(09:31 PM) footbsmrts: wht now
(09:32 PM) Rachel Rae: just sad
(09:32 PM) footbsmrts: y
(09:32 PM) Rachel Rae: because
(09:33 PM) footbsmrts: because why
(09:33 PM) Rachel Rae: because because
(09:34 PM) footbsmrts: got to be a better reason than that.
(09:34 PM) Rachel Rae: Just.
(09:34 PM) Rachel Rae: Don't bother
(09:35 PM) footbsmrts: why not
(09:37 PM) Rachel Rae: Because.
(09:37 PM) footbsmrts: because isn't a good argument
(09:38 PM) Rachel Rae: mmh
(09:39 PM) footbsmrts: Rae
(09:39 PM) Rachel Rae: It doesn't matter
(09:39 PM) Rachel Rae: Okay?
(09:39 PM) Rachel Rae: I'll eventually be alright
(09:43 PM) footbsmrts: it does matter to me
(09:43 PM) footbsmrts: and eventually isn't a time frame
(09:44 PM) Rachel Rae: It's just Harry
(09:45 PM) footbsmrts: ok. so it's either u stay with him and keep worrying he's not happy when in reality you aren't happy and he's trying to blame you or be 100% free
(09:46 PM) Rachel Rae: you don't understand.
(09:46 PM) Rachel Rae: but whatever.
(09:48 PM) Rachel Rae: You're wrong, okay?
(09:49 PM) Rachel Rae: I don't tell you things like this anymore because you're wrong.
(09:53 PM) Rachel Rae: You see, I'm sad because when he left, I didn't feel free. I felt like a huge part of me was just ripped out and fed to the dogs. My future turned to dust before my eyes. You don't understand because you think I'm not happy with him. But the problem is, I'm VERY happy with him. It's when I'm without him that I'm miserable. So right now, after he's left me, even though he's come back, when he stops talking to me for a bit or goes home from being with me, I feel like he's going to leave me again and I don't want to feel the way I did Friday night ever again.
(10:01 PM) Rachel Rae: Thanks though, for just making it worse. I'm going to sleep. Night.