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  1. And finally, a chat log.
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  3. sythyx (4/6/14 3:31:56 PM): You could continue on and make Artist Confessions into what it should have been from the start. A confession blog, not a confession blog with an artist burn blog mentality. You've got Disqus, new rules, chat. You don't have the posts, but you don't have the shit within either. And why would a confession blog truly need a blacklist, if call outs aren't allowed? It's ridiculous and it has been from the start. It was about a lot. A whole lot. It wasn't about you. I'm sorry, Horchata. I tried to change, I tried at first, so did she. Things just haven't changed. If you really care about the blog as much as it seems like it, then you can certainly turn it into something worth caring for. I haven't spoken to Nein. But I've got an idea on how to make things better.. I don't know, exactly how I'm feeling right now. All I know is that, shit that I'm not going to speak of because it's over. It's hard to say what I'm trying to say, but. Well, you were right about the similar vision for AC. And well, I believe in you now. I don't expect any of this to matter. And well, I'm not sure exactly what I;m saying at this point,. But well, it is what it is. I need to speak with Nein. I have an idea how to get your followers back.
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  5. 4:52:45 PM: Type below to start a chat with Sythyx.
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  7. adminhorchata (4:52:51 PM): I know who you both are now.
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  9. adminhorchata (4:53:11 PM): And you know what? I don't care. I just don't. Whats done is done.
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  11. sythyx (4:53:18 PM): Yeah we're Faggot and Syx.
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  13. sythyx (4:53:23 PM): That's only been said everywhere.
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  15. sythyx (4:53:27 PM): If that's what you were saying.
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  17. adminhorchata (4:53:37 PM): I want the url, and thats it. I'll continue to build. (I chose not to believe it, because i wanted to think you both were good people)
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  19. adminhorchata (4:53:55 PM): My issue with you two, I figured out, was nOT that A-C was gone/deleted/taken over.
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  21. adminhorchata (4:54:01 PM): I was the fact that it was done in secrecy.
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  23. adminhorchata (4:54:12 PM): However, whats done is done. I don't care. Its goregous today.
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  25. adminhorchata (4:54:44 PM): I have enough time today to fix and rebuild. That's it. After this, I'm probably never gonna think about it again, and continue as if nothing happened.
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  27. adminhorchata (4:55:00 PM): I'm willing to forgive everything just the url. All I want. Arts-confession sounds stupid.
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  29. sythyx (4:56:08 PM): It's hard to believe it's not at least a mix a both.
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  31. adminhorchata (4:56:28 PM): What is? Arts confessions?
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  33. adminhorchata (4:56:35 PM): Nah, I don't like the way it rolls off the tongue.
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  35. adminhorchata (4:56:46 PM): I just want the url back. I already have pics4ac.tumblr taken.
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  37. sythyx (4:56:54 PM): No, I mean. Only being upset over the secrecy.
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  39. sythyx (4:57:14 PM): Like, it doesn't seem like it's only that.
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  41. adminhorchata (4:57:15 PM): Look, In case you can't tell, I want to be done with this.
  42.  
  43. adminhorchata (4:57:23 PM): Remember the army/chess example I made?
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  45. sythyx (4:57:37 PM): Yes, I do, remember.
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  47. adminhorchata (4:57:41 PM): People like you don't want to believe they did anything wrong. People like you, being the aggressors to a common goal.
  48.  
  49. sythyx (4:57:51 PM): Oh I know what I did wrong.
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  51. adminhorchata (4:57:52 PM): People like me, the ones who had their item destroyed.
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  53. adminhorchata (4:58:03 PM): Great. And you're not remorseful, which is to be expected.
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  55. sythyx (4:58:04 PM): I never said it was completely right, wrong, one way or the other.
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  57. adminhorchata (4:58:14 PM): I. Am. willing. to. stop. talking. about. this.
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  59. adminhorchata (4:58:18 PM): This is what I'm trying to convey.
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  61. adminhorchata (4:58:29 PM): I am trying to convey that I am DONE with all of it.
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  63. adminhorchata (4:58:36 PM): I just want to pretend it never happened.
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  65. sythyx (4:58:41 PM): I am actually that's why I've been trying to apologize to a few others and was considering returning the url.
  66.  
  67. adminhorchata (4:58:43 PM): I won't be repeating my mistake.
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  69. adminhorchata (4:59:11 PM): I just want to build on the same 'property' that the ahses are on right now. Hell, I'm drafting new ideas for A-C's new look after its all done.
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  71. sythyx (4:59:28 PM): Well yes, of course you do. I mean, the traffic is still there.
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  73. adminhorchata (4:59:52 PM): Yes. ITs all over and done with now.
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  75. adminhorchata (4:59:59 PM): Let me explain a little about how I deal with anger:
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  77. adminhorchata (5:00:09 PM): first 4 hours. Hot, angry, passionate anger
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  79. adminhorchata (5:00:11 PM): then sleep.
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  81. adminhorchata (5:00:14 PM): Then weariness.
  82.  
  83. adminhorchata (5:00:17 PM): I'm there now.
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  85. sythyx (5:00:21 PM): It's over the followers, not just the name.
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  87. adminhorchata (5:00:23 PM): After a grievance, I don't hold onto it
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  89. sythyx (5:00:35 PM): That's interesting.
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  91. adminhorchata (5:00:39 PM): After the url is given back I'd be done with the whole shebang.
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  93. adminhorchata (5:00:54 PM): Like, I get annoyed and mad that the fact that its continuing, than the shebang itself
  94.  
  95. adminhorchata (5:00:59 PM): that its alive longer than it needs to be.
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  97. sythyx (5:01:05 PM): Well I mean yeah I guess you would be done with it - what else is there?
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  99. adminhorchata (5:01:21 PM): After holding on to a grudge for several years, it turns you into a shitty person (a nod to the whole redemption thing I did)
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  101. adminhorchata (5:01:26 PM): So. Yeah.
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  103. adminhorchata (5:01:48 PM): I just want the url. I don't want to talk about it anymore. I want to spend the next couple hours with my boyfriend before he leaves. Just put it away as 'done'.
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  105. sythyx (5:01:59 PM): You don't even know what exactly it is that's bothering me like it does.
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  107. adminhorchata (5:02:24 PM): Obviously not. You don't know everything that's bothering me. We're going to waste time.
  108.  
  109. adminhorchata (5:02:48 PM): I want the war to end. I'm tired. I want to go home. I want to take a nap and I want to forget that it happened.
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  111. sythyx (5:03:26 PM): You could just, I don't know, go do that. I mean .. I'm not literally stopping you.
  112.  
  113. adminhorchata (5:04:00 PM): Its going to be on my mind till I get the url.
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  115. adminhorchata (5:04:25 PM): So just let it go. Its now just a name. Everything from it is literally gone. I'm not even going to revive it on its own separate account, just put it on mine.
  116.  
  117. adminhorchata (5:04:36 PM): New theme, new disqus.. pretty much new everything.
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  119. adminhorchata (5:04:54 PM): There's no point to holding on to it. Its like keeping a trickle of salt on a wound that isn't there. Keep your salt.
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  121. sythyx (5:05:44 PM): Well yeah your account has followers. So it's not a bad plan.
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  123. adminhorchata (5:06:14 PM): Right. So. let go of the url.
  124.  
  125. adminhorchata (5:06:33 PM): I won't even have the followers to start it again. They're all prolly dead to begin with.
  126.  
  127. adminhorchata (5:06:38 PM): Dead as in abanonded blogs.
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  129. sythyx (5:08:10 PM): Hm.
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  131. sythyx (5:08:45 PM): You really couldn't think of a catchier name though?
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  133. sythyx (5:08:50 PM): Artist-Confessions
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  135. sythyx (5:08:54 PM): It's well ..
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  137. adminhorchata (5:09:00 PM): Nope. Don't want to. Artist-confessions is short and to the poiint.
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  139. adminhorchata (5:09:07 PM): It isn't up for discussion. I just want that url.
  140.  
  141. adminhorchata (5:09:40 PM): 'confession-of-art' 'art-confessions' (vauge) 'confart' (what) 'art-of-confessions' (what)
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  143. adminhorchata (5:10:19 PM): Artist-confessions works. Sythyx pLEASE. I dont' want to talk about it anymore. Just let go of the url. I just want to start over. Dragging this out is now whats aggravating me, not what happened yesterday.
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  145. sythyx (5:10:40 PM): Sorry I'm just trying to think of catchier names.
  146.  
  147. sythyx (5:10:51 PM): One second.
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  149. sythyx (5:12:42 PM): All-Artists-Confess, ... that's .. kind of nice.
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  151. adminhorchata (5:13:01 PM): I don't want a cathcier name.
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  153. adminhorchata (5:13:06 PM): I want artist-confessions.
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  155. adminhorchata (5:13:10 PM): Please just let it go.
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  157. sythyx (5:16:09 PM): Is wanting the name because it's straightforward and less tacky really the only reason? Or is there something else about it?
  158.  
  159. sythyx (5:17:08 PM): Like for example the connection to all the tags, popularity, how people have it memorized, etc. etc.? It couldn't possibly be that, could it?
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  161. adminhorchata (5:21:58 PM): Jeez, its because its straightforward.
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  163. adminhorchata (5:22:14 PM): I literally have no nefarious reasons for a stupid friggin tumblr blog I just want the name and I never want to talk again!
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  165. adminhorchata (5:22:32 PM): I want to put this behind me! I don't care about whats going on or nefarious plans or whatever. Just give the url back.
  166.  
  167. adminhorchata (5:22:43 PM): ITs like, the least you could do after deleting months of work.
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  169. sythyx (5:23:28 PM): This stupid friggin tumblr blog url is starting to sound really important, y'know, for a stupid friggin tumblr blog url and all.
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  171. sythyx (5:24:12 PM): And I've kind of been wondering about that.
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  173. sythyx (5:24:25 PM): Like what was really done in those five months?
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  175. sythyx (5:24:43 PM): I mean it's sound liking queue stuff and well, uh ..
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  177. adminhorchata (5:26:00 PM): Can you PLEASE understand I don't want to talk about this anymore?
  178.  
  179. adminhorchata (5:26:07 PM): Why are you dragging this out?
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  181. adminhorchata (5:26:14 PM): Why are you insisting on talking to me?
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  183. adminhorchata (5:26:22 PM): Are you trying to establish some kind of comanderie or something?
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  185. adminhorchata (5:28:54 PM): You really want to know what I did? There were 2k posts backlogged. I stayed up every night for almost three weeks trying to Q them all. I then tried to organize blacklist (obviously that didn't work). Every day I got 50+ confessions added to my batch. Before pics4AC, I had to hunt for images to use, ask the artists permission, or draw some myself so that yet another boring text confession wouldn't go through. I worked to get the blog out there, and went back in the archives to delete the really inflammatory posts. I was constantly looking for admins- bothering a couple girls at school even- so that I can get some help. I maintaned the blacklist, removing confessions, and the q by myself. It then took 3 days to redesign A-C (again, by myself), the banner, and all that.
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  187. sythyx (5:29:23 PM): Well to be honest now I'm actually trying to find a good definition of commanderie.
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  189. adminhorchata (5:29:35 PM): Why are you trying to discredit the work I did? Asking these stupid questions? You're wasting my time by this point. If you're not going to give the url back I don't want to talk to you anymore. Understand. That. Please.
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  191. sythyx (5:30:26 PM): Well actually I just clicked back and i'm trying to read it all. I still am..
  192.  
  193. sythyx (5:30:36 PM): I was gone because of the commanderie thing.
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  195. adminhorchata (5:30:54 PM): ca·ma·ra·de·rie
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  197. adminhorchata (5:31:04 PM): mutual trust and friendship among people who spend a lot of time together.
  198.  
  199. adminhorchata (5:31:05 PM): there.
  200.  
  201. adminhorchata (5:31:20 PM): Understand that I do not want to talk to you- or nein. anymore. Which honest to god shouldbe understandable.
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  203. sythyx (5:31:40 PM): I'm not trying to discredit anything. It just bugs me when I hear familiar words yet can't remember the definitions.
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  205. adminhorchata (5:32:08 PM): Now you know what it means.
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  207. adminhorchata (5:32:22 PM): Again. I want the url. I have no interest in entertaining this conversation anymore.
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  209. sythyx (5:32:51 PM): But you said commanderie.
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  211. sythyx (5:33:33 PM): Like, I know what camaraderie means.
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  213. sythyx (5:33:42 PM): But commanderie.
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  215. sythyx (5:35:08 PM): Well I could give it back but ...
  216.  
  217. sythyx (5:35:18 PM): there's kind of one little problem with that.
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  219. adminhorchata (5:36:59 PM): What.
  220.  
  221. sythyx (5:37:09 PM): You mcfucked up.
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  223. adminhorchata (5:38:06 PM): You're not going to give it back, are you?
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  225. adminhorchata (5:38:38 PM): The mistake I fucking made was just thinking other people want to make A-C better. Hell, you 'said' it yourself. I 'fucked' up. Great. ARe you gonna give it back or not?
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  227. adminhorchata (5:39:08 PM): Give me a yes or no, and if not, I'm done with it and will just hope that tumblr support- whenever it fucking decides to get back to me- does something about it. There's ample fucking evidence of it.
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  229. sythyx (5:40:31 PM): What exactly did you say to tumblr? "Help. I gave out my password and email to two complete strangers, and now my blog is gone. I want my url back, get it for me."
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  231. adminhorchata (5:41:39 PM): Exactly. I asked what could be done since I was used by two children with a vendetta over an art blog. Months of work was lost, and I was going to see what they could do about it. Considering the dumb gloat post you guys made.
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  233. adminhorchata (5:42:29 PM): So. Again. Url or not. Yes or no. You said you were considering it, unless you lied about that too.
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  235. sythyx (5:44:58 PM): You had 15k followers, so many supposed art professionals and the likes on that blog ... and ... you chose two absolute strangers RIGHT after three shitstorms all slammed into one giant mess went down days prior?
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  237. sythyx (5:45:11 PM): That's what's still got me in awe.
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  239. adminhorchata (5:45:23 PM): BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, I THOUGHT SOMEONE MADE IT BETTER.
  240.  
  241. adminhorchata (5:45:30 PM): Sue me! The egg is on my face!
  242.  
  243. adminhorchata (5:45:31 PM): Holy shit!
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  245. adminhorchata (5:45:42 PM): Are you going to give the url back or not?
  246.  
  247. sythyx (5:46:02 PM): I'm just saying. I'm so amazed you didn't pick Chelsie or Jakk or somone like that then.
  248.  
  249. adminhorchata (5:46:09 PM): They had no time.
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  251. adminhorchata (5:46:12 PM): Theyw ere my first choice.
  252.  
  253. adminhorchata (5:46:16 PM): Everyone that did want to bailed.
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  255. sythyx (5:46:21 PM): Ain't nobody got time fo' that.
  256.  
  257. adminhorchata (5:46:24 PM): I was in the middle of school and wanted someone for work.
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  259. adminhorchata (5:46:35 PM): So great, are you going to give it back or not, or are you just laughing right now?
  260.  
  261. adminhorchata (5:47:07 PM): Like seriously, I don't know what else to do. I've tried to be diplomatic. I've said- multiple times- that it was a mistake to let two people I don't know on. It isn't going to happen again. So fantastic. Are you going to give it back or not?
  262.  
  263. sythyx (5:47:19 PM): The thing that kind of sucks about it is that at first I was serious, and I actually did care about it.
  264.  
  265. adminhorchata (5:47:19 PM): Please answer my fucking question so that I can get on with my life.
  266.  
  267. sythyx (5:47:52 PM): So many times people have told Faggot that if something on the internet is bothering them, that they should just walk away. It's only the internet after all.
  268.  
  269. sythyx (5:48:31 PM): This is the most ironic conversation I have ever had with someone over Artist-Confessions.
  270.  
  271. sythyx (5:48:45 PM): If only she was awake.
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  273. adminhorchata (5:49:04 PM): You're taking your personal vendetta out on me, fantastic. A-C was orginally a place so that people can get industry based advice. You just crippled that. The biggest reference is now gone, because you're taking out what different people told you all to do, on me.
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  275. adminhorchata (5:49:09 PM): I did NOTHING to you people.
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  277. sythyx (5:49:24 PM): AC was originally a motherfucking artist burn blog.
  278.  
  279. sythyx (5:49:31 PM): There is no sugar coating that bullshit.
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  281. adminhorchata (5:49:44 PM): Great. And now its not. I'm trying to make it not. Are you done having your tantrum?
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  283. sythyx (5:49:44 PM): The way people acted.
  284.  
  285. sythyx (5:49:48 PM): That huge fucking blacklist.
  286.  
  287. sythyx (5:49:54 PM): Me?
  288.  
  289. sythyx (5:50:10 PM): I'm not the one having a tantrum over a url.
  290.  
  291. adminhorchata (5:50:22 PM): I'm pissed off that I have to even talk to you.
  292.  
  293. sythyx (5:50:43 PM): I would have never have guessed that until you told me just now.
  294.  
  295. adminhorchata (5:51:01 PM): Yep, okay. I'm done.
  296.  
  297. You have blocked Sythyx
  298.  
  299. You can also report Sythyx to Chatango
  300.  
  301. You have blocked Sythyx
  302.  
  303. You can also report Sythyx to Chatango
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