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ph demotion is not my fault and here's why

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  1. supreeeYesterday at 8:45 PM
  2. well im back
  3. and i think i have to give my input on the old shark demotion
  4. Weurseuk BéyYesterday at 8:46 PM
  5. Wb
  6. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 8:46 PM
  7. huh?
  8. supreeeYesterday at 8:46 PM
  9. whenever i get infracted for something, i usually admit my own fault to it, like i usually have a knee jerk reaction
  10. but then i realize that it was my own fault
  11. case in point krooks ban where i thought they were waiting for bias ban but it was a really bad thing to say
  12. but this is the only time where i come to the conclusion that it's not my fault
  13. so here's what happened
  14. so you saw that i made that really self deprecating goodbye message in the discord right?
  15. that wasnt because of the demote, even tho just the demote would really suck
  16. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 8:48 PM
  17. yes
  18. Weurseuk BéyYesterday at 8:48 PM
  19. Ye
  20. supreeeYesterday at 8:48 PM
  21. it was two things
  22. so before i get into this i wanna explain something
  23. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 8:48 PM
  24. ok
  25. go ahead
  26. supreeeYesterday at 8:48 PM
  27. my self esteem irl is actually really low and not like how i act here, i mostly act like that to disguise my real self esteem to myself
  28. but if someone i think is cool like insults me or something, i'll have a panic attack and then ill be in a really bad mood the rest of the day
  29. so now on to the two things
  30. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 8:49 PM
  31. shit talk them back
  32. I can train u
  33. I shit talked cenane
  34. supreeeYesterday at 8:49 PM
  35. no like
  36. if i think its bad ill just like be really sad
  37. and not answer
  38. ok so the first thing that made it bad was the fact that ransei basically told me in pms "you're a piece of shit here's your demote" and that everyone in krooks discord came to watch
  39. which was so crushing cause i was having that self hatred attack and it made it a million times worse
  40. Weurseuk BéyYesterday at 8:51 PM
  41. :(
  42. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 8:51 PM
  43. Ransei's going down
  44. supreeeYesterday at 8:51 PM
  45. and then the second one, which i came to realize today, is that all the points for my demotion were total delusional bullshit
  46. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 8:51 PM
  47. he gonna get
  49. supreeeYesterday at 8:51 PM
  50. and after some self reflection i am convinced it's because there is a good group of the staff that doesnt like me
  51. like they really dont
  52. so lets break this down
  54. ...
  56. supreeeYesterday at 8:53 PM
  57. so because i have humor that can come across as really pointed, and i do it a lot, and i don't point out when it's sarcastic, it has created a negative impression on a bunch of staff
  59. ...
  61. supreeeYesterday at 8:53 PM
  62. because of this negative impression, they have all decided they dont want me as staff
  63. from discord
  65. ...
  67. supreeeYesterday at 8:54 PM
  68. so they dont want me as staff
  69. i think ransei is also included in this group
  70. i get the impression he doesnt like me
  71. so anyways they scrounge my ph record for all of the antagonizing evidence they can find
  72. the evidence pile, consisting of unrelated stuff, bias, straight up lies, and out of context stuff can justify at most an hour mute
  73. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 8:55 PM
  74. pokemon is dirty
  75. supreeeYesterday at 8:56 PM
  76. so once the krooks ban came along, something else that's unrelated, they decided they had enough evidence to go through with the plan
  77. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 8:56 PM
  78. like the staff
  79. just make an alt
  80. supreeeYesterday at 8:57 PM
  81. they didn't have nearly enough, but because of my self hatred panic attack cause i thought ransei was a really cool person i really thought it was unarguable and i believed all of it
  82. so thats what led to the message
  83. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 8:57 PM
  84. hmmmmm
  85. supreeeYesterday at 8:57 PM
  86. the reason why i come to the conclusion of it being not enough evidence is because
  87. i'll show you what was said to me
  89. ...
  91. supreeeYesterday at 9:02 PM
  92. ok so i have compiled all of the evidence
  93. and why it is wrong
  94. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 9:02 PM
  95. ok
  96. supreeeYesterday at 9:02 PM
  97. so here what was said to me
  98. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 9:02 PM
  100. supreeeYesterday at 9:02 PM
  101. - i say inappropriate things (this is the only thing that is actually solid, i do tend to say inappropriate things sometimes and again i usually dont clarify the joke, but it's not enough)
  102. - i'm rude to new players (which is a lie because i always help them and build new teams for them and make resources for them, like what?)
  103. - i'm immature (the one thing he had on this was cause when one of the staff left i made a joke on "how could you leave me out of the shoutouts" and didnt clarify it, so it made me look like a really bad person)
  104. - i said "hey pokevana you have titties" in a back and forth in ag chat (this is unrelated, was taken super out of context, was blown way out of proportion (pokevana wasnt even offended, because everyone knew that it was a joke and part of the back and forth) and on top of that it was literally a month ago)
  105. - krooks ban (its unrelated and i already got the punishment i deserved)
  106. Gordon RamseyYesterday at 9:03 PM
  107. Lol
  108. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 9:03 PM
  109. o
  110. supreeeYesterday at 9:03 PM
  111. the rude to new people really caught me off guard because im super nice to new players
  112. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 9:03 PM
  113. so what happened
  114. like the krook ban and
  115. supreeeYesterday at 9:03 PM
  116. the krook ban and that demote
  117. and then nothing else
  118. the real problem was i believed this all as fact
  119. Gordon RamseyYesterday at 9:03 PM
  120. Me want invite
  121. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 9:03 PM
  122. what did the poke guys who should go get a job do to u
  123. JerryYesterday at 9:03 PM
  124. wait
  125. supree
  126. supreeeYesterday at 9:03 PM
  127. because of my self esteem dropping so bad
  129. ...
  131. supreeeYesterday at 9:04 PM
  132. the whole thing when you look at it is utter delusion
  133. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 9:04 PM
  134. who cares
  135. let em gth
  136. supreeeYesterday at 9:04 PM
  137. dude i care
  138. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 9:04 PM
  139. shit talk em it feels good
  140. supreeeYesterday at 9:04 PM
  141. i really like playing ph
  142. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 9:04 PM
  143. its pokemon
  144. JerryYesterday at 9:04 PM
  145. that sucks
  146. supreeeYesterday at 9:04 PM
  147. BUT
  148. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 9:04 PM
  149. oh
  150. supreeeYesterday at 9:04 PM
  151. there is one thing that gets them from this
  152. JerryYesterday at 9:04 PM
  153. for you
  154. dude
  155. supreee
  156. you should tell other people
  157. about your problems
  158. Weurseuk BéyYesterday at 9:05 PM
  159. That's what he's doing
  160. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 9:05 PM
  161. like ur parents
  162. supreeeYesterday at 9:05 PM
  163. i was by far the most active contributor in the forums, chat and discord
  164. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 9:05 PM
  165. they will do something bout it
  166. Weurseuk BéyYesterday at 9:05 PM
  167. Agreed
  168. supreeeYesterday at 9:05 PM
  169. pumping out new teams resources and posts all the time
  170. Parin_PlayzYesterday at 9:05 PM
  171. agreed
  172. supreeeYesterday at 9:05 PM
  173. without me ph is gonna drop dead in activity
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