alannah05/13/2019
okay
can i tell u smth
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
ya
alannah05/13/2019
you can’t ever bring it up to anyone
not even telana
you can’t even say it to her
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
is it that serious
alannah05/13/2019
matter fact ima delete it after you read it
yes it’s that serious
you can have my approval
but
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
you dont have to tell me then LOL
alannah05/13/2019
BRO
I
IM SO CONFLICTED
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
??
alannah05/13/2019
do you know chris
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
no
alannah05/13/2019
o
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
her league status?
alannah05/13/2019
yeah man
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
she likes him?
alannah05/13/2019
that’s her man
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
wtf
WTF
alannah05/13/2019
SEE
I TOLD U
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
WHAT
alannah05/13/2019
DONT SAY ANYTHING
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
but like
alannah05/13/2019
ITS COMPLICATED
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
WHAT
alannah05/13/2019
THEYRE ON LIKE BREAK
but she loves him
hey
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
fuck do i slowly back off
alannah05/13/2019
soccer has a goalie doesn’t mean you can’t score amirite
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
dang i really crushed on her
nah i respect my man
and if she loves him i shouldnt do anything
alannah05/13/2019
damn you’re too cute 🥺
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
i dont want her to cheat or anything
wouldnt be the first time
alannah05/13/2019
OMG
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
ahh my heart tho
alannah05/13/2019
I JUST WANNA
PAT YOUR HEAD AND HUG YOU
CMERE
MAMBA AND I WILL CUDDLE YOU
🥺
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
LOL
but why she like
flirting and stuff w me
??
alannah05/13/2019
maybe she likes you
i have no clue
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
ok so moto moto likes me
why didnt she mention Chris
bagahgsgauaio
wtf
alannah05/13/2019
she told me that chris and her were on break and that they said they wouldn’t get w anyone
but idk
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
how long has it been??
why r they on break
alannah05/13/2019
about a week
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
wtf
WRD
LITERALLY MY TIMING IS TOO PERFECT
alannah05/13/2019
hmmmm telana started dating him rlly quickly which isn’t really what she usually does
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
o
when they meet
alannah05/13/2019
i think they just clashed bc they didn’t know each other as well as they thought
fuh idk like jan ?
and dated since feb?
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
edate?
alannah05/13/2019
yessir
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
o
alannah05/13/2019
chris is in canada
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
not too serious then
lmao
i dont wanna cuck my man but
alannah05/13/2019
idk they sent each other gifts
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
he has no chance if in canada
alannah05/13/2019
i think chris sent her a sex toy too
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
wow
but she doesnt use it??
alannah05/13/2019
IDK I SAID I THINK
she showed me that he sent her one but idk if she got him to cancel the order
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
mmm i dont want to lose telana as a friend at the least
alannah05/13/2019
bc telanas mom is rlly close w her and she would wanna see what the package was lol
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
but all of this
im conflicted
alannah05/13/2019
score or run
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
i usually never even fall for egirls too
I DONT KNOW
:(
alannah05/13/2019
:frowning:
this is your real life kdrama
SECOND LEAD SYNDROME
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
LOL
alannah05/13/2019
KOREABOO BACK AT IT
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
she tells me im funny all the time and i keep making her laugh and stuff
and how she thinks im so cute and all that
but chris and stuff
alannah05/13/2019
she dated chris bc hes funny too
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
so idk if its like a lie and stuff
alannah05/13/2019
but that man says the n word
i don’t like him
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
is he funny
alannah05/13/2019
yes
but not when he says the n word
i lose all respect so fast
i bully him
sort of like i did w you
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
well ill step off i guess
best choice of action
alannah05/13/2019
but at least you took it lightheartedly
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
did he not
bantering is fun
alannah05/13/2019
he’s insecure
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
yike
alannah05/13/2019
and like
compulsively depressed
???? does that make any sense
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
like also idk if i wanna date telana if she going to flirt with other guys like she is with me
wait depressed but funny
wat
alannah05/13/2019
selective to what advice he takes and etc
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
odd combo
and ye i understand
man i dont know how to feel, me and her were really going to call tomrw night too
alannah05/13/2019
you can still be friends with her
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
yeah of course
alannah05/13/2019
just don’t feel obligated to feel committed to her
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
but i think i genuinely had a crush w her so its tough feelings
i even explained to her idk if i should open my heart to her
cause i was always hurt in my relationships and im afraid getting into another one would repeat the same process, but i couldnt help falling for her
yknow
alannah05/13/2019
AWE MY WITTLE BWABY
🥺
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
yeah so mixed feelings
alannah05/13/2019
i hope you know i am here for you !!!!
i will love you like you’re my SON
🥺❤️
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
do i subtley ask about her league status
lile whos chris
like
alannah05/13/2019
yes but maybe tomorrow ?
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
ok sounds good
alannah05/13/2019
you should try and sleeeeeep
did you even eat dinner !!!!!
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
what if she says only a friend or something, is she the type of person to hide stuff
why tf u asking this at 4 am LOL
why r u up??
my class is at 11
alannah05/13/2019
if she feels a need to then yes
but hopefully she tells you the truth
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
mm i see
alannah05/13/2019
tbh i have to wake up in like 3 hours
: )
crackhead hours hittin hard
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
imagine being in high school
remind me to ask her about chris later please
regarding her league status
alannah05/13/2019
i have ap calc test on tuesday too
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
wow ok sweaty
alannah05/13/2019
SWEATY
ur sweaty
boys r always sweaty
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
:pensive:
alannah05/13/2019
ALSO
WAS UR JEAN JACKET A SHERPA
IVE BEEN MEANING TO LOOK FOR A GOOD ONE FOR MAMBA ):
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
ye it is
alannah05/13/2019
what brand ?? it looked cute
🥺
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B07H29THTS?psc=1&ref=ppx_pop_mob_b_asin_title
alannah05/13/2019
omg
mwah
i luv u
thank you :heart:
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
ty for the info on telana LOL
im just conflicted now
alannah05/13/2019
yes i just didn’t wanna see you get hurt bc you’re so cute and sweet 🥺
mamba as well
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
o he knows too?
alannah05/13/2019
mambas trying to get chris’ insight on what’s going on from his prospective
yeah he’s superrr nice
you can always msg him too !
we are both here for you :heart:
even if you’re stealing him from me
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
i asked telana if she liked me and she said not yet, if we keep talking she will, she has a crush on me
alannah05/13/2019
smh my head
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
LOL
i asked her what did she like and she said personality and how im funny and looks and all that
and idk if theyre fake words
aaa
alannah05/13/2019
they’re not fake words
she means everything she says
but she still has chris holding her back
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
that's even worse aaaaaahhh
alannah05/13/2019
zzzzzz
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
does she even geuninely like him
alannah05/13/2019
telana pulled this on me w some other guy too
yes she loves chris
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
did she talk about me
and wtd
what happened to that guy
alannah05/13/2019
but telanas supposed to be my bff rite
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
did u talk to him too
alannah05/13/2019
but she left me bc she liked my abuser
zzzzzzzzz
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
wait what
alannah05/13/2019
she came back like a week later asking to be friends again
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
wtf
alannah05/13/2019
and i was like sigh
i guess
idk man
she left me in a pretty shit condition
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
r u telling me shes yikes
alannah05/13/2019
i had to throw everything away and build myself up again
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
r u ok now
alannah05/13/2019
made completely new friends and everything
n she kept asking me to introduce her to all of my new friends
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
is chris in ur server
alannah05/13/2019
and i was like .......... idk
yes he is
and yes i’m okay now
ty for asking bb
idunno
telana has
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
yikes
i shouldnt be flirting with her on ur server then
alannah05/13/2019
obsessive compulsive disorder AND borderline personality disorder
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
does she?
alannah05/13/2019
wow i should’ve been a psych major
that’s how she acts
she has to be #1 in everyone’s life
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
how does it affect her
oh
alannah05/13/2019
if she feels inferior or any less she’ll split on that person
and make it so that it’s their fault
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
mm
alannah05/13/2019
and make them feel bad for not putting her first
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
why are you still friends w her?
alannah05/13/2019
you know
lately
i’ve been asking myself the same thing
but
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
has this only happened lately?
alannah05/13/2019
i think it’s just for old times sake that i’m still holding on
that i’ve noticed yes
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
all this hidden lore
alannah05/13/2019
but i was also blindly in love with her before
and that might’ve been like three years ago but
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
like legit
alannah05/13/2019
she threw me off
because
she liked the attention she was getting from some other ppl more
so i just broke up w her
lol
i could never get any alone time w her
someone else always had to come along
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
in my case, like what im giving to her while shes on break
alannah05/13/2019
she’s just a sucker for attention
kind of yes
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
ah man
why does she love Chris
why were they in a fight or on break even
alannah05/13/2019
probably only because he’s funny or she thinks he’s cute
but he’s also rlly compulsive
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
someone who loves attention from everyone shouldnt be cuffed
alannah05/13/2019
they’re on break because chris is hard headed
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
what he do
alannah05/13/2019
and telana tries to explain to him what needs to be fixed but he doesn’t change
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
mmm
alannah05/13/2019
idk how to explain it
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
so why dont they just break up if he wont change
alannah05/13/2019
he’s like ???? emotionally manipulative almost
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
in what way
alannah05/13/2019
+ he says the n word ???? but he’s full filipino and telanas like 25% jamaican
hello ??????
str8 garbage
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
i see i see
alannah05/13/2019
telana and chris banter a LOT
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
flity banter??
alannah05/13/2019
but sometimes it gets carried away by chris
no it’s like full on mean
lmao
i could never
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
gimme an example LOL what
that sounds so weird
alannah05/13/2019
i was in call w them and mamba was there too and chris even called her bitch
and i GASPED
I WAS KIKE ??????? HELLO WHAT THE FUCK vvvbskaisod
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
oh i do as a joke ngl LOL
alannah05/13/2019
if mamba ever talked to ME like that
boy
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
i mean you called me a bitch earlier no
alannah05/13/2019
yeah but you’re not my mans
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
in a joking way
alannah05/13/2019
it’s different
LOL
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
i can only call people bitches that im close with
alannah05/13/2019
PLS I LOVE YOU YOURE MY ANGELIC SUNSHINE
alannah05/13/2019
IM SORRY FOR WHAT I SAID BEFORE
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
LOL
alannah05/13/2019
but u were being just as mean back zzzzzz
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
yeah, i love to playfuy banter
its just ny personality
alannah05/13/2019
but there’s a line god damn
chris has no such clue as to where a line is
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
oh did i cross it
alannah05/13/2019
and telana is SOFT
and iF you playfully banter you should make up for it later or smth right ?????
chris was kinda idk
his words and actions were nice i guess but sometimes whew
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
gimme another example
like for me i say hey listen here bitch
and shed me like wOw
and i say im joking bebiiii
u know
not a specific example but stuff like that
and she would be like laughing when i do it ir be flustered
but then idk if i should completely stop all this
cause i know abkut chris now
alannah05/13/2019
idunnnoooooooO
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
literally
the one time i open my heart
alannah05/13/2019
honestly
you’re 19 !!!!!!
it’s gonna take a lot more of experience and maturing for you to be able to grow
don’t be so closed off with your true emotions or you’ll forever carry them like heavy burden
when they shouldn’t be !!!!
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
i mean its not intentional
literally no one else have the same effect telana did
alannah05/13/2019
you do it out of habit
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
after my ex i mean
alannah05/13/2019
hey that’s selective exposure !!!!
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
wat
alannah05/13/2019
once you open up to more people that you genuinely trust things will get a lot more easier
n yeah zzzzz girls are a snore sometimes
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
i mean what im tryna say is like
would you fall for anyone? no u fell for mamba
alannah05/13/2019
honestly
i was in a love triangle w mamba too
lol
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
wtf
spill the tea sis
???
alannah05/13/2019
i mean all three of us were singly
single
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
oh
alannah05/13/2019
but still it was awkward
mambas extremely passive and avoids everyone to stay neutral and out of drama
but he fought for me
:’)
my babie
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
ah man
alannah05/13/2019
and honestly
you can fall for the people you least expect sometimes
at the beginning i tried rlly hard to friendzone mamba
n he felt it lmao
but his personality came thru
i also had drunk phone sex with him on accident whoops
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
but are you the type of person like telana is
LOL
alannah05/13/2019
no not at all i’m very transparent as you can see LOL
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
here i thought she was too
alannah05/13/2019
and i understand that mamba and i both have our own social lives to live yk
can’t tie him to me forever
even though he’d like that
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
smh LOL
alannah05/13/2019
LMAO
and i’m the funny one
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
idk i want to help telana be a better person i guess but I'm afriad to do anything serious with all the secrets she has
alannah05/13/2019
when it comes to both telana and mamba
one time
telanas friend brooke was going through a hard time
and i kept trying to encourage telana to just reassure brooke and reach out that helping hand
but telana was like “it’d be nice if you could understand that not everyone can be as sympathetic as you” etc blah blah
and i was like lol wow
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
ah i see
alannah05/13/2019
and now telana doesn’t even speak to brooke
but they were superrrr close at one point and dated as well too
brooke found a new love after telana threw her out
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
so its canon she's bi?
alannah05/13/2019
and telana just got angry with her for leaving
bc brooke wasn’t putting telana first anymore
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
mm
alannah05/13/2019
yeah
codeunbreaker05/13/2019
really don't know how to feel about her