[15:26:28]  <@elliot>	Kinda cute
[15:26:37]  <+Tillerr>	What is?
[15:26:39]  <@elliot>	Bagheera was last seen looking for Kennedy
[15:26:45]  <+Tillerr>	It's hella cute
[15:26:51]  <@elliot>	They should smash
[15:26:53]  <+Tillerr>	Hopefully he'll be better to her than Noah was
[15:26:59]  <+Tillerr>	I think they already are lmao
[15:27:05]  <@elliot>	I hear Kennedy is a good jew in bed
[15:27:08]  <+Tillerr>	They're dating, least as far as I can tell
[15:27:20]  <@elliot>	Kennedy does seem to be a bit of a serial datist
[15:27:27]  <+Tillerr>	Pff
[15:27:32]  <+Tillerr>	Only because Noah was a fucking dick
[15:27:50]  <@elliot>	Well, kinda
[15:27:55]  <@elliot>	Noah was just super insecure
[15:28:14]  <+Tillerr>	That's no excuse for cheating on your girlfriend
[15:28:30]  <@elliot>	But I mean, can you like reeeeally call it a girlfriend?
[15:28:38]  <+Tillerr>	Kennedy loved the shit out of him and he went and betrayed her trust
[15:28:43]  <+Tillerr>	That's what it seemed to be
[15:29:00]  <@elliot>	I mean, they didn't even like do stuff outside of this chat did they? Afaik
[15:29:04]  <+Tillerr>	Kennedy never flirted with or RPed with anyone else while they were "dating"
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[15:29:17]  <@elliot>	Well, the only thing I blame Kennedy for is for being naïve.
[15:29:28]  <+Tillerr>	I'll admit that's true
[15:29:43]  <+Tillerr>	Bad taste in men seems to be a running theme in this chat
[15:29:47]  <+Tillerr>	But Noah's still a dick
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[15:30:04]  <@elliot>	I mean, yes and no
[15:30:18]  <@elliot>	I think there are fine men here, you just gotta know how to play it.
[15:30:32]  <@elliot>	And uh, Noah was just being like your average insecure teenager looking for attention
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[15:30:35]  <+Tillerr>	Not saying there aren't fine men, here
[15:30:47]  <+Tillerr>	I just mean generally
[15:31:22]  <@elliot>	Who here are kinda like sorta dating?
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[15:31:50]  <+Tillerr>	To preserve their privacy, I won't name who, but I know a couple of the female members in chat that seem to end up with horrible people
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[15:32:06]  <+Tillerr>	No one else as far as I know, just Baggy/Kennedy and maybe Katherine/me
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[15:32:20]  <+Tillerr>	But I honestly have no clue what our relationship actually is, so I wouldn't really list it
[15:32:32]  <+Tillerr>	I just meant generally, like the real world experiences they've told me about as well
[15:32:41]  <@elliot>	Well, this is kinda awkward.
[15:33:09]  <+Tillerr>	I'm up for dropping it if'n ye want
[15:33:30]  <@elliot>	We could add Karmy and Hannah, rumor has is that he likes her or vice versa.
[15:33:39]  <@elliot>	Well, just uh, I won't say anything.
[15:33:49]  <+Tillerr>	Vice versa
[15:33:58]  <+Tillerr>	But Hannah seems to think Karmy doesn't like her
[15:34:13]  <+Tillerr>	Not sure if that's true, though, haven't had a chance to talk to him about it yet
[15:35:14]  <@elliot>	I dunno, I only recently found out Karmy is viet.
[15:35:20]  <@elliot>	And uh, Katherine is interesting.
[15:35:29]  <+Tillerr>	How do you mean?
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[15:36:10]  <@elliot>	A lot of people seem to.. like her.
[15:36:28]  <+Tillerr>	Well of course, she's fantastic
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[15:36:41]  <@elliot>	True.
[15:37:24]  <+Tillerr>	But I don't think she's flirting around behind my back. Hell, even if she is, I'm not surprised. Just hope she tears that band-aid off sooner rather than later.
[15:37:47]  <@elliot>	Which band-aid?
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[15:37:59]  <Josh>	hello
[15:38:03]  <@elliot>	Hey Josh!
[15:38:09]  <Josh>	is everything alright here?
[15:38:11]  <+Tillerr>	That she just tells me rather than leading me on
[15:38:20]  <Josh>	just saw stuff about a relationship of sorts...
[15:38:27]  <Josh>	Aw
[15:38:30]  <+Tillerr>	She doesn't seem like the type to do that, so I'm not worried
[15:38:36]  <+Tillerr>	Maybe a little, but not too
[15:39:17]  <@elliot>	What do you mean by leading you on?
[15:39:46]  <+Tillerr>	I'm not sure what the confusion is
[15:40:01]  <+Tillerr>	Hell, I dunno
[15:40:18]  <+Tillerr>	I think she knows how much I love her, how head over heels
[15:40:30]  <+Tillerr>	So if she was interested in other people, I'd hope she'd break it off with me
[15:40:55]  <+Tillerr>	That way it's over and done with and I don't have to deal with this goddamn lingering uncertainty
[15:41:03]  <Josh>	aw man, that’s shitty
[15:41:24]  <+Tillerr>	It's fine
[15:41:25]  <@elliot>	I mean, I kinda thought that like fedora and Kathy were? But they are just joking?
[15:41:47]  <+Tillerr>	Like I said, I'm pretty sure she wouldn't do something like that
[15:41:52]  <+Tillerr>	Yeah, I dunno about that
[15:41:59]  <+Tillerr>	I thought they were but I can't tell
[15:42:16]  <@elliot>	I sorta don't understand some of the like girls here.
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[15:42:37]  <+Tillerr>	Apparently they were talking on the phone last night and she was ignoring me. At least, that's what fedora said.
[15:42:42]  <+Tillerr>	Kathy said she just fell asleep
[15:42:52]  <+Tillerr>	And fedora's a bit of a braggart, so I'm inclined to believe her
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[15:43:03]  <@elliot>	Well, that's kinda an awkward situtation.
[15:43:12]  <+Tillerr>	Isn't it just?
[15:43:12]  <%Nigel>	Oh no fed and Kathy are actually on the phone
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[15:43:31]  <+Tillerr>	Didn't get a wink of sleep last night because I kept thinking about it
[15:43:31]  <%Nigel>	He was playing the piano for her or smth
[15:43:33]  <@elliot>	I mean, I've also had like other girls that are like kinda involved with someone come up and ask for like lewd things.
[15:43:53]  <%Nigel>	I mean I don't even wanna do lewd things with Kathy most of the time
[15:43:57]  <%Nigel>	I just wanted to talk
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[15:44:12]  <PrincessAlice>	Hey all
[15:44:16]  <+Tillerr>	We'd never talked on the phone before ourselves and in comes fedora stealing her away
[15:44:21]  <+Tillerr>	Not that I begrudge either of them
[15:44:24]  <%Nigel>	Same lol
[15:44:29]  <+Tillerr>	Just makes me feel inadequate, y'know?
[15:44:30]  <PrincessAlice>	hey nigel
[15:44:43]  <@elliot>	Oh boy, we should start a self help group.
[15:44:49]  <%Nigel>	Lol
[15:44:50]  <+Tillerr>	Psh, I'm fine
[15:44:55]  <+Tillerr>	Not about to become another moper
[15:45:01] elliot	googles moper
[15:45:03]  <+Tillerr>	Just complaining, getting things off my chest
[15:45:06]  <%Nigel>	I'm trying not to nope myself
[15:45:08]  <%Nigel>	Mhmmm
[15:45:15]  <PrincessAlice>	hey nigel
[15:45:17]  <%Nigel>	not to nope*
[15:45:21]  <%Nigel>	Mope*
[15:45:25]  <%Nigel>	Hi PrincessAlice
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[15:45:41]  <PrincessAlice>	how r u nigel
[15:45:54]  <%Nigel>	I'm good
[15:46:18]  <+Tillerr>	Just kept thinking about how he was probably making her laugh or fuck, just keeping her interested generally
[15:46:29]  <+Tillerr>	Meanwhile I can't hold a fucking conversation for the life of me
[15:46:38]  <+Tillerr>	But that's the last of my complaints, we can move on now
[15:46:41]  <%Nigel>	Mhmmm
[15:46:57]  <@elliot>	Hm, what if Kathy is like playing someone here?
[15:47:08]  <PrincessAlice>	good
[15:47:12]  <+Tillerr>	How do you mean?
[15:47:20]  <PrincessAlice>	@seen Chris
[15:47:20]  <&LewdBot>	PrincessAlice: Chris was last seen in #lewd 1 day, 6 hours, 12 minutes, and 41 seconds ago: <Chris> Welp, I'm out
[15:47:29]  <@elliot>	Nothing, never mind.
[15:47:54]  <+Tillerr>	Man, you can't do that to mans
[15:47:58]  <+Tillerr>	At least say it in DMs


# private chat with nigel

[15:48:29]  <Nigel>	What do you mean playing someone?
[15:48:52]  <elliot>	Well, an aweful lot of people seem to like love her.
[15:49:08]  <Nigel>	Mhmmm
[15:49:11]  <Nigel>	And?
[15:50:10]  <elliot>	you, fedora, sparhawk, tillerr, at least
[15:50:49]  <Nigel>	Yeah that's fairly apparent. But what do you mean playing someone
[15:51:12]  <Nigel>	Do you mean to imply that she's playing with all of us for fun, just stringing us along?
[15:51:27]  <elliot>	No, not at all. I don't think she would. More like, maybe accidentally.
[15:52:07]  <Nigel>	I see
[15:52:22]  <Nigel>	Maybe I should just tell her straight up that I like her a lot.
[15:52:27]  <Nigel>	I never actually did
[15:52:35]  <Nigel>	Hmmm
[15:53:24]  <elliot>	I don't know man.
[15:53:37]  <Nigel>	I mean I think I need to get it off my chest
[15:54:19]  <Nigel>	Because if fedora and Kathy are actually trying on on the way to becoming a thing
[15:54:30]  <Nigel>	It'll at least allow me to let go
[15:54:42]  <Nigel>	And not be a fucking bad friend to her
[15:54:57]  <Nigel>	You feel?
[15:55:56]  <elliot>	Kathy and fedora aren't becoming a thing
[15:56:26]  <Nigel>	You sure tho
[15:56:51]  <elliot>	Yeah, I am
[15:57:10]  <elliot>	I am honestly very sure Kathy isn't like looking to become a thing with anyone
[15:57:23]  <Nigel>	Yeah I remember her telling me that
[15:57:28]  <elliot>	She means it
[15:57:35]  <Nigel>	I see
[16:00:59]  <elliot>	Yeah
[16:01:01]  <elliot>	lol


# private chat with tillerr

[15:50:37]  <elliot>	I just mean that like, a lot of people love her.
[15:51:03]  <Tillerr>	Right
[15:51:18]  <Tillerr>	I know that
[15:51:26]  <Tillerr>	That's what's got the malaise brewing
[15:52:03]  <elliot>	That's just a bit odd, is all.
[15:52:16]  <Tillerr>	How do you need?
[15:52:19]  <Tillerr>	*mean
[15:53:03]  <elliot>	You're not the first person to like feel this way about Kathy, I've had this exact conversation with others before last week.
[15:53:27]  <Tillerr>	Thanks for bolstering my confidence
[15:53:31]  <Tillerr>	But yeah, I know
[15:53:49]  <elliot>	Well
[15:54:01]  <elliot>	I mean, I don't know how involved they are with Kathy, maybe not at all.
[15:54:09]  <elliot>	But just
[15:54:24]  <Tillerr>	No, I know
[15:54:30]  <Tillerr>	I'm not the first and I won't be the last
[15:54:34]  <Tillerr>	And I'm far from the best
[15:54:36]  <elliot>	What I mean is this
[15:54:52]  <elliot>	I talk to like other people, and you can usually kinda figure out someone
[15:55:13]  <Tillerr>	Sure, I like to think I have the same prescience usually
[15:55:21]  <Tillerr>	So what's your insight?
[15:55:32]  <elliot>	Kathy is like a black box
[15:55:40]  <Tillerr>	AyE?
[15:55:43]  <Tillerr>	*Aye?
[15:56:34]  <elliot>	You know what I mean tho?
[15:56:42]  <Tillerr>	Not at all, you?
[15:58:26]  <elliot>	I've been like friends with her ever since she joined, since we joined like one day after one another
[15:58:29]  <elliot>	And um
[15:58:49]  <elliot>	If you held a gun to my head and asked me how much Kathy likes me, I would say, not a fucking clue mate just shoot me
[15:59:02]  <elliot>	You know? lol
[15:59:13]  <Tillerr>	Very much so, yes
[15:59:28]  <Tillerr>	Though I wish I didn't
[16:01:09]  <elliot>	Lol, yeah
[16:01:12]  <elliot>	Welp
[16:01:17]  <Tillerr>	Welp?
[16:01:40]  <elliot>	I dunno lol
[16:01:49]  <Tillerr>	Ah, well, nevermind then