in here [session=Musclebound Babes]Musclebound Babes[/session] Shout out to Vemmy who I need to cuddle when I see her next. <3 Love you
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