JustaLittleInsane06/03/2019
Here is your anniversary present. Don't read this until it's the 10th. I’m gonna talk about why I love you it may be a bit long is all. Let’s see I love you because of how you carry yourself. I love how patient you are. I love the fact you love black too. I like how we have similar tastes. Like I love memories we have together. I just get so happy thinking of you. Did you know your ALWAYS on my mind. There is literally no way I can not think of you. I think of you when I wake and when I go to bed. You treat me like no one ever has in my life. You give me care, guidance and the love I have always craved. For me to be honest the worst thing I can imagine in my life is not having you. You are literally what makes me want to stay alive in life. You keep me living and breathing. I want you to always be mine. I love the fact we will one day live together. I like how I can turn you on and I love the way you tease me. It’s fun but embarrassing. I am so happy you trusted me enough to show me a photo of yourself. That literally made me truly trust that you will always be mine and that you will ALWAYS love me. I will ALWAYS love you. I don’t want anyone else in my life. You complete me if there are such things as soul mates. Then I found mine and it’s you my dear Waffle. Everything you do makes me smile. Small things I remember or what you say can keep me smiling for days to weeks. The only thing I want in my life is to be with you.
Your sense of humour is terribly amazing. I love how you love my super corny and crappy jokes. I love how you are 6 years older then me, that your taller then me and stronger. It’s literally three important things in a relationship for me. Because then I feel safe and that you are more dominant then me. Did you know alot of what you can say will affect me and turn me on? It’s rather easy for you to turn me on and it’s a bit embarrassing. I can’t wait to one day feel your skin, breathe in your scent and just be able to kiss you. It’s a wonderful thought and I can’t wait for that one day. I’m glad we are finally real life. I love how clingy you are when we can talk. I love your soul. I love you for who. It’s what I want is you. You make me feel happier then I have ever felt in my life. I love how you love penguins I love them too. Everything about you makes me love you. I hope you never forget I NEVER WANT YOU TO LEAVE. Ever that is literally the worst nightmare I would live in my life is to be without you. I want you I love you I need you. Your just so amazing. You light up a room with a smile. You light up my soul. I love when you start rambling on about your day. It’s so adorable and comforting when you open up to me llike that. I hope you realize you mean more to me then anything in my life. I’d give up every friend I had just to be with you. I’ll do anything to keep us together and happy. All I need in my life is you. I hope you realize just how much I want you. I hope you realize I will NEVER leave you. Im your loyal little baby doll after all. You know everything about me. More than anyone has ever known about me. I have put down all my walls for you. I don’t want secrets between us ever. You my everything. You are what keeps me breathing and alive each day. I can keep my thoughts at bay knowing I have you in life.
I will always love and want. I’ll always be happy by your side. No matter what I say or do remember this. I promise I will ALWAYS love you. I promise I will never leave you. I promise I will ALWAYS want you. I promise I will always be yours in life. No matter what I hope you know just how much I love you. I find it funny how you know how to drink booze faster with a straw makes me giggle. I use it at times. But I’m fully sobering up now for you. But this is my anniversary present is listing what I love about you. You love giraffes im a bit scared of them. Youd have to drag me to the zoo to even look at them and I may spaz out. I love how much you care. You always think of me before yourself. I wish you could see what I see. I see a wonderful man that I am happy to spend the rest of my life with. I can see us growing old together. I am so happy with you. You are literally everything I could ever want in someone. I’m glad that you are who is chosen to be in my life forever. I’ll forever be grateful to have you in my life. I love you so much. I’ll always love you. Also your really fucking handsome. I saw that photo and was tottally taken aback from shock and the fact your really fucking handsome and fucking hot as hell. You literally have everything I could ever want. And I’m glad to have you always.
JustaLittleInsane06/03/2019
I don't care if we don't talk much. What I have always cared about is just knowing your safe and sound. That's all that matters is your safe and happy. I honestly love your jokes still alot. I rememeber the fucking glitter every where even the cow. That sentence made me laugh so much. I loved our first voice call. It was cute how you raged at the fact it was a shut off then on. I saved alot of our conversations that dont have private stuff into a folder on my imvu photo albums. Just you waited 2 months for me. I LOVE KNOWING THAT. It shows just how much you love me. I love you too. Your the only thing that makes me truly happy in life. I fucking love how possesive you get if someone tries to even touch a hair on me. Your love  for you family is wonderful too. I'm so happy to see how much you love your mom and when you chat about her you glow up a bit. It's so sweet. I love that in when you were in the mental hospital you still reffered to me as yours. It made me so happy. I'm just grateful to have you as mine. I'll be here always for you. I'm never leaving. This is everything that I need in life is you. That's all I need. Your just so kind and loving and always here for me.
Happy early anniversary. Though this is meant to be read on the 10th. I can't wait for you read this :smile:
oh the main thing i ever talk about to friends is honestly you. I babble on for hours about you and how wonderful you are. I babble about how much I love you. I babble about stuff we have done together and just. I tend to with new people as a self defense talk about you non stop. Every one of my friends knows about you. And if they havent when they visit they learn. I just don't shut up about you. I swear I drive them nuts from how much I talk about you honestly. XDD I love you I may keep adding on until the 10th happy littles memories and things I like about you since it's what the present is. The present is me talking about how much I love you and how you make me happy and what I love about you. :heart:
JustaLittleInsane06/03/2019
If we can have a date night on the 10th or hopefully later on we can plan a day. I want us to either rabbit and I voice call. Or I voicecall and screen share and you help me pick out items I plan to buy later on. That would be fun. :heart:
JustaLittleInsane06/04/2019
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLCyLR578QrJhNlMDAN5oVzM_pn2uwglT2 here this is a list i have compiled over a month or two. It's just songs that remind me of us. And I thought you would like to listen to it. ^^
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Ramentic - YouTube

JustaLittleInsane06/06/2019
i love you. your like a god to me. i always feel out of your league. im so grateful to have you. you keep me together your are the biggest string keeping my soul to this life. you never understand just how much i want you. how much i need you. because i cant see a life without you. the utter thought of me losing you to someone else frightens me fully. i may get upset at times but i will NEVER EVER want to leave. no matter what happens. no matter the small spats we have. i will always want you. you keep me alive. i think i told you but before i met you. i was actually trying to figure out a good day and method to kill myself. then i met you. when i met you i felt the feeling of wanting to die disappear with you around.  when we got together the small strings hat attatched to my heart grew into the anchor in my soul. you sewed all the holes in my heart back together. i always want and need you. ill always fight to keep you as mine. im unsure how well you understand this  but you literally are the reasons my full emotions are back in swing. you are the reason why im alive to this day. every day i fall more and more in love with you. you make me sane. you make me happy.. i wish i knew the words to say this. but for me. you are my other half. you are what makes me whole. you complete me. if you leave the puzzle pieces that were missing leave with you. i dont care about anyone else. and a life without you is a life i dont want to be in. you breathed life back into me. you keep me alive you make me happy and grateful each day that you waited and that you chose me. the fact you want me you never yell you have only ever thought of me every time no matter what. even you trying to leave recently you only thoughts of my feeings and not your own. but please i just wish you could understand just how much you mean to me and just what i need in my life. your what i crave and need.
i cant wait to one day live with you and finally touch you. you literally showed me what true joy is i never felt such joy in my life before you. i hope you know i always will choose you every time. and ill keep choosing you for the rest of my life. your everything. you are my world. in a heart beat i would take a bullet for you. wouldnt give a second thought. i want your happiness and mine combined. id help you hide a body if fucking needed. id kill someone if needed for you truly. ill do anything for you because your my everything and i hope know just how special you are to. your my shining star. and everything i have ever wanted or needed... as long as your mine and as long as im yours my life will be fully complete.
JustaLittleInsane06/06/2019
I hope this was a nice present for you. I tried my best explain how much i truly and deeply love you. how much i need you. :heart:
Oh I hope you really really really dont say no to this. I bought us a marraige package on imvu. I hope that you accept it. It'll mean the world to me if you do accept it. I love you so much my dear Waffle.