MsLovelyL: thanks for the invite :p
Sucula: mhmm
Sucula: brb though
MsLovelyL: tyt
Sucula: back
Sucula: what do you need?
MsLovelyL: oh i just wanted to talk about joe..
MsLovelyL: nothing bad but i gather yall are good friends
Sucula: Yeah, what about him, hon?
MsLovelyL: Well we have been talking but sometimes i get the feeling hes embarrassed of me or something.
MsLovelyL: but i really like him
MsLovelyL: and was wondering if you couldv give me advice
Sucula: Well he's currently looking for a little
Sucula: And from what I saw, I guess you're one too?
MsLovelyL: Yes, sub/little
MsLovelyL: mostly sub
Sucula: And I saw you called him Daddy?
MsLovelyL: i did
Sucula: Is he your Daddy?
MsLovelyL: He tells me to call him that in pc, but after i did that he got mad and said i cant do that outside of pc until he collars me
MsLovelyL: ik you dont owe me favos
MsLovelyL: favors*
Sucula: Wait wait wait
MsLovelyL: but can this stay between us?
Sucula: Hold on, he asked you to do this
Sucula: F course
Sucula: Of*
MsLovelyL: do what?
Sucula: He asked you to call him Daddy
MsLovelyL: wait what
Sucula: Even though he knows you're not his little
MsLovelyL: yeah in pc only
Sucula: He shouldn't have asked you to call him that at all
Sucula: See , you came up and he said you wanted to be his bbg, and I told him it was disrespectful for someone who isn't your sub to have a title like that for you, but he asked you to call him Daddy?
Sucula: He shouldn't hear it in public or pc becaue you're not his. He shouldn't ask you to call him that
MsLovelyL: im sorry if i offended you..
Sucula: No I'm mad at him
Sucula: Not you
MsLovelyL: please dont be
MsLovelyL: i dont wanna cause problems
Sucula: If he asks you to call him that again in private, you say no, okay?
MsLovelyL: okays
Sucula: You won't, love trust me
MsLovelyL: can this stay between us though
MsLovelyL: /me looks at my lap and plays with my hands
Sucula: He's still learning and I keep telling him to do more research before he starts with littles and he doesn't seem to be listening
Sucula: Sweetie, it will
Sucula: I just don't want you to get hurt
MsLovelyL: Yeah, i just sometimes get the feeling he only wants me for pleasure.
Sucula: How much experience do you have as a sub, love?
MsLovelyL: Ive been a sub for a while.
Sucula: And he shouldn't make you give him a title he doesn't deserve yet
Sucula: Do you all only have sex and he asks for it during sex?
MsLovelyL: /me blushes and hides my face with my hands
MsLovelyL: we havent been intimate
MsLovelyL: but i have pleased him with my mouth
Sucula: Are you typically obedient with him?
MsLovelyL: Most of the time yes.
MsLovelyL: but he brought up that i dont listen.
MsLovelyL: which i do.
MsLovelyL: like today when i joined yalls chat
MsLovelyL: i told him i was going to
MsLovelyL: to meet his friends
MsLovelyL: but i didnt see his message that said not to
MsLovelyL: and he got angry with me.
MsLovelyL: and kept saying i dont listen
Sucula: You're welcome in my room anytime because it's a public room for people in the lifestyle
MsLovelyL: like acouple days ago he wanted me to please him with my mouth again
Sucula: If he tries to boot you for coming in, I'm unmodding him
MsLovelyL: which is why i get the feeling hes embarrassed or wants to keep me hidden
MsLovelyL: He said i cant meet his friends until im collared which i understand
MsLovelyL: but idk..
Sucula: No..no that's stupid
Sucula: I would want my friends to meet whoever I'm on trial with because they can point out red flags I don't quite see myself, you understand?
MsLovelyL: Yes, i understand.
MsLovelyL: I dont know what to do though
MsLovelyL: im getting mixed feelings from him
Sucula: I don't like this at all. not on your part though. Stop calling him Daddy.
MsLovelyL: Okays
Sucula: You tell him that he isn't treating you fairly
Sucula: Because there isn't any way in hell he should make you call him daddy in private to get his rocks off, but he won;t let you be with himin public
Sucula: him in*
Sucula: It sounds like you're supposed to be on trial
Sucula: And the whole point of being on trial is to live like you all are already in the ddlg relationship because you're testing the waters
MsLovelyL: Yeah...
MsLovelyL: :/
MsLovelyL: I like you.
MsLovelyL: you're nice
MsLovelyL: :p
Sucula: I just like watching out for fellow lifestylers
Sucula: You should not be this sad. He's inexperienced, but that's not an excuse
MsLovelyL: Yeah i understand.
MsLovelyL: Im kind of thinking me and him should hold off
MsLovelyL: he even gave me a rule list to follow.
MsLovelyL: but idk when we are gonna talk again
MsLovelyL: hes on every other day
Sucula: He gave you rules.. but won't..
MsLovelyL: sometimes we only talk for like 10 minutes then he leaves
Sucula: But he's giving you rules?
MsLovelyL: Yes
Sucula: Sweetie, if this is how he acts on trial, imagine him as your Daddy
MsLovelyL: Yeah...
MsLovelyL: /me sigh sadly
MsLovelyL: maybe we just arent a good match
Sucula: Nono
Sucula: This is not on you
Sucula: This is him taking advantage and using you as a guinea pig for his learning purposes. He shouldn't be establishing a relationship he clearly isn;t ready for
Sucula: isn't*
Sucula: He likes the cuteness of it and that's about all he understands.
MsLovelyL: Thank you for talking with me btw..
MsLovelyL: Yeah, i got that feeling
Sucula: Of course , love.
MsLovelyL: like the time i told you about
MsLovelyL: when he said to please him and i said i wasnt feeling it at the moment
MsLovelyL: he got super quiet after he said he was going to watch porn
MsLovelyL: and the just poofed
Sucula: ...nope
MsLovelyL: i felt bad
Sucula: I'm.. don't feel bad, baby. He's.. wow just trash
Sucula: My friend and I were training him and he's making us look fucking horrible
MsLovelyL: I dont think its yall...
MsLovelyL: i think its him moving too quickly into it
MsLovelyL: Wants to swim a marathon but hasnt even learned to swim
Sucula: Exactly
Sucula: He' not ready for any kind of D/s relationship at the moment
MsLovelyL: I should end it then
MsLovelyL: this hurts
Sucula: You need to. It's not healthy for you.
MsLovelyL: Thank you very much.
MsLovelyL: My name is Lauryn, btw
MsLovelyL: ntmu :p
Sucula: Youre welcome,Lauryn. I'm Deja.
MsLovelyL: pretty name
MsLovelyL: im scared to go back to your room
MsLovelyL: i made myself look stupid.
MsLovelyL: He ignored me when i came in..
Sucula: He's not there now
MsLovelyL: Okiees.
MsLovelyL: and can i ask you something else rq >.<
Sucula: Yeah, sure
MsLovelyL: what do you think of my avi?
Sucula: It's adorable, love
MsLovelyL: He said i should change my head and stuff, cause he doesnt like it.
MsLovelyL: was just wondering what other people thought
Sucula: ....
Sucula: Babygirl, you're perfect
Sucula: He shouldn't be commenting on other people's avi
MsLovelyL: To think i was gonna change for him...
MsLovelyL: wow im stupid
MsLovelyL: lol
Sucula: No you're not, love. He's stupid
MsLovelyL: lol
MsLovelyL: yeah
MsLovelyL: hes stupid -.-
Sucula: Very much so
MsLovelyL: Thank you again for helping me
MsLovelyL: You dont know how grateful i am
Sucula: It's as if when one says no he tries for the next one.
Sucula: He's been harassing my friend as well
MsLovelyL: ohs..
Sucula: I'm not gonna have a talk about YOU with him, but we're having a talk
Sucula: Because this is bullshit
MsLovelyL: Okays... Im sorry if it causes problems or anything..
Sucula: She denied him as well.
Sucula: Oh no it won't
Sucula: Idc about my relationship with him, I care more about the next girl this might happen to
MsLovelyL: You're very sweet
Sucula: I've just been abused and abandoned by too many "Daddie"
Sucula: Daddies*
Sucula: other girls don't need that
MsLovelyL: yeah same here...
MsLovelyL: i kept thinking im not little material
Sucula: Don't ever make someone make you think that
Sucula: He told me you were one of those girls who just calls guys Daddy all willy nilly
MsLovelyL: He asked me to...
MsLovelyL: wow
Sucula: well I know that now, but I'm letting you know how much a piece of shit he is
MsLovelyL: Im lowkey super sad rn..
MsLovelyL: lol
MsLovelyL: thank you for telling me
Sucula: Be sad and mourn as much as you need to
Sucula: It's okay to be sad
Sucula: But don't feel worthless or like this is on you
MsLovelyL: thank you...
MsLovelyL: i need to relogg
MsLovelyL: inv me back in a few?
Sucula: okay hon