23:32:54Persimmon: Please dont hate me....
23:34:27Persimmon: I dont know what I did wrong...but I missed you a lot you know...
23:41:32Sapodilla: Persi.
23:42:00Persimmon: Dilla...please...why do you hate me now?
23:42:07Sapodilla: This is absolutely ridiculous.
23:42:26Persimmon: I just want to hug you
23:42:40Sapodilla: Clutching and by extension stretching out my clothing does not constitute a hug.
23:43:06Persimmon: -Lower lip tremble.- I just...didnt want you to think I was still being annoying and getting in the way...
23:43:09Sapodilla: Stealing the male I am very interested in sincerely as soon as I leave for a period does not constitute warm, loving behavior on my return.
23:43:40Sapodilla: Moving in and inhabiting his space almost every chance available does not constitute me to snatch you up and love on you the very instant I see you.
23:43:42Persimmon: What...? I didnt steal anything...
23:44:05Persimmon: We are all friends...
23:44:10Sapodilla: Behaving like an over-dramatic eight year old because you are not welcomed between a hug does not constitute toleration.
23:45:00Persimmon: I didnt know you felt like that.
23:45:32Sapodilla: You respond in over-the-top ways to assumptions that you conclude in your own head. Am I irritated with you? Quite so.
23:45:36Sapodilla: I have never once said that I hated you.
23:45:37Sapodilla: Meanwhile?
23:45:50Sapodilla: You completely ignore people who are trying to interact with you and I think that is extraordinarily dickish, if I do say so myself.
23:47:15Persimmon: I think that is still my choice who I interact with, and it doesnt make me a jerk...
23:47:30Sapodilla: You COMPLETELY ignored BOTH of them.
23:50:05Persimmon: Because I chose to interact with you, that is within my right to choose. Lime is my friend and he would understand. I also choose not to associate with people who are trying to engage me in activities that involve drugs.
23:51:14Sapodilla: There is a difference between choosing to interact to let it be known that you do not wish for their company in-character and completely ignoring two authors who reached out to you.
23:51:30Sapodilla: You absolutely hate being ignored, do you not? And yet you turn about and do it to others so long as your little feelings are not stamped on.
23:52:44Persimmon: Of course I do, but what makes you think I wouldnt talk to lime about it later?
23:53:21Sapodilla: Your actions speak six times louder than what goes on in an IM 'later'. You act like a spoiled, over-dramatic brat looking for the next person to pity into spending any kind of sincere time with you.
23:53:52Persimmon: Im not sure what it is that makes you feel like you have to go off on me like this. Are you angry because Im friends with your love interest? So you have to yell at me?
23:55:20Persimmon: Because honestly I do not feel like I have done anything that calls for this reaction. Yes, I ignored some people. But once again, that is my choice. I dont have to be proud of it either, thats just how it happened. It doesnt make me a criminal
23:55:59Sapodilla: This is not yelling at you, for one, Persi. This is very irritably laying out for you the reasons I have been full-out avoiding you for weeks at a time.
23:56:27Sapodilla: And, in turn, ignoring Apple whom I happen to be very, very fond of.
23:56:54Persimmon: Then come in here. Im not stopping you There is no law that says because Im here you cant be here.
23:57:03Sapodilla: You are /never/ happy.
23:57:10Sapodilla: We include you -- it's not enough.
23:57:16Sapodilla: We exclude you, you act like you're dying.
23:57:19Persimmon: I am happy all the time, but I am not happy that you are yelling at me.
23:57:37Sapodilla: We make special exception for you, you possess the lime light every second you get and every second you don't get it, you're somehow sucking sympathy from every source you can get it.
23:57:42Persimmon: Why would that not be enough? I am perfectly happy with the three of us doing things.
23:58:17Sapodilla: It's never good enough for you. You constantly want to call more attention to yourself or use OOC dialogues in IC characterization to express how something is scaring you off or intimidating you or making you think someone, for god's sake, somehow dislikes you.
23:59:11Sapodilla: I am so sick of proving that I sincerely, at one time, wanted to play with you. And furthermore it exhausts to me to have to re-convince you almost every time this occurs that I don't hate you.
0:00:06Sapodilla: Additionally, it truly bothers me that if I don't want the stench of drama, drama, drama to leak into an otherwise casual, normal-setting role play, I almost HAVE to exclude you. Or do it in private where me and my partner are forced not to play with anyone else.
0:01:29Persimmon: Didnt know you felt like I was a drama whore.
0:02:23Sapodilla: Look at your post. Look at it.
0:02:47Sapodilla: Dilla calmly asked Persimmon to please let go of his clothing.
0:03:00Sapodilla: That's all. Just let go; not go die, not burn forever in hell. Just let go.
0:03:11Persimmon: Persimmon is an over the top emotional ball of ridiculousness. Its what he does.
0:03:23Sapodilla: He gets it from his -author.-
0:03:34Sapodilla: Your FIRST IM to me was asking me not to hate you.
0:04:13Persimmon: Well you were pretty much acting like it.
0:04:46Sapodilla: I am acting like a cold bastard because I am so sick of being diplomatic about your feelings in regards to the frustration you unleash in me every bloody time I bother interacting with you or interacting near you.
0:04:57Sapodilla: If you would like to see my "hate" then I can surely adjust my attitude.
0:07:40Persimmon: Frankly I tried to be more reserved, which first of all is not even really an ability that persi possesses, but you dont really seem that happy with that either.
0:10:26Sapodilla: It would be a stunning day in the world if Persimmon ever changed, matured, developed, or otherwise budged out of 'his' consistent need to be coddled by everyone who breathes in his hemisphere. Dilla had started teaching him to read and become more independent, but it turned into having to be lodged up Dilla's rectum every time he came around.
0:10:45Sapodilla: People are willing to work with Persi.
0:10:52Sapodilla: He just never adopts those lessons.
0:10:55Sapodilla: Never changes.
0:11:47Sapodilla: I truly feel that it's either 0% or 100% with Persimmon or it's just not bloody good enough.
0:15:04Persimmon: Honestly I have never heard of anyone having a problem with Persi, except you.
0:15:28Sapodilla: Maybe I'm the only one who is irritated enough to even bother saying it.
0:17:11Persimmon: Well thats ok too, if they feel like they need to say something Im sure they well eventually.
0:19:56Persimmon: Im sorry that you feel that way though about all of that.
0:22:52Persimmon: I would appreciate no hard feelings between us though.
0:23:39Sapodilla: I have no intention of dragging you through the mud in public or otherwise.
0:25:21Persimmon: I can understand your discomfort when I asked you if you hated me.
0:28:52Persimmon: But if you want to be here, then be here. I am not stopping you. If you dont want to interact with Persi anymore because of how you feel about his character, I can respect that.
0:30:18Sapodilla: Half of my problem is with Persimmon. And the other half is with you.
0:30:25Sapodilla: We will always run into a character we and our characters dislike.
0:30:35Sapodilla: But please. Approach me like an adult. Talk to me like an adult.
0:30:38Persimmon: Of course.
0:30:49Persimmon: I can respect that.
0:30:58Sapodilla: Sapodilla does not hate Persimmon.
0:31:10Sapodilla: But he is quite tired of his behavior and his renegade emotions.
0:31:32Sapodilla: Especially right now, because Dilla is in and out of court because of that fiasco that happened to him a couple months ago.
0:31:47Persimmon: Well I dont know anything about that.
0:32:08Sapodilla: Perhaps you would be clued in a lot easier, through Persimmon, if he didn't run off being dramatic or having his soul crushed every ten minutes.
0:32:52Persimmon: I dont know if Persi will ever stop being Persi, but I imagine he can be a bit more sobered up around Dilla if it makes him more at ease.
0:33:25Sapodilla: Like I said, Dilla had tried to take the boy under his wing as /not/ a sexually-charged relationship. To teach him to read, critical thinking, problem-solving. Persimmon is not stupid.
0:33:54Sapodilla: But Persi just doesn't want that or he's not interested in that and Sapodilla has accepted that.
0:34:03Sapodilla: As a result, Dilla is finding it more and more difficult to share time with him.
0:34:36Persimmon: Persi isnt stupid. Im sure he can handle that.
0:40:11Persimmon: Unfortunately now I am going to have to sleep. I will perhaps see you around.
0:41:26Sapodilla: I must retire also.
0:41:28Sapodilla: Good night.
0:41:30Persimmon: Night