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- - We are bringing him in.
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- 00:05:57,257 --> 00:06:01,460
- ♪ Carolyn, where have you been ♪
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- 00:06:01,462 --> 00:06:04,496
- ♪ If you could only see me now ♪
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- 00:06:04,498 --> 00:06:07,332
- ♪ I stand on trial ♪
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- 00:06:07,334 --> 00:06:09,534
- ♪ I'm on the witness stand ♪
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- 00:06:09,536 --> 00:06:13,004
- ♪ I've sworn upon
- the Word of God ♪
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- 00:06:13,006 --> 00:06:17,042
- ♪ To tell the truth
- about me and you ♪
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- 00:06:17,044 --> 00:06:21,179
- ♪ But you know, the
- truth can be so false ♪
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- 00:06:21,181 --> 00:06:22,481
- - Objection!
- - Overruled.
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- 00:06:22,483 --> 00:06:25,517
- ♪ There isn't one,
- one neutral tongue ♪
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- 00:06:25,519 --> 00:06:30,288
- ♪ Our words bear the
- tales we've repressed ♪
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- 00:06:31,492 --> 00:06:35,694
- ♪ And strange enough,
- I am the judge ♪
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- 00:06:35,696 --> 00:06:39,798
- ♪ I am the prosecution
- and I am the defense ♪
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- 00:06:39,800 --> 00:06:44,870
- ♪ And we are gathered here for
- the sake of mere formalities ♪
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- 00:06:45,906 --> 00:06:49,207
- ♪ For history is writ ♪
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- 00:06:49,209 --> 00:06:52,778
- ♪ In other words,
- we'll uncover ♪
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- 00:06:52,780 --> 00:06:57,849
- ♪ The forest beneath a
- single rotting leaf ♪
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- 00:06:58,886 --> 00:07:03,188
- ♪ We've come to witness
- the sentencing ♪
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- 00:07:04,191 --> 00:07:09,194
- ♪ Of one Tommy Silver ♪
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- 00:07:10,364 --> 00:07:14,399
- ♪ The man in all of us ♪
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- 00:07:14,401 --> 00:07:19,304
- ♪ Oh, why have you forsaken me ♪
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- 00:07:19,306 --> 00:07:24,376
- ♪ I am your only son, Father ♪
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- 00:07:25,212 --> 00:07:28,246
- ♪ I loved her faithfully ♪
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- 00:07:28,248 --> 00:07:33,318
- ♪ According to your Word ♪
- 25
- 00:07:34,021 --> 00:07:36,588
- ♪ When will you learn ♪
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- 00:07:36,590 --> 00:07:40,692
- ♪ There are not words
- for everything ♪
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- 00:07:40,694 --> 00:07:42,627
- ♪ She dwelt ♪
- - Objection!
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- 00:07:42,629 --> 00:07:46,364
- ♪ Beyond the reach of your ♪
- 29
- 00:07:46,366 --> 00:07:50,769
- ♪ Silver-tongued decree, oh ♪
- 30
- 00:07:50,771 --> 00:07:52,237
- - Oh, what a show!
- 31
- 00:07:52,239 --> 00:07:53,605
- Well, what do you know!
- 32
- 00:07:53,607 --> 00:07:55,507
- He was the fire
- that set her aglow!
- 33
- 00:07:55,509 --> 00:07:57,776
- - The slow decline
- was no fault of mine!
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- 00:07:57,778 --> 00:08:00,512
- The ending was written ages ago!
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- 00:08:04,885 --> 00:08:06,218
- - Order in the court!
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- 00:08:07,488 --> 00:08:11,723
- ♪ How can a man be
- tried for a crime ♪
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- 00:08:11,725 --> 00:08:16,795
- ♪ Comprised of the
- everyday actions ♪
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- 00:08:17,498 --> 00:08:19,197
- ♪ Of every man's life ♪
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- 00:08:19,199 --> 00:08:23,668
- ♪ He's not bad like the
- man who batters his wife ♪
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- 00:08:23,670 --> 00:08:28,740
- ♪ Ooh ♪
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- 00:08:30,210 --> 00:08:34,179
- ♪ It seems that you're missing
- the point, my unlucky friend ♪
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- 00:08:35,516 --> 00:08:39,684
- ♪ His crime bids much more than
- six feet for the dead, oh ♪
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- 00:08:42,189 --> 00:08:45,090
- ♪ We suspect the accused ♪
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- 00:08:45,092 --> 00:08:48,760
- ♪ Guilty as he's been charged ♪
- 45
- 00:08:48,762 --> 00:08:53,832
- ♪ Three counts of murder,
- killed his brother ♪
- 46
- 00:08:54,968 --> 00:08:59,004
- ♪ And his lover and
- a woman named Yes ♪
- 47
- 00:09:00,140 --> 00:09:02,841
- ♪ Stabbed in the chest,
- ripped out her tongue ♪
- 48
- 00:09:02,843 --> 00:09:05,110
- ♪ And he strangled her neck ♪
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- 00:09:05,112 --> 00:09:06,111
- - I object!
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- 00:09:07,347 --> 00:09:08,513
- - To what?
- - To what?
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- 00:09:08,515 --> 00:09:09,748
- - Do tell, to what?
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- 00:09:09,750 --> 00:09:11,550
- - I object to the
- terms of this trial!
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- 00:09:11,552 --> 00:09:12,851
- I object to this case!
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- 00:09:12,853 --> 00:09:15,954
- I object to the curve of
- the smirk on your face!
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- 00:09:15,956 --> 00:09:19,090
- ♪ To what, my god, to
- what, the jury is sold ♪
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- 00:09:19,092 --> 00:09:20,258
- ♪ Their ears are shut ♪
- 57
- 00:09:20,260 --> 00:09:21,426
- ♪ But we'll make an appeal ♪
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- 00:09:21,428 --> 00:09:22,694
- ♪ But this court is corrupt ♪
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- 00:09:22,696 --> 00:09:23,795
- ♪ We don't have a chance ♪
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- 00:09:23,797 --> 00:09:25,230
- ♪ This system is fucked ♪
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- 00:09:25,232 --> 00:09:26,565
- ♪ Drop the act ♪
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- 00:09:26,567 --> 00:09:28,800
- ♪ Desist with your
- cries, little man ♪
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- 00:09:28,802 --> 00:09:31,937
- ♪ Little whore,
- pregnant with lies ♪
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- 00:09:31,939 --> 00:09:34,940
- ♪ You know well the
- weight of your crime ♪
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- 00:09:34,942 --> 00:09:39,778
- ♪ Your tales no
- longer will suffice ♪
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- 00:09:39,780 --> 00:09:43,915
- ♪ But all right,
- give us your alibi ♪
- 67
- 00:09:43,917 --> 00:09:48,787
- ♪ But the blood on your
- hands is also on mine ♪
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- 00:09:48,789 --> 00:09:52,757
- ♪ So don't you forget ♪
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- 00:09:52,759 --> 00:09:56,461
- ♪ Don't you dare try ♪
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- 00:09:56,463 --> 00:09:59,864
- ♪ To pull the wool ♪
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- 00:09:59,866 --> 00:10:03,435
- ♪ Don't you forget ♪
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- 00:10:03,437 --> 00:10:06,871
- ♪ To pull the wool ♪
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- 00:10:06,873 --> 00:10:10,141
- ♪ Over your eyes ♪
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- 00:10:16,283 --> 00:10:19,818
- ♪ Tommy ♪
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- 00:10:19,820 --> 00:10:24,589
- ♪ Tell me the tragedy ♪
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- 00:10:24,591 --> 00:10:29,661
- ♪ Of Abel and Cain, of
- you and your brother ♪
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- 00:10:30,230 --> 00:10:33,865
- ♪ Tommy ♪
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- 00:10:33,867 --> 00:10:38,603
- ♪ Don't be scared of what ♪
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- 00:10:38,605 --> 00:10:43,675
- ♪ You might have to say,
- what you might discover ♪
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- 00:11:04,698 --> 00:11:09,668
- ♪ I killed my brother
- when I was 10 years old ♪
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- 00:11:10,837 --> 00:11:14,005
- ♪ Or so I'm told,
- I don't remember ♪
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- 00:11:14,007 --> 00:11:18,910
- ♪ It seems the
- memory's grown cold ♪
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- 00:11:18,912 --> 00:11:21,613
- ♪ And sometimes I
- feel the weight ♪
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- 00:11:21,615 --> 00:11:26,251
- ♪ Of my father's gun,
- heavy in my hand ♪
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- 00:11:26,253 --> 00:11:31,322
- ♪ That's all that I recall of
- the accident, coincidentally ♪
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- 00:11:33,160 --> 00:11:38,229
- ♪ Sometimes I wonder
- if there isn't ♪
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- 00:11:39,066 --> 00:11:42,634
- ♪ Some other explanation ♪
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- 00:11:42,636 --> 00:11:45,937
- ♪ Some kind of
- evil machination ♪
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- 00:11:45,939 --> 00:11:49,841
- ♪ They tell me you used to cry ♪
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- 00:11:49,843 --> 00:11:53,144
- ♪ I wish Caleb would die ♪
- 91
- 00:11:53,146 --> 00:11:57,148
- ♪ Sometimes you'd hide
- him under the stair ♪
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- 00:11:57,150 --> 00:11:58,917
- ♪ You'd leave him crying there ♪
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- 00:11:58,919 --> 00:12:01,753
- ♪ You'd never tell
- them where he was ♪
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- 00:12:01,755 --> 00:12:06,624
- ♪ I see him fast asleep
- in my mother's arms ♪
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- 00:12:06,626 --> 00:12:08,893
- ♪ Head upon her breast ♪
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- 00:12:08,895 --> 00:12:12,430
- ♪ She's running her
- fingers through his hair ♪
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- 00:12:12,432 --> 00:12:15,967
- ♪ You know, she
- never cared for me ♪
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- 00:12:15,969 --> 00:12:18,536
- ♪ The way she cared for him ♪
- 99
- 00:12:18,538 --> 00:12:22,474
- ♪ What was my mistake,
- what was my sin ♪
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- 00:12:22,476 --> 00:12:26,778
- ♪ I never had that
- feminine touch ♪
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- 00:12:26,780 --> 00:12:29,881
- ♪ He lost it altogether ♪
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- 00:12:29,883 --> 00:12:34,953
- ♪ Graceful with fair skin
- and golden flax hair ♪
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- 00:12:35,789 --> 00:12:39,557
- ♪ He was a little angel ♪
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- 00:12:39,559 --> 00:12:43,061
- ♪ Would it be fair to say
- he was a mother's boy ♪
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- 00:12:43,063 --> 00:12:47,065
- ♪ But I was my father's son ♪
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- 00:12:47,067 --> 00:12:49,534
- ♪ I bear the torch ♪
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- 00:12:49,536 --> 00:12:53,238
- ♪ I run through the ages ♪
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- 00:12:53,240 --> 00:12:56,841
- ♪ To carry on the name,
- I am the only one ♪
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- 00:12:56,843 --> 00:13:00,612
- ♪ It was a dark December,
- do you remember ♪
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- 00:13:00,614 --> 00:13:03,581
- ♪ His little body,
- your mother's face ♪
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- 00:13:03,583 --> 00:13:05,350
- ♪ Why can't you bring him back ♪
- 112
- 00:13:05,352 --> 00:13:09,821
- ♪ Why did you have
- to spill his blood ♪
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- 00:13:27,307 --> 00:13:29,007
- ♪ What have you done, boy ♪
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- 00:13:29,009 --> 00:13:30,408
- ♪ What have you done, boy ♪
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- 00:13:30,410 --> 00:13:32,043
- ♪ I thought it was empty ♪
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- 00:13:32,045 --> 00:13:33,845
- ♪ I swore it was empty ♪
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- 00:13:33,847 --> 00:13:35,113
- ♪ Give me the gun ♪
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- 00:13:35,115 --> 00:13:37,015
- ♪ Where did you
- get the gun, boy ♪
- 119
- 00:13:37,017 --> 00:13:39,951
- ♪ I thought it was empty,
- who could have known ♪
- 120
- 00:13:39,953 --> 00:13:43,254
- ♪ Oh God, Ma, I swear
- it wasn't my fault ♪
- 121
- 00:13:43,256 --> 00:13:46,758
- ♪ Where did you get
- your father's gun ♪
- 122
- 00:13:46,760 --> 00:13:50,361
- ♪ We found it in the attic
- in an old dusty box ♪
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- 00:13:50,363 --> 00:13:52,130
- ♪ It was only a game ♪
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- 00:13:52,132 --> 00:13:56,868
- ♪ He was the robber,
- and I was the cops ♪
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- 00:14:10,617 --> 00:14:14,285
- ♪ Okay, okay, okay ♪
- 126
- 00:14:14,287 --> 00:14:18,223
- ♪ It seems he is
- the guilty one ♪
- 127
- 00:14:18,225 --> 00:14:23,294
- ♪ Can he deny the truth
- behind the curtain ♪
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- 00:14:24,197 --> 00:14:28,299
- ♪ For certain he knew too well ♪
- 129
- 00:14:28,301 --> 00:14:31,135
- ♪ That he would ring
- the bells of death ♪
- 130
- 00:14:31,137 --> 00:14:36,207
- ♪ What kind of man is he, the
- self-deceived, the wretch ♪
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- 00:14:37,644 --> 00:14:42,146
- ♪ The weed who strangles a
- flower in its flowering ♪
- 132
- 00:14:43,984 --> 00:14:48,653
- ♪ In what poverty is
- his soul languishing ♪
- 133
- 00:14:48,655 --> 00:14:52,023
- ♪ Who can forgive
- such atrocities ♪
- 134
- 00:14:52,025 --> 00:14:55,627
- ♪ How many suffocate
- so he can breathe ♪
- 135
- 00:14:55,629 --> 00:14:59,831
- ♪ The cost of
- defining yourself ♪
- 136
- 00:14:59,833 --> 00:15:03,067
- ♪ By what you are not ♪
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- 00:15:09,142 --> 00:15:11,109
- - Well said, well said.
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- 00:15:12,212 --> 00:15:14,579
- Killed his brother,
- it's all so brilliant,
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- 00:15:14,581 --> 00:15:17,448
- you know, so well put together,
- 140
- 00:15:17,450 --> 00:15:19,284
- the lies one tells
- to keep oneself
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- 00:15:19,286 --> 00:15:22,020
- at a distance from
- the unbearable truth.
- 142
- 00:15:22,022 --> 00:15:23,288
- But it dwells deep.
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- 00:15:25,125 --> 00:15:30,028
- It's there, in the bones, like
- marrow, so hard to extract.
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- 00:15:31,431 --> 00:15:32,697
- - What
- are you getting at?
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- 00:15:32,699 --> 00:15:34,899
- - My old friend, you've
- made a convincing case,
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- 00:15:34,901 --> 00:15:36,401
- and I would be sold
- on that account,
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- 00:15:36,403 --> 00:15:40,104
- if it weren't for one
- small piece of information.
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- 00:15:40,106 --> 00:15:42,507
- Tommy never had a brother!
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- 00:15:47,147 --> 00:15:49,981
- - Why would you lie to us?
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- 00:15:49,983 --> 00:15:50,982
- Why, Tommy?
- 151
- 00:15:52,085 --> 00:15:53,918
- Order in the court!
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- 00:15:53,920 --> 00:15:55,153
- - Not so fast.
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- 00:15:56,489 --> 00:15:58,856
- I'd like to see further
- evidence on this point.
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- 00:15:58,858 --> 00:15:59,791
- As far as I'm concerned--
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- 00:15:59,793 --> 00:16:01,292
- - As far as you're concerned,
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- 00:16:01,294 --> 00:16:02,927
- you're here to deal out justice.
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- 00:16:02,929 --> 00:16:04,595
- Don't you know your place.
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- 00:16:04,597 --> 00:16:07,498
- You're no more real
- than the tales he tells.
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- 00:16:07,500 --> 00:16:10,702
- You're only part and
- parcel of the project
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- 00:16:10,704 --> 00:16:12,670
- of absolution, as am I.
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- 00:16:14,174 --> 00:16:17,075
- - What is the meaning of
- this absurd statement?
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- 00:16:17,077 --> 00:16:18,609
- I demand an explanation!
- 163
- 00:16:18,611 --> 00:16:22,280
- - Oh, the meaning, if
- only it were so simple.
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- 00:16:22,282 --> 00:16:26,217
- You see, I've had my time,
- justifying, rationalizing,
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- 00:16:26,219 --> 00:16:29,220
- denying, defending
- him, as it were.
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- 00:16:30,824 --> 00:16:34,692
- That we are here now
- confirms my failure.
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- 00:16:34,694 --> 00:16:36,427
- We both know which
- way this court leans.
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- 00:16:37,263 --> 00:16:38,096
- - Order!
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- 00:16:38,098 --> 00:16:39,230
- - Excuse me.
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- 00:16:39,232 --> 00:16:40,465
- Your Honor, the
- prosecution must review
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- 00:16:40,467 --> 00:16:42,000
- the case in light
- of the new evidence.
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- 00:16:42,002 --> 00:16:44,502
- - In the labyrinth of one's
- mind, who can claim to know
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- 00:16:44,504 --> 00:16:47,171
- the significance of
- one memory or another.
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- 00:16:47,173 --> 00:16:50,575
- The question remains,
- how does one break free?
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- 00:16:50,577 --> 00:16:53,511
- Interrupt the cycle
- of guilt and clear
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- 00:16:53,513 --> 00:16:56,881
- an opening, a space
- for redemption.
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- 00:16:59,486 --> 00:17:02,887
- - How dare you utter
- the forbidden word!
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- 00:17:05,525 --> 00:17:09,093
- You speak in clever
- riddles, old man.
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- 00:17:09,095 --> 00:17:11,329
- I'm after the truth.
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- 00:17:11,331 --> 00:17:12,430
- - A slippery thing.
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- 00:17:13,867 --> 00:17:15,967
- - The court has heard enough.
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- 00:17:15,969 --> 00:17:19,437
- We will move on at once
- to the second hearing.
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- 00:17:25,011 --> 00:17:29,981
- ♪ How can we find,
- find the true seed ♪
- 184
- 00:17:31,184 --> 00:17:32,717
- ♪ In the canopy of
- limbs and leaves ♪
- 185
- 00:17:32,719 --> 00:17:35,386
- ♪ In the act of remembering ♪
- 186
- 00:17:35,388 --> 00:17:40,458
- ♪ The poor boy Tommy
- can't remember clearly ♪
- 187
- 00:17:41,661 --> 00:17:43,528
- ♪ Just where did she
- go, why did she go ♪
- 188
- 00:17:43,530 --> 00:17:48,599
- ♪ Oh, he doesn't know,
- he doesn't know, no ♪
- 189
- 00:20:03,169 --> 00:20:04,969
- - Order in the court!
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- 00:20:07,874 --> 00:20:10,875
- You may proceed with
- the prosecution.
- 191
- 00:20:12,779 --> 00:20:17,648
- ♪ Tell us then how did it end ♪
- 192
- 00:20:17,650 --> 00:20:21,085
- ♪ Tell us from the
- top as best you can ♪
- 193
- 00:20:21,087 --> 00:20:26,157
- ♪ If your love was
- sweet, then how did she ♪
- 194
- 00:20:27,527 --> 00:20:29,694
- ♪ End up with a rope tied
- tight around her neck ♪
- 195
- 00:20:29,696 --> 00:20:31,896
- ♪ Or is that not how it goes ♪
- 196
- 00:20:31,898 --> 00:20:35,099
- ♪ Were they your hands that
- put the bruises on her throat ♪
- 197
- 00:20:35,101 --> 00:20:36,767
- ♪ And how do you
- explain the pain ♪
- 198
- 00:20:36,769 --> 00:20:38,569
- ♪ She tried but could not name ♪
- 199
- 00:20:38,571 --> 00:20:41,305
- ♪ In this here note she
- left behind for you ♪
- 200
- 00:20:41,307 --> 00:20:43,474
- ♪ Spelled the words
- in her own blood ♪
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- 00:20:43,476 --> 00:20:46,577
- ♪ She writes, Tommy,
- no matter how I try ♪
- 202
- 00:20:46,579 --> 00:20:49,513
- ♪ I can't even seem to
- bring myself to cry ♪
- 203
- 00:20:49,515 --> 00:20:52,516
- ♪ I'm an empty shell
- for you, oh Risen Lord ♪
- 204
- 00:20:52,518 --> 00:20:54,185
- ♪ I am your empty tomb ♪
- 205
- 00:20:54,187 --> 00:20:55,052
- - Stop!
- 206
- 00:20:57,056 --> 00:20:59,190
- Give me the note, please.
- 207
- 00:21:00,493 --> 00:21:03,194
- Give me the fucking note!
- 208
- 00:22:57,110 --> 00:23:00,411
- ♪ We're going to the top
- of the world, you and me ♪
- 209
- 00:23:00,413 --> 00:23:03,981
- ♪ Baby, we're gonna be
- like a king and a queen ♪
- 210
- 00:23:03,983 --> 00:23:07,551
- ♪ We're going to the
- top, baby you and me ♪
- 211
- 00:23:07,553 --> 00:23:10,121
- ♪ Better pack your
- things, and we'll go ♪
- 212
- 00:23:10,123 --> 00:23:15,192
- ♪ And we're going far away, oh ♪
- 213
- 00:23:16,329 --> 00:23:18,129
- ♪ I'm not diggin' this
- high school prom ♪
- 214
- 00:23:18,131 --> 00:23:21,866
- ♪ Well, these shoes and me,
- we just don't get along ♪
- 215
- 00:23:21,868 --> 00:23:25,202
- ♪ And what's with these kids
- and their awkward moms ♪
- 216
- 00:23:25,204 --> 00:23:29,473
- ♪ They don't dance, they just
- stand there singin' along ♪
- 217
- 00:23:31,844 --> 00:23:34,945
- - Somebody
- turned off the lights.
- 218
- 00:23:44,090 --> 00:23:49,160
- ♪ One, two, three, four ♪
- 219
- 00:23:50,329 --> 00:23:52,196
- ♪ So you're tired of
- high school, too ♪
- 220
- 00:23:52,198 --> 00:23:55,699
- ♪ Well, it's not so bad,
- but at least I'm through ♪
- 221
- 00:23:55,701 --> 00:23:59,303
- ♪ Tryin' to walk on stilts
- through a foam-filled room ♪
- 222
- 00:23:59,305 --> 00:24:04,275
- ♪ It's a certain disaster
- for those who do ♪
- 223
- 00:24:17,623 --> 00:24:21,358
- ♪ Hey, hey ♪
- 224
- 00:24:21,360 --> 00:24:25,496
- ♪ Hey, hey, hey ♪
- 225
- 00:24:25,498 --> 00:24:27,531
- ♪ We're too cool for this shit ♪
- 226
- 00:24:27,533 --> 00:24:29,500
- ♪ Let's get out of this place ♪
- 227
- 00:24:29,502 --> 00:24:32,536
- ♪ Meet me outside the door ♪
- 228
- 00:24:32,538 --> 00:24:36,540
- ♪ Won't you be my lady,
- you're drivin' me crazy ♪
- 229
- 00:24:36,542 --> 00:24:38,375
- ♪ Can you take it to the top ♪
- 230
- 00:24:38,377 --> 00:24:40,211
- ♪ Just show me what you've got ♪
- 231
- 00:24:40,213 --> 00:24:44,014
- ♪ I'll be your baby,
- don't you say maybe ♪
- 232
- 00:24:44,016 --> 00:24:49,086
- ♪ I'll take you to the top,
- we're never gonna stop ♪
- 233
- 00:24:52,258 --> 00:24:53,557
- - Crazy!
- 234
- 00:24:53,559 --> 00:24:54,458
- - Pretty weird.
- 235
- 00:24:56,529 --> 00:24:57,495
- You smoke?
- 236
- 00:24:57,497 --> 00:24:58,395
- - No.
- 237
- 00:25:00,833 --> 00:25:01,999
- - Me neither.
- 238
- 00:25:02,869 --> 00:25:05,202
- So, you wanna go in my car?
- 239
- 00:25:06,439 --> 00:25:08,606
- - Should I be scared?
- 240
- 00:25:08,608 --> 00:25:10,708
- I'd prefer to not be
- kidnapped tonight.
- 241
- 00:25:10,710 --> 00:25:14,745
- - No, no,
- you know, I mean,
- 242
- 00:25:14,747 --> 00:25:16,981
- I just, I thought, I mean--
- 243
- 00:25:16,983 --> 00:25:19,049
- - You mean you wanna
- go for a drive?
- 244
- 00:25:19,051 --> 00:25:23,320
- - Yeah, yeah,
- let's get outta here.
- 245
- 00:25:23,322 --> 00:25:24,722
- - What for?
- 246
- 00:25:24,724 --> 00:25:28,325
- - Well, in
- order to be together.
- 247
- 00:25:32,331 --> 00:25:35,733
- - Okay,
- yeah, where to, Romeo?
- 248
- 00:25:37,236 --> 00:25:40,638
- - It's Tommy.
- 249
- 00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:42,673
- My name is Tommy Silver.
- 250
- 00:25:42,675 --> 00:25:44,441
- - That's
- a ridiculous name.
- 251
- 00:25:44,443 --> 00:25:45,676
- That sounds like a name out
- 252
- 00:25:45,678 --> 00:25:48,312
- of a children's
- book or something.
- 253
- 00:25:48,314 --> 00:25:51,215
- - It was
- my dad's, Thomas.
- 254
- 00:26:15,007 --> 00:26:16,407
- One, two, three!
- 255
- 00:27:21,374 --> 00:27:24,908
- ♪ Slow motion, slow motion ♪
- 256
- 00:27:24,910 --> 00:27:28,545
- ♪ Slow motion, slow motion ♪
- 257
- 00:27:28,547 --> 00:27:32,282
- ♪ Slow motion, slow motion ♪
- 258
- 00:27:32,284 --> 00:27:37,354
- ♪ Slow motion, slow motion ♪
- 259
- 00:27:39,925 --> 00:27:44,995
- ♪ I gotta tell you, I
- think you should know ♪
- 260
- 00:27:47,266 --> 00:27:50,834
- ♪ I really like you but
- you're takin' it so slow ♪
- 261
- 00:27:50,836 --> 00:27:54,705
- ♪ Slow motion, slow motion ♪
- 262
- 00:27:54,707 --> 00:27:58,242
- ♪ Pick up the pace and
- we'll give it a try ♪
- 263
- 00:27:58,244 --> 00:28:01,278
- ♪ Midnight, starlight ♪
- 264
- 00:28:01,280 --> 00:28:06,350
- ♪ Forgive my insistent plea ♪
- 265
- 00:28:07,186 --> 00:28:10,521
- ♪ This time, I won't rest ♪
- 266
- 00:28:10,523 --> 00:28:15,592
- ♪ Until you're
- right by my side ♪
- 267
- 00:28:16,629 --> 00:28:19,797
- ♪ 'Cause I'm a dreamer,
- so let me dream ♪
- 268
- 00:28:19,799 --> 00:28:23,634
- ♪ My eyes are tired and
- I'm fallin' asleep ♪
- 269
- 00:28:23,636 --> 00:28:28,706
- ♪ I'm fallin' asleep ♪
- 270
- 00:28:32,545 --> 00:28:35,979
- ♪ You think you want me,
- but what do you know ♪
- 271
- 00:28:35,981 --> 00:28:39,550
- ♪ Slow motion, slow motion ♪
- 272
- 00:28:39,552 --> 00:28:43,520
- ♪ Slow motion, slow motion ♪
- 273
- 00:28:43,522 --> 00:28:47,024
- ♪ You only met me just
- one week ago, so ♪
- 274
- 00:28:47,026 --> 00:28:50,961
- ♪ Slow motion, slow motion ♪
- 275
- 00:28:50,963 --> 00:28:56,033
- ♪ It's not a race, kid,
- just give me some time ♪
- 276
- 00:28:57,770 --> 00:29:02,840
- ♪ Forgive my reluctant speed ♪
- 277
- 00:29:03,676 --> 00:29:07,478
- ♪ This time, I need all your ♪
- 278
- 00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:12,483
- ♪ Patience tonight ♪
- 279
- 00:29:13,319 --> 00:29:17,521
- ♪ Forgive my insistent plea ♪
- 280
- 00:29:18,357 --> 00:29:22,092
- ♪ This time, I won't rest ♪
- 281
- 00:29:22,094 --> 00:29:27,164
- ♪ Until you're
- right by my side ♪
- 282
- 00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:31,502
- ♪ 'Cause I'm a dreamer,
- so let me dream ♪
- 283
- 00:29:31,504 --> 00:29:35,372
- ♪ Just take it easy
- and then we'll see ♪
- 284
- 00:29:35,374 --> 00:29:39,276
- ♪ My eyes are tired and
- I'm fallin' asleep ♪
- 285
- 00:29:39,278 --> 00:29:42,446
- ♪ I'm fallin' asleep ♪
- 286
- 00:29:47,987 --> 00:29:52,189
- ♪ Oh, I want you to know ♪
- 287
- 00:29:52,191 --> 00:29:57,261
- ♪ You and me could be together ♪
- 288
- 00:29:58,130 --> 00:30:00,264
- ♪ You just never know ♪
- 289
- 00:30:00,266 --> 00:30:05,335
- ♪ You and me could be together ♪
- 290
- 00:30:06,071 --> 00:30:08,105
- ♪ I want you to know ♪
- 291
- 00:30:08,107 --> 00:30:13,177
- ♪ You and me could be together ♪
- 292
- 00:30:13,979 --> 00:30:16,079
- ♪ You just never know ♪
- 293
- 00:30:16,081 --> 00:30:21,151
- ♪ You and me could be together ♪
- 294
- 00:30:21,954 --> 00:30:23,954
- ♪ I want you to know ♪
- 295
- 00:30:23,956 --> 00:30:29,026
- ♪ You and me could be together ♪
- 296
- 00:30:29,929 --> 00:30:31,929
- ♪ You just never know ♪
- 297
- 00:30:31,931 --> 00:30:37,000
- ♪ You and me could be together ♪
- 298
- 00:30:38,170 --> 00:30:41,238
- ♪ Oh, together, you ♪
- 299
- 00:30:57,690 --> 00:31:00,557
- - I think a black
- skirt is more...
- 300
- 00:31:10,836 --> 00:31:11,735
- Hm.
- 301
- 00:32:02,554 --> 00:32:06,657
- - Carolyn, be my
- flower-footed doe bird,
- 302
- 00:32:06,659 --> 00:32:10,661
- in love and tyranny.
- 303
- 00:32:10,663 --> 00:32:13,530
- And on leap year, Flag
- Day, Groundhog's Day,
- 304
- 00:32:13,532 --> 00:32:15,399
- Presidents' Day, monsoon season,
- 305
- 00:32:15,401 --> 00:32:17,467
- and in the Year of the Cow
- according to the Chinese Zodiac.
- 306
- 00:32:17,469 --> 00:32:19,503
- - Okay, listen.
- 307
- 00:32:19,505 --> 00:32:22,205
- I'll be your
- flower-footed doe bird,
- 308
- 00:32:22,207 --> 00:32:25,676
- but I cannot promise to
- love you in monsoon season.
- 309
- 00:32:25,678 --> 00:32:28,312
- Who can agree to that?
- 310
- 00:32:28,314 --> 00:32:31,148
- And what the heck is a
- doe bird with flower feet?
- 311
- 00:32:31,150 --> 00:32:32,049
- - Sh.
- 312
- 00:32:33,752 --> 00:32:36,019
- Don't ask questions.
- 313
- 00:32:36,021 --> 00:32:37,187
- Just believe.
- 314
- 00:32:38,390 --> 00:32:39,823
- - Sh.
- 315
- 00:32:39,825 --> 00:32:42,759
- Hey, this is a
- pretty nice couch.
- 316
- 00:32:42,761 --> 00:32:45,495
- - When I look
- at it, I feel nauseous.
- 317
- 00:32:45,497 --> 00:32:47,097
- - Yeah, in
- a good way, right?
- 318
- 00:33:41,854 --> 00:33:44,221
- Where's Kitty, actually?
- 319
- 00:33:44,223 --> 00:33:45,522
- - It's in the box.
- 320
- 00:33:45,524 --> 00:33:46,590
- - Which box?
- 321
- 00:33:53,465 --> 00:33:54,898
- The door!
- 322
- 00:33:54,900 --> 00:33:55,799
- Kitty!
- 323
- 00:33:59,138 --> 00:34:00,537
- - Kitty?
- - Kitty?
- 324
- 00:34:01,340 --> 00:34:02,239
- Kitty!
- 325
- 00:34:03,909 --> 00:34:04,775
- Kitty!
- 326
- 00:34:46,718 --> 00:34:47,617
- - Mm-hm.
- 327
- 00:34:48,921 --> 00:34:49,986
- Mm-hm, well.
- 328
- 00:34:51,423 --> 00:34:53,657
- ♪ We moved in today ♪
- 329
- 00:34:53,659 --> 00:34:55,892
- ♪ Our kitty ran away ♪
- 330
- 00:34:55,894 --> 00:35:00,697
- ♪ But at least we've got a
- new couch with a pullout bed ♪
- 331
- 00:35:00,699 --> 00:35:03,366
- ♪ Tommy, please don't ♪
- 332
- 00:35:03,368 --> 00:35:06,603
- ♪ Hey, there's nothing to fear ♪
- 333
- 00:35:06,605 --> 00:35:07,604
- You know, darling.
- 334
- 00:35:07,606 --> 00:35:08,905
- - Yes dear?
- 335
- 00:35:08,907 --> 00:35:11,541
- ♪ The kitty cat will
- find his way home ♪
- 336
- 00:35:11,543 --> 00:35:13,677
- ♪ Even through the rain ♪
- 337
- 00:35:13,679 --> 00:35:16,146
- ♪ Give it a day ♪
- 338
- 00:35:16,148 --> 00:35:21,218
- ♪ After the rain, the kitty
- will find his way home ♪
- 339
- 00:35:21,920 --> 00:35:23,153
- ♪ Just you wait ♪
- 340
- 00:35:23,155 --> 00:35:25,088
- Let's make a toast.
- 341
- 00:35:25,090 --> 00:35:26,123
- - To Kitty.
- 342
- 00:35:26,125 --> 00:35:28,725
- - And to the new apartment.
- 343
- 00:35:28,727 --> 00:35:29,759
- - To Kitty.
- 344
- 00:35:29,761 --> 00:35:31,428
- - And to the apartment.
- 345
- 00:35:31,430 --> 00:35:32,696
- - And to the kitty.
- 346
- 00:35:32,698 --> 00:35:33,530
- - And to the kitty.
- 347
- 00:35:47,846 --> 00:35:49,880
- - I'm sad.
- 348
- 00:35:49,882 --> 00:35:50,780
- - I know.
- 349
- 00:35:51,817 --> 00:35:55,418
- I wish I could
- erase your sadness.
- 350
- 00:35:55,420 --> 00:35:57,320
- I hate to see you cry.
- 351
- 00:35:58,390 --> 00:36:01,558
- - I wish I saw you
- cry, once in a while.
- 352
- 00:36:25,450 --> 00:36:27,250
- Hey guys, smile!
- 353
- 00:36:51,643 --> 00:36:53,610
- ♪ We should've been
- more than just friends ♪
- 354
- 00:36:54,746 --> 00:36:57,180
- ♪ Who have long been together ♪
- 355
- 00:36:57,182 --> 00:37:02,252
- ♪ Isn't, isn't, isn't
- there more than just ♪
- 356
- 00:37:04,489 --> 00:37:07,224
- - Hey!
- 357
- 00:37:59,278 --> 00:38:02,812
- - You're such a beautiful
- cowboy.
- 358
- 00:38:02,814 --> 00:38:05,882
- I just wanna be
- part of all of this.
- 359
- 00:38:08,453 --> 00:38:10,120
- - Thanks for coming!
- 360
- 00:38:23,368 --> 00:38:26,269
- - You are such a
- beautiful cowboy.
- 361
- 00:38:29,808 --> 00:38:33,009
- I just wanna be a
- part of all of this.
- 362
- 00:38:36,548 --> 00:38:38,281
- You were a hit, boy.
- 363
- 00:38:40,819 --> 00:38:42,886
- - Is everyone gone?
- 364
- 00:38:42,888 --> 00:38:43,787
- - Yeah.
- 365
- 00:38:48,327 --> 00:38:51,895
- - How's my kitty?
- 366
- 00:38:52,764 --> 00:38:53,663
- - Okay.
- 367
- 00:38:56,702 --> 00:38:59,436
- - You miss the real kitty?
- 368
- 00:38:59,438 --> 00:39:00,337
- - Yeah.
- 369
- 00:39:05,777 --> 00:39:08,411
- - So where were you all night?
- 370
- 00:39:08,413 --> 00:39:09,279
- - Around.
- 371
- 00:39:12,751 --> 00:39:14,951
- - I barely saw you.
- 372
- 00:39:14,953 --> 00:39:16,619
- - I didn't want to
- interrupt your date
- 373
- 00:39:16,621 --> 00:39:19,622
- with the sexy zombie nurse.
- 374
- 00:39:19,624 --> 00:39:21,691
- - Mm, I appreciate that.
- 375
- 00:39:23,395 --> 00:39:25,328
- Were you jealous?
- 376
- 00:39:25,330 --> 00:39:26,996
- - I want that kiss.
- 377
- 00:39:30,635 --> 00:39:32,202
- - I know, my god.
- 378
- 00:39:32,204 --> 00:39:33,803
- She was a mess.
- 379
- 00:39:33,805 --> 00:39:37,707
- She came out of nowhere with
- those weird zombie lips.
- 380
- 00:39:37,709 --> 00:39:39,743
- - But you liked it?
- 381
- 00:39:39,745 --> 00:39:42,045
- - No, what do you mean?
- 382
- 00:39:42,047 --> 00:39:44,414
- Of course not, she was
- a gross, dead nurse.
- 383
- 00:39:44,416 --> 00:39:46,316
- - Sh, you're a cowboy.
- 384
- 00:39:48,487 --> 00:39:50,153
- I know you.
- 385
- 00:39:50,155 --> 00:39:51,921
- You don't have to
- explain yourself.
- 386
- 00:39:51,923 --> 00:39:54,057
- I'm not the owner of you.
- 387
- 00:39:55,460 --> 00:39:58,461
- I won't be the one in the way.
- 388
- 00:39:58,463 --> 00:39:59,362
- - What?
- 389
- 00:39:59,364 --> 00:40:00,930
- Hey, what is that?
- 390
- 00:40:03,201 --> 00:40:05,168
- How could you say that?
- 391
- 00:40:06,505 --> 00:40:07,637
- I'm with you.
- 392
- 00:40:09,508 --> 00:40:10,740
- You know that.
- 393
- 00:40:17,816 --> 00:40:21,017
- Don't you want me, sweet baby?
- 394
- 00:40:21,019 --> 00:40:23,086
- - I don't wanna own you.
- 395
- 00:40:24,623 --> 00:40:26,089
- I wanna love you.
- 396
- 00:40:28,193 --> 00:40:29,025
- - Hm.
- 397
- 00:40:29,027 --> 00:40:30,994
- - Just don't lie to me.
- 398
- 00:40:32,731 --> 00:40:34,164
- That's all.
- 399
- 00:40:34,166 --> 00:40:36,900
- We're much better than all that.
- 400
- 00:40:38,403 --> 00:40:39,736
- - Then all what?
- 401
- 00:40:39,738 --> 00:40:42,839
- Are you saying you
- want to see other men?
- 402
- 00:40:42,841 --> 00:40:44,140
- - Who said men?
- 403
- 00:41:05,864 --> 00:41:10,433
- ♪ Isn't there more than
- just one sort of love ♪
- 404
- 00:41:10,435 --> 00:41:15,505
- ♪ An arrangement more
- happily suited to us ♪
- 405
- 00:41:16,641 --> 00:41:20,276
- ♪ All it would take is
- the building of trust ♪
- 406
- 00:41:20,278 --> 00:41:25,348
- ♪ We could say what we mean,
- what we feel, what we want ♪
- 407
- 00:41:29,821 --> 00:41:34,491
- ♪ I don't understand what
- you've proposed to me ♪
- 408
- 00:41:34,493 --> 00:41:39,028
- ♪ Do you forget months ago
- I proposed with a ring ♪
- 409
- 00:41:39,030 --> 00:41:43,433
- ♪ Exactly the point,
- unconventionally ♪
- 410
- 00:41:43,435 --> 00:41:46,035
- ♪ We were wed months ago ♪
- 411
- 00:41:46,037 --> 00:41:49,138
- ♪ At the Salvation Army ♪
- 412
- 00:41:49,140 --> 00:41:54,210
- ♪ So isn't there more than
- just one sort of love ♪
- 413
- 00:41:55,413 --> 00:41:59,415
- ♪ An arrangement more
- happily suited to us ♪
- 414
- 00:42:00,852 --> 00:42:04,320
- ♪ Well, speak for yourself,
- I never asked to be free ♪
- 415
- 00:42:04,322 --> 00:42:06,756
- ♪ I'm right here, I'm with you ♪
- 416
- 00:42:06,758 --> 00:42:10,026
- ♪ Kid, that's all that I need ♪
- 417
- 00:42:10,028 --> 00:42:10,994
- Wait a minute.
- 418
- 00:42:10,996 --> 00:42:12,362
- Why are we singing?
- 419
- 00:42:12,364 --> 00:42:13,429
- - It's a musical.
- 420
- 00:42:13,431 --> 00:42:14,898
- - I hate musicals.
- 421
- 00:42:14,900 --> 00:42:16,032
- They're so phony.
- 422
- 00:42:16,034 --> 00:42:17,433
- - You're phony!
- 423
- 00:42:33,618 --> 00:42:38,688
- ♪ But sometimes, don't lie ♪
- 424
- 00:42:39,391 --> 00:42:43,826
- ♪ I see your eyes ♪
- 425
- 00:42:44,663 --> 00:42:48,865
- ♪ Wandering around the room ♪
- 426
- 00:42:49,701 --> 00:42:52,402
- ♪ When I'm talking to you ♪
- 427
- 00:43:07,352 --> 00:43:11,521
- ♪ And I can tell ♪
- 428
- 00:43:11,523 --> 00:43:15,992
- ♪ His heart roams just as well ♪
- 429
- 00:43:15,994 --> 00:43:20,763
- ♪ And whether or not he admits ♪
- 430
- 00:43:20,765 --> 00:43:25,735
- ♪ For him, love and
- freedom cannot coexist ♪
- 431
- 00:43:38,149 --> 00:43:40,350
- I opened my eyes last night.
- 432
- 00:43:40,352 --> 00:43:42,919
- I watched you make love to me.
- 433
- 00:43:44,522 --> 00:43:46,723
- - What did you see?
- 434
- 00:43:49,027 --> 00:43:51,160
- Gross.
- 435
- 00:43:53,898 --> 00:43:57,200
- - Your eyes were
- tightly closed, like,
- 436
- 00:43:57,202 --> 00:43:59,636
- like you were
- having a bad dream,
- 437
- 00:43:59,638 --> 00:44:03,940
- as if you were trying to
- fix your pain through me.
- 438
- 00:44:05,343 --> 00:44:06,376
- - What pain?
- 439
- 00:44:11,249 --> 00:44:12,815
- - I don't know.
- 440
- 00:44:12,817 --> 00:44:13,716
- What pain?
- 441
- 00:44:17,789 --> 00:44:19,255
- - Come to bed, huh?
- 442
- 00:44:19,257 --> 00:44:21,557
- You better wash that
- stuff off your face.
- 443
- 00:44:21,559 --> 00:44:24,794
- That shit'll get all
- over the pillows.
- 444
- 00:44:56,361 --> 00:44:58,695
- - You know why you're here?
- 445
- 00:45:01,466 --> 00:45:04,867
- You've been having
- recurring nightmares.
- 446
- 00:45:06,171 --> 00:45:10,206
- Your wife says they've
- become increasingly violent.
- 447
- 00:45:11,342 --> 00:45:13,376
- She hasn't slept for weeks.
- 448
- 00:45:13,378 --> 00:45:17,447
- - She goes out to look
- for the fucking cat.
- 449
- 00:45:17,449 --> 00:45:19,916
- That's why she doesn't sleep.
- 450
- 00:45:21,586 --> 00:45:25,321
- The goddamn cat ran
- away six years ago.
- 451
- 00:45:25,323 --> 00:45:27,056
- - I heard you kicked it.
- 452
- 00:45:28,293 --> 00:45:30,927
- And don't kid yourself.
- 453
- 00:45:30,929 --> 00:45:33,196
- You know she doesn't wander
- the streets at night.
- 454
- 00:45:33,198 --> 00:45:35,064
- She works on her
- paintings when you wake
- 455
- 00:45:35,066 --> 00:45:38,067
- her up, screaming in your sleep.
- 456
- 00:45:38,069 --> 00:45:39,202
- - I--
- 457
- 00:45:39,204 --> 00:45:41,704
- - I have the
- following recording.
- 458
- 00:46:00,358 --> 00:46:03,926
- ♪ Every night, when we
- turn out the lights ♪
- 459
- 00:46:03,928 --> 00:46:08,965
- ♪ His body shivers, something
- quivers there behind his eyes ♪
- 460
- 00:46:09,667 --> 00:46:10,900
- ♪ A secret stirs ♪
- 461
- 00:46:10,902 --> 00:46:13,402
- ♪ Oh, he dreams
- somethin' awful ♪
- 462
- 00:46:13,404 --> 00:46:16,973
- ♪ Sometimes he calls
- through the silent night ♪
- 463
- 00:46:16,975 --> 00:46:20,710
- ♪ He gives me a fright when
- he screams in his sleep ♪
- 464
- 00:46:20,712 --> 00:46:24,380
- ♪ Of an old dusty box,
- but it's only a dream ♪
- 465
- 00:46:24,382 --> 00:46:27,784
- - He was the robber,
- and I was the cops!
- 466
- 00:46:34,325 --> 00:46:38,227
- ♪ I dreamt again I
- killed my brother ♪
- 467
- 00:46:38,229 --> 00:46:41,931
- ♪ The darling child
- of my mother ♪
- 468
- 00:46:41,933 --> 00:46:45,701
- ♪ But Tommy, you know
- no such thing occurred ♪
- 469
- 00:46:45,703 --> 00:46:49,305
- ♪ Your mother died in the
- course of your birth ♪
- 470
- 00:46:49,307 --> 00:46:53,309
- ♪ I know, I know, but
- you don't understand ♪
- 471
- 00:46:53,311 --> 00:46:57,079
- ♪ I wake from my sleep with
- his blood on my hands ♪
- 472
- 00:46:57,081 --> 00:47:00,716
- ♪ Just close your eyes,
- I'm by your side ♪
- 473
- 00:47:00,718 --> 00:47:02,585
- ♪ It's just a dream ♪
- 474
- 00:47:02,587 --> 00:47:06,155
- ♪ Tomorrow, we'll be fine ♪
- 475
- 00:47:45,563 --> 00:47:46,929
- - Tell me about your childhood.
- 476
- 00:47:49,000 --> 00:47:51,601
- She says you dream about
- killing your brother,
- 477
- 00:47:51,603 --> 00:47:54,570
- yet you never had a
- brother, is that right?
- 478
- 00:47:56,674 --> 00:47:57,907
- Strange thing.
- 479
- 00:47:59,344 --> 00:48:02,278
- The mind is complex,
- as you know,
- 480
- 00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:04,947
- memory being one of its more
- unpredictable functions.
- 481
- 00:48:04,949 --> 00:48:06,716
- According to the most
- current research,
- 482
- 00:48:06,718 --> 00:48:07,984
- when the mind
- remembers an event,
- 483
- 00:48:07,986 --> 00:48:09,518
- it's not the actual
- event that is recalled
- 484
- 00:48:09,520 --> 00:48:11,787
- but merely the memory of the
- last time you remembered it.
- 485
- 00:48:11,789 --> 00:48:14,757
- Eventually, we add elements,
- change the order of things.
- 486
- 00:48:14,759 --> 00:48:16,192
- Sometimes we manage
- to conjure up
- 487
- 00:48:16,194 --> 00:48:19,262
- characters who
- never even existed.
- 488
- 00:48:19,264 --> 00:48:21,831
- - And what does that make you?
- 489
- 00:48:24,369 --> 00:48:27,203
- - So you wanna
- get smart with me?
- 490
- 00:48:28,339 --> 00:48:29,772
- What is it, Tommy?
- 491
- 00:48:30,975 --> 00:48:34,343
- What grim tale are
- you so afraid to tell?
- 492
- 00:48:39,117 --> 00:48:40,182
- Excuse me.
- 493
- 00:48:40,184 --> 00:48:42,485
- I seem to have lost myself.
- 494
- 00:48:45,556 --> 00:48:46,789
- Air's a bit stale in here.
- 495
- 00:48:46,791 --> 00:48:49,692
- Would you mind
- opening the window?
- 496
- 00:49:11,816 --> 00:49:14,050
- Tell me about your mother.
- 497
- 00:49:16,621 --> 00:49:19,021
- - I don't have a mother.
- 498
- 00:49:19,023 --> 00:49:22,591
- - You
- don't have a mother.
- 499
- 00:49:22,593 --> 00:49:24,060
- Incredible, that
- must be a first.
- 500
- 00:49:24,062 --> 00:49:27,964
- Tell me, how can one be
- born without a mother?
- 501
- 00:49:29,634 --> 00:49:31,600
- - I killed her.
- 502
- 00:49:33,404 --> 00:49:37,139
- You can kill your mother
- just by being born.
- 503
- 00:49:38,343 --> 00:49:41,377
- - So, the
- rumors are true.
- 504
- 00:49:41,379 --> 00:49:44,080
- What about the brother?
- 505
- 00:49:44,082 --> 00:49:45,648
- - My twin?
- 506
- 00:49:46,784 --> 00:49:48,351
- He was never born.
- 507
- 00:49:49,620 --> 00:49:51,354
- He died in the womb.
- 508
- 00:49:52,490 --> 00:49:54,657
- They had to cut her
- open to take me out,
- 509
- 00:49:54,659 --> 00:49:56,425
- and she had a stroke.
- 510
- 00:49:57,895 --> 00:50:01,797
- They say her heart stopped
- the moment I came out.
- 511
- 00:50:01,799 --> 00:50:05,601
- - My god, that explains
- a lot, now doesn't it?
- 512
- 00:50:07,538 --> 00:50:11,440
- Twins, one dies, one lives,
- and a maternal death,
- 513
- 00:50:11,442 --> 00:50:14,443
- what a way to begin,
- what a weight.
- 514
- 00:50:15,413 --> 00:50:16,612
- How can one live up to that?
- 515
- 00:50:16,614 --> 00:50:19,281
- Two lives for the price of one?
- 516
- 00:50:23,121 --> 00:50:24,320
- Tell me about your relationship.
- 517
- 00:50:28,459 --> 00:50:31,727
- - Well, what's to tell?
- 518
- 00:50:31,729 --> 00:50:33,496
- - Are you happy?
- 519
- 00:50:33,498 --> 00:50:34,497
- - At times.
- 520
- 00:50:38,403 --> 00:50:40,369
- She complains.
- 521
- 00:50:40,371 --> 00:50:41,337
- - About what?
- 522
- 00:50:41,339 --> 00:50:42,505
- - About me.
- 523
- 00:50:43,441 --> 00:50:44,673
- My work.
- 524
- 00:50:44,675 --> 00:50:46,175
- - What type
- of work do you do?
- 525
- 00:50:46,177 --> 00:50:48,944
- - Social work,
- domestic violence.
- 526
- 00:50:48,946 --> 00:50:50,279
- - That's a noble cause.
- 527
- 00:50:50,281 --> 00:50:51,480
- - I think so.
- 528
- 00:50:51,482 --> 00:50:52,715
- - So
- what's the problem.
- 529
- 00:50:52,717 --> 00:50:56,419
- - Well, she
- questions my intentions.
- 530
- 00:50:57,555 --> 00:51:00,022
- - Well, what
- are your intentions?
- 531
- 00:51:00,024 --> 00:51:01,457
- - I don't know.
- 532
- 00:51:01,459 --> 00:51:03,626
- I thought it was interesting.
- 533
- 00:51:03,628 --> 00:51:06,395
- I mean, it's a
- noble cause, right?
- 534
- 00:51:06,397 --> 00:51:07,830
- - Right.
- 535
- 00:51:10,535 --> 00:51:14,003
- ♪ Today, just like a year ago ♪
- 536
- 00:51:14,005 --> 00:51:17,773
- ♪ Today, 10,000 years ago ♪
- 537
- 00:51:17,775 --> 00:51:22,845
- ♪ I was content
- just making tea ♪
- 538
- 00:51:23,614 --> 00:51:25,414
- ♪ But not me ♪
- 539
- 00:51:25,416 --> 00:51:28,317
- ♪ Just look, he's
- buried in books ♪
- 540
- 00:51:28,319 --> 00:51:33,389
- ♪ But I was never
- quite as smart as he ♪
- 541
- 00:51:34,392 --> 00:51:36,192
- ♪ And some of the time ♪
- 542
- 00:51:36,194 --> 00:51:38,160
- ♪ A lot of the time ♪
- 543
- 00:51:38,162 --> 00:51:41,564
- ♪ We disagree on
- the little things ♪
- 544
- 00:51:41,566 --> 00:51:46,068
- ♪ But the truth is, I
- would rather let him win ♪
- 545
- 00:51:46,070 --> 00:51:50,139
- ♪ The outcome means
- much more to him ♪
- 546
- 00:51:50,141 --> 00:51:52,174
- - Well, I'm always right.
- 547
- 00:51:52,176 --> 00:51:53,943
- ♪ He's always right ♪
- 548
- 00:51:53,945 --> 00:51:55,778
- - Yes dear, that's right
- 549
- 00:51:55,780 --> 00:51:58,747
- ♪ He's got a way with words ♪
- 550
- 00:51:58,749 --> 00:52:01,283
- ♪ They fall right
- off his tongue ♪
- 551
- 00:52:01,285 --> 00:52:05,287
- ♪ Like baby birds
- out of the nest ♪
- 552
- 00:52:05,289 --> 00:52:08,824
- ♪ Catch the wind
- in their wings ♪
- 553
- 00:52:08,826 --> 00:52:12,661
- ♪ And go soaring
- right over my head ♪
- 554
- 00:52:12,663 --> 00:52:17,099
- ♪ Oh, but I prefer to keep ♪
- 555
- 00:52:17,101 --> 00:52:21,437
- ♪ The ground under
- my dancing feet ♪
- 556
- 00:53:18,329 --> 00:53:19,228
- - Hey!
- 557
- 00:53:22,333 --> 00:53:25,334
- Do you have to clean
- the entire house?
- 558
- 00:53:26,571 --> 00:53:29,071
- I'm trying to study,
- if you didn't notice.
- 559
- 00:53:29,073 --> 00:53:31,907
- - Whaddya readin' anyway?
- 560
- 00:53:31,909 --> 00:53:36,378
- - Just now I was getting
- into this book here.
- 561
- 00:53:36,380 --> 00:53:40,349
- It's for a class on
- gender and sexuality.
- 562
- 00:53:40,351 --> 00:53:41,817
- - It's in French.
- 563
- 00:53:42,920 --> 00:53:46,422
- - Yeah, I thought I
- could learn French
- 564
- 00:53:46,424 --> 00:53:48,190
- while studying for the class.
- 565
- 00:53:48,192 --> 00:53:50,092
- - Oh, yeah, good idea.
- 566
- 00:53:51,229 --> 00:53:54,196
- - Right, well, this
- one is amazing.
- 567
- 00:53:56,968 --> 00:53:59,201
- I mean, it's actually
- devastating to read.
- 568
- 00:53:59,203 --> 00:54:02,171
- It's kind of a memoir
- of the author's
- 569
- 00:54:02,173 --> 00:54:04,807
- history of sexual abuse by men.
- 570
- 00:54:07,011 --> 00:54:08,944
- - I know what it
- means to be a woman.
- 571
- 00:54:08,946 --> 00:54:11,347
- I don't need books to tell me.
- 572
- 00:54:11,349 --> 00:54:13,949
- There's more than
- one kind of violence.
- 573
- 00:54:13,951 --> 00:54:16,685
- I've been around enough to know.
- 574
- 00:54:17,855 --> 00:54:20,356
- I mean, what's the plan, man?
- 575
- 00:54:22,326 --> 00:54:25,227
- Will you save women
- once and for all
- 576
- 00:54:25,229 --> 00:54:28,530
- with the ink of
- your pen?
- 577
- 00:54:28,532 --> 00:54:30,766
- What do you know about it?
- 578
- 00:54:35,539 --> 00:54:37,506
- There's no textbook, you know?
- 579
- 00:54:37,508 --> 00:54:42,077
- You can't read about that
- and expect to understand it.
- 580
- 00:54:47,318 --> 00:54:48,884
- - Hey, I love you.
- 581
- 00:54:52,156 --> 00:54:53,922
- - Then love me.
- 582
- 00:54:53,924 --> 00:54:55,958
- Quit loving your books.
- 583
- 00:55:02,600 --> 00:55:05,367
- It doesn't make it more true
- if you repeat it in French.
- 584
- 00:55:13,544 --> 00:55:16,412
- Does not sound pretty,
- whatever you said.
- 585
- 00:55:16,414 --> 00:55:19,548
- - I said, "Tell me
- you love me, too."
- 586
- 00:55:20,418 --> 00:55:21,583
- Or don't you?
- 587
- 00:55:23,821 --> 00:55:26,755
- - There aren't words
- for everything.
- 588
- 00:55:33,197 --> 00:55:35,364
- Tommy, be gentle with me.
- 589
- 00:55:36,567 --> 00:55:40,703
- I promise to be nice.
- 590
- 00:55:40,705 --> 00:55:43,138
- - No promises, be gentle.
- 591
- 00:55:43,140 --> 00:55:44,340
- You can.
- 592
- 00:56:11,635 --> 00:56:13,869
- And it's always like that.
- 593
- 00:56:16,006 --> 00:56:17,740
- We kiss, kiss, kiss.
- 594
- 00:56:20,444 --> 00:56:24,380
- Then he disappears,
- goes down to whisper
- 595
- 00:56:24,382 --> 00:56:26,715
- secrets in between my legs.
- 596
- 00:56:28,719 --> 00:56:32,020
- But I wonder sometimes
- if it's not more
- 597
- 00:56:33,758 --> 00:56:35,991
- for him than it is for me,
- 598
- 00:56:38,028 --> 00:56:40,529
- as if he whispers to himself.
- 599
- 00:56:42,666 --> 00:56:47,736
- And the sound of my pleasure
- returns his gift, like an echo,
- 600
- 00:56:50,174 --> 00:56:52,474
- as if I'm just an echo box.
- 601
- 00:56:57,214 --> 00:57:01,383
- Well, you have to be empty
- to be a good echo box.
- 602
- 00:57:06,023 --> 00:57:09,658
- In the end, it's hard to
- understand how to receive
- 603
- 00:57:09,660 --> 00:57:13,495
- a gift that was taken
- from you to begin with.
- 604
- 00:57:18,469 --> 00:57:21,437
- And I'll tell you another thing.
- 605
- 00:57:21,439 --> 00:57:24,606
- To understand Tommy,
- you have to know
- 606
- 00:57:24,608 --> 00:57:29,211
- that the softest skin on
- his whole body is here,
- 607
- 00:57:29,213 --> 00:57:33,549
- the skin on the bottom side
- of this thing when it's hard.
- 608
- 00:57:33,551 --> 00:57:36,118
- And that's the secret.
- 609
- 00:57:36,120 --> 00:57:38,654
- If you understand that, you can
- 610
- 00:57:38,656 --> 00:57:41,123
- understand how to love a man.
- 611
- 00:57:44,795 --> 00:57:45,694
- - Hey.
- 612
- 00:57:48,065 --> 00:57:50,566
- No, I wanna be inside of you.
- 613
- 00:57:59,977 --> 00:58:02,411
- - Typically, he refuses.
- 614
- 00:58:02,413 --> 00:58:07,483
- In fact, Tommy's
- favorite word is no.
- 615
- 00:58:10,387 --> 00:58:13,789
- Loving is easy.
- 616
- 00:58:15,025 --> 00:58:19,862
- To be loved, that
- takes courage.
- 617
- 00:59:03,841 --> 00:59:04,740
- - Oh shit.
- 618
- 00:59:07,044 --> 00:59:08,343
- - What's the rush?
- 619
- 00:59:08,345 --> 00:59:10,612
- - I forgot I have a class today.
- 620
- 00:59:10,614 --> 00:59:12,214
- I'm late.
- 621
- 00:59:12,216 --> 00:59:16,351
- - Why do you always rush
- to rinse off so quickly?
- 622
- 00:59:17,454 --> 00:59:19,521
- - Well, 'cause I'm late.
- 623
- 00:59:20,457 --> 00:59:21,957
- Gotta go.
- 624
- 00:59:21,959 --> 00:59:23,258
- - Dinner?
- 625
- 00:59:23,260 --> 00:59:25,327
- - Uh, I'll be home late.
- 626
- 00:59:28,098 --> 00:59:32,000
- Don't wait for me.
- 627
- 01:02:30,514 --> 01:02:34,616
- ♪ Tommy, is that you ♪
- 628
- 01:02:34,618 --> 01:02:37,486
- ♪ Step into the light ♪
- 629
- 01:02:37,488 --> 01:02:39,855
- ♪ Come toward me ♪
- 630
- 01:02:57,107 --> 01:02:59,508
- Tommy, stop speaking French.
- 631
- 01:03:00,978 --> 01:03:02,677
- You don't speak French.
- 632
- 01:03:02,679 --> 01:03:03,879
- You're drunk.
- 633
- 01:03:03,881 --> 01:03:06,581
- ♪ No, see, I'm not drunk ♪
- 634
- 01:03:06,583 --> 01:03:08,917
- ♪ I'm as sharp as a knife ♪
- 635
- 01:03:08,919 --> 01:03:13,188
- ♪ Just a couple of drinks,
- baby, don't be so frightened ♪
- 636
- 01:03:13,190 --> 01:03:15,357
- ♪ There's nothing amiss ♪
- 637
- 01:03:15,359 --> 01:03:17,259
- ♪ Baby, don't be so tense ♪
- 638
- 01:03:17,261 --> 01:03:19,427
- ♪ I was just out
- with some friends ♪
- 639
- 01:03:19,429 --> 01:03:21,730
- ♪ Come on, give
- me a little kiss ♪
- 640
- 01:03:35,979 --> 01:03:36,878
- - Jesus.
- 641
- 01:03:39,483 --> 01:03:41,650
- You're scaring me.
- 642
- 01:03:41,652 --> 01:03:43,051
- What's going on?
- 643
- 01:03:49,960 --> 01:03:52,027
- I'm not gonna carry you.
- 644
- 01:03:54,331 --> 01:03:56,665
- - Hey, where are you going?
- 645
- 01:04:00,504 --> 01:04:02,103
- Hey, just wait a second.
- 646
- 01:04:07,211 --> 01:04:09,077
- - Shoot!
- 647
- 01:04:09,079 --> 01:04:10,946
- - Just leave it alone.
- 648
- 01:04:12,082 --> 01:04:13,315
- Just leave it!
- 649
- 01:04:15,719 --> 01:04:16,952
- For chrissake.
- 650
- 01:04:19,189 --> 01:04:20,088
- Babe, hey.
- 651
- 01:04:22,793 --> 01:04:24,860
- Just open the door, huh?
- 652
- 01:04:25,729 --> 01:04:27,796
- Listen, I'm sorry, okay?
- 653
- 01:04:30,667 --> 01:04:32,634
- What are you doing?
- 654
- 01:04:32,636 --> 01:04:33,535
- What's...
- 655
- 01:04:34,838 --> 01:04:37,072
- What are you doing?
- 656
- 01:04:37,074 --> 01:04:37,973
- Babe, hey!
- 657
- 01:04:41,979 --> 01:04:43,111
- Damn.
- 658
- 01:04:43,113 --> 01:04:44,145
- Carolyn!
- 659
- 01:04:47,084 --> 01:04:48,884
- Hey, what's the plan?
- 660
- 01:04:53,657 --> 01:04:56,424
- Going to look for the cat?
- 661
- 01:04:56,426 --> 01:04:57,325
- Shit.
- 662
- 01:05:03,700 --> 01:05:04,599
- Carolyn!
- 663
- 01:06:07,130 --> 01:06:08,997
- ♪ You just never ♪
- 664
- 01:06:08,999 --> 01:06:10,865
- ♪ You ♪
- 665
- 01:06:49,673 --> 01:06:54,409
- ♪ I miss that house,
- I miss that bedroom ♪
- 666
- 01:06:54,411 --> 01:06:59,481
- ♪ The way the world
- comes right through ♪
- 667
- 01:07:00,517 --> 01:07:02,550
- ♪ Like you came to me ♪
- ♪ The window ♪
- 668
- 01:07:02,552 --> 01:07:03,985
- ♪ In the spring ♪
- 669
- 01:07:03,987 --> 01:07:09,024
- ♪ And you know we
- could've been so right ♪
- 670
- 01:07:10,927 --> 01:07:13,862
- ♪ But it's so wrong ♪
- 671
- 01:07:13,864 --> 01:07:15,730
- ♪ Always wondering ♪
- 672
- 01:07:15,732 --> 01:07:19,567
- ♪ Will we last
- through the night ♪
- 673
- 01:07:19,569 --> 01:07:23,872
- ♪ I hold you so dear ♪
- ♪ I held you so dear ♪
- 674
- 01:07:23,874 --> 01:07:28,943
- ♪ You really made me believe
- in all of your dreams ♪
- 675
- 01:07:30,047 --> 01:07:33,815
- ♪ But the nightmares
- run more deep ♪
- 676
- 01:07:33,817 --> 01:07:37,652
- ♪ Please forgive, Carolyn ♪
- 677
- 01:07:37,654 --> 01:07:41,656
- ♪ I'd do anything
- to make you stay ♪
- 678
- 01:07:41,658 --> 01:07:46,027
- ♪ Well, you've done
- enough, you had my trust ♪
- 679
- 01:07:46,029 --> 01:07:50,532
- ♪ But tell me there's
- still hope for us ♪
- 680
- 01:07:50,534 --> 01:07:55,236
- ♪ I don't wish you on anyone ♪
- 681
- 01:07:55,238 --> 01:07:57,038
- ♪ When we are done ♪
- 682
- 01:07:57,040 --> 01:08:00,075
- ♪ Don't leave me alone ♪
- 683
- 01:08:00,077 --> 01:08:03,878
- ♪ Let me repair this ♪
- 684
- 01:08:03,880 --> 01:08:07,582
- ♪ I hope you find your way ♪
- 685
- 01:08:07,584 --> 01:08:11,352
- ♪ To everything you wanted ♪
- 686
- 01:08:11,354 --> 01:08:15,290
- ♪ I hope you find
- the questions ♪
- 687
- 01:08:15,292 --> 01:08:20,361
- ♪ We know you've already
- got all the answers ♪
- 688
- 01:08:42,319 --> 01:08:45,820
- ♪ We used to laugh ♪
- 689
- 01:08:45,822 --> 01:08:49,457
- ♪ We used to sleep
- the day away ♪
- 690
- 01:08:49,459 --> 01:08:53,394
- ♪ We didn't care about ♪
- 691
- 01:08:53,396 --> 01:08:58,466
- ♪ The time or the place ♪
- ♪ It was you me, happily ♪
- 692
- 01:08:59,169 --> 01:09:02,937
- ♪ I felt you so strong ♪
- 693
- 01:09:02,939 --> 01:09:06,774
- ♪ You were the right
- to all my wrongs ♪
- 694
- 01:09:06,776 --> 01:09:09,377
- ♪ And in the morning light ♪
- 695
- 01:09:09,379 --> 01:09:12,680
- ♪ It was you and me, trembling ♪
- 696
- 01:09:12,682 --> 01:09:16,451
- ♪ I wanted you to be the one ♪
- 697
- 01:09:16,453 --> 01:09:20,288
- ♪ I wanted you to be the one ♪
- 698
- 01:09:20,290 --> 01:09:24,058
- ♪ I wanted you to be the one ♪
- 699
- 01:09:24,060 --> 01:09:27,896
- ♪ I wanted you to be the one ♪
- 700
- 01:09:43,146 --> 01:09:47,015
- ♪ I wanted you to be
- the one, be the one ♪
- 701
- 01:09:47,017 --> 01:09:50,885
- ♪ I wanted you to be
- the one, be the one ♪
- 702
- 01:09:50,887 --> 01:09:54,622
- ♪ I wanted you to be
- the one, be the one ♪
- 703
- 01:09:54,624 --> 01:09:58,560
- ♪ I wanted you to be
- the one, be the one ♪
- 704
- 01:09:58,562 --> 01:10:02,263
- ♪ I wanted you to be
- the one, be the one ♪
- 705
- 01:10:02,265 --> 01:10:06,067
- ♪ I wanted you to be
- the one, be the one ♪
- 706
- 01:10:06,069 --> 01:10:09,971
- ♪ I wanted you to be
- the one, be the one ♪
- 707
- 01:10:09,973 --> 01:10:15,043
- ♪ I wanted you to be
- the one, be the one ♪
- 708
- 01:10:15,879 --> 01:10:20,181
- ♪ I was drifting in misery ♪
- 709
- 01:10:20,183 --> 01:10:21,883
- ♪ Apart from he ♪
- 710
- 01:10:21,885 --> 01:10:26,955
- ♪ I swear you won't
- come to regret this ♪
- 711
- 01:10:28,592 --> 01:10:32,460
- ♪ I hope we find our way ♪
- 712
- 01:10:32,462 --> 01:10:36,197
- ♪ I am adrift without you ♪
- 713
- 01:10:36,199 --> 01:10:40,134
- ♪ I will be gentle, Carolyn ♪
- 714
- 01:10:40,136 --> 01:10:42,070
- ♪ No promises ♪
- 715
- 01:10:42,072 --> 01:10:46,140
- ♪ I will return
- the love I take ♪
- 716
- 01:11:12,035 --> 01:11:15,737
- - I was told that you were
- never actually married,
- 717
- 01:11:15,739 --> 01:11:19,240
- that you proposed to
- her with a Ring Pop.
- 718
- 01:11:21,978 --> 01:11:24,345
- Why are you so scared
- of being alone?
- 719
- 01:11:24,347 --> 01:11:25,513
- - Well, I--
- 720
- 01:11:25,515 --> 01:11:28,816
- - Do you ever wonder
- if by refusing
- 721
- 01:11:28,818 --> 01:11:31,019
- to let your love
- take its own shape,
- 722
- 01:11:31,021 --> 01:11:33,488
- by struggling to
- maintain control
- 723
- 01:11:33,490 --> 01:11:35,890
- over something as
- fluid as affection,
- 724
- 01:11:35,892 --> 01:11:39,060
- that you don't damage
- it all the more?
- 725
- 01:11:39,062 --> 01:11:42,997
- That you don't
- suffocate both yourself
- 726
- 01:11:42,999 --> 01:11:45,633
- and the one you
- supposedly hold most dear?
- 727
- 01:11:45,635 --> 01:11:46,567
- - Well, I suppose--
- 728
- 01:11:46,569 --> 01:11:49,304
- - I suppose you believe yourself
- 729
- 01:11:50,774 --> 01:11:53,541
- to be the true
- guardian of your love?
- 730
- 01:11:53,543 --> 01:11:55,843
- Can't you see you've
- come to resent her,
- 731
- 01:11:55,845 --> 01:11:59,113
- like a child resents a mother
- whose warmth he yet craves?
- 732
- 01:11:59,115 --> 01:12:00,648
- - I--
- 733
- 01:12:00,650 --> 01:12:04,218
- - Must love and freedom be
- so relentlessly opposed?
- 734
- 01:12:07,424 --> 01:12:09,891
- You grasp after her like water
- 735
- 01:12:12,228 --> 01:12:15,530
- in your hands, that
- is to say, in vain.
- 736
- 01:12:32,549 --> 01:12:36,584
- ♪ Here we are again ♪
- 737
- 01:12:36,586 --> 01:12:40,421
- ♪ I wait for him ♪
- 738
- 01:12:40,423 --> 01:12:45,493
- ♪ To come to me, but
- it's all the same ♪
- 739
- 01:12:47,163 --> 01:12:50,498
- ♪ Nothin' ever changes ♪
- 740
- 01:13:15,825 --> 01:13:19,627
- ♪ Just look at him
- go, it's all a race ♪
- 741
- 01:13:19,629 --> 01:13:24,465
- ♪ He carries the weight
- of a world full of pain ♪
- 742
- 01:13:24,467 --> 01:13:27,969
- ♪ He thinks I left
- over one little fight ♪
- 743
- 01:13:27,971 --> 01:13:32,974
- ♪ One broken mirror
- once upon a dark night ♪
- 744
- 01:13:40,817 --> 01:13:44,485
- ♪ But it runs more deep
- than such mistakes ♪
- 745
- 01:13:44,487 --> 01:13:49,056
- ♪ Something deeper in
- him is far out of place ♪
- 746
- 01:13:49,058 --> 01:13:52,727
- ♪ No sweetness in his voice,
- no warmth in his touch ♪
- 747
- 01:13:52,729 --> 01:13:57,799
- ♪ No laughter at all, and as
- for love, there's not much ♪
- 748
- 01:14:14,117 --> 01:14:17,585
- ♪ The season has changed,
- the rain never stops ♪
- 749
- 01:14:17,587 --> 01:14:22,223
- ♪ When he looks at me, he
- sees a war to be fought ♪
- 750
- 01:14:22,225 --> 01:14:25,827
- ♪ A wrong to be righted,
- a goal to achieve ♪
- 751
- 01:14:25,829 --> 01:14:30,898
- ♪ A damsel to save for
- his own damn reprieve ♪
- 752
- 01:14:46,916 --> 01:14:51,118
- ♪ The months hurry past,
- how long will it be ♪
- 753
- 01:14:51,120 --> 01:14:55,156
- ♪ And what comes of me
- if and when he succeeds ♪
- 754
- 01:14:55,158 --> 01:14:58,860
- ♪ He doesn't want me, for
- sure, but he needs me for now ♪
- 755
- 01:14:58,862 --> 01:15:03,931
- ♪ He doesn't love me, for sure,
- but without me, he'd drown ♪
- 756
- 01:15:07,937 --> 01:15:12,073
- ♪ Here we are again ♪
- 757
- 01:15:12,075 --> 01:15:16,177
- ♪ I wait for him ♪
- 758
- 01:15:16,179 --> 01:15:21,249
- ♪ To come to me, but
- it's all the same ♪
- 759
- 01:15:23,353 --> 01:15:27,522
- ♪ Nothing ever changes ♪
- 760
- 01:15:27,524 --> 01:15:31,492
- ♪ Everything's the same ♪
- 761
- 01:15:31,494 --> 01:15:35,229
- ♪ Soon we will be strangers ♪
- 762
- 01:16:30,320 --> 01:16:34,722
- ♪ Every day, every night ♪
- 763
- 01:16:34,724 --> 01:16:39,293
- ♪ A man's eye, the
- butcher's knife ♪
- 764
- 01:16:39,295 --> 01:16:43,798
- ♪ At work, on the street ♪
- 765
- 01:16:43,800 --> 01:16:48,369
- ♪ A woman's curve,
- the butcher's meat ♪
- 766
- 01:17:48,598 --> 01:17:53,668
- ♪ But I am indivisible ♪
- 767
- 01:17:56,973 --> 01:18:02,043
- ♪ I am more than visible ♪
- 768
- 01:18:03,413 --> 01:18:07,148
- ♪ You can't dissect my love ♪
- 769
- 01:19:10,379 --> 01:19:15,449
- ♪ Whatever he might have
- done to make you hurt ♪
- 770
- 01:19:16,586 --> 01:19:20,621
- ♪ To make you run,
- it's over now ♪
- 771
- 01:19:20,623 --> 01:19:23,457
- ♪ Leave it all behind you ♪
- 772
- 01:19:23,459 --> 01:19:26,393
- ♪ A new day has begun ♪
- 773
- 01:20:17,647 --> 01:20:19,613
- Hey, you're home early.
- 774
- 01:20:20,550 --> 01:20:21,849
- Is everything okay?
- - What?
- 775
- 01:20:21,851 --> 01:20:23,083
- I don't know.
- - What?
- 776
- 01:20:23,085 --> 01:20:24,485
- - I left.
- - What do you mean you left?
- 777
- 01:20:24,487 --> 01:20:25,319
- - I just left.
- 778
- 01:20:25,321 --> 01:20:26,220
- I...
- 779
- 01:20:30,760 --> 01:20:33,160
- I forgot something at home.
- 780
- 01:20:33,162 --> 01:20:34,428
- I had to come home
- to get something.
- 781
- 01:20:51,781 --> 01:20:54,415
- - You ever heard the old adage,
- 782
- 01:20:55,484 --> 01:20:58,219
- if you love
- something, let it go?
- 783
- 01:20:59,522 --> 01:21:00,554
- - I thought you were
- supposed to help me
- 784
- 01:21:00,556 --> 01:21:02,957
- feel better about all of this?
- 785
- 01:21:02,959 --> 01:21:06,727
- - Oh no, I'm sorry for
- the misunderstanding.
- 786
- 01:21:06,729 --> 01:21:09,096
- We're here precisely to
- make you hate yourself more.
- 787
- 01:21:09,098 --> 01:21:12,967
- Think of me as the
- personification of your guilt.
- 788
- 01:21:12,969 --> 01:21:15,202
- I'll see you next time.
- 789
- 01:21:15,204 --> 01:21:18,906
- We'll get to the
- bottom of those dreams.
- 790
- 01:21:18,908 --> 01:21:21,075
- - And what about Carolyn?
- 791
- 01:21:22,378 --> 01:21:26,647
- - Yes, indeed, being
- concerned for her wellbeing,
- 792
- 01:21:26,649 --> 01:21:28,282
- I'm compelled to issue an alert
- 793
- 01:21:28,284 --> 01:21:30,384
- to the Department of
- Protective Services.
- 794
- 01:21:30,386 --> 01:21:32,286
- My colleagues will
- keep vigil and organize
- 795
- 01:21:32,288 --> 01:21:35,522
- the inquest if
- anything should happen.
- 796
- 01:21:37,493 --> 01:21:39,727
- If anything should happen,
- 797
- 01:21:43,366 --> 01:21:45,766
- you will be hearing from us.
- 798
- 01:23:03,679 --> 01:23:08,716
- ♪ Hello, hello,
- pick up the phone ♪
- 799
- 01:23:09,552 --> 01:23:12,219
- ♪ I'm scared of the dark ♪
- 800
- 01:23:12,221 --> 01:23:15,923
- ♪ I'm scared to be alone ♪
- 801
- 01:23:15,925 --> 01:23:18,692
- ♪ I've had a bad dream ♪
- 802
- 01:23:18,694 --> 01:23:21,295
- ♪ Something's haunting me ♪
- 803
- 01:23:21,297 --> 01:23:24,865
- ♪ It's a dark night, Tommy ♪
- 804
- 01:23:24,867 --> 01:23:28,335
- ♪ When will you be home ♪
- 805
- 01:23:28,337 --> 01:23:31,572
- ♪ Yesterday, I swore I'd never ♪
- 806
- 01:23:31,574 --> 01:23:34,041
- ♪ Today, I'm just like them ♪
- 807
- 01:23:34,043 --> 01:23:36,677
- ♪ When I can feel the
- blood that pulls ♪
- 808
- 01:23:36,679 --> 01:23:40,814
- ♪ I go and barter all
- the books for chemicals ♪
- 809
- 01:23:40,816 --> 01:23:43,784
- ♪ What's the
- difference in the end ♪
- 810
- 01:23:43,786 --> 01:23:46,520
- ♪ The butcher knife
- or the silver pen ♪
- 811
- 01:23:46,522 --> 01:23:50,224
- ♪ Whatever you will
- separate, whether the body ♪
- 812
- 01:23:50,226 --> 01:23:53,293
- ♪ Or the world,
- it's all the same ♪
- 813
- 01:23:53,295 --> 01:23:58,365
- ♪ Hello, hello, please
- pick up the phone ♪
- 814
- 01:23:59,201 --> 01:24:01,668
- ♪ Are you there, my love ♪
- 815
- 01:24:01,670 --> 01:24:05,773
- ♪ We don't have to be alone ♪
- 816
- 01:24:05,775 --> 01:24:08,842
- ♪ I know there is another ♪
- 817
- 01:24:08,844 --> 01:24:13,881
- ♪ She is the one who loves
- me, knowing my dark charade ♪
- 818
- 01:24:15,284 --> 01:24:18,152
- ♪ But how can I abide the
- one who knows my shame ♪
- 819
- 01:24:18,154 --> 01:24:21,255
- ♪ Yesterday, I swore I'd never ♪
- 820
- 01:24:21,257 --> 01:24:26,326
- ♪ Today, I take the key, and
- even in the love I make ♪
- 821
- 01:24:27,396 --> 01:24:31,298
- ♪ I find another little
- riddle to explain ♪
- 822
- 01:24:48,384 --> 01:24:51,185
- ♪ I am the butcher ♪
- 823
- 01:24:51,187 --> 01:24:55,255
- ♪ I am the butchered one ♪
- 824
- 01:24:55,257 --> 01:24:59,960
- ♪ I am the very
- man that I loathe ♪
- 825
- 01:24:59,962 --> 01:25:05,032
- ♪ When I do the thing
- I hate the most ♪
- 826
- 01:25:05,868 --> 01:25:10,537
- ♪ Where you begin I end ♪
- 827
- 01:25:12,274 --> 01:25:14,041
- ♪ I have ♪
- 828
- 01:25:14,043 --> 01:25:19,113
- ♪ Only yourself left to rend ♪
- 829
- 01:25:20,683 --> 01:25:22,349
- ♪ I am ♪
- 830
- 01:25:22,351 --> 01:25:26,386
- ♪ It may be too late for me ♪
- 831
- 01:25:26,388 --> 01:25:28,822
- ♪ But don't repeat it ♪
- 832
- 01:25:28,824 --> 01:25:31,325
- ♪ Please don't hurt her ♪
- 833
- 01:25:31,327 --> 01:25:33,393
- ♪ Don't abuse her ♪
- 834
- 01:25:33,395 --> 01:25:38,465
- ♪ Don't you know your blows
- are only aimed at you ♪
- 835
- 01:27:22,605 --> 01:27:27,674
- ♪ When we were younger ♪
- 836
- 01:27:28,377 --> 01:27:32,980
- ♪ When we were pure ♪
- 837
- 01:27:34,116 --> 01:27:36,483
- ♪ When we were still
- unaware of the slow ♪
- 838
- 01:27:36,485 --> 01:27:41,555
- ♪ And steady death our
- young love would endure ♪
- 839
- 01:27:43,425 --> 01:27:48,495
- ♪ Love was a song ♪
- 840
- 01:27:49,632 --> 01:27:52,266
- ♪ And we said nothing
- that could not be sung ♪
- 841
- 01:27:52,268 --> 01:27:57,337
- ♪ The song upon our
- dripping tongues was all ♪
- 842
- 01:28:08,384 --> 01:28:13,086
- ♪ I wanted you to be the one ♪
- 843
- 01:28:13,088 --> 01:28:18,025
- ♪ I wanted you to be the one ♪
- 844
- 01:28:18,027 --> 01:28:22,863
- ♪ I wanted you to be the one ♪
- 845
- 01:28:22,865 --> 01:28:26,700
- ♪ I wanted you to be the one ♪
- 846
- 01:28:28,137 --> 01:28:32,906
- ♪ I wanted you to be the one ♪
- ♪ Oh, you just never know ♪
- 847
- 01:28:34,276 --> 01:28:38,111
- ♪ I wanted you to be the one ♪
- ♪ You and me could be ♪
- 848
- 01:28:38,113 --> 01:28:41,315
- ♪ I wanted you to be the one ♪
- ♪ Together ♪
- 849
- 01:28:41,317 --> 01:28:42,949
- ♪ You just never know ♪
- 850
- 01:28:42,951 --> 01:28:47,821
- ♪ I wanted you to be the one ♪
- ♪ You and me could be ♪
- 851
- 01:28:47,823 --> 01:28:51,058
- ♪ I wanted you to be the one ♪
- ♪ Together ♪
- 852
- 01:28:51,060 --> 01:28:52,693
- ♪ You just never know ♪
- 853
- 01:28:52,695 --> 01:28:57,664
- ♪ I wanted you to be ♪
- ♪ You ♪
- 854
- 01:29:40,376 --> 01:29:43,477
- - Tommy,
- no matter how I try,
- 855
- 01:29:43,479 --> 01:29:46,446
- I can't even seem to
- bring myself to cry.
- 856
- 01:29:46,448 --> 01:29:49,116
- I'm an empty shell for
- you, oh Risen Lord.
- 857
- 01:29:49,118 --> 01:29:50,317
- I am your empty tomb.
- 858
- 01:29:50,319 --> 01:29:52,753
- Good earth, good
- womb, good wife too.
- 859
- 01:29:52,755 --> 01:29:55,155
- What am I but a
- dwelling place for you?
- 860
- 01:29:55,157 --> 01:29:56,590
- How you drew me in.
- 861
- 01:29:56,592 --> 01:29:59,526
- I fell for Tommy the dreamer,
- bright eyes, twin stars,
- 862
- 01:29:59,528 --> 01:30:01,828
- so full of charm,
- so sweet and warm.
- 863
- 01:30:01,830 --> 01:30:03,964
- You held me fast
- between your rigid arms.
- 864
- 01:30:03,966 --> 01:30:05,465
- And I should've seen it comin',
- 865
- 01:30:05,467 --> 01:30:07,901
- the push and pull that
- kept me on my toes.
- 866
- 01:30:07,903 --> 01:30:09,536
- But I've danced
- around your fears
- 867
- 01:30:09,538 --> 01:30:11,638
- for one too many
- unbecoming years.
- 868
- 01:30:11,640 --> 01:30:12,839
- What harm lies here?
- 869
- 01:30:12,841 --> 01:30:14,341
- What sorry past--
- 870
- 01:30:14,343 --> 01:30:16,643
- Poor kid, who told you that
- love and freedom were opposed?
- 871
- 01:30:16,645 --> 01:30:18,145
- They're one and the same.
- 872
- 01:30:18,147 --> 01:30:20,981
- But even so, you come and
- go, and I, the solid ground,
- 873
- 01:30:20,983 --> 01:30:24,317
- the tether pole your orbit
- turns around, well, I remain.
- 874
- 01:30:24,319 --> 01:30:25,919
- Didn't I keep watch for you?
- 875
- 01:30:25,921 --> 01:30:27,821
- Hold fast the thread
- attached to you?
- 876
- 01:30:27,823 --> 01:30:29,289
- To watch as it unwound?
- 877
- 01:30:29,291 --> 01:30:32,159
- To count your steps and remind
- you of the way back home?
- 878
- 01:30:32,161 --> 01:30:34,561
- Good earth, good
- womb, good wife too.
- 879
- 01:30:34,563 --> 01:30:36,830
- What was I but a
- ball of clay for you?
- 880
- 01:30:36,832 --> 01:30:38,799
- Your secret fears
- like fingers crept
- 881
- 01:30:38,801 --> 01:30:40,801
- behind my eyes and
- made them shine.
- 882
- 01:30:40,803 --> 01:30:43,336
- You carved a mouth tuned
- to the tenor of your name.
- 883
- 01:30:43,338 --> 01:30:45,872
- My hair grew long,
- became a nest for you,
- 884
- 01:30:45,874 --> 01:30:48,542
- and I felt my brow grow
- heavy with your pain.
- 885
- 01:30:48,544 --> 01:30:50,744
- Even now, my sadness bores you.
- 886
- 01:30:50,746 --> 01:30:53,480
- You no longer want me,
- but you cannot let me go.
- 887
- 01:30:53,482 --> 01:30:55,949
- Well, here is your
- longed-for freedom.
- 888
- 01:30:55,951 --> 01:31:00,153
- I was only in your way, but now
- it's my time for me to flee,
- 889
- 01:31:00,155 --> 01:31:02,422
- to rediscover my
- own right of way.
- 890
- 01:31:02,424 --> 01:31:05,392
- I go tonight out from
- these walls built by fear.
- 891
- 01:31:05,394 --> 01:31:06,893
- You wear me out.
- 892
- 01:31:06,895 --> 01:31:09,763
- Let me go to the place where
- I have not yet arrived.
- 893
- 01:31:09,765 --> 01:31:12,432
- Goodbye my love,
- my breath, my life.
- 894
- 01:31:12,434 --> 01:31:15,936
- I'm going to where I
- haven't yet arrived.
- 895
- 01:33:13,755 --> 01:33:16,556
- - Tommy, we know
- you're in there.
- 896
- 01:34:14,216 --> 01:34:16,282
- - We're bringing him in.
- 897
- 01:34:40,709 --> 01:34:43,276
- - Over here, Tommy!
- 898
- 01:35:08,770 --> 01:35:10,070
- - Tommy?
- 899
- 01:35:32,828 --> 01:35:35,328
- - Now where were we?
- 900
- 01:35:35,330 --> 01:35:36,529
- Hm.
- 901
- 01:35:36,531 --> 01:35:39,966
- Oh, right, come here,
- you little vermin.
- 902
- 01:35:39,968 --> 01:35:45,038
- We've got a case to close, so
- get off the ground!
- 903
- 01:35:48,110 --> 01:35:53,179
- ♪ And now we've come to
- the final sentencing ♪
- 904
- 01:35:55,450 --> 01:36:00,520
- ♪ Who is this lady
- strangely called ♪
- 905
- 01:36:01,223 --> 01:36:02,889
- ♪ By the name of Yes ♪
- 906
- 01:36:02,891 --> 01:36:05,658
- ♪ Who is she ♪
- 907
- 01:36:05,660 --> 01:36:07,026
- ♪ Oh, what a show ♪
- 908
- 01:36:07,028 --> 01:36:09,162
- ♪ How it sets me aglow
- to bare the truth ♪
- 909
- 01:36:09,164 --> 01:36:10,663
- ♪ That everyone wants to know ♪
- 910
- 01:36:10,665 --> 01:36:12,899
- ♪ But I design to
- withhold my surprise ♪
- 911
- 01:36:12,901 --> 01:36:16,402
- ♪ Until each and every
- witness has a go ♪
- 912
- 01:36:16,404 --> 01:36:19,105
- - You may call forth
- the first witness.
- 913
- 01:36:37,759 --> 01:36:40,293
- ♪ Ha, ha, ha, yeah ♪
- 914
- 01:36:46,635 --> 01:36:47,534
- - Stop!
- 915
- 01:36:48,970 --> 01:36:53,473
- Oh, you think
- that I really give a fuck!
- 916
- 01:36:53,475 --> 01:36:54,974
- You can point your
- little fingers
- 917
- 01:36:54,976 --> 01:36:58,011
- any way you want, but
- I'm not the only one!
- 918
- 01:37:02,984 --> 01:37:04,818
- So who'll throw the first stone?
- 919
- 01:37:06,021 --> 01:37:07,253
- What's the matter?
- 920
- 01:37:07,255 --> 01:37:09,189
- I thought I was
- the one you chose
- 921
- 01:37:09,191 --> 01:37:11,191
- to pay for the sins of a world
- 922
- 01:37:11,193 --> 01:37:14,160
- full of men too
- scared to be alone!
- 923
- 01:37:15,497 --> 01:37:18,264
- - If only it were so simple.
- 924
- 01:37:18,266 --> 01:37:21,267
- But you can't pass
- guilt around that way.
- 925
- 01:37:21,269 --> 01:37:23,002
- It's much too sticky, you see.
- 926
- 01:37:23,004 --> 01:37:24,637
- Much like glue, it sticks to you
- 927
- 01:37:24,639 --> 01:37:27,707
- just as soon as you've
- passed it to me!
- 928
- 01:37:27,709 --> 01:37:30,777
- And you're still
- forgetting one thing.
- 929
- 01:37:30,779 --> 01:37:34,113
- There's still one more
- charge to this hearing.
- 930
- 01:37:34,115 --> 01:37:36,115
- Let's hear what the
- Defense has to say.
- 931
- 01:37:36,117 --> 01:37:41,020
- He's been oh so quiet since
- the scales have tipped my way!
- 932
- 01:37:42,057 --> 01:37:45,425
- - Does the Defense
- wish to call a witness?
- 933
- 01:37:47,562 --> 01:37:50,964
- Does the Defense have
- a final statement?
- 934
- 01:37:56,371 --> 01:37:59,439
- - There goes your
- last chance, boy!
- 935
- 01:37:59,441 --> 01:38:01,407
- I guess it's up to you.
- 936
- 01:38:02,510 --> 01:38:05,678
- - Does the accused
- have any last words?
- 937
- 01:38:05,680 --> 01:38:08,047
- ♪ Do you have any last words ♪
- 938
- 01:38:08,049 --> 01:38:10,617
- ♪ Yes please, yes
- sir, I do, sir ♪
- 939
- 01:38:10,619 --> 01:38:14,754
- ♪ But I don't know just
- how I can say this ♪
- 940
- 01:38:14,756 --> 01:38:18,258
- ♪ My heart beats
- much too quickly ♪
- 941
- 01:38:18,260 --> 01:38:20,627
- ♪ And I feel that
- I might explode ♪
- 942
- 01:38:20,629 --> 01:38:24,697
- ♪ So rare that I fail to
- find the right words ♪
- 943
- 01:38:24,699 --> 01:38:27,700
- ♪ Typically they come right
- from my golden tongue ♪
- 944
- 01:38:27,702 --> 01:38:31,004
- ♪ Like a river flows,
- but now, I don't know ♪
- 945
- 01:38:42,984 --> 01:38:44,884
- ♪ Hey ♪
- 946
- 01:38:50,358 --> 01:38:52,258
- ♪ Hey ♪
- 947
- 01:39:03,872 --> 01:39:04,771
- - Woo!
- 948
- 01:39:07,742 --> 01:39:08,608
- Hm.
- 949
- 01:39:22,791 --> 01:39:23,690
- - Order!
- 950
- 01:39:24,960 --> 01:39:28,628
- The Prosecution may
- make a final statement.
- 951
- 01:39:32,867 --> 01:39:35,301
- - There is nothing so arbitrary
- 952
- 01:39:35,303 --> 01:39:38,604
- as a fence around a plot of land
- 953
- 01:39:38,606 --> 01:39:41,341
- or a body with a line around it.
- 954
- 01:39:43,111 --> 01:39:45,845
- And what have we here
- but an empty frame!
- 955
- 01:39:45,847 --> 01:39:49,115
- A rusted, barbed-wire fence,
- there's nothing there,
- 956
- 01:39:49,117 --> 01:39:52,418
- no property, no ground on
- which to build a foundation,
- 957
- 01:39:52,420 --> 01:39:56,856
- the basic building blocks of
- what we commonly call love.
- 958
- 01:39:56,858 --> 01:39:59,092
- The story begins with
- two nascent twins,
- 959
- 01:39:59,094 --> 01:40:00,994
- bound together in
- the mother's warmth.
- 960
- 01:40:00,996 --> 01:40:02,929
- But what was for
- one a nurturing womb
- 961
- 01:40:02,931 --> 01:40:06,299
- would become for the other
- a dark and deathly tomb.
- 962
- 01:40:06,301 --> 01:40:08,267
- They did everything they could
- to save the second child,
- 963
- 01:40:08,269 --> 01:40:10,103
- and their efforts
- weren't in vain.
- 964
- 01:40:10,105 --> 01:40:13,606
- But with her hand held
- fast by her desperate love,
- 965
- 01:40:13,608 --> 01:40:17,076
- the mother died from
- the physical strain.
- 966
- 01:40:17,078 --> 01:40:19,979
- And there he was,
- our unlucky boy,
- 967
- 01:40:19,981 --> 01:40:22,749
- a life wrought in
- exchange for two.
- 968
- 01:40:22,751 --> 01:40:24,250
- And as the father refused
- to hold him close,
- 969
- 01:40:24,252 --> 01:40:26,285
- he learnt from day one
- the debt that was due,
- 970
- 01:40:26,287 --> 01:40:29,222
- so he searched for a way
- to earn his very life!
- 971
- 01:40:29,224 --> 01:40:31,624
- He found a thousand different
- ways to tell the story
- 972
- 01:40:31,626 --> 01:40:35,695
- of his loss and a means to
- exonerate, but in every corner,
- 973
- 01:40:35,697 --> 01:40:38,831
- a finger pointed, a
- swelling sea of shame.
- 974
- 01:40:38,833 --> 01:40:43,736
- Buried in books, he found his
- mother on every single page.
- 975
- 01:40:44,806 --> 01:40:48,241
- Along comes Carolyn, poor girl.
- 976
- 01:40:48,243 --> 01:40:49,776
- What need I say?
- 977
- 01:40:49,778 --> 01:40:52,145
- We've all witnessed her tale,
- just one of the more tragic
- 978
- 01:40:52,147 --> 01:40:54,714
- of his attempts
- to find his place.
- 979
- 01:40:54,716 --> 01:40:57,850
- Oh, the irony of a
- man who champions
- 980
- 01:40:57,852 --> 01:41:01,054
- the safety and care of
- women but cannot love
- 981
- 01:41:01,056 --> 01:41:03,656
- the one who waits with
- open arms beside him.
- 982
- 01:41:03,658 --> 01:41:07,560
- A true dialogue of compassion
- between flesh and blood
- 983
- 01:41:07,562 --> 01:41:11,531
- is replaced by the idea,
- the mere image of love.
- 984
- 01:41:13,868 --> 01:41:15,468
- And so poor Carolyn
- was sacrificed
- 985
- 01:41:15,470 --> 01:41:18,304
- to his self-serving
- crusade, a sad little man
- 986
- 01:41:18,306 --> 01:41:21,407
- with a sorry tale and
- a whole wide world
- 987
- 01:41:21,409 --> 01:41:24,644
- to save, which
- brings us here today.
- 988
- 01:41:24,646 --> 01:41:27,880
- And what do we make
- of this lady, Yes,
- 989
- 01:41:28,783 --> 01:41:30,883
- such a strange and unheard name.
- 990
- 01:41:30,885 --> 01:41:32,552
- But it's all too clear
- if the jury knows
- 991
- 01:41:32,554 --> 01:41:35,688
- that his favorite
- word was always no.
- 992
- 01:41:35,690 --> 01:41:37,323
- And what is it that he refuses?
- 993
- 01:41:37,325 --> 01:41:39,525
- What are these secret
- fears of yours?
- 994
- 01:41:39,527 --> 01:41:42,328
- Why do you tremble at the
- thought of losing your grip?
- 995
- 01:41:42,330 --> 01:41:45,631
- What is this property that you
- clench with white knuckles?
- 996
- 01:41:45,633 --> 01:41:47,834
- Are not your hands wrapped
- around her very throat?
- 997
- 01:41:47,836 --> 01:41:49,769
- Is it not her skin that
- you wear like a wreath
- 998
- 01:41:49,771 --> 01:41:52,438
- around your neck, or
- a crown of thorns?
- 999
- 01:41:52,440 --> 01:41:54,440
- Are not her bones the very frame
- 1000
- 01:41:54,442 --> 01:41:56,642
- that kept you sane and composed?
- 1001
- 01:41:56,644 --> 01:41:59,479
- And without this frame, he
- would scatter like dust!
- 1002
- 01:41:59,481 --> 01:42:02,949
- The infinite uncertainty of Yes,
- 1003
- 01:42:02,951 --> 01:42:07,186
- yes to the mystery of suffering
- that cannot be explained,
- 1004
- 01:42:07,188 --> 01:42:08,788
- yes to the life
- you've been given
- 1005
- 01:42:08,790 --> 01:42:11,724
- despite or because of
- its inaugural pain.
- 1006
- 01:42:11,726 --> 01:42:14,327
- yes to the one who would love
- you in spite of yourself,
- 1007
- 01:42:14,329 --> 01:42:16,395
- to the love she gave,
- not meant to be earned,
- 1008
- 01:42:16,397 --> 01:42:18,965
- nothing to pay back,
- no price in return,
- 1009
- 01:42:18,967 --> 01:42:22,068
- for love is not much
- like a bartered exchange,
- 1010
- 01:42:22,070 --> 01:42:26,639
- and yes to the past, for
- the joy and the pain.
- 1011
- 01:42:26,641 --> 01:42:31,711
- But no was your preferred
- response, a disposition of denial.
- 1012
- 01:42:33,081 --> 01:42:36,182
- But a pain repressed will
- be otherwise expressed,
- 1013
- 01:42:36,184 --> 01:42:38,718
- and hence our gathering today.
- 1014
- 01:42:38,720 --> 01:42:42,088
- And so it is, the final
- charge against you,
- 1015
- 01:42:42,090 --> 01:42:45,091
- that you have slain
- the lady, Yes,
- 1016
- 01:42:45,093 --> 01:42:46,893
- woman who wades
- through a sea of names
- 1017
- 01:42:46,895 --> 01:42:48,394
- but who cannot be
- allowed to speak,
- 1018
- 01:42:48,396 --> 01:42:51,531
- who sings instead, whose
- voice quivers softly,
- 1019
- 01:42:51,533 --> 01:42:53,799
- high above your little
- fortress of fear.
- 1020
- 01:42:53,801 --> 01:42:58,104
- She is the tremor of silence,
- the whisper of possibility,
- 1021
- 01:42:58,106 --> 01:43:01,340
- the fluidity within your
- very own soul that you have
- 1022
- 01:43:01,342 --> 01:43:06,179
- made rigid, petrified to supply
- the lie to your feeble mind
- 1023
- 01:43:06,181 --> 01:43:09,982
- that behind your name,
- something real resides.
- 1024
- 01:43:12,453 --> 01:43:15,021
- To tell the truth, I pity you,
- 1025
- 01:43:16,858 --> 01:43:21,694
- for who knew that a true
- dialogue was one without speech?
- 1026
- 01:43:24,098 --> 01:43:29,168
- Two pairs of unblinking eyes,
- an exchange of beating hearts.
- 1027
- 01:43:31,506 --> 01:43:33,839
- Two lips poised, half open,
- 1028
- 01:43:36,811 --> 01:43:39,946
- ready to speak,
- but never speaking
- 1029
- 01:43:39,948 --> 01:43:43,015
- a single word,
- except one word, yes.
- 1030
- 01:43:46,788 --> 01:43:51,157
- ♪ Yes to the invisible ♪
- 1031
- 01:43:51,159 --> 01:43:55,494
- ♪ Yes for you, is
- it impossible ♪
- 1032
- 01:43:55,496 --> 01:43:59,932
- ♪ Yes to a mystery unsolved ♪
- 1033
- 01:43:59,934 --> 01:44:04,337
- ♪ Yes, the hardest
- word of them all ♪
- 1034
- 01:44:11,946 --> 01:44:16,816
- ♪ Oh, isn't that precisely
- it, a mystery you can resist ♪
- 1035
- 01:44:16,818 --> 01:44:21,887
- ♪ You can't quite get
- your finger on it ♪
- 1036
- 01:44:23,024 --> 01:44:26,025
- ♪ Just like a child
- destroys a butterfly ♪
- 1037
- 01:44:26,027 --> 01:44:28,427
- ♪ You tear the wings
- off to decipher ♪
- 1038
- 01:44:28,429 --> 01:44:32,231
- ♪ Where it is the secret lies ♪
- 1039
- 01:44:32,233 --> 01:44:36,902
- ♪ You destroy the ones
- you love the most ♪
- 1040
- 01:44:36,904 --> 01:44:41,974
- ♪ When you can't stand
- a thing unknown ♪
- 1041
- 01:44:46,848 --> 01:44:51,284
- ♪ Yes to a mystery unsolved ♪
- 1042
- 01:44:51,286 --> 01:44:55,688
- ♪ Yes, the hardest
- word of them all ♪
- 1043
- 01:45:07,802 --> 01:45:10,936
- ♪ Oh, careful,
- Mr. Tommy Silver ♪
- 1044
- 01:45:10,938 --> 01:45:13,039
- ♪ You didn't really kill her ♪
- 1045
- 01:45:13,041 --> 01:45:17,943
- ♪ Though she died, the
- guilt is only in your mind ♪
- 1046
- 01:45:17,945 --> 01:45:22,581
- ♪ The judgment that you
- carry is hardly arbitrary ♪
- 1047
- 01:45:22,583 --> 01:45:27,353
- ♪ It's only what you've
- brought upon yourself ♪
- 1048
- 01:45:27,355 --> 01:45:30,990
- ♪ You pulled the carpet,
- ooh, you pulled the carpet ♪
- 1049
- 01:45:30,992 --> 01:45:35,461
- ♪ From underneath
- your own feet ♪
- 1050
- 01:45:35,463 --> 01:45:39,832
- ♪ And you will
- end up all alone ♪
- 1051
- 01:45:39,834 --> 01:45:44,236
- ♪ If you can't stand
- up on your own ♪
- 1052
- 01:45:51,079 --> 01:45:52,478
- - Take him away.
- 1053
- 01:45:58,319 --> 01:46:00,052
- - What?
- 1054
- 01:46:00,054 --> 01:46:01,954
- I am not Tommy Silver!
- 1055
- 01:46:09,864 --> 01:46:12,398
- - I, I don't understand.
- 1056
- 01:46:12,400 --> 01:46:15,134
- - We have heard enough from him.
- 1057
- 01:46:15,136 --> 01:46:18,137
- - But then am I to be punished?
- 1058
- 01:46:18,139 --> 01:46:22,608
- - But of course, my boy,
- the punishment is to be you.
- 1059
- 01:46:24,178 --> 01:46:27,646
- You have eliminated
- your will to deny.
- 1060
- 01:46:27,648 --> 01:46:30,483
- Now at last,
- together, we silence
- 1061
- 01:46:31,686 --> 01:46:34,153
- the drone of your guilty cry.
- 1062
- 01:46:35,623 --> 01:46:37,923
- - But then who are you?
- 1063
- 01:46:37,925 --> 01:46:39,625
- - I am the listener.
- 1064
- 01:46:39,627 --> 01:46:41,460
- I am the weeper.
- 1065
- 01:46:41,462 --> 01:46:44,230
- I am the will to move on.
- 1066
- 01:46:44,232 --> 01:46:46,866
- It is not I who judge, but you.
- 1067
- 01:46:53,875 --> 01:46:56,542
- ♪ I am the tried ♪
- 1068
- 01:46:56,544 --> 01:47:00,679
- ♪ I am the trying one ♪
- 1069
- 01:47:00,681 --> 01:47:05,251
- ♪ I have no other
- lies to unlearn ♪
- 1070
- 01:47:05,253 --> 01:47:10,256
- ♪ There are no more
- bridges left to burn ♪
- 1071
- 01:47:11,092 --> 01:47:15,761
- ♪ Where we recede, you start ♪
- 1072
- 01:47:17,331 --> 01:47:19,165
- ♪ I have ♪
- 1073
- 01:47:19,167 --> 01:47:24,236
- ♪ You have fulfilled the
- most unpleasant part ♪
- 1074
- 01:47:25,506 --> 01:47:27,273
- ♪ I have ♪
- 1075
- 01:47:27,275 --> 01:47:31,210
- ♪ No one to hear
- your last plea ♪
- 1076
- 01:47:31,212 --> 01:47:34,280
- ♪ You are the judge of me ♪
- 1077
- 01:47:34,282 --> 01:47:36,315
- ♪ It is over ♪
- 1078
- 01:47:36,317 --> 01:47:40,853
- ♪ There is no one to
- untie your hands ♪
- 1079
- 01:47:40,855 --> 01:47:44,190
- ♪ No other can but you ♪
- 1080
- 01:47:58,806 --> 01:48:03,876
- ♪ It seems I am the
- author of the pantomime ♪
- 1081
- 01:48:04,912 --> 01:48:08,848
- ♪ The one behind the curtain ♪
- 1082
- 01:48:08,850 --> 01:48:13,118
- ♪ The first light
- of day, it gleams ♪
- 1083
- 01:48:13,120 --> 01:48:15,788
- ♪ It's time to wake
- up from your sleep ♪
- 1084
- 01:48:15,790 --> 01:48:18,958
- ♪ So please be gracious now ♪
- 1085
- 01:48:18,960 --> 01:48:22,928
- ♪ That I have tried
- to shine the light ♪
- 1086
- 01:48:22,930 --> 01:48:28,000
- ♪ On my own divided soul ♪
- 1087
- 01:48:29,170 --> 01:48:34,240
- ♪ Don't ask for whom the
- bells of death toll ♪
- 1088
- 01:48:35,076 --> 01:48:37,643
- ♪ It's only because I know ♪
- 1089
- 01:48:37,645 --> 01:48:40,579
- ♪ Because he knows
- it all too well ♪
- 1090
- 01:48:40,581 --> 01:48:45,651
- ♪ The cost and the
- terror of tearing one ♪
- 1091
- 01:48:46,888 --> 01:48:49,021
- ♪ In two ♪
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