holly01/14/2019
how late are you staying up
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
Why?
holly01/14/2019
so we can play stardew
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
I'm gonna be busy.
holly01/14/2019
no prob hopefully 2morrow then
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
Sure.
Maybe not then either, I gotta do lawyer stuff tomorrow. So I'm gonna be busy too.
holly01/14/2019
lawyer?
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
Confidential stuff, but yeah. Have to talk to a lawyer.
holly01/14/2019
ah
well hope that goes well
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
Yeahp.
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
I don't want to play Stardew, though.
holly01/14/2019
oh i thought you wanted to
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
I don't know what I want anymore, honestly.
holly01/14/2019
uhh
not sure what to say
try and get a therapist when u move to figure out your life more
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
It's not that I don't want to play Stardew.
I do want to play.
But I'm just concerned.
holly01/14/2019

Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
I just feel like it's not going to improve anything.
holly01/14/2019
improve what
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
The friendship.
holly01/14/2019
it needs improvement ??
if u dont wanna play stardew u can just say no lol
im not gonna sit and cry about it
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
Yes, it needs improvement.
holly01/14/2019
uhh well playing games is a thing to do
but you dont wanna do
so im outta ideas
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
Can I trust you not to get upset with me if I'm honest with you?
Cause I would like to be your friend. All the way. But there's just some things.
I do appreciate you as a friend, and I'd like that friendship to keep going.
But we do need to talk.
holly01/14/2019
what are you goin on about
spit it out
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
Okay well, I'm not really sure where to start. But basically, I've found myself really frustrated with you.

I explained the other day that I really wanted you to start asking to do things. And while you're doing that with Stardew, and I'd be happy to play, I guess there's a part of me that just feels like shit about it.

By all means, I want to be friends with you. I want to be your buddy and support you, even though I won't agree with all your actions, or even disapprove of them.

But it's the effort being put into things that's bugging me, and some other minor things.

This isn't me balancing too much on the friendship over RP, but I hate to ask you to RP now, cause nothing comes out of it. I ask you, you say "yes today" and then nothing happens and that has happened multiple times. Then you'll say "tomorrow" and nothing happens then. Usually it's cause you forgot; which shows me that you don't really care.  Which I don't know if you do or not.

You're open about things that I'm not really comfortable about, but that's whatever - you learned.

I guess I'm just mad at you. Frustrated, even. I'm not certain where to go about with things.

I would love to play Stardew, yes. But I don't just want to play something a few times and then never touch it again. Like I said, I'd really like to be your friend, but I just have concerns. I don't want the friendship to be one-sided. I've been in this situation so many times, and I'm sorry to flog this all at you at once.
holly01/14/2019
ur putting so much stock into a 2 week old friendship it's a little weird
if i frustrate u then why bother lol
im just gonna do my shit on the side from u cuz it's stressing u out for some reason which is confusing and i dont rly care to unpack it all cuz that's just more shit i gotta deal with
thansk 4 the cat pics
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
It's fine.
I just.
I'm sorry.
Honestly, I just wanted to get that off of my chest.
I'm not getting stressed out just, well I'm stressed out - but it's not because of like
this.
I promise things will be normal after this. Sorry that I'm weird.  I guess a part of me was falling for you? And that was making me  angry with myself.
And I don't wanna make it awkward.
But, yeah.
holly01/14/2019
look
ill still come to dnd if you'll let me cuz that's been fun
but i rly dont wanna aggravate .. all of this more lol
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
What do you mean?
holly01/14/2019
like me shuffling far away
and prob finding some fc and friends
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
You won't aggravate anything anymore.
I'm sorry.
holly01/14/2019
dude stop
when i told a friend that i met you and got into an fc/dnd group
he predicted that'd get all up on me and be kinda weird like now
so i guess i lost a bet lol
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
It doesn't have to be like that. I promise, this is the last of it all.
Shit will go back to normal.
Let's play Stardew tomorrow.
holly01/14/2019
https://giphy.com/gifs/mashable-l3q2K5jinAlChoCLS
u just went through all of that
to loop around 2
lets play stardew
as i originally asked
having accomplished nothing
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
short answer: yes
i still wanna make wine
and i can't do that alone, growing grapes are hard work
BUT
Also.
holly01/14/2019
not if you keep fuckin whining
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
I mean, I'm not. Like I said, that was the last of it. They were just concerns I wanted to get out there, though.
holly01/14/2019
points to joke of whine and wine being the same
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
oh
r/whoosh @ me
i'm kinda tense because of tomorrow's bullshit
holly01/14/2019
your concerns have been noticed and addressed though me not really understanding or caring to unpack and get involved in
see: whole lotta that shit
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
Tomorrow I might see a conclusion of a court battle that's been happening for 6 years
and a lot of my future relies on it.
holly01/14/2019
good luck
Used Cat Salesman01/14/2019
Yeah, well. I'm hoping for a good answer to it all.
Some lady scammed my grandfather before he died and everything in his will went to her.