you.

hi baby. hi hi hi. i love you. so much!! and i really just want to make you happy. on nights when i can’t sleep or i’m scared i always call you because you make me feel so safe and so happy and you are my home. i’m sorry for every time i’ve yelled at you. and every time i’ve made too feel bad. i’m sorry. i really really am. because i know i can lose my temper and get loud without thinking. i know i can. and i’m trying to get better. i’m sorry for any time i haven’t made you feel welcome. any time i haven’t been there. haven’t answered the call. texted back fast. but the truth is, i need you. and i’m so attached to you that i don’t even know what to do. i love you. you mean so much to me. please don’t ever change because you are perfect the way you are. we all have our ups and downs. life is just about feeling the roller coaster that the ups and downs give you. just hold on. it’ll get better. i know i say it a lot. i know i know what you’re thinking ‘ah she’s on bs again’ ‘she’s trying to make me feel better with stuff that isn’t true.’ but do i lie to you? i never lie to you. you mean to much to me for me to look you in those loveable and curious eyes and lie to you. i love your smile. your laugh. that feeling when i say something and i hear you giggle. that feeling you give me when you say you love me. you are my home. my other half, and my only love. i love you baby. never change.