Fair enough. Figured you'd gotten upset or something.

Jessica: (N'aw.)

Jessica: (Trust me~ You might be good at domming her.. and you can have your fun with her whenever your want, but she's mine~ As lover and pet. She started as my pet and that's the way things are~)

Hmhm, rather than turn this into a pissing contest, I'll just take my leave.

Jessica: (It's not like I'm trying to turn it into a pissing contest dear.. Sorry if I'm being forward but she IS mine. We talked about it when you were throat and ass fucking her. We're both whores, we admit that. We sleep around. We let others take control of us. She has many people that try to own her. And ever since I started domming her if I so much as asked her to stop playing with others, all others including her other Mistress' she would stop and focus soley on me. Now I'm done with the subject and we can move onto something else.. or you can just take your leave. But this is one topic that isn't debatable. At least not in my mind.)

And you keep going. How obnoxious, I must've really gotten to you.

Jessica: (It's moreso that you're not the first to think you own her is all. It's not that it's you but moreso that you're not the first.)

If you want to be real about it, nobody owns Robynn, including you. Internet relationships are short-lived, I wonder how long yours will last?

Jessica: (I know both of those things~ I'm curious about this too. I don't know how long it'll last. Maybe another day? Maybe another month? Maybe a year? I don't know. What I do know is I'm going to enjoy every moment of it until it's over. And then I'll move on just like always do.)

Cling while you can. Personal investment on the Internet is a waste of time and you can try to play it off all you'd like, but I know better than that. ♥~

Jessica: (Personal investment? Yes. I enjoy Robynn. I care for her. I'll admit that. And when it ends? Yes it'll hurt. I'll probably end up crying myself to sleep for a few days. But you know what? The time I've enjoyed with her and the time I will enjoy with her? It'll be worth it. And it won't be the first time it's happened. I've gone through it before and I'll probably go through it again after her. But like I said I'll move on. I always have and I always will.)

To think that you love someone you'll really never know. If you're quite done, I've better things than to listen to how you live vicariously.

Jessica: (I like how you act like you're better than me because you don't get attatched to the people you have relations with here. You sleep around and that's all you do. I know that I'm not much better. And the fact that I get attatched is probably stupid. But if it's so stupid and you don't do it then why should it matter if I do? I'm not sure if I love her. And you're right. I don't know her. Which makes it a bit difficult to fall in love with her. I said I care for her. I never said the word love. Not once in this argument have I? And as for living vicariously that's also some bullshit. I have a life outside of this place. I spend 16-20 hours a day working, running, learning, and having fun with my friends in real life. I keep them both seperate because that's what they are. Seperate.)

Why should it matter if you do? You made it my concern when you did an entire recap of the shit you were spewing last night, when all I wanted was to make sure you weren't so upset. There's really no need to justify yourself to me, I'm someone whose opinion will never matter to you. And don't tell me you keep your real life and Internet life separate if you expect to cry yourself to sleep, that's hypocritical.

Jessica: (I said I kept them seperate. That doesn't mean I'm completely heartless when it comes to the internet. And it's not that your opinion doesn't matter. If your opinion didn't matter then why would I be arguing against it? It's obviously got me a little upset. I won't lie and say it doesn't. I enjoyed your company and that's going to end because of this little argument. I can already tell that much. And as for the shit I was spewing last night? I don't remember 90% of what last night was composed of. I was half asleep and a little high. If I brought this up to you once then I appologize then doing it again.)

There's a difference between being heartless and being uninvolved. One day you'll learn that. And yeah, enjoying one another's company will probably end - I highly doubt you have the humility to fix the situation that you forced upon me. So instead of apologizing for repeating yourself, maybe find something better to say you're sorry about.

Jessica: (I will appologize. But not before I say tihs. I forced you into the situation of trying to defend what I believe to be the truth. Robynn and I have indeed, been in a Mistress Pet relationship since I was in a relationship with my last lover. It was kept secret for a multitude of reasons. One being she had more than one mistress that was listed on her profile at the time, the other being my lover started wanting more and more of a closed relationship. Which ended up being bullshit but that's the internet for you. As for me not having the humility? That might be the case.. Though I do apologize for starting the argument, and then continuing it when you tried to stop it. And then not stopping it each time you did.)

And you -still- keep going. You're really dense, aren't you? I'll only say this once. I have absolutely no interest in a mistress/slave relationship; if I did, I'd have more than just a few following me around and heeding my every whim. I really should've just let you continue making an ass out of yourself with your misinterpretation of what I'd said, but now that I know you're this petty, I'm not sure you're even worth accepting the apology for.

I mean hell, I even have "Mistress/Slave" in bold letters under "NO" on my F-List profile.

Jessica: (And now that you know you're right you continue to go. I was giong to just let it end there because you didn't want anything to do with me. What I will say is continuing to talk won't do anything but push eachother further away. So I'm giong to take a break from this conversation. If you want to talk later about how we might be able to fix this then I am all ears then. But right nothing good will come from it.)

Don't extend the offer to me, you know I don't approach people first, much less would I seek you - or anyone - out to fix such a situation. Of course I'm going to continue, you wouldn't let it stop and now that I've got things to say, I'm going to say them. Grow up, there comes a time when you become an adult and get rid of your childish insecurities and it's evident that much hasn't passed for you. If Robynn felt the same way about you as you did her, she wouldn't go as far as to let actions take place that would upset or offend you - intentionally, anyways.

Now, if -you- want to come talk about this later, feel free. But don't play stupid games with me, because I will treat you just as the audience games were meant for: children.