Mr. Stroodle: I’m sorry you fe el like you’re being cheated by me - well, that’s worded oddly, more like I’m sorry I AM cheating you out of your free time, which I know or assume is valuable to you considering you’re away at college alongside Ginsu. This past week was just a mess, I had a workload unlike anything I’ve had at school before so I went in unprepared. I wasn’t on most of the week because I wasn’t taking care of myself, I ate breakfast in the morning (if I had time) did eat all day, came home, slept till midnight, ate dinner, then fell back asleep on repeat until this past Friday. I don’t mean to sound like I’m making excuses, if that’s how this is coming across. This year has been good to me, but it’s also tough and involves a lot of work, BUT is not crushing to the point where I can’t get it done with time to spare - I’m just, as you said, a fucking shit-tier organizer, and I could clearly learn a thing or two from you.
Mr. Stroodle: Anyway.. about the server. You weren’t a frequent on Respite, but I went mad. The time I spent on it only increased when I became a
Mr. Stroodle: (whoops) coordinator. I spent... a lot of time on Respite, and of even day too much. I barely Rped anymore, I just wanted to make events and make them good. I like to write, but never really acted to write short stories or other forms of literature, so making events revolving around a loose storyline and later being gratified for it felt good. I’m rambling so I’ll cut it short - after we all left Respite and Ginsu announces Terror, I thought that drive would still be there, but it wasn’t. That on top of just having the choice of doing other things, I’ll be painfully honest and say I was neglecting the server and you guys, not because I was busy, but just selfish, because I only considered and never really thought I was cheating you all, and I’m sorry for that.
Mr. Stroodle: I’m glad you messaged me. Last night when I read this, I got so pissed, I wanted to year you apart (like I could do that, physically or verbally) but I decided against it and slept on it, and really absorbed what you were saying. Cause stuff like this does to just relate to the server and us, it applies to other aspects of my life, and I don’t want to botch up either. In regards to the server, you’ve only motivated me to give it the attention it deserves. I’m not promising an event from me every night, or even every week, but I will promise to not be so self-centered about it so you, Ginsu and everyone isn’t left scrambling for its broken pieces.
Mr. Stroodle: This uh, is getting dumb long so I’ll stop here, we’ll talk later. And thanks again, really.
Mr. Stroodle: Oh and just an FYI because I don’t think you heard, I’ll be gone from Wednesday night to Sunday for a trip. I’ve laid out an event for Ginsu to use how he pleases.