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  1. rivermorevandaag om 16:52
  2. well
  3. if i had a choice between spending time with you or sharkguest
  4. i'd choose you every time
  5. so there's that lol
  6.  
  7. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:52
  8. ...
  9. But I've been treating you like shit
  10. and pushing you away
  11. i dont even understand
  12. how you're still trying  to be my friend
  13. even after all the shitty things ive been saying to you
  14.  
  15. rivermorevandaag om 16:53
  16. i mean we've both been harsh to each other and you have a bunch on your plate
  17. so i don't blame you for how you've been acting
  18.  
  19. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:53
  20. i've constantly been attacking you
  21.  
  22. rivermorevandaag om 16:53
  23. we both said things to each other that we regret :/
  24.  
  25. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:53
  26. and putting it more and more on your shoulders
  27. how you made this friendship die and blablabla
  28. and while that shit fucking broke me when you did what you did back then
  29. i've been doing fucking nothing
  30. to fix this shit in the end
  31. i've been spending some time with you
  32. but what the fuck
  33. ive constantly been a massive asshole
  34.  
  35. rivermorevandaag om 16:54
  36. i mean you're dealing with a boatload of issues, so i understand that you're super stressed out about everything
  37. including our friendship sadly
  38.  
  39. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:54
  40. and then my conscious keeps on telling e
  41. why the fuck am i even trying
  42. to fix this friendship
  43.  
  44. rivermorevandaag om 16:54
  45. but like ive said every single time we had this conversation
  46. i'll always believe that our friendship can be fixed
  47.  
  48. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:55
  49. if it has been proven that you're apparently not as trustable as i though tyou were and then i just turn into a dick already
  50. because yeah
  51. why the fuck not
  52. i just turn into a massive asswipe then
  53.  
  54. rivermorevandaag om 16:56
  55. eeh
  56. maybe i'm not as trustable as you thought then
  57. but i like to think i'm more trustable than you think now at least
  58.  
  59. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:01
  60. i mean
  61. if you betrayed someones trust once already
  62. how trustable are you with any secret
  63. is the thing
  64. if you proof that you're capable of just breaking someones trust
  65. than what does everything else that person or ANY person ever shared with you mean
  66. trust is quite a shitty difficult concept
  67.  
  68. rivermorevandaag om 17:02
  69. you're looking at it as too black and white
  70.  
  71. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:02
  72. because if you can break someones trust
  73. then you can break anyones trust that easily
  74.  
  75. rivermorevandaag om 17:02
  76. either someone is trustworthy 100% of the time or untrustworthy 100% of the time
  77. context matters
  78.  
  79. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:02
  80. except you still break someones trust
  81.  
  82. rivermorevandaag om 17:02
  83. imo given the right circumstances, anyone can break someone's trust
  84.  
  85. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:03
  86. and thats the moment that i cant befriend those people any longer
  87.  
  88. rivermorevandaag om 17:03
  89. not trying to justify what i did, just saying you can't expect people to be flawless 100% of the time
  90.  
  91. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
  92. i mean if you proof that you are perfectly fine capable of breaking someones trust in something even THIS important and risky
  93. than i dont know what the hell you can be trusted with
  94.  
  95. rivermorevandaag om 17:04
  96. anyone can make a mistake, no matter how close they are to you and how they feel about you
  97.  
  98. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
  99. that goese for like
  100. any person
  101.  
  102. rivermorevandaag om 17:04
  103. well
  104.  
  105. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
  106. anyone could've done what you couldve done
  107.  
  108. rivermorevandaag om 17:04
  109. nothing bad happened with welly, did it?
  110.  
  111. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
  112. no,  thankfully not.
  113. but you put it entirely in risk though
  114. and thats also just a terrible argument
  115.  
  116. rivermorevandaag om 17:05
  117. sorry but i still don't think there was ever any real risk
  118.  
  119. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:05
  120. so wait, you go to the one and only person I trust the very least with this information at this very moment
  121. and you show that information to that person
  122. how do you expect me to react
  123. that you show something that could get me hurt
  124.  
  125. rivermorevandaag om 17:06
  126. that's why i waited for like 2 months
  127.  
  128. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:06
  129. to like LITERALLY
  130.  
  131. rivermorevandaag om 17:06
  132. before i told you
  133.  
  134. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:06
  135. honestly, i just find that even more fucked
  136.  
  137. rivermorevandaag om 17:06
  138. to show you that whatever you thought of xandricia, she had no intentions of sharing anything with welly
  139.  
  140. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:06
  141. that you waited forever
  142.  
  143. rivermorevandaag om 17:07
  144. myself, i trusted her 100% not to show him anything
  145. guess which one of us was right
  146.  
  147. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:07
  148. You, does that make it right.
  149. No, you still risked it all.
  150.  
  151. rivermorevandaag om 17:07
  152. it doesn't make what i did right, not at all
  153.  
  154. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:07
  155. I could've easily told you hey aeon is a good guy
  156. back in the day
  157. while you would've said no
  158.  
  159. rivermorevandaag om 17:08
  160. i'm just trying to show that there was never a risk involved
  161. at least in my perspective
  162.  
  163. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:08
  164. there was a fucking risk involved 24/7 because nobody is fucking trustable especially not this slimy piece of shit
  165.  
  166. rivermorevandaag om 17:08
  167. see that's why i waited 2 months to tell you
  168.  
  169. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:08
  170. because I TRUSTED HER LESS THAN I'D TRUST RPGREEGY SDGSDFHDHJDSHJ
  171.  
  172. rivermorevandaag om 17:08
  173. if i just went to you and said "hey i told xandricia but it's ok shes a good girl u can trust her" then of course you'd call bullshit
  174. and i wouldn't blame you for it at all
  175.  
  176. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
  177. ??? i stil called bullshit
  178. becauuse she can easily
  179. at any time
  180.  
  181. rivermorevandaag om 17:09
  182. that's why i waited 2 months before letting you know, so you could see that nothing bad happened
  183.  
  184. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
  185. any given day
  186. use this against me
  187.  
  188. rivermorevandaag om 17:09
  189. she understandably blamed welly for it more than she blamed you
  190.  
  191. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
  192. the fact that she didnt i'd consider myself very goddamn lucky with
  193.  
  194. rivermorevandaag om 17:09
  195. why would she go to the one person she disliked the most?
  196.  
  197. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
  198. to fucking bring me down
  199. because i was hurting her
  200.  
  201. rivermorevandaag om 17:11
  202. aaaaaaaa why are we talking about xandricia again lmao
  203.  
  204. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:11
  205. because you still fucking say to me
  206. that theres no risk
  207. there never was
  208.  
  209. rivermorevandaag om 17:11
  210. anyway she knew you were hurting her yes, but she still cared about you
  211. and always asked me how you were
  212.  
  213. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:11
  214. if aeon and me  ended up working out
  215.  
  216. rivermorevandaag om 17:11
  217. of course theres no way in hell she'd go to welly lol
  218.  
  219. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:11
  220. would there actually be a fucking risk
  221. of him sharing my nudes
  222. YES THERE FUCKING WOULD BE
  223. even if i trusted him
  224.  
  225. rivermorevandaag om 17:12
  226. well i don't know aeon on a personal level
  227. all i know is he has a spiky sausage in his pants
  228.  
  229. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:12
  230. who the hell cares about that
  231. look at how shark is treating me rn
  232. i've sene that guys dick
  233. i know about very personal shit
  234. that he has done
  235. even illegal shit
  236. and weird shit
  237.  
  238. rivermorevandaag om 17:13
  239. but imo i had good reasons to trust xandricia not to go to welly
  240.  
  241. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:13
  242. you thought you did
  243.  
  244. rivermorevandaag om 17:13
  245. i did
  246. and still do
  247.  
  248. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:13
  249. you thought you did
  250.  
  251. rivermorevandaag om 17:13
  252. but...she didn't go to welly??
  253. you did.
  254.  
  255. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:13
  256. yeah to save my own ass
  257. from you
  258. and xandricia
  259. because you two are fucking insane for letting it go this far
  260.  
  261. rivermorevandaag om 17:14
  262. but neither of us was going to let welly know anything
  263.  
  264. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
  265. okay, how much money can you actually fucking bet
  266. that such a thing
  267. would never happen tho
  268. would you actually
  269.  
  270. rivermorevandaag om 17:14
  271. xandricia was even super nervous about letting welly know anything about it
  272.  
  273. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
  274. bet your own life on it
  275.  
  276. rivermorevandaag om 17:14
  277. like she literally asked me for advice
  278.  
  279. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
  280. becausee i fucking would never
  281. fucking ever
  282.  
  283. rivermorevandaag om 17:14
  284. on whether to ignore welly when he talks to her
  285.  
  286. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
  287. bet my own life on what a random person
  288. thinks
  289. and can suddenly do
  290.  
  291. rivermorevandaag om 17:15
  292. because she thought that if she suddenly starts ignoring him, welly might figure it out or idfk
  293.  
  294. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:15
  295. good for her
  296.  
  297. rivermorevandaag om 17:15
  298. like she literally forced herself to pretend her and welly were okay, just to make sure there was 0% chance he would find anything out
  299.  
  300. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:16
  301. she and you can easily at any given moment
  302. break another persons trust
  303. no matter the situatiopn
  304. the morefucking people who know
  305. the most people chances there are
  306.  
  307. rivermorevandaag om 17:16
  308. that's the thing i want to emphasize to you, the situation DOES matter
  309.  
  310. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:17
  311. the situation doesnt fucking matter because xandricia couldve easily went to save HER OWN ASS
  312. TO WELLY
  313.  
  314. rivermorevandaag om 17:17
  315. you view other people as chances that things can go wrong
  316. lol save her ass from what???
  317.  
  318. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:17
  319. THIS LEAKING?
  320. THIS SPREADING MORE?
  321.  
  322. rivermorevandaag om 17:17
  323. ?????? why would she go to welly about it of all people
  324.  
  325. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:18
  326. because welly fucking made the screenshots
  327. duh
  328.  
  329. rivermorevandaag om 17:18
  330. yeah and?
  331.  
  332. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:18
  333. welly of all people
  334. should be fucking able
  335.  
  336. rivermorevandaag om 17:18
  337. that's stupid, why would she beg the person who started the whole thing
  338.  
  339. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:18
  340. to put a stop to the sharing
  341.  
  342. rivermorevandaag om 17:18
  343. especially when WELLY was the one who prohibited you from sharing it with anyone to begin with
  344. wouldn't going to him defeat the whole purpose of it being kept secret?
  345.  
  346. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:19
  347. why keep it a secret when you can bring down 1. the person who has been bringing you down,  me
  348. and 2. get on good terms with welly again by doing such a thing
  349. and restore your friendship with him
  350.  
  351. rivermorevandaag om 17:19
  352. she didn't want to bring you down, she never did
  353. and she definitely 10000000%
  354. did not want to be on good terms with welly
  355.  
  356. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:20
  357. i didnt want to be on good terms with xandricia either
  358.  
  359. rivermorevandaag om 17:20
  360. which i wouldn't either if someone spread my personal information
  361.  
  362. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:20
  363. but i guess i fucking had to
  364. in the end
  365.  
  366. rivermorevandaag om 17:20
  367. not really, she wouldn't have done anything even if you continued to hurt her
  368.  
  369. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:20
  370. nah i think she wouldve
  371. she proved herself in my messages
  372. that shes still a massively toxic whore
  373. and that as a matter of fact
  374. she even grew worse than before
  375.  
  376. rivermorevandaag om 17:21
  377. and she proved in my messages that she was completely against welly knowing no matter what happened
  378. so theres that
  379.  
  380. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:21
  381. yeah just like aeon proved he was a great boyfriend
  382. at the start
  383. very caring and makes you feel beautifu
  384. l
  385. and like you can trust him with anything
  386. i just think you havent had enough people come to you betraying you yet
  387.  
  388. rivermorevandaag om 17:22
  389. aeon betrayed you, xandricia didnt
  390. at least not when it came to welly
  391.  
  392. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
  393. What?
  394.  
  395. rivermorevandaag om 17:23
  396. idk what reasons you had to trust aeon
  397.  
  398. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
  399. What did she betray me in.
  400.  
  401. rivermorevandaag om 17:23
  402. but i think my reasons for trusting xandricia on this were good
  403.  
  404. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
  405. What did that dumb bitch say about me to you
  406.  
  407. rivermorevandaag om 17:23
  408. idunno you said she couldn't be trusted
  409. so i assumed she did betray you at some point??
  410.  
  411. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
  412. oh
  413.  
  414. rivermorevandaag om 17:24
  415. she said nothing about you, don't worry '-'
  416.  
  417. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:24
  418. yeah no i dont believe that at all lol
  419.  
  420. rivermorevandaag om 17:24
  421. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
  422. do you really want me to copy and paste an entire discord log of our conversations since we added each other
  423.  
  424. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:24
  425. yeah
  426.  
  427. rivermorevandaag om 17:24
  428. because i can if thats what it takes to prove my point
  429.  
  430. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
  431. except you'll edit out texts
  432.  
  433. rivermorevandaag om 17:25
  434. assuming she's fine with it
  435.  
  436. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
  437. like any fucking person does to hide special information
  438.  
  439. rivermorevandaag om 17:25
  440. i'll edit out the texts when she talked to me about personal issues, no shit
  441. not when she said anything concerning you
  442.  
  443. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
  444. personal issues about me
  445.  
  446. rivermorevandaag om 17:25
  447. lol
  448. nope
  449.  
  450. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
  451. uh yeah
  452. now this is anotherthingof
  453. trust me that i wont remove everythingshe said about you
  454. and i'd need to be
  455. OH YEAH
  456. OF COURSE
  457. YOU'RE GONNA REMOVE SHIT
  458. EXCEPT THAT
  459.  
  460. rivermorevandaag om 17:27
  461. smh you're being way too stressed and paranoid about this shit
  462.  
  463. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:27
  464. no idea what the hell
  465. you  sending me
  466. edited messages
  467. is going to actually proof
  468.  
  469. rivermorevandaag om 17:27
  470. maybe i should just give you my discord login so you can check for yourself idfk
  471.  
  472. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:28
  473. i wonder what the fuck elseyou've said about me honestly to her
  474. but you probably remove that shit
  475.  
  476. rivermorevandaag om 17:28
  477. nothing about you '-'
  478. no i don't remove anything lol
  479. brb i need to do school related shit
  480.  
  481. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:29
  482. eitherway. there's always going to be a reason not to trust someone with someone elses fucking safety
  483. just like you as an adult
  484. dont date a minor even if you wanna
  485. because there's afucking risk
  486. a fuckintg chance
  487. no matter howgood you trust that minor
  488. that your safety is fucking in danger
  489. you put that safety into that persons hands
  490. and then its SO MUCH MORE FUCKED
  491. to put SOMEONE ELSES
  492. SAFETY
  493. into THE PERSON THAT PERSON TRUSTS THE LEAST
  494. THAT persons hands
  495. and let THAT person handle the situation
  496. i think you have to genuinely be fucked in your priorities and shit
  497. if you're gonna do something like that
  498. your ass just went oh yea heres stu's safety take good care of it dont drop it
  499. and xandricia went oh yeah thanks
  500. and you because you know her
  501. and for some retarded reason
  502. YOU didnt have a shitty experiennce with her like i had
  503. YOU felt it was fucking okay to put my safety into someone elses hands
  504. and watch her play around with it
  505. as some proof that she wont do anything with it
  506. i warned continuously that welly was fucking crazed around trust and that he'd hurt people over it
  507. and you still went to the person i fucking constantly, over and over again, told you not to go to
  508. with this shit
  509. you  genuinely were putting my fucking safety on some goddamn stick
  510. and hung it above a fire
  511. and did little skateboard tricks with it
  512. and went hahaha look at me
  513. it can fly
  514. huhuhuhuh
  515. you dont play around with other people their safety like that
  516. its someone elses fucking well being
  517. that you're sharing around
  518. you're literally putting the faith that xandricia, the person who fucking hurt me
  519. you're putting my well being, my safety
  520. into that persons hands
  521. then it doesnt even fucking matter
  522. if its xandricia
  523. or someone else
  524. the fact you just share my safety around like its nothing
  525. is absoolutely mindbottling
  526. its fucking mindblowing
  527. or ANYONES safety for that matter
  528. not just mine
  529. this shit is not a fucking game or something
  530. this is playing with someones safety
  531. someone elses well being
  532. thats fucked
  533. if someone elses safety and well being means this goddamn little to you you'd share it around to other people
  534. then you shouldnt be trusted by literally any person at all
  535. because doing this shit
  536. one fucking day
  537. it's gonna go wrong
  538. and you'll share private shit
  539. to the wrong person
  540. and trust the wrong person
  541. and you're gonna fucking be responsible
  542. for something extremelyterrible
  543. and when that happens
  544. i hope you get punished so goddamn hard you'll end up as scared as i am
  545. as paranoid as i am
  546. thats all i'll tell about it unless you seriously still think this means fucking nothing
  547.  
  548. rivermorevandaag om 18:12
  549. ugh i'm still not sure what the best course of action should have been for me
  550.  
  551. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:12
  552. cant you see it by now
  553. that the best course of action is not playing around and juggling around balls ofsomeone elses safety into someone elses hands
  554.  
  555. rivermorevandaag om 18:14
  556. so what should i have done with xandricia then?
  557. i couldn't let her just remain in the dark either
  558. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:15
  559. yeah you couldv
  560. e
  561.  
  562. rivermorevandaag om 18:15
  563. especially when she was getting closer to welly
  564. no.
  565.  
  566. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:15
  567. you definitely couldve
  568. and that wouldnt have been playing around with my goddamn safety
  569. at least
  570. that would be letting someone else in the goddamn dark
  571. and tell her no means no
  572.  
  573. rivermorevandaag om 18:16
  574. i couldn't just leave her confused and desperate and obsessed over you
  575.  
  576. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:16
  577. you really couldve
  578.  
  579. rivermorevandaag om 18:16
  580. and becomign closer "friends" with welly
  581. no
  582.  
  583. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:16
  584. welly already broke up with her
  585.  
  586. rivermorevandaag om 18:17
  587. she was getting closer to him at the time that i told it
  588. maybe they weren't in a "relationship" but she genuinely thought he was her friend
  589. and cared about her
  590.  
  591. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:17
  592. yes welly probably was trying to get into her mind
  593. because of me
  594.  
  595. rivermorevandaag om 18:17
  596. i was not going to sit by and let my friend be manipulated when i could stop it at any time by telling her the truth
  597.  
  598. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:18
  599. by putting my safety into her hands
  600. you forgot to add that to it
  601.  
  602. rivermorevandaag om 18:18
  603. that's why i kept trying to get you to tell her yourself
  604. with welly's permission
  605. for months i tried to get you to be upfront with her
  606.  
  607. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:18
  608. ??? dude you realise
  609. that welly genuinely
  610. wants to hurt you
  611. because you shared it to her right
  612.  
  613. rivermorevandaag om 18:19
  614. okay and
  615.  
  616. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:19
  617. so do you really think
  618. me fucking asking
  619. if i can explain it to xandricia
  620. will be a
  621. ''oh yeah sure! okay!''
  622. no
  623. fuck no
  624. dont be stupid
  625. fuck no
  626.  
  627. rivermorevandaag om 18:19
  628. well why not?
  629. he clearly does not actually give half a shit about her
  630.  
  631. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:19
  632. ??? i just told you why not
  633.  
  634. rivermorevandaag om 18:19
  635. why would he see that as an issue
  636.  
  637. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:19
  638. he doesnt trust xandricia with that info
  639. he didnt want me to use it against her either
  640.  
  641. rivermorevandaag om 18:20
  642. then he shouldn't have fucked with her feelings to begin with huh?
  643.  
  644. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:20
  645. okay???? probably not???
  646. even though its funny that he did
  647. and i enjoyed it now that i've seen almost the full convo
  648. but that doesnt change shit though?
  649. he did what he did
  650. and i shared it to the one and onlyperson
  651. that since 2015
  652. i managedto finally learn to trust
  653. and this shit happens
  654.  
  655. rivermorevandaag om 18:22
  656. you realize xandricia trusts me as well right
  657. the way i saw it, i had a choice between lying to your face for a month or two
  658. or lying to her face for fucking ever
  659.  
  660. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:22
  661. she would at least
  662. move fucking over it
  663. and forget me eventually
  664.  
  665. rivermorevandaag om 18:23
  666. because ive already lied to her for months about it
  667.  
  668. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:23
  669. like its a bad memory
  670.  
  671. rivermorevandaag om 18:23
  672. i gave her months to forget about it but all she did is obsess over you and get closer to welly
  673. plus
  674. it's not like she could forget you when you harassed her in public rooms
  675.  
  676. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:23
  677. and who's fault was that
  678.  
  679. rivermorevandaag om 18:23
  680. yours
  681.  
  682. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:23
  683. who let it cometo that
  684. you fucking did
  685. when you didnt leave this shit be
  686.  
  687. rivermorevandaag om 18:24
  688. typically, to forget someone, you need to not see that person or interact with them
  689. YOU DIDNT LEAVE IT BE EITHER
  690. none of us did
  691. not me, not her, not you
  692.  
  693. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:24
  694. we can scroll beautifully back into the fucking convo
  695. and see where the fuck
  696. a breaking point
  697. finally lied
  698. where i went
  699. FINE
  700. ill just attack herin public then
  701. and you'll see that it happened when you were fucking bothering me
  702.  
  703. rivermorevandaag om 18:24
  704. okay but don't expect her to forget you
  705. also i bothered you in response to you attacking her
  706.  
  707. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:25
  708. attacking her in private
  709. messages
  710. HERE
  711. ON DISCORD
  712. TO YOU
  713.  
  714. rivermorevandaag om 18:25
  715. we had an argument or 2
  716. or 5
  717. yes
  718.  
  719. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:25
  720. no more
  721.  
  722. rivermorevandaag om 18:25
  723. then that shit quelled
  724.  
  725. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:25
  726. lol
  727.  
  728. rivermorevandaag om 18:25
  729. and you whispered me on tfm or whatever
  730. about how you were attacking her in whispers
  731.  
  732. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:26
  733. yeah
  734.  
  735. rivermorevandaag om 18:26
  736. pretty much dangling an excuse to argue with you in my face
  737. so please don't pretend like i'm the only one who couldn't move on
  738.  
  739. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:26
  740. you definitely fucking couldnt
  741.  
  742. rivermorevandaag om 18:26
  743. neither could you
  744.  
  745. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:26
  746. or i doubt i would've made as big of a deal out of this
  747. i know myself way better than this
  748. and can say that this shit
  749. is literally how all my fucking fights have went
  750. i always fucking went nuts
  751. then ranted to someone
  752. until i felt better
  753. you get rid of your fucking anger
  754. until you feel less anger
  755. just like you fucking vent when you are upset
  756. and then you feel better
  757. you know what doesnt fucking help then
  758. if someone brings it the fuck up
  759. and tries to fix it
  760.  
  761. rivermorevandaag om 18:29
  762. by the time i saw you attack her in public/whispers, i already gave up trying to fix it
  763. i just wanted her to not be hurt by you
  764.  
  765. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:29
  766. yeah gg at annoying and pissing me off about it even more
  767. wasnt that just a brilliant idea
  768.  
  769. rivermorevandaag om 18:30
  770. it's hard to predict your emotions sometimes
  771.  
  772. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:30
  773. it shouldnt be
  774. i announced everything i was going to do
  775.  
  776. rivermorevandaag om 18:31
  777. and by the time i realize it, it's too late and we're in the middle of a heated argument that neither of us can let go
  778.  
  779. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:31
  780. you knew i was going to attack her
  781. i announced it every single time
  782.  
  783. rivermorevandaag om 18:31
  784. yes and i did not want my friend to be attacked.
  785.  
  786. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:31
  787. when i was going to do it
  788.  
  789. rivermorevandaag om 18:31
  790. should i just say "ok go ahead" every time +miam wants to attack you
  791.  
  792. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:31
  793. no, since I actually never did SHIT to Miam
  794. and you know I didn't
  795. since Miam explained it all to you
  796.  
  797. rivermorevandaag om 18:32
  798. doesn't mean that you attacking xandricia is justified either
  799.  
  800. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:32
  801. yeah it is
  802.  
  803. rivermorevandaag om 18:32
  804. or that i'll stand by and fucking watch
  805.  
  806. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:32
  807. you made it go that far
  808. you wanted to piss me off so fucking bad
  809.  
  810. rivermorevandaag om 18:32
  811. any more than i would if miam was attacking you
  812. no
  813. i did not "want" to piss you off
  814.  
  815. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:33
  816. you needed me to be pissed off?
  817.  
  818. rivermorevandaag om 18:33
  819. for what?
  820.  
  821. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:33
  822. to ruin this friendship? idk
  823.  
  824. rivermorevandaag om 18:33
  825. that makes no sense but ok
  826.  
  827. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:34
  828. idk neither do you honestly
  829. i mean
  830. 3 others are literally reading along
  831. right now
  832. saying pretty much the same shit
  833.  
  834. rivermorevandaag om 18:34
  835. sladkoru and who else
  836.  
  837. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:34
  838. i dont talk much to slad anymore
  839. i mean it must be hard when absolutely nobody understands your ridiculous logic to putting someone elses trust in someone elses hands
  840. someone elses safetyy
  841. and well being
  842. and thinking
  843. yeah ok
  844. this is ok
  845. this is totally ok to do
  846.  
  847. rivermorevandaag om 18:35
  848. i mean caerula was somewhat understanding
  849. tell me though, who are you sharing our conversation with?
  850.  
  851. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:36
  852. caerula was understanding of fcking both of us
  853.  
  854. rivermorevandaag om 18:36
  855. or is that a secret
  856. i'm not saying what i did was right
  857. but i'm not saying what you did, and still doing, is right either
  858.  
  859. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:36
  860. what am i doing
  861. tell me
  862. i'm blaming you for the destruction of my trust in you
  863. what else am i doing
  864. i'm not attacking xandricia
  865.  
  866. rivermorevandaag om 18:37
  867. telling me that i should've just stood by and watched you harass xandricia, while lying to her
  868.  
  869. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:37
  870. you didnt need to stand by
  871. and watch me harass xandricia
  872. because if you let it fucking stop
  873.  
  874. rivermorevandaag om 18:37
  875. like i've already lied to her for months before this happened
  876.  
  877. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:37
  878. after i ranted
  879. for that time
  880.  
  881. rivermorevandaag om 18:37
  882. you did not make that clear to me
  883.  
  884. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:37
  885. that harassing wouldve never fucking happened
  886.  
  887. rivermorevandaag om 18:37
  888. from what it sounded like, you were hellbent on attacking her until the end of time
  889.  
  890. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:38
  891. and i never did
  892. until it grew that far
  893. i constantly said
  894. I WANTED TO
  895. empty fucking threats
  896. just like how you want to absolutely slit ladynasty's throat
  897. but i dont take it serious when you say that either
  898. and call the police on you
  899. they're just empty fucking threats
  900. of how badly you wiish you could defend yourself but you cant because you have that fucking dignity
  901.  
  902. rivermorevandaag om 18:39
  903. how the hell was i supposed to know it was just an "empty" threat?
  904. it sure sounded serious when you talked about it
  905.  
  906. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:40
  907. dude i havent destroyed miams life either
  908. have i
  909. no matter how many times i said i wanted to
  910. or goondad?
  911. that i told him to killl himself
  912. and that i made a gofundme
  913. to gather money
  914. to actually have him killed irl
  915. because i wanted him fucking dead
  916.  
  917. rivermorevandaag om 18:40
  918. lol did you actually do that '-'
  919.  
  920. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:40
  921. yes i did
  922. i can send you thelink
  923. lol
  924.  
  925. rivermorevandaag om 18:40
  926. wtf anyway
  927.  
  928. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
  929. i did plenty of insane shit
  930. that i WANTED to
  931. i wanted to so fucking badly
  932. but i didntpush through
  933.  
  934. rivermorevandaag om 18:41
  935. you do attack people you dislike though
  936.  
  937. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
  938. because i fucking am not thatperson
  939. yeah i bully turks
  940.  
  941. rivermorevandaag om 18:41
  942. and i did not want xandricia to be on the receiving end of that
  943.  
  944. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
  945. thats it
  946. i bully fucking turks
  947. i dont even attack raz in public
  948.  
  949. rivermorevandaag om 18:41
  950. especially when she was kept in the dark
  951.  
  952. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
  953. i never did
  954. she did
  955.  
  956. rivermorevandaag om 18:42
  957. also who else is reading this convo
  958. you still havent told me '-'
  959.  
  960. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:42
  961. thats none of anyones business is it
  962.  
  963. rivermorevandaag om 18:42
  964. it is if you want to continue this conversation
  965. because guess what?? i'm involved in it!!!
  966. and i like to know who can read what i type
  967.  
  968. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:43
  969. then dont talk to me
  970.  
  971. rivermorevandaag om 18:43
  972. ok
  973.  
  974. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:43
  975. because others canread it a lot of times
  976. because its always niceto know
  977. that people dont agree with this crazytalk
  978.  
  979. rivermorevandaag om 18:43
  980. i forgot it's bad to share conversations with other people unless it's you doing it, then it's okay
  981. but whatever, if you don't even want to tell me who's reading my messages than i'll just stop talking '-'
  982.  
  983. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:50
  984. Ohyeah, because yep
  985. I DEFINITELY
  986. am putting you at HUGE RISKS HERE !!!
  987. oh my god
  988. your family aurora
  989. WATCH OUT
  990. OH MY GOD
  991. WHATS HAPPENING
  992. YOUR FAMILY
  993. YOU
  994. EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART
  995. EVERYONE IS HARRASSING THEM
  996. OH MY GOD
  997.  
  998. rivermorevandaag om 18:51
  999. yeah because ur 100% comfortable with me sharing our conversations with other people
  1000.  
  1001. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:51
  1002. didnt you do that to caerula
  1003.  
  1004. rivermorevandaag om 18:51
  1005. you totally didn't freak out about the idea of me sharing a single message of you with people like beroze, without consulting you first
  1006. but yet here you are, not even willing to tell me who's reading my conversation with you right now
  1007. no i did not
  1008.  
  1009. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:52
  1010. yeah because your dumb piece of shit ass actually somehow
  1011. miraculously
  1012. agreed with beroze
  1013. besides
  1014. its more than 3 people
  1015.  
  1016. rivermorevandaag om 18:52
  1017. i see so like i said
  1018.  
  1019. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:52
  1020. i cant think of a single person
  1021. that doesnt know why our friendship is destroyed
  1022.  
  1023. rivermorevandaag om 18:52
  1024. it's totally fine to share other peoples conversations as long as its you doing it
  1025. but when im doing it its suddenly super duper bad because im a dumb piece of shit and you're a special smart snowflake
  1026. whatever, im done with this conversation until i know who exactly is reading it
  1027.  
  1028. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:53
  1029. well its not exactly like this shit drama between xandricia
  1030. compares to anything else
  1031. we've fucking had
  1032. i'd love some fucking hindsight
  1033. from other people
  1034. without getting them involved
  1035. with yu aswell
  1036. because at fuucking times
  1037. you make me genuinely think
  1038. that i'm some fucking problem here
  1039. but then people need to remind me that sharing around someone's safety like it means nothing
  1040. is not a great thing to do
  1041. and that its not bad of me to be upset about it
  1042. because i gave YOU
  1043. and only YOU that
  1044. because YOU were the only person
  1045. i'd trust such a fucking thing with
  1046. as my safety
  1047. because i felt like we were that close as friends
  1048. even more than friends at times
  1049. you didnt just play with my safety
  1050. you played with my trust because i trusted you with that fucking safety of me, and ONLY YOU
  1051. and then you try to explain it here over and over again
  1052. everytime you get called out on it
  1053. as if its somehow
  1054. idfk
  1055. somehow
  1056. justified what you did
  1057. and that its forgivable because of your reasoning behind it
  1058. every single time
  1059. instead of just admitting your piece of shit mistake and seeing you fucked it all
  1060. you're out here defending yourself
  1061. as if it was okay what you did
  1062. no? you're not defending yourself? then what the fuck is this constantly about
  1063. where i need to constantly explain
  1064. what the hell you did wrong
  1065. over and over again
  1066. because you cant seem to grasp how doing something like this is fucked in the head
  1067. anyone
  1068. anyuhow
  1069. i was more or less
  1070. planning on sharing this entire convo
  1071. to everyone that knows this situation
  1072. think of the names yourself
  1073. i assume it involves
  1074. (large list of a fuckton of names of everyone that knows why aurora and me arent friends anymore)
  1075. so on
  1076. 3 people was a large understatement
  1077. since i would love to get to know
  1078. if anyone actually properly will argue for you
  1079. and push sense into sharing other peoples safety around like it means nothing
  1080. and try and defend that
  1081. at least somehow better than you do
  1082. anyhow now you can continue your dumb argument
  1083. now that you know
  1084. and try to defend yourself for sharing my safety around to the only person i would never trust that shit with
  1085. because i mean
  1086. that was what we were doing right
  1087. you were convincing me it was all okay what you did
  1088. because nobody got hurt
  1089. and it was all okay what you did
  1090. because you had this dumb reason for it
  1091. and it was all okay what you did because i was a hypocrite too
  1092. or no wait
  1093. i was the definition of hypocrisy i forgot
  1094. those were your words i remember
  1095.  
  1096. Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 19:17
  1097. besides you're likely paranoid because you know you're in the wrong but you're somehow still trying to spin it all right here like you're doing something good by doing what you did
  1098. and now with others possibly reading what your reasoning is
  1099. and why you think its okay to do such a thing
  1100. you shut up and get quiet
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