emptiness is bliss . . . . . . . 3rd revision

-Verse 1

A riot of discord , crashing on the shore.

Against the breakwall of my mind (As I'm writhing on the floor)

In my mind , in your head , am I living? I feel so dead.

Pulled in by the undertow , seeds we've sewn ,

We drown in a tide of lies and hope (Can't break the surface as I choke)

In my faith , In your lies , all the tears . . . .That I hide

Your face reflected is above the water ,

I can't believe that you're alive ( You turned away to let me die . . .)

. . . . .save me . . . . .?

Was your hand extended to aid me?

Did I miss it in my tortured mind? ( There's no mercy or air to find.)

. . . . . . .slave me . . . . . . .





-Chorus-



I was left to die alone so now you think I'll really care.

Caress you , strip and fuck you and I'll leave you there.

I hope the despair will haunt you as it did me at night,

When I woke alone with no one by my side . . . .

Nobody saved me . . . I refuse to save you . . .

Nobody saved me . . . I refuse to save you . . .



-Subverse-



Their moans and screams stalk me in my dreams.

Who needs love , a waste of time , I wish that you would die .

I don't know you ,but I'll use you , laughing as you bleed.

My rhythm gaining tempo to a primal scream . . .

YOU WOULD LEAVE ME TO DIE!!!



-Verse 2



A riot of discord , crashing on the shore

Against the breakwall of your sex (As we are writhing on the floor . . .)

In your hands , I'm in your head , I am living . . .you feel so dead.

Pulled in by the undertow , seed that I've sewn.

We drown in a tide of lies and hope ( Shatter this mirror as you choke )

Lack of faith , in your lies ,all the tears . . . I'll never hide.

Peer into the depths of these bloody waters ,

I can't believe that you're alive ( I turn away to let her die . . . )

...................save me . . . . . .

Was a hand extended to aid me?

Did I miss it in your tortured mind? (There is no mercy or air to find . . .)

. . . . . . . .slave me? . . . . . . .





-Chorus-



I was left to die alone so now you think I'll really care.

Caress you , strip and fuck you and I'll leave you there.

I hope the despair will haunt you as it did me at night,

When I woke alone with no one by my side . . . .

Nobody saved me . . . I refuse to save you . . .

Nobody saved me . . . I refuse to save you . . .



-Final Chorus-



I left you to die alone because I don't really even care.

Caressed, stripped and fucked you and I left you there.

I know the despair will haunt you as it does me at night,

When you are desolate. alone. No one by your side.

You want to fucking save me? You'd like to fucking break me?

You're too goddamned late. There is nothing here to save.



-Outro-

There was never anything here to save. (repeat thru end)