(12:19:22 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: any chance youz up?
(2:00:15 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im sorry i was always bitchy when you couldn't hang out
(2:00:43 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - i was only kidding when i said you were the woman
(2:01:01 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: -im clearly the woman
(2:01:09 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - was*
(2:01:41 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - i was only joking about the pop whore thing. i really didnt care
(2:02:09 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im not actually that much of a hipster, i just like hipster mucis
(2:03:08 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im sorry i was nagging you about the kissing thing when i knew you didnt want to.
(2:03:16 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - yah. i knew.
(2:04:16 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im sorry if it was awkward when i had my arm around you. i see how that was prolly awkward
(2:05:19 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - also, i knew you werent into the closeness while we were watching harry potter
(2:05:46 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - and downstairs
(2:08:00 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im really sorry for suggesting the split
(2:09:20 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - it was kinda my way of being a dick and sorta saying stop bailing or ill break up with you.
(2:09:30 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - but that kinda backfired
(2:09:48 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - i didnt actually think you would say yes.
(2:10:55 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - Im really sorry you didnt think you could tell me in advance that you weren't feeling it
(2:11:19 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im sorry for being so pushy
(2:11:58 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im extremely sorry if this sounds really sketchy or emo, not at all what im going for
(2:13:04 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - sry if i ever made you feel uncomfortable :P
(2:14:20 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im sorry people kept asking you why you were hanging out with me. the last thing i wanted was for people to start asking questions.
(2:15:54 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im sorry i tried to hard to impress you.
(2:18:16 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - i never meant to insult your taste in music. everr. Somehow "im a survivor" got mistakenly deleted of my playlist and got replaced with Adele, Taylor Swift and Leona Lewis.
(2:18:48 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - and i dont hate you for it, i wasnt serious when i'd say that
(2:19:21 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - i never actually intended to turn you hipster
(2:19:32 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - if it ever felt like i tried to change you im sorry
(2:20:36 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - if there was anything in particular that turned you in the other direction im Extremely sorry to the millionth degree.
(2:22:17 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im really sorry you felt like you had to stay.
(2:23:57 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - Im sorry that the first kiss was a bust. Prolly not how you imagined your first kiss.
(2:25:21 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - Im sorry you didnt feel a spark when we "kissed" and like to point out that given the opportunity i think we could have done better
(2:26:49 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im really sorry i kept dragging you into the middle of nowhere with hopes that we would finally kiss. Every time i did i felt like such a jerk afterwards.
(2:27:37 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im sorry i was boring, i just didnt really know how to act or what to do.
(2:30:00 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - ^ the night you came over with the pomegranate and made the smoothie was one of the nights i felt the most comfortable. until i ruined it and made it awkward.
(2:30:49 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im really sorry if you get tired and stop reading this half way down,
(2:32:14 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - Im really sorry if close pidgin and never actually see this.... which is why man mad god invent screen grab.  cory and paste is f'noobs.
(2:32:23 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: made*
(2:32:33 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: copy*
(2:32:53 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im really sorry for all the spelling mistakes, which i know you hate
(2:33:18 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im sorry you didnt have enough time to fix my spelling and grammar like you said you would :P
(2:34:48 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im really sorry if youre picturing me writing this as a sobbing/crying girlly-man. although adele is on repeat im quite composed :P
(2:36:48 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - i kinda started playing wow again because of you.
(2:38:31 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - I stopped playing wow a while before my laptop broke. i kind of resented it because you spent more time playing wow than hanging out with me. which now i understand why.
(2:41:05 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - a couple times i told you that i "liked you alot" or something to that extent. that was my way of saying i love you.
(2:42:21 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - earlier when you mentioned how we never said i love you to each other i almost said that i did a couple times but remembered that i said it like that ^
(2:43:38 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - i lied about taking the price tag off the shirt i got you so i'd have something to say to you,
(2:44:26 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - when i said " i still have that shirt i got you" i said it to try and make you feel bad, or guilty or something. sorry.
(2:46:03 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im really sorry im bad at saying what im feeling without saying it all at once on here in hopes you'd read it at some point.
(2:48:58 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - im actually a lot more fun than i seem, im just bad at knowing what to do. which is why we always ended up driving around.
(2:51:12 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - i hate that were not together now and i haven't seen you in a week.
(2:53:07 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - again im really sorry if this comes off emo or anything, im just trying to be 100% straight with you.... even though youre not even there.... :S
(2:55:11 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - If there's any chance there's something i can do or change i'd really appreciate you letting me know if theres a way i can fix it.
(2:56:36 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - I love you bearded or beardless, shave your head if you want i couldn't care less.
(2:59:10 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - i kinda love you, and im really sorry I didn't get the chance to tell you.
(2:59:44 AM) firemoth@chat.eagull.net/Mikee: - and im especially sorry you don't feel the same