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❲ DANGEROUS WOMAN ❳

•   password ::
        dangerous woman

•   username ::
        JUNEGGUKS



❲ EVERYDAY ❳

•   slot ::
        MOONLIGHT

•   back-up slot ::
        BE ALRIGHT

•   faceclaim ::
        SEO JISOO of LOVELYZ (other)

•   back-up faceclaim ::
        LEE LUDA of WJSN

•   bb face-claim ::
        PARK SOOBIN of WJSN



❲ SOMETIMES ❳

•   birth name ::
        HWANG YUJEONG, 황 유정
        LEAH HWANG.

•   nickname/s ::
        YUJI (yoo-ji) ; given by her father when yujeong was younger, now the whole family uses it. she doesn't mind if any of her family members call her it, but it's a bit too personal for any friends to call her.
        LEE ; short of her given english name, most people who only know her by this name call her this. it's nothing personal, just something short and sweet to catch her attention.
        YU ; short of her korean name, a way to catch her attention which is given by anyone who knows her by this given name.

•   age ::
        21, TWENTY-ONE ; INTL.
        22, TWENTY-TWO ; KRN.


•   date of birth ::
        19TH MARCH, 1996

•   place of birth ::
        GWANGJU, SOUTH KOREA

•   hometown ::
        GWANGJU, SOUTH KOREA

•   nationality ::
        KOREAN

•   ethnicity ::
        KOREAN

•   height ::
        165CM, 5 FEET 4 INCHES

•   weight ::
        50KG, 110 POUNDS

•   blood type ::
        O

•   languages spoken ::
        KOREAN  ; fluent, mother tongue.
        ENGLISH ; conversational, studied in school.



❲ I DON'T CARE ❳

•   background ::
        HWANG YUJEONG has come from a very strict, Christian family that focuses on their children's future more than anything. But being the middle child of three, it can be awkward and you can often feel forgotten. But this isn't where the story starts...
    With an already nine year old brother in the family (her mother and father definitely wanted to make sure that they spent time nurturing her older brother), Yujeong was most definitely planned. It was always her mother's dream to have a little girl to dress up and show off to her family, and so it came true. On the 19th of March 1995, at around 4AM, Yujeong was born. Yeah sure, she was a little underweight, but she was healthy enough to go home at the regular time.
    Most of her infancy (and by that I mean up to about age three) was spent with kisses and cuddles and lots of love. But by age four, and by the time her brother had turned twelve, the rebellion began. It wasn't Yujeong, she was still happily colouring pictures for mummy to hang on the wall, but her only sibling at the time had decided to push the boundaries. Going off to friend's houses and not even caring when his parents yelled at him for not telling them in advance was just the beginning. It's very easy to get into the wrong crowd. The Hwang household had always been big on the 'if you don't get good grades, you'll be a failure to the family' kind of concept, so it was almost an unwritten rule that school very much always comes first, even in a life or death situation. Heck, Yujeong's mother even missed her own father's funeral because she couldn't miss the school run. So, when things like grades begin slipping because there has been too much time spent over in friend's houses and on the family computer, feet need to come down and rules need to be put into place.
    Yujeong has her brother to blame for the constant mindset of 'do your homework when you get home, and don't even think about asking when dinner is' (not that her mother starved her or anything, but even a quick question such as asking when dinner is ready could be time spent doing homework). And also the mindset of 'grades come before gals' as her mother would say, thinking that she was hip. Although with it being drilled into her head since the first grade, it wasn't too difficult to go along with her mother's rules. Heck, her father wasn't even there most of the time, always out working so had no clue what was going on (and that's why he didn't ever say anything, just agreeing with whatever his wife had stated).
    It wasn't until the age of seven that Yujeong was really beginning to see why her brother had rebelled against their mother's commands all the time. The third (and final) Hwang child had came along a few months after Yuji's seventh birthday, and let's just say that another daughter was music to her mother's ears. She thought that one was great, but now two? It's like heaven on Earth. Her brother had gotten out of his rebellious stage at age sixten, but Yujeong was just about to start hers, at the very much ripe age of seven.
    It started with complaining when she had been sat at the little desk in her room, a wailing baby already calling her mother downstairs. Her mother was already suspicious, but just thought she was wanting attention after the new baby being born and all. But then it got to the point where she was turning out to be just like her brother, obviously remembering the times when he shushed her after she threatened to tell mum when she found him on the computer instead of doing his homework. Maybe she also picked up a few tricks from him too.
    Yet this is a road her mother had been down before. With Yujeong's brother locked in his room studying like mad, it was always one less child to worry about. Not that she was complaining or anything, (one less child to hear complaining and crying)  but this scene wasn't going to play out again. So, with no time wasted, Yujeong was seeing the naughty corner a lot more frequently than she would like. But it definitely made a difference.
    Elementary school flew by after her little rebellious streak, most days spent cooped up in a room doing homework and helping her mother look after a baby. There were plenty of friends that came and passed in those few years that things were bland, no-one really standing out to her. But she was still a growing kid so everything, even the most boring things, felt exciting in her mind.
    Her English learning was going as well as it could, yet her mother would always complain sigh when she had found out that they were just listening to English songs instead of actually learning something, but she didn't want to interfere, as Yujeong could at least say hello and some basic directions by the age of 12.
    Middle school is where quite a lot changed. With her younger sister beginning school and plans of having another child were certainly out the window, the Hwang family had quite a bit of peace, her brother long off in university doing God-knows what with who. Yujeong was now the oldest and being cooped up in her room with studies, and when she wasn't there, she was in extra lessons. Sure, her brother's grades weren't the best in the class, which is why Yuji's mother had demanded that her father work those extra few hours to make sure that they could afford Yujeong's extra classes, ranging from Science to English. But that was a lotto handle. Even though there were only seven days in the week, it felt impossible to fit everything in. At the time, Yujeong had even considered joining a sports team, but that was easily knocked away with the flick of her mother's hand and a quick signature on a sheet, signing Yujeong up for yet another extra class, and maybe calling her teachers to give her extra homework for extra credit at the same time.
    Yet she was a fighter, there was always something much worse going on, therefore Yujeong didn't complain, preferring to act grateful rather than trapped. Sure, she basically had no social life at the age of thirteen, but who needed one anyway? Plus her mother had promised her the days off on Sundays, giving her a chance to meet up with the very small amount of friends she had then. It wasn't a bad thing, it was nice to be oblivious to all of the news happening around school because you were completely against getting a detention for talking in class and then having to deal with the wrath of your mother and being whisked away by the hired tutor that your mother had instructed to take you away during meal times at school for extra studying of mathematics. At least your friend's thought her reaction to the fact that the OTP of the class got back together was brilliant.
    The tutors were sweet and all, but it was always too professional. If you were to sit in a room for an hour talking about the periodic table, wouldn't you be bored? Yujeong's mother had also demanded a report of each session as soon as she came to get her or even when Yujeong came home from school (for that one mathematics tutor), so if there was anything else other than 'worked really hard' or 'perfect' written on it, Yujeong would have to say bye-bye to that Sunday spot that she always had free. Maybe that's where her fear of getting in trouble is from, or maybe it's just the fact that she has rather sensitive ears and doesn't like the fact that when people are angry they raise their voice.
    Although thought of as miserable, middle school wasn't too bad. Carrying a few extra notes in her school bag, Yujeong realised that offering them money to keep them quiet, but her mother soon found out about that, After that, Yujeong kind of came to realisation that the reason she doesn't laugh at the jokes that the boys in her class come out with is because she is innocent in their eyes, she doesn't catch on to the dirty jokes people make because she has lacked the social norms by being swarmed with studies. But it's also where Yujeong realised that her mother wasn't the enemy and also wanted her to do much better than her brother, as if she's mending the mistakes she had made on her first-born. It was out of the love of her heart that she forced her own husband to work overtime in order for them to be able to afford such excessive tutoring. Yujeong's mother wanted her to do well.
    So, by the time she reached high school, being social got more difficult, people laughing at her due to the fact that she wouldn't laugh at the jokes they made, making her a 'prude'. She hadn't done anything wrong, but she didn't think much of the names she was getting called, mainly because she didn't know what it meant until she asked her brother over the phone, who was then living in Busan with a girlfriend.
    She didn't want to pay attention, but it's difficult because by the time you're seventeen, most of your class have already gotten laid and you sit trying to pray to some God that you can actually have Sunday to yourself and music show performances. People in her class had even began to believe that she didn't listen to music because her family were so cruel, but that really wasn't the case. It's just that music was after all the extra classes and homework and studying and actually attempting to get in touch with your friends because you've found out that you actually have the Sunday off. Hey, at least she could call them names in English, knowing that none of them pay enough attention to the teacher to even apprehend what she means. Hey, at least her mother's strict ways had benefited in one way.
    High school was over too quickly, or maybe that was just the fact that her nights flew by because of the very much worshipped schedule that had first made an appearance when she was twelve and the fact that she was now eighteen, and coming up to graduating high school to head to a university.
    So, with a dorm at Yonsei University calling her name as soon as she stepped out of those doors in high school for the last time, Yujeong could tell that something was going to change, which it most definitely did.
    Who ever knew that moving 268km away from your parents could be so hard? You see people go to different countries for univerities, so why did Yujeong miss her family so much? Although she constantly went to see them on breaks throughout her first year, it still wasn't enough. Why though? You would think with how much time she spent with her mother in a car driving to and from different things, that the drive up to Seoul wouldn't be so hard.
    In a way, she could blame her mother for not teaching her how to grow a pair. She hardly had much chance to go out with friends due to her constant studying, it look where it got her. In a way she would rather take it all back, because without her family she truly is nothing. She didn't have a clue on where to go, but luckily a few people have come to step in by her side, but everything is so bland. Sometimes she looks back on what she has done for so long and realises it always has been. But this year will be different. She'll do something other than study and visit old friends back home. Maybe she'll even stay in Seoul during one of the breaks.


•   family ::
        HWANG YONGHYUN ; FATHER ; 52 ; The two aren't strangers, just not the closest of the bunch. With him constantly working over time to help pay for Yujeong and her sister's extra lessons, he wasn't around too much, but it's not like he ever saw him. She could easily say that he preferred her two other siblings over her, but that is because when he began coming home again at a reasonable time, Yujeong had began locking herself away from the world to study. He's definitely proud of her though, and loves her very much, they just don't really talk. Probably a lot of love with minimal communication.
        HWANG TAEHEE ; MOTHER, 50 ; They weren't too close throughout Yujeong's early adolescent years, but when she was 'grounded' for four Sundays in a row, Yujeong had a lot of time to reflect, which brought them closer as she came to the realisation that her mother really wasn't the enemy here and everything she did was for her. When she was finishing up her years of high school, her and her mother were joined at the hip, talking about all the hot guys on the scene at the time, but now that she is in university and her mother is still needed at home, it's much more difficult. Due to their closeness, Yujeong often feels homesick, but then that usually leads to a very long Skype call. Long story short, these to are extremely close.
        HWANG CHIWON ; BROTHER ; 31 ; With Yujeong's brother being recently held up with the fact that he now has children, Yujeong could say that they aren't so close anymore. Throughout high school when the kids used to call her a name that she didn't understand, she would always text or Skype Chiwon and beg for him to explain, which would lead into a lovely chat about how he misses being in Gwngju, because if he was he could beat all of those kids up. It doesn't mean that she doesn't manage to sneak in the odd phone call with him, but they have been rather distant lately.
        HWANG SONHA ; SISTER ; 15 ; Sonha has a lot more privileges than Yujeong had at that age, like she can go on her phone whenever she wants, and doesn't actually have to wait until she's finished with her homework. But Yujeong and Sonha don't usually get on. Maybe it's the fact that Yu is only slightly jealous of the love that she received throughout her childhood and even still to this day. Not that Yujeong didn't receive it or anything, but the fact that there wasn't the pressure that was put on Sonha's shoulders to study was awfully infuriating. That doesn't mean they can't have a good laugh together, always coming up with rumours about what their brother and his wife got up to last night, with Yujeong then going a bright shade of fuchsia whenever she actually realised what Sonha meant. The 'do't get on' part is usually just a petty argument probably about why Yujeong used to get to sit next tot eh hot guy that their father's friend brought around, and then Yujeong arguing back about how Sonha was too young. They really are good friends, just with a few petty arguments that somehow make their trust unbelievably strong.


•   personality ::
        HWANG YUJEONG is often considered plain and a granny when it comes to memes on the internet nowadays, but that's just an assumption of her. Yujeong has been known around her campus as one of the very few virgins left around the area, Yujeong probably being the youngest as everyone still believes that one of the professors still hasn't had a chance to tap his wife, despite being married for what feels like a century since he has that many stories. But back to Yujeong. The poor girl isn't all what everyone thinks and sees, and the truth be told that even her roommate hasn't seen some of these sides of her, and that kid has a very good eye. So let's take a closer look:
    Despite being able to wait for a very long time without complaining, Yujeong is actually very IMPATIENT although she chooses not to act upon her desires to scream at wall because whatever on Earth is taking so long is driving her crazy. It depends on what day of the week it is sometimes though because her patience levels can hold on for hours some days but on most days she can't even get in an elevator without having the itch to stomp and scream because it takes so long. She really doesn't look like that kind of person though, which is good, as her image is actually the only thing that stops her from acting up the agitation of waiting so long. Either she's impatient, or rather claustrophobic, but we'll just stick with the impatient.
	Yet although being able to stand in an elevator without flipping because it's taking too long to get to the top floor (hence why she takes the stairs more often), Yujeong is very, very, very SHY. A lot of people say that they are shy but are indefinitely willing to go out to a bar with a few friends after a busy week of schoolwork, yet Yu for sure isn't like this. Yujeong will do absolutely anything in her power to avoid being in public places, heck, she'll even tie herself to the bed if she really has to go. With class as an only exception to this fear, a lot of people assume that Yujeong is agoraphobic, but really she just hates the idea of people even thinking about because they see your head a few isles down. Sure, there are very few moments when she really can't avoid her fears and has no choice but to go out but that's not without a good friend who understands that enough is enough and she needs to go back to a secluded area. She has a terrible fear of social judgement, which probably came from when someone called her an extremely inappropriate word for their young age, claiming that she isn't a virgin but she just says that to look innocent. But it wasn't until she got to college and a round of drinks that she had been dragged to a friend's house for came up that she actually realised how bad it was when she answered with the exact statement and she saw everyone that was in the circle's face drop in concern. Yeah, maybe she should overcome that if she ever wants to be a teacher.
	Yes, perhaps the fact that she is shy to the extent that she should probably seek help about it (and the only help being her mother and sister back in Gwangju), you would think that it would overshadow the rest of her personality. Well, it in fact does to the bare human eye, as she would say, but if you've known her for enough time or you really do trust her (and the feeling is mutual) it's as clear as day that it isn't all Yujeong is. She is in fact a very THRILL-SEEKING soul. Now, you're probably thinking, why on Earth would she be classed as bold if she's terrified of getting yelled at (or very sternly talked to) and is extremely shy to the point that she can't actually go outside without the fear of someone even just grazing her arm as they walk past, but she is actually willing to do anything that involves an adrenaline rush, except doing the do (she wants to save that for the right person). The amount of things that people couldn't even dream of are first on her bucket list, skydiving being the first, although the thought of being strapped to another person while several hundred feet from the ground is rather scary. But yes, as hard as it is to believe, when she did actually go to a bar once (when a friend had tricked her saying that it was just a small get-together in a community hall nearby the school but then she actually took her to a bar with the rest of their group)she was actually daring to try the strongest thing on their menu. Sure, it really was a tough hangover the next day, but with her roommate out doing who-knows-what, there was no regret in her mind.
	But despite being such a thrill-seeker, Yujeong really doesn't know where to start with love, as she doesn't want to regret that. That's why she often feels and acts like a LONER. Being honest, her only friends growing up where the ones that had their birthdays nearing so they could snag an extra present from their new 'BFF' that actually only lasted about a week after their birthday and her tutors (even though they kept it extremely professional). Sure, she does have friends now, but whenever something is wrong, she finds herself pushing them away saying that they should focus more on other things, making herself seem like the bad person. Genuinely she doesn't mean it, but a lot of people begin to believe that is just an act of sympathy if they just want something out of her. Her personal problems are only for her family, as they know who she really is without a doubt. Maybe it's the fact that the people that she relies on so much are still only on a phone call, they're not there to give physical hugs (this came from the fact that her mother would always say 'phone hug' which would make her smile, no matter how hard she was crying about how she failed the assignment that one time). It's like she feels the dent in her heart, but others don't and just see her as an attention-seeker with the whole 'I'm so innocent and lonely' facade. Shame really that people don't take her seriously.
	Maybe the fact that she's also SUPERSTITIOUS doesn't help. People think she's weird for nervously eyeing a black cat as she walks across the street, or why she always decides to carry her cross around on Friday 13th. Does no-one believe in these anymore or something? Maybe that's why she feels so lonely whenever someone walks happily under a ladder, as if to say it brings you good luck, or when someone just casually shrugs at the fact that their mirror fell form the wall and formed a crack. It's hard enough when you have different view points in politics compared to everyone else in the room, but when you freak out at someone opening their umbrella in the hallway and you get awkward stares thrown your way, who wouldn't feel lonely. She just sometimes wishes she could go back to the time when there was the unwritten rule that you shouldn't do anything too out of the blue on Friday 13th, you know?
	And yeah, she can get a little angry sometimes at the fact that people just go up to a black cat and stroke it like it's their own pet, but that doesn't mean that the poor girl is going to go up to them and tell them off for it, she'll probably go and let her anger out somewhere else, like angrily studying (it tends to calm her nerves because the new knowledge is overtaking the anger). That's really how INNOCENT she is. Maybe she is an old granny like the kids used to call her, although she wouldn't actually go up to the kid that did it and tell them to keep leave it be net time because it's bad luck, but that's just the social anxiety talking. If she weren't so bad, maybe she would go and do it. But she's also innocent in the mind. Remember when I said that Yujeong would call her brother and ask him about all the words the kids would say, she would be stunned. How did seventeen year old people even know of the words used in all of the raunchy films that are designed to be watched by horny old men? She certainly didn't. Was she really that behind? I mean sure, she now understands the whole concept of sex (she always has known the basics, thanks to biology class) on a much more advanced level thanks to Sonha, but that doesn't mean she doesn't think it's a sin. Heck, she even thinks that she's the only actual Christian of the three at this point in time, because there is no doubt that Yujeong's mum has gone out for an afternoon and Sonha has had a guy in her bed that exact afternoon. Just the thought gives her the shivers of disgust.
	But most of all, what people don't notice about Yujeong is that she is AMBITIOUS. A lot of people will fail to realise that all of her studying was for a reason. Sure, a teacher was never her first choice, but the way she admired her tutors for all of their great work, she wanted to give them at least some sort of payment back by showing that their teachings had helped her become the teacher. A lot of people just think that she studies for someone's approval or something, but the only approval she needs is her own. Maybe all of those overtime hours that her father did were not regretted, unlike with Sonha. But this isn't about Sonha now is it?



•   likes ::
	- MUSIC SHOWS ; it was a great way to finish her Sunday off, all of the week's music shows on record. Guess the habit stuck.
	- SUNGLASSES ; she feels with them on, people won't be able to identify her as easily.
	- ROBES ; her roommate got the side with the radiator, so unless she wants to look like a creep studying where her roommate would, robes are a saviour.
	- SEWING ; apart form angry studying, sewing is a way to get her mind off things, most of it is just sewing beads onto a plain piece of fabric, but she also does the odd pull fix.
	- GRACE AND FRANKIE ; the netflix show, because she would honestly love to be like the character Frankie, so laid back.
	- COLD WEATHER ; although it's not nice to wait at the train station for your train to arrive to take you back home for the holidays, it's a lovely excuse that Yujeong can constantly use, plus it make her feel much cosier.
	- SOCIAL MEDIA ; anything ranging from Twitter to Snapchat is great. It's almost as if she's outside when looking at people's tweets and stories, plus it's nice to be kept up with the news around the world so easily.

•   dislikes ::
	- VEGAN PRODUCTS ; having a friend that's vegan is definitely going to be a problem. Luckily after the only one she had tasted a regular burger again, she was back to normal.
	- SUMMER ; as appealing as the beach may be, and also the very cute swimsuits online can be very tempting, the hot weather in South Korea just bugs her more than makes her happy with the fact that she caught a tan.
	- THE COLOUR PINK ; yeah, there are some nice colours, but anything even close to magenta or darker is a big no go. Such an eye-sore.
	- TRAINS ; she has a fear that she'll see herself fall into the tracks or see someone else. Which is ironic because that's actually the only way she can get home (her mum stopped coming to get her after getting stuck in such busy traffic, plus the train is always easier, safer and faster.
	- DIRTY JOKES ; they make her extremely uncomfortable annoy her to no end... after she figures at what they actually mean.
	- ELEVATORS ; that's a no-go with someone so impatient and awkward.
	- CROWDED PLACES ; the only place she can actually go without her fears being the only thing that clouds her mind is class, and even then she can't stop thinking about people watching her.



•   facts ::
	- For a while she pondered about what it would be like to audition to become a k-pop idol, but she came from that dream quickly.
	- She often ponders about her sexuality, but then realises that she couldn't even think about dating someone other than a man, and a very trustworthy one at that.
	- Even though she is innocent, she often swears in English, as then not many people around her actually know it's meant to be, therefore it is still classed as innocent, or at least in her eyes.
	- She absolutely loves the duvet in her dorm room, it's so thick and comfy and it practically eats her up... In a good way.
	- She has been asked for proof of I.D much more than once.
	- She doesn't know how to drive, although she would love to learn (she was offered to by giving up her Sunday slot).
	- She can decently write with her left hand, but she wouldn't call herself ambidextrous.
	- When Yujeong talks about her mother, she often has the fear that she will come off as describing her as cruel, but her mother just wanted her to be successful, therefore a foot always stomping at you to work harder and giving you constant restrictions would pay off in the end.
	- She actually knows most of the words to the Bully Ray Cyrus CD 'Some Give All', as her roommate, when she's actually around for long enough, will put it on, all the time.

•   hobbies ::
		SEWING ; like stated in likes, it calms her mind, and it's something she would probably take up if all else fails. She is actually rather decent.
		STUDYING ; truly, as sad as it may seem, Yujeong likes to study, therefore giving her a now Saturday and Sunday space to do whatever, mainly watching re-runs of old TV shows and dramas.

•   habits ::
		HER HANDS ALWAYS HAVE TO BE DOING SOMETHING ; whether tapping her finger on the table or just waving them around like mad, Yujeong must be doing something with her hands at all times.

•   closest acquaintance among the slots ::
		BE ALRIGHT ; probably because she sees her as a motherly figure, reminding her of her mother back in Gwangju, and all of a sudden she's smiling because of it.

•   least closest acquaintance from the slots ::
		GREEDY ; she goes against practically all of Yujeong's morals. Sure, they're both impatient, but that doesn't mean that Yujeong acts on her thoughts without thinking of the outcomes unlike GREEDY



❲ FOREVER BOY ❳

•   love interest ::
		MARK TUAN of GOT7

•   back-up love interest ::
		KIM SEOKJIN of BTS
		JUNG HOSEOK of BTS

•   love interest's personality ::							[apologies in advance i'm terrible at l/i personalities]
		Mark is very much a nerd, or so people would think considering he likes to solve math problems and rubiks cubes for fun. Despite the quiet one when being compared to the rest of his friendship group, he isn't necessarily. He's like quiet but not, the one person in the middle. He's very father-like, or according to how fatherly he is to his dog but would probably be a lot more nervous than what people would think. He's very apologetic, saying sorry for the slightest thing like being boring or messing up his words, but he's quickly forgiven when he flashes a smile. Despite being boring in people's eyes he's actually really fun and gets a little too excited when he knows one of his friends is going to get hurt (in a light and fun way though!).

•   how did they meet? ::
		It was by almost complete randomness. When being literally forced by several people to attend a friend's cousin's baby shower, Yujeong was out the door on a lovely early April day, off to a complete stranger's celebration of a baby. Turns out the only reason Yujeong's friend (Seunghee) brought so many people along with her is because Seunghee's mother absolutely resented the idea of her own daughter spending more than enough on a pair of baby boots that won't even fit by this time next year, so the gang were a 'it was a group present' reason. Her mother still wasn't impressed. Turns out the cousin was lovely, and was soon to deliver a baby boy, but it's not like Yujeong would ever see her, or her baby for that matter, again after this event.
	Do you ever feel like you're under-dressed for an occasion? Because that exactly how poor Yu felt as her eyes scanned around the scene. Heck, even the star of the show (that being Seunghee's cousin, not the baby) was wearing a fancy dress. Maybe when  she realised that they were pulling up to a lovely villa just on the very outskirts of Seoul she should have turned back around, but Yujeong had been saved by Seunghee many times, so it was just like a repayment; and one that she couldn't get out of for that matter.
	So, the whole group of friends (or the 'squad' as they liked to call them selves) looked extremely under-dressed together considering people were actually wearing something other than converse, unlike Yujeong. If they all just stick together it won't be that bad will it? That was the plan until Seunghee saw her mother and was dying to tell her about all of the gossip that had happened recently in the school that she just so happened to drag two other of the squad away with her, which actually only left three standing. This isn't awkward. Yujeong and the other two girls decided to take a seat, before the Cha Cha Slide came on. After many attempts to get Yujeong to go with them, the two had left her alone to wander over to the snack table as they had just began sliding to the left. Well this isn't awkward either.
	Who knew just wearing a plain skirt and blouse with a pair of white converse could make you feel so insecure? And it didn't help with the fact that she was switching her gaze between Seunghee and her two other friends to even ponder when they were done. Luckily, patience was on her side today. It felt as if all of the elderly couples walking towards the cracker section of the snack table with their significant others were judging her so hard, probably wondering why she didn't have a man by her side. That was until she heard a faint 'hi' from behind her that just so luckily (and unluckily) caught her attention.

•   love interest's first impression of your character ::
		Being rather the gentleman who more often than not had someone by his side, he pondered as to why someone as young looking as Yujeong was standing alone. But as she started rocking back and forth on heels and toes as she flicked her hand into her thigh, he realised that she was obviously waiting for someone. Slowly approaching her he just believed she was a regular girl sitting there and waiting for her friends to finish whatever they were doing, just like anyone else. Shame how she's not like that.

•   your character's first impression of her love interest ::
		Although Yu's whole being was screaming to run over to Seunghee and her mum, Mark seemed genuine, or from what his smile was saying. He seemed like he was just looking for conversation like any polite person would. Because regular people go up and start conversations and let their concerns for you be known because why would someone like Yujeong be standing there on her own looking bored out of her mind, ready to leave. Maybe it was the fact that she bounced from foot to foot and flicked her thigh to the beat of the song, that people could tell she was so bored. But he looked genuinely considered and relatively okay to have a conversation to pass the time with, and so it's not much of a bad thing.

•   how does your character act around her love interest? ::
		Yujeong believes she's found the one. She can act her complete self around him without having to worry about slipping up, and even attempts to talk in English because she's that comfortable (speaking English is something that she very rarely does, so it's a very big thing). It's a no-brainer that Mark has for sure come to the front of Yujeong's life, therefore she feels the need to open up and tell him about everything, even despite the fact that she is so very wrong.

•   how does the love interest act around your character? ::
		Mark is someone who reflects trust, and will probably open up to Yujeong about most things to. But she very much so doesn't need to know that thing that takes up most of his life at the moment. He's very wary about his actions around Yu but that doesn't mean he doesn't have a good time watching her blush at the slightest things he says that could be considered as innuendos. It's melancholy, as it can't go on forever, but for now he'll enjoy it.



❲ BAD DECISIONS ❳

•   why did she fall in love with a man whose heart is already taken? ::
		Obviously she didn't know, and things just seemed to click, just like the way it felt when she realised what had been going on with her mother, but in a much different way. Although the feeling had felt so similar, it was brought from such a different point of life. Something had just changed in the air around her, the flowers smelt better, even the lavenders (and she's not a big fan of lavenders), and the whole world just seemed to have gotten so much brighter, in one of the best ways. It wasn't even anything she would have imagined love to have felt like, it almost felt unreal. The moment he opened his mouth in an awkward laugh and she saw his smile, it was practically impossible to stand still as her knees felt weaker. It didn't help the fact that no-one even knew who he was, not even Seunghee herself. That's what made it feel so taboo in the first place, but it felt so right. And even after a small conversation and a friendship request exchange on Facebook, it felt wrong to feel so right. But it was wrong... Too wrong.

•   notable quotes of character ::
		-"So you can remember a Netflix show's review but you can't remember a simple equation? Typical"
		-"Sorry" (usually a follow-up of the first quote)

•   theme song of character ::
		WJSN's Secret

•   requested scenes with the other characters ::
		SPECIFICALLY WITH BE ALRIGHT ;;
			The two girls have a heart-to-heart moment with each other, they both know what it's like to have a lot of responsibility on your shoulders, which would probably bring them closer together, BE ALRIGHT probably being the only character she can trust completely.
		SPECIFICALLY WITH GREEDY ;;
			Yujeong confronts GREEDY with her concerns about the fact that she is here spending money on complete crap while BE ALRIGHT is struggling financially. GREEDY would then object and (maybe?) call Yu what she had been called back in high school, the one that made her this shy and then Yujeong begins to cry, something she hasn't in front of someone for a very long time, and that last person being her mother. This could be left completely up to you but they both come to a realisation that they are both wrong about each other and probably have trouble with speaking to each other for a few chapters.
		SPECIFICALLY WITH THINKIN BOUT YOU ;;
			THINKIN BOUT YOU and Yujeong are probably out at a bar for who knows what reason (or maybe because THINKIN BOUT YOU dragged Yu out the door and literally wouldn't let go of her hand until they actually got inside the bar, and her hand was still at the ready to catch her then if she was to try and escape) and Yujeong ends up asking what 'doing the do is like', and THINKIN BOUT YOU probably answers with no problem and leaves them both giggling messes. [COMPLETELY OPTIONAL] Then maybe they do some kind of drugs like they go back to Yujeong's dorm with some kind of drug and get high af. Then Yujeong wakes up and immediately regrets it because it's very much against what she stands for, but hey, maybe another thing to tick off of her bucket list... ?
		SPECIFICALLY WITH THE WHOLE GROUP ;;
			where the girls all come to a realistion on how much damage they've caused to not only relationship, but to themselves and each other. tehy don't cry, just sit in silence, before they all each fall asleep.

•   requested scenes with love interest ::
		-[ONLY IF COMFORTABLE]
			I would imagine that Yujeong would have a chance at losing her virginity to Mark, and although I don'request what happens, something along the lines of the next time they meet or when they wake up next to each other or something, however if this makes you uncomfortable, that is fine :)

			I would also imagine that once Yujeong confronts Mark about knowing/and or finds out about his fiancee from him, that she doesn't leave, nor does she cry or go to attack. Yujeong just stands there, and Mark goes in to hug her, but she doesn't push him away or do anything to make him stop, just lets him actually realise what he's done.

			On a lighter note, Mark gives Yujeong a shopping spree, where she attempts to by clothes that she likes, but then ends up with stuff that he wanted for her, stuff that she would have gotten out of her own money and also a Build-a-Bear in the process.


❲ INTO YOU ❳

•   extra ::
		hello! you didn't miss anything, just something i would possibly like to point out like if Yujeong feels a little bland to write about, if that's okay.
			with Yujeong being a very innocent character that probably gets up to some pretty not-innocent things, i feel like this would also be more of an eye-opener for her. like with the terrible social anxiety and things, that could start to very, very slowly become less of a problem, like in THINKIN ABOUT YOU's scene request where she wouldn't let her get away from the moment, she gains more faith in the people around her to not be a harm to her.

     ALSO i didn't want to mention what she was called in school just in case you would want to change it and/or not see it as I don't know if you are comfortable with foul language. if you are uncomfortable with foul language please just ignore this next part as i don't want to make you feel uncomfortable.
		i was planning on the people to call Yujeong a 'whore that acts innocent just for show', which she didn't really realise the severity of because she was never too familiar with the word growing up and it was only at the party that she actually realised how bad it was.

          okay, that should be all that i have for extra :)

•   message to me! ::
hello, i'm eden and i love cosmic girls, but mainly bona. please to meet you too! i hope you enjoyed this pile of trash. i'm really not good with words so... :)
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p.s: please don't mind any grammar mistakes, i really tried my best but i'm just stupid tbh. and please lt me know if i have missed anything out because i most likely have.

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