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“The reason I forgive you is because you are not perfect. You are imperfect. And so am I. All humans are imperfect. Even the man outside my apartment who litters. When I was young, I wanted to be anybody but myself. Dr. Bernard Hasselhoff said if I was on a desert island, then I would have to get used to my own company. Just me… and the coconuts. He said I would have to accept myself: my warts and all. And that we don’t get to choose our warts. They are a part of us and we have to live with them. We can however, choose our friends. And I am glad I have chosen you. Dr. Bernard Hasselhoff also said that everyone’s lives are like a very long sidewalk. Some are well paved. Others, like mine, have cracks, banana skins and cigarette butts. Your sidewalk is like mine, but probably not as many cracks. Hopefully, one day our sidewalks will meet and we can share a can of condensed milk. You are my best friend. You are my only friend.”

This quote is from one of my favorite movies tilted “Mary and Max”. This paragraph of words loosely describe our relationship in a manner of simplified words.
It describes our imperfections … though, there is nothing to forgive. The moral of this quote is that we are imperfect, and it will always be that way. The truth is that the fact our imperfections make us who we are, and Brody, I adore who you are.
I could recite how much I love you in everyday words but, that it meaningless to how I actually feel.

Late 2015 we became friends on unfortunate events. We fought to say the least yet - I do not think I need to explain to you on which what happened the night we met.
Though I may have been somewhat a love sick puppy for that pervert that is called “Steven”, (lest we forget what happened between me and him) you stood by me like no other. Brody, though in that period of time I would constantly talk about that fool, my feelings for you grew rapidly as the days went by when we spoke to each other. You gave me a feeling like no other.

I labeled you as my best friend,
and you labeled me as yours.
From the day we met I could say confidently that you are trustworthy, kind, compassionate and loving. I know, you deny yourself of these qualities, but for someone you have been best friends with for almost two years now, you have to believe me when I say that you, you are all them things I stated. It is merely a taste of how I see you, my love.

I have been what people would call “incomplete” for many years now, no denying that it has saddened me to the point were I could justify saying that I had been used to it until you became my boyfriend. A month ago, you asked me to be your girlfriend, and there wasn’t just a thing that told me I was complete, I felt complete. You are the thing that keeps me sane as well as complete, Brody * *****.

I love you, so much.
I love to the point were no man nor women, NOTHING … would ever describe the way I feel toward you.
One day I hope to be hand in hand with you, my love. I hope to be able to call you my husband one day, and genuinely, that is the truth.
We both lie in the hands of each other;

I am yours,
you are mine.
No existent thing will take that away from us, even if people see it as a “sin” for us to be together because our age.

Please, stay with me forever, my love ...

[ I am sorry I fell asleep on you … I did leave an alarm on but I shut it off without thinking and fell back asleep. I promise, I am going to make it up to you today. I hope you slept well, my love.
Message me when you wake up ♡ ] “