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  3. - Now why was that so painful?
  4.  
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  7. Why was that 60 seconds,
  8. the most uncomfortable
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  12. part of your day?
  13.  
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  16. See, I think it's because society tells us
  17.  
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  20. to avoid silence, and
  21. we're conditioned to think
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  25. that something's wrong with quiet.
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  29. I can't tale it anymore,
  30. what's in the bag?
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  34. - You really wanna know?
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  38. - Yes.
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  42. - Okay I know it's a little late,
  43.  
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  46. but happy graduation babe.
  47.  
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  50. - My Gosh, that looks amazing.
  51.  
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  54. Did you make this?
  55.  
  56. 14
  57. 00:01:55,060 --> 00:01:57,383
  58. - I made the decision to buy it.
  59.  
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  62. - Okay, just
  63. think about living here,
  64.  
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  67. would you get lonely?
  68.  
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  71. I mean there are times
  72. where you'd wanna go here
  73.  
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  76. for a vacation or an escape.
  77.  
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  80. But the idea of living
  81. here, routinely, day-to-day.
  82.  
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  85. If I'm being honest with myself, I don't...
  86.  
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  89. That must be Hunter.
  90.  
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  93. Well, patience is his best quality,
  94.  
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  96. 00:02:26,420 --> 00:02:28,120
  97. so obviously he's a piece of shit.
  98.  
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  101. - What the fuck!
  102.  
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  105. - Just gonna let yourself in
  106.  
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  109. - Yes, and you're welcome
  110. for me being here.
  111.  
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  114. - What else would you be doing?
  115.  
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  118. - Getting laid.
  119.  
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  122. - But is too much silence a bad thing?
  123.  
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  126. Are the mundane relationships that we keep
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  130. the only things weaving us to sanity?
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  134. - Are you sure that this is okay?
  135.  
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  138. I mean, I know I said
  139. we'd go out to celebrate.
  140.  
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  143. - What, are you
  144. kidding, look at this.
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  148. Okay, this is perfect.
  149.  
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  152. - Just us, that's okay?
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  156. So are you able to meet
  157. with my cousin next week?
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  161. - Um, no.
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  165. - Why not?
  166.  
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  169. There's a position open and
  170. she wants to interview you.
  171.  
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  174. I mean we could maybe get you
  175. out of your parents house.
  176.  
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  179. - Um, I'm busy next week.
  180.  
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  183. - The whole week, you're just busy?
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  187. - Yeah.
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  191. - Okay mystery man,
  192. what are you busy with?
  193.  
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  196. - Well it's a surprise.
  197.  
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  200. - Like a good surprise?
  201.  
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  204. - Well I think
  205. it's a good surprise,
  206.  
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  209. for you it's like a surprise car crash.
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  213. Hey.
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  217. Yeah, she's a little mad at me.
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  221. Hey dad.
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  225. - Hi son.
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  229. - Hey, can I interview you?
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  233. - Sure what about?
  234.  
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  237. - Um, just like
  238. your job and you know,
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  242. your career.
  243.  
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  246. - Yeah, maybe later.
  247.  
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  250. - Some of the best art
  251. in the world was created
  252.  
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  255. in the darkest hours
  256. of those artists lives.
  257.  
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  260. And I'm talking about the
  261. whole artistic spectrum okay,
  262.  
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  265. poets, musicians, film makers, painters,
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  269. novelists, anyone who creates.
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  273. The thing is those
  274. artists happily shared it
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  278. because they...
  279.  
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  282. I don't know, they had too.
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  286. Makaila.
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  290. Makaila,.
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  294. Curt Cobain, Van Gogh, Edgar Allen Poe,
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  298. they've all found
  299. masterpieces through insanity.
  300.  
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  303. - Well I mean I think
  304. it's a waste of time,
  305.  
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  308. but then also I think
  309. it's kinda fucking dumb.
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  313. - Wow okay.
  314.  
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  317. - I mean clearly, you're going through
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  321. a quarter life crisis, so...
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  325. - No.
  326. - That's fine.
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  330. - Anyways,
  331. back to the interview.
  332.  
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  335. - You've spent the last
  336. three months growing
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  340. a depression beard.
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  344. - This isn't a depression beard.
  345.  
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  348. - That is a depression
  349. beard and you know it.
  350.  
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  353. You are three days away from
  354. a straight-up homeless beard.
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  358. - Okay cool man, thanks
  359. so much for coming out.
  360.  
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  363. - You know what, I'm being a good friend,
  364.  
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  367. and good friends tell the fucking truth.
  368.  
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  371. - Ernest Hemingway said the terrible mood
  372.  
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  375. of depression, whether
  376. it's any good or not
  377.  
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  380. is known as the artists reward.
  381.  
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  384. I'll be honest with you, I haven't
  385.  
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  388. taken anything seriously
  389. in a very long time.
  390.  
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  393. It's time I do.
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  397. So the plan, to create loneliness.
  398.  
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  401. Mikaila's gonna drop me off
  402. deep in the Georgia Mountains,
  403.  
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  406. no town whatsoever for 20 miles, no car,
  407.  
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  410. no phone, no GPS.
  411.  
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  414. Just me alone in the
  415. woods with my thoughts
  416.  
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  419. for five days.
  420.  
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  422. 00:05:50,430 --> 00:05:52,359
  423. - You know, look at me man, I did it.
  424.  
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  426. 00:05:52,360 --> 00:05:54,169
  427. I did the sell out thing
  428. that you're talking about.
  429.  
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  432. It got me two weeks
  433. paid vacation, benefits,
  434.  
  435. 101
  436. 00:05:56,730 --> 00:05:58,349
  437. and I get to pretend that I'm good at golf
  438.  
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  441. every once in a while.
  442.  
  443. 103
  444. 00:05:59,184 --> 00:06:00,639
  445. It's not bad.
  446.  
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  448. 00:06:00,640 --> 00:06:01,849
  449. - Wow.
  450.  
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  453. No I'm sorry, there's so
  454. much to look forward too
  455.  
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  458. when you put it like that.
  459.  
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  462. - You know what I think
  463. you're fucking problem is,
  464.  
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  467. is that I think you've
  468. seen too many movies
  469.  
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  472. with manic pixie dream girls in 'em, okay.
  473.  
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  476. - What?
  477. - You know
  478.  
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  481. what I'm talking about.
  482.  
  483. 112
  484. 00:06:12,371 --> 00:06:14,009
  485. It's just these girls who are just like,
  486.  
  487. 113
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  489. just find your passion, it's
  490. exactly what you sound like.
  491.  
  492. 114
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  494. Okay just find you passion,
  495. and then once you've found
  496.  
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  499. that passion just hug it, okay.
  500.  
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  503. And then that hug will bloom
  504. into happiness and joy,
  505.  
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  508. and you'll just come back from the dead,
  509.  
  510. 118
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  512. and start just loving life.
  513.  
  514. 119
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  516. - You're done, thank God, you're done.
  517.  
  518. 120
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  520. Okay.
  521.  
  522. 121
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  524. - Manic pixie dream girls aren't real.
  525.  
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  527. 00:06:35,439 --> 00:06:37,369
  528. - Let's just, let's just do the thing
  529.  
  530. 123
  531. 00:06:37,370 --> 00:06:39,939
  532. that I invited you over
  533. here to help me with okay.
  534.  
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  537. Can we just do that?
  538.  
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  541. Please?
  542.  
  543. 126
  544. 00:06:44,370 --> 00:06:45,370
  545. Where were we?
  546.  
  547. 127
  548. 00:06:46,710 --> 00:06:47,710
  549. - Where were we?
  550.  
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  552. 00:06:48,910 --> 00:06:51,663
  553. We were at finding your
  554. passion, and hugging it.
  555.  
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  558. - All right so Hunter.
  559.  
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  562. - Yes.
  563.  
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  566. - Tell me about
  567. your best friend Clayton.
  568.  
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  571. - Man, he is the clumsiest
  572. person in the world.
  573.  
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  576. - I mean he's clumsy, but I wouldn't say
  577.  
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  580. he's the clumsiest person in the world.
  581.  
  582. 135
  583. 00:07:07,250 --> 00:07:10,113
  584. - No it's true, anyone
  585. clumsier then Clayton is dead.
  586.  
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  588. 00:07:11,230 --> 00:07:12,889
  589. Let's see, what else?
  590.  
  591. 137
  592. 00:07:12,890 --> 00:07:14,686
  593. This is gonna be so good.
  594.  
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  597. I mean he is really smart,
  598. but you can't call him bright.
  599.  
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  602. One time he ate gas station sushi.
  603.  
  604. 140
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  606. - Okay.
  607. - He likes baths better
  608.  
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  610. 00:07:23,930 --> 00:07:25,529
  611. then showers.
  612. - Okay, I mean things
  613.  
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  616. pertaining to this experiment,
  617.  
  618. 143
  619. 00:07:26,880 --> 00:07:29,539
  620. not weird shit you know about each other.
  621.  
  622. 144
  623. 00:07:29,540 --> 00:07:33,319
  624. - In high school he
  625. would make study guides
  626.  
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  629. at finals time for all the students,
  630.  
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  633. but he would spend so much time making
  634.  
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  636. 00:07:38,630 --> 00:07:40,429
  637. these study guides to sell them,
  638.  
  639. 148
  640. 00:07:40,430 --> 00:07:43,359
  641. that he wouldn't spend any
  642. time actually studying.
  643.  
  644. 149
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  646. And then he would fail himself.
  647.  
  648. 150
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  650. But you know, I mean he'd
  651. always come off with like
  652.  
  653. 151
  654. 00:07:49,140 --> 00:07:51,839
  655. 1000 bucks or so for Christmas
  656.  
  657. 152
  658. 00:07:51,840 --> 00:07:53,240
  659. or summer break or whatever.
  660.  
  661. 153
  662. 00:07:55,040 --> 00:07:59,174
  663. That's just the first
  664. thing that comes to me.
  665.  
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  668. - No that's, that's good.
  669.  
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  672. - Can I just say one more thing?
  673.  
  674. 156
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  676. - My Gosh.
  677.  
  678. 157
  679. 00:08:05,890 --> 00:08:07,879
  680. - So what, God you just graduated,
  681.  
  682. 158
  683. 00:08:07,880 --> 00:08:09,519
  684. and you don't know what you're
  685. gonna do with your life.
  686.  
  687. 159
  688. 00:08:09,520 --> 00:08:11,269
  689. Welcome to everybody's thought process
  690.  
  691. 160
  692. 00:08:11,270 --> 00:08:12,647
  693. that's ever graduated.
  694.  
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  696. 00:08:12,648 --> 00:08:14,679
  697. You're just scared,
  698. first time in your life,
  699.  
  700. 162
  701. 00:08:14,680 --> 00:08:16,980
  702. you don't have everything
  703. planned out for you.
  704.  
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  707. Yes, thank you, it's
  708. finally been said okay.
  709.  
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  711. 00:08:22,210 --> 00:08:24,809
  712. I think you're fine,
  713. and we can continue now,
  714.  
  715. 165
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  717. but I think you're fine.
  718.  
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  721. - Okay, thank you.
  722. - All right, so what's
  723.  
  724. 167
  725. 00:08:30,360 --> 00:08:31,710
  726. the first fucking question?
  727.  
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  730. Um...
  731.  
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  734. I don't know.
  735.  
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  738. There's like a whole foot...
  739.  
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  741. 00:08:46,830 --> 00:08:47,830
  742. - I know.
  743.  
  744. 172
  745. 00:08:48,830 --> 00:08:50,289
  746. - Hunter are you on a wide enough lens
  747.  
  748. 173
  749. 00:08:50,290 --> 00:08:51,469
  750. to capture all of her hatred?
  751.  
  752. 174
  753. 00:08:51,470 --> 00:08:52,310
  754. - Got it.
  755.  
  756. 175
  757. 00:08:52,311 --> 00:08:54,919
  758. - Good, we can continue now.
  759.  
  760. 176
  761. 00:08:54,920 --> 00:08:58,196
  762. - All right,
  763. good afternoon Mikaila,
  764.  
  765. 177
  766. 00:08:58,197 --> 00:09:02,439
  767. and Clayton, it's the eve
  768. of your solo camping trip.
  769.  
  770. 178
  771. 00:09:02,440 --> 00:09:03,589
  772. And how are we feeling this afternoon...
  773.  
  774. 179
  775. 00:09:03,590 --> 00:09:05,579
  776. - Stop, take it back.
  777.  
  778. 180
  779. 00:09:05,580 --> 00:09:07,459
  780. - How are you feeling?
  781.  
  782. 181
  783. 00:09:07,460 --> 00:09:10,099
  784. - Excited, er, a little nervous.
  785.  
  786. 182
  787. 00:09:10,100 --> 00:09:11,620
  788. - And what about you Mikaila?
  789.  
  790. 183
  791. 00:09:12,980 --> 00:09:17,980
  792. - Annoyed, frustrated,
  793. upset, angry, confused...
  794.  
  795. 184
  796. 00:09:18,510 --> 00:09:20,369
  797. - Just, just all of the negative words
  798.  
  799. 185
  800. 00:09:20,370 --> 00:09:22,044
  801. in the English language.
  802.  
  803. 186
  804. 00:09:24,860 --> 00:09:26,510
  805. That's French for something mean.
  806.  
  807. 187
  808. 00:09:27,740 --> 00:09:30,189
  809. Hunter, how, how did I describe how she
  810.  
  811. 188
  812. 00:09:30,190 --> 00:09:32,398
  813. is treating me the other day?
  814.  
  815. 189
  816. 00:09:32,399 --> 00:09:33,884
  817. Can you remember, it was a metaphor.
  818.  
  819. 190
  820. 00:09:33,885 --> 00:09:36,444
  821. - No I'd love to hear this metaphor.
  822.  
  823. 191
  824. 00:09:36,445 --> 00:09:38,009
  825. - No I wouldn't do it.
  826.  
  827. 192
  828. 00:09:38,010 --> 00:09:39,601
  829. - No please,
  830. - Don't, don't.
  831.  
  832. 193
  833. 00:09:39,602 --> 00:09:40,435
  834. - I would love to hear it.
  835.  
  836. 194
  837. 00:09:40,436 --> 00:09:41,779
  838. - Don't.
  839.  
  840. 195
  841. 00:09:41,780 --> 00:09:44,099
  842. - You're treating me
  843. like I am running over
  844.  
  845. 196
  846. 00:09:44,100 --> 00:09:47,639
  847. your dog while I'm stabbing
  848. your family to death,
  849.  
  850. 197
  851. 00:09:47,640 --> 00:09:50,373
  852. while simultaneously
  853. banging your best friend.
  854.  
  855. 198
  856. 00:09:53,940 --> 00:09:54,940
  857. So...
  858.  
  859. 199
  860. 00:09:58,180 --> 00:09:59,830
  861. - We can start the interview now.
  862.  
  863. 200
  864. 00:10:00,970 --> 00:10:04,669
  865. - Okay, um, why...
  866.  
  867. 201
  868. 00:10:04,670 --> 00:10:09,109
  869. Mikaila, why on your best, I
  870. mean to your understanding,
  871.  
  872. 202
  873. 00:10:09,110 --> 00:10:13,206
  874. to your best understanding
  875. is he doing this?
  876.  
  877. 203
  878. 00:10:13,207 --> 00:10:14,040
  879. - What?
  880.  
  881. 204
  882. 00:10:14,041 --> 00:10:18,459
  883. - Like why is his
  884. inspiration to do this, or what?
  885.  
  886. 205
  887. 00:10:18,460 --> 00:10:20,649
  888. - Dude you're gonna have to
  889. work on your interviewing voice,
  890.  
  891. 206
  892. 00:10:20,650 --> 00:10:23,039
  893. and your dyslexia, like I
  894. straight up wrote the question,
  895.  
  896. 207
  897. 00:10:23,040 --> 00:10:24,379
  898. just read it off the card.
  899.  
  900. 208
  901. 00:10:24,380 --> 00:10:25,985
  902. - Stop he's helping you.
  903.  
  904. 209
  905. 00:10:25,986 --> 00:10:27,001
  906. - Thank you.
  907.  
  908. 210
  909. 00:10:27,002 --> 00:10:28,269
  910. - No, no, no, right now it
  911. feels like I'm helping him
  912.  
  913. 211
  914. 00:10:28,270 --> 00:10:29,959
  915. by giving him a fucking reading lesson.
  916.  
  917. 212
  918. 00:10:29,960 --> 00:10:31,579
  919. - Clayton.
  920.  
  921. 213
  922. 00:10:31,580 --> 00:10:32,980
  923. - No that was good.
  924.  
  925. 214
  926. 00:10:34,630 --> 00:10:35,959
  927. - You mentioned that story
  928.  
  929. 215
  930. 00:10:35,960 --> 00:10:37,686
  931. from high school earlier.
  932.  
  933. 216
  934. 00:10:37,687 --> 00:10:40,579
  935. - Yeah, yeah, in 10th grade.
  936.  
  937. 217
  938. 00:10:40,580 --> 00:10:45,580
  939. Our teacher, she made
  940. us write these plays,
  941.  
  942. 218
  943. 00:10:45,670 --> 00:10:47,229
  944. you know these short plays.
  945.  
  946. 219
  947. 00:10:47,230 --> 00:10:52,230
  948. And Clayton decides to
  949. write this crazy story
  950.  
  951. 220
  952. 00:10:53,630 --> 00:10:57,049
  953. about a mythical land
  954. with this king and queen.
  955.  
  956. 221
  957. 00:10:57,050 --> 00:11:00,749
  958. And it's like a bunch of
  959. bullshit, but the queen,
  960.  
  961. 222
  962. 00:11:00,750 --> 00:11:04,029
  963. gets kidnapped by the
  964. enemy king of another land.
  965.  
  966. 223
  967. 00:11:04,030 --> 00:11:08,803
  968. So the queens name was Syphilis, okay.
  969.  
  970. 224
  971. 00:11:10,050 --> 00:11:11,719
  972. So I mean just imagine this,
  973.  
  974. 225
  975. 00:11:11,720 --> 00:11:14,749
  976. this class full of immature high schoolers
  977.  
  978. 226
  979. 00:11:14,750 --> 00:11:16,929
  980. just on the floor.
  981.  
  982. 227
  983. 00:11:16,930 --> 00:11:20,459
  984. The teacher gives him an F, she said,
  985.  
  986. 228
  987. 00:11:20,460 --> 00:11:23,713
  988. it was well written, but the
  989. material was inappropriate.
  990.  
  991. 229
  992. 00:11:24,910 --> 00:11:28,649
  993. I don't know, I think,
  994. that story really sums up
  995.  
  996. 230
  997. 00:11:28,650 --> 00:11:30,389
  998. both sides of Clayton.
  999.  
  1000. 231
  1001. 00:11:30,390 --> 00:11:32,225
  1002. - Mikaila, I'm gonna be fine okay,
  1003.  
  1004. 232
  1005. 00:11:32,226 --> 00:11:34,559
  1006. I mean I'm pretty sure if Tom Hanks did it
  1007.  
  1008. 233
  1009. 00:11:34,560 --> 00:11:37,229
  1010. for five years, then I
  1011. can do it for five days.
  1012.  
  1013. 234
  1014. 00:11:37,230 --> 00:11:38,465
  1015. - Tom Hanks?
  1016.  
  1017. 235
  1018. 00:11:38,466 --> 00:11:41,569
  1019. - Yeah, he did it in Castaway.
  1020.  
  1021. 236
  1022. 00:11:41,570 --> 00:11:44,149
  1023. - That's a movie, Tom Hanks isn't real.
  1024.  
  1025. 237
  1026. 00:11:44,150 --> 00:11:46,029
  1027. - No Tom Hanks is definitely real.
  1028.  
  1029. 238
  1030. 00:11:46,030 --> 00:11:49,399
  1031. - Okay, it's not
  1032.  
  1033. 239
  1034. 00:11:49,400 --> 00:11:51,969
  1035. you just going out into
  1036. the woods that bothers me,
  1037.  
  1038. 240
  1039. 00:11:51,970 --> 00:11:53,789
  1040. what bothers me is the fact that you're
  1041.  
  1042. 241
  1043. 00:11:53,790 --> 00:11:57,769
  1044. disconnecting from literally everything.
  1045.  
  1046. 242
  1047. 00:11:57,770 --> 00:12:02,349
  1048. No car, no phone, I mean
  1049. what if you get hurt?
  1050.  
  1051. 243
  1052. 00:12:02,350 --> 00:12:05,479
  1053. What if you get attacked by
  1054. a bear or someone robs you...
  1055.  
  1056. 244
  1057. 00:12:05,480 --> 00:12:08,319
  1058. - No, no, no, none of that's gonna happen!
  1059.  
  1060. 245
  1061. 00:12:08,320 --> 00:12:11,899
  1062. I'm gonna feel alone, that's it.
  1063.  
  1064. 246
  1065. 00:12:11,900 --> 00:12:14,929
  1066. I'm gonna learn things
  1067. about myself in the process.
  1068.  
  1069. 247
  1070. 00:12:14,930 --> 00:12:17,623
  1071. I'm gonna come back with a great story.
  1072.  
  1073. 248
  1074. 00:12:19,400 --> 00:12:20,400
  1075. That...
  1076.  
  1077. 249
  1078. 00:12:23,430 --> 00:12:24,430
  1079. That's it.
  1080.  
  1081. 250
  1082. 00:12:27,270 --> 00:12:28,323
  1083. Mikaila, Mikaila.
  1084.  
  1085. 251
  1086. 00:12:34,365 --> 00:12:35,782
  1087. That was awkward.
  1088.  
  1089. 252
  1090. 00:12:37,150 --> 00:12:39,150
  1091. What are you gonna do side with her now?
  1092.  
  1093. 253
  1094. 00:12:42,110 --> 00:12:46,793
  1095. So this is it, last
  1096. thoughts before I head up.
  1097.  
  1098. 254
  1099. 00:12:51,362 --> 00:12:54,093
  1100. I'm a little nervous
  1101. but this is my chance.
  1102.  
  1103. 255
  1104. 00:12:56,760 --> 00:13:00,889
  1105. This is my chance to
  1106. harness some sort of storm,
  1107.  
  1108. 256
  1109. 00:13:00,890 --> 00:13:02,483
  1110. and once evolved, share it.
  1111.  
  1112. 257
  1113. 00:13:13,440 --> 00:13:15,313
  1114. So wish me luck.
  1115.  
  1116. 258
  1117. 00:13:27,830 --> 00:13:30,639
  1118. And we're headed up to the mountains.
  1119.  
  1120. 259
  1121. 00:13:30,640 --> 00:13:32,469
  1122. Mikaila's syked, you can tell by the vein
  1123.  
  1124. 260
  1125. 00:13:32,470 --> 00:13:34,669
  1126. in her forehead how excited she is.
  1127.  
  1128. 261
  1129. 00:13:34,670 --> 00:13:36,537
  1130. - Clayton it's way too early.
  1131.  
  1132. 262
  1133. 00:13:36,538 --> 00:13:39,929
  1134. - I want, I want you to
  1135. look into this camera
  1136.  
  1137. 263
  1138. 00:13:39,930 --> 00:13:41,819
  1139. and say one positive thing.
  1140.  
  1141. 264
  1142. 00:13:41,820 --> 00:13:42,839
  1143. It can be anything.
  1144.  
  1145. 265
  1146. 00:13:42,840 --> 00:13:46,899
  1147. Hey it's pretty cool that
  1148. the sun rose this morning.
  1149.  
  1150. 266
  1151. 00:13:46,900 --> 00:13:50,299
  1152. It's awesome that we're
  1153. both currently not on fire,
  1154.  
  1155. 267
  1156. 00:13:50,300 --> 00:13:51,759
  1157. 'cause that would suck.
  1158.  
  1159. 268
  1160. 00:13:51,760 --> 00:13:53,459
  1161. - You know I could just turn around.
  1162.  
  1163. 269
  1164. 00:13:53,460 --> 00:13:56,859
  1165. - No, no, that's, we're good.
  1166.  
  1167. 270
  1168. 00:13:56,860 --> 00:13:58,802
  1169. I just want it to be said
  1170. though, ahead of time,
  1171.  
  1172. 271
  1173. 00:13:58,803 --> 00:14:00,419
  1174. that I'm gonna come back with this
  1175.  
  1176. 272
  1177. 00:14:00,420 --> 00:14:02,519
  1178. dissertation on life.
  1179.  
  1180. 273
  1181. 00:14:02,520 --> 00:14:04,369
  1182. You know, this life dissertation.
  1183.  
  1184. 274
  1185. 00:14:04,370 --> 00:14:06,319
  1186. And you're gonna apologize.
  1187.  
  1188. 275
  1189. 00:14:06,320 --> 00:14:09,579
  1190. Prediction submitted, there it is.
  1191.  
  1192. 276
  1193. 00:14:09,580 --> 00:14:12,230
  1194. - Can we please just not
  1195. talk about the trip anymore.
  1196.  
  1197. 277
  1198. 00:14:16,560 --> 00:14:18,419
  1199. - I'm sure Christopher
  1200. Columbus' girlfriend
  1201.  
  1202. 278
  1203. 00:14:18,420 --> 00:14:21,389
  1204. wasn't happy whenever he
  1205. went on the boat to America.
  1206.  
  1207. 279
  1208. 00:14:21,390 --> 00:14:22,683
  1209. - Yeah that's the same.
  1210.  
  1211. 280
  1212. 00:14:25,090 --> 00:14:27,779
  1213. - She was literally like
  1214. "You're gonna fall off Earth."
  1215.  
  1216. 281
  1217. 00:14:27,780 --> 00:14:29,530
  1218. She probably wasn't as mean to him.
  1219.  
  1220. 282
  1221. 00:14:30,660 --> 00:14:32,829
  1222. You win, turn the car around,
  1223.  
  1224. 283
  1225. 00:14:32,830 --> 00:14:35,739
  1226. I'll find a different means
  1227. for creative inspiration
  1228.  
  1229. 284
  1230. 00:14:35,740 --> 00:14:39,589
  1231. involving black tar
  1232. heroine and alley syringes.
  1233.  
  1234. 285
  1235. 00:14:39,590 --> 00:14:40,673
  1236. - My God, Clayton.
  1237.  
  1238. 286
  1239. 00:14:46,037 --> 00:14:51,037
  1240. ♪ Jokes that do not land,
  1241. starring Clayton Thompson ♪
  1242.  
  1243. 287
  1244. 00:14:51,261 --> 00:14:55,281
  1245. ♪ Written, directed and
  1246. produced by Clayton Thompson ♪
  1247.  
  1248. 288
  1249. 00:14:55,282 --> 00:14:58,699
  1250. ♪ Jokes that do not land ♪
  1251.  
  1252. 289
  1253. 00:15:01,540 --> 00:15:04,743
  1254. I fucking love that show,
  1255. I watch it every day.
  1256.  
  1257. 290
  1258. 00:15:12,066 --> 00:15:15,345
  1259. - This is so ridiculous,
  1260. what are we doing?
  1261.  
  1262. 291
  1263. 00:15:15,346 --> 00:15:17,569
  1264. Look at him, not a care in the damn world.
  1265.  
  1266. 292
  1267. 00:15:17,570 --> 00:15:20,020
  1268. - Hey let's play a game
  1269. called what decade is it?
  1270.  
  1271. 293
  1272. 00:15:21,170 --> 00:15:23,973
  1273. Excuse me ma'am where's the
  1274. nearest roller blade store?
  1275.  
  1276. 294
  1277. 00:15:31,840 --> 00:15:34,019
  1278. The fact that you one day woke up
  1279.  
  1280. 295
  1281. 00:15:34,020 --> 00:15:37,169
  1282. without a sense of humor kinda bothers me.
  1283.  
  1284. 296
  1285. 00:15:37,170 --> 00:15:40,299
  1286. - Well you know, actually, I'm storing up
  1287.  
  1288. 297
  1289. 00:15:40,300 --> 00:15:42,649
  1290. every stupid thing you say in my head
  1291.  
  1292. 298
  1293. 00:15:42,650 --> 00:15:44,749
  1294. so I can laugh at it later.
  1295.  
  1296. 299
  1297. 00:15:44,750 --> 00:15:47,622
  1298. You know, just so I won't
  1299. give you the satisfaction.
  1300.  
  1301. 300
  1302. 00:15:47,623 --> 00:15:52,623
  1303. - That's the best news
  1304. I've heard in a long time.
  1305.  
  1306. 301
  1307. 00:15:53,405 --> 00:15:55,599
  1308. - Yeah well I'm a sick person.
  1309.  
  1310. 302
  1311. 00:15:57,602 --> 00:16:00,189
  1312. Can you just put that camera down?
  1313.  
  1314. 303
  1315. 00:16:00,190 --> 00:16:01,190
  1316. Let's just talk.
  1317.  
  1318. 304
  1319. 00:16:02,030 --> 00:16:03,030
  1320. - Yeah.
  1321.  
  1322. 305
  1323. 00:16:04,882 --> 00:16:06,859
  1324. But did you, did you ever play?
  1325.  
  1326. 306
  1327. 00:16:06,860 --> 00:16:09,559
  1328. - Um, I played T Ball but I got
  1329.  
  1330. 307
  1331. 00:16:09,560 --> 00:16:10,739
  1332. kicked off the team.
  1333.  
  1334. 308
  1335. 00:16:10,740 --> 00:16:12,869
  1336. - You got kicked
  1337. off your T Ball team?
  1338.  
  1339. 309
  1340. 00:16:12,870 --> 00:16:14,305
  1341. - Yes.
  1342.  
  1343. 310
  1344. 00:16:14,306 --> 00:16:16,399
  1345. - T Ball like when you're five?
  1346.  
  1347. 311
  1348. 00:16:16,400 --> 00:16:17,869
  1349. - Yes, it's not funny.
  1350.  
  1351. 312
  1352. 00:16:17,870 --> 00:16:19,759
  1353. - Give me 1000 years of guesses,
  1354.  
  1355. 313
  1356. 00:16:19,760 --> 00:16:20,899
  1357. I'd have no idea.
  1358.  
  1359. 314
  1360. 00:16:20,900 --> 00:16:22,609
  1361. Like how does somebody
  1362. get kicked off their T...
  1363.  
  1364. 315
  1365. 00:16:22,610 --> 00:16:24,719
  1366. - Okay, all right, I'll explain.
  1367.  
  1368. 316
  1369. 00:16:24,720 --> 00:16:27,229
  1370. So every week the
  1371. teammates would take turns
  1372.  
  1373. 317
  1374. 00:16:27,230 --> 00:16:28,939
  1375. bringing snacks for after the game.
  1376.  
  1377. 318
  1378. 00:16:28,940 --> 00:16:30,569
  1379. And when it was my week
  1380.  
  1381. 319
  1382. 00:16:30,570 --> 00:16:32,879
  1383. my mom made these boss
  1384. chocolate and peanut butter
  1385.  
  1386. 320
  1387. 00:16:32,880 --> 00:16:35,529
  1388. cupcakes, anyways there's this one girl
  1389.  
  1390. 321
  1391. 00:16:35,530 --> 00:16:38,739
  1392. who never threw me the ball,
  1393. was always kinda rude to me,
  1394.  
  1395. 322
  1396. 00:16:38,740 --> 00:16:41,404
  1397. and she refused to eat my moms cupcakes.
  1398.  
  1399. 323
  1400. 00:16:42,238 --> 00:16:43,080
  1401. Which is unacceptable.
  1402.  
  1403. 324
  1404. 00:16:43,081 --> 00:16:45,739
  1405. So I got sick of it one day,
  1406.  
  1407. 325
  1408. 00:16:45,740 --> 00:16:47,659
  1409. and smashed a cupcake in her face.
  1410.  
  1411. 326
  1412. 00:16:47,660 --> 00:16:50,742
  1413. And er, then she went to the hospital.
  1414.  
  1415. 327
  1416. 00:16:50,743 --> 00:16:52,089
  1417. - What?
  1418.  
  1419. 328
  1420. 00:16:52,090 --> 00:16:56,182
  1421. - Turns out she was severely
  1422. allergic to peanuts.
  1423.  
  1424. 329
  1425. 00:16:57,390 --> 00:17:00,159
  1426. So er, yeah that traumatizing event
  1427.  
  1428. 330
  1429. 00:17:00,160 --> 00:17:02,339
  1430. ended my baseball career.
  1431.  
  1432. 331
  1433. 00:17:02,340 --> 00:17:04,309
  1434. - Why did
  1435. you never tell me that?
  1436.  
  1437. 332
  1438. 00:17:04,310 --> 00:17:07,169
  1439. - Well I tend to skip
  1440. stories where I almost kill
  1441.  
  1442. 333
  1443. 00:17:07,170 --> 00:17:08,662
  1444. a five-year-old child.
  1445.  
  1446. 334
  1447. 00:17:11,682 --> 00:17:13,203
  1448. So what is this place exactly?
  1449.  
  1450. 335
  1451. 00:17:14,470 --> 00:17:16,859
  1452. - Er, I don't know just some patch of land
  1453.  
  1454. 336
  1455. 00:17:16,860 --> 00:17:18,539
  1456. between two mountains.
  1457.  
  1458. 337
  1459. 00:17:18,540 --> 00:17:20,623
  1460. Nothing's there though, that's all I know.
  1461.  
  1462. 338
  1463. 00:17:36,242 --> 00:17:41,105
  1464. ♪ So I'll wait ♪
  1465.  
  1466. 339
  1467. 00:17:41,106 --> 00:17:45,724
  1468. ♪ For days and days and days ♪
  1469.  
  1470. 340
  1471. 00:17:45,725 --> 00:17:50,725
  1472. ♪ Drawing circles around my grave ♪
  1473.  
  1474. 341
  1475. 00:17:51,360 --> 00:17:55,679
  1476. ♪ And still you never show ♪
  1477.  
  1478. 342
  1479. 00:17:55,680 --> 00:17:58,199
  1480. ♪ Where were you ♪
  1481.  
  1482. 343
  1483. 00:17:58,200 --> 00:18:03,200
  1484. ♪ When the world was setting, you ♪
  1485.  
  1486. 344
  1487. 00:18:03,202 --> 00:18:08,202
  1488. ♪ When the devil came grinning, you ♪
  1489.  
  1490. 345
  1491. 00:18:08,242 --> 00:18:11,909
  1492. ♪ What have you been up too ♪
  1493.  
  1494. 346
  1495. 00:18:22,140 --> 00:18:24,709
  1496. - I guess this is it.
  1497.  
  1498. 347
  1499. 00:18:24,710 --> 00:18:25,710
  1500. - You sure?
  1501.  
  1502. 348
  1503. 00:18:26,740 --> 00:18:28,240
  1504. - Yeah, better place then any.
  1505.  
  1506. 349
  1507. 00:19:10,170 --> 00:19:13,126
  1508. - Wow, we really are out
  1509. in the middle of nowhere.
  1510.  
  1511. 350
  1512. 00:19:13,127 --> 00:19:14,849
  1513. - Good.
  1514.  
  1515. 351
  1516. 00:19:14,850 --> 00:19:17,723
  1517. - I hope I remember how to get back here.
  1518.  
  1519. 352
  1520. 00:19:18,665 --> 00:19:19,759
  1521. - No that's not funny, okay.
  1522.  
  1523. 353
  1524. 00:19:19,760 --> 00:19:21,449
  1525. You use your phone and you drop a pin.
  1526.  
  1527. 354
  1528. 00:19:21,450 --> 00:19:23,599
  1529. - Baby you know I lose
  1530. things all the time.
  1531.  
  1532. 355
  1533. 00:19:23,600 --> 00:19:26,659
  1534. - Wow, no it didn't get
  1535. any funnier that time.
  1536.  
  1537. 356
  1538. 00:19:26,660 --> 00:19:28,323
  1539. - Well you know, what if I die,
  1540.  
  1541. 357
  1542. 00:19:28,324 --> 00:19:31,149
  1543. and no one's here to
  1544. come get you in six days.
  1545.  
  1546. 358
  1547. 00:19:31,150 --> 00:19:34,779
  1548. An 18-wheeler just runs
  1549. me off the road and bam,
  1550.  
  1551. 359
  1552. 00:19:34,780 --> 00:19:35,843
  1553. no more Mikaila.
  1554.  
  1555. 360
  1556. 00:19:37,074 --> 00:19:38,074
  1557. No one to come get you.
  1558.  
  1559. 361
  1560. 00:19:40,950 --> 00:19:42,299
  1561. - Well that was dark.
  1562.  
  1563. 362
  1564. 00:19:42,300 --> 00:19:44,630
  1565. - Yeah, and you know I
  1566. actually didn't even need
  1567.  
  1568. 363
  1569. 00:19:44,631 --> 00:19:45,610
  1570. a little camping trip for that one,
  1571.  
  1572. 364
  1573. 00:19:45,611 --> 00:19:46,933
  1574. it just sorta came to me.
  1575.  
  1576. 365
  1577. 00:19:48,830 --> 00:19:49,830
  1578. - Well played.
  1579.  
  1580. 366
  1581. 00:19:51,970 --> 00:19:55,493
  1582. Hey, I'm gonna meet with
  1583. your cousin when I get back.
  1584.  
  1585. 367
  1586. 00:19:57,630 --> 00:20:00,979
  1587. - Look I know you don't
  1588. wanna be a corporate blogger.
  1589.  
  1590. 368
  1591. 00:20:00,980 --> 00:20:03,003
  1592. - Yeah but I still wanna meet with her.
  1593.  
  1594. 369
  1595. 00:20:04,220 --> 00:20:06,713
  1596. - Well I mean there's no harm in trying.
  1597.  
  1598. 370
  1599. 00:20:08,047 --> 00:20:09,047
  1600. - Yeah, exactly.
  1601.  
  1602. 371
  1603. 00:20:10,550 --> 00:20:14,799
  1604. - Look I'm sorry, I've seemed like
  1605.  
  1606. 372
  1607. 00:20:14,800 --> 00:20:16,229
  1608. such a bitch lately.
  1609.  
  1610. 373
  1611. 00:20:16,230 --> 00:20:20,919
  1612. It's just, you know it's
  1613. because I love you right?
  1614.  
  1615. 374
  1616. 00:20:20,920 --> 00:20:22,303
  1617. - Of course, yeah.
  1618.  
  1619. 375
  1620. 00:20:46,090 --> 00:20:47,739
  1621. - Shit.
  1622. - What?
  1623.  
  1624. 376
  1625. 00:20:47,740 --> 00:20:51,073
  1626. - A tree is down, I guess this'll do.
  1627.  
  1628. 377
  1629. 00:20:59,191 --> 00:21:00,191
  1630. Here.
  1631.  
  1632. 378
  1633. 00:21:05,200 --> 00:21:06,200
  1634. I'll lead you in.
  1635.  
  1636. 379
  1637. 00:21:12,110 --> 00:21:13,110
  1638. - Mikaila?
  1639.  
  1640. 380
  1641. 00:21:16,430 --> 00:21:18,053
  1642. - Okay, turn this way.
  1643.  
  1644. 381
  1645. 00:21:21,031 --> 00:21:22,351
  1646. - You're not
  1647. gonna kill me are ya?
  1648.  
  1649. 382
  1650. 00:21:23,108 --> 00:21:26,249
  1651. - No.
  1652.  
  1653. 383
  1654. 00:21:26,250 --> 00:21:28,243
  1655. - Here, hang
  1656. on, let me get this up.
  1657.  
  1658. 384
  1659. 00:21:32,171 --> 00:21:33,171
  1660. All right.
  1661.  
  1662. 385
  1663. 00:21:35,200 --> 00:21:38,909
  1664. Okay, I'm gonna be fine,
  1665. what, what will fix this?
  1666.  
  1667. 386
  1668. 00:21:38,910 --> 00:21:39,910
  1669. - Nothing.
  1670. - No.
  1671.  
  1672. 387
  1673. 00:21:41,260 --> 00:21:44,453
  1674. Don't say nothing, okay,
  1675. what will fix this?
  1676.  
  1677. 388
  1678. 00:21:45,350 --> 00:21:46,693
  1679. - It's not like that.
  1680.  
  1681. 389
  1682. 00:21:48,670 --> 00:21:50,819
  1683. - When I am done
  1684. with this whole project okay,
  1685.  
  1686. 390
  1687. 00:21:50,820 --> 00:21:53,999
  1688. I, I will spend time in church.
  1689.  
  1690. 391
  1691. 00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:54,833
  1692. I will watch "Full House."
  1693.  
  1694. 392
  1695. 00:21:54,834 --> 00:21:55,919
  1696. - Okay stop, stop.
  1697.  
  1698. 393
  1699. 00:21:55,920 --> 00:21:58,099
  1700. I don't need your sarcasm right now okay.
  1701.  
  1702. 394
  1703. 00:21:58,100 --> 00:22:00,693
  1704. Just, just let me feel how I feel.
  1705.  
  1706. 395
  1707. 00:22:03,720 --> 00:22:05,119
  1708. - Okay.
  1709. - Okay,
  1710.  
  1711. 396
  1712. 00:22:05,120 --> 00:22:07,439
  1713. I just want you to be real for a moment.
  1714.  
  1715. 397
  1716. 00:22:07,440 --> 00:22:08,590
  1717. - About what?
  1718.  
  1719. 398
  1720. 00:22:13,073 --> 00:22:14,490
  1721. - What do you want?
  1722.  
  1723. 399
  1724. 00:22:14,491 --> 00:22:17,819
  1725. Okay, what do you want out of this?
  1726.  
  1727. 400
  1728. 00:22:17,820 --> 00:22:19,533
  1729. - I want us.
  1730.  
  1731. 401
  1732. 00:22:21,350 --> 00:22:24,129
  1733. - You're gonna
  1734. have to explain that to me.
  1735.  
  1736. 402
  1737. 00:22:24,130 --> 00:22:25,569
  1738. - I just said it, I want us.
  1739.  
  1740. 403
  1741. 00:22:25,570 --> 00:22:29,559
  1742. Look I'm not even using the
  1743. misogynist answer of you,
  1744.  
  1745. 404
  1746. 00:22:29,560 --> 00:22:31,093
  1747. I want us.
  1748.  
  1749. 405
  1750. 00:22:31,094 --> 00:22:32,489
  1751. - That doesn't
  1752. even make sense okay
  1753.  
  1754. 406
  1755. 00:22:32,490 --> 00:22:37,193
  1756. because as far as I'm
  1757. concerned, you have us.
  1758.  
  1759. 407
  1760. 00:22:38,780 --> 00:22:40,946
  1761. So, I wanna know what you actually mean
  1762.  
  1763. 408
  1764. 00:22:40,947 --> 00:22:43,059
  1765. when you say you want us.
  1766.  
  1767. 409
  1768. 00:22:43,060 --> 00:22:46,659
  1769. - It means I want us okay.
  1770.  
  1771. 410
  1772. 00:22:46,660 --> 00:22:49,999
  1773. I am not willing to give you
  1774. some dispassionate version
  1775.  
  1776. 411
  1777. 00:22:50,000 --> 00:22:52,649
  1778. of that person okay, some detached guy
  1779.  
  1780. 412
  1781. 00:22:52,650 --> 00:22:54,669
  1782. who gave up on every single dream
  1783.  
  1784. 413
  1785. 00:22:54,670 --> 00:22:55,699
  1786. straight out of the gate.
  1787.  
  1788. 414
  1789. 00:22:55,700 --> 00:22:57,519
  1790. I'm not gonna do that.
  1791.  
  1792. 415
  1793. 00:22:57,520 --> 00:22:59,223
  1794. You deserve better.
  1795.  
  1796. 416
  1797. 00:23:01,030 --> 00:23:03,610
  1798. - Give me the camera.
  1799.  
  1800. 417
  1801. 00:23:03,611 --> 00:23:04,444
  1802. Give me the camera!
  1803.  
  1804. 418
  1805. 00:23:04,445 --> 00:23:06,110
  1806. - What, why?
  1807. - Give me the camera!
  1808.  
  1809. 419
  1810. 00:23:12,060 --> 00:23:16,989
  1811. Okay, Clayton I'm gonna ask you,
  1812.  
  1813. 420
  1814. 00:23:16,990 --> 00:23:20,349
  1815. one more time, all right.
  1816.  
  1817. 421
  1818. 00:23:20,350 --> 00:23:21,569
  1819. What do you want?
  1820.  
  1821. 422
  1822. 00:23:21,570 --> 00:23:24,399
  1823. What is the driving force behind this?
  1824.  
  1825. 423
  1826. 00:23:24,400 --> 00:23:27,349
  1827. What is bothering you so
  1828. much that you feel like
  1829.  
  1830. 424
  1831. 00:23:27,350 --> 00:23:28,929
  1832. you have to do this okay?
  1833.  
  1834. 425
  1835. 00:23:28,930 --> 00:23:29,930
  1836. Just say it.
  1837.  
  1838. 426
  1839. 00:23:36,210 --> 00:23:38,033
  1840. - My dad feels stuck at his job.
  1841.  
  1842. 427
  1843. 00:23:40,010 --> 00:23:42,647
  1844. He doesn't say it, but
  1845. he doesn't have too.
  1846.  
  1847. 428
  1848. 00:23:45,600 --> 00:23:46,913
  1849. I'm not gonna be that way.
  1850.  
  1851. 429
  1852. 00:23:47,910 --> 00:23:48,743
  1853. - You love your dad,
  1854.  
  1855. 430
  1856. 00:23:48,744 --> 00:23:50,049
  1857. don't talk shit about him okay.
  1858.  
  1859. 431
  1860. 00:23:50,050 --> 00:23:52,112
  1861. - I love him,
  1862. I don't respect him,
  1863.  
  1864. 432
  1865. 00:23:52,113 --> 00:23:53,070
  1866. there's a difference.
  1867.  
  1868. 433
  1869. 00:23:53,071 --> 00:23:55,809
  1870. - Your father
  1871. works a job he hates
  1872.  
  1873. 434
  1874. 00:23:55,810 --> 00:23:57,179
  1875. so he can provide for his family.
  1876.  
  1877. 435
  1878. 00:23:57,180 --> 00:23:59,243
  1879. How is he not a fucking superhero?
  1880.  
  1881. 436
  1882. 00:24:02,353 --> 00:24:04,273
  1883. - You just, you don't understand.
  1884.  
  1885. 437
  1886. 00:24:07,030 --> 00:24:09,179
  1887. - So what are you gonna do now?
  1888.  
  1889. 438
  1890. 00:24:09,180 --> 00:24:11,059
  1891. - I've already told you, I'm here,
  1892.  
  1893. 439
  1894. 00:24:11,060 --> 00:24:12,389
  1895. you've seen this thing.
  1896.  
  1897. 440
  1898. 00:24:12,390 --> 00:24:14,349
  1899. I'm going to write a story.
  1900.  
  1901. 441
  1902. 00:24:14,350 --> 00:24:16,319
  1903. I'm gonna make a novel,
  1904. I'm gonna write it,
  1905.  
  1906. 442
  1907. 00:24:16,320 --> 00:24:17,579
  1908. I'm gonna make you proud.
  1909.  
  1910. 443
  1911. 00:24:17,580 --> 00:24:19,293
  1912. You are going to be proud of me.
  1913.  
  1914. 444
  1915. 00:24:21,440 --> 00:24:22,440
  1916. - I am proud.
  1917.  
  1918. 445
  1919. 00:24:32,219 --> 00:24:33,219
  1920. Okay.
  1921.  
  1922. 446
  1923. 00:24:35,981 --> 00:24:37,731
  1924. - Give me the camera.
  1925.  
  1926. 447
  1927. 00:24:39,750 --> 00:24:44,750
  1928. - Look, I know
  1929. how you're feeling Clayton.
  1930.  
  1931. 448
  1932. 00:24:45,600 --> 00:24:48,309
  1933. All right, you want, you wanna be great.
  1934.  
  1935. 449
  1936. 00:24:48,310 --> 00:24:49,310
  1937. Everyone does.
  1938.  
  1939. 450
  1940. 00:24:50,039 --> 00:24:51,041
  1941. - Put the camera down.
  1942.  
  1943. 451
  1944. 00:24:51,042 --> 00:24:52,042
  1945. - No, no!
  1946.  
  1947. 452
  1948. 00:24:53,160 --> 00:24:55,279
  1949. You wanna be great okay,
  1950.  
  1951. 453
  1952. 00:24:55,280 --> 00:24:56,580
  1953. you're gonna listen to me.
  1954.  
  1955. 454
  1956. 00:25:01,170 --> 00:25:02,980
  1957. You see people post things online
  1958.  
  1959. 455
  1960. 00:25:05,200 --> 00:25:09,441
  1961. and you think they're happy,
  1962. but they're only posting
  1963.  
  1964. 456
  1965. 00:25:09,442 --> 00:25:11,003
  1966. the highlight reels.
  1967.  
  1968. 457
  1969. 00:25:12,860 --> 00:25:16,913
  1970. But you look at them, and you
  1971. think you're not good enough.
  1972.  
  1973. 458
  1974. 00:25:18,119 --> 00:25:19,060
  1975. - Put it down.
  1976.  
  1977. 459
  1978. 00:25:19,061 --> 00:25:20,399
  1979. - You are.
  1980.  
  1981. 460
  1982. 00:25:20,400 --> 00:25:21,493
  1983. You are good enough.
  1984.  
  1985. 461
  1986. 00:25:28,250 --> 00:25:29,250
  1987. Watch this in a couple of days
  1988.  
  1989. 462
  1990. 00:25:29,251 --> 00:25:30,963
  1991. and see if you believe yourself.
  1992.  
  1993. 463
  1994. 00:25:37,660 --> 00:25:38,960
  1995. - Come here.
  1996. - Come here.
  1997.  
  1998. 464
  1999. 00:25:46,797 --> 00:25:50,684
  2000. - I love you.
  2001. - I love you too.
  2002.  
  2003. 465
  2004. 00:25:50,685 --> 00:25:51,719
  2005. - I love you more then
  2006.  
  2007. 466
  2008. 00:25:51,720 --> 00:25:54,373
  2009. the nostalgic memory
  2010. of a Blockbuster Video.
  2011.  
  2012. 467
  2013. 00:25:55,357 --> 00:25:56,938
  2014. - I love you
  2015. more then peanut butter
  2016.  
  2017. 468
  2018. 00:25:56,939 --> 00:25:57,772
  2019. and chocolate.
  2020.  
  2021. 469
  2022. 00:25:57,773 --> 00:25:59,506
  2023. - That's impossible,
  2024. don't say something
  2025.  
  2026. 470
  2027. 00:25:59,507 --> 00:26:00,779
  2028. you can't take back.
  2029.  
  2030. 471
  2031. 00:26:00,780 --> 00:26:02,143
  2032. - It's true, I do, I do.
  2033.  
  2034. 472
  2035. 00:26:08,541 --> 00:26:10,259
  2036. - Goodbye.
  2037. - Bye.
  2038.  
  2039. 473
  2040. 00:26:10,260 --> 00:26:12,010
  2041. - I'll see you in a couple of days.
  2042.  
  2043. 474
  2044. 00:26:48,120 --> 00:26:49,120
  2045. Mikaila!
  2046.  
  2047. 475
  2048. 00:26:51,980 --> 00:26:53,103
  2049. So this is it.
  2050.  
  2051. 476
  2052. 00:26:56,370 --> 00:26:58,473
  2053. This is where I'll find myself.
  2054.  
  2055. 477
  2056. 00:27:00,699 --> 00:27:04,549
  2057. I spent all my graduation
  2058. money buying a camera,
  2059.  
  2060. 478
  2061. 00:27:04,550 --> 00:27:06,503
  2062. batteries and cards.
  2063.  
  2064. 479
  2065. 00:27:09,300 --> 00:27:10,503
  2066. I'm a fucking idiot.
  2067.  
  2068. 480
  2069. 00:27:12,460 --> 00:27:16,973
  2070. First night, it's not so bad out here.
  2071.  
  2072. 481
  2073. 00:27:19,030 --> 00:27:20,949
  2074. Just quiet.
  2075.  
  2076. 482
  2077. 00:27:20,950 --> 00:27:23,063
  2078. Besides the cicadas it's quiet.
  2079.  
  2080. 483
  2081. 00:27:26,320 --> 00:27:28,839
  2082. I can actually hear myself think,
  2083.  
  2084. 484
  2085. 00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:30,693
  2086. don't love it, but I can.
  2087.  
  2088. 485
  2089. 00:27:35,440 --> 00:27:37,103
  2090. It's definitely creepy out here,
  2091.  
  2092. 486
  2093. 00:27:39,390 --> 00:27:40,993
  2094. but I have to ask the question,
  2095.  
  2096. 487
  2097. 00:27:44,030 --> 00:27:49,030
  2098. would having someone with me
  2099. make it any less dangerous?
  2100.  
  2101. 488
  2102. 00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:55,600
  2103. And the answer is no,
  2104. but it takes being alone
  2105.  
  2106. 489
  2107. 00:27:56,710 --> 00:27:59,363
  2108. to realize you♪'re afraid.
  2109.  
  2110. 490
  2111. 00:28:07,870 --> 00:28:08,870
  2112. Hello!
  2113.  
  2114. 491
  2115. 00:28:11,070 --> 00:28:12,253
  2116. Is anyone there?
  2117.  
  2118. 492
  2119. 00:28:15,410 --> 00:28:17,816
  2120. So, I survived the first night,
  2121.  
  2122. 493
  2123. 00:28:17,817 --> 00:28:19,623
  2124. er, I just ate breakfast,
  2125.  
  2126. 494
  2127. 00:28:20,500 --> 00:28:24,459
  2128. a granola bar which will also be dinner.
  2129.  
  2130. 495
  2131. 00:28:24,460 --> 00:28:27,749
  2132. Let me say one thing, this
  2133. is not the body of a man
  2134.  
  2135. 496
  2136. 00:28:27,750 --> 00:28:29,719
  2137. who eats two granola bars a day.
  2138.  
  2139. 497
  2140. 00:28:29,720 --> 00:28:33,523
  2141. This is the body of a man who
  2142. eats a granola bar as a snack.
  2143.  
  2144. 498
  2145. 00:28:34,560 --> 00:28:38,063
  2146. So, thoughts on last night.
  2147.  
  2148. 499
  2149. 00:28:39,783 --> 00:28:41,549
  2150. Er, one thing that comes to mind,
  2151.  
  2152. 500
  2153. 00:28:41,550 --> 00:28:43,653
  2154. one word would be aware.
  2155.  
  2156. 501
  2157. 00:28:47,060 --> 00:28:50,913
  2158. I was aware of every
  2159. sound that was around me.
  2160.  
  2161. 502
  2162. 00:28:51,850 --> 00:28:53,713
  2163. The trees blowing in the wind,
  2164.  
  2165. 503
  2166. 00:28:55,590 --> 00:28:57,629
  2167. the leaves skipping on the ground.
  2168.  
  2169. 504
  2170. 00:28:57,630 --> 00:29:02,630
  2171. Everything was so crisp,
  2172. honestly it was amazing.
  2173.  
  2174. 505
  2175. 00:29:08,434 --> 00:29:10,434
  2176. Well I am bored as shit.
  2177.  
  2178. 506
  2179. 00:29:11,910 --> 00:29:13,123
  2180. Look what I found.
  2181.  
  2182. 507
  2183. 00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:17,559
  2184. Bottom of the 7th, two outs, two strikes,
  2185.  
  2186. 508
  2187. 00:29:17,560 --> 00:29:19,773
  2188. no balls, men on 2nd and 3rd.
  2189.  
  2190. 509
  2191. 00:29:20,760 --> 00:29:22,499
  2192. And the pitch.
  2193.  
  2194. 510
  2195. 00:29:22,500 --> 00:29:27,159
  2196. It's hit a mile high,
  2197. and three miles long.
  2198.  
  2199. 511
  2200. 00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:30,939
  2201. Yes it could go all the way.
  2202.  
  2203. 512
  2204. 00:29:30,940 --> 00:29:33,379
  2205. Upper decker, home run, and that pitch
  2206.  
  2207. 513
  2208. 00:29:33,380 --> 00:29:35,409
  2209. will sink Clayton into a month long binge
  2210.  
  2211. 514
  2212. 00:29:35,410 --> 00:29:39,093
  2213. of depression, alcoholism
  2214. and self-loathing.
  2215.  
  2216. 515
  2217. 00:29:41,261 --> 00:29:43,441
  2218. ♪ Lumber jacking in the forest ♪
  2219.  
  2220. 516
  2221. 00:29:46,200 --> 00:29:48,133
  2222. That is not happening.
  2223.  
  2224. 517
  2225. 00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:53,040
  2226. Come on.
  2227.  
  2228. 518
  2229. 00:30:14,640 --> 00:30:17,729
  2230. That is a creepy tree.
  2231.  
  2232. 519
  2233. 00:30:17,730 --> 00:30:21,159
  2234. These trees are monotonous.
  2235.  
  2236. 520
  2237. 00:30:21,160 --> 00:30:22,460
  2238. Be hell to get lost in it.
  2239.  
  2240. 521
  2241. 00:30:24,740 --> 00:30:27,490
  2242. I don't know, it's somehow
  2243. not as scary in the daytime.
  2244.  
  2245. 522
  2246. 00:30:28,941 --> 00:30:30,259
  2247. It reminds me of whenever
  2248. I was a little kid
  2249.  
  2250. 523
  2251. 00:30:30,260 --> 00:30:32,803
  2252. and I just ran out into the forest.
  2253.  
  2254. 524
  2255. 00:30:34,330 --> 00:30:36,339
  2256. Making up stories along the way,
  2257.  
  2258. 525
  2259. 00:30:36,340 --> 00:30:38,163
  2260. living my own little journey.
  2261.  
  2262. 526
  2263. 00:30:41,240 --> 00:30:43,253
  2264. Oftentimes being chased by something.
  2265.  
  2266. 527
  2267. 00:30:46,360 --> 00:30:49,349
  2268. A ninja, like all the time
  2269. actually, I don't know,
  2270.  
  2271. 528
  2272. 00:30:49,350 --> 00:30:50,733
  2273. what the hell that's about.
  2274.  
  2275. 529
  2276. 00:30:59,143 --> 00:31:01,393
  2277. I can make that jump right?
  2278.  
  2279. 530
  2280. 00:31:05,223 --> 00:31:06,306
  2281. You got this.
  2282.  
  2283. 531
  2284. 00:31:12,359 --> 00:31:13,942
  2285. It's so gross.
  2286.  
  2287. 532
  2288. 00:31:16,701 --> 00:31:19,034
  2289. What the hell water is that?
  2290.  
  2291. 533
  2292. 00:31:21,623 --> 00:31:23,540
  2293. Geeze, it's disgusting.
  2294.  
  2295. 534
  2296. 00:31:30,570 --> 00:31:32,963
  2297. Night's coming, soon enough.
  2298.  
  2299. 535
  2300. 00:31:38,280 --> 00:31:40,130
  2301. If you guys could smell me right now.
  2302.  
  2303. 536
  2304. 00:31:41,140 --> 00:31:42,529
  2305. There are no words.
  2306.  
  2307. 537
  2308. 00:31:42,530 --> 00:31:44,749
  2309. I used to be like bullshit, there's a word
  2310.  
  2311. 538
  2312. 00:31:44,750 --> 00:31:45,690
  2313. for everything.
  2314.  
  2315. 539
  2316. 00:31:45,691 --> 00:31:47,883
  2317. Nope, not this smell.
  2318.  
  2319. 540
  2320. 00:31:49,670 --> 00:31:54,060
  2321. Smells like two dead
  2322. animals crawled inside of
  2323.  
  2324. 541
  2325. 00:31:55,590 --> 00:31:59,053
  2326. three dead animals just
  2327. to shit, and then die.
  2328.  
  2329. 542
  2330. 00:32:00,510 --> 00:32:04,860
  2331. It's night two, it's late, real late.
  2332.  
  2333. 543
  2334. 00:32:06,780 --> 00:32:09,049
  2335. Heard a lot of noises tonight,
  2336.  
  2337. 544
  2338. 00:32:09,050 --> 00:32:12,403
  2339. it's the longest I've ever
  2340. gone without seeing someone.
  2341.  
  2342. 545
  2343. 00:32:14,540 --> 00:32:17,589
  2344. I mean sure I've had those
  2345. days where I disappear
  2346.  
  2347. 546
  2348. 00:32:17,590 --> 00:32:20,249
  2349. into a sofa and binge watch 12 hours of TV
  2350.  
  2351. 547
  2352. 00:32:20,250 --> 00:32:21,833
  2353. while screening all my calls.
  2354.  
  2355. 548
  2356. 00:32:23,360 --> 00:32:27,769
  2357. I call those dark days,
  2358. but I also call them
  2359.  
  2360. 549
  2361. 00:32:27,770 --> 00:32:29,599
  2362. everything I've ever wanted days.
  2363.  
  2364. 550
  2365. 00:32:29,600 --> 00:32:33,009
  2366. So new observation, there's a fine line
  2367.  
  2368. 551
  2369. 00:32:33,010 --> 00:32:34,560
  2370. between delight and depression.
  2371.  
  2372. 552
  2373. 00:32:39,430 --> 00:32:42,343
  2374. I don't know though,
  2375. this is just different.
  2376.  
  2377. 553
  2378. 00:32:50,034 --> 00:32:51,367
  2379. Nothing's there.
  2380.  
  2381. 554
  2382. 00:32:52,295 --> 00:32:53,628
  2383. Nothing's there.
  2384.  
  2385. 555
  2386. 00:33:10,015 --> 00:33:13,182
  2387. Fuck!
  2388.  
  2389. 556
  2390. 00:33:29,510 --> 00:33:30,510
  2391. Hello.
  2392.  
  2393. 557
  2394. 00:33:32,520 --> 00:33:34,939
  2395. Are you kidding me Mikaila?
  2396.  
  2397. 558
  2398. 00:33:34,940 --> 00:33:36,469
  2399. Are you kidding me?
  2400.  
  2401. 559
  2402. 00:33:36,470 --> 00:33:39,309
  2403. No, no this is not cool, this is not cool.
  2404.  
  2405. 560
  2406. 00:33:39,310 --> 00:33:41,563
  2407. Yes I'm fine, you have to quit worrying.
  2408.  
  2409. 561
  2410. 00:33:42,610 --> 00:33:43,979
  2411. What, when, when?
  2412.  
  2413. 562
  2414. 00:33:43,980 --> 00:33:46,399
  2415. No I will not calm down okay.
  2416.  
  2417. 563
  2418. 00:33:46,400 --> 00:33:48,099
  2419. Okay, I will not calm down.
  2420.  
  2421. 564
  2422. 00:33:48,100 --> 00:33:51,619
  2423. No, do not assume the worst
  2424. whenever you call back okay,
  2425.  
  2426. 565
  2427. 00:33:51,620 --> 00:33:55,012
  2428. because this phone is gonna
  2429. be in pieces on the dirt.
  2430.  
  2431. 566
  2432. 00:33:57,270 --> 00:33:58,793
  2433. My heartbeat hasn't slowed.
  2434.  
  2435. 567
  2436. 00:34:00,390 --> 00:34:05,390
  2437. So Mikaila snuck in a
  2438. burner phone into my bag
  2439.  
  2440. 568
  2441. 00:34:05,620 --> 00:34:06,973
  2442. whenever I was gassing up.
  2443.  
  2444. 569
  2445. 00:34:08,900 --> 00:34:11,473
  2446. She also left this,
  2447.  
  2448. 570
  2449. 00:34:13,170 --> 00:34:15,470
  2450. some sort of memory card
  2451. or something to play.
  2452.  
  2453. 571
  2454. 00:34:17,170 --> 00:34:18,893
  2455. Anyway, cheap scare of the night.
  2456.  
  2457. 572
  2458. 00:34:19,810 --> 00:34:20,810
  2459. Moving on.
  2460.  
  2461. 573
  2462. 00:34:23,660 --> 00:34:25,483
  2463. I keep hearing those noises though.
  2464.  
  2465. 574
  2466. 00:34:28,090 --> 00:34:29,573
  2467. Sounds like footsteps.
  2468.  
  2469. 575
  2470. 00:34:31,740 --> 00:34:36,143
  2471. I have this theory about pushing
  2472. the limit of sleeplessness.
  2473.  
  2474. 576
  2475. 00:34:37,610 --> 00:34:40,149
  2476. It goes like this, when
  2477. you stay awake longer
  2478.  
  2479. 577
  2480. 00:34:40,150 --> 00:34:43,619
  2481. then you're used too,
  2482. your brain being such
  2483.  
  2484. 578
  2485. 00:34:43,620 --> 00:34:47,293
  2486. a powerful and mysterious
  2487. thing that it is,
  2488.  
  2489. 579
  2490. 00:34:48,210 --> 00:34:51,619
  2491. it becomes aware that you're tired.
  2492.  
  2493. 580
  2494. 00:34:51,620 --> 00:34:54,171
  2495. And the brain being the powerful,
  2496.  
  2497. 581
  2498. 00:34:54,172 --> 00:34:56,983
  2499. and mysterious thing that it is,
  2500.  
  2501. 582
  2502. 00:34:58,200 --> 00:34:59,513
  2503. it compensates.
  2504.  
  2505. 583
  2506. 00:35:00,970 --> 00:35:04,359
  2507. What I've found is it overcompensates,
  2508.  
  2509. 584
  2510. 00:35:04,360 --> 00:35:09,360
  2511. creating some sort of a
  2512. heightened creative state.
  2513.  
  2514. 585
  2515. 00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:11,540
  2516. So I might just stay up writing all night.
  2517.  
  2518. 586
  2519. 00:35:16,690 --> 00:35:17,690
  2520. Well I,.
  2521.  
  2522. 587
  2523. 00:35:20,240 --> 00:35:21,763
  2524. I won't bore you with this.
  2525.  
  2526. 588
  2527. 00:35:29,940 --> 00:35:30,940
  2528. Hello!
  2529.  
  2530. 589
  2531. 00:35:34,160 --> 00:35:35,683
  2532. Hello, is anyone there?
  2533.  
  2534. 590
  2535. 00:35:46,255 --> 00:35:47,255
  2536. Fuck!
  2537.  
  2538. 591
  2539. 00:35:50,316 --> 00:35:53,103
  2540. Fuck, fuck.
  2541.  
  2542. 592
  2543. 00:36:08,750 --> 00:36:13,683
  2544. I know it was an animal,
  2545. I just didn't see it.
  2546.  
  2547. 593
  2548. 00:36:16,220 --> 00:36:18,070
  2549. It was big, it was...
  2550.  
  2551. 594
  2552. 00:36:24,550 --> 00:36:27,350
  2553. You always feel like you're
  2554. being followed in the woods,
  2555.  
  2556. 595
  2557. 00:36:28,470 --> 00:36:29,470
  2558. you never are.
  2559.  
  2560. 596
  2561. 00:36:31,554 --> 00:36:33,154
  2562. It's just paranoia in the night.
  2563.  
  2564. 597
  2565. 00:37:13,900 --> 00:37:15,273
  2566. Nothing's been touched.
  2567.  
  2568. 598
  2569. 00:37:19,690 --> 00:37:22,133
  2570. A couple of weeks ago I had a dream,
  2571.  
  2572. 599
  2573. 00:37:23,690 --> 00:37:26,319
  2574. and in this dream I was
  2575. writing a short story
  2576.  
  2577. 600
  2578. 00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:29,099
  2579. about this character that was going crazy
  2580.  
  2581. 601
  2582. 00:37:29,100 --> 00:37:32,869
  2583. because of this dark, shadowy entity
  2584.  
  2585. 602
  2586. 00:37:32,870 --> 00:37:34,769
  2587. that wouldn't leave him alone.
  2588.  
  2589. 603
  2590. 00:37:34,770 --> 00:37:37,109
  2591. And I'm laying on my stomach on the sofa,
  2592.  
  2593. 604
  2594. 00:37:37,110 --> 00:37:39,783
  2595. typing on my laptop,
  2596. and then I fell asleep.
  2597.  
  2598. 605
  2599. 00:37:43,730 --> 00:37:45,130
  2600. And that's when it happened.
  2601.  
  2602. 606
  2603. 00:37:48,040 --> 00:37:53,040
  2604. I woke up to something slowly pulling me,
  2605.  
  2606. 607
  2607. 00:37:53,770 --> 00:37:58,509
  2608. and the second that I
  2609. became aware of what it was,
  2610.  
  2611. 608
  2612. 00:37:58,510 --> 00:38:00,893
  2613. it yanked me off the sofa.
  2614.  
  2615. 609
  2616. 00:38:02,100 --> 00:38:04,989
  2617. And I flew upright, and I was levitating,
  2618.  
  2619. 610
  2620. 00:38:04,990 --> 00:38:09,363
  2621. my feet were off the
  2622. ground, and I was frozen.
  2623.  
  2624. 611
  2625. 00:38:11,780 --> 00:38:15,220
  2626. And I tried to scream,
  2627. but the second I tried
  2628.  
  2629. 612
  2630. 00:38:16,210 --> 00:38:19,963
  2631. the most unbelievably tight
  2632. grip came around my throat.
  2633.  
  2634. 613
  2635. 00:38:22,210 --> 00:38:23,823
  2636. And it all went blurry.
  2637.  
  2638. 614
  2639. 00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:26,123
  2640. And then I woke up.
  2641.  
  2642. 615
  2643. 00:38:28,820 --> 00:38:33,603
  2644. I woke up in the exact same
  2645. place I had fallen asleep.
  2646.  
  2647. 616
  2648. 00:38:37,540 --> 00:38:40,009
  2649. If immersing myself in
  2650. this terrifying world
  2651.  
  2652. 617
  2653. 00:38:40,010 --> 00:38:43,579
  2654. can effect me that much,
  2655. down deep there is a story
  2656.  
  2657. 618
  2658. 00:38:43,580 --> 00:38:44,763
  2659. waiting to be found.
  2660.  
  2661. 619
  2662. 00:38:45,670 --> 00:38:47,453
  2663. Kinda scared to fall asleep now.
  2664.  
  2665. 620
  2666. 00:38:49,263 --> 00:38:51,183
  2667. I was hoping you could
  2668. keep my company though.
  2669.  
  2670. 621
  2671. 00:38:55,514 --> 00:38:56,529
  2672. What was it?
  2673.  
  2674. 622
  2675. 00:38:56,530 --> 00:38:59,973
  2676. My mom used to quote this
  2677. verse from Joshua something.
  2678.  
  2679. 623
  2680. 00:39:02,487 --> 00:39:04,066
  2681. "Be strong and courageous.
  2682.  
  2683. 624
  2684. 00:39:04,067 --> 00:39:07,046
  2685. "Do not be frightened, do not be dismayed,
  2686.  
  2687. 625
  2688. 00:39:07,047 --> 00:39:08,606
  2689. "for the Lord, your God is with you,
  2690.  
  2691. 626
  2692. 00:39:08,607 --> 00:39:09,677
  2693. "wherever you go."
  2694.  
  2695. 627
  2696. 00:39:16,441 --> 00:39:20,691
  2697. Everything's gonna be fine,
  2698. I know that, I know it.
  2699.  
  2700. 628
  2701. 00:39:23,660 --> 00:39:24,660
  2702. Everything's fine.
  2703.  
  2704. 629
  2705. 00:39:30,050 --> 00:39:31,857
  2706. My uncle, he used to say that,
  2707.  
  2708. 630
  2709. 00:39:31,858 --> 00:39:34,256
  2710. "If you live close enough to people
  2711.  
  2712. 631
  2713. 00:39:34,257 --> 00:39:36,936
  2714. "where you can't scream
  2715. at the end of a bad day
  2716.  
  2717. 632
  2718. 00:39:36,937 --> 00:39:39,556
  2719. "without getting in trouble then you live
  2720.  
  2721. 633
  2722. 00:39:39,557 --> 00:39:41,057
  2723. "too close to people."
  2724.  
  2725. 634
  2726. 00:39:45,610 --> 00:39:47,353
  2727. My uncle was a fucking liar.
  2728.  
  2729. 635
  2730. 00:40:03,690 --> 00:40:08,690
  2731. So, the sun is offensively
  2732. bright in the morning,
  2733.  
  2734. 636
  2735. 00:40:11,840 --> 00:40:14,343
  2736. it's like a big old fuck you from nature.
  2737.  
  2738. 637
  2739. 00:40:18,500 --> 00:40:21,353
  2740. But I survived night two.
  2741.  
  2742. 638
  2743. 00:40:24,990 --> 00:40:27,209
  2744. Yay.
  2745.  
  2746. 639
  2747. 00:40:27,210 --> 00:40:29,389
  2748. Being out here I've
  2749. really gotten to recall
  2750.  
  2751. 640
  2752. 00:40:29,390 --> 00:40:32,040
  2753. some memories I'm pretty
  2754. sure I would have forgotten.
  2755.  
  2756. 641
  2757. 00:40:33,600 --> 00:40:37,019
  2758. Once again it comes back to this idea
  2759.  
  2760. 642
  2761. 00:40:37,020 --> 00:40:39,719
  2762. that I can't shake, that
  2763. we're just surrounded
  2764.  
  2765. 643
  2766. 00:40:39,720 --> 00:40:42,129
  2767. by so much noise, and
  2768. we don't get the time
  2769.  
  2770. 644
  2771. 00:40:42,130 --> 00:40:45,163
  2772. to even exercise these great memories.
  2773.  
  2774. 645
  2775. 00:40:48,540 --> 00:40:50,799
  2776. Anyway, the last couple
  2777. hours I've been thinking
  2778.  
  2779. 646
  2780. 00:40:50,800 --> 00:40:53,603
  2781. about some of the funniest
  2782. stories of my life.
  2783.  
  2784. 647
  2785. 00:40:58,720 --> 00:41:01,063
  2786. Kinda makes me wish I had journaled more.
  2787.  
  2788. 648
  2789. 00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:05,013
  2790. I've had too good of a life not too.
  2791.  
  2792. 649
  2793. 00:41:07,710 --> 00:41:09,274
  2794. One story though,
  2795.  
  2796. 650
  2797. 00:41:09,275 --> 00:41:12,619
  2798. um it was the first camping trip
  2799.  
  2800. 651
  2801. 00:41:12,620 --> 00:41:15,059
  2802. that we had ever taken, we went camping,
  2803.  
  2804. 652
  2805. 00:41:15,060 --> 00:41:17,673
  2806. we went on this drunk
  2807. hike through the forest.
  2808.  
  2809. 653
  2810. 00:41:18,895 --> 00:41:21,469
  2811. And we ended up on this gravel road,
  2812.  
  2813. 654
  2814. 00:41:21,470 --> 00:41:25,089
  2815. not a car, not a sound for miles.
  2816.  
  2817. 655
  2818. 00:41:25,090 --> 00:41:27,899
  2819. And then all of a sudden, Hunter said it,
  2820.  
  2821. 656
  2822. 00:41:27,900 --> 00:41:29,266
  2823. he said "Guys, guys, turn off your lights,
  2824.  
  2825. 657
  2826. 00:41:29,267 --> 00:41:30,875
  2827. "turn off your lights."
  2828.  
  2829. 658
  2830. 00:41:30,876 --> 00:41:32,899
  2831. So we did, we all ducked
  2832. down on the gravel road,
  2833.  
  2834. 659
  2835. 00:41:32,900 --> 00:41:34,163
  2836. we were scared.
  2837.  
  2838. 660
  2839. 00:41:36,473 --> 00:41:38,019
  2840. And we said "What's up, what's going on?"
  2841.  
  2842. 661
  2843. 00:41:38,020 --> 00:41:41,613
  2844. He said, "This is life.
  2845.  
  2846. 662
  2847. 00:41:42,917 --> 00:41:46,373
  2848. "Dark, unsure, uncertain,
  2849.  
  2850. 663
  2851. 00:41:47,357 --> 00:41:51,023
  2852. "and you can sit here
  2853. and not become a man,
  2854.  
  2855. 664
  2856. 00:41:52,027 --> 00:41:53,877
  2857. "or you can walk towards it."
  2858.  
  2859. 665
  2860. 00:41:55,334 --> 00:41:59,099
  2861. And we all said, "Hunter you've
  2862. probably drank too much."
  2863.  
  2864. 666
  2865. 00:41:59,100 --> 00:42:02,556
  2866. But he stood up, and he said "No, no,
  2867.  
  2868. 667
  2869. 00:42:02,557 --> 00:42:05,346
  2870. "I am seriously, be seriously,
  2871.  
  2872. 668
  2873. 00:42:05,347 --> 00:42:07,337
  2874. "I am seriously right now."
  2875.  
  2876. 669
  2877. 00:42:09,730 --> 00:42:12,446
  2878. He said, "This is how
  2879. I wanna live my life.
  2880.  
  2881. 670
  2882. 00:42:12,447 --> 00:42:15,289
  2883. "I wanna sprint towards life."
  2884.  
  2885. 671
  2886. 00:42:15,290 --> 00:42:19,737
  2887. And so he said, "You assholes
  2888. keep off your flashlights."
  2889.  
  2890. 672
  2891. 00:42:20,815 --> 00:42:24,293
  2892. And then he sprinted.
  2893.  
  2894. 673
  2895. 00:42:25,230 --> 00:42:27,233
  2896. He sprinted as fast as he could,
  2897.  
  2898. 674
  2899. 00:42:29,130 --> 00:42:30,193
  2900. for a long time.
  2901.  
  2902. 675
  2903. 00:42:31,940 --> 00:42:33,963
  2904. And then we hear it.
  2905.  
  2906. 676
  2907. 00:42:35,300 --> 00:42:37,171
  2908. Thud, "Shit."
  2909.  
  2910. 677
  2911. 00:42:40,050 --> 00:42:43,299
  2912. He had ran directly off
  2913. the road and into a tree,
  2914.  
  2915. 678
  2916. 00:42:43,300 --> 00:42:46,963
  2917. and then fell into a giant pile of thorns.
  2918.  
  2919. 679
  2920. 00:42:48,530 --> 00:42:51,519
  2921. And the whole time we
  2922. were walking him back
  2923.  
  2924. 680
  2925. 00:42:51,520 --> 00:42:55,439
  2926. he just kept saying
  2927. "That's life, that's life.
  2928.  
  2929. 681
  2930. 00:42:55,440 --> 00:42:56,687
  2931. "Life is hard."
  2932.  
  2933. 682
  2934. 00:42:59,470 --> 00:43:02,463
  2935. I know I'm telling that story
  2936. to nobody right now, but,
  2937.  
  2938. 683
  2939. 00:43:04,873 --> 00:43:06,903
  2940. any excuse to tell it.
  2941.  
  2942. 684
  2943. 00:43:11,520 --> 00:43:14,809
  2944. So I just got back to the campsite
  2945.  
  2946. 685
  2947. 00:43:14,810 --> 00:43:18,223
  2948. and something got into my food.
  2949.  
  2950. 686
  2951. 00:43:19,870 --> 00:43:23,609
  2952. On top of that, there
  2953. is a hole in the bottom
  2954.  
  2955. 687
  2956. 00:43:23,610 --> 00:43:25,253
  2957. of my water jug.
  2958.  
  2959. 688
  2960. 00:43:26,850 --> 00:43:29,343
  2961. So that's where we're at.
  2962.  
  2963. 689
  2964. 00:43:38,050 --> 00:43:41,583
  2965. Hey friends, I found the
  2966. story I wanna write about.
  2967.  
  2968. 690
  2969. 00:43:42,560 --> 00:43:46,023
  2970. It involves a protagonist
  2971. who's a little bit lonely.
  2972.  
  2973. 691
  2974. 00:43:51,080 --> 00:43:52,459
  2975. I don't know, I've always been taught
  2976.  
  2977. 692
  2978. 00:43:52,460 --> 00:43:53,723
  2979. you write what you feel.
  2980.  
  2981. 693
  2982. 00:43:55,560 --> 00:43:58,999
  2983. You write what you feel,
  2984. or you write something
  2985.  
  2986. 694
  2987. 00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:00,453
  2988. that doesn't mean anything.
  2989.  
  2990. 695
  2991. 00:44:04,300 --> 00:44:07,489
  2992. And I think honestly,
  2993. if I can somehow isolate
  2994.  
  2995. 696
  2996. 00:44:07,490 --> 00:44:10,143
  2997. fear with my protagonist,
  2998.  
  2999. 697
  3000. 00:44:13,880 --> 00:44:16,213
  3001. I think I'll have the
  3002. story I'm looking for.
  3003.  
  3004. 698
  3005. 00:44:18,870 --> 00:44:23,870
  3006. A character with only his
  3007. own thoughts to believe in,
  3008.  
  3009. 699
  3010. 00:44:24,940 --> 00:44:26,340
  3011. that's what I'm looking for.
  3012.  
  3013. 700
  3014. 00:44:31,040 --> 00:44:34,833
  3015. Fuck, I've never been able to
  3016. get inspired in the daytime.
  3017.  
  3018. 701
  3019. 00:44:35,820 --> 00:44:38,963
  3020. I always get sidetracked and watch TV.
  3021.  
  3022. 702
  3023. 00:44:40,160 --> 00:44:43,213
  3024. Well I think that fits my
  3025. theory about creativity.
  3026.  
  3027. 703
  3028. 00:44:47,660 --> 00:44:52,660
  3029. It'll come at night, so until then,
  3030.  
  3031. 704
  3032. 00:44:53,853 --> 00:44:55,520
  3033. I'll just wait.
  3034.  
  3035. 705
  3036. 00:45:09,209 --> 00:45:10,626
  3037. I have to see it.
  3038.  
  3039. 706
  3040. 00:45:33,791 --> 00:45:34,791
  3041. What is it?
  3042.  
  3043. 707
  3044. 00:45:46,991 --> 00:45:50,741
  3045. What is...
  3046.  
  3047. 708
  3048. 00:46:17,929 --> 00:46:18,933
  3049. It's the third night,
  3050.  
  3051. 709
  3052. 00:46:20,060 --> 00:46:23,573
  3053. heard footsteps since about nine o'clock.
  3054.  
  3055. 710
  3056. 00:46:25,430 --> 00:46:26,480
  3057. They haven't stopped.
  3058.  
  3059. 711
  3060. 00:46:31,828 --> 00:46:32,995
  3061. I can't leave.
  3062.  
  3063. 712
  3064. 00:46:36,050 --> 00:46:37,783
  3065. This has to be some sick joke.
  3066.  
  3067. 713
  3068. 00:46:40,800 --> 00:46:42,369
  3069. At this point I'm just,
  3070.  
  3071. 714
  3072. 00:46:42,370 --> 00:46:45,889
  3073. I'm, I'm talking just to not hear silence.
  3074.  
  3075. 715
  3076. 00:46:45,890 --> 00:46:50,059
  3077. Disregard any and all
  3078. bullshit I speak about okay.
  3079.  
  3080. 716
  3081. 00:46:50,060 --> 00:46:52,859
  3082. I might tell a story,
  3083. I might create a story,
  3084.  
  3085. 717
  3086. 00:46:52,860 --> 00:46:54,929
  3087. I might sing a fucking nursery rhyme.
  3088.  
  3089. 718
  3090. 00:46:54,930 --> 00:46:57,799
  3091. I don't, I don't know,
  3092. I might talk even though
  3093.  
  3094. 719
  3095. 00:46:57,800 --> 00:46:59,650
  3096. I don't know what I'm fucking saying.
  3097.  
  3098. 720
  3099. 00:47:00,870 --> 00:47:05,870
  3100. I know my sensitivity to
  3101. noise is heightened out here,
  3102.  
  3103. 721
  3104. 00:47:08,617 --> 00:47:09,717
  3105. but I heard something.
  3106.  
  3107. 722
  3108. 00:47:17,260 --> 00:47:18,260
  3109. Hello!
  3110.  
  3111. 723
  3112. 00:47:21,250 --> 00:47:22,353
  3113. Is anyone there?
  3114.  
  3115. 724
  3116. 00:47:32,704 --> 00:47:33,704
  3117. Stop it!
  3118.  
  3119. 725
  3120. 00:47:36,304 --> 00:47:37,304
  3121. Shit!
  3122.  
  3123. 726
  3124. 00:47:41,941 --> 00:47:42,941
  3125. My God!
  3126.  
  3127. 727
  3128. 00:47:49,270 --> 00:47:50,660
  3129. What the fuck was that?
  3130.  
  3131. 728
  3132. 00:47:55,110 --> 00:47:56,253
  3133. I'm not going back.
  3134.  
  3135. 729
  3136. 00:48:00,110 --> 00:48:01,850
  3137. I'm not going back I don't care.
  3138.  
  3139. 730
  3140. 00:48:04,624 --> 00:48:06,703
  3141. I don't care, I'm not going back.
  3142.  
  3143. 731
  3144. 00:48:07,780 --> 00:48:08,950
  3145. I'm not going back.
  3146.  
  3147. 732
  3148. 00:48:51,830 --> 00:48:54,103
  3149. At this point I wanna run into somebody.
  3150.  
  3151. 733
  3152. 00:48:57,780 --> 00:48:59,930
  3153. I wanna know what I'm
  3154. fucking running from!
  3155.  
  3156. 734
  3157. 00:49:13,403 --> 00:49:17,153
  3158. I've been walking for
  3159. two or three hours now.
  3160.  
  3161. 735
  3162. 00:49:24,443 --> 00:49:25,443
  3163. I...
  3164.  
  3165. 736
  3166. 00:49:26,230 --> 00:49:30,913
  3167. I haven't seen a road or a house,
  3168.  
  3169. 737
  3170. 00:49:34,830 --> 00:49:36,157
  3171. or heard a car.
  3172.  
  3173. 738
  3174. 00:49:38,923 --> 00:49:40,840
  3175. Everything is the same.
  3176.  
  3177. 739
  3178. 00:49:45,003 --> 00:49:46,003
  3179. Where am I?
  3180.  
  3181. 740
  3182. 00:50:27,322 --> 00:50:28,322
  3183. I'm done.
  3184.  
  3185. 741
  3186. 00:51:43,607 --> 00:51:45,856
  3187. There's a cabin, there's a cabin!
  3188.  
  3189. 742
  3190. 00:51:45,857 --> 00:51:47,190
  3191. There's a cabin.
  3192.  
  3193. 743
  3194. 00:52:16,097 --> 00:52:17,097
  3195. What the fuck?
  3196.  
  3197. 744
  3198. 00:52:26,680 --> 00:52:28,220
  3199. What is this place?
  3200.  
  3201. 745
  3202. 00:52:34,897 --> 00:52:35,897
  3203. Is this a Bible?
  3204.  
  3205. 746
  3206. 00:53:28,970 --> 00:53:31,393
  3207. The creepiest place I have ever seen.
  3208.  
  3209. 747
  3210. 00:53:34,670 --> 00:53:37,973
  3211. Six chairs in a perfect circle.
  3212.  
  3213. 748
  3214. 00:53:43,070 --> 00:53:44,343
  3215. Is anyone there?
  3216.  
  3217. 749
  3218. 00:53:51,050 --> 00:53:52,313
  3219. I'm gonna die here.
  3220.  
  3221. 750
  3222. 00:53:56,597 --> 00:53:59,816
  3223. "Be strong and courageous.
  3224.  
  3225. 751
  3226. 00:53:59,817 --> 00:54:03,376
  3227. "Do not be frightened
  3228. and do not be dismayed,
  3229.  
  3230. 752
  3231. 00:54:03,377 --> 00:54:06,587
  3232. "for the Lord your God is
  3233. with you where you go."
  3234.  
  3235. 753
  3236. 00:55:24,314 --> 00:55:25,481
  3237. Hold me truth.
  3238.  
  3239. 754
  3240. 00:55:38,757 --> 00:55:42,126
  3241. "In the beginning there was nothing,
  3242.  
  3243. 755
  3244. 00:55:42,127 --> 00:55:44,823
  3245. "and yet though the savior
  3246. worshiped it wholly.
  3247.  
  3248. 756
  3249. 00:55:46,687 --> 00:55:50,633
  3250. "He prayed to nothing, for
  3251. nothing to return eternally.
  3252.  
  3253. 757
  3254. 00:55:52,817 --> 00:55:56,056
  3255. "We pursued daily his acceptance,
  3256.  
  3257. 758
  3258. 00:55:56,057 --> 00:56:01,057
  3259. "and aspire to one day
  3260. become nothing as he did.
  3261.  
  3262. 759
  3263. 00:56:14,830 --> 00:56:18,094
  3264. Yep, I'm back at the campsite.
  3265.  
  3266. 760
  3267. 00:56:21,200 --> 00:56:22,723
  3268. Why am I here?
  3269.  
  3270. 761
  3271. 00:56:25,994 --> 00:56:28,659
  3272. Well one time I ate gas station sushi.
  3273.  
  3274. 762
  3275. 00:56:28,660 --> 00:56:30,793
  3276. Man do I make good decisions.
  3277.  
  3278. 763
  3279. 00:56:32,460 --> 00:56:36,133
  3280. It's like I run a fucking
  3281. irresponsibility brothel.
  3282.  
  3283. 764
  3284. 00:56:41,200 --> 00:56:44,933
  3285. I, I cannot leave.
  3286.  
  3287. 765
  3288. 00:56:46,100 --> 00:56:51,100
  3289. She knows where I am by
  3290. GPS, I cannot fucking leave.
  3291.  
  3292. 766
  3293. 00:56:57,320 --> 00:56:58,703
  3294. If I die, I die.
  3295.  
  3296. 767
  3297. 00:57:00,560 --> 00:57:01,683
  3298. Everybody does.
  3299.  
  3300. 768
  3301. 00:57:03,690 --> 00:57:08,049
  3302. Everybody that ever existed
  3303. before 150 years ago,
  3304.  
  3305. 769
  3306. 00:57:08,050 --> 00:57:09,050
  3307. they all did it.
  3308.  
  3309. 770
  3310. 00:57:10,213 --> 00:57:11,046
  3311. It's one, fuck...
  3312.  
  3313. 771
  3314. 00:57:11,047 --> 00:57:14,809
  3315. It's one of the only things
  3316. that we have in common,
  3317.  
  3318. 772
  3319. 00:57:14,810 --> 00:57:17,759
  3320. we're not all white, we're not all black,
  3321.  
  3322. 773
  3323. 00:57:17,760 --> 00:57:20,023
  3324. we're not all tall, we're not all short.
  3325.  
  3326. 774
  3327. 00:57:22,740 --> 00:57:23,740
  3328. But we all die.
  3329.  
  3330. 775
  3331. 00:57:26,320 --> 00:57:27,993
  3332. Somehow that's comforting.
  3333.  
  3334. 776
  3335. 00:57:35,787 --> 00:57:37,704
  3336. Mikaila, where are you?
  3337.  
  3338. 777
  3339. 00:57:40,271 --> 00:57:42,188
  3340. There's something here.
  3341.  
  3342. 778
  3343. 00:57:43,410 --> 00:57:46,763
  3344. I haven't seen it, but
  3345. there's something here.
  3346.  
  3347. 779
  3348. 00:57:52,670 --> 00:57:53,813
  3349. I can't leave.
  3350.  
  3351. 780
  3352. 00:57:57,430 --> 00:57:58,933
  3353. I just have to wait it out.
  3354.  
  3355. 781
  3356. 00:58:01,653 --> 00:58:03,003
  3357. Are you fucking kidding me?
  3358.  
  3359. 782
  3360. 00:58:11,490 --> 00:58:13,223
  3361. What should I do Mr. Red Dot?
  3362.  
  3363. 783
  3364. 00:58:19,413 --> 00:58:24,413
  3365. When I was a little kid, my
  3366. best friend was a pitch back.
  3367.  
  3368. 784
  3369. 00:58:24,508 --> 00:58:27,449
  3370. You know the netting that
  3371. throws the balls back to ya,
  3372.  
  3373. 785
  3374. 00:58:27,450 --> 00:58:29,323
  3375. his name was Gus.
  3376.  
  3377. 786
  3378. 00:58:31,120 --> 00:58:35,429
  3379. Gus was such an asshole,
  3380. he always tried to peg me
  3381.  
  3382. 787
  3383. 00:58:35,430 --> 00:58:38,173
  3384. with baseballs.
  3385.  
  3386. 788
  3387. 00:58:42,390 --> 00:58:43,390
  3388. That was funny.
  3389.  
  3390. 789
  3391. 00:58:44,840 --> 00:58:46,388
  3392. That was funny.
  3393.  
  3394. 790
  3395. 00:58:46,389 --> 00:58:49,133
  3396. Don't just, don't just sit
  3397. there okay, laugh at me!
  3398.  
  3399. 791
  3400. 00:58:54,709 --> 00:58:56,329
  3401. I'm sorry.
  3402.  
  3403. 792
  3404. 00:58:56,330 --> 00:58:58,253
  3405. I'm sorry I raised my voice.
  3406.  
  3407. 793
  3408. 00:58:59,410 --> 00:59:01,463
  3409. You're just so passive.
  3410.  
  3411. 794
  3412. 00:59:04,660 --> 00:59:05,660
  3413. So I am sorry.
  3414.  
  3415. 795
  3416. 00:59:09,990 --> 00:59:11,883
  3417. Do you accept my apology?
  3418.  
  3419. 796
  3420. 00:59:16,130 --> 00:59:18,623
  3421. Do you accept my apology?
  3422.  
  3423. 797
  3424. 00:59:22,400 --> 00:59:23,829
  3425. If you're not gonna talk to me then
  3426.  
  3427. 798
  3428. 00:59:23,830 --> 00:59:25,180
  3429. I'm gonna fucking kill you.
  3430.  
  3431. 799
  3432. 00:59:28,890 --> 00:59:30,493
  3433. My first word was ball.
  3434.  
  3435. 800
  3436. 00:59:32,470 --> 00:59:34,509
  3437. I don't even remember when
  3438. I started playing baseball
  3439.  
  3440. 801
  3441. 00:59:34,510 --> 00:59:38,059
  3442. but I played it all my life,
  3443. all through high school.
  3444.  
  3445. 802
  3446. 00:59:38,060 --> 00:59:41,599
  3447. I was a pitcher, in high school we made it
  3448.  
  3449. 803
  3450. 00:59:41,600 --> 00:59:43,159
  3451. to the semi-finals.
  3452.  
  3453. 804
  3454. 00:59:43,160 --> 00:59:47,662
  3455. I'm one pitch away from
  3456. making it to the finals.
  3457.  
  3458. 805
  3459. 00:59:47,663 --> 00:59:49,249
  3460. There's a man on second and
  3461. third, and what do I do?
  3462.  
  3463. 806
  3464. 00:59:49,250 --> 00:59:51,393
  3465. I throw a fast ball right down the middle,
  3466.  
  3467. 807
  3468. 00:59:53,140 --> 00:59:54,403
  3469. three run home run.
  3470.  
  3471. 808
  3472. 00:59:56,020 --> 00:59:59,529
  3473. I know it seems stupid, but in high school
  3474.  
  3475. 809
  3476. 00:59:59,530 --> 01:00:00,903
  3477. baseball was life.
  3478.  
  3479. 810
  3480. 01:00:01,780 --> 01:00:04,689
  3481. So the whole rest of the hour and a half
  3482.  
  3483. 811
  3484. 01:00:04,690 --> 01:00:06,629
  3485. all these people started coming up to me,
  3486.  
  3487. 812
  3488. 01:00:06,630 --> 01:00:09,079
  3489. telling me what a good
  3490. job I did, and how lucky
  3491.  
  3492. 813
  3493. 01:00:09,080 --> 01:00:11,373
  3494. this batter as that he hit a home run.
  3495.  
  3496. 814
  3497. 01:00:14,040 --> 01:00:15,553
  3498. I just wanted to be alone.
  3499.  
  3500. 815
  3501. 01:00:17,740 --> 01:00:20,589
  3502. Looking back on that day, right now,
  3503.  
  3504. 816
  3505. 01:00:20,590 --> 01:00:22,493
  3506. it seems like a utopia.
  3507.  
  3508. 817
  3509. 01:00:27,450 --> 01:00:28,733
  3510. Best day of my life.
  3511.  
  3512. 818
  3513. 01:00:33,809 --> 01:00:34,863
  3514. I guess I'll watch this.
  3515.  
  3516. 819
  3517. 01:00:37,160 --> 01:00:39,110
  3518. It'll at least give me something to do.
  3519.  
  3520. 820
  3521. 01:00:41,970 --> 01:00:44,639
  3522. - So Clayton we hope you're
  3523. having an amazing trip,
  3524.  
  3525. 821
  3526. 01:00:44,640 --> 01:00:46,929
  3527. and I hope you're
  3528. finding all of the things
  3529.  
  3530. 822
  3531. 01:00:46,930 --> 01:00:48,519
  3532. you were searching for.
  3533.  
  3534. 823
  3535. 01:00:48,520 --> 01:00:51,269
  3536. And we decided that after
  3537. our day of interviews
  3538.  
  3539. 824
  3540. 01:00:51,270 --> 01:00:52,819
  3541. there was something we wanted to tell you.
  3542.  
  3543. 825
  3544. 01:00:52,820 --> 01:00:53,929
  3545. - Mikaila's pregnant.
  3546.  
  3547. 826
  3548. 01:00:53,930 --> 01:00:54,763
  3549. - What no,
  3550.  
  3551. 827
  3552. 01:00:54,763 --> 01:00:55,720
  3553. I am not pregnant.
  3554. - With my child.
  3555.  
  3556. 828
  3557. 01:00:55,721 --> 01:00:56,919
  3558. - Hunter take this seriously.
  3559.  
  3560. 829
  3561. 01:00:56,920 --> 01:00:57,920
  3562. - Okay.
  3563.  
  3564. 830
  3565. 01:00:59,531 --> 01:01:00,819
  3566. We love you.
  3567.  
  3568. 831
  3569. 01:01:00,820 --> 01:01:01,653
  3570. Is that good?
  3571. - Yeah.
  3572.  
  3573. 832
  3574. 01:01:01,654 --> 01:01:03,096
  3575. That's it.
  3576.  
  3577. 833
  3578. 01:01:03,097 --> 01:01:04,099
  3579. That's it, we love you.
  3580.  
  3581. 834
  3582. 01:01:04,100 --> 01:01:07,279
  3583. And er, I've never met
  3584. someone as dedicated
  3585.  
  3586. 835
  3587. 01:01:07,280 --> 01:01:09,039
  3588. to making me laugh as you are.
  3589.  
  3590. 836
  3591. 01:01:09,040 --> 01:01:11,559
  3592. - Well, I, I wouldn't, don't lie to him,
  3593.  
  3594. 837
  3595. 01:01:11,560 --> 01:01:13,459
  3596. I mean he tries really hard,
  3597.  
  3598. 838
  3599. 01:01:13,460 --> 01:01:15,199
  3600. and that's what really counts.
  3601.  
  3602. 839
  3603. 01:01:15,200 --> 01:01:16,839
  3604. - No it's true, you do, you make me laugh.
  3605.  
  3606. 840
  3607. 01:01:16,840 --> 01:01:19,523
  3608. - You definitely try,
  3609. and that is so admirable.
  3610.  
  3611. 841
  3612. 01:01:20,690 --> 01:01:21,740
  3613. But anyway,
  3614.  
  3615. 842
  3616. 01:01:22,610 --> 01:01:24,319
  3617. we know you can come back
  3618. with something great.
  3619.  
  3620. 843
  3621. 01:01:24,320 --> 01:01:26,989
  3622. Um, we know how capable you
  3623. are, and we hope you do.
  3624.  
  3625. 844
  3626. 01:01:26,990 --> 01:01:28,649
  3627. Um, but...
  3628.  
  3629. 845
  3630. 01:01:28,650 --> 01:01:30,250
  3631. - We just want you to come home.
  3632.  
  3633. 846
  3634. 01:01:32,037 --> 01:01:33,499
  3635. - And to shave your
  3636. fucking depression beard.
  3637.  
  3638. 847
  3639. 01:01:33,500 --> 01:01:35,037
  3640. - Hunter.
  3641. - Yeah.
  3642.  
  3643. 848
  3644. 01:01:35,038 --> 01:01:37,563
  3645. - And one more thing.
  3646.  
  3647. 849
  3648. 01:01:39,780 --> 01:01:42,474
  3649. I just want this to be clear, all right,
  3650.  
  3651. 850
  3652. 01:01:42,475 --> 01:01:44,359
  3653. I would be perfectly happy with you and me
  3654.  
  3655. 851
  3656. 01:01:44,360 --> 01:01:46,209
  3657. just bullshitting through life
  3658.  
  3659. 852
  3660. 01:01:46,210 --> 01:01:48,873
  3661. if that was the only way to be us.
  3662.  
  3663. 853
  3664. 01:01:50,320 --> 01:01:51,320
  3665. I love you.
  3666.  
  3667. 854
  3668. 01:02:21,982 --> 01:02:25,565
  3669. - Well it's night four,
  3670. wish I wasn't here,
  3671.  
  3672. 855
  3673. 01:02:31,010 --> 01:02:32,113
  3674. wish I could go home.
  3675.  
  3676. 856
  3677. 01:02:34,000 --> 01:02:37,749
  3678. But I guess if I didn't feel this way
  3679.  
  3680. 857
  3681. 01:02:37,750 --> 01:02:40,433
  3682. then the experiment
  3683. would be a failure right?
  3684.  
  3685. 858
  3686. 01:02:46,120 --> 01:02:48,883
  3687. That has been happening all night.
  3688.  
  3689. 859
  3690. 01:02:50,680 --> 01:02:54,819
  3691. They're just marching in a giant circle.
  3692.  
  3693. 860
  3694. 01:02:54,820 --> 01:02:57,219
  3695. They, they never stop,
  3696. they're never close enough
  3697.  
  3698. 861
  3699. 01:02:57,220 --> 01:03:00,173
  3700. to be seen, it's fucking cruel.
  3701.  
  3702. 862
  3703. 01:03:04,890 --> 01:03:08,400
  3704. I'm just, I'm just trying to keep my mind
  3705.  
  3706. 863
  3707. 01:03:10,310 --> 01:03:11,883
  3708. busy you know.
  3709.  
  3710. 864
  3711. 01:03:13,390 --> 01:03:16,820
  3712. I'm scared to let my
  3713. mind become idle because
  3714.  
  3715. 865
  3716. 01:03:18,070 --> 01:03:19,663
  3717. it might not be mine again.
  3718.  
  3719. 866
  3720. 01:03:21,167 --> 01:03:22,823
  3721. I was wrong though, about fear.
  3722.  
  3723. 867
  3724. 01:03:33,640 --> 01:03:34,913
  3725. My new thoughts.
  3726.  
  3727. 868
  3728. 01:03:43,810 --> 01:03:48,810
  3729. Mr. Red Dot, my new thoughts are that fear
  3730.  
  3731. 869
  3732. 01:03:51,440 --> 01:03:53,163
  3733. is actually based in the mind.
  3734.  
  3735. 870
  3736. 01:03:54,840 --> 01:03:59,840
  3737. I mean what is scarier
  3738. then knowing your sanity
  3739.  
  3740. 871
  3741. 01:04:00,100 --> 01:04:01,543
  3742. is actually crumbling?
  3743.  
  3744. 872
  3745. 01:04:02,580 --> 01:04:05,139
  3746. I mean scarier then any
  3747. monster could ever be
  3748.  
  3749. 873
  3750. 01:04:05,140 --> 01:04:08,269
  3751. because if you were chased by a monster
  3752.  
  3753. 874
  3754. 01:04:08,270 --> 01:04:09,549
  3755. at least you can run.
  3756.  
  3757. 875
  3758. 01:04:09,550 --> 01:04:12,179
  3759. But whenever you are
  3760. insane you have nothing
  3761.  
  3762. 876
  3763. 01:04:12,180 --> 01:04:14,903
  3764. to believe in but your own thoughts.
  3765.  
  3766. 877
  3767. 01:04:16,970 --> 01:04:18,407
  3768. And they're lies.
  3769.  
  3770. 878
  3771. 01:04:21,091 --> 01:04:23,087
  3772. They're lies, they're not even real.
  3773.  
  3774. 879
  3775. 01:04:26,670 --> 01:04:28,430
  3776. So you're more then alone.
  3777.  
  3778. 880
  3779. 01:04:37,270 --> 01:04:40,513
  3780. The next obvious sound I hear,
  3781.  
  3782. 881
  3783. 01:04:42,000 --> 01:04:43,850
  3784. I'm gonna sprint straight towards it.
  3785.  
  3786. 882
  3787. 01:04:45,120 --> 01:04:46,233
  3788. I don't care anymore.
  3789.  
  3790. 883
  3791. 01:04:59,390 --> 01:05:00,390
  3792. Where are you?
  3793.  
  3794. 884
  3795. 01:05:06,489 --> 01:05:08,883
  3796. Stop it!
  3797.  
  3798. 885
  3799. 01:05:08,884 --> 01:05:10,551
  3800. Why won't... God.
  3801.  
  3802. 886
  3803. 01:05:37,569 --> 01:05:41,259
  3804. They only want me to finish the story.
  3805.  
  3806. 887
  3807. 01:05:41,260 --> 01:05:45,329
  3808. I know how.
  3809.  
  3810. 888
  3811. 01:05:45,330 --> 01:05:46,753
  3812. All the words are blurry.
  3813.  
  3814. 889
  3815. 01:05:49,600 --> 01:05:52,193
  3816. It's like my eyes won't uncross.
  3817.  
  3818. 890
  3819. 01:05:58,209 --> 01:06:01,009
  3820. But nothing, nothing is there.
  3821.  
  3822. 891
  3823. 01:06:01,010 --> 01:06:02,533
  3824. Nothing is there I know that.
  3825.  
  3826. 892
  3827. 01:06:03,947 --> 01:06:05,589
  3828. But they, they, that's all that they want,
  3829.  
  3830. 893
  3831. 01:06:05,590 --> 01:06:07,563
  3832. they just want me to finish the story.
  3833.  
  3834. 894
  3835. 01:06:10,610 --> 01:06:13,790
  3836. And I want too, I just, I don't know...
  3837.  
  3838. 895
  3839. 01:06:16,473 --> 01:06:17,513
  3840. I don't know if I'm ready.
  3841.  
  3842. 896
  3843. 01:06:30,837 --> 01:06:35,346
  3844. "Be strong and courageous,
  3845.  
  3846. 897
  3847. 01:06:35,347 --> 01:06:39,570
  3848. "do not be frightened
  3849. and do not be dismayed."
  3850.  
  3851. 898
  3852. 01:06:51,570 --> 01:06:52,570
  3853. But they wanted me.
  3854.  
  3855. 899
  3856. 01:06:56,690 --> 01:06:57,690
  3857. They wanted me.
  3858.  
  3859. 900
  3860. 01:07:20,929 --> 01:07:23,303
  3861. I don't think it would be
  3862. that bad to die in your sleep.
  3863.  
  3864. 901
  3865. 01:07:24,720 --> 01:07:26,887
  3866. No anticipation, no fear.
  3867.  
  3868. 902
  3869. 01:07:29,753 --> 01:07:30,836
  3870. Just the end.
  3871.  
  3872. 903
  3873. 01:07:42,467 --> 01:07:43,467
  3874. Shit!
  3875.  
  3876. 904
  3877. 01:07:48,628 --> 01:07:49,795
  3878. What the fuck?
  3879.  
  3880. 905
  3881. 01:07:52,228 --> 01:07:53,895
  3882. How did that just...
  3883.  
  3884. 906
  3885. 01:08:27,698 --> 01:08:28,781
  3886. What is this?
  3887.  
  3888. 907
  3889. 01:08:40,799 --> 01:08:44,132
  3890. "He who seeks good, will find good will.
  3891.  
  3892. 908
  3893. 01:08:45,275 --> 01:08:49,275
  3894. "But evil will come to
  3895. him who searches for it."
  3896.  
  3897. 909
  3898. 01:09:50,050 --> 01:09:51,063
  3899. I can't speak.
  3900.  
  3901. 910
  3902. 01:09:52,530 --> 01:09:54,717
  3903. Every time I do they get closer.
  3904.  
  3905. 911
  3906. 01:10:39,182 --> 01:10:40,849
  3907. Fuck, what the fuck.
  3908.  
  3909. 912
  3910. 01:10:41,758 --> 01:10:42,758
  3911. Fuck!
  3912.  
  3913. 913
  3914. 01:10:56,988 --> 01:10:57,988
  3915. Fuck, Fuck.
  3916.  
  3917. 914
  3918. 01:11:00,833 --> 01:11:01,833
  3919. Fuck.
  3920.  
  3921. 915
  3922. 01:11:08,875 --> 01:11:11,875
  3923. I pray I'll die in my sleep tonight.
  3924.  
  3925. 916
  3926. 01:11:12,833 --> 01:11:14,000
  3927. Where are you?
  3928.  
  3929. 917
  3930. 01:11:15,694 --> 01:11:17,111
  3931. Mikaila, Mikaila!
  3932.  
  3933. 918
  3934. 01:11:21,590 --> 01:11:25,723
  3935. I'm sorry dad, I could have
  3936. learned so much from you.
  3937.  
  3938. 919
  3939. 01:11:28,410 --> 01:11:31,880
  3940. You're a fucking superhero
  3941. and I hope you know that.
  3942.  
  3943. 920
  3944. 01:11:34,912 --> 01:11:37,412
  3945. Mikaila, I'm so sorry Mikaila.
  3946.  
  3947. 921
  3948. 01:11:38,993 --> 01:11:40,326
  3949. I don't wanna...
  3950.  
  3951. 922
  3952. 01:11:43,640 --> 01:11:45,389
  3953. My mind is my own.
  3954.  
  3955. 923
  3956. 01:11:45,390 --> 01:11:47,437
  3957. My mind is my own!
  3958.  
  3959. 924
  3960. 01:11:56,189 --> 01:11:57,689
  3961. My mind is my own.
  3962.  
  3963. 925
  3964. 01:11:59,612 --> 01:12:01,514
  3965. My mind is my own.
  3966.  
  3967. 926
  3968. 01:12:01,515 --> 01:12:03,015
  3969. My mind is my own.
  3970.  
  3971. 927
  3972. 01:12:17,137 --> 01:12:19,449
  3973. My, what the fuck!
  3974.  
  3975. 928
  3976. 01:12:19,450 --> 01:12:20,450
  3977. No!
  3978.  
  3979. 929
  3980. 01:12:23,330 --> 01:12:25,633
  3981. Leave me alone, no!
  3982.  
  3983. 930
  3984. 01:12:29,035 --> 01:12:30,035
  3985. My God.
  3986.  
  3987. 931
  3988. 01:12:33,254 --> 01:12:34,921
  3989. Just leave me alone!
  3990.  
  3991. 932
  3992. 01:12:36,240 --> 01:12:40,033
  3993. Here I was trying to write something dark,
  3994.  
  3995. 933
  3996. 01:12:41,650 --> 01:12:43,043
  3997. but I wasn't embracing it.
  3998.  
  3999. 934
  4000. 01:12:46,710 --> 01:12:47,710
  4001. But here it is.
  4002.  
  4003. 935
  4004. 01:12:49,280 --> 01:12:50,580
  4005. I hope they'll be pleased.
  4006.  
  4007. 936
  4008. 01:12:51,720 --> 01:12:54,669
  4009. My mind is my own, my mind is my own.
  4010.  
  4011. 937
  4012. 01:12:54,670 --> 01:12:55,933
  4013. My mind is my own.
  4014.  
  4015. 938
  4016. 01:12:59,370 --> 01:13:01,299
  4017. What happened here today,
  4018.  
  4019. 939
  4020. 01:13:01,300 --> 01:13:02,850
  4021. what will happen to me tonight,
  4022.  
  4023. 940
  4024. 01:13:04,210 --> 01:13:06,253
  4025. only those who pursue daily will know.
  4026.  
  4027. 941
  4028. 01:13:09,654 --> 01:13:12,147
  4029. My mind is my own, my mind is my own.
  4030.  
  4031. 942
  4032. 01:13:13,410 --> 01:13:15,203
  4033. My mind is my only truth.
  4034.  
  4035. 943
  4036. 01:13:16,530 --> 01:13:19,693
  4037. Only truth, 11:27.
  4038.  
  4039. 944
  4040. 01:13:20,590 --> 01:13:23,083
  4041. Only truth, 11:27.
  4042.  
  4043. 945
  4044. 01:13:50,040 --> 01:13:51,093
  4045. Where are you?
  4046.  
  4047. 946
  4048. 01:13:56,497 --> 01:13:58,330
  4049. What do you look like?
  4050.  
  4051. 947
  4052. 01:14:01,473 --> 01:14:03,056
  4053. Just show yourself.
  4054.  
  4055. 948
  4056. 01:14:07,910 --> 01:14:09,743
  4057. What do you look like?
  4058.  
  4059. 949
  4060. 01:14:15,217 --> 01:14:16,800
  4061. Just show yourself.
  4062.  
  4063. 950
  4064. 01:14:19,873 --> 01:14:21,540
  4065. Show yourself to me!
  4066.  
  4067. 951
  4068. 01:14:58,555 --> 01:14:59,555
  4069. - Clayton!
  4070.  
  4071. 952
  4072. 01:15:00,513 --> 01:15:02,079
  4073. Clayton!
  4074.  
  4075. 953
  4076. 01:15:02,080 --> 01:15:04,853
  4077. I looked for you.
  4078.  
  4079. 954
  4080. 01:15:04,854 --> 01:15:06,730
  4081. - Clayton!
  4082. - Clayton!
  4083.  
  4084. 955
  4085. 01:15:06,731 --> 01:15:09,648
  4086. - Clayton, where are you?
  4087. - Clayton.
  4088.  
  4089. 956
  4090. 01:15:11,451 --> 01:15:12,909
  4091. - He'd want us to finish it.
  4092.  
  4093. 957
  4094. 01:15:12,910 --> 01:15:14,143
  4095. Mak, I promise.
  4096.  
  4097. 958
  4098. 01:15:22,828 --> 01:15:24,411
  4099. We found the cabin.
  4100.  
  4101. 959
  4102. 01:15:25,450 --> 01:15:27,473
  4103. That he stayed at um,
  4104.  
  4105. 960
  4106. 01:15:29,600 --> 01:15:30,773
  4107. the third night.
  4108.  
  4109. 961
  4110. 01:15:34,320 --> 01:15:37,337
  4111. We still didn't find any sign of him.
  4112.  
  4113. 962
  4114. 01:15:39,090 --> 01:15:41,240
  4115. Your mind is just a fragile place
  4116.  
  4117. 963
  4118. 01:15:43,371 --> 01:15:44,721
  4119. when you don't have anyone.
  4120.  
  4121. 964
  4122. 01:15:50,353 --> 01:15:51,936
  4123. It's gonna be okay.
  4124.  
  4125. 965
  4126. 01:15:53,120 --> 01:15:54,683
  4127. - I want one thing to be said.
  4128.  
  4129. 966
  4130. 01:15:56,480 --> 01:16:00,433
  4131. He succeeded, he created something.
  4132.  
  4133. 967
  4134. 01:16:01,610 --> 01:16:02,713
  4135. It wasn't worth it,
  4136.  
  4137. 968
  4138. 01:16:04,090 --> 01:16:07,993
  4139. but his recordings said something.
  4140.  
  4141. 969
  4142. 01:16:10,060 --> 01:16:14,003
  4143. He thought his project
  4144. was about loneliness,
  4145.  
  4146. 970
  4147. 01:16:16,960 --> 01:16:17,960
  4148. it wasn't.
  4149.  
  4150. 971
  4151. 01:16:20,950 --> 01:16:21,950
  4152. - Can you say it?
  4153.  
  4154. 972
  4155. 01:16:27,190 --> 01:16:28,190
  4156. Please.
  4157.  
  4158. 973
  4159. 01:16:31,451 --> 01:16:33,583
  4160. - It was the first night I ever met him.
  4161.  
  4162. 974
  4163. 01:16:38,648 --> 01:16:40,565
  4164. He tried to ask me out,
  4165.  
  4166. 975
  4167. 01:16:42,300 --> 01:16:45,439
  4168. and after many failed attempts
  4169.  
  4170. 976
  4171. 01:16:45,440 --> 01:16:50,440
  4172. he finally said, "We live
  4173. in a messed up world,
  4174.  
  4175. 977
  4176. 01:16:51,817 --> 01:16:53,663
  4177. "full of messed up people.
  4178.  
  4179. 978
  4180. 01:16:56,537 --> 01:17:00,177
  4181. "So why take the chance
  4182. and go through it alone?"
  4183.  
  4184. 979
  4185. 01:17:05,480 --> 01:17:06,523
  4186. I said yes.
  4187.  
  4188. 980
  4189. 01:17:13,031 --> 01:17:15,031
  4190. I don't wanna say it but
  4191.  
  4192. 981
  4193. 01:17:17,040 --> 01:17:18,103
  4194. he's gone.
  4195.  
  4196. 982
  4197. 01:17:22,900 --> 01:17:23,900
  4198. He's gone,
  4199.  
  4200. 983
  4201. 01:17:26,620 --> 01:17:30,363
  4202. and I was here the whole time.
  4203.  
  4204. 984
  4205. 01:17:32,670 --> 01:17:36,283
  4206. - But is too much silence a bad thing?
  4207.  
  4208. 985
  4209. 01:17:38,270 --> 01:17:41,629
  4210. Are the mundane relationships that we keep
  4211.  
  4212. 986
  4213. 01:17:41,630 --> 01:17:43,783
  4214. the only things weaving us to sanity?
  4215.  
  4216. 987
  4217. 01:18:12,337 --> 01:18:16,941
  4218. ♪ There you go ♪
  4219.  
  4220. 988
  4221. 01:18:16,942 --> 01:18:21,916
  4222. ♪ You're calling out my name ♪
  4223.  
  4224. 989
  4225. 01:18:21,917 --> 01:18:26,477
  4226. ♪ You say don't be afraid ♪
  4227.  
  4228. 990
  4229. 01:18:26,478 --> 01:18:31,478
  4230. ♪ As if I had a choice to make ♪
  4231.  
  4232. 991
  4233. 01:18:32,298 --> 01:18:37,240
  4234. ♪ So I wait ♪
  4235.  
  4236. 992
  4237. 01:18:37,241 --> 01:18:41,960
  4238. ♪ For days and days and days ♪
  4239.  
  4240. 993
  4241. 01:18:41,961 --> 01:18:46,961
  4242. ♪ Drawing circles around my grave ♪
  4243.  
  4244. 994
  4245. 01:18:47,539 --> 01:18:51,818
  4246. ♪ And still you never show ♪
  4247.  
  4248. 995
  4249. 01:18:51,819 --> 01:18:56,819
  4250. ♪ Where were you, when the
  4251. world was spinning you, ♪
  4252.  
  4253. 996
  4254. 01:18:59,379 --> 01:19:04,379
  4255. ♪ When the devil came grinning, you ♪
  4256.  
  4257. 997
  4258. 01:19:04,556 --> 01:19:08,223
  4259. ♪ What have you been up too ♪
  4260.  
  4261. 998
  4262. 01:19:28,395 --> 01:19:33,395
  4263. ♪ So I die ♪
  4264.  
  4265. 999
  4266. 01:19:33,438 --> 01:19:38,248
  4267. ♪ Go way up in the sky ♪
  4268.  
  4269. 1000
  4270. 01:19:38,249 --> 01:19:43,249
  4271. ♪ Wanna give you a piece of my mind ♪
  4272.  
  4273. 1001
  4274. 01:19:43,710 --> 01:19:48,141
  4275. ♪ As I approach your throne ♪
  4276.  
  4277. 1002
  4278. 01:19:48,142 --> 01:19:53,142
  4279. ♪ Where were you when the
  4280. world was spinning, you ♪
  4281.  
  4282. 1003
  4283. 01:19:55,763 --> 01:20:00,763
  4284. ♪ When the devil came grinning, you ♪
  4285.  
  4286. 1004
  4287. 01:20:00,938 --> 01:20:04,629
  4288. ♪ What have you been up too ♪
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