Jon says:
 internet sucks?
ethel says:
 no
Jon says:
 restart?
ethel says:
 no
Jon says:
 oh?
ethel says:
 it hurts talking to you
Jon says:
 why?

 ethel?
ethel says:
 because i am a filler person to you nothing else
Jon says:
 that is not true
 why would you think that?
ethel says:
 because its true and obvious
Jon says:
 well that doesnt explain much
 im always talking to you
 i put in a lot of work
ethel says:
 you only like me this much because i was there when you were hurting and heartbroken
Jon says:
 no thats not true
 although i was heartbroken. i really do like you
 im happy with you
ethel says:
 you're lonely
Jon says:
 arent you lonely too?
 i just wanna be with you okay
 i like you for many reasons
ethel says:
 okay
Jon says:
 like for instance, your way sweet to me, we have enjoyable conversations, youre really pretty ect
 i wish i could get you to trust me
ethel says:
 you want to love anyone, i am not special to you really
Jon says:
 i dont want to love anyone
 if i wanted to love anyone i wouldnt be talking to you online everyday
 its not like i would just ever drop you ethel
 i want to be with you
 i wish you trusted me
 ethel?
ethel says:
 yes
Jon says:
 i just want you to feel special
 ugh
 because you are
 i know your upset ethel
 i wish you werent
ethel says:
 do you know why i am
Jon says:
 because you feel like i just choose anybody to make me feel better because i just got out of a relationship?
ethel says:
 no
Jon says:
 why are you upset then?
 i wish you would explain it to me
ethel says:
 i will in a sec
Jon says:
 okay
 i really want to kill myself
ethel says:
 what
 why
Jon says:
 because apparently i cant make you happy
 and it seems like your doubting things
ethel says:
 please don't do this to me
Jon says:
 do what?
ethel says:
 this
Jon says:
 im fucking depressed as shit
 you wont explain to me whats wrong
 it hurts me to see you like this
 i just want you happy
 and not to doubt us
 and trust us together
 but i feel like there is always a doubt inside of you
 i just want everything to be good