21:38] snoteleks: answer your dm's
[21:38] not me: Who are you
[21:38] snoteleks: who do you think i am
[21:38] not me: A old friend
[21:38] snoteleks: depends what you mean old
[21:39] not me: You change accounts as much as I do huh
[21:40] not me: Long time no see
[21:40] not me: I would say
[21:40] snoteleks: indeed
[21:40] not me: But to be sure give me something that will make me know it's you
[21:40] snoteleks: likewise
[21:41] snoteleks: i have no time to think of anything, just ask
[21:41] not me: What did we write about the last time
[21:41] snoteleks: planned certain stuff
[21:42] snoteleks: that's all I'm allowed to say over discord
[21:42] not me: What's your brothers name ?
[21:42] not me: I know the answer dw
[21:43] snoteleks: what brother
[21:43] not me: Nahh not you
[21:43] not me: Had a mistake
[21:43] snoteleks: if you say so
[21:43] not me: You look the type tho
[21:44] snoteleks: >look
[21:44] snoteleks: pretty sure you can't know that
[21:46] not me: I know what I should and I do what I want
[21:46] not me: Not always the right choice not always the truth
[21:46] snoteleks: I'm kinda curious what you mean by "the type" and why you assume I am it
[21:47] not me: If you where that person you would have perfectly knew what I meant but as I said I may have made a mistake
[21:48] not me: She disappeared a long time ago
[21:48] not me: Better leave it at that
[21:48] snoteleks: don't tell me it was someone called lauren
[21:49] not me: :grin:
[21:50] not me: I hit close
[21:50] not me: As I always do
[21:50] snoteleks: I'm not lauren if that's what you mean
[21:50] not me: I know
[21:51] snoteleks: had to make sure
[21:52] snoteleks: idk if i should tell you
[21:52] snoteleks: but she's been talking about you
[21:53] not me: I know that too
[21:54] not me: And I can only say she is better off without me
[21:54] snoteleks: she thinks so too
[21:55] snoteleks: though she also wonders if she could've changed you for the better had she had more time
[21:56] not me: Everything is miserable as it is can't say I don't pay for what I started
[21:57] snoteleks: she still has hopes for you, despite everything
[21:59] not me: I have hope she will find someone to be there for her and that which happens in Britain won't affect her but I have my own hell hole of a country to live in and I can't let go
[21:59] not me: Everything became difficult so I had to let go
[21:59] snoteleks: you know she doesn't believe in that stuff anymore
[22:00] not me: Despite everything I did can't blame her
[22:00] not me: But I am as honest as I can be
[22:00] not me: Now
[22:02] not me: Nonetheless wish her the best from me and let's leave it at that
[22:03] snoteleks: I will
[16:02] not me: I have 1 question for you
[16:02] not me: Maybe will be the last I will ask depends on what you answer
[16:10] snoteleks: sure
[16:11] not me: What makes beautiful blue eyes fight for a long dead red battlefield ?
[16:12] not me: What motivates you to side with them ?
[16:13] not me: Just out of curiosity
[16:15] snoteleks: I prefer to follow the path of freedom
[16:15] not me: There is no freedom
[16:16] snoteleks: that is why I fight for it
[16:18] not me: You are fighting against basic human nature and the foundations of which society is based on
[16:18] not me: A utopia is unreachable
[16:19] not me: If that's the freedom you are fighting for
[16:19] snoteleks: you can say that as many times as you want but I'll still not fall for your lies
[16:20] snoteleks: if you repeat it enough times you start to forget the truth
[16:20] not me: The same lies we spoke to each other not so far ago
[16:20] snoteleks: this is beyond our individuality, the whole world is at stake
[16:21] not me: If you fight as a brainless mass you become sheep following a shepherd there goes your freedom
[16:22] not me: And where did you go
[16:22] snoteleks: mob mentality is a danger to be aware of, and it's definitely not what keeps me in this fight, but rather what i fight against
[16:23] not me: You are fighting against a windmill while the real enemy devastates your race ?
[16:24] snoteleks: you pretend to be skeptic of the world around you at the same time as you defend blindly the society in which you live in, unquestioningly, with little to no critical thinking.
[16:24] not me: Supports abortions supports the removal of the ability of procreation
[16:24] not me: Isn't that a genocide
[16:24] not me: In your mind
[16:24] snoteleks: of course, everything is a genocide except actual genocides, which are fine, right?
[16:25] not me: So you support this one
[16:25] not me: Aren't I right
[16:25] snoteleks: learn to read sarcasm.
nobody's forbidding anyone from procreating willingly, you're just eating garbage propaganda.
[16:25] snoteleks: as you always have
[16:26] not me: Maybe the same can be said for you but we went on different roads
[16:26] not me: Yet I was right
[16:26] not me: And you left
[16:27] snoteleks: maybe, but sadly it can't be said the same. I don't buy into your intoxicating cult or doctrine or whatever
[16:27] snoteleks: you're not even going to question the concept of race, you're a lost cause
[16:27] snoteleks: or is it because you're just lacking of empathy?
[16:27] snoteleks: since, according to you, it's not human nature.
[16:28] snoteleks: maybe you're just fated to turn right
[16:28] not me: And you left
[16:29] snoteleks: i suppose
[16:29] snoteleks: that'd make our argument quite meaningless
[16:30] not me: It had meaning
[16:31] not me: I would say that despite everything you are still the same
[16:32] not me: Maybe not so in hiding as you where back then
[16:38] snoteleks: I've been cracking my egg shell
[16:38] snoteleks: you could even say I'm extroverted now
[16:42] not me: I see
[16:42] not me: So the things with EMF didn't work out for you did they
[16:42] not me: From your sudden crack
[16:43] snoteleks: EMF is full of trash people
[16:44] snoteleks: so yes, you could say that
[16:44] snoteleks: it's been rather progressive than sudden
[16:44] not me: I'm not surprised
[16:44] snoteleks: hey what's with the edgy username now?
[16:44] snoteleks: no offense
[16:45] not me: Krosis died with a part of my life
[16:45] not me: So changes took place
[16:46] not me: And you ?
[16:46] snoteleks: i might need some context
[16:46] snoteleks: oh no reason, i just found the name one day and thought it'd be fun
[16:46] snoteleks: i've been up and down with discord so i didn't give it much importance
[16:47] not me: I'm using discord pretty rarely myself
[16:47] snoteleks: mhm
[16:48] not me: What can I say I started work with a solid wage
[16:48] snoteleks: oh, thats good news
[16:48] not me: I got all that I needed and now I'm waiting
[16:48] snoteleks: for?
[16:49] not me: Anything
[16:49] not me: Expecting something
[16:49] snoteleks: waiting for life's rollercoaster magic eh?
[16:50] snoteleks: something to stop the feeling of hollowness
[16:54] snoteleks: tell me about that krosis deal, i didnt know it died, whatever that means
[16:57] not me: We both made mistakes
[16:58] not me: And we both bared the consequences of our actions
[16:59] not me: Things come back at you 1 way or another
[16:59] not me: You know that feeling
[16:59] not me: The same way as I do
[17:00] snoteleks: yeah
[17:01] snoteleks: I don't deny it, but i kinda think you're taking it a bit too far
[17:02] not me: Don't we all
[17:03] not me: With all this political bullshit
[17:03] not me: That everyone is feeding us
[17:03] not me: And we forget about 1 thing
[17:03] snoteleks: heh, you almost sound left wing
[17:04] snoteleks: and that thing is... what, love?
[17:04] snoteleks: because i agree
[17:05] not me: Individuality
[17:05] not me: Family
[17:05] not me: Love
[17:06] not me: And principles
[17:06] snoteleks: thats 4 things
[17:06] not me: At the end they are the same thing
[17:07] not me: And that thing isn't supported neither from the left or the right
[17:07] snoteleks: you have a severely warped vision of the left then
[17:07] snoteleks: well it makes sense, you wouldn't be where you stand right now if you didn't think we're all just monsters
[17:08] snoteleks: that's how the right deals with issues, dividing people into categories like monsters
[17:08] not me: The left puts people in categories
[17:09] not me: And creates them
[17:09] not me: Aren't I right ?
[17:09] snoteleks: you don't understand that the left only appropriates categories already imposed upon people, in order to defend themselves
[17:09] snoteleks: give me one category
[17:09] not me: Defend from what
[17:09] not me: From who
[17:10] not me: What the media feeds you
[17:10] not me: It's all a scam Lauren
[17:10] snoteleks: well yeah, what the media feeds us is something we have to defend ourselves from
[17:11] snoteleks: the media, as much as you find it hard to believe, is dominated by neoliberals and right wingers
[17:11] not me: Right wingers ?
[17:11] snoteleks: we know it's all a scam, that's why we are anti systemic
[17:12] snoteleks: your take on the same issue just happens to turn you the opposite way
[17:12] snoteleks: yeah, just look at FOX news, CNN, all state or corporation bought media
[17:15] not me: I still think the best thing you can do for yourself is think for yourself and let the politics eat themselves
[17:16] not me: The only thing this creates is hatred
[17:17] not me: And if the left creates hatred can you be free ?