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xWiccan: Hello..
Philiac: Hi.
xWiccan: What's up?
Philiac: Nothing much.
xWiccan: Cool..
xWiccan: Sounds fun.
xWiccan: I guess.
xWiccan: :L
xWiccan: Hey.
xWiccan: Do you know the person that did you DP?
xWiccan: Like the one with you and ari.
Philiac: Her name is Vaccines or Vaccine.
xWiccan: Is she taking offers?
xWiccan: I want one.
xWiccan: and how much are there?
xWiccan: they*
Philiac: I'll send you the link to her Gasr.
xWiccan: Okay!
xWiccan: Please hurry.
Philiac: http://www.gasrforum.com/t44308-vickie-s-dp-edits-3-or-12k-open-1-3-new-style#2219925
xWiccan: IM a imaptient brat
Philiac: She revamped her shop
Philiac: it's kind of confusing now
xWiccan: do you have an account?
Philiac: Yeah
xWiccan: ugh
xWiccan: I gotta register
xWiccan: -.-
Philiac: brb gotta piss
Philiac: back
xWiccan: WEBA.
xWiccan: CUNT.
xWiccan: <3
Philiac: >_>
xWiccan: <_<
xWiccan: C
xWiccan: U
xWiccan: N
xWiccan: T
Philiac: >_>
xWiccan: <_<
Philiac: >_>
xWiccan: SHOULD I YELL IT!?!?
xWiccan: CUNT!!!
Philiac: >_>
xWiccan: WOO!
Philiac: >_>
xWiccan  flails arms
Philiac: You seem manic, lmao.
xWiccan: BITCH IM BIPOLAR
xWiccan: OFCOURSE IM MANIC
xWiccan: BWAHAHHAHAHA
Philiac: rip
xWiccan: How di I order one?
xWiccan: do*
xWiccan: o-o
xWiccan: It's confusong.
xWiccan: CONFUSONG
Philiac: I don't know how to order one
Philiac: oh
xWiccan: o-o
Philiac: you message her
Philiac: fill out the form
Philiac: send her the pic
Philiac: which has to be taken using a certain program
xWiccan: ;-;
Philiac: you'll be able to see what program on her page
xWiccan: Help?
Philiac: i don't have the program
Philiac: nor do i know where to find it
Philiac: Ari is the one who did everything for me.
Philiac: And I don't talk to her.
xWiccan: Doesnt kusa have the program>
Philiac: I don't know.
Philiac: I've barely talked to him.
Philiac: I've only talked to him when you were around.
xWiccan: what program?
xWiccan: I dont see it on her site
xWiccan: So uhm..
xWiccan: This is not trying to make you jealous..
xWiccan: but.. I am trying to ask people if they know this person...
xWiccan: because I'm wanting to go on trial with him..
xWiccan: I usually ask around..
xWiccan: see if anyone knows them..
xWiccan: if it's all bad.. I stay clear..
xWiccan: if it's good..
xWiccan: then I go for it.
Philiac: Okay.
xWiccan: His user is
xWiccan: "Buzzed"
Philiac: Ari's old Master.
xWiccan: o-o
Philiac: I don't condone.
Philiac: Lol.
xWiccan: Is he bad?
xWiccan: o-o
Philiac: He works at the club I use to work with Ari at
Philiac: she met him there
Philiac: He's "Mister J"
Philiac: They lasted like a week.
xWiccan: And what happened?
Philiac: I mean go for it if you think he's cool but I know I wouldn't do it
Philiac: lol
xWiccan: So far, he's everything I look for ina dominant.
xWiccan: ...
xWiccan: Why not?
xWiccan: Look.. I'm already nervous..
xWiccan: I want to know if he's a good guy.
Philiac: You asked my opinion and I gave it.
Philiac: Most people on here aren't good people.
Philiac: But that's all up to you decide
xWiccan: Well.. Ari never lasts with doms on here.
Philiac: Trial and error.
xWiccan: You mean like us...
xWiccan: Sorry...
xWiccan: I'm still..
xWiccan: kinda upset..
xWiccan: not mad...
xWiccan: but sad...
xWiccan: Cause I liked you..
Philiac: That wasn't because either of us were bad people.
Philiac: But other people can be.
Philiac: I definitely don't like Buzzed but if you do then go for it.
xWiccan: Why don't you like him?
xWiccan: I want your honest opinion.
xWiccan: Because I wanna know what I'm getting into.
Philiac: I don't know why, I just don't.
xWiccan: Like I shoulve done with Hunter.
xWiccan: I'm being extra catious..
xWiccan: is that bad?
Philiac: No.
xWiccan: -She began to pant.-
xWiccan: I'm nervous.
Philiac: If it makes you nervous then just don't do it.
xWiccan: No it's not that.
xWiccan: He'll be the first, mono relationship I've had in a while.
Philiac: You're not in a good place to be getting owned, Nera, you claim you're getting worse with people and yet you continue trying to get someone to own you.
xWiccan: I act different with men..
xWiccan: than I do with women.
Philiac: And yeah, most mono men on here cheat.
Philiac: But that's just personal experience.
xWiccan: ...
xWiccan: Do you think maybe I should ask ari?
xWiccan: ;- ;
xWiccan: No that'd be bad
Philiac: no
Philiac: You know he works for the club right?
Philiac: He RP fucks people for gifts and stuff.
Philiac: Which isn't bad.
Philiac: But yeah.
xWiccan: Oh lord..
xWiccan: I really don't know about that.
Philiac: And besides, how long have you known him?
Philiac: Jumping into it is one reason why things sometimes don't work out.
Philiac: Including with ys.
Philiac: us**
xWiccan: I knew him a long time ago.
xWiccan: Hunter made me push him out.
Philiac: Dunno.
Philiac: But also.
Philiac: What was her name...
xWiccan: her?
Philiac: yeah
Philiac: someone you added
Philiac: or something like that
xWiccan: HUH?
Philiac: trying to remember her username first
xWiccan: ...
xWiccan: You fucking stalking me?
Philiac: she's associated with Zen
Philiac: I haven't been on your account but I looked at your IMVU profile recently and you have your friends list up
xWiccan: Please, stay off my account.
Philiac: I haven't been on your account
xWiccan: Okay.
Philiac: I don't invade privacy
xWiccan: But who are you talking about
xWiccan: You mean
xWiccan: Jayde?
Philiac: JarOfSlime
xWiccan: OH
xWiccan: She's pretty chill though.
Philiac: For now.
Philiac: She's a fucking psycho.
Philiac: She's one of those bitches that will fuck your man in your bed and then lie to your face about it the next morning.
xWiccan: ;-;
xWiccan: -unadds??-
Philiac: probably a good idea
Philiac: she literally fucked Zen's dom behind her back
Philiac: twice
xWiccan: -.-
xWiccan: Wow.
xWiccan: I'm starting to have a bad gut feeling about all this..
xWiccan: I might back off..
xWiccan: Not sure, I'll have to talk more.
xWiccan: If that feeling even gets slightly worse.
xWiccan: I'm ditching.
Philiac: What you should do is stay unowned for a while until you are mentally prepared for the bad shit that can come with it.
Philiac: But that's all up to you.
xWiccan: I was strung up like that.
xWiccan: Because of us.
Philiac: Sure didn't seem like it.
xWiccan: It impacted me more than you think.
xWiccan: ...
xWiccan: I was PISSED
xWiccan: Rem.
xWiccan: I WAS PISSED OVER US.
xWiccan: And in tears.
xWiccan: But i let go..
xWiccan: because you did.
xWiccan: I've learned..
xWiccan: Let go.. if someone lets you go.
xWiccan: cause there's no use in holding on, if they're not going to either.
Philiac: You told me that you were tired of being hurt by people, and losing people.
Philiac: You didn't specifically say me.
Philiac: And you told me you were getting worse.
Philiac: Over the last 3 months.
Philiac: We've known each other less than 2.
Philiac: And now you think it's smart to go try to be with someone else.
Philiac: That's fine and all, but don't complain if you get hurt again.
Philiac: It's logic.
Philiac: And common sense.
xWiccan: I'm allowed to complain..
xWiccan: About whatever..
xWiccan: But, like I'm saying..
xWiccan: And I said.
xWiccan: If the feeling gets worse.
xWiccan: I'm backing out.
xWiccan: and I didnt feel this way until I talked to you.
Philiac: Then why the hell would you want to risk feeling that way again so soon?
xWiccan: ....
xWiccan: I
xWiccan: didnt
xWiccan: start
xWiccan: feeling
xWiccan: like
xWiccan: this
xWiccan: until
xWiccan: I
xWiccan: talked
xWiccan: ti
xWiccan: YOU
Philiac: Until you started talking to me yeah
Philiac: yeah yeah
Philiac: I know
Philiac: but
Philiac: You felt that way with your ex
Philiac: and you'll feel that way with the next
xWiccan: Actually.
xWiccan: I never got that feeling with Hunter.
xWiccan: I was blind.
xWiccan: Completely blind.
Philiac: Never got what feeling?
xWiccan: The gut feeling.
xWiccan: the bad "run" feeling
Philiac: Oh my god
xWiccan: NEVER.
Philiac: that's not what I'm talking about
xWiccan: Until the very end.
xWiccan: Forget it.
xWiccan: Brb
Philiac: I'm talking about the "I'm tired of losing people," "I'm tured of being hurt,"
Philiac: tired*
Philiac: Not the gut feeling crap.
Philiac: And you told me you feel that way all the time, but worse when you are with someone, usually. And that the past few months you have gotten worse, more depressed, more suicidal, more hurt. Less than 2 days after we officially break up, you want to trial someone else after making such a huge deal about everything stated before, and you think that's a smart move? By all means, do it, I'm not bothered, but don't be hypocritical and end up getting upset if you're hurt because you rush into things ill prepared.
xWiccan: Okay. Dude.
xWiccan: I'm gonna go off on this mother fucker in a skype call.
xWiccan: I added him to skype.
Philiac: Uh?
xWiccan: The minute I added
Philiac: Who?
xWiccan: he cahnged his status to
xWiccan: 'Domming some dumb slut'
xWiccan: BRUH
xWiccan: LLMAOO OKAY?
Philiac: Who?
xWiccan: YOU THINK IM EASY
xWiccan: BUZZED!
xWiccan: BRUH
Philiac: wait
xWiccan: LMAO
Philiac: on here?
xWiccan: -_-
Philiac: he put that on here?
xWiccan: Skype
Philiac: oh
Philiac: the fuck
xWiccan: I added his skuype and the minute I did
Philiac: LOL
Philiac: I FUCKIN TOLD YOU
xWiccan: he changed his status to
xWiccan: "domming some dom slut"
Philiac: I don't know him very well
Philiac: but I know he's a dick
xWiccan: dumb*
xWiccan: HE THINKS I'M EASY?:
xWiccan: xD
Philiac: Are you on Skype with him now?
xWiccan: That's cute
xWiccan: no I'm about to be, and I'm gonna roast him.
Philiac: oml
xWiccan: okay on call
xWiccan: xD
xWiccan: He actually is not bad.
xWiccan  beats you with a fish
Philiac: Think what you'd like.
Philiac: He wants you so he's obviously going to act like someone you'd want.
Philiac: But I know differently.
Philiac: Maybe I'm wrong.
Philiac: That's up to you to find out.
xWiccan: You havent ever even talked to him.
xWiccan: .-.
xWiccan: He said him and Ari didnt last because he was looking for something IRL.
xWiccan: And he said he'd try it with her.
xWiccan: But obviously it didnt work out.
xWiccan: kinda like I did.
Philiac: But I know people who have. And I have never talked to JOS either, but I know she's a bitch.
Philiac: Either way, try it if you want to.
Philiac: But make sure you tell him your age.
xWiccan: Who the fuck is jos?
xWiccan: and I did.,
xWiccan: He knows.
Philiac: JarOfSlime.
Philiac: And OKAT.
Philiac: okay*
xWiccan: What did Ari have to say about ihim?
xWiccan: That has nothing to like
xWiccan: Omfg
Philiac: I don't talk to her.
Philiac: I haven't talked to her in a very long time.
Philiac: I don't like her.
xWiccan: Oi.
xWiccan: Yah know..
xWiccan: Somtimes you have to talk to people..
xWiccan: You can't always go by what people say.
xWiccan: As for JOS I dont doubt it.
xWiccan: and well.
xWiccan: I hope you find a little.
xWiccan: Best luck to you.
Philiac: No doubt that I will. But I'm willing for it to take time.
xWiccan: Whatever.
xWiccan: Hope she enjoys you.
Philiac: I already know in a few years that Angel will be Brandon and I's Little.
xWiccan: Okay.
xWiccan: GOod.
xWiccan: I'm glafd.
xWiccan: I'm gonna go.
Philiac: Okay.
Philiac: Bye.
xWiccan: I hate this..
Philiac: Uh, what?
xWiccan: I hate this so badly.
xWiccan: I wanna ram my head into a wall.
xWiccan: I tried to much for you.
xWiccan: Told you what I wanted, tried to explain to you.
xWiccan: We're compatable, but I felt like you didnt want me.. because you were "confused"
xWiccan: I told you I wanted to try it.
Philiac: I'm not confused.
xWiccan: That I wanted it.
xWiccan: But no..
xWiccan: No rem.
xWiccan: IM HURT.
xWiccan: Im very hurt.
xWiccan: I wanted to be your little.
xWiccan: But you left.
Philiac: This is why I told you not to get with someone else, lol.
xWiccan: Over something that's so confusing.
xWiccan: I WAS NOT GETTING WITH ANYONE WHILE WITH YOU.
Philiac: Because you're still upset by it and getting with someone else is dumb as fuck when you're like this.
xWiccan: hah.
xWiccan: I'm not getting with anyone.
xWiccan: I hate this.
xWiccan: I hate all of it.
Philiac: Oh really, so you weren't trying to trial Buzzed.
xWiccan  she held her face and began to cry
xWiccan: just..
xWiccan: I tried.
xWiccan: we were compatable but I guess i wasn't what you wanted.
xWiccan: And IM hurt.
xWiccan: I felt like it was one thing after another why you wanted to leave.
xWiccan: and I'm confused why you actually left.
xWiccan: Because the compatable thing?
xWiccan: Was wrong.
Philiac: No, it was just that I didn't know how to explain it. I definitely don't think we're that compatible. Not completely. You have traits that I've already explained I don't usually get along with.
xWiccan: ..
xWiccan: Like what?
Philiac: It's not always just about YOU, it's the things about you.
xWiccan: MY BIPOLAR?
xWiccan: I SWEAR IF YOU SAY THAT.
Philiac: Nera do I have to keep telling you over and over?
Philiac: Because that's what I feel like is happening.
xWiccan: Yes, bec ause it doesnt make sense.
Philiac: And yeah, sure, you being bipolar could be a factor but I was always willing to try with that.
Philiac: I wasn't judging you based on that.
xWiccan: Well, you're obviously not hurt.
xWiccan: You obviously dont care.
Philiac: Did you expect me to be?
Philiac: I'm not surprised by you saying you wanted to trial with someone else so soon.
Philiac: And yeah, I do care. But I'm not gonna beg you to not be with someone else after we break up.
Philiac: Obviously I don't want you to be with some asshole.
Philiac: And obviously I don't want you to be hurt.
Philiac: I do care, but I don't stay with people who I don't feel compatible with or who I don't think will be good to be with in the long run. It's more trouble than it's worth to be with someone when you know that it's not going to work out. It was good to be able to Skype with you every day and yeah it feels weird not to do that or talk to you like before
Philiac: But no
Philiac: I'm not hurt by it
Philiac: Because I wasn't IN love with you.
Philiac: I told you that before.
Philiac: Unless I'm IN LOVE with someone, I immediately detach when it goes south,.
Philiac: That's just who I am.
Philiac: When I'm not in love with someone****
xWiccan: Im gonna go.
xWiccan: I'll talk to you later.
xWiccan: I'm about to pass out.
xWiccan: message me later.
Philiac: Bye.
xWiccan: Please.
xWiccanxWiccan : ..
xWiccanxWiccan : bye?
xWiccan: ...
xWiccan: you mean like..
xWiccan: "block bye"
xWiccan: or "see ya later bye"
Philiac: I'm not gonna block you.
Philiac: Unless I tell you first.
xWiccan: Okay well I'l ltalk to you later.
Philiac: You said you were going to go, so I said bye.
Philiac: Okay.
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