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OK so this is probably gonna be weird 2 bring up but it was on my mind and idk i know its like ,,, yeah

so uh

at the con yeah i jus….. i feel like i should apologize for being like, really bad at everything nsjkgnfjknh

i just kinda… laid there and i feel like i said stupid things

and especially w kissing… its like. i did it and was like “oh god im horrible at this” so i just didnt ngjkfdnhjfk

i know its weird and probably dumb to apologize but like u were doing all the work and i was just laying there half dead cuz i didnt know what to do… sO YEA SORRY ABT THAT… its probably weird to be thinking abt it  and idk how to word it without making this even more awkward honestly

i dont wanna make you uncomfortable ngfkdhnjk

but yea… if there is a next time and if not thats totally ok cuz we can hang out and just chill of course. but IF. there is or smth. i will… try to be better about things. and not lay there. and if not well, im sorry the only time it happened was sucky for you since i was a dead mab nhfdjkhndfjkh

yeah

i hope u dont feel awkward or uncomfortable aaa