I was too much involved in everything. Drama, helping people, being active in general. I got worked up. Furthermore I was playing tons of games and even if the first didn't affect the latter, I still felt I was more so playing for no purpose and just to waste time. I felt I had hit a brick wall where I couldn't get over skill-wise. Then I signed up for coaching. And while I got better again immediately after coaching, it just hit me one day. I just suddenly had no desire to be involved with any of the troubles anymore. I didn't want to play pokémon for hours a day to achieve nothing. The thing with gaming is, you never achieve anything that's worth it in "real life" terms. The only reason I game is for personal achievement, which I felt I started to lack.