ghostYesterday at 6:58 PM
I just got back
left phone at home
it went good, abit tense but good
and try a good face wash?
we spoke about u abit
& your relationship with kris
Nothin bad ofc
just that i'm really happy for you

AthelstanYesterday at 7:29 PM
What did she say? And why tense ?

ghostYesterday at 7:32 PM
She was happy for you too & happy that we're still friends
& tense because idk, probs said things that shocked her abit
anyway
how's you
whats up

AthelstanYesterday at 7:34 PM
What did you say??

ghostYesterday at 7:34 PM
Eh just some thoughts that i've been feeling, don't like saying em outloud tbh. It's just the whole soon becoming 21 thing

AthelstanYesterday at 7:36 PM
I'm already 21 :frowning: it's nothing like too much as we make it out to be
When I was getting past 19
I felt it more
But I like how i am

ghostYesterday at 7:36 PM
It's not that

AthelstanYesterday at 7:36 PM
What is it?

ghostYesterday at 7:37 PM
Yknow my dad died young yes? & me having trouble eating, i was told alot at young age that i wouldn't live young so me becoming 21 rn is like 'yay, made it.. ok what now'

AthelstanYesterday at 7:38 PM
Wym? You move on as before. You should be proud that you proved everyone else wrong

ghostYesterday at 7:39 PM
I am proud
it's whatever really, i'm here might aswell try make something of it right

AthelstanYesterday at 7:41 PM
I mean... Don't you have dreams and shit you want to do?
Wym make something of it?
Like , sometimes it seems like you forget of your dreams
And that you focus on the negative

ghostYesterday at 7:42 PM
yeah

AthelstanYesterday at 7:43 PM
Like when you feel like that, why don't you try to focus on what you want to do?
Why do you focus on the bad ?

ghostYesterday at 7:44 PM
It's not even that i focus on the bad
again
it is whatever
I don't want to talk about it anymore, it's been discussed with Chris
time to move on

AthelstanYesterday at 7:45 PM
Okay

ghostYesterday at 7:45 PM
It isn't something negative but i can't seem to make you understand anything else
so why bother

AthelstanYesterday at 7:46 PM
Okay

ghostYesterday at 8:19 PM
I'm not in the mood for us to be off again so i'll ask again how your day was & how you are?

AthelstanYesterday at 8:20 PM
Okay
I'm good

ghostYesterday at 8:20 PM
What you been doin today?

AthelstanYesterday at 8:21 PM
Just waiting for class

ghostYesterday at 8:22 PM
I see, glad it was a calm day

AthelstanYesterday at 8:23 PM
Yis :3

ghostYesterday at 8:25 PM
i'm kinda sad october is almost finished

AthelstanYesterday at 8:25 PM
Why ? Nothing happened


ghostYesterday at 8:26 PM
exactly
that's why i'm sad
nothing fun happend or i didn't do anything for halloween is what i mean

AthelstanYesterday at 8:29 PM
WERENT u supposed to go to that one party?

ghostYesterday at 8:30 PM
I was invited but they never came to pick me up or whatever lmao

AthelstanYesterday at 8:32 PM
Oh Awww :frowning: I'm sorry to hear that

ghostYesterday at 8:32 PM
Nah is okay

AthelstanYesterday at 8:34 PM
But it seemed like you wanted to go

ghostYesterday at 8:34 PM
I did, i really did but what can i do if they decide to go without me

AthelstanYesterday at 8:36 PM
You should have asked them where it was again so u could have gone with
If it interests u usually ask for it

ghostYesterday at 8:36 PM
Mhm

ghostToday at 12:03 AM
going to bed
goodnight

AthelstanToday at 12:26 AM
Good night