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KylerTrash

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Aug 18th, 2017
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  1. Alright so, ya'll know I have mental health issues, and y'all know I had surgery in June, writing this out is hard enough for me, I have been dealing with a fuck ton of depression and a fuck ton of motivational issues, I feel like I haven't left my bed since surgery but I have, I went to camp, I went out with my grandma, I actually used to go for walks right after surgery when I came home but I don't anymore, I barely get out of bed anymore, I barely eat, I don't game anymore, I only lay here depressed listening to depressing music... questioning existing, mind you I'm NOT suicidal, I used to be years ago, I've been seeking help since I was only 8 years old, I just have no motivation for anything, no motivation to stream, nothing, literally everything I do brings me to crying and wanting to hide, and for whoever is reading this... thank you so much... a lot of my friends have committed suicide.. I will not be like them.. two of my friends committed in the past 3 weeks, and since voting season I've lost 22 friends to death, I honestly want to disappear for awhile but I care too much not to, if you see me in any of your streams... it's going to take me all I've got just to say hi and honestly whoever is with me on everything that's going on... don't give up on me... I know this pastebin is all over the place and I apologize 😞 Thank you so much guys
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