This is Cameron, I went to a mental health hospital, got medicine, and went to a therapist. I will be moving out soon by the end of the week I make good money to help myself. I even got someone to help me with with mental slowness at comprehension. I have been removing everything bad in my life, so I can finally move on and get away. I would like to help again if I can, of course after I settled down and helped myself first, in anyway you will allow me to Mr. Freeman. I know I haven’t been the best, but I always respected your daughter in her presence even when she was angry and yelled at me, that’s why I ask to be judged by what I do. I know she is not my responsibility as you told me, but I just wanted to finally be supportive. I like being able to do things for her and give her stuff, that’s why I never asked her to do anything in return or tried to hold it against her. You were right, I had a lot I never got to say and I had to work through that and the fact that I might never get to, even worse I probably won’t be getting answers either. Even if I can’t see her again can I still talk to you Mr. Freeman from time to time so I’m not just out on my own? If so, just take my texts with a grain of salt, they sound completely different when in the face of someone speaking to you. I just never had someone to sit down and get to know me so they understand that I never intend disrespect, and I’m sorry I never did that with you when you offered. I am a likable person but people need to know me first and that requires them to actively reach out because I am naturally a shy person and no one does that. I just didn’t know what to do, I have no gifts with people and that is why I am always socially awkward. Im the type of person that is comfortable when you know me and uncomfortable when you don’t, but that requires people to reach out because I stay away out of shyness. People are not simple like math or science and calculation and because of so many variables it’s hard to keep up and plan to prepare for everything. Miscommunication is a big problem for me with misread intentions and meanings, I do speak English but it like an entirely different language with me and I’m not giving excuses I am only being honest. I am sorry for disrespecting you, your wife, and daughter if I did. I don’t mean bad, because I had too many opportunities to do bad if I really meant to. I mean well but, as they say hell is paved with good intentions. I never learned until someone taught me and sat down to actually tell me why for once and even then it took time over weeks because my comprehension is slow. I have changed a lot over the months for the better, and I’m not looking back. Let me know, even if I can’t see her anymore I still have a lot of questions about life and your literally the closest father figure I can see because you actually have a family with unbiased opinion and I would like you to answer them life questions or at least as much as you can since no one did no matter how much I asked. I don’t know how to be more honest or sincere than this and unfortunately text doesn’t do much justice because of what it lacks. I still haven’t learned all the responsibilities of being a man because nobody teaches me, but I still try because I have s lot to learn regardless, and it’s difficult because I literally absorb all of the things and information around me and that’s why I staying away from all the bad l things in my life and leaving them away. It’s for the good and the sake of myself, and so I’ll be doing a better job because that was one lesson you and all the others taught me whether you know it or not, truth be told, I’m a slow learn but after I learn is when I get good or better it just takes time and alit if repeating so I can understand it but no ones ever supposed to get patience right and besides if I am supposed to be a man I can’t have handouts, so I do my best and will learn. Also, I will have a fridge full of Orange Juice, I always wanted to. There’s a lot of things I haven’t said and couldn’t be said because I didn’t have enough time and there wasn’t enough space. I just don’t want to be hated. I’ll keep looking for a family.