rivermorevandaag om 16:52
well
if i had a choice between spending time with you or sharkguest
i'd choose you every time
so there's that lol

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:52
...
But I've been treating you like shit
and pushing you away
i dont even understand
how you're still trying  to be my friend
even after all the shitty things ive been saying to you

rivermorevandaag om 16:53
i mean we've both been harsh to each other and you have a bunch on your plate
so i don't blame you for how you've been acting

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:53
i've constantly been attacking you

rivermorevandaag om 16:53
we both said things to each other that we regret :/

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:53
and putting it more and more on your shoulders
how you made this friendship die and blablabla
and while that shit fucking broke me when you did what you did back then
i've been doing fucking nothing
to fix this shit in the end
i've been spending some time with you
but what the fuck
ive constantly been a massive asshole

rivermorevandaag om 16:54
i mean you're dealing with a boatload of issues, so i understand that you're super stressed out about everything
including our friendship sadly

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:54
and then my conscious keeps on telling e
why the fuck am i even trying
to fix this friendship

rivermorevandaag om 16:54
but like ive said every single time we had this conversation
i'll always believe that our friendship can be fixed

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:55
if it has been proven that you're apparently not as trustable as i though tyou were and then i just turn into a dick already
because yeah
why the fuck not
i just turn into a massive asswipe then

rivermorevandaag om 16:56
eeh
maybe i'm not as trustable as you thought then
but i like to think i'm more trustable than you think now at least

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:01
i mean
if you betrayed someones trust once already
how trustable are you with any secret
is the thing
if you proof that you're capable of just breaking someones trust
than what does everything else that person or ANY person ever shared with you mean
trust is quite a shitty difficult concept

rivermorevandaag om 17:02
you're looking at it as too black and white

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:02
because if you can break someones trust
then you can break anyones trust that easily

rivermorevandaag om 17:02
either someone is trustworthy 100% of the time or untrustworthy 100% of the time
context matters

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:02
except you still break someones trust

rivermorevandaag om 17:02
imo given the right circumstances, anyone can break someone's trust

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:03
and thats the moment that i cant befriend those people any longer

rivermorevandaag om 17:03
not trying to justify what i did, just saying you can't expect people to be flawless 100% of the time

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
i mean if you proof that you are perfectly fine capable of breaking someones trust in something even THIS important and risky
than i dont know what the hell you can be trusted with

rivermorevandaag om 17:04
anyone can make a mistake, no matter how close they are to you and how they feel about you

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
that goese for like
any person

rivermorevandaag om 17:04
well

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
anyone could've done what you couldve done

rivermorevandaag om 17:04
nothing bad happened with welly, did it?

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
no,  thankfully not.
but you put it entirely in risk though
and thats also just a terrible argument

rivermorevandaag om 17:05
sorry but i still don't think there was ever any real risk

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:05
so wait, you go to the one and only person I trust the very least with this information at this very moment
and you show that information to that person
how do you expect me to react
that you show something that could get me hurt

rivermorevandaag om 17:06
that's why i waited for like 2 months

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:06
to like LITERALLY

rivermorevandaag om 17:06
before i told you

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:06
honestly, i just find that even more fucked

rivermorevandaag om 17:06
to show you that whatever you thought of xandricia, she had no intentions of sharing anything with welly

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:06
that you waited forever

rivermorevandaag om 17:07
myself, i trusted her 100% not to show him anything
guess which one of us was right

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:07
You, does that make it right.
No, you still risked it all.

rivermorevandaag om 17:07
it doesn't make what i did right, not at all

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:07
I could've easily told you hey aeon is a good guy
back in the day
while you would've said no

rivermorevandaag om 17:08
i'm just trying to show that there was never a risk involved
at least in my perspective

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:08
there was a fucking risk involved 24/7 because nobody is fucking trustable especially not this slimy piece of shit

rivermorevandaag om 17:08
see that's why i waited 2 months to tell you

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:08
because I TRUSTED HER LESS THAN I'D TRUST RPGREEGY SDGSDFHDHJDSHJ

rivermorevandaag om 17:08
if i just went to you and said "hey i told xandricia but it's ok shes a good girl u can trust her" then of course you'd call bullshit
and i wouldn't blame you for it at all

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
??? i stil called bullshit
becauuse she can easily
at any time

rivermorevandaag om 17:09
that's why i waited 2 months before letting you know, so you could see that nothing bad happened

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
any given day
use this against me

rivermorevandaag om 17:09
she understandably blamed welly for it more than she blamed you

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
the fact that she didnt i'd consider myself very goddamn lucky with

rivermorevandaag om 17:09
why would she go to the one person she disliked the most?

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
to fucking bring me down
because i was hurting her

rivermorevandaag om 17:11
aaaaaaaa why are we talking about xandricia again lmao

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:11
because you still fucking say to me
that theres no risk
there never was

rivermorevandaag om 17:11
anyway she knew you were hurting her yes, but she still cared about you
and always asked me how you were

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:11
if aeon and me  ended up working out

rivermorevandaag om 17:11
of course theres no way in hell she'd go to welly lol

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:11
would there actually be a fucking risk
of him sharing my nudes
YES THERE FUCKING WOULD BE
even if i trusted him

rivermorevandaag om 17:12
well i don't know aeon on a personal level
all i know is he has a spiky sausage in his pants

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:12
who the hell cares about that
look at how shark is treating me rn
i've sene that guys dick
i know about very personal shit
that he has done
even illegal shit
and weird shit

rivermorevandaag om 17:13
but imo i had good reasons to trust xandricia not to go to welly

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:13
you thought you did

rivermorevandaag om 17:13
i did
and still do

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:13
you thought you did

rivermorevandaag om 17:13
but...she didn't go to welly??
you did.

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:13
yeah to save my own ass
from you
and xandricia
because you two are fucking insane for letting it go this far

rivermorevandaag om 17:14
but neither of us was going to let welly know anything

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
okay, how much money can you actually fucking bet
that such a thing
would never happen tho
would you actually

rivermorevandaag om 17:14
xandricia was even super nervous about letting welly know anything about it

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
bet your own life on it

rivermorevandaag om 17:14
like she literally asked me for advice

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
becausee i fucking would never
fucking ever

rivermorevandaag om 17:14
on whether to ignore welly when he talks to her

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
bet my own life on what a random person
thinks
and can suddenly do

rivermorevandaag om 17:15
because she thought that if she suddenly starts ignoring him, welly might figure it out or idfk

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:15
good for her

rivermorevandaag om 17:15
like she literally forced herself to pretend her and welly were okay, just to make sure there was 0% chance he would find anything out

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:16
she and you can easily at any given moment
break another persons trust
no matter the situatiopn
the morefucking people who know
the most people chances there are

rivermorevandaag om 17:16
that's the thing i want to emphasize to you, the situation DOES matter

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:17
the situation doesnt fucking matter because xandricia couldve easily went to save HER OWN ASS
TO WELLY

rivermorevandaag om 17:17
you view other people as chances that things can go wrong
lol save her ass from what???

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:17
THIS LEAKING?
THIS SPREADING MORE?

rivermorevandaag om 17:17
?????? why would she go to welly about it of all people

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:18
because welly fucking made the screenshots
duh

rivermorevandaag om 17:18
yeah and?

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:18
welly of all people
should be fucking able

rivermorevandaag om 17:18
that's stupid, why would she beg the person who started the whole thing

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:18
to put a stop to the sharing

rivermorevandaag om 17:18
especially when WELLY was the one who prohibited you from sharing it with anyone to begin with
wouldn't going to him defeat the whole purpose of it being kept secret?

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:19
why keep it a secret when you can bring down 1. the person who has been bringing you down,  me
and 2. get on good terms with welly again by doing such a thing
and restore your friendship with him

rivermorevandaag om 17:19
she didn't want to bring you down, she never did
and she definitely 10000000%
did not want to be on good terms with welly

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:20
i didnt want to be on good terms with xandricia either

rivermorevandaag om 17:20
which i wouldn't either if someone spread my personal information

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:20
but i guess i fucking had to
in the end

rivermorevandaag om 17:20
not really, she wouldn't have done anything even if you continued to hurt her

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:20
nah i think she wouldve
she proved herself in my messages
that shes still a massively toxic whore
and that as a matter of fact
she even grew worse than before

rivermorevandaag om 17:21
and she proved in my messages that she was completely against welly knowing no matter what happened
so theres that

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:21
yeah just like aeon proved he was a great boyfriend
at the start
very caring and makes you feel beautifu
l
and like you can trust him with anything
i just think you havent had enough people come to you betraying you yet

rivermorevandaag om 17:22
aeon betrayed you, xandricia didnt
at least not when it came to welly

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
What?

rivermorevandaag om 17:23
idk what reasons you had to trust aeon

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
What did she betray me in.

rivermorevandaag om 17:23
but i think my reasons for trusting xandricia on this were good

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
What did that dumb bitch say about me to you

rivermorevandaag om 17:23
idunno you said she couldn't be trusted
so i assumed she did betray you at some point??

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
oh

rivermorevandaag om 17:24
she said nothing about you, don't worry '-'

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:24
yeah no i dont believe that at all lol

rivermorevandaag om 17:24
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
do you really want me to copy and paste an entire discord log of our conversations since we added each other

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:24
yeah

rivermorevandaag om 17:24
because i can if thats what it takes to prove my point

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
except you'll edit out texts

rivermorevandaag om 17:25
assuming she's fine with it

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
like any fucking person does to hide special information

rivermorevandaag om 17:25
i'll edit out the texts when she talked to me about personal issues, no shit
not when she said anything concerning you

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
personal issues about me

rivermorevandaag om 17:25
lol
nope

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
uh yeah
now this is anotherthingof
trust me that i wont remove everythingshe said about you
and i'd need to be
OH YEAH
OF COURSE
YOU'RE GONNA REMOVE SHIT
EXCEPT THAT

rivermorevandaag om 17:27
smh you're being way too stressed and paranoid about this shit

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:27
no idea what the hell
you  sending me
edited messages
is going to actually proof

rivermorevandaag om 17:27
maybe i should just give you my discord login so you can check for yourself idfk

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:28
i wonder what the fuck elseyou've said about me honestly to her
but you probably remove that shit

rivermorevandaag om 17:28
nothing about you '-'
no i don't remove anything lol
brb i need to do school related shit

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:29
eitherway. there's always going to be a reason not to trust someone with someone elses fucking safety
just like you as an adult
dont date a minor even if you wanna
because there's afucking risk
a fuckintg chance
no matter howgood you trust that minor
that your safety is fucking in danger
you put that safety into that persons hands
and then its SO MUCH MORE FUCKED
to put SOMEONE ELSES
SAFETY
into THE PERSON THAT PERSON TRUSTS THE LEAST
THAT persons hands
and let THAT person handle the situation
i think you have to genuinely be fucked in your priorities and shit
if you're gonna do something like that
your ass just went oh yea heres stu's safety take good care of it dont drop it
and xandricia went oh yeah thanks
and you because you know her
and for some retarded reason
YOU didnt have a shitty experiennce with her like i had
YOU felt it was fucking okay to put my safety into someone elses hands
and watch her play around with it
as some proof that she wont do anything with it
i warned continuously that welly was fucking crazed around trust and that he'd hurt people over it
and you still went to the person i fucking constantly, over and over again, told you not to go to
with this shit
you  genuinely were putting my fucking safety on some goddamn stick
and hung it above a fire
and did little skateboard tricks with it
and went hahaha look at me
it can fly
huhuhuhuh
you dont play around with other people their safety like that
its someone elses fucking well being
that you're sharing around
you're literally putting the faith that xandricia, the person who fucking hurt me
you're putting my well being, my safety
into that persons hands
then it doesnt even fucking matter
if its xandricia
or someone else
the fact you just share my safety around like its nothing
is absoolutely mindbottling
its fucking mindblowing
or ANYONES safety for that matter
not just mine
this shit is not a fucking game or something
this is playing with someones safety
someone elses well being
thats fucked
if someone elses safety and well being means this goddamn little to you you'd share it around to other people
then you shouldnt be trusted by literally any person at all
because doing this shit
one fucking day
it's gonna go wrong
and you'll share private shit
to the wrong person
and trust the wrong person
and you're gonna fucking be responsible
for something extremelyterrible
and when that happens
i hope you get punished so goddamn hard you'll end up as scared as i am
as paranoid as i am
thats all i'll tell about it unless you seriously still think this means fucking nothing

rivermorevandaag om 18:12
ugh i'm still not sure what the best course of action should have been for me

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:12
cant you see it by now
that the best course of action is not playing around and juggling around balls ofsomeone elses safety into someone elses hands

rivermorevandaag om 18:14
so what should i have done with xandricia then?
i couldn't let her just remain in the dark either
Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:15
yeah you couldv
e

rivermorevandaag om 18:15
especially when she was getting closer to welly
no.

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:15
you definitely couldve
and that wouldnt have been playing around with my goddamn safety
at least
that would be letting someone else in the goddamn dark
and tell her no means no

rivermorevandaag om 18:16
i couldn't just leave her confused and desperate and obsessed over you

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:16
you really couldve

rivermorevandaag om 18:16
and becomign closer "friends" with welly
no

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:16
welly already broke up with her

rivermorevandaag om 18:17
she was getting closer to him at the time that i told it
maybe they weren't in a "relationship" but she genuinely thought he was her friend
and cared about her

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:17
yes welly probably was trying to get into her mind
because of me

rivermorevandaag om 18:17
i was not going to sit by and let my friend be manipulated when i could stop it at any time by telling her the truth

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:18
by putting my safety into her hands
you forgot to add that to it

rivermorevandaag om 18:18
that's why i kept trying to get you to tell her yourself
with welly's permission
for months i tried to get you to be upfront with her

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:18
??? dude you realise
that welly genuinely
wants to hurt you
because you shared it to her right

rivermorevandaag om 18:19
okay and

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:19
so do you really think
me fucking asking
if i can explain it to xandricia
will be a
''oh yeah sure! okay!''
no
fuck no
dont be stupid
fuck no

rivermorevandaag om 18:19
well why not?
he clearly does not actually give half a shit about her

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:19
??? i just told you why not

rivermorevandaag om 18:19
why would he see that as an issue

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:19
he doesnt trust xandricia with that info
he didnt want me to use it against her either

rivermorevandaag om 18:20
then he shouldn't have fucked with her feelings to begin with huh?

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:20
okay???? probably not???
even though its funny that he did
and i enjoyed it now that i've seen almost the full convo
but that doesnt change shit though?
he did what he did
and i shared it to the one and onlyperson
that since 2015
i managedto finally learn to trust
and this shit happens

rivermorevandaag om 18:22
you realize xandricia trusts me as well right
the way i saw it, i had a choice between lying to your face for a month or two
or lying to her face for fucking ever

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:22
she would at least
move fucking over it
and forget me eventually

rivermorevandaag om 18:23
because ive already lied to her for months about it

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:23
like its a bad memory

rivermorevandaag om 18:23
i gave her months to forget about it but all she did is obsess over you and get closer to welly
plus
it's not like she could forget you when you harassed her in public rooms

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:23
and who's fault was that

rivermorevandaag om 18:23
yours

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:23
who let it cometo that
you fucking did
when you didnt leave this shit be

rivermorevandaag om 18:24
typically, to forget someone, you need to not see that person or interact with them
YOU DIDNT LEAVE IT BE EITHER
none of us did
not me, not her, not you

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:24
we can scroll beautifully back into the fucking convo
and see where the fuck
a breaking point
finally lied
where i went
FINE
ill just attack herin public then
and you'll see that it happened when you were fucking bothering me

rivermorevandaag om 18:24
okay but don't expect her to forget you
also i bothered you in response to you attacking her

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:25
attacking her in private
messages
HERE
ON DISCORD
TO YOU

rivermorevandaag om 18:25
we had an argument or 2
or 5
yes

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:25
no more

rivermorevandaag om 18:25
then that shit quelled

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:25
lol

rivermorevandaag om 18:25
and you whispered me on tfm or whatever
about how you were attacking her in whispers

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:26
yeah

rivermorevandaag om 18:26
pretty much dangling an excuse to argue with you in my face
so please don't pretend like i'm the only one who couldn't move on

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:26
you definitely fucking couldnt

rivermorevandaag om 18:26
neither could you

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:26
or i doubt i would've made as big of a deal out of this
i know myself way better than this
and can say that this shit
is literally how all my fucking fights have went
i always fucking went nuts
then ranted to someone
until i felt better
you get rid of your fucking anger
until you feel less anger
just like you fucking vent when you are upset
and then you feel better
you know what doesnt fucking help then
if someone brings it the fuck up
and tries to fix it

rivermorevandaag om 18:29
by the time i saw you attack her in public/whispers, i already gave up trying to fix it
i just wanted her to not be hurt by you

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:29
yeah gg at annoying and pissing me off about it even more
wasnt that just a brilliant idea

rivermorevandaag om 18:30
it's hard to predict your emotions sometimes

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:30
it shouldnt be
i announced everything i was going to do

rivermorevandaag om 18:31
and by the time i realize it, it's too late and we're in the middle of a heated argument that neither of us can let go

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:31
you knew i was going to attack her
i announced it every single time

rivermorevandaag om 18:31
yes and i did not want my friend to be attacked.

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:31
when i was going to do it

rivermorevandaag om 18:31
should i just say "ok go ahead" every time +miam wants to attack you

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:31
no, since I actually never did SHIT to Miam
and you know I didn't
since Miam explained it all to you

rivermorevandaag om 18:32
doesn't mean that you attacking xandricia is justified either

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:32
yeah it is

rivermorevandaag om 18:32
or that i'll stand by and fucking watch

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:32
you made it go that far
you wanted to piss me off so fucking bad

rivermorevandaag om 18:32
any more than i would if miam was attacking you
no
i did not "want" to piss you off

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:33
you needed me to be pissed off?

rivermorevandaag om 18:33
for what?

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:33
to ruin this friendship? idk

rivermorevandaag om 18:33
that makes no sense but ok

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:34
idk neither do you honestly
i mean
3 others are literally reading along
right now
saying pretty much the same shit

rivermorevandaag om 18:34
sladkoru and who else

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:34
i dont talk much to slad anymore
i mean it must be hard when absolutely nobody understands your ridiculous logic to putting someone elses trust in someone elses hands
someone elses safetyy
and well being
and thinking
yeah ok
this is ok
this is totally ok to do

rivermorevandaag om 18:35
i mean caerula was somewhat understanding
tell me though, who are you sharing our conversation with?

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:36
caerula was understanding of fcking both of us

rivermorevandaag om 18:36
or is that a secret
i'm not saying what i did was right
but i'm not saying what you did, and still doing, is right either

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:36
what am i doing
tell me
i'm blaming you for the destruction of my trust in you
what else am i doing
i'm not attacking xandricia

rivermorevandaag om 18:37
telling me that i should've just stood by and watched you harass xandricia, while lying to her

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:37
you didnt need to stand by
and watch me harass xandricia
because if you let it fucking stop

rivermorevandaag om 18:37
like i've already lied to her for months before this happened

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:37
after i ranted
for that time

rivermorevandaag om 18:37
you did not make that clear to me

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:37
that harassing wouldve never fucking happened

rivermorevandaag om 18:37
from what it sounded like, you were hellbent on attacking her until the end of time

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:38
and i never did
until it grew that far
i constantly said
I WANTED TO
empty fucking threats
just like how you want to absolutely slit ladynasty's throat
but i dont take it serious when you say that either
and call the police on you
they're just empty fucking threats
of how badly you wiish you could defend yourself but you cant because you have that fucking dignity

rivermorevandaag om 18:39
how the hell was i supposed to know it was just an "empty" threat?
it sure sounded serious when you talked about it

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:40
dude i havent destroyed miams life either
have i
no matter how many times i said i wanted to
or goondad?
that i told him to killl himself
and that i made a gofundme
to gather money
to actually have him killed irl
because i wanted him fucking dead

rivermorevandaag om 18:40
lol did you actually do that '-'

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:40
yes i did
i can send you thelink
lol

rivermorevandaag om 18:40
wtf anyway

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
i did plenty of insane shit
that i WANTED to
i wanted to so fucking badly
but i didntpush through

rivermorevandaag om 18:41
you do attack people you dislike though

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
because i fucking am not thatperson
yeah i bully turks

rivermorevandaag om 18:41
and i did not want xandricia to be on the receiving end of that

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
thats it
i bully fucking turks
i dont even attack raz in public

rivermorevandaag om 18:41
especially when she was kept in the dark

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
i never did
she did

rivermorevandaag om 18:42
also who else is reading this convo
you still havent told me '-'

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:42
thats none of anyones business is it

rivermorevandaag om 18:42
it is if you want to continue this conversation
because guess what?? i'm involved in it!!!
and i like to know who can read what i type

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:43
then dont talk to me

rivermorevandaag om 18:43
ok

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:43
because others canread it a lot of times
because its always niceto know
that people dont agree with this crazytalk

rivermorevandaag om 18:43
i forgot it's bad to share conversations with other people unless it's you doing it, then it's okay
but whatever, if you don't even want to tell me who's reading my messages than i'll just stop talking '-'

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:50
Ohyeah, because yep
I DEFINITELY
am putting you at HUGE RISKS HERE !!!
oh my god
your family aurora
WATCH OUT
OH MY GOD
WHATS HAPPENING
YOUR FAMILY
YOU
EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART
EVERYONE IS HARRASSING THEM
OH MY GOD

rivermorevandaag om 18:51
yeah because ur 100% comfortable with me sharing our conversations with other people

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:51
didnt you do that to caerula

rivermorevandaag om 18:51
you totally didn't freak out about the idea of me sharing a single message of you with people like beroze, without consulting you first
but yet here you are, not even willing to tell me who's reading my conversation with you right now
no i did not

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:52
yeah because your dumb piece of shit ass actually somehow
miraculously
agreed with beroze
besides
its more than 3 people

rivermorevandaag om 18:52
i see so like i said

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:52
i cant think of a single person
that doesnt know why our friendship is destroyed

rivermorevandaag om 18:52
it's totally fine to share other peoples conversations as long as its you doing it
but when im doing it its suddenly super duper bad because im a dumb piece of shit and you're a special smart snowflake
whatever, im done with this conversation until i know who exactly is reading it

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:53
well its not exactly like this shit drama between xandricia
compares to anything else
we've fucking had
i'd love some fucking hindsight
from other people
without getting them involved
with yu aswell
because at fuucking times
you make me genuinely think
that i'm some fucking problem here
but then people need to remind me that sharing around someone's safety like it means nothing
is not a great thing to do
and that its not bad of me to be upset about it
because i gave YOU
and only YOU that
because YOU were the only person
i'd trust such a fucking thing with
as my safety
because i felt like we were that close as friends
even more than friends at times
you didnt just play with my safety
you played with my trust because i trusted you with that fucking safety of me, and ONLY YOU
and then you try to explain it here over and over again
everytime you get called out on it
as if its somehow
idfk
somehow
justified what you did
and that its forgivable because of your reasoning behind it
every single time
instead of just admitting your piece of shit mistake and seeing you fucked it all
you're out here defending yourself
as if it was okay what you did
no? you're not defending yourself? then what the fuck is this constantly about
where i need to constantly explain
what the hell you did wrong
over and over again
because you cant seem to grasp how doing something like this is fucked in the head
anyone
anyuhow
i was more or less
planning on sharing this entire convo
to everyone that knows this situation
think of the names yourself
i assume it involves
(large list of a fuckton of names of everyone that knows why aurora and me arent friends anymore)
so on
3 people was a large understatement
since i would love to get to know
if anyone actually properly will argue for you
and push sense into sharing other peoples safety around like it means nothing
and try and defend that
at least somehow better than you do
anyhow now you can continue your dumb argument
now that you know
and try to defend yourself for sharing my safety around to the only person i would never trust that shit with
because i mean
that was what we were doing right
you were convincing me it was all okay what you did
because nobody got hurt
and it was all okay what you did
because you had this dumb reason for it
and it was all okay what you did because i was a hypocrite too
or no wait
i was the definition of hypocrisy i forgot
those were your words i remember

Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 19:17
besides you're likely paranoid because you know you're in the wrong but you're somehow still trying to spin it all right here like you're doing something good by doing what you did
and now with others possibly reading what your reasoning is
and why you think its okay to do such a thing
you shut up and get quiet