You know im bad at words so just bear with me...

Scott saw a Facebook status I put about how I was upset because my friend called me a fucking idiot and then i looked all sad so he asked me about it before I left...

I never named you. I told him the story about the test bank accounts which he didnt know why they wouldnt work IRL either but like Matt said he suggested I beat people with a rubber hose, so probably not the best advice giver.

I think he knows who you were due to Tim saying how I cant ignore you if you say things because we are on the same team or something like that and we sit by each other.... seeing as how there was nobody next to me I believe he then said how oh then its the one in front of you. Or idk maybe some other way... but whatever thats over.

I was upset because of what you said, and youre right I shouldn't have said anything at all... I think I just got really sad and had one of my panic breathing attacky moments and just needed to say why I was "dying" and so yeah....  I am sorry for saying anything to begin with and not just walking out of work. Thats all I can do is apologize. I have this thing where I just wanna be accepted and have friends. And youre the only person I try the hardest to be friends with so I dont want to mess that up by accident.

With me not understanding social-ness and cues, I cant tell if you were just giving me shit before or not. And I dont know if youre actually being fired.

I thought about it for the past like 2 hours and if you were, it wouldnt be on Slack and you wouldnt have spent the money for KBBQ so I am just gonna assume thats a joke.... but again I am sorry that I may or may not have brought you bad attention. I didnt intend for that to happen.

All I wanted was to be friends and to not be told how stupid I am or what not. Its hard to work at a company when alot of your coworkers just call you a bunch of names.

I know you guys say you dont mean it, but its hard for me to realize that when you say it.

Anyways thats not the point. I dont want you to hate me and I dont want you fired... like i said before, youre like the only reason I have a job so please dont ditch me to die.

I was gonna get you tea to say sorry but you told me I cant buy you things so I guess a message is all I can do... since speaking english out loud isnt my strong suit either.

Hopefully you will still be my friend and talk to me and pair with me and eat chicken and chipotle with me. :)