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- Tes: Hanging out with Mikes friends?
- me: Im home.
- Tes: Yes but overall. Are you still hoping you are getting back together?
- Me: Their my friend too lol
- Tes: Oh right
- Me: After three years you can consider them as own friends i think. And yes, I still love him and I think i will for a long while.
- Im still flabbergasted and see a future with him. But the feeling of hope is slipping away real fast so im just pushing forward.
- Its just a weird feeling that one moment he wants to get married and now he pushes me away. But if i hang out with people he knows and hes there
- i just say hi and let him do his thing and i do my thing and dont bother him. It doesnt have to be difficult
- Tes: I just think its weird if you still hang out with his friends but thats just me
- me: Well i dont think its that weird considering i have bonded with some of them. Then is weird if i just suddenly drop them
- Tes: Oh right. Well you make the rules.
- Me: I didnt know there were rules for this? You cant expect me to stay away from everything because my ex is somewhere there
- If people invite me over to do stuff i will go, because clearly they see me as a friend and want me there too.
- Tes: Its not up to me. I find it weird i never seen you with his friends
- Me: I go there alot but okay
- Tes: You dont have to explain yourself
- Me: Im just gonna do what i want. Do you find it weird i still talk to you?
- Tes: I have the feeling you are scared to lose me to Mike
- Me: What do you mean? You can be friends with both, thats not an issue
- Tes: Yeah but when im with you you talk alot about Mike and i talk to him alot so i dont want trouble
- Me: Yeah so. I just needed people to talk to, and i didnt want to talk about mike now
- Tes: Yeah but seriously thats the only thing we spoke about and i dont know if we have alot to share
- Me: Well i just like you as a personand would like to stay friends. Im done with talking about him
- Tes: It seems like you only need me to tak about him
- Me: Well. No. Because before we broke up we talked alot about other shit too
- Tes: yes but drunk
- Me: I just want good people around me
- Tes: Yeah but i dont wanna hear bad talk about mike
- Me: Well me neither
- Tes: And now i see you hanging out with his friends like you are doing it on purpose
- Me: Dude, ive been doing that for 3 years
- Tes: Not that it bothers me. Or Mike. But in the first place you were hanging out with Mike (NO FUCKING SHIT JESUS TES)
- Me: Yeah, well, on a certain point mike quitted hanging out with them, but when we were together there has been alot of tmes i went to
- them myself while he was home. Its not a big deal.
- Tes: But it seems like it
- Me: I dont do shit on purpose, i just wanna have a good time, and when people ask me out, i go. I dont wanna give the impression i do shit
- on purpose. I just do fun things for me
- Tes: Yeah sellfish. You should be
- Me: And for them
- Tes: But they are still his friends
- Me: Yes! And mine! Else they wouldnt invite me over
- Tes: Ah right
- Me: Can we stop this discussion now?
- Tes: Its not a discussion im just saying what i see lol
- Me: Its all not that bad hun
- Tes: Maybe its a good idea to keep some distance from his friends. But thats just me
- Me: Listen tes, dont worry about this. I really like you, i get what you are trying to say but leave it alone. I dont want drama, i dont want
- to talk about Mike, i just want to have a good time. I know the past couple of weeks i have been talking about him and me a lot and thats
- how i process and i get that for some people its annoying
- Tes: Well. I just think youre being weird.
- Me: If you wanna hangout sometime just hit me up ill leave it to you
- Tes: I dont want to.
- Me: Can i ask why not
- Tes: Because i have the impression you only reason why you hang out with his friends and me is to get closer yo him
- Me: Wow. Well sorry
- Tes: Oh you dont hae to say sorryy thats just how i see it
- Me: Fun.
- Tes: Well you arent denying it
- Me: Jesus thats what im doing to whole time here? "I dont wanna talk about mike" "I want to be friends because i like you"
- Tes: okayu fine then ill leave it
- Me: I hang out with you without muike being there, I dont give a shit if someone hangs out with him or not I just want you there as a friend.
- But hey, how am i gonna convince you? because then im suddenly more desperate. So basically everything i do is wrong and you'll probably
- have that feeling wether i talk about him for once or not.
- Tes: Yeah i dont know i dont wanna stand in between and thats whats happening wether its because of you or not
- Me: If you were standing between i would have constantly asked "What are you guys talking about" "Where is he" "are you guys fucking" "Did you
- see him" Jesus christ Tes what to you expect of me. I know im crazy nut im not fucking mental.
- tes: Calm down
- Me: I just dont wanna lose my friends. And you piss me off thinking of me like that
- Tes: I just dont want to be a puppet that gets ynked and has to choose a side
- Me: Well, you dont have to choose a side. You can have both you know.
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